It might have been supposed that his occupation would have inclined him

to melancholy. Far from it. He was a brisk, active creature, about

middle height, with jet black hair, and a quick circulation. He was

never overcome, as he might reasonably have been, with meditations on

the flux of time. He never rose in the morning saddened by the thought

that the day would be just like the day before, or that the watches

with which he had to deal would show just the same faults and just the

same carelessness on the part of their possessors. On the contrary, he

always sprang out of bed with as much zest and buoyancy as if he were a

Columbus confidently expecting that before noon the shores of a new

world would rise over the ocean's edge.

Giacomo, when he succeeded to the business, married the daughter of a

small farmer in the neighbourhood. It all came about through a couple

of little oak wedges. He took a tall clock home after it had been

repaired, and as the floor of the living-room on which it stood was

uneven, the front of the clock at the base was always wedged up to

bring it perpendicular, and keep the top from overhanging. He was

obliged to ask Miriam, the eldest girl, to stand on a footstool, and

push the clock towards the wall. As she stretched her right arm up

just under the little gilt cherub who expanded his wings above the

dial, holding the frame with her left, he stepped back a little, and

was suddenly struck with the beauty of her attitude. A lovely line it

was from the tips of her fingers down to her heel, and the slight

strain just lifted the hem of her gown, and showed the whitest of white

stockings, and a shapely foot. Giacomo instantly fell in love.

"Is that right, Mr. Tacchi?" she said.

"Quite right; nothing could be better."

Giacomo would not, however, insert the wedges; they were soft, and

might be broader; he would cut some better ones out of mahogany or oak,

and bring them the next day. The next day he brought them, and in a

very short time married Miss Miriam solely on the strength of the

lovely line, the white stockings, and the foot. When she came to live

at his house in Cowfold, he found that she did not always stand on the

footstool and display the same curve, but nevertheless she made him a

fairly good wife, and he and she lived together on the usual marital

terms, without any particular raptures, and without any particular

discord, for five years, when unfortunately she died, after giving

birth to her second child, which was named Miriam, after its mother.

Giacomo was left with an elder boy, Andrew, and with the infant.

Andrew grew up something like his mother, a fairly average mortal who

learned his lessons tolerably, was distinguished by no eminent virtues

nor eminent vices, no eminent gratitude nor hatreds; and it seemed as

if he would one day in the fulness of time do what Cowfold for

centuries had done before him--that is to say, succeed his father in

his business, marry some average Cowfold girl, beget more average

Cowfold children, lead a life unvexed by any speculation or dreams,

unenlightened by any revelation, and finally sleep in Cowfold

churchyard with thousands of his predecessors, remembered for perhaps a

year, and then forgotten for ever.

Miriam, however, was of a different stamp. Her real ancestry was a

puzzle. In some respects she resembled her father. Knowing that she

was Giacomo's child, it was easy for the observer to trace the lineage

of some of her qualities; but nevertheless they reappeared in her on a

different scale, in different proportions, so that in action they

became totally different, and there were others not inherited from

Giacomo which modified all the rest. It is impossible to throw a new

characteristic into a given nature, and obtain as a result the original

nature _plus_ the characteristic added. The addition will most likely

change the whole mass, and often entirely degrade or translate it. It

is just possible, such are the wonders of spiritual chemistry, that

there may have been nothing in Miriam but her father with a touch of

her mother, and that the combination of the two may have wrought this

curiously diverse product; or the common explanation may have been

correct, that in her there was a resurrection of some unknown ancestor,

either on the father's or mother's side. She was a big girl--her

father was rather short and squat--with black hair and dark eyes, limbs

loosely set, with a tendency to sprawl, large feet and hands. She had

a handsome, regular face, a little freckled; but the mouth, although it

was beautifully curved, was a trifle too long, and except when she was

in a passion, was not sufficiently under the control of her muscles, so

that her words escaped not properly formed. Generally she was rather

languid in her attitudes, sitting in her chair in any way but the

proper way, and often giving her father cause of correction on this

point as she grew up, inasmuch as he properly objected that when she

came to be thirteen or fourteen she ought to show that she duly

appreciated the reasons why her frocks were lengthened. Her room was

never in order. Nothing was ever hung up; nothing was put in its

place. Shoes were here and there--one might be under the

dressing-table and the other under the bed; but with, an odd

inconsistency she was always personally particularly clean, and

although bathing was then unknown in Cowfold, she had a tub, and used

it too with constant soap and water. With her lessons she did not

succeed, more particularly with arithmetic, which she abhorred.

Sometimes they were done, sometimes left undone, but she never failed

in history. Her voice was a contralto of most remarkable power, strong

enough to fill a cathedral, but altogether undisciplined. She was fond

of music, and the organist at the church offered to teach her with his

own daughters, if she would sing with them on Sundays; but she could

not get through the drudgery of the exercises, and advanced only so far

as to be able to take her proper part in a hymn. Here, however, she

was almost useless, from incapability of proper subordination, the

sopranos, tenors, and basses being well nigh drowned.

She was fond of live creatures, and had cats, canaries, white mice, and

rabbits, which she treated with great tenderness; but they were never

kept clean, and caused much annoyance to her family. She was also

truthful; but what distinguished her most was a certain originality in

her criticisms on Cowfold men, women, and events, a certain

rectification which she always gave to the conventional mode of

regarding them. There was a bit of sandstone rock near the town, by

the side of the road, which from time immemorial had been called the

Old Man's Nose. It was something like a nose when seen at a certain

angle, but why it should have been described as the nose of an old man

rather than that of a young man, no mortal could have explained.

Nevertheless all Cowfold had for ages said it was the Old Man's Nose;

and when strangers came it was pointed out with a "don't you see, isn't

it hooked, just like a nose, and that is where his spectacles might

lie." But Miriam made a small revolution in Cowfold. She never would

admit the likeness to a nose, but with a pleasant humour observed that

it was like a _mug_ upside down--"mug," it must be explained, meaning

not only a drinking utensil, but in very vulgar language a human face.

Cowfold gradually heard of Miriam's joke, and instantly saw that the

rock was really like a mug. There was the upper part, there was the

handle; the resemblance to the nose disappeared, and what was most

strange, could no more be imagined. Cowfold now repeated to visitors

this little bit of not very brilliant smartness, elaborating it heavily

at times, till it would have become rather a weariness to the flesh, if

it had not been a peculiarity of Cowfold, that it was never tired of

saying the same thing over and over again, and laughing at it

perpetually.

One day a great event happened. There was a fire in the town, and the

house of Mr. Cutts, the saddler, was burnt down. A week afterwards

some very unpleasant rumours were abroad, and the Tacchis, with Mrs.

and Mr. Cattle, and the two Misses Cattle, sat talking over them in Mr.

Tacchi's parlour after supper. The Cattles were small farmers who

lived about a mile out of Cowfold, on the way to Shott, but within

Cowfold parish, and came to Cowfold Church.

"If," said Cattle, "they can prove as the fire broke out in three

places at once, the office has got him."

"His stock," continued his wife, "to my certain knowledge, warn't worth

fifty pound, for I was in the shop a fortnight ago, and says I to

myself, 'What can the man have let it down like this for--who'd come

here for anything; and it _did_ cross my mind as it was very odd, and I

went home a thinking and a thinking, but of course I never dreamed as

he was so awful wicked as this."

"He was always very peculiar, mother," said the elder Miss Cattle. "Do

you remember, Carry," turning to her younger sister, "how he jumped out

of the hedge that Sunday evening, just as we turned down our lane. Oh

my, I never had such a fright--you might have knocked me down with a

straw; and he never spoke, but walked straight on."

"He might have been nutting," said Giacomo--"he was always going out

nutting; and perhaps he didn't notice he had frightened you."

"Not notice! I am sure he might have done; and then, why did he come

out just then, I should like to know. If he had come out just after

we'd got by, I shouldn't have thought so much of it."

"If the poor man was in the hedge, he must come out at some time, and

it happened to be just then," observed Giacomo reflectively.

"Ah!" continued Carry, incapable of replying to Giacomo's philosophy,

and judiciously changing her attack, "whenever you went to buy anything

he never spoke up to you like--there was always an underhand look about

him; and then his living alone as he did with nobody but that old woman

with him."

"He always sold good leather," continued Mr. Cattle, who planted both

his elbows on the table, and placed his head in his hands in a fit of

abstraction, much perplexed by this apparent contradiction in Cutts's

character.

"Sold good leather," retorted his wife with great sharpness, as if in

contempt of her husband's stupidity; "sold good leather--of course he

did. That was part of his plan to make people believe he was an honest

man. Besides, if he hadn't, how could he have got rid of his stock as

he did. Do you recollect," she proceeded with increasing asperity, as

became a Cowfold matron, "as it was him as got up that petition for

that Catchpool gal as was going to be hanged for putting her baby in

the pond?"

"His father," quoth Mr. Cattle, inclining again to his wife's side,

"had a glass eye, and I've heerd his mother was a Papist."

"Well," interrupted Miriam at last, "what if he did set fire to his

house?"

They all looked amazed. "What if he did! what if he did!" repeated Mr.

Cattle; "why, it's arson, that's all."

"Oh, that's saying the same thing over again."

"He'll be transported, that's 'what if he did,'" interposed Mrs. Cattle.

"I suppose," said Miriam, "he wanted to get money out of the Insurance

Office. It was wrong, but he hasn't done much harm except to the

office, and they can afford it."

They were all still more amazed, and justly, for Miriam, amongst her

other peculiarities, did not comprehend how society necessarily

readjusts the natural scale of reward and punishment.

"'Pon--my--word," exclaimed Mrs. Cattle, after a long pause, slowly

dwelling on each syllable, "hasn't--done--much--harm; and for aught we

know, in a month, or at most six weeks, he'll be tried, and then after

that, in a fortnight, he may be on his way to Botany Bay. What do you

think, Mr. Tacchi?"

Giacomo did not occupy the same position as his daughter. His eyes

were screwed very nearly, although not quite, to the conventional

angle; but he loved her, and had too much sense not to see that she was

often right and Cowfold was wrong. Moreover, he enjoyed her antagonism

to the Cattles, of whose intellect he had not, as a clock and barometer

maker, a very high opinion. He evaded the difficulty.

"He hasn't been convicted yet."

"That's true," said Mr. Cattle, to whom, as an Englishman, the

principle of not passing sentence till both sides are heard was happily

familiar. It was a great thought with him, and he re-expressed it with

earnestness--"That's true enough."

But Miriam did not let them off. "I want to know if he is as bad as

those contractors that father was reading about in the newspaper last

week, who filled up the soldiers' boots between the soles with clay.

If they hadn't been found out, the poor soldiers would have gone

marching with those boots, and might have been out in the wet, and

might have died."

"Ah!" retorted Miss Cattle, "that's all very well; but that isn't

arson."

Miss Cattle was not quite so absurd as she seemed. The contractors'

crime was not catalogued with an ugly name. It was fraud or breach of

contract, and that of course made all the difference.

Miriam did not notice her antagonist's argument, but proceeded

musingly--"He was never unkind. He was very good to that old woman,

his aunt."

"Unkind!" Mrs. Cattle almost screamed, her harsh grating voice

contrasting most unpleasantly with the low, indistinct, mellow tones in

which Miriam had uttered the last two or three words. "Unkind! What's

that in a man as is a going to be brought up before the 'sizes. I can

see the judge a sentencing of him now."

"He may have been very poor, and may have lost all his money,"

continued Miriam; "anyhow, he wasn't cruel. I would sooner have hung

old Scrutton, who flogged little Jack Marshall for stealing apples till

his back was all covered with bloody weals."

The clocks in the shop began at that moment to strike ten in a dozen

different tones, as if they discerned the hopelessness of the

discussion, and were determined to cut it short. The company

consequently separated, and Miriam went to bed; but not to sleep, for

before her eyes, half through the night, was sailing the ship in which

she thought poor Cutts would be exiled. Let it not for a moment be

supposed that Mr. Cutts was a young man, and that Miriam was in love

with him. He was about fifty.

Next morning she was still more distressed. Sometimes the morning

brings forgetfulness of the trouble of the day before, and at other

times it revives with peculiar power just at the moment when we wake,

especially if it be dark. Miriam was confused. The belief that she

ought to do something if possible to help Cutts was just dawning upon

her; but although she was singularly liable to be set fast to any

purpose when once she had it clearly formed, it was always a long time

before it became formed. She was not one of those happy persons whose

thoughts are always beneath them, as the horses of a coach are beneath

the driver, and can be directed this way or that way at his bidding.

She could not settle beforehand that she would think upon a given

subject, and step by step disentangle its difficulties, and pursue it

to the end. That is the result of continuous training, and of this she

had had none. Ideas passed through her mind with great rapidity, but

they were spontaneous, and consequently disconnected, so that in

difficulty the path was chosen without any balancing of the reasons on

this and on the other side, which, forced the conclusion that it was

the proper path to take.

A thousand things whirled through her brain. She had known all about

Cutts before the conversation with the Cattles, or with the Cattle, as

she generally called them; but the case had not struck her till they

and she began to talk about it. She was in a great turmoil, and plans

presented themselves to her, were discarded, and then presented

themselves again as if they were quite new. The next night she slept

well. More than ever was she impressed with horror at what seemed to

be Cutts's certain fate--more than ever was she resolved to help him if

she could; and now at last she was a little clearer, and had determined

to go over to the county town and see Messrs. Mortimer, Wake, Collins

and Mortimer, the solicitors in whose hands the defence lay. She did

not doubt it to be her duty to go, although Cutts was no more to her

than to any other person in Cowfold, and she had no notion of what she

was going to say to the lawyers when she saw them. On the following

morning she started, under the pretence that she wanted something she

could not obtain in Cowfold. Having no mother, and being manageress in

a small way at home, these trips were not unusual. Courageous as she

was, when she reached the office her heart sank, and she then first

remembered that she had no very solid ground for her visit. She had

brooded in her bedroom over Cutts, and had thought what a grand thing

it would be to save him, but when she stepped inside Messrs. Mortimer's

door, and was face to face with a raised desk, protected by rails,

behind which clerks were busy writing, or answering questions, her

dreams disappeared; she saw what a fool she was, and she would have

liked to retreat. However, it was too late, for one of the gentlemen,

behind the rails asked what she wanted.

"I've come about Mr. Cutts."

"Oh yes; committed for arson at Cowfold. Sit down in that room for a

few minutes. Mr. Mortimer will attend to you presently."

Miriam was shown into a little box-like den, in which there was a

round, leather-covered table, with a couple of chairs, but no books,

and no newspaper. She had to wait for twenty terrible minutes, in

which her excitement increased to such a degree that once or twice she

was on the point of rushing out past the clerks, and running back to

Cowfold. But she did not do it, and after a while Mr. Mortimer entered.

"Well, Miss Tacchi, what can I do for you?" He was gentle in his

behaviour, and he soothed by his first words poor Miriam's flutter.

"Oh, if you please, sir, Mr. Cutts is not guilty."

"Why not?"

"It is a cruel thing that he should suffer. He is as kind a creature

as ever lived. You don't know how kind he has been to his old aunt.

He always sold honest things. There are scores of people in Cowfold

who deserve to be transported more than he."

"That won't help him much. Good people are a queer set sometimes. But

why should _you_ interfere?"

"I cannot tell," replied Miriam, her voice beginning to shake; "but I

thought and I thought over it, and it is so wrong, so unfair, so

wicked, and I know the poor man so well. Why should they do anything

to him?" She would have proceeded in the same strain, and would have

compared the iniquity of arson with that of fraudulent contractors and

the brutal Scrutton, but she checked herself. "He is not guilty," she

added.

Mr. Mortimer was perplexed. He was accustomed in his profession to all

kinds of concealment of motives, and he conjectured that there must be

some secret of which he was unaware.

"Are you any relation?"

"No."

"Have you ever visited at his house, or has he been in the habit of

calling at yours?"

"No."

He was still more perplexed. He could not comprehend, and might very

well be excused for not comprehending, why the daughter of a

respectable tradesman in Cowfold should walk six miles on behalf of a

stranger, and be so anxious about him.

"One more question. You have had nothing whatever to do with Mr.

Cutts, except by going to his shop, and by talking to him now and then

as a neighbour?"

"Nothing;" and Miriam said it in such a manner, that the most hardened

sceptic must have believed her.

"The fire broke out at a quarter to eight. Had you seen Cutts about

that time?"

"I had met him in the street that evening as I came home."

"Where had you been?"

"Practising in the church."

"What time was it when you met him? Be careful."

Miriam now realised the importance of her answer.

The exact truth was that she had reached home at half-past seven, and

had seen Cutts going into his house then. It must be remembered that

although, as before observed, she was naturally truthful, she was so

because she was fearless, and had the instinctive tendency to

directness possessed by all forceful characters. Her veracity rested

on no principle. She was not like Jeanie Deans, that triumph of

culture, in whom a generalisation had so far prevailed that it was able

to overcome the strongest of passions and prevent a lie even to save a

sister's life. Miriam had been brought up in no such divine school.

She had heard that lying was wrong, but she had no religion, although

she listened to a sermon once every Sunday, and consequently the

relation in which the several duties and impulses stood to one another

was totally different from that which was established in Sir Walter's

heroine. By some strange chance, too, tradition, which often takes the

place of religion, had no power over her; and although hatred of

oppression and of harsh dealing is a very estimable quality, and one

which will go a long way towards constructing an ethical system for us,

it will not do everything.

She began to reflect. She had no watch with her. She had noticed the

clocks when she returned, and she remembered that they showed half-past

seven. She could not at the moment deliberately say a quarter to

eight, although really it did not much matter. Who would be the worse

if she declared it was a quarter to eight? Nobody, and she knew that

Cutts would be the better. She had not specially observed the clocks;

how could she, for she had no notion that anything important depended

upon accuracy. She was short-sighted, and she had not seen the

regulator. Nothing was actually before her eyes but a great Dutch

kitchen clock, which showed half-past seven, and might have been wrong.

Something struck when she left the church, and the strokes chimed again

in her ears as she was shaping her reply to Mr. Mortimer. They sounded

like half-past, and in that case it must have been a quarter to eight

when she stood on her doorstep. Finally, there was the reason of

reasons which superseded the necessity of any further attempt to

persuade herself by any casuistry--she must save Cutts.

"A quarter to eight," she said decisively,

"Odd that you should have seen him just at that time. In less than

five minutes the place was in a blaze. He could hardly have lit it up

himself. Would you swear before the Court it was a quarter to eight?"

If she had been asked this at first she would have hesitated, but she

now boldly said "Yes."

"Very well; I do not see what more I can do now. I will think over the

matter," and Miriam departed.

The lawyer had his suspicions, and determined, after some inquiries in

Cowfold, that Miss Miriam should not be called. He told the story to

his partner, who laughed, and said he did not see anything

extraordinary in it. It was a common case of perjury. Mr. Mortimer

was not sure that it was common perjury. Externally it might be so,

and yet there seemed to be a difference. Moreover, he could not find

out anything in Cowfold to make him believe that there was any motive

for it.

"Perfectly motiveless," he replied. "A noteworthy instance," for he

was a bit of a philosopher, "of an action performed without any motive

whatever. I have always maintained the possibility of such actions."

As to Miriam, she went back to Cowfold without any self-accusation or

self-applause. She did not know that there was anything criminal or

generous in her attempt on behalf of Cutts. We may say in parting that

he was acquitted, to her great delight; and Mr. Cattle, with the pride

of a British citizen who has served on a jury and knows the law, did

not cease to preach to his wife, whenever the opportunity offered, that

you should never pronounce the verdict till you've heard the evidence.

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