PART VII

I

1888

With December, 1887, began a new and last period in the life of

Tchaikovsky, during which he realised his wildest dreams of fame,

and attained to such prosperity and universal honour as rarely fall

to the lot of an artist during his lifetime. Distrustful and modest

(from an excess of pride), he was now in a perpetual state of

wonder and delight to find himself far more appreciated in Russia

and abroad than he had ever hoped in the past. Physically neither

better nor worse than in former years, possessing the unlimited

affections of those whom he loved in return,--he was, to all

appearance, an example of mortal happiness, yet in reality he was

less happy than before.

Those menacing blows of fate--like the opening of Beethoven’s Fifth

Symphony--had sounded, although muffled and distant, even on the

day of Tchaikovsky’s first concert (March 5th); while that

intangible and groundless sense of bitterness--that “touch of

gall,” as he himself calls it--was present even in that triumphant

moment when he found himself master of the orchestra and all its

tempestuous elements, as though prophetic of those sufferings which

overshadowed the last years of his life. At the time he did not

understand this vague warning; afterwards, when it came back to

him, he realised it had been a friendly caution, not to continue

the chase for fame; not to take up occupations that went against

his nature, nor to spend his strength upon the attainment of things

which would come of themselves; finally, to cling to his true

vocation, lest disappointment should await him in the new path he

had elected to follow. In February he wrote to Nadejda von Meck:

“New and powerful impressions continually await me. Probably my

fame will increase, but would it not be better to stay at home and

work? God knows! I can say this: I regret the time when I was left

in peace in the solitude of the country.” And this regret grew

keener, as his weariness grew more intolerable. The more he

accustomed his temperament to unsuitable occupations, the further

he advanced his reputation, the more complete was his

disenchantment with the prize. Radiant and glittering as it had

appeared from afar, seen closer, it proved insignificant and

tarnished. Hence the profound disillusionment, “the insane

depression,” the something “hopeless and final” which make so dark

a background to the picture of his brilliant success at home and

abroad.

Tchaikovsky left Russia on December 15th (27th) and arrived in

Berlin two days later. Here he was to meet Herr N---- who was

acting as his concert agent during this tour. He had no sooner

settled in his hotel than, picking up a newspaper, his eye fell

upon a paragraph to the effect that: “To-day, December 29th, the

Russian composer Tchaikovsky arrives in Berlin. To-morrow his

numerous friends (?) and admirers (?) will meet to celebrate his

arrival by a luncheon at the ---- restaurant, at one o’clock.

Punctual attendance is requested.” “No words could describe my

horror and indignation,” wrote Tchaikovsky. “At that moment I could

cheerfully have murdered Herr N----. I went out to breakfast at a

café in the Passage, and afterwards to the Museum, walking in fear

and trembling lest I should meet Herr N---- or some of my numerous

_friends and admirers_.”

[Illustration: TCHAIKOVSKY IN 1888

(_From a photograph by Reitlinger, Paris_)]

The following morning the dreaded interview with his agent took place.

Tchaikovsky found him not altogether unsympathetic, but during the

entire tour he realised that he was dealing with a very peculiar and

eccentric man, whom he never really understood.

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“LEIPZIG, _December_ 21_st_, 1887 (_January_ 2_nd_, 1888).

“I have made acquaintance with Scharwenka and a number of other

people. I also met Artôt.[121] Everyone was astonished to see me

with N----, who follows me like my own shadow. At three o’clock I

left for Leipzig, luckily without N---- for once, and was met by

Brodsky, Siloti, and two of my admirers. I had supper with Brodsky.

There was a Christmas-tree. His wife and sister-in-law are

charming--really good Russian women. All the time the tears were in

my eyes. Next day I took a walk (it was New Year’s Day), and went

back to dine with Siloti at Brodsky’s. He was just trying a new

trio by Brahms. The composer himself was at the piano. Brahms is a

handsome man, rather short and stout.[122] He was very friendly to

me. Then we sat down to table. Brahms enjoys a good drink. Grieg,

fascinating and sympathetic, was there too.[123] In the evening I

went to the Gewandhaus, when Joachim and Hausmann played the new

Double Concerto of Brahms for violin and ‘cello, and the composer

himself conducted. I sat in the Directors’ box, and made

acquaintance with such numbers of people that I could not keep pace

with them all. The Directors informed me that my rehearsal was

fixed for the next day. What I suffered during the evening--in fact

the whole time--cannot be described. If Brodsky and Siloti had not

been there, I think I should have died. I spent a terrible night.

The rehearsal took place early this morning. I was formally

introduced to the orchestra by Carl Reinecke. I made a little

speech in German. The rehearsal went well in the end. Brahms was

there, and yesterday and to-day we have been a good deal together.

We are ill at ease, because we do not really like each other, but

he takes great pains to be kind to me. Grieg is charming. Dined

with Siloti. Quartet concert at night. The new trio of Brahms.

Home-sick. Very tired.

“You cannot imagine a finer room than at the Gewandhaus. It is the

best concert-room I ever saw in my life.”

_To P. I. Jurgenson._

“LEIPZIG, _December_ 24_th_, 1887 (_January_ 5_th_, 1888).

“Yesterday the public rehearsal took place. I was very nervous, but

my success was unusually flattering.... To-night, however, all may

be reversed, for it is by no means certain that I shall not make a

fool of myself. I have seen a good deal of Brahms. He is by no

means a total abstainer, but he is very pleasant, and not so vain

as I expected. But it is Grieg who has altogether won my heart. He

is most taking and sympathetic, and his wife equally so. Reinecke

is very amiable. At the first rehearsal he introduced me to the

band, and I made the following speech: ‘Gentlemen, I cannot speak

German, but I am proud to have to do with such a ... such a ...

that is to say ... I am proud ... I cannot.’ The band is splendid;

I could not have believed that our musicians--good as they

are--were still so far behind a first-rate German orchestra.”

“_December_ 25_th_ (_January_ 6_th_).

“The concert has gone off well. The reception of the Suite was

good, but not to be compared with that at the public rehearsal,

when the audience consisted almost entirely of students and

musicians. After the concert I went to a banquet arranged in my

honour by Reinecke. He related much that was interesting about

Schumann and, generally speaking, I felt very much at ease with

him. Afterwards I had to go on to a fête given by the Russian

students, and I did not get home until very late. Now I am just off

to a Tchaikovsky Festival held by the Liszt-Verein. It begins at 11

a.m.”

The Press notices upon Tchaikovsky’s début in Leipzig as conductor and

composer were numerous and lengthy. Keeping in view the importance of

this occasion, and the influence it exercised on his future career, it

has been thought well to give some extracts from the most interesting of

these criticisms, which will be found in the Appendix.[124]

At the Tchaikovsky Festival given by the Liszt-Verein, his Quartet, op.

11, Trio, and some of his smaller compositions were included in the

programme. The following day the composer returned to Berlin, where he

arranged with the Directors of the Philharmonic Society to give a

concert of his works on February 8th. He then left for Hamburg in the

company of Adolf Brodsky, where the latter was to take part in a concert

conducted by Hans von Bülow. As Tchaikovsky had the prospect of a few

days’ leisure, he decided to spend them in Lübeck, whence he wrote to

his brother Modeste on December 30th, 1887 (January 11th 1888):--

“What joy! I do so enjoy finding myself in a strange town, in a

capital hotel, with the prospect of five peaceful days before me! I

arrived in Hamburg with Brodsky at 6 a.m. The rehearsal for Bülow’s

concert began at ten o’clock. Bülow was delighted to see me. He has

altered and aged. He seems, too, calmer, more subdued, and softer

in manner.... I went to the concert in the evening. Bülow conducted

with inspiration, especially the ‘Eroica.’ I came on here to-day.

It is very pleasant. What a blessing to be silent! To feel that no

one will be coming, that I shall not be dragged out anywhere!”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“_January_ 1_st_ (13_th_), 1888.

“ ... At last January (old style) has come. Now at any rate I can

reckon four months to my return to Russia. I went to the theatre

yesterday. Barnay was the star in _Othello_. He is sometimes

astounding, quite a genius, but what an agonising play! Iago is too

revolting--such beings do not exist.”

On January 1st, 1888, a piece of good fortune fell to Tchaikovsky’s lot.

Thanks to the efforts of Vsievolojsky, Director of the Imperial Opera,

the Emperor bestowed upon him a life pension of 3,000 roubles (£300) per

annum.

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“HAMBURG, _January_ 10_th_ (22_nd_), 1888.

“On my appearance I was enthusiastically received by the orchestra,

and their applause was supported by the public, which was not the

case in Leipzig. I conducted without agitation, but towards the end

I grew so tired I was afraid I could not hold out. Sapellnikov[125]

played splendidly. After the concert there was a large party at

the house of Bernuth, the Director of the Philharmonic. About a

hundred guests were present, all in full-dress. After a long speech

from Bernuth, I replied in German, which created a _furore_. Then

we began to eat and drink. Yesterday was terrible; I cannot

describe how I was torn to pieces, nor how exhausted I felt

afterwards. In the evening there was a gala in my honour, at which

my compositions were exclusively performed. The Press was very

favourable.

“After the _soirée_ followed a fearful night of it, in company with

many musicians, critics, and amateurs, admirers of my music. I feel

befogged. To-day I start for Berlin. Bülow is very amiable.”

The programme of the concert at which Tchaikovsky made his first

appearance in Hamburg was as follows: Tchaikovsky’s Serenade for

strings, Pianoforte Concerto in B♭ minor (Sapellnikov), the Theme and

Variations from his Third Suite, and Haydn’s “Oxford” Symphony.[126]

Between the Hamburg and Berlin concerts Tchaikovsky was anxious for a

little repose, and decided to spend a few days at Magdeburg. On the one

day spent in Berlin _en passant_ he heard, for the first time, a work by

Richard Strauss. “Bülow has taken him up just now,” he wrote to his

brother, “as formerly he took up Brahms and others. To my mind such an

astounding lack of talent, united to such pretentiousness, never before

existed.”

Tchaikovsky now began to receive invitations from many musical centres

to conduct his own works. Colonne had engaged him for two concerts in

Paris on March 11th and 18th. Several other offers, including Weimar and

the Dresden Philharmonic, had to be refused because the dates did not

fit in with his plans.

On the advice of Bülow, Wolf, and other friends he decided to alter the

programme of the forthcoming concert at Berlin, for which he had put

down his _Francesca da Rimini_. “Perhaps they are right,” he says in a

letter to his brother. “The taste of the German public is quite

different to ours. Now I understand why Brahms is idolised here,

although my opinion of him has not changed. Had I known this sooner,

perhaps I, too, might have learnt to compose in a different way. Remind

me later to tell you about my acquaintance with the venerable

Ave-Lallemant,[127] which touched me profoundly.

“Sapellnikov made quite a sensation in Hamburg. He really has a great

talent. He is also a charming and good-hearted young man.”

_To V. Napravnik._

“MAGDEBURG, _January_, 12_th_ (24_th_), 1888.

“The newspapers have published long articles about me. They ‘slate’

me a good deal, but pay me far more attention than our own Press.

Their views are sometimes funny. A critic, speaking of the

variations in the Third Suite, says that one describes a sitting of

the Holy Synod and another a dynamite explosion.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“LEIPZIG, _January_ 20_th_ (_February_ 1_st_), 1888.

“ ... How shall I describe all I am experiencing just now?

Continual home-sickness, some well-nigh intolerable hours, and a

few very pleasant moments. I intended to spend a few quiet days

here, instead of which I am whirled along in a stream of gaiety:

dinners, visits, concerts, suppers, the theatre, etc. My sole

comfort is the society of Siloti, Brodsky (I am quite in love with

his wife and sister-in-law), and Grieg and his wife. But besides

these, every day I make new and sympathetic acquaintances. I take

Sapellnikov with me wherever I go, and have introduced him to many

people in the musical world. Wherever he plays he creates a

sensation. I am more and more convinced of his superb talent.... I

went to a Quartet Concert, at which I heard a quartet by an

exceedingly gifted Italian, Busoni. I quickly made friends with

him. At an evening given by Brodsky I was charmed with a new sonata

by Grieg. Grieg and his wife are so quaint, sympathetic,

interesting, and original that I could not describe them in a

letter. I regard Grieg as very highly gifted. To-day I dine with

him at Brodsky’s. To-night is the extra concert in aid of the funds

for the Mendelssohn Memorial, and to-morrow the public rehearsal of

the Gewandhaus Concert, at which Rubinstein’s symphony will be

given. Afterwards I am giving a dinner to my friends at a

restaurant, and start for Berlin at five o’clock. How tired I am!”

“_January_ 23_rd_ (_February_ 4_th_).

“ ... to-day I got rid of N----. We parted in peace, but my purse

was lighter by five hundred marks in consequence. I do not regret

it in the least; I would have given a good deal more to see the

last of this gentleman.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“BERLIN, _January_ 23_rd_ (_February_ 4_th_).

“ ... I have made great progress in my conducting.... Wolf gave a

large dinner-party at my desire, in order that all the great

lights here might hear Sapellnikov. All the critics were there.

Sapellnikov created a _furore_. For the last three weeks we have

been inseparable. I have grown so fond of him, and he so attached

and good to me--just as though he were a near relation. Since

Kotek’s days I have never cared for anyone so much. It is

impossible to imagine anyone more sympathetic, gentle, kindly; more

delicate-minded and distinguished. On his return I beg you not only

to be friendly to him, but to introduce him to all our relatives. I

consider him--and I am not alone in my opinion--a future genius as

regards the piano. Yesterday Bock had a party. Artôt was there. I

was inexpressibly glad to see her again; we made friends at once,

without a word as to the past. Her husband, Padilla, embraced me

heartily. To-morrow she gives a dinner. As an elderly woman she is

just as fascinating as twenty years ago.”

_To N. F. von Meck_.

“LEIPZIG, _January_ 30_th_ (_February_ 11_th_), 1888.

“MY DEAR FRIEND,--My concert in Berlin was a great success.[128] I

had a splendid orchestra to deal with and musicians who were in

sympathy with me from the very first rehearsal. The programme was

as follows:--

“(1) Overture, _Romeo and Juliet_; (2) Pianoforte Concerto, played

by Siloti; (3) Introduction and Fugue from the First Suite; (4)

Andante from the First Quartet; (5) Songs, sung by Fräulein Friede;

(6) Overture, “_1812_.”

“The public gave me a most enthusiastic reception. Of course, all

this is very pleasant, but at the same time I feel so worn out I

hardly know how I am to get through all that lies before me.... Can

you recognise in this Russian musician, touring all over Europe,

the man who, a few years ago, fled from life and society, and lived

in solitude abroad, or in the country?

“A real triumphal festival awaits me in Prague. The programme of my

week’s visit there is already arranged, and has been sent to me. It

includes any number of ovations and receptions. The idea is to give

my concert there a certain patriotic and anti-German character.

This puts me in an awkward position, because I have been received

in a very friendly way in Germany.”

In spite of the applause of the public and the flattering notices in the

Press, Tchaikovsky’s visit made less impression in Berlin than in

Leipzig and Hamburg. Whereas in the latter towns his concerts were the

great events of the day, in the capital the début of a Russian composer

passed comparatively unnoticed amid a thousand other interests. A brief

entry in his diary on January 28th about “a bucket of cold water” seems

to point to a certain disillusionment as to the character of his

reception in Berlin. Possibly he had heard rumours that the concert-room

had been liberally “papered,” and in this way a certain amount of

artificial enthusiasm spread through the audience.

In any case, it was Leipzig, rather than Berlin, that showed the greater

interest in Tchaikovsky during this tour, and he was glad to return

there for a few days before leaving Germany. “I have come back to

Leipzig,” he wrote to a relative on January 30th (February 11th), 1888,

“as I had promised to be present at the concert given in my honour by

the Liszt-Verein. The concert could not come off, so yesterday, at my

request, Wagner’s _Meistersinger_ was performed at the theatre instead.

I had never heard this opera. Early this morning I was awakened by the

strains of the Russian hymn. An orchestra was serenading me. They played

for nearly an hour under my windows, and the whole hotel ran out to see

and hear.”

The marvellous performance of _Meistersinger_ under Nikisch, and the

touching ovation in the form of a serenade, were the closing events of

Tchaikovsky’s first concert tour in Germany. In Bohemia and France far

more brilliant receptions awaited him, but these were of quite a

different nature.

II

On January 31st (February 12th) Tchaikovsky, accompanied by Siloti,

arrived at the frontiers of Bohemia. The triumphal character of the

reception which awaited him was soon made apparent by the extraordinary

attentions of the railway officials. At one of the last stations before

Prague, a deputation of members of various societies had assembled to

welcome him. At Prague a representative of the “Russian Club” awaited

him on the platform, having come expressly from Vienna to pay him this

compliment. He presented Tchaikovsky with an address in Russian. This

was followed by a speech in Czech, delivered by Dr. Strakaty, the

representative of the “Umclecká Beseda,”[129] after which children

presented him with flowers, and he was hailed with prolonged cries of

“Slava!” (Hurrah!). The carriage which awaited him, and the suite of

rooms at the Hotel de Saxe, were provided for him at the expense of the

Artists’ Club.

In the evening he was invited to hear Verdi’s _Otello_, and a box was

reserved for him at the Opera House. Rieger, “the leader of the Czech

people,” was the first to greet the guest, after which followed many of

the most prominent men in Bohemia.

The following day Tchaikovsky received a visit from Dvořák, and the

two composers quickly made friends with each other.

[Illustration: ALEXANDER SILOTI]

[Illustration: PETER ILICH TCHAIKOVSKY]

It is impossible to give in detail the programme drawn up for each day

of the composer’s visit to Prague. He made an almost royal progress to

all the chief places of interest. On one occasion, entering the

“Rathaus” while a session was being held, the entire body of members

rose to greet him. One evening he was serenaded by the famous Choral

Union “Hlahol.” He listened to the songs from his balcony, and

afterwards came down to thank the singers in person. An offer, made in

the course of his speech, to compose something expressly for the Society

was received with loud cheering. On February 6th (18th) he was invited

to the Students’ Union and presented to the students. In his diary he

speaks of this as “a very solemn and touching ceremony.” Accompanied by

cries of “Slava!” and “Na Sdrava!” he was next led off to the public

rehearsal of the concert. The evening wound up with a brilliant _soirée_

at the Town Club (Meschtschanska Beseda).

The first concert itself took place on February 7th (19th), in the

“Rudolfinum.” The programme consisted entirely of Tchaikovsky’s music,

and included: (1) Overture, _Romeo and Juliet_; (2) Concerto for

Pianoforte (B♭ minor), played by Siloti; (3) Elégie from the Third

Suite; (4) Violin Concerto, played by Halir; (5), Overture, “_1812_.” Of

all these works the last-named excited the greatest applause.

Tchaikovsky sums up his impressions as follows: “Undoubtedly it was the

most eventful day of my life. I have become so attached to these good

Bohemians ... and with good reason! Heavens, what enthusiasm! Such as I

have never known, but in my own dear Russia!”

Two days later, on February 9th (21st), the second concert was given in

the _foyer_ of the Opera House. This time the programme comprised: (1)

Serenade for strings; (2) Variations from the Third Suite; (3)

Pianoforte Solos (Siloti); (4) Overture, “_1812_.” The ovations were

even more hearty, and the gifts more costly, than at the first concert.

“An overwhelming success,” says Tchaikovsky in his diary. “A moment of

absolute bliss. But only one moment.”

On the evening of February 10th (22nd), sped by farewell addresses, and

smothered in flowers, the composer took leave of the festive city of

Prague.

Although the chief object of Tchaikovsky’s tour was to make his works

more widely known in Europe, and to carry them beyond the confines of

his native land, he combined with this aim--although in a lesser

degree--the desire to see for himself the extent of his reputation and

to reap some profit by it. Distrustful and modest as he was, he made no

great demands in this respect, and even the appreciation he received in

Germany quite surpassed his expectations. The honour done him in Prague

far outstripped his wildest dreams. These ten days were the culminating

point of Tchaikovsky’s fame during his lifetime. Allowing that

nine-tenths of the ovations lavished on him were really intended for

Russia, even then, he could not fail to be flattered that he was the

chosen recipient of the sympathy of the Czechs for the Russians, since

it proved that he was already famous as a composer. It was flattering,

too, to feel that he was honoured by a nation which could be regarded as

one of the most musical in the world. It pleased him that Prague--the

first place to recognise the genius of Mozart--should pay him honour,

thus uniting his fate with that of the illustrious German. It touched

Tchaikovsky deeply to feel that those who gave him one “moment of

absolute happiness” were descendants of the same race which, long ago,

had given a portion of joy to him who was his teacher and model, both as

man and as musician. This strange coincidence was the most flattering

event of his life--the highest honour to which he had ever ventured to

aspire.

Simultaneously with this climax of his renown, came one of the bitterest

experiences of his life. The Russian Press did not give a line to this

triumph of a native composer in Prague. He felt this to be a profound

injury, which surprised and mortified him the more, because all these

triumphs in his life were regarded as important events even by the

Czechs themselves. It was most painful to realise that Russia, for whom

the greater part of these honours were intended, knew nothing whatever

about them; that on account of the attitude of the Press towards him,

personally, this warm sympathy, meant for his countrymen as a whole,

would never be known to them, nor evoke any response.

Quite another kind of ovation awaited Tchaikovsky in Paris. Here, too,

his success surpassed his expectations; but the sympathy of the French

capital differed as widely in character from that which was shown him in

Prague as the Czechs differ from the French in their musical tastes and

their relations towards the Russians. There is no country in which music

is better loved, or more widely understood, than in Bohemia. Nor is

there any other nation which feels such appreciation for all that is

Russian; not merely as a matter of passing fashion, but on account of

actual kinship between the Eastern and Western Slav. In Bohemia,

therefore, both as a musician and a native of Russia, Tchaikovsky had

been received with a warmth and sincerity hardly to be expected from

France. It is true a little political feeling influenced his reception

in Paris; it was just the beginning of the Franco-Russian

_rapprochement_, so that everything Russian was the fashion of the hour.

Many French people, who were not in the least musical, regarded it as

their duty to express some appreciation of Tchaikovsky--simply because

he was a Russian. All this, like the French sympathy itself, had no

solid foundation of national affinity, but merely sprang from an

ephemeral political combination. The enthusiastic, explosive, but

fleeting, craze of the French for all that was Russian showed itself in

hats _à la_ Kronstadt, in shouting the Russian national anthem

simultaneously with the “Marseillaise,” in ovations to the clown Durov,

and in a “patronising” interest for our art and literature--as species

of curiosities--rather than in the hearty relations of two countries

drawn together by true affinity of aims and sympathies. Naturally the

festivities of Kronstadt, Toulon, and Paris led to no real appreciation

of Poushkin, Gogol, Ostrovsky, Glinka, Dargomijsky, or Serov, only, at

the utmost, to a phase of fashion, thanks to which Tolstoi and

Dostoievsky found a certain superficial vogue, without being understood

in their fullest value. Tchaikovsky was also a modern, and this lent a

kind of brilliance to his reception in Paris; but it was purely

external.... It may truly be said that all Prague welcomed the composer;

whereas in Paris only the musicians and amateurs, a few newspapers in

favour of the Franco-Russian alliance, and that crowd which is always in

pursuit of novelty, were interested in Tchaikovsky’s visit.

Time has proved the respective value of these ovations. Although it is

now fifteen years since Tchaikovsky visited Prague, his operas still

hold their own in the repertory of the theatre, and his symphonic music

is still as well known there and as much loved as in Russia. In Paris,

on the contrary, not only are his works rarely given, either on the

stage or in the concert-room, but his name--although it has gained in

renown all over Europe--is not considered worthy of inclusion among

those which adorn the programmes of the Conservatoire concerts. And yet

those who are at the head of this institution are the same men who

honoured him in 1888. Is not this a proof of that hidden but smouldering

antipathy which the French really feel for the Russian spirit--that

spirit which Tchaikovsky shares in common with his great predecessors in

music, and with the representatives of all that Russia has produced of

lofty and imperishable worth?

Tchaikovsky arrived in Paris on February 12th (24th), and went almost

straight from the station to the rehearsal of his Serenade for strings,

which--conducted by the composer--was to be played by Colonne’s

orchestra at a _soirée_ given by M. N. Benardaky.

N. Benardaky had married one of the three sisters Leibrock, operatic

artists well known to the Russian public. He had a fine house in Paris,

frequented by the _élite_ of the artistic world. As a wealthy patron of

art--and as a fellow-countryman--he inaugurated the festivities in

Tchaikovsky’s honour by this musical evening.

Over three hundred guests were present, and, besides his Serenade for

strings, Tchaikovsky conducted the Andante from his Quartet and presided

at the piano. The composer was grateful to his kindly host for the

unexpected and--according to Parisian custom--absolutely indispensable

_réclame_ which this entertainment conferred upon him. To ensure the

success of the evening, and in return for the service done him,

Tchaikovsky felt himself obliged to run from rehearsal to rehearsal,

from musician to musician. To appear as a conductor before this

assemblage of amateurs--more distinguished for vanity than for love of

art--and to earn their languid approval, seemed to him flattering and

important. But when we reflect what far greater trouble and fatigue this

entailed upon him than his appearance before the Gewandhaus

audience--whose opinion was really of weight and value--we cannot but

regret the waste of energy and the lowering of the artist’s dignity.

When we think of him, exhausted and out of humour, amid this crowd of

fashionably attired strangers, who to-morrow would be “consecrating” the

success of the latest chansonette singer, or the newest dance of a Loie

Fuller--we cannot but rebel against fate, who took him from his rural

quiet, from the surroundings to which he was attached, in which--sound

in body and mind--it was his pleasure to plan some new composition in

undisturbed solitude. Thank God, my brother comforted himself with the

belief that it was necessary to suffer this martyrdom cheerfully, and

that he did not live to realise that it was indeed useless, for nowhere

did he make a greater sacrifice for popularity’s sake with smaller

results than in Paris.

Those musicians who had been absent during Tchaikovsky’s visit to Paris

in 1886 now made his acquaintance for the first time. All of them,

including Gounod, Massenet, Thomé and others, received him with great

cordiality and consideration. The sole exception was Reyer, the composer

of _Salammbô_, whose indifference was the less hurtful to Tchaikovsky

because he did not esteem him greatly as a musician. Of the _virtuosi_

with whom he now became acquainted, Paderewski made the most impression

upon him.

Among the brilliant Parisian gatherings held in Tchaikovsky’s honour

must be mentioned the memorable evening at Colonne’s; the _soirée_ given

by the aristocratic amateur, Baroness Tresderne, at whose house in the

Place Vendôme Wagner’s Trilogy had been heard for the first time in

Paris (“Marchionesses, duchesses--bored,” is Tchaikovsky’s laconic entry

in his diary the day after this entertainment); the fête at the Russian

Embassy; a reception at Madame Pauline Viardot’s; and an entertainment

arranged by the _Figaro_.

Tchaikovsky made two public appearances in the double capacity of

composer and conductor; both these were at the Châtelet concerts. At the

first, half the programme was devoted to his works, including the

Serenade for strings, Fantasia for pianoforte (Louis Diemer), Songs

(Madame Conneau), pieces for violoncello (Brandoukov), and Theme and

Variations from the Third Suite.

On ascending to the conductor’s desk he was received with a storm of

applause, intended as much for his nationality as for his personality.

Of his orchestral works, the Valse from the Serenade won most success,

and had to be repeated in order to satisfy the audience.

The second concert, which took place a week later, consisted almost

exclusively of Tchaikovsky’s works. The Variations from the Third

Suite, the Elégie, and Valse from the Serenade, and the pieces for

violoncello were repeated; to which were added the Violin Concerto

(Marsick) and _Francesca da Rimini_. The applause was as vociferous as

on the first occasion, although comparatively little of it fell to the

lot of _Francesca_.

As long as they dealt with the private performances in the houses of

Benardaky, Colonne, Madame Tresderne, or at the _Figaro_, the

representatives of the Paris Press spoke with enthusiasm of the

composer, of his works, and his nationality. After the public concerts,

however, there was a sudden change of tone, and their fervour waned. It

seemed they had most of them studied Cui’s book, _La Musique en Russie_,

to good purpose, for, without quoting their source of information, they

discovered that Tchaikovsky “was not so Russian as people imagined,”

that he did not display “much audacity or a strong originality,” wherein

lay the chief charm of the great Slavs: Borodin, Cui, Rimsky-Korsakov,

Liadov, etc.

The Western cosmopolitanism of Tchaikovsky’s works was made a subject of

reproach. “The German dominates and absorbs the Slav,” says one critic,

who had looked for “impressions exotiques” at the Châtelet--perhaps for

something in the style of the music of Dahomey, which had created such a

sensation at the Jardin d’Acclimatation.

The remaining critics, who had not read Cui’s book, disapproved of the

length of Tchaikovsky’s works, and held up to him as models, Saint-Saëns

and other modern French composers. His own sense of disappointment

appears in a letter addressed to P. Jurgenson towards the end of his

visit:--

“I have expended a great deal of money, and even more health and

strength,” he writes.[130] “In return I have gained some

celebrity, but every hour I ask myself--Why? Is it worth while? And

I come to the conclusion it is far better to live quietly without

fame.”

From Paris Tchaikovsky crossed to England.

“The journey to London was terrible,” he wrote to Nadejda von Meck.

“Our train was brought to a standstill in the open country in

consequence of a snowstorm. On the steamer it was alarming, for the

storm was so severe that every moment we dreaded some catastrophe.”

Tchaikovsky only spent four days in London. No one welcomed him, no one

paid him special attention, or worried him with invitations. Except for

a complimentary dinner given to him by Berger, the Secretary of the

Philharmonic Society, he spent his time alone, or in the society of the

violinist Ondricek and his wife. Yet, in spite of appearances, his visit

to London had brilliant results for his future reputation. Next to

Russia and America his music at present is nowhere more popular than in

England.

He conducted the Serenade for strings and the Variations from the Third

Suite. “The success was great,” he wrote, in the letter quoted above.

“The Serenade pleased most, and I was recalled three times, which means

a good deal from the reserved London public. The Variations were not so

much liked, but all the same they elicited hearty applause.”

The leading London papers mostly gave Tchaikovsky the credit of a signal

success. The _Musical Times_ only regretted that he had not chosen some

more serious work for his début before the London public. “The Russian

composer was received with signs of unanimous approbation,” said the

_Times_, while the _Daily Chronicle_ felt convinced that Tchaikovsky

must have been fully satisfied with the extraordinarily warm welcome

accorded him by the Londoners.

“Thus ended the torments, fears, agitations, and--to speak the

truth--the joys of my first concert tour abroad.” In these words

Tchaikovsky concludes his letter to N. F. von Meck, from which the above

extracts have been quoted.

III

After a long journey--six nights in the train--Tchaikovsky reached

Tiflis on March 26th (April 7th), 1888. Here he stayed with his brother

Hyppolite, whom he had not seen for two years. About the end of April he

travelled north to take possession of the country house at Frolovskoe,

which had been prepared for him during his absence by his servant

Alexis. He describes it as a highly picturesque spot, lying on a wooded

hill on the way from Moscow to Klin. It was simpler and not so well

furnished as Maidanovo. There was no park planted with lime trees, there

were no marble vases; but its unpretentiousness was an added

recommendation in Tchaikovsky’s eyes. Here he could be alone, free from

summer excursionists, to enjoy the little garden (with its charming pool

and tiny islet) fringed by the forest, behind which the view opened out

upon a distant stretch of country--upon that homely, unassuming

landscape of Central Russia which Tchaikovsky preferred to all the

sublimities of Switzerland, the Caucasus, and Italy. Had not the forest

been gradually exterminated, he would never have quitted Frolovskoe, for

although he only lived there for three years, he became greatly

attached to the place. A month before his death, travelling from Klin to

Moscow, he said, looking out at the churchyard of Frolovskoe: “I should

like to be buried there.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“KLIN, _May_ 15_th_ (27_th_), 1888.

“I am in love with Frolovskoe. The neighbourhood is a paradise

after Maidanovo. It is, indeed, so beautiful that when I go out for

half an hour’s walk in the morning, I feel compelled to extend it

to two hours.... I have not yet begun to work, excepting at some

corrections. To speak frankly, I feel as yet no impulse for

creative work. What does this mean? Have I written myself out? No

ideas, no inclination? Still I am hoping gradually to collect

material for a symphony.

“To-day we were to have sown seeds and planted flowers in the beds

in front of the house. I was looking forward to it with such

pleasure, but the rain has hindered us. By the time you arrive all

our seeds will be in.”

[Illustration: TCHAIKOVSKY’S HOUSE AT FROLOVSKOE]

_To the Grand Duke Constantine Constantinovich._

“FROLOVSKOE, _May_ 30_th_ (_June_ 11_th_), 1888.

“YOUR HIGHNESS,--I am very glad you were not offended by my

remarks, and thank you most heartily for your explanations in

reference to them.[131] In matters of versification I am only an

amateur, but have long wished to become thoroughly acquainted with

the subject. So far, I have only reached the stage of inquiry. Many

questions interest me to which no one seems able to give a clear

and decided reply. For instance, when I read Joukovsky’s

translation of the _Odyssey_, or his _Undine_, or Gniedich’s

version of the _Iliad_, I suffer under the intolerable monotony of

the Russian hexameter as compared with the Latin (I do not know the

Greek), which has strength, beauty, and variety. I know that the

fault lies in the fact that we do not use the spondee, but I

cannot understand why this should be. To my mind we ought to

employ it. Another question that greatly occupies me is why, as

compared with Russian poetry, German verse should be less severe in

the matter of regular rhythm and metre. When I read Goethe I am

astonished at his audacity as regards metrical feet, the cæsura,

etc., which he carries so far that, to an unpractised ear, many of

his verses scarcely seem like verse. At the same time, the ear is

only taken by surprise--not offended. Were a Russian poet to do the

same, one would be conscious of a certain lameness. Is it in

consequence of the peculiar qualities of our language, or because

tradition allows greater freedom to the Germans than to us? I do

not know if I express myself correctly; I only state that, as

regards regularity, refinement, and euphony, much more is expected

from the Russian than from the German poet. I should be glad to

find some explanation of this....”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _June_ 1_st_ (13_th_), 1888.

“.... Just now I am busy with flowers and flower-growing. I should

like to have as many flowers as possible in my garden, but I have

very little knowledge or experience. I am not lacking in zeal, and

have indeed taken cold from pottering about in the damp. Now, thank

goodness, it is warmer weather; I am glad of it, for you, for

myself, and for my dear flowers, for I have sown a quantity, and

the cold nights made me anxious for them....”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _June_ 10_th_ (22_nd_), 1888.

“.... Now I shall work my hardest. I am dreadfully anxious to prove

not only to others, but also to myself, that I am not yet _played

out_ as a composer.... Have I already told you that I intend to

write a symphony? The beginning was difficult; now, however,

inspiration seems to have come. We shall see!”

_To the Grand Duke Constantine Constantinovich._

“FROLOVSKOE, _June_ 11_th_ (23_rd_), 1888.

“YOUR IMPERIAL HIGHNESS,--I am the more glad to hear your

favourable verdict upon my songs, because I was afraid you would

think them weak.... I composed them at a time when my state of mind

was anything but promising for good work. At the same time, I did

not wish to postpone the setting of your words, as I had informed

you long ago of my intention with regard to them....

“I am not at all astonished that you should write beautiful verses

without being an adept in the science of versification. Several of

our poets--Plestcheiev for one--have told me the same. All the

same, I think it would be better if some of our gifted Russian

poets were more interested in the technique of their art. ‘I am

sick of four iambic feet,’ said Poushkin, and I would add that

sometimes his readers get weary of it too. To discover new metres

and rare rhythmic combinations must be very interesting. Were I a

poet, I should certainly try to write in varied rhythms like the

Germans....”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _June_ 22_nd_ (_July_ 4_th_), 1888.

“ ... Lately I have been in frequent correspondence with the Grand

Duke Constantine Constantinovich, who sent me his poem, ‘St.

Sebastian,’ with the request that I would say what I thought of it.

On the whole I liked it, but I criticised a few details very

freely. He was pleased with this, but defended himself, and thus a

brisk exchange of letters has taken place. He is not only gifted,

but surprisingly modest, devoted to art, and ambitious to excel in

it rather than in _the service_. He is also an excellent

musician--in fact, a rare and sympathetic nature.

“It is well that the political horizon is clearer, and if it be

true that the German Emperor is to visit Russia, we may say with

some certainty that the horrors of war will not break out for many

years to come....”

_Diary._

“_June_ 27_th_ (_July_ 9_th_), 1888.

“It seems to me letters are not perfectly sincere--I am judging by

myself. No matter to whom I am writing, I am always conscious of

the effect of my letter, not only upon the person to whom it is

addressed, but upon any chance reader. Consequently I embroider. I

often take pains to make the tone of a letter simple and

sincere--at least to make it _appear_ so. But apart from letters

written at the moment when I am worked upon, I am never quite

myself in my correspondence. These letters are to me a source of

repentance, and often of agonising regret. When I read the

correspondence of great men, published after their death, I am

always disturbed by a vague sense of insincerity and falsehood.

“I will go on with the record of my musical predilections which I

began some time ago. What are my feelings towards the Russian

composers?

GLINKA.

“An unheard-of and astonishing apparition in the world of art. A

dilettante who played the violin and the piano a little; who

concocted a few insipid quadrilles and fantasias upon Italian airs;

who tried his hand at more serious musical forms (songs, quartets,

sextets, etc.), but accomplished nothing which rose superior to the

jejune taste of the thirties; suddenly, in his thirty-fourth year,

creates an opera, which for inspiration, originality, and

irreproachable technique, is worthy to stand beside all that is

loftiest and most profound in musical art! We are still more

astonished when we reflect that the composer of this work is the

author of the _Memoirs_ published some twenty years later. The

latter give one the impression of a nice, kind, commonplace man,

with not much to say for himself. Like a nightmare, the questions

continually haunt me: How could such colossal artistic force be

united to such emptiness? and how came this average amateur to

catch up in a single stride such men as Mozart and Beethoven? Yes,

for he _has_ overtaken them. One may say this without exaggeration

of the composer of the ‘Slavsia.’ This question may be answered by

those who are better fitted than myself to penetrate the mysteries

of the artistic spirit which makes its habitation in such fragile

and apparently unpromising shrines. I can only say no one loves and

appreciates Glinka more than I do. I am no indiscriminate

worshipper of _Russlan_; on the contrary, I am disposed to prefer

_A Life for the Tsar_, although _Russlan_ may perhaps be of greater

musical worth. But the elemental force is more perceptible in his

earlier opera; the ‘Slavsia’ is overwhelming and gigantic. For this

he employed no model. Neither Glück nor Mozart composed anything

similar. Astounding, inconceivable! _Kamarinskaya_ is also a work

of remarkable inspiration. Without intending to compose anything

beyond a simple, humorous trifle, he has left us a little

masterpiece, every bar of which is the outcome of enormous creative

power. Half a century has passed since then, and many Russian

symphonic works have been composed; we may even speak of a

symphonic school. Well? The germ of all this lies in

_Kamarinskaya_, as the oak tree lies in the acorn. For long years

to come Russian composers will drink at this source, for it will

need much time and much strength to exhaust its wealth of

inspiration. Yes! Glinka was a true creative genius!”

_To N. F. Von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _July_ 17_th_ (29_th_), 1888.

“.... My name-day was a great interruption to my work, for my

visitors arrived the day before and only left yesterday evening. My

guests were Laroche and his wife, Jurgenson, Albrecht, Siloti, and

Zet,[132] who arrived quite unexpectedly from Petersburg. The last

named (who has been highly recommended to me) has been my concert

agent since May.... He is a great admirer of my work, and cares

less to make money out of his position than to forward my interests

in Europe and America....”

At this time Tchaikovsky received an offer from an American impresario

offering him a three months’ concert tour at a fee of 25,000 dollars.

The sum appeared to the Russian composer fabulous in its amount. “Should

this really come off,” he says, “I could realise my long-cherished wish

to become a landowner.”

_Diary._

“_July_ 13_th_ (25_th_), 1888.

“Dargomijsky? Certainly he was a gifted man. But never was the type

of amateur musician more strikingly realised than in him. Glinka,

too, was a dilettante, but his immense inspiration served him as a

defence from amateurishness. Except for his fatal _Memoirs_, we

should not have realised his dilettantism. It is another matter

with Dargomijsky: his amateurishness lies in his creative work, in

his very forms themselves. To possess an average talent, to be weak

in technique and yet to pose as an _innovator_--is pure

amateurishness. When, at the close of his life, Dargomijsky

composed _The Stone Guest_, he seriously believed he had overturned

the old foundations and erected something new and colossal in their

place. A piteous error; I saw him in this last period of his life,

and in view of his suffering condition (he had a heart disease)

there could be no question of a discussion. But I have never come

in contact with anything more antipathetic and false than this

unsuccessful attempt to drag _truth_ into this sphere of art, in

which everything is based upon falsehood, and “truth,” in the

everyday sense of the word, is not required at all. Dargomijsky was

no _master_ (he had not a tenth part of Glinka’s mastership). He

possessed a certain originality and piquancy. He was most

successful in _curiosities_. But artistic beauty does not lie in

this direction, as so many of us think.

“I might speak personally of Dargomijsky (I frequently saw him in

Moscow at the time of his success there), but I prefer not to

recall my acquaintance. He was very cutting and unjust in his

judgments (when he raged against the brothers Rubinstein, for

instance), but was pleased to talk of himself in a tone of

self-laudation. During his fatal illness he became far more kindly

disposed, and showed much cordial feeling to his younger

colleagues. I will only keep this memory of him. Unexpectedly he

showed me great sympathy (in respect of my opera _The

Voyevode_).[133] Apparently he did not believe the report that I

had hissed at the first performance of his _Esmeralda_ in Moscow.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _July_ 25_th_ (_August_ 6_th_), 1888.

“ ... The real summer weather has not lasted long, but how I

enjoyed it! My flowers, which I feared would die, have nearly all

recovered, and some have blossomed luxuriantly. I cannot tell you

what a pleasure it has been to watch them grow and to see

daily--even hourly--new blossoms coming out. Now I have as many as

I want. When I am quite old, and past composing, I shall devote

myself to growing flowers. I have been working with good results,

and half the symphony is orchestrated. My age--although not very

advanced--begins to tell. I get very tired now, and can no longer

play or read at night as I used. Lately I miss the chance of a game

of _vint_[134] in the evenings; it is the one thing that rests and

distracts me.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _August_ 14_th_ (26_th_), 1888.

“Again I am not feeling well ... but I am so glad to have finished

the Symphony (No. 5) that I can forget all physical ailments. I

have made no settled plans for the winter. There is a prospect of a

tour in Scandinavia and also in America. But nothing is decided as

to the first, and the second seems so fantastic that I can hardly

give it a serious thought. I have promised to conduct at Dresden,

Berlin, and Prague.... In November I am to conduct a whole series

of my works in Petersburg (at the Philharmonic), including the new

Symphony. They also want me in Tiflis, but I do not know if it will

come off.”

IV

1888-1889

The winter season 1888-1889 opened with much arduous work and

personal anxiety. Tchaikovsky’s niece, Vera, the second daughter of

his sister Alexandra Davidov, was in a dying condition, and his old

friend Hubert was suffering from a terrible form of intermittent

fever. One gleam of joy shone through the darkness. His Moscow

friends, Taneiev in particular, were delighted with the Fifth

Symphony, a work which had filled Tchaikovsky himself with gloomy

misgivings. At this time he was engaged in an active correspondence

upon music and poetry with the Grand Duke Constantine.

_To the Grand Duke Constantinovich._

“FROLOVSKOE, _September_ 21_st_(_October_ 3_rd_), 1888.

“ ... Fet[135] is quite right in asserting, as you say he does,

that ‘all which has no connection with the leading idea should be

cast aside, even though it is beautiful and melodious.’ But we must

not deduce from this that only what is terse can be highly

artistic; therefore, to my mind, Fet’s rule that an exemplary lyric

must not exceed a certain limit is entirely wrong. All depends upon

the nature of the leading idea and the poet who expresses it. Of

two equally inspired poets, or composers, one, by reason of his

artistic temperament, will show greater breadth of treatment, more

complexity in the development of the leading idea, and a greater

inclination for luxuriant and varied elaboration; while the other

will express himself concisely. All that is good, but superfluous,

we call ‘padding.’ Can we say we find this padding in Beethoven’s

works? I think most decidedly we do not. On the contrary, it is

astonishing how equal, how significant and forceful, this giant

among musicians always remains, and how well he understands the

art of curbing his vast inspiration, and never loses sight of

balanced and traditional form. In his last quartets, which were

long regarded as the productions of an insane and deaf man, there

seems to be some padding, until we have studied them thoroughly.

But ask someone who is well acquainted with these works, a member

of a quartet who plays them frequently, if there is anything

superfluous in the C♯ minor Quartet. Unless he is an

old-fashioned musician, brought up upon Haydn, he would be

horrified at the idea of abbreviating or cutting any portion of it.

In speaking of Beethoven I was not merely thinking of his latest

period. Could anyone show me a bar in the _Eroica_, which is very

lengthy, that could be called superfluous, or any portion that

could really be omitted as padding? So everything that is long is

not _too long_; many words do not necessarily mean empty verbiage,

and terseness is not, as Fet asserts, the essential condition of

beautiful form. Beethoven, who in the first movement of the

_Eroica_ has built up a superb edifice out of an endless series of

varied and ever new architectural beauties upon so simple and

seemingly poor a subject, knows on occasion how to surprise us by

the terseness and exiguity of his forms. Do you remember the

Andante of the Pianoforte Concerto in B flat? I know nothing more

inspired than this short movement; I go cold and pale every time I

hear it.

“Of course, the classical beauty of Beethoven’s predecessors, and

their art of keeping within bounds, is of the greatest value. It

must be owned, however, that Haydn had no occasion to limit

himself, for he had not an inexhaustible wealth of material at

command. As to Mozart, had he lived another twenty years, and seen

the beginning of our century, he would certainly have sought to

express his prodigal inspiration in forms less strictly classical

than those with which he had to content himself.

“While defending Beethoven from the charge of long-windedness, I

confess that the post-Beethoven music offers many examples of

prolixity which is often carried so far as to become mere padding.

That inspired musician who expresses himself with such breadth,

majesty, force, and even brusqueness, has much in common with

Michael Angelo. Just as the Abbé Bernini has flooded Rome with his

statues, in which he strives to imitate the style of Michael

Angelo, without possessing his genius, and makes a caricature of

what is really powerful in his model, so Beethoven’s musical style

has been copied over and over again. Is not Brahms in reality a

caricature of Beethoven? Is not this pretension to profundity and

power detestable, because the content which is poured into the

Beethoven mould is not really of any value? Even in the case of

Wagner (who certainly has genius), wherever he oversteps the limits

it is the spirit of Beethoven which prompts him.

“As regards your humble servant, I have suffered all my life from

my incapacity to grasp form in general. I have fought against this

innate weakness, not--I am proud to say--without good results; yet

I shall go to my grave without having produced anything really

perfect in form. There is frequently _padding_ in my works; to an

experienced eye the stitches show in my seams, but I cannot help

it. As to _Manfred_, I may tell you--without any desire to pose as

being modest--that this is a repulsive work, and I hate it, with

the exception of the first movement. I intend shortly, with the

consent of my publisher, to destroy the remaining three movements

and make a symphonic poem out of this long-winded symphony. I am

sure my _Manfred_ would then please the public. I enjoyed writing

the first movement, whereas the others were the outcome of

strenuous effort, in consequence of which--as far as I remember--I

felt quite ill for a time. I should not think of being offended at

what your Highness says about _Manfred_. You are quite right and

even too indulgent.”

_To the Grand Duke Constantine Constantinovich._

“FROLOVSKOE, _October_ 2_nd_ (14_th_), 1888.

“YOUR IMPERIAL HIGHNESS,--Just returned from Moscow, where I have

seen my poor friend Hubert laid in his grave, and still depressed

by my painful experiences, I hasten to answer your letter.... Your

Highness must bear in mind that although one art stands in close

relationship to the other, at the same time each has its

peculiarities. As such we must regard the “verbal repetitions”

which are only possible to a limited extent in literature, but are

a necessity in music. Beethoven never repeats an entire movement

without a special reason, and, in doing so, rarely fails to

introduce something new; but he has recourse to this characteristic

method in his instrumental music, knowing that his idea will only

be understood after many statements. I cannot understand why your

Highness should object to the constant repetition of the subject in

the Scherzo of the Ninth Symphony. I always want to hear it over

and over again. It is so divinely beautiful, strong, original, and

significant! It is quite another matter with the prolixity and

repetitions of Schubert, who, with all his genius, constantly harps

upon his central idea--as in the Andante of the C major Symphony.

Beethoven develops his first idea fully, in its entirety, before

repeating it; Schubert seems too indolent to elaborate his first

idea, and--perhaps from his unusual wealth of thematic

material--hurries on the beginning to arrive at something else. It

seems as though the stress of his inexhaustible inspiration

hindered him from the careful elaboration of the theme, in all its

depth and delicacy of workmanship.

“God grant I may be in Petersburg to hear the performance of

Mozart’s _Requiem_ in the Marble Palace. I hope your Highness will

permit me to be present at this concert. The _Requiem_ is one of

the most divine creations, and we can but pity those who are unable

to appreciate it.

“As regards Brahms, I cannot at all agree with your Highness. In

the music of this master (it is impossible to deny his mastery)

there is something dry and cold which repulses me. He has very

little melodic invention. He never speaks out his musical ideas to

the end. Scarcely do we hear an enjoyable melody, than it is

engulfed in a whirlpool of unimportant harmonic progressions and

modulations, as though the special aim of the composer was to be

unintelligible. He excites and irritates our musical senses without

wishing to satisfy them, and seems ashamed to speak the language

which goes straight to the heart. His depth is not real: _c’est

voulu_. He has set before himself, once and for all, the aim of

trying to be profound, but he has only attained to an appearance of

profundity. The gulf is void. It is impossible to say that the

music of Brahms is weak and insignificant. His style is invariably

lofty. He does not strive after mere external effects. He is never

trivial. All he does is serious and noble, but he lacks the chief

thing--beauty. Brahms commands our respect. We must bow before the

original purity of his aspirations. We must admire his firm and

proud attitude in the face of triumphant Wagnerism; but to love him

is impossible. I, at least, in spite of much effort, have not

arrived at it. I will own that certain early works (the Sextet in

B♭) please me far more than those of a later period, especially

the symphonies, which seem to me indescribably long and

colourless.... Many Brahms lovers (Bülow, among others) predicted

that some day I should see clearer, and learn to appreciate

beauties which do not as yet appeal to me. This is not unlikely,

for there have been such cases. I do not know the _German Requiem_

well. I will get it and study it. Who knows?--perhaps my views on

Brahms may undergo a complete revolution.”

_To Ippolitov-Ivanov._

“_October_ 27_th_ (_November_ 8_th_), 1888.

“I cannot possibly give you any definite news as to my journey to

Tiflis. It will be two or three weeks, at the earliest, before I

know when I shall have to go abroad.... I only know that _I will

come to Tiflis, even if I am dying_. As to my fee, we will not

speak of it. Before I take anything from you, something must be

there. Let us see how the concert succeeds, and then we can settle

how much you shall give me as ‘a tip.’ If it is not a success, I

shall accept nothing.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _October_ 27_th_ (_November_ 8_th_), 1888.

“Now we are having sharp frosts, without snow, and fine, sunny

days. It depresses me to think that I must soon leave my quiet

home, my regular life, and daily constitutionals. Three days hence

I go to Petersburg, where my concert takes place on November 5th

(17th). On the 12th (24th) I take part in the Musical Society’s

concert, and leave for Prague the next day to attend the rehearsals

for _Eugene Oniegin_. I have been working very hard lately. The

orchestration of the _Hamlet_ overture is now finished. I have made

innumerable corrections in the Symphony, and have been preparing

everything I have to conduct at the forthcoming concerts.

“I hope to spend December here, for I have to return direct from

Prague in order to conduct the new Symphony in Moscow, and then I

shall hasten to my harbour of refuge.”

The Philharmonic concert in St. Petersburg was apparently a great

success, but the Press notices of the new Symphony (No. 5) were far from

satisfactory. On November 12th (24th) Tchaikovsky conducted it once more

at the Musical Society, and on this occasion the fantasia-overture

_Hamlet_ was heard for the first time. Both works were well received by

the public.

V

On this occasion Prague received Tchaikovsky less hospitably than on his

first visit. “The rehearsal,” he wrote to Nadejda von Meck, “took place

the very day I arrived. Last year, if you remember, I conducted two

grand patriotic concerts, without a fee. To show their gratitude for my

having come to the performance of the opera here, the management of the

Prague Theatre organised a concert, of which I was to receive half the

profits. But they chose such a bad day, and arranged everything so

stupidly, that the concert only realised three hundred florins. After

being received like a prince last year, when the enthusiasm which

greeted me almost amounted to a frenzy, I felt somewhat hurt at this

meagre offering on the part of the Prague public. I therefore declined

the money, and made it over to the Musicians’ Pension Fund. This was

soon made public, and the Theatre Direction was overwhelmed with

reproaches. The whole Press took up the matter, and thanks to this, the

performance of _Oniegin_, which I conducted the evening before last,

gave rise to a series of enthusiastic ovations. Yesterday I left Prague,

crowned with laurels; but, alas! my laurel wreaths were all I carried

away. I do not know how to look after my pecuniary interests.”

The success of _Oniegin_ in Prague was extraordinary, and the opera has

kept its place in the repertory up to the present time.

Amid the chorus of praise, in which both the public and the Press

united, one voice was especially valued by Tchaikovsky--that of his

famous colleague, Anton Dvořák.

_A. Dvořák to P. Tchaikovsky._

“PRAGUE, _January_ 2_nd_ (14_th_), 1889.

“DEAR FRIEND,--When you were lately with us in Prague I promised to

write to you on the subject of your opera _Oniegin_. I am now moved

to do so, not only in answer to your request, but also by my own

impulse to express all I felt on hearing your work. I confess with

joy that your opera made a profound impression on me--the kind of

impression I expect to receive from a genuine work of art, and I do

not hesitate to tell you that not one of your compositions has

given me such pleasure as _Oniegin_.

“It is a wonderful creation, full of glowing emotion and poetry,

and finely elaborated in all its details; in short, this music is

captivating, and penetrates our hearts so deeply that we cannot

forget it. Whenever I go to hear it I feel myself transported into

another world.

“I congratulate both you and ourselves upon this work. God grant

you may give us many another like it.

“I embrace you, and remain your sincerely devoted

“ANTON DVOŘÁK.”

On his way home from Prague to Vienna, Tchaikovsky heard of the death of

his niece, Vera Rimsky-Korsakov, _née_ Davidov. Although he had long

since given up all hope of her recovery, this news affected him deeply.

From Prague he returned to Frolovskoe for a short time. On December 10th

(22nd) he conducted his new works at a Symphony Concert in Moscow. These

included the new Symphony (No. 5, E minor) and the second Pianoforte

Concerto, with Sapellnikov as soloist; both works achieved great

success.

December 17th (29th) found him again in Petersburg, where, at the fourth

of Belaiev’s “Russian Symphony Concerts,” he conducted his _Tempest_

overture, and on the following day was present at a performance of the

_Oprichnik_ given by the pupils of the Petersburg Conservatoire.

Tchaikovsky was interested to renew his impressions of this work, and to

prove whether his prejudice against it was well founded. In spite of a

very good performance, his opinion of the opera remained unaltered.

The next work which Tchaikovsky took in hand after his return from

Prague was the music of the ballet, _The Sleeping Beauty_, the programme

of which had been prepared by Vsievolojsky, Director of the Imperial

Opera. Tchaikovsky was charmed with the subject and the proposed

mounting of the work, and retired to Frolovskoe late in December, in

order to devote himself to the task.

In view of the great popularity to which his Fifth Symphony has since

attained, it is interesting to read the composer’s own judgment of the

work, recorded within a few weeks of its first performance. Writing to

Nadejda von Meck, in December, 1888, he says:--

“ ... After two performances of my new Symphony in Petersburg, and

one in Prague, I have come to the conclusion that it is a failure.

There is something repellent, something superfluous, patchy, and

insincere, which the public instinctively recognises. It was

obvious to me that the ovations I received were prompted more by my

earlier work, and that the Symphony itself did not really please

the audience. The consciousness of this brings me a sharp twinge of

self-dissatisfaction. Am I really played out, as they say? Can I

merely repeat and ring the changes on my earlier idiom? Last night

I looked through _our_ Symphony (No. 4). What a difference! How

immeasurably superior it is! It is very, very sad!”

Such attacks of pessimism as to his creative powers were often, as we

have already seen, the forerunner of a new tide of inspiration. This was

now the case. Since _Eugene Oniegin_ Tchaikovsky had never worked at

anything with the ease and enthusiasm which inspired him in the first

four tableaux of this ballet, _The Sleeping Beauty_, the sketch of which

was completely finished by January 18th (30th).

The monotony of these six weeks’ work was relieved by news of the

success of the Fifth Symphony in Moscow, and also by the kindness of his

friend, Peter Jurgenson, who surprised him at Christmas with a beautiful

and valuable gift--the complete edition of Mozart’s works. These he

commissioned Alexis to present to his master, together with a tiny

Christmas-tree.

On January 24th (February 5th), 1889, Tchaikovsky started on his second

concert tour abroad. He experienced “the usual feelings of

home-sickness,” and began to anticipate the joy of his return. He

remained three days in Berlin, and arrived in Cologne on January 29th

(February 10th), where he was to make his first appearance as composer

and conductor, with his Third Suite (in G), at a so-called “Gürzenich”

concert.

_To M. Tchaikovsky._

“COLOGNE, _January_ 30_th_ (_February_ 11_th_), 1889.

“ ... To-day was my first rehearsal. It went very well, and the

orchestra is excellent, so that the three hours passed very

pleasantly, excepting for the agitation at the start. Hardly had I

got back to my hotel before I was seized with home-sickness and a

wild longing for April 8th....”

Tchaikovsky made his début at Cologne on January 31st (February 12th).

He thus describes his impressions to Glazounov:--

“I arrived shortly before the first of the three rehearsals. One

hardly expects to find a first-class orchestra in a town of

secondary importance, and I was convinced it would only be a very

poor one. The local conductor, Wüllner, has, however, worked with

such care and energy that he has succeeded in organising a

magnificent orchestra, which filled me with astonishment and

admiration from the very opening of my Third Suite. Twenty first

violins! And such violins! The wind, too, is admirable. They read

the Scherzo, which is particularly difficult, as if they were

playing it for the tenth time. With such an orchestra and three

rehearsals, it was easy to achieve an admirable performance. The

concert-hall is also excellent; the audience equally so, and not so

stupidly conservative as in many German towns. The success was

great, and when I was recalled the musicians greeted me with a

fanfare.

“Early on February 1st (13th),” the letter continues, “I started

for Frankfort. Here the orchestra is equally large and excellent.

The violins did not seem to me quite as good as those in Cologne,

although they consist mostly of leaders from the neighbouring

towns--so I was told--who come here to play at the great concerts.

There are twelve ‘cellos. One of them, Kossmann, the celebrated

virtuoso, was once professor at Moscow. My Overture “_1812_” was in

the programme. At the first rehearsal, however, the managers of the

concert took fright at the noisy Finale, and timidly requested me

to choose another piece. Since, however, I had no other piece at

hand, they decided to confine themselves to the Suite. The success

here was as great as it was unexpected, for the Frankfort public is

very classical, and I am regarded in Germany as a notorious

revolutionary.”

Of those in Frankfort whose society Tchaikovsky most enjoyed, he

mentions in his diary the family of the celebrated music publisher,

pianist, and composer, Otto Neitzel, and Ivan Knorr, Professor at the

Frankfort Conservatoire, besides the ‘cellist Kossmann.

Tchaikovsky reached Dresden on February 4th (16th). Here disappointment

awaited him. The orchestra proved to be only “third-rate,” to use his

own words, and the work he had to rehearse made even greater technical

demands than the Third Suite; it was his favourite composition--the

Fourth Symphony. The _Dresdner Zeitung_ spoke of “a very poor rendering

of several passages, the result of insufficient rehearsal.” The concert

took place on February 8th (20th). The first Pianoforte Concerto (Emil

Sauer) was included in the programme. According to Tchaikovsky’s

account, “the first movement pleased the audience a little, the Andante

pleased better, the Scherzo still more, while the Finale had a real

success. The musicians honoured me with a fanfare. Sauer played

incomparably.”

_To P. Jurgenson._

“DRESDEN, _February_ 5_th_ (17_th_) 1889.

“DEAR FRIEND,--I had forgotten to answer you about Paris. Please

remember that it is impossible to give a concert there unless

support is guaranteed by the French. I hear that Slaviansky,

Bessel, and others want to have a finger in the pie. I have not the

least wish to associate myself with them. You can simply say that,

without a guarantee, we are not in a position to undertake

anything.[136] Heavens, how tired I am, and how bored by all this!

“ ... I expect soon to hear decisively from Klindworth and

Dvořák. A letter to hand from Massenet. He accepts with

enthusiasm, but begs to keep the date open for the present, as it

depends on the fate of his new opera.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“BERLIN, _February_ 11_th_ (23_rd_), 1889.

“After an exhausting tour I arrived here yesterday. In one week I

had three concerts and nine rehearsals. I cannot conceive whence I

draw strength for all this. Either these fresh exertions will prove

injurious, or this feverish activity will be an antidote to my

troubles, which are chiefly the result of the constant sitting my

work entails. There is no medium; I must return to Russia ‘_either

with my shield or upon it_.’ I am inclined to think that, in spite

of hard moments and the continual self-conflict, all this is good

for me.”

_To A. Glazounov._

“BERLIN, _February_ 15_th_ (27_th_), 1889.

“ ... If my whole tour consisted only of concerts and rehearsals,

it would be very pleasant. Unhappily, however, I am overwhelmed

with invitations to dinners and suppers.... I much regret that the

Russian papers have said nothing as to my victorious campaign. What

can I do? I have no friends on the Russian Press. Even if I had, I

should never manage to advertise myself. My Press notices abroad

are curious: some find fault, others flatter; but all testify to

the fact that Germans know very little about Russian music. There

are exceptions, of course. In Cologne and in other towns I came

across people who took great interest in Russian music and were

well acquainted with it. In most instances Borodin’s E flat

Symphony is well known. Borodin seems to be a special favourite in

Germany (although they only care for this symphony). Many people

ask for information about you. They know you are still very young,

but are amazed when I tell them you were only fifteen when you

wrote your Symphony in E flat, which has become very well known

since its performance at the festival. Klindworth intends to

produce a Russian work at his concert in Berlin. I recommended him

Rimsky-Korsakov’s _Caprice Espagnol_ and your _Stenka Razin_.”

_To P. Jurgenson._

“LEIPZIG, _February_ 17_th_ (_March_ 1_st_), 1889.

“Klindworth says that I am an ‘excellent conductor.’ First-rate,

isn’t it?

“Klindworth is prepared to appear next season at our concerts for

anything we like to offer. He will give a Wagner programme.

Dvořák promises to conduct a whole concert; but he cannot travel

alone, and brings his wife, so he asks a higher fee. Never mind. In

the spring it would be well to get out an advertisement with such

names as Massenet, Dvořák, Klindworth. I shall make an attempt

to invite Brahms. That would be grand!

“When in Berlin, Artôt and dear Hugo Bock were my great comfort.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“GENEVA, _February_ 21_st_ (_March_ 5_th_), 1889.

“I am engaged to give a concert of my own compositions here. It

takes place on Saturday, March 9th. The orchestra is very small,

only third-rate. Had I known, I never would have come, but the

theatrical Director (he is no musician) probably believes that the

quality and number of an orchestra are of no importance to a

wandering musician. How I shall get through with this small

provincial band, I really do not know. However, I must confess that

they showed great zeal at yesterday’s rehearsal....”

After all, this concert was a success. The room was crowded, and the

Russian colony presented Tchaikovsky with a gilt laurel-wreath.

On February 27th (March 11th) Tchaikovsky arrived in Hamburg. Brahms

was at his hotel, occupying the room next his own. Peter Ilich felt

greatly flattered on learning that the famous German composer was

staying a day longer on purpose to hear the rehearsal of his Fifth

Symphony. Tchaikovsky was very well received by the orchestra. Brahms

remained in the room until the end of the rehearsal. Afterwards, at

luncheon, he gave his opinion of the work “very frankly and simply.” It

had pleased him on the whole, with the exception of the Finale. Not

unnaturally, the composer of this movement felt “deeply hurt” for the

moment; but happily the injury was not incurable, as we shall see.

Tchaikovsky took this opportunity to invite Brahms to conduct one of the

Symphony Concerts in Moscow, but the latter declined. Nevertheless

Tchaikovsky’s personal liking for the composer of the _German Requiem_

was increased, although his opinion of his compositions was not changed.

Tchaikovsky played no part in the conflict between Brahms and Wagner,

which divided all musical Germany into two hostile camps. Brahms’s

personality as man and artist, his purity and loftiness of aim, and his

earnestness of purpose won his sympathy. Wagner’s personality and

tendencies were antipathetic to him; but while the inspired music of the

latter found an echo in his heart, the works of Brahms left him cold.

At the second rehearsal all went “excellently,” and at the third

Tchaikovsky observed that the Symphony pleased the musicians. At the

public rehearsal “there was real enthusiasm,” and although the

demonstration at the concert on March 3rd (15th) was less noisy, the

success of the Symphony was no less assured.

The pleasant impressions of the evening were slightly marred by the

absence--on account of illness--of Ave-Lallemant, to whom the Symphony

is dedicated.

_To V. Davidov._

“HANOVER _March_ 5_th_ (17_th_), 1889.

“ ... The concert at Hamburg has taken place, and I may

congratulate myself on a great success. The Fifth Symphony was

magnificently played, and I like it far better now, after having

held a bad opinion of it for some time. Unfortunately the Russian

Press continues to ignore me. With the exception of my nearest and

dearest, no one will ever hear of my successes. In the daily papers

here one reads long telegrams about the Wagner performances in

Russia. Certainly I am not a second Wagner, but it would be

desirable for Russia to learn how I have been received in Germany.”

_To M. Tchaikovsky._

“ ... Success is very pleasant at the time, but when there is

neither rehearsal nor concert, I immediately relapse into my usual

state of depression and boredom. Only one concert remains, the one

in London, but not for another month. How on earth shall I kill

time till then? Possibly I may go straight to Paris. Rushing about

there ought to drive away _ennui_. How one wastes time!”

The three days’ visit to Hanover only differed from Tchaikovsky’s

sojourn in other towns in that he missed the only thing that could help

him to conquer his chronic home-sickness--concerts and rehearsals.

“Curious fact,” he remarks in his diary, “I seek solitude, and suffer

when I have found it.” In this state of fluctuation between _bad_ and

_worse_ Tchaikovsky had spent his time since he left Russia; but the

_worst_ was reserved for Hanover, where he experienced “extreme

loneliness.”

On March 8th (20th) he arrived in Paris, and remained there until the

30th (April 11th).

As his present visit to the French capital was not undertaken in a

public capacity, it was neither so brilliant, nor so fatiguing, as that

of the previous year. At the same time he came in contact with many

people and received a number of invitations. On March 19th (31st) he was

present at one of Colonne’s concerts, when three numbers from his Third

Suite were played.

During this holiday in Paris Tchaikovsky had only two aims in view: to

secure Massenet for one of the Moscow Symphony Concerts and to use his

influence in favour of Sapellnikov, whose gifts as a pianist he valued

very highly.

_To P. Jurgenson._

“_March_ 21_st_ (_April_ 2_nd_), 1889.

“I have seen Massenet several times; he is very much flattered and

prepared to come. The spring will suit him best. I have engaged

Paderewski, who has had a colossal success in Paris. He is not

inferior to D’Albert, and one of the very first pianists of the

day.

“The Third Suite had a splendid success at Colonne’s concert.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“PARIS, _April_ 7_th_ (19_th_), 1889.

“MODI,--Vassia[137] played to Colonne yesterday evening. After the

Chopin Polonaise Colonne was astonished, and said he would engage

him next year and do ‘_les choses en grand_.’ ... Vassia has made a

_furore_.”

_To V. Davidov._

“LONDON, 1889.

“ ... The evening before I left Paris I went to Madame Viardot’s. I

heard an opera which she composed twenty years ago to a libretto by

Tourgeniev.[138] The singers were her two daughters and her pupils,

among whom was a Russian, who danced a national dance to the

delight of all the spectators. I have seen the celebrated Eiffel

Tower quite near. It is very fine.... I very much enjoyed hearing

the finest of Berlioz’s works, _La Damnation de Faust_. I am very

fond of this masterpiece, and wish you knew it. Lalo’s opera, _Le

Roi d’Ys_, also pleased me very much. It has been decided that I

shall compose an opera to a French book, _La Courtisane_.[139] I

have made acquaintance with a number of the younger French

composers;[140] they are all the most rabid Wagnerites. But

Wagnerism sits so badly on the French! With them it takes the form

of a childishness which they pursue in order to appear earnest.”

_To the same._

“LONDON, _March_ 30_th_ (_April_ 11_th_), 1889.

“ ... Before all else, let me inform you that I have made

acquaintance with London fog. Last year I enjoyed the fog daily,

but I never dreamt of anything like the one we had to-day. When I

went to rehearsal this morning it was rather foggy, as it often is

in Petersburg. But when at midday I left St. James’s Hall with

Sapellnikov and went into the street, it was actually night--as

dark as a moonless, autumn night at home. It made a great

impression upon us both. I felt as though I were sitting in a

subterranean dungeon. Now at 4 p.m. it is rather lighter, but still

gloomy. It is extraordinary that this should happen half-way

through April. Even the Londoners are astonished and annoyed.

“Ah, Bob, how glad I shall be to get back to Frolovskoe! I think I

shall never leave it again.

“The rehearsal went off very well to-day; the orchestra here is

very fine. Sapellnikov has not played yet. To-morrow he will

certainly make a sensation among the musicians....”

At the London Philharmonic Tchaikovsky conducted his first Pianoforte

Concerto (with Sapellnikov as soloist) and the Suite No. 1. Both works

had a brilliant success. This was evident from the opinions of the

Press, although the lion’s share of praise fell to the lot of

Sapellnikov. _The Musical Times_ regretted that one of Tchaikovsky’s

symphonies had not been given instead of the Suite, and considered this

work was not sufficiently characteristic to give a just idea of the

composer’s talent.

* * * * *

Tchaikovsky left London very early on the morning of March 31st (April

12th), and arrived at Marseilles on the following day, where he embarked

for Batoum by the Messageries Maritimes.

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“CONSTANTINOPLE, _April_ 8_th_ (20_th_), 1889.

“ ... We left Marseilles a week ago. The ship is a good one, the

food excellent. It was sometimes very rough. Between Syra and

Smyrna there was quite a storm, to which I cannot look back without

horror. Both these places pleased me very much. I got to know two

Russians on board: a lad of fourteen, Volodya Sklifassovsky (son of

the celebrated surgeon), and Hermanovich, a student at the Moscow

University, who was travelling with him. Both were charming beings,

with whom I made fast friends. They were going to Odessa--I to

Batoum. We spent the whole of the evening together in the town, but

slept on board. I shall miss them very much....”

* * * * *

When Tchaikovsky parted from his new friends he returned to his

cabin and “cried bitterly,” as though he had some premonition that

he should never again see this lovable and highly gifted boy on

earth. Volodya Sklifassovsky died in January, 1890.

_To N. F. von Meck._

“TIFLIS, _April_ 20_th_ (_May_ 2_nd_), 1889.

“ ... A glorious land, the Caucasus! How indescribably beautiful is

the valley of the Rion, for instance, with its rich vegetation,

through which runs the railway from Batoum to this place! Imagine,

my dear, a wide valley, shut in on either side by rocks and

mountains of fantastic form, in which flourish rhododendrons and

other spring flowers, besides an abundance of trees, putting forth

their fresh green foliage; and, added to this, the noisy, winding,

brimming waters of the Rion.... In Tiflis, too, it is wonderful

just now; all the fruit trees are in blossom. The weather is so

clear that all the distant snow-peaks are visible, and the air is

full of the feeling of spring, fragrant and life-giving. After the

London fog it seems so beautiful, I can find no words to express

it....”

By May 7th (19th) Tchaikovsky was back in Moscow. The following letter

throws some light on the musical life of that town.

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

“MOSCOW, _May_ 12_th_ (24_th_), 1889.

“ ... All were glad to see me again. Since my return I have

attended the committee meetings of the Musical Society every day.

There is a great accumulation of business. A _coup d’état_ has

taken place in the Conservatoire. Taneiev has resigned the

direction, and Safonov is prepared to take his place, on condition

that Karl Albrecht gives up the post of inspector. I backed Karl

persistently and energetically, and finally declared that I would

retire from the Board of Direction if he were allowed to leave

without any decoration for long service....”

* * * * *

From Moscow Tchaikovsky went to Petersburg for a few days,

returning to Frolovskoe, where he remained for the next four

months.

* * * * *

The summer of 1889 passed in peaceful monotony. Tchaikovsky was

engaged in composing and orchestrating his ballet, _The Sleeping

Beauty_.... The little parties he occasionally gave--when

Jurgenson, Mme. A. Hubert, and Siloti were his usual guests--were

the sole “events” of this period of his life. But no account of

this summer--uneventful as it was--would be complete without some

mention of Legoshin’s[141] daughter, a child of three. Tchaikovsky

was altogether fascinated by her prettiness, her clear, bell-like

voice, her charming ways, and clever little head. He would spend

hours romping with the child, listening to her chatter, and even

acting as nursemaid.

At this time Tchaikovsky’s correspondence had not decreased, but

many of his business letters are not forthcoming, and those of a

more private nature which date from this summer are for the most

part short and uninteresting.

_To Edward Napravnik._

“KLIN, _July_ 9_th_ (21_st_), 1889.

“ ... You have not forgotten your promise to conduct one of the

concerts of the Moscow Musical Society, dear friend?...

“Now for the programme. It rests entirely with you both as regards

the choice of music and of the soloists.... We beg you to lay aside

your modesty, and to include at least two important works of your

own. I implore you _most emphatically_ not to do any of my

compositions. As I am arranging this concert, it would be most

unseemly were the conductor I engaged to perform any work of mine.

I would not on any account have it suspected that I was looking

after my own interests. But people would be sure to put this

interpretation upon the matter, if the conductor invited for the

occasion were to include any of my music in the programme. I think

Dvořák will only bring forward his own works, so I will

ask you as a Russo-Bohemian to give us something of Smetana’s,

_Vishergrad_, or _Moldava_....”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“FROLOVSKOE, _July_ 25_th_ (_August_ 6_th_), 1889.

“ ... My ballet will be published in November or December. Siloti

is making the pianoforte arrangement. I think, dear friend, that it

will be one of my best works. The subject is so poetical, so

grateful for musical setting, that I have worked at it with all

that enthusiasm and goodwill upon which the value of a composition

so much depends. The instrumentation gives me far more trouble than

it used to do; consequently the work goes slowly, but perhaps all

the better. Many of my earlier compositions show traces of hurry

and lack of due reflection.”

VI

1889-1890

At the close of September, 1889, Tchaikovsky went to Moscow, where very

complicated business in connection with the Russian Musical Society

awaited his attention. For each symphony concert during the forthcoming

season a different conductor was to be engaged.[142] Besides this, he

had to superintend the rehearsals for _Eugene Oniegin_. This opera was

to be newly and sumptuously remounted on September 18th (30th), when the

composer had undertaken to conduct his own work.

From Moscow Tchaikovsky went to Petersburg for a few days, to attend a

meeting of the committee appointed to arrange the Jubilee Festival for

Anton Rubinstein. Tchaikovsky had undertaken to compose two works for

this occasion.

While he was in Petersburg, Alexis prepared the new quarters in Moscow,

which he had taken for the whole winter.

The lack of society in the evening, and the heavy duties which awaited

him in connection with the Musical Society, were Tchaikovsky’s sole

reasons for wintering in Moscow rather than in the neighbourhood of

Klin.

During the summer the idea of trying town life once more seemed to

attract him, and he spoke with enthusiasm of his new apartment, and took

the greatest interest in getting it ready; but, as the day of departure

drew near, he felt less and less inclined to leave his country home.

Two circumstances contributed to make the first days after his arrival

in Moscow depressing: first, he greatly missed the society of Laroche,

who had gone to live in Petersburg; and, secondly, his friend, the

‘cellist Fitzenhagen, was on his death-bed.

His winter quarters were small, but comfortable. The work to which he

looked forward with most apprehension was the direction of the two

festival concerts for Rubinstein’s jubilee. For two and a half years he

had been conducting his own compositions, but had comparatively little

experience of other music. Therefore these long and heavy programmes,

including as they did several of Rubinstein’s own works, filled him with

anxious foreboding.

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MOSCOW, _October_ 12_th_ (24_th_), 1889.

“I am very glad you are at home, and I envy you. By nature I

incline _very_, _very_ much to the kind of life you lead. I long to

live completely away from society, as you do, but during recent

years circumstances have made it impossible for me to live as I

please. I consider it my duty, while I have strength for it, to

fight against my destiny and not to desert my fellow-creatures so

long as they have need of me....

“But, good God, what I have to get through this winter! It

frightens me to think of all that lies before me, here and in

Petersburg. Directly the season is over I shall go to Italy for a

rest. I have not been there since 1882.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“_October_ 16_th_ (28_th_), 1889.

“Just think: I have heard from Tchekov.[143] He wants to dedicate

his new stories to me. I have been to thank him. I am very proud

and pleased.”

Tchaikovsky first became acquainted with Tchekov’s works in 1887. His

enthusiasm was such that he felt impelled to write to the author,

expressing his delight at having come across a talent so fresh and

original. His first personal acquaintance with his literary favourite

probably dated from the autumn of the same year. At any rate, they had

known each other previous to 1889.

_To the Grand Duke Constantine Constantinovich._[144]

“MOSCOW, _October_ 29_th_ (_November_ 10_th_), 1889.

“YOUR IMPERIAL HIGHNESS,--I feel a certain pride in knowing that

your admirable poem is partly the outcome of my letter to you last

year. I cannot think why you should fancy that the idea of your

poem does not please me. On the contrary, I like it very much. I

cannot say that I have sufficient love and forbearance in my own

nature always to love ‘the hand that chastises.’ Very often I want

to parry the blows, and play the rebellious child in my turn.

Nevertheless, I cannot but incline before the strength of mind and

lofty views of such rare natures as Spinoza, or Tolstoi, who make

no distinction between good and bad men, and take the same attitude

towards every manifestation of human wickedness that you have

expressed in your poem. I have never read Spinoza, so I speak of

him from hearsay; but as regards Tolstoi, I have read and re-read

him, and consider him the greatest writer in the world, past or

present. His writings awake in me--apart from any powerful artistic

impression--a peculiar emotion. I do not feel so deeply touched

when he describes anything really emotional, such as death,

suffering, separation, etc., so much as by the most ordinary,

prosaic events. For instance, I remember that when reading the

chapter in which Dolokhov plays cards with Rastov and wins, I burst

into tears. Why should a scene in which two characters are acting

in an unworthy manner affect me in this degree? The reason is

simple enough. Tolstoi surveys the people he describes from such a

height that they seem to him poor, insignificant pigmies who, in

their blindness, injure each other in an aimless, purposeless

way--and he pities them. Tolstoi has no malice; he loves and pities

all his characters equally, and all their actions are the result of

their own limitations and naïve egotism, their helplessness and

insignificance. Therefore he never punishes his heroes for their

ill-doings, as Dickens does (who is a great favourite of mine),

because he never depicts anyone as absolutely bad, only blind

people, as it were. His humanity is far above the sentimental

humanity of Dickens; it almost attains to that view of human

wickedness which is expressed in the words of Christ: ‘they know

not what they do.’

“Is not your Highness’s poem an echo of this lofty feeling of

humanity which so dominates me, and how can I therefore fail to

admire the fundamental idea of your verses?

“The news that the Emperor has deigned to inquire after me gives me

great pleasure. How am I to understand the Emperor’s question about

little pieces? If it is an indirect incitement to compose something

in this style, I will take the first opportunity of doing so. I

should immensely like to compose a great symphony, which should be,

as it were, the crown of my creative work, and dedicate it to the

Tsar. I have long since had a vague plan of such a work in my mind,

but many favourable circumstances must combine before I can realise

my idea. I hope I shall not die before I have carried out this

project. At present I am entirely absorbed in the concerts here and

the preparations for Rubinstein’s jubilee.”

In the same year in which my brother began to study with Zaremba, in

1861 (or perhaps the previous year--I cannot remember for certain), he

took Anatol and myself to an amateur performance in aid of some charity,

given in the house of Prince Bieloselsky. Anton Rubinstein, already at

the height of his fame, was among the audience. Peter Ilich pointed him

out to me for the first time, and I still remember the excitement,

rapture and reverence with which the future pupil gazed on his future

teacher. He entirely forgot the play, while his eyes followed his

“divinity,” with the rapt gaze of a lover for the unattainable beauty of

his fancy. During the intervals he stood as near to him as possible,

strove to catch the sound of his voice, and envied the fortunate mortals

who ventured to shake hands with him.

This feeling (I might say “infatuation” had it not been based upon a

full appreciation of Rubinstein’s value as a man and artist) practically

lasted to the end of Tchaikovsky’s life. Externally he was always “in

love” with Rubinstein, although--as is always the case in love

affairs--there were periods of coolness, jealousy, and irritation, which

invariably gave place in turn to a fresh access of that sentiment which

set me wondering in Prince Bieloselsky’s reception-room. In Rubinstein’s

presence Tchaikovsky became quite diffident, lost his head, and seemed

to regard him as a superior being. When at a supper, given during the

pianist’s jubilee, someone, in an indelicate and unseemly way, requested

Rubinstein and Tchaikovsky to drink to each other “as brothers,” the

latter was not only confused and indignant, but, in his reply to the

toast, protested warmly, saying that his tongue would never consent to

address the great artist in the second person singular--it would be

entirely against the spirit of their relations. He would be happy if

Rubinstein addressed him by the familiar “thou,” but for his own part,

the more ceremonious form better expressed a sense of reverence from the

pupil to his teacher, from the man to the embodiment of his ideal.

These were no empty words. Rubinstein had been the first to give the

novice in his art an example of the untiring devotion and disinterested

spirit which animates the life of the true artist. In this sense

Tchaikovsky was far more the pupil of Rubinstein than in questions of

orchestration and composition. With his innate gifts and thirst for

knowledge, any other teacher could have given him the same instruction.

It was in his character as an energetic, irreproachably clean-minded and

inspired artist, as a man who never compromised with his conscience, who

had all his life detested every kind of humbug and the successes of

vulgarity, as an indefatigable worker, that Rubinstein left really deep

traces upon Tchaikovsky’s artistic career. The latter, writing to the

well-known German journalist, Eugen Zabel, said: “Rubinstein’s

personality shines before me like a clear, guiding star.”

But there were times when clouds obscured this “guiding star.” While

recognising Rubinstein’s great gifts as a composer, and valuing some of

his works very highly--such as the “Ocean Symphony,” _The Tower of

Babel_, the Pianoforte Concerto, _Ivan the Terrible_, the violoncello

sonatas, and many of the pieces for pianoforte--Tchaikovsky grew angry

and impatient over the vast majority of the virtuoso’s mediocre and

empty creations. He frequently expressed himself so sarcastically on

this subject that I have cut out certain passages in his letters, lest

they might give the reader a false impression of his attitude towards

Rubinstein. But he soon forgot and forgave these momentary eclipses of

“his star,” and always returned to his old spirit of veneration.

The deepest, keenest, and most painful aspect of their relations--and

here artistic self-esteem doubtless played a part--was the knowledge of

Rubinstein’s antipathy to him as a composer, which he never conquered to

the end of his life. The virtuoso never cared for Tchaikovsky’s music.

Many of Rubinstein’s intimate friends, and also his wife, maintained the

reverse. But in that case it was the love of Wotan for the Wälsungs.

Secretly rejoicing in the success of Tchaikovsky-Siegmund, and

sympathising in his heart with Tchaikovsky-Siegfried, Wotan-Rubinstein

never did anything to forward the performance of his works, nor held out

a helping hand.... From the earliest exercises at the Conservatoire, to

the “Pathetic Symphony,” he never praised--and seldom condemned--a

single work of Tchaikovsky’s. All of them, without exception, were

silently ignored--together with all the music which came after

Schumann--as unworthy of serious attention.

The legend of Rubinstein’s envy, which had absolutely no foundation in

fact, always annoyed Tchaikovsky and aroused his wrath. Even if it might

be to a certain extent true as regards the eighties, when my brother was

recognised and famous, it could not apply to the attitude of a teacher

towards a pupil who--although undoubtedly gifted--had a doubtful future

before him. To the composer of the “Ocean Symphony” Tchaikovsky’s

earliest essays in composition were as antipathetic as _Eugene Oniegin_

and the Fifth Symphony. Envy can only exist between two equally matched

rivals, and could not have influenced a giant--as Rubinstein was in the

sixties--in his relations with anyone so insignificant as the

Tchaikovsky of those days.

The feeling was simply the same which Tchaikovsky himself cherished for

the works of Chopin and Brahms; a sentiment of instinctive and

unconquerable antipathy. Rubinstein felt like this, not only towards

Tchaikovsky’s music, but to all musical works which came after Chopin

and Schumann.

In any case, however much Tchaikovsky may have been wounded by

Rubinstein’s indifference, he remained loyal to his enthusiasm for his

former teacher. When the Duke of Mecklenburg-Strelitz requested him to

take part in organising the celebration of Rubinstein’s jubilee, he

expressed himself willing to put himself at the disposal of the

committee. It was decided that he should conduct the jubilee concerts

and compose a chorus _a capella_ to words by Polonsky. The chorus was to

be sung at the festival given in the hall of the Nobles’ Club, November

18th (30th), 1889. In addition he undertook to contribute something to

the album which Rubinstein’s former pupils at the Petersburg

Conservatoire were going to present him on the same occasion.

The second half of his task was easily fulfilled. In a few days both

compositions--the chorus and an Impromptu for pianoforte--were ready.

The conducting of the concerts was another matter. The labour it

involved, and the difficulties in connection with it, made real demands

upon Tchaikovsky’s devotion for his old teacher.

The programme of the first concert consisted entirely of symphonic

works, including the Konzertstück (op. 113), with Rubinstein himself at

the piano, and the Symphony No. 5 (op. 107). At the second concert,

besides the dances from _Feramors_ and the _Roussalka_ songs, the chief

item was the Biblical opera, _The Tower of Babel_.

This programme would have made very heavy demands upon the most

experienced conductor; it was a still heavier task for one who--only a

month previously--had conducted for the first time any works other than

his own.

“There were moments,” he wrote to Nadejda von Meck, “when I experienced

such a complete loss of strength that I feared for my life. The working

up of _The Tower of Babel_, with its chorus of seven hundred voices,

gave me the most trouble. On the evening of November 10th (22nd), just

before the oratorio began, I had an attack of nerves, which they feared

might prevent my returning to the conductor’s desk. But--perhaps thanks

to this crisis--I pulled myself together in time, and all went well to

the end. You will learn all details about the festival from the

newspapers. I will only add that from the 1st to the 19th of November I

endured martyrdom, and I am still marvelling how I lived through it

all.”

* * * * *

To the period between the end of October, 1889, to the middle of

January, 1890, belong but twelve letters, only two of which have any

biographical interest. The rest are merely short notes of no importance.

Such a decrease in Tchaikovsky’s correspondence is a symptom of the

highly nervous and distracted phase which he was now passing through.

For a long time past letter-writing had ceased to be a pleasant duty;

still, it remained a _duty_, which he could only neglect under special

circumstances, such as overwhelmed him at the commencement of this

season.

He had scarcely got over the jubilee concerts, when he had to return to

Moscow to conduct Beethoven’s Ninth Symphony at an extra Symphony

Concert, given in aid of the fund for the widows and orphans of

musicians.

Only two published notices of this concert are in existence at Klin.

Both emanate from staunch admirers of Tchaikovsky: Kashkin and Konius,

who, in spite of all their justice, probably show some partisanship in

their praise.

On the same occasion Brandoukov played Tchaikovsky’s Pezzo Capriccioso

for violoncello with great success.

It was unfortunate that after all this strain and anxiety the composer

was not able to return to his country retreat, where the peaceful

solitude invariably restored him to health and strength. In spite of all

precautions, he was overrun with visitors; and his Moscow quarters were

so small that he sighed perpetually for his roomy home at Frolovskoe.

Added to which, Alexis Safronov’s wife was dying of consumption. We know

Tchaikovsky’s attitude to those who served him. He never regarded them

as subordinates, mere machines for carrying out his wishes, but rather

as friends, in whose joys and sorrows he felt the keenest sympathy. The

illness of his servant’s young wife caused him great sorrow; the more so

that he saw no way of saving her life. The knowledge that he was of no

use, but rather a hindrance to the care of the invalid--for Alexis was

the poor soul’s only nurse--made Tchaikovsky anxious to save his man all

the personal services with which he could possibly dispense. For this

reason he cut short his stay in Moscow and returned to Petersburg at the

end of November, where his ballet, _The Sleeping Beauty_, was already in

rehearsal.

_To N. F. von Meck._

“PETERSBURG, _December_ 17_th_ (29_th_), 1889.

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