CHAPTER XLVI.

The town and the castle were quiet; the hateful sound of the rattling

cannon was heard no more; _pierrier_, _veuglaire_,[4] and culverin

were still, and the drum and the trumpet sounded not. When Agnes

looked out of the high window of the great round tower, after a sleep

which had remained unbroken by the clang of war longer than usual, she

could almost have supposed that every thing was peaceful around. The

morning sun shone brightly, the morning air was sweet and fresh, few

soldiers appeared upon the walls of the castle, there was no strife

seen going on in the streets, and it was only the sight of a barricade

immediately below the town gate of the citadel, and a breast-work of

earth some way further down, with half a dozen soldiers loitering

about each, that kept up the memory of a struggle.

Although she knew not the cause, Agnes was well pleased; for the very

quiet stillness was a relief, restoring to the mind calmness and hope.

But Agnes's hopes had now taken one particular direction, and her

first thought was, "As there is no active struggle going on, dear Jean

will be with us soon this morning."

But Jean Charost came not. An hour passed--an hour beyond the usual

time of his coming--and both his mother and Agnes began to feel alarm.

At length they sent down to inquire; but the answer brought up was, he

had gone out on the preceding night, and had not yet returned.

Had the wars and contentions which had raged through the rest of

France prevailed in the neighborhood of Bourges--had Madame da Brecy

and Agnes been accustomed to the scenes of strife and confusion which

reigned in the rest of the country--had they been drilled, as it were,

and disciplined to hourly uncertainty, they might have felt little or

no alarm. But Berri had been nearly free from the evils that scourged

the rest of France, and a wandering troop of Royalist cavalry, or the

sudden inroad of a small band of English or Burgundians, causing them

to raise the draw-bridge and drop the portcullis, was all they knew of

the dangers of the times. Even during the short period they had spent

in the citadel of Bourges, however, Jean Charost had always found

means to spend a short part of each day with them; and although his

not coming at the usual hour might not have caused much apprehension,

the reply that he had gone forth from the castle, and not returned,

agitated them both.

The alarm of Agnes, however, was much more than that of Madame De

Brecy. The aged feel this kind of apprehension, from many causes, much

less than the young. Cares and griefs harden the spirit to endure.

Each sorrow has its stiffening influence. Besides, as we approach the

extreme term of life, we are led to value it less highly--to estimate

it properly. When we contemplate it from the flowery beginning of our

days, oh, what a rich treasury of golden hours it seems! and we think

every one like us has the same dower. But as we look back at it when

our portion is nearly spent, we see how little really serviceable to

happiness it has procured, and we judge of others as ourselves. A

friend dies; and, though we may grieve, we think that we may soon meet

again. A friend is in danger, and we feel the less alarm, from a

knowledge that in losing life he loses little--that a few years more

or less are hardly dust in the balance, and that if he be taken away,

it is but that he goes from an inn somewhat near us to his home

further off.

Agnes was very anxious. Her's was a quick imagination, active either

in the service of joy or sorrow; and she fancied all that might have

occurred, and much that was not likely. At one time she was inclined

to believe that the commander of the castle was deceiving Madame De

Brecy and herself, anxious to save them pain--that Jean Charost had

been killed, and that De Blondel would not tell them. She little knew

how lightly a hardened soldier could deal with such a matter. Then,

reasoning against her fears, she thought that De Brecy must have gone

forth upon a sally, and been made prisoner, and memory brought back

all the sorrows that had followed Azincourt. But worst of all was the

uncertainty, the toilsome laboring of thought after some definite

conclusion--the ever-changing battle between hope and fear, in which

fear was generally triumphant. She sat at the high window, gazing over

the country round, and watching the different roads within sight. Now

she saw a group coming along toward the gates; but after eager

scanning, it proved nothing but some peasants bringing in provisions

for the soldiery. Then an indistinct mass was seen at a distance; but

long ere it reached Bourges, it turned away in a different direction.

Each moment increased her anxiety and alarm. One hour--two, went by.

Again she saw some one coming, and again was disappointed, and the

long-repressed tears rose in her eyes, the sobs with which she could

struggle no longer burst from her lips.

"Agnes, Agnes my child, come hither," cried Madame De Brecy; and

rising from her seat, Agnes cast herself upon her knees beside Jean

Charost's mother, and hid her streaming eyes upon her lap.

"What is it, my dear Agnes?" asked Madame De Brecy, much moved. "Tell

me, my child; what agitates you thus? Tell me your feelings--all your

feelings, my Agnes. Surely I have been to you ever as a mother:

conceal nothing from me."

"Why does he not come?" asked Agnes, in a voice hardly audible. "Oh,

dear mother, I fear he is ill--he is hurt--perhaps he is--"

"Nay, nay," replied Madame De Brecy, "you have no cause for such

agitation, Agnes. A soldier can not command his own time, nor can he,

amid many important tasks, always find the opportunity of letting

those he loves best know his movements, even to relieve their anxiety.

A soldier's wife, my child," she added, putting her arm gently round

the kneeling girl, "must learn to bear such things with patience and

hope--nay, more, must learn to conceal even the anxiety she must feel,

in order to cast no damp upon her husband's spirits, to shackle none

of his energies, and to add nothing to his sorrow of parting even with

herself. Would you like to be a soldier's wife, my Agnes?"

"I know not what I should like," answered Agnes, without raising her

head; but then she added quickly, as if her heart reproached her for

some little insincerity, "Yes, yes, I should; but then I should like

him to be a soldier no longer."

A faint smile came upon Madame De Brecy's lip, and she was devising

another question to bring forth some further confession, when through

the open window came the sound of a trumpet, and Agnes, starting up,

darted back to her place of watching.

Oh, how eagerly she dashed away the tears that dimmed her eyes; and

the next instant she exclaimed, with a radiant, rosy look of joy,

which rendered all further confession needless, "It is he--it is he!

There are a great number with him--some twenty or thirty; but I can

see him quite plainly. It is he!"

Hardly five minutes elapsed, and Agnes had barely time to clear her

face of the traces of emotion it displayed, when Jean Charost's step

sounded on the stairs, and the next moment he was in the room.

Very strange, Agnes did not fly to meet him. Agnes uttered no word of

gratulation. But she stood and trembled; for there are sometimes

things as full of awe discovered, within the heart, as any which can

strike our outward senses, and a vail had been withdrawn which exposed

to her sight things which, when first seen, were fearful as well as

dazzling.

"Joy, dear mother--joy, dearest Agnes," said De Brecy, holding out a

hand to each. "Your prison hours are over. A truce is proclaimed,

negotiations for reconciliation going on, and you have nothing to do

but mount and ride away with me. Quick with your preparations, dearest

mother--quick, my sweet Agnes!"

"Do not hurry her, my son," said Madame De Brecy, kindly. "She has

been very much terrified by your long absence, and has hardly yet

recovered. She shall go in the litter with me, and I will tell Suzette

to get all ready for her."

"Terrified for me, dearest Agnes!" said Jean Charost, as his mother

left the room; and he took her hand in his, and gazed into her face.

"Did they not give you the message I sent last night?"

"No," answered Agnes, in a low tone. "They only told us this morning,

when we sent to inquire, that you had gone forth, and had not

returned. How could they be so cruel. One word from you would have

saved us hours of pain."

"You are trembling now," said Jean Charost, still holding her hand.

"What would you do, dear Agnes, if you were a soldier's wife?"

"Your mother asked me the same," answered Agnes, with a faint smile,

"and I told her I did not know. I can but make you the same answer,

Jean. I suppose all a woman can do is to love and tremble."

"And could you love a soldier?" asked De Brecy, in a very earnest

tone.

"Oh that I could." murmured Agnes, trembling more than ever.

Jean Charost led her toward a seat, and as she trembled still, and he

feared she would fall, he put his arm around her waist, merely to

support her. It had been there a thousand times before, in years long

past, when she had stood by his side or sat upon his knee; but the

touch was different now to both of them. It made his heart thrill and

beat; it made hers nearly stop altogether.

She was so pale, he thought she would faint; and instinct prompted

that the safest way was that of the proverb--to speak true words in

jest. So, in a gay tone, he said, as he seated himself beside her,

still holding his arm round her waist, "Well, I'll tell you, dearest

Agnes, how it shall be. When you have refused some half a dozen other

soldiers, you shall marry Jean Charost; and I will give you leave to

love as much as you like, and to tremble as little as possible."

Agnes suddenly raised her eyes to his face with a look of earnest

inquiry, and then her cheek became covered with crimson, and she

leaned her head upon his bosom.

She said nothing, however, and he asked, in a low and gentle tone,

"Shall it be so, dearest Agnes?"

"No," she answered, wiping away some tears. "I do not wish to refuse

any one else."

"Ah, then I must make haste," said Jean Charost, "for fear you should

accept any one else. Will you be my wife, my own sweetest love?"

Again she answered not; but her small, soft fingers pressed gently on

his hand.

"Nay, but I must have a word," said Jean Charost, drawing her closer

to him; "but one word, dear girl. That little hand can not speak so

clearly as those dear lips."

"Oh, do not tease me," said Agnes, raising her head for a moment, and

taking a glance at his face. "I hardly know whether you are bantering

me or not."

"Bantering you!" said Jean Charost, in a graver tone. "No, no, my

love. I am not one to banter with your happiness or my own; and mine,

at least, is staked upon this issue. For all that the world contains

of joyful or of fortunate, I would not peril yours, Agnes. For this,

when Monsieur De Brives sought your hand, I hid my love for you in my

own heart, lest ancient regard and youthful fondness for an old dear

friend, should bias your judgment toward one unsuited to you. For

this, I would fain have let you see a little more of life before I

bound you by any tie to one much older than yourself. But I can

refrain no longer, Agnes; and, having spoken, I must know my fate.

Will you be mine, sweet love?"

"Yes, yes--yes!" said Agnes, throwing her arm round his neck. "I am

yours. I ever have been yours. I ever will be yours. You can not make

me otherwise, do as you will."

"I will never try," replied Jean Charost, kissing her. "Dear mother,"

he continued, as Madame De Brecy re-entered the room, "here is now

your daughter, indeed. I know you can not love her more than you do;

but you will love her now for my sake, as well as her own."

Madame De Brecy held wide her arms, and Agnes flew to her bosom. "My

child, my dear child," said the old lady. "But calm yourself, Agnes;

here is Martin Grille, come to say the litter is ready. Let us go."

"Ah, I thought how it would be," said Martin Grille to himself. "I

never saw dear friendships between a man under forty and a girl under

sixty end otherwise. My lord, the litter is ready, and all the

men-at-arms you named. The rest, however, seem somewhat surly at being

left behind; for I think they have had enough of being besieged. I am

sure I have. I shall not get that big gun out of my head for the next

month."

"Tell them there is a truce for three days," said Jean Charost; "and

if, at the end of that time, war is not at an end, I will return and

join them. We must not strip the castle of its defenders."

In a few minutes Jean Charost and his little cavalcade were beyond the

walls of Bourges; but Madame De Brecy remarked that they did not take

the way toward their own well-loved home, but, passing the River

Langis, directed their course toward Pressavoix. "Where are you taking

us, Jean?" she said to her son, who was riding beside the litter.

"To the castle of Felard, my dear mother," replied Jean Charost. "I

promised the queen that I would bring you and Agnes thither for a day.

I am in great favor at court now," he added, gayly, "for having had

some share in bringing about this negotiation. The king, indeed, seems

somewhat moody and irritable, but not with me; and he insists that I

shall take part in the conferences to be held this night at

Pressavoix. Nay, dearest mother; no objections on the score of dress

and equipment; for, let me tell you, the court is in traveling guise

as well as we are, and you will find more soiled and dusty apparel

there than we bring into it."

Madame De Brecy was in some trepidation; for it was long, long since

she had moved in courts, and the retired and quiet life which she had

passed for years unfitted her for such scenes. She made no opposition,

however; and, in somewhat less than half an hour, the little cavalcade

began to fall in with the outposts of the king's army. There was no

difficulty in passing them, however; for, from the moment the truce

was proclaimed, the soldiers on both posts concluded that some

agreement would be arrived at between the different factions, and

began to mingle together with as much gayety and good-will as if they

had never drawn the sword against each other. Groups were seen

galloping about the fields in different directions, standing and

talking together upon the road, riding rapidly about to and fro

between Pressavoix and Bourges, and the scene presented all the gayety

and brilliancy of war, without any of its terrors.

Shortly after passing the second line of posts upon the high-road,

Jean Charost led the way down a narrow lane, which seemed to plunge

into a deep, heavy wood. All was now quiet and solitary, and nothing

but the waving branches of great old trees was seen around for nearly

half a mile. The undulations of the ground were so slight that no

eminence gave a view over the prospect, and all that varied their

course as they advanced were the strongly-contrasted lines of light

and shade that crossed the road from time to time. At length, however,

the lane turned sharply, an open space was presented to view, and the

ancient château of Felard, which has long since given place to the

present modern structure, rose upon the sight in the midst. It had

towers and turrets, walls, ditch, and draw-bridge, like most large

country houses at that time; but it was by no means defensible against

any regular force, and was only chosen for the residence of the court

on account of the accommodation it afforded. Charles VII. had not yet

learned to dread the approach of his subjects to his person, to see

poison in his food, and an enemy in every stranger, and the gates were

wide open, without guards, and nothing but a few pages in attendance,

lingering about.

Descending in the outer court, Jean Charost assisted his mother and

Agnes to alight, and then led them on to the principal entrance of the

building, where they were shown into a vacant chamber, to wait the

pleasure of the queen.

"Have the courtesy," said Jean Charost to the page, "to let Messire

Jacques C[oe]ur know that I am here, after you have informed the

queen;" and, turning to his mother, whose face brightened at the name

of her old friend, he added, "I only saw him for an instant last

night; but his presence was most serviceable in obtaining for me

speedy audience."

At the end of about five minutes, the door opened, and a lady entered

alone, the richness of whose apparel, and perhaps still more, the

brilliance of her beauty, made Madame De Brecy suppose that she beheld

the queen. Jean Charost, however, addressed her as Mademoiselle De St.

Geran, and introduced his mother and Agnes to her, not altogether

without some embarrassment in his manner.

Agnes Sorel did not seem to remark it, however, spoke frankly and

kindly to Madame De Brecy, and then, turning to Agnes, gazed upon her

with a look of deep interest. "So this is your Agnes," she said,

turning to Jean Charost. "Oh, De Brecy, do not bring her into courts.

They are not places for such a flower as this. Is not that a hard

speech, my dear young lady? Doubtless, your young imagination has

painted courts as very brilliant places; but I myself know, from sad

experience, that they are fields where little grows but sorrows,

disappointments, and regrets."

"I have no inclination, indeed, madam, ever to mingle with them,"

replied Agnes.

But Agnes Sorel was by this time in a deep fit of meditation, and

seemed not to hear the fair girl's reply. After a minute's silence,

however, she turned quickly to Jean Charost, and said, "Why did you

name her Agnes?"

"Youthful regard for yourself, I believe, was the chief motive," he

answered, frankly. "I had seen you, dear lady, in many a trying

situation. You had generously, nobly befriended me, even at that time,

and I wished this dear girl to be like you."

Agnes shook her head slowly and sorrowfully, with an air which seemed

to speak as plainly as words, "You wish so no longer." Suddenly,

however, she roused herself, and said, with a sweet smile, "I had

almost forgotten my duty. Her majesty has commanded me to bring you to

her apartments. If you will follow me, Madame De Brecy, I will show

you the way, and afterward will show you your lodging."

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