Abul Fazil, who dreaded not his indiscretion or his treachery, but his

natural sense of rectitude, which had yielded reluctantly, even to the

command of Akbar, maintained a constant intercourse with him by means

of an intelligent mute, who, hovering in the vicinity of Benares,

sometimes in the disguise of a fisherman, sometimes as a coolie, was a

continual spy upon all his movements; and once in every month, when the

moon was in her dark quarter, Govinda met him secretly, and exchanged

communications with his brother.

The Brahman Sarma was rich; he was proud of his high caste, his spiritual

office, and his learning; he was of the tribe of Narayna, which for a

thousand years had filled the offices of priesthood, without descending

to any meaner occupation, or mingling blood with any inferior caste.

He maintained habitually a cold, austere, and dignified calmness of

demeanour; and flattered himself, that he had attained that state of

perfect indifference to all worldly things, which, according to the

Brahminical philosophy, is the highest point of human virtue; but,

though simple, grave, and austere in his personal habits, he lived

with a splendour becoming his reputation, his high rank, and vast

possessions. He exercised an almost princely hospitality; a hundred

mendicants were fed morning and evening at his gates. He founded and

supported colleges of learning for the poorer Brahmans, and had numerous

pupils, who had come from all parts of India to study under his direction.

These were lodged in separate buildings. Only Govinda, as the adopted

son of Sarma, dwelt under the same roof with his Gooroo, a privilege

which had unconsciously become most precious to his heart: it removed

him from the constrained companionship of those he secretly despised,

and it placed him in delicious and familiar intercourse with one, who

had become too dearly and fatally beloved.

The Brahman had an only child, the daughter of his old age. She had

been named, at her birth, Priyamvada; (or _softly speaking_;) but her

companions called her Amra, the name of a graceful tree bearing blossoms

of peculiar beauty and fragrance, with which the Camdeo (Indian Cupid)

is said to tip his arrows. Amra was but a child when Govinda first

entered the dwelling of his preceptor; but as time passed on, she

expanded beneath his eye into beauty and maturity, like the lovely

and odoriferous flower, the name of which she bore.

The Hindoo women of superior rank and unmixed caste are in general

of diminutive size; and accordingly the lovely and high-born Amra was

formed upon the least possible scale of female beauty: but her figure,

though so exquisitely delicate, had all the flowing outline and rounded

proportions of complete womanhood. Her features were perfectly regular,

and of almost infantine minuteness, except her eyes: those soft oriental

eyes, not sparkling, or often animated, but large, dark, and lustrous;

as if in their calm depth of expression slept unawakened passions, like

the bright deity Heri reposing upon the coiled serpent. Her eyebrows

were finely arched, and most delicately pencilled; her complexion, of a

pale and transparent olive, was on the slightest emotion suffused with

a tint, which resembled that of the crimson water-lily as seen through

the tremulous wave; her lips were like the buds of the Camalata, and

unclosed to display a row of teeth like seed-pearl of Manar. But one of

her principal charms, because peculiar and unequalled, was the beauty

and redundance of her hair, which in colour and texture resembled black

floss silk, and, when released from confinement, flowed downwards over

her whole person like a veil, and swept the ground.

Such was Amra: nor let it be supposed, that so perfect a form was allied

to a merely passive and childish mind. It is on record, that, until the

invasion of Hindostan by the barbarous Moguls, the Indian women enjoyed

comparative freedom: it is only since the occupation of the country by

the Europeans, that they have been kept in entire seclusion. A plurality

of wives was discouraged by their laws; and, among some of the tribes

of Brahmans, it was even forbidden. At the period of our story, that

is, in the reign of Akbar, the Indian women, and more particularly the

Brahminees, enjoyed much liberty. They were well educated, and some

of them, extraordinary as it may seem, distinguished themselves in

war and government. The Indian queen Durgetti, whose history forms a

conspicuous and interesting episode in the life of Akbar, defended her

kingdom for ten years against one of his most valiant generals. Mounted

upon an elephant of war, she led her armies in person; fought several

pitched battles; and being at length defeated in a decisive engagement,

she stabbed herself on the field, rather than submit to her barbarous

conqueror. Nor was this a solitary instance of female heroism and mental

energy: and the effect of this freedom, and the respect with which they

were treated, appeared in the morals and manners of the women.

The gentle daughter of Sarma was not indeed fitted by nature either to

lead or to govern, and certainly had never dreamed of doing either. Her

figure, gestures, and movements, had that softness at once alluring and

retiring, that indolent grace, that languid repose, common to the women

of tropical regions.

"All her affections like the dews on roses,

Fair as the flowers themselves; as soft, as gentle."

Her spirit, in its "mildness, sweetness, blessedness," seemed as

flexible and unresisting as the tender Vasanta creeper. She had indeed

been educated in all the exclusive pride of her caste, and taught to

regard all who were not of the privileged race of Brahma as _frangi_

(or impure;) but this principle, though so early instilled into her mind

as to have become a part of her nature, was rather passive than active;

it had never been called forth. She had never been brought into contact

with those, whose very look she would have considered as pollution; for

she had no intercourse but with those of her own nation, and watchful

and sustaining love were all around her. Her learned accomplishments

extended no farther than to read and write the Hindostanee tongue. To

tend and water her flowers, to feed her birds, which inhabited a gaily

gilded aviary in her garden, to string pearls, to embroider muslin, were

her employments; to pay visits and receive them, to lie upon cushions,

and be fanned asleep by her maids, or listen to the endless tales of her

old nurse, Gautami, whose memory was a vast treasure of traditional

wonders--these were her amusements. That there were graver occupations,

and dearer pleasures, proper to her sex, she knew; but thought not of

them, till the young Govinda came to disturb the peace of her innocent

bosom. She had been told to regard him as a brother; and, as she had

never known a brother, she believed, that, in lavishing upon him all the

glowing tenderness of her young heart, she was but obeying her father's

commands. If her bosom fluttered when she heard his footsteps; if she

trembled upon the tones of his voice; if, while he was occupied in the

services of the temple, she sat in her veranda awaiting his return,

and, the moment he appeared through the embowering acacias, a secret

and unaccountable feeling made her breathe quick, and rise in haste

and retire to her inner apartments, till he approached to pay the

salutations due to the daughter of his preceptor; what was it, what

_could_ it be, but the tender solicitude of a sister for a new-found

brother? But Govinda himself was not so entirely deceived. His boyhood

had been passed in a luxurious court, and among the women and slaves

of his brother's harem; and though so young, he was not wholly

inexperienced in a passion, which is the too early growth of an eastern

heart. He knew why he languished in the presence of his beautiful

sister; he could tell why the dark splendour of Amra's eyes pierced his

soul like the winged flames shot into a besieged city. He could guess,

too, why those eyes kindled with a softer fire beneath his glance: but

the love he felt was so chastened by the awe which her serene purity,

and the dignity of her sweet and feminine bearing shed around her; so

hallowed by the nominal relationship in which they stood; so different,

in short, from any thing he had ever felt, or seen, or heard of, that,

abandoned to all the sweet and dream-like enchantment of a boyish

passion, Govinda was scarcely conscious of the wishes of his own heart,

until accident in the same moment disclosed his secret aspirations to

himself, and bade him for ever despair of their accomplishment.

On the last day of the dark half of the moon, it was the custom of

the wise and venerable Sarma to bathe at sunset in the Ganges, and

afterwards retire to private meditation upon the thousand names of God,

by the repetition of which, as it is written, a man insures to himself

everlasting felicity. But while Sarma was thus absorbed in holy

abstraction, where were Govinda and Amra?

In a spot fairer than the poet's creative pencil ever wrought into a

picture for fancy to dwell on--where, at the extremity of the Brahman's

garden, the broad and beautiful stream that bounded it ran swiftly to

mingle its waves with those of the thrice-holy Ganges; where mangoes

raised their huge twisted roots in a thousand fantastic forms, while

from their boughs hung suspended the nests of the little Baya birds,

which waved to and fro in the evening breeze--there had Amra and Govinda

met together, it might be, without design. The sun had set, the Cistus

flowers began to fall, and the rich blossoms of the night-loving Nilica

diffused their rich odour. The Peyoo awoke to warble forth his song, and

the fire-flies were just visible, as they flitted under the shade of the

Champac trees. Upon a bank, covered with that soft and beautiful grass,

which, whenever it is pressed or trodden on, yields a delicious perfume,

were Amra and Govinda seated side by side. Two of her attendants, at

some little distance, were occupied in twining wreaths of flowers. Amra

had a basket at her feet, in which were two small vessels of porcelain.

One contained cakes of rice, honey, and clarified butter, kneaded by her

own hand; in the other were mangoes, rose-apples, and musk-melons; and

garlands of the holy palasa blossoms, sacred to the dead, were flung

around the whole. This was the votive offering, which Amra had prepared

for the tomb of her mother, who was buried in the garden. And now, with

her elbow resting on her knee, and her soft cheek leaning on her hand,

she sat gazing up at the sky, where the stars came flashing forth one

by one; and she watched the auspicious moment for offering her pious

oblation. But Govinda looked neither on the earth, nor on the sky.

What to him were the stars, or the flowers, or the moon rising in dewy

splendour? His eyes were fixed upon one, who was brighter to him than

the stars, lovelier than the moon when she drives her antelopes through

the heavens, sweeter than the night-flower which opens in her beam.

"O Amra!" he said, at length, and while he spoke his voice trembled even

at its own tenderness, "Amra! beautiful and beloved sister! thine eyes

are filled with the glory of that sparkling firmament! the breath of the

evening, which agitates the silky filaments of the Seris, is as pleasant

to thee as to me: but the beauty, which I see, thou canst not see; the

power of deep joy, which thrills over my heart like the breeze over

those floating lotuses--oh! _this_ thou canst not feel!--Let me take

away those pearls and gems scattered among thy radiant tresses, and

replace them with these fragrant and golden clusters of Champac flowers!

If ever there were beauty, which could disdain the aid of ornament, is

it not that of Amra? If ever there were purity, truth, and goodness,

which could defy the powers of evil, are they not thine? O, then, let

others braid their hair with pearls, and bind round their arms the

demon-scaring amulet, my sister needs no spells to guard her innocence,

and cannot wear a gem that does not hide a charm!"

The blush, which the beginning of this passionate speech had called up

to her cheek, was changed to a smile, as she looked down upon the mystic

circle of gold, which bound her arm.

"It is not a talisman," said she, softly; "it is the Tali, the nuptial

bracelet, which was bound upon my arm when I was married."

"_Married!_" the word rent away from the heart of Govinda that veil,

with which he had hitherto shrouded his secret hopes, fears, wishes, and

affections. His mute agitation sent a trouble into her heart, she knew

not why. She blushed quick-kindling blushes, and drooped her head.

"Married!" he said, after a breathless pause; "when? to whom? who is

the possessor of a gem of such exceeding price, and yet forbears to

claim it?"

She replied, "To Adhar, priest of Indore, and the friend of Sarma. I was

married to him while yet an infant, after the manner of our tribe." Then

perceiving his increasing disturbance, she continued, hurriedly, and

with downcast eyes:--"I have never seen him; he has long dwelt in the

countries of the south, whither he was called on an important mission;

but he will soon return to reside here in the sacred city of his fathers,

and will leave it no more. Why then should Govinda be sad?" She laid her

hand timidly upon his arm, and looked up in his face.

Govinda would fain have taken that beautiful little hand, and covered

it with kisses and with tears; but he was restrained by a feeling of

respect, which he could not himself comprehend. He feared to alarm her;

he contented himself with fixing his eyes on the hand which rested on

his arm; and he said, in a soft melancholy voice, "When Adhar returns,

Govinda will be forgotten."

"O never! never!" she exclaimed with sudden emotion, and lifting towards

him eyes, that floated in tears. Govinda bent down his head, and pressed

his lips upon her hand. She withdrew it hastily, and rose from the

ground.

At that moment her nurse, Gautami, approached them. "My child," said

she, in a tone of reproof, "dost thou yet linger here, and the auspicious

moment almost past? If thou delayest longer, evil demons will disturb and

consume the pious oblation, and the dead will frown upon the abandoned

altar. Hasten, my daughter; take up the basket of offerings, and walk

before us."

Amra, trembling, leaned upon her maids, and prepared to obey; but when

she had made a few steps, she turned back, as if to salute her brother,

and repeated in a low emphatic tone the word "_Never!_"--then turned

away. Govinda stood looking after the group, till the last wave of their

white veils disappeared; and listened till the tinkling of their silver

anklets could no longer be distinguished. Then he started as from a dream:

he tossed his arms above his head; he flung himself upon the earth in

an agony of jealous fury; he gave way to all the pent-up passions, which

had been for years accumulating in his heart. All at once he rose: he

walked to and fro; he stopped. A hope had darted into his mind, even

through the gloom of despair. "For what," thought he, "have I sold myself?

For riches! for honour! for power! Ah! what are they in such a moment?

Dust of the earth, toys, empty breath! For what is the word of the Great

King pledged to me? Has he not sworn to refuse me nothing? All that is

most precious between earth and heaven, from the mountain to the sea,

lies at my choice! One word, and she is mine! and I hesitate? Fool! she

_shall_ be mine!"

He looked up towards heaven, and marked the places of the stars. "It is

the appointed hour," he muttered, and cautiously his eye glanced around,

and he listened; but all was solitary and silent. He then stole along

the path, which led through a thick grove of Cadam trees, intermingled

with the tall points of the Cusa grass, that shielded him from all

observation. He came at last to a little promontory, where the river we

have mentioned threw itself into the Ganges. He had not been there above

a minute, when a low whistle, like the note of the Chacora, was heard.

A small boat rowed to the shore, and Sahib stood before him. Quick

of eye and apprehension, the mute perceived instantly that something

unusual had occurred. He pointed to the skiff; but Govinda shook his

head, and made signs for a light and the writing implements. They were

quickly brought; and while Sahib held the lamp, so that its light

was invisible to the opposite shore, Govinda wrote, in the peculiar

cipher they had framed for that purpose, a few words to his brother,

sufficiently intelligible in their import, though dictated by the

impassioned and tumultuous feelings of the moment. When he had finished,

he gave the letter to Sahib, who concealed it carefully in the folds of

his turban, and then, holding up the fingers of both hands thrice over,

to intimate, that in thirty days he would bring the answer, he sprung

into the boat, and was soon lost under the mighty shadow of the trees,

which stretched their huge boughs over the stream.

Govinda slowly returned; but he saw Amra no more that night. They met

the next day, and the next; but Amra was no longer the same: she was

silent, pensive; and when pressed or rebuked, she became tearful and

even sullen. She was always seen with her faithful Gautami, upon whose

arm she leaned droopingly, and hung her head like her own neglected

flowers. Govinda was almost distracted: in vain he watched for a moment

to speak to Amra alone; the vigilant Gautami seemed resolved, that they

should never meet out of her sight. Sometimes he would raise his eyes to

her as she passed, with such a look of tender and sorrowful reproach,

that Amra would turn away her face and weep: but still she spoke not:

and never returned his respectful salutation farther than by inclining

her head.

The old Brahman perceived this change in his beloved daughter; but not

for some time: and it is probable, that, being absorbed in his spiritual

office and sublime speculations, he would have had neither leisure nor

penetration to discover the cause, if the suspicions of the careful

Gautami had not awakened his attention. She ventured to suggest the

propriety of hastening the return of his daughter's betrothed husband;

and the Brahman, having taken her advice in this particular, rested

satisfied; persuading himself, that the arrival of Adhar would be a

certain and all-sufficient remedy for the dreaded evil, which in his

simplicity he had never contemplated, and could scarcely be made to

comprehend.

A month had thus passed away, and again that appointed day came round,

on which Govinda was wont to meet his brother's emissary: even on

ordinary occasions he could never anticipate it without a thrill of

anxiety,--now every feeling was wrought up to agony; yet it was necessary

to control the slightest sign of impatience, and wear the same external

guise of calm, subdued self-possession, though every vein was burning

with the fever of suspense.

It was the hour when Sarma, having risen from his mid-day sleep, was

accustomed to listen to Govinda while he read some appointed text.

Accordingly Govinda opened his book, and standing before his preceptor

in an attitude of profound humility, he read thus:

"Garuna asked of the Crow Bushanda, 'What is the most excellent of

natural forms? the highest good? the chief pain? the dearest pleasure?

the greatest wickedness? the severest punishment?

"And the Crow Bushanda answered him: 'In the three worlds, empyreal,

terrestrial, and infernal, no form excels the human form.

"'Supreme felicity, on earth, is found in the conversation of a virtuous

friend.

"'The keenest pain is inflicted by extreme poverty.

"'The worst of sins is uncharitableness; and to the uncharitable is

awarded the severest punishment: for while the despisers of their

spiritual guides shall live for a thousand centuries as frogs, and

those who contemn the Brahmans as ravens, and those who scorn other

men as blinking bats, the uncharitable alone shall be condemned to the

profoundest hell, and their punishment shall last for ever.'"[24]

Govinda closed his book; and the old Brahman was proceeding to make an

elaborate comment on this venerable text, when, looking up in the face

of his pupil, he perceived that he was pale, abstracted, and apparently

unconscious that he was speaking. He stopped: he was about to rebuke

him, but he restrained himself; and after reflecting for a few moments,

he commanded the youth to prepare for the evening sacrifice: but first

he desired him to summon Amra to her father's presence.

At this unusual command Govinda almost started. He deposited the sacred

leaves in his bosom, and, with a beating heart and trembling steps,

prepared to obey. When he reached the door of the zenana, he gently

lifted the silken curtain which divided the apartments, and stood for a

few moments contemplating, with silent and sad delight, the group that

met his view.

Amra was reclining upon cushions, and looking wan as a star that fades

away before the dawn. Her head drooped upon her bosom, her hair hung

neglected upon her shoulders: yet was she lovely still; and Govinda,

while he gazed, remembered the words of the poet Calidas: "The water-lily,

though dark moss may settle on its head, is nevertheless beautiful; and

the moon, with dewy beams, is rendered yet brighter by its dark spots."

She was clasping round her delicate wrist a bracelet of gems; and when

she observed, that ever as she placed it on her attenuated arm it fell

again upon her hand, she shook her head and smiled mournfully. Two

of her maids sat at her feet, occupied in their embroidery; and old

Gautami, at her side, was relating, in a slow, monotonous recitative,

one of her thousand tales of wonder, to divert the melancholy of her

young mistress. She told how the demi-god Rama was forced to flee

from the demons who had usurped his throne, and how his beautiful and

faithful Seita wandered over the whole earth in search of her consort;

and, being at length overcome with grief and fatigue, she sat down in

the pathless wilderness and wept; and how there arose from the spot,

where her tears sank warm into the earth, a fountain of boiling water

of exquisite clearness and wondrous virtues; and how maidens, who make

a pilgrimage to this sacred well and dip their veils into its wave with

pure devotion, ensure themselves the utmost felicity in marriage: thus

the story ran. Amra, who appeared at first abstracted and inattentive,

began to be affected by the misfortunes and the love of the beautiful

Seita; and at the mention of the fountain and its virtues, she lifted

her eyes with an expression of eager interest, and met those of Govinda

fixed upon her. She uttered a faint cry, and threw herself into the arms

of Gautami. He hastened to deliver the commands of his preceptor, and

then Amra, recovering her self-possession, threw her veil round her,

arose, and followed him to her father's presence.

As they drew near together, the old man looked from one to the other.

Perhaps his heart, though dead to all human passions, felt at that

moment a touch of pity for the youthful, lovely, and loving pair who

stood before him; but his look was calm, cold, and serene, as usual.

"Draw near, my son," he said; "and thou, my beloved daughter, approach,

and listen to the will of your father. The time is come, when we must

make ready all things for the arrival of the wise and honoured Adhar.

My daughter, let those pious ceremonies, with which virtuous women

prepare themselves ere they enter the dwelling of their husband, be duly

performed: and do thou, Govinda, son of my choice, set my household

in order, that all may be in readiness to receive with honour the

bridegroom, who comes to claim his betrothed. To-morrow we will

sacrifice to Ganesa, who is the guardian of travellers: this night

must be given to penance and holy meditation. Amra, retire: and thou,

Govinda, take up that fagot of Tulsi-wood, with the rice and the flowers

for the evening oblation, and follow me to the temple." So saying, the

old man turned away hastily; and without looking back, pursued his path

through the sacred grove.

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