PART VI

I

Strong and energetic, fearing neither conflict nor effort, the

Tchaikovsky who entered upon this new phase of life in no way resembled

the man we knew in 1878.

The duties connected with his public career no longer dismayed him; on

the contrary, they proved rather attractive, now he had strength to cope

with them. At the same time interests stirred within him such as could

not have been satisfied in his former restricted existence. Thanks to

the enormous success of _Eugene Oniegin_, his fame had now reached every

class in educated Russia, and he was compelled to accept a certain rôle

which--at least, in these first days of success--was not unpleasant to

him. He was glad to pay attentions to others, to help everyone who came

his way, because by this means he could show his gratitude to the public

for the enthusiastic reception accorded to his work. He was no longer a

misanthropist, rather he sought those to whom he was dear, not only as a

man, but as a personage. Amongst these, his old and faithful friends in

Moscow took the first place. These intimacies were now renewed, and

every fresh meeting with Laroche, Kashkin, Jurgenson, Albrecht, Hubert,

and Taneiev gave him the keenest delight. Although death had separated

him from Nicholas Rubinstein, he showed his devotion to the memory of

his friend by taking the deepest interest in his orphaned children.

In February, 1885, Tchaikovsky was unanimously elected Director of the

Moscow branch of the Russian Musical Society.

As the most popular musician in Russia, he no longer avoided intercourse

with his fellow-workers. He was ready with advice, assistance and

direction, and regarded it as a duty to answer every question addressed

to him. His correspondence with his “colleagues” would fill a book in

itself.

He received letters not only from professional musicians, but from

amateurs, male and female, students, enthusiastic girls, officers, and

even occasionally from priests. To all these letters he replied with

astonishing conscientiousness and strove, in so far as he could, to

fulfil all their requests, which often led to touching, or sometimes

grotesque, expressions of gratitude from the recipients of his favours.

As a composer Tchaikovsky no longer stood aloof, leaving the fate of his

compositions to chance; nor did he regard it as _infra dig._ to make

them known through the medium of influential people. After a

convalescence which had lasted seven years, Tchaikovsky returned to all

these activities with vigour and enjoyment, although after a time his

courage flagged, and all his strength of will had to be requisitioned to

enable him “to keep up this sort of existence.” Enthusiasm waned, and

there succeeded--in his own words--“a life-weariness, and at times an

insane depression; something hopeless, despairing, and final--and (as in

every Finale) a sense of triviality.”

The new conditions of his life are reflected in his constantly

increasing circle of acquaintances. In every town he visited he made new

friends, who were drawn to him with whole-hearted affection. With many

of them he entered into brisk correspondence. In some cases this was

continued until his death; in other instances the exchange of letters

ceased after a year or two, to make way for a fresh correspondence.

The most important and interesting of Tchaikovsky’s correspondents

during this time are: Julie Spajinsky, wife of the well-known dramatist

(1885-1891); Emilie Pavlovskaya, the famous singer, with whom

Tchaikovsky became acquainted during the rehearsal for _Mazeppa_ in

1884, and continued to correspond until 1888; the Grand Duke Constantine

Constantinovich; the composer Ippolitov-Ivanov and his wife, the

well-known singer, Zaroudna; Vladimir Napravnik, son of the conductor;

the pianists Sapellnikov and Siloti. With Glazounov, Désirée Artôt,

Brodsky, Hubert, his cousin Anna Merkling, and many others, there was an

occasional exchange of letters.

The greater part of these communications, notwithstanding the intimate

style and frankness of the writer’s nature, bear signs of effort, and

give the impression of having been written for duty’s sake. Taken as a

whole, they are not so important, or so interesting, as the letters to

Nadejda von Meck, and to Tchaikovsky’s own family, belonging to the

Moscow period.

The same may be said of the majority of new acquaintances made during

the later years of his life, of which no epistolary record remains.

These were so numerous that it would be impossible to speak of them

individually. They included such personalities as Liadov, Altani, Grieg,

Sophie Menter, Emil Sauer, Louis Diemer, Colonne, Carl Halir. Besides

these, he was in touch with a vast number of people belonging to the

most varied strata of social life. Among them was Legoshin, valet to his

friend Kondratiev. Tchaikovsky got to know this man by the death-bed of

his master, and valued his purity of heart and integrity more and more

as years went by. Another unprofessional friend was the celebrated

Russian general, Dragomirov. While travelling to France by sea, he made

the acquaintance of an extraordinarily gifted boy, the son of Professor

Sklifasskovsy. The friendship was brief as it was touching, for the

youth died a year later. Tchaikovsky was deeply affected by his loss,

and dedicated to his memory the _Chant Elégiaque_, op. 72.

All these new friendships served to surround the composer with that

atmosphere of affection and appreciation which was as indispensable to

him as his daily bread. But none of them were as deep and lasting as the

ties of old days, none so close and intimate; nor did they contribute

any new element to his inner life....

One word as to the dearest of all his later affections. His sister, A.

Davidov, had three sons. The second of these, Vladimir, had always been

Tchaikovsky’s favourite from childhood. Up to the age of eighteen,

however, these pleasant relations between uncle and nephew had not

assumed any deep significance. But as Vladimir Davidov grew up,

Tchaikovsky gradually felt for him a sentiment which can only be

compared to his love for the twins, Toly and Modi, in their youth. The

difference of age was no hindrance to their relations. Tchaikovsky

preferred the companionship of his nephew; was always grieved to part

with him; confided to him his inmost thoughts, and finally made him his

heir, commending to this young man all those whom he still desired to

assist and cherish, even after his death.

II

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MOSCOW, _January_ 1_st_ (13_th_), 1885.

“It is so long since I wrote, dear friend! Two events have

interrupted my correspondence with you: on Christmas Eve I received

a telegram announcing the death of Kotek. Not only was I much upset

by this intelligence, but the sad duty of breaking the news to his

parents devolved upon me.... I have also had to make the difficult

corrections in my new Suite myself. Hans von Bülow is shortly to

conduct in Petersburg, and all must be ready four or five days

hence. While I was away nothing was done here. I was furious, rated

Jurgenson and the engravers, and worked till I was worn out;

therefore I have had no time to lament for poor Kotek.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MOSCOW, _January_ 5_th_ (17_th_), 1885.

“All my thoughts are now directed towards taking up my abode in

some village near Moscow. I am no longer satisfied with a nomadic

existence, and am determined to have a _home of my own_ somewhere.

As I am sure I am not in a position to buy a country house, I have

decided to rent one.”

The first performance of the Third Suite, which took place at a symphony

concert in Petersburg, on January 12th (24th), 1885, under Von Bülow’s

direction, was a veritable triumph for Tchaikovsky. Never before had any

of his works been received with such unanimous enthusiasm. Doubtless

this was partly owing to the accessible and attractive character of the

music, but far more to the admirable way in which it was interpreted.

Hans von Bülow was a great pianist, yet in this sphere he had rivals who

almost overshadowed his fame. As a conductor, however, he ranked, after

Richard Wagner, as the first man of his day. In spite of his years he

was as enthusiastic as a youth, highly strung, receptive, and a fine

all-round musician. He knew how to bring out every detail in a work, and

thus infused his own virtuoso-inspiration into each individual player.

Under him--in spite of his mannerisms and ungraceful movements--the

orchestra performed wonders, and threw new light upon the most hackneyed

works (such as the overture to _Freischütz_), holding the attention of

the audience from the opening phrase to the last chord.

Quick, restless, and continually under the influence of some

inspiration, he was as extreme and pitiless in his dislikes as he was

sentimental and enthusiastic in his sympathies. He could not merely like

or dislike. He hated or adored.

After having been in turn a passionate partisan of the classical

masters, of Wagner and of Brahms, he became in the seventies a great

admirer of Russian music, and was devoted to Tchaikovsky’s works. His

devotion was then at its zenith, consequently he put into his

interpretation of the Third Suite not merely his accustomed experience,

but all the fire of his passing enthusiasm. I say “passing,” because

some ten years later this enthusiasm had somewhat cooled, and he had

begun to rave over the works of Richard Strauss, who at that time had

scarcely entered upon his career as a composer.

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MOSCOW, _January_ 18_th_ (30_th_), 1885.

“DEAR, KIND FRIEND,--Forgive me my indolence, and for so seldom

writing. To-day I returned from Petersburg, where I spent a week of

feverish excitement. The first few days were taken up by the

rehearsals for the concert at which my new Suite was to be

performed. I had a secret presentiment that it would please the

public. I experienced both pleasure and fear. But the reality far

surpassed my expectations. I have never had such a triumph; I could

see that the greater part of the audience was touched and grateful.

Such moments are the best in an artist’s life.... On the 15th

(27th) _Oniegin_ was performed in the presence of the Emperor and

Empress, and other members of the Tsar’s family. The Emperor

desired to see me. We had a long and friendly conversation, in the

course of which he asked all about my life and musical work, and

then took me to the Empress, who paid me the most touching

attention. The following evening I returned to Moscow.”

On January 16th (28th), the new Suite was given in Moscow, under

Erdmannsdörfer. It met with considerable success, but not with such

appreciation as in Petersburg. Erdmannsdörfer’s interpretation was fine,

but lacked the inspiration by means of which Hans von Bülow had

electrified his audience. At this time Tchaikovsky was in search of an

operatic subject. Just then, says his brother Modeste, “I was in Moscow,

and remarked one day that certain scenes from Shpajinsky’s play, _The

Enchantress_, would make an effective opera without using the whole

drama as a libretto.” The following day Tchaikovsky wrote to the author,

asking permission to use the play for musical setting. Shpajinsky

replied that he would be pleased to co-operate with the composer.

When the time came for Tchaikovsky to find a residence in his native

land, or to go abroad according to his usual custom, he was seized with

an inexplicable fear of the journey, and sent his servant Alexis to take

a furnished house, in the village of Maidanovo, near Klin. “The house,”

he wrote to Nadejda von Meck, “contains many beautifully furnished

rooms, and has a fine view. Apparently it is a pleasant place to live

in, but the number of rooms gives me some anxiety, because they must be

heated in winter.” Finally he decided to take it for a year, and should

it prove beyond his means, to look out for something more suitable in

the meanwhile.

The village of Maidanovo lies close to the town of Klin. The manor house

stands upon a high bank, overlooking the river Sestra, and is surrounded

by a large park. Once it belonged to an aristocratic Russian family, but

had gradually fallen into decay. Nevertheless, it bore many traces of

its former splendour: the remains of a rosary in front of the façade,

arbours, lakes, little bridges, rare trees, an orangery and a marble

vase, placed in a shady spot in the park. In 1885 this property was

already spoilt by the numerous country houses built by rich owners in

the immediate neighbourhood. But Tchaikovsky was so enamoured of the

scenery of Great Russia that he was quite satisfied with a birch or

pine wood, a marshy field, the dome of a village church and, in the far

distance, the dark line of some great forest. The chief motive, however,

for his choice of this neighbourhood, where he lived to the end of his

days, was not so much the charm of scenery as its situation between the

two capitals. Klin lies near Moscow, and is also easily accessible from

Petersburg, so that Tchaikovsky was within convenient distance from

either city; while at the same time he was beyond the reach of

accidental visitors, who now frequently molested him.

The first glimpse of Maidanovo disappointed Tchaikovsky. All that seemed

splendid and luxurious to his man Alexis appeared in his eyes tasteless

and incongruous. Nevertheless, he felt it would be pleasant as a

temporary residence. The view from the windows, the quiet and sense of

being _at home_, delighted him. The cook was good and inexpensive. The

only other servants he employed were a moujik and a washerwoman. “In

spite of my disappointment,” he writes to his brother, “I am contented,

cheerful, and quiet.... I am now receiving the newspapers, which makes

life pleasanter. I read a great deal, and am getting on with English,

which I enjoy. I eat, walk, and sleep when--and as much as--I please--in

fact I live.”

III

_To E. Pavlovskaya._

“MAIDANOVO, _February_ 20_th_ (March 4_th_), 1888.

“DEAR EMILIE KARLOVNA,--I rather long for news of you. Where are

you now? I have settled down in a village. My health is not good

... in Carnival week I suffered from the most peculiar nervous

headaches.... As I felt sure my accursed and shattered nerves were

to blame, and I only wanted rest, I hurried into the country.... My

_Vakoula_ will be quite a respectable opera, you can feel sure of

that. I always see you as Oxana, and so you dwell in my company

without suspecting it. I have made every possible alteration which

could retrieve the work from its unmerited oblivion. I hope it will

be quite ready by Easter. I intend to begin a new opera in spring,

so I shall once more have an opportunity of spending all my time

with my ‘benefactress.’”[103]

In February Taneiev played the new Fantasia for pianoforte in Moscow.

Its immediate success was very great, but probably the applause was as

much for the favourite pianist as for the work itself, for neither in

Moscow nor yet in Petersburg--where Taneiev played it a year later--did

this composition take any lasting hold upon the public.

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _March_ 5_th_ (17_th_), 1885.

“DEAR FRIEND,--Your letter gave me food for reflection. You are

quite right: property is a burden, and only he who owns nothing is

quite free. But, on the other hand, one must have a _home_. If I

could live in Moscow, I should rent a house there. But it is not

sufficient to _rent_ a place in the country if one wants to feel at

home. Here in Maidanovo, for instance, I have already found it very

unpleasant to have my landlady living close by. I cannot plant the

flowers I like, nor cut down a tree that obstructs my view. I

cannot prevent people from walking in front of my windows, because

there are other houses let in the park. I think, with my reserved

character and nature, it would be better to have a little house and

garden of my own....

“The Russian solitudes of which you speak do not frighten me. One

can always take a great store of books and newspapers from town,

and, moreover, I am very simple in my tastes.

“I do not at all agree with your idea that in our country it must

always be _horrid_, _dark_, _marshy_, etc. Even as the Esquimaux,

or the Samoyede, loves his icy northern land, I love our Russian

scenery more than any other, and a Russian landscape in winter has

an incomparable charm for me. This does not hinder me in the least

from liking Switzerland or Italy, in a different way. To-day I find

it particularly difficult to agree with you about the poverty of

our Russian scenery: it is a bright, sunny day, and the snow

glistens like millions of diamonds. A wide vista lies before my

window.... No! it is beautiful here in this land of ours, and one

breathes so easily under this boundless horizon.

“It seems to me you think too gloomily, too despairingly, of

Russia. Undoubtedly there is much to be wished for here, and all

kinds of deceit and disorder do still exist. But where will you

find perfection? Can you point out any country in Europe where

everyone is perfectly contented? There was a time when I was

convinced that for the abolishment of autocracy and the

introduction of law and order, political institutions, such as

parliaments, chambers of deputies, etc., were indispensable, and

that it was only necessary to introduce these reforms with great

caution, then all would turn out well, and everyone would be quite

happy. But now, although I have not yet gone over to the camp of

the ultra-conservatives, I am very doubtful as to the actual

utility of these reforms. When I observe what goes on in other

countries, I see everywhere discontent, party conflict and hatred;

everywhere--in a greater or less degree--the same disorder and

tyranny prevails. Therefore I am driven to the conclusion that

there is no ideal government, and, until the end of the world, men

will have to endure in patience many disappointments with regard to

these things. From time to time great men--benefactors of

mankind--appear, who rule justly and care more for the common

welfare than for their own. But these are very exceptional.

Therefore I am firmly convinced that the welfare of the great

majority is not dependent upon _principles_ and _theories_, but

upon those individuals who, by the accident of their birth, or for

some other reason, stand at the head of affairs. In a word, mankind

serves man, not a personified principle. Now arises the question:

Have we a _man_ upon whom we can stake our hopes? I answer, Yes,

and this man is the Emperor. His personality fascinates me; but,

apart from personal impressions, I am inclined to think that the

Emperor is a good man. I am pleased with the caution with which he

introduces the new and does away with the old order. It pleases me,

too, that he does not seek popularity; and I take pleasure also in

his blameless life, and in the fact that he is an honourable and

good man. But perhaps my politics are only the _naïveté_ of a man

who stands aloof from everyday life and is unable to see beyond his

own profession.”

_To E. K. Pavlovskaya._

“MAIDANOVO, _March_ 14_th_ (26_th_), 1885.

“I am now arranging the revised score of _Vakoula_, orchestrating

the new numbers and correcting the old. I hope to have finished in

a few weeks. The opera will be called _Cherevichek_,[104] to

distinguish it from the numerous other _Vakoulas_: Soloviev’s and

Stchourovsky’s for instance. The authorities have promised to

produce the opera in Moscow; it will hardly be possible in

Petersburg, as they have already accepted two new operas there.

“As to _The Captain’s Daughter_,[105] if only I could find a clever

librettist, capable of carrying out such a difficult task, I would

begin the work with pleasure. Meanwhile I have made a note of _The

Enchantress_, by Shpajinsky. The latter has already started upon

the libretto. He will make many alterations and, if I am not

mistaken, it will make a splendid background for the music. You

will find it your most suitable rôle. If _Les Caprices d’Oxane_

should be produced, you will continue to play the part of my

‘benefactress,’ for you give me incredibly more than I give you.

But if, with God’s help, I achieve _The Enchantress_, I hope I may

become your benefactor in some degree. Here you shall have a fine

opportunity to display your art.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _April_ 3_rd_ (15_th_), 1885.

“MY DEAREST FRIEND,--I am once more back in Maidanovo, after a week

and a half of travelling hither and thither. I worked almost

without a break through the whole week before Palm Sunday and the

whole of Passion Week, in order to be ready for the Easter

festival. By Saturday everything was finished, and (although not

well) I arrived in Moscow in time for the early service. I did not

pass my holidays very pleasantly, and at the end of Easter Week I

went to Petersburg, where I had to see Polonsky, author of the

libretto of _Vakoula_, about the printing of the opera in its new

form. I stayed four days in Petersburg, and spent them with my

relations in the usual running about, which I found as wearisome as

it was fatiguing. On Monday I travelled to Moscow in order to

attend the reception of the Grand Duke Constantine Nicholaevich,

who was to be present at the performance of the opera at the

Conservatoire. As a member of the Musical Committee, I could not

avoid taking part in the official reception to the Grand Duke,

which I found a great bore. The performance went very well. Many

thanks for sending me the articles in the _Novoe Vremya_. I had

already seen them, and was very pleased with their warmth of tone.

I am never offended at frank criticism, for I am well aware of my

faults, but I feel very bitterly the cold and inimical note which

pervades Cui’s criticisms. It is not very long since the Russian

Press (principally the Petersburg organs) began to notice me in a

friendly spirit. Ivanov, the author of the articles in the _Novoe

Vremya_, had formerly no good opinion of me, and used to write in a

cold and hostile manner, although in Moscow I taught him theory for

three years, and did not in the least deserve his enmity, as

everyone knows. I can never forget how deeply his criticism of

_Vakoula_ wounded me ten years ago.”

_To Rimsky-Korsakov._

“MAIDANOVO, _April_ 6_th_ (18_th_), 1885.

“DEAR NICHOLAS ANDREIEVICH,--Since I saw you last I have had so

much to get through in a hurry that I could not spare time for a

thorough revision of your primer. But now and again I cast a glance

at it, and jotted down my remarks on some loose sheets. To-day,

having finished my revision of the first chapter, I wanted to send

you these notes, and read them through again. Then I hesitated:

should I send them or not? All through my criticism of your

book[106] ran a vein of irritation, a grudging spirit, even an

unintentional suspicion of hostility towards you. I was afraid the

mordant bitterness of my observations might hurt your feelings.

Whence this virulence? I cannot say. I think my old hatred of

teaching harmony crops up here; a hatred which partly springs from

a consciousness that our present theories are untenable, while at

the same time it is impossible to build up new ones; and partly

from the peculiarity of my musical temperament, which lacks the

power of imparting conscientious instruction. For ten years I

taught harmony, and during that time I loathed my classes, my

pupils, my text-book, and myself as teacher. The reading of your

book reawakened my loathing, and it was this which stirred up all

my acrimony and rancour.... Now I am going to lay a serious

question before you, which you need not answer at once, only after

due consideration and discussion with your wife.

“Dare I hope that you would accept the position of Director of the

Moscow Conservatoire should it be offered you? I can promise you

beforehand so to arrange matters that you would have sufficient

time for composing, and be spared all the drudgery with which N.

Rubinstein was overwhelmed. You would only have the supervision of

the musical affairs.

“Your upright and ideally honourable character, your distinguished

gifts, both as artist and as teacher, warrant my conviction that in

you we should find a splendid Director. I should consider myself

very fortunate could I realise this ideal.

“So far, I have not ventured to speak of it to anyone, and beg you

to keep the matter quiet for the present.

“Think it over, dear friend, and send me your answer....”[107]

_To E. K. Pavlovskaya._

“MAIDANOVA, _April_ 12_th_ (24_th_), 1885.

“MY DEAR EMILIE KARLOVNA,--Your exceedingly malicious criticism of

_The Enchantress_ not only failed to annoy me, but awoke my

gratitude, for I wanted to know your opinion. I had even thought of

asking you if you would go to see the play itself and give me your

impressions. My conception and vision of the type of Natasha

differs entirely from yours. Of course, she is a licentious woman;

but her spell does not consist merely in the fact that she can win

people with her fine speeches. This spell might suffice to draw

customers to her inn--but would it have power to change her sworn

enemy, the Prince, into a lover? Deep hidden in the soul of this

light woman lies a certain moral force and beauty which has never

had any chance of development. _This power is love._ Natasha is a

strong and womanly nature, who can only love once, and she is

capable of sacrificing all and everything to her love. So long as

her love has not yet ripened, Natasha dissipates her forces, so to

speak, in current coin; it amuses her to make everyone fall in love

with her with whom she comes in contact. She is merely a

sympathetic, attractive, undisciplined woman; she knows she is

captivating, and is quite contented. Lacking the enlightenment of

religion and culture--for she is a friendless orphan--she has but

one object in life--to live gaily. Then appears _the_ man destined

to touch the latent chords of her better nature, and she is

transfigured. Life loses all worth for her, so long as she cannot

reach her goal; her beauty, which, so far, had only possessed an

instinctive and elementary power of attraction, now becomes a

strong weapon in her hand, by which, in a single moment, she

shatters the opposing forces of the Prince--his hatred. Afterwards

they surrender themselves to the mad passion which envelops them

and leads to the inevitable catastrophe of their death; but this

death leaves in the spectator a sense of peace and reconciliation.

I speak of what is going to be in my opera; in the play everything

is quite different. Shpajinsky quite understands my requirements,

and will carry out my intentions in delineating the principal

characters. He will soften down the hardness of Natasha’s _manières

d’être_, and will give prominence to the power of her moral beauty.

_He and I_--_you_ too, later, if only you will be reconciled to

this rôle--will so arrange things that in the last act there shall

not be a dry eye in the audience. This is my own conception of this

part, and I am sure it _must_ please you, and that you will not

fail to play it splendidly. My enthusiasm for _The Enchantress_ has

not made me unfaithful to the desire, so deeply rooted in my soul,

to illustrate in music those words of Goethe’s: ‘The eternal

feminine draws us onward.’ The fact that the womanly power and

beauty of Natasha’s character remain so long hidden under a cloak

of licentiousness, only augments the dramatic interest. Why do you

like the part of Traviata or of Carmen? Because power and beauty

shine out of these two characters, although in a somewhat coarser

form. I assure you, you will also learn to like _The Enchantress_.”

_To M. Tchaikovsky._

“MAIDANOVO, _April_ 26_th_ (_May_ 8_th_), 1885.

“The business connected with _Cherevichek_ has ended very well.

Vsievolojsky put an end to the irresolution of the so-called

management and ordered the opera to be produced in the most

sumptuous style. I was present at a committee at which he presided,

when the mounting was discussed. They will send Valetz, the

scene-painter, to Tsarskoe-Selo, so that he may faithfully

reproduce some of the rooms in the palace. I am very pleased.”

[Illustration: FRAGMENT FROM A LETTER IN WHICH TCHAIKOVSKY SKETCHES A

THEME FOR “THE ENCHANTRESS”]

_To P. Jurgenson._

“MAIDANOVO, _April_ 26_th_ (_May_ 8_th_), 1885.

“The position of my budget is as follows: I possess (together with

the Moscow royalty which I have not yet received) 6,000 roubles.

From Petersburg and Moscow there must still be about 800 or 1,000

roubles to come in; the honorarium from the church music, 300

roubles; the honorarium from the Moscow Musical Society, 300

roubles.

“Total: 6000 + 800 + 300 + 300 = 7,500 (_sic!_).

“Up to the present I have not received more than 3,000 roubles from

you.

“Consequently the capital which you have in hand amounts to

4,500-5000 roubles. A nice little sum.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MOSCOW, _May_ 26_th_ (_June_ 7_th_), 1885.

“ ... I am completely absorbed in the affairs of the Conservatoire,

and have decided that the position of Director shall be offered to

Taneiev. If I do not succeed in this, I shall retire from the

Committee. Finally, I can tell you what, so far, I have said to no

one here: I hate every public office more than ever. Oh, God! how

many disappointments have I experienced and how many bitter truths

I have learnt! No! next year I must get right away.”

Tchaikovsky actually succeeded in getting Taneiev chosen as Director of

the Conservatoire. Through him Hubert, who had long been absent from the

Conservatoire, was once more reinstated as a teacher. To support

Taneiev’s authority Tchaikovsky determined to resume his place upon the

teaching staff, and undertook the gratuitous class for composition. This

only necessitated his attendance once a month to supervise the work of

the few (two to three) students of which the class was composed.

_To S. I. Taneiev._

“MAIDANOVO, _June_ 13_th_ (25_th_), 1885.

“Alexeiev has told me that according to the rules of the

Conservatoire it is not permissible for me to be both teacher and

member of Committee. Of course, I will not go back on my word, and

I leave it to you to decide which would be the most useful--to

remain on the Committee, or undertake the somewhat honorary post of

professor. I think it would be best to remain on the Committee, but

just as you like. In any case I will do my duty conscientiously, on

the condition that my freedom is not curtailed and that I may

travel whenever I please....

“So, my dear chief, my fate lies in your hands.

“After some hesitation I have made up my mind to compose _Manfred_,

because I shall find no rest until I have redeemed my promise, so

rashly given to Balakirev in the winter. I do not know how it will

turn out, but meantime I am very discontented. No! it is a thousand

times pleasanter to compose without any programme. When I write a

programme symphony I always feel I am not paying in sterling coin,

but in worthless paper money.”

IV

Tchaikovsky began the composition of _Manfred_ in June. The following

letter from Balakirev, dated 1882, led him to choose this subject for a

symphonic work.

_M. Balakirev to P. Tchaikovsky._

“PETERSBURG, _October_ 28_th_ (_November_ 9_th_), 1882.

“Forgive me for having left your last letter so long unanswered. I

wanted to write to you in perfect peace and quiet, but many things

hindered me. You are more fortunate than we are, for you do not

need to give lessons, and can devote your whole time to art. I

first offered the subject about which I spoke to you to Berlioz,

who declined my suggestion on account of age and ill-health. Your

_Francesca_ gave me the idea that you were capable of treating this

subject most brilliantly, provided you took great pains, subjected

your work to stringent self-criticism, let your imagination fully

ripen, and did not hurry. This fine subject--Byron’s _Manfred_--is

no use to me, for it does not harmonise with my intimate moods.

“Let me tell you first of all that your Symphony--like the Second

Symphony of Berlioz--must have an _idée fixe_ (the _Manfred_

theme), which must be carried through all the movements. Now for

the programme:--

“_First Movement._ Manfred wandering in the Alps. His life is

ruined. Many burning questions remain unanswered; nothing is left

to him but remembrance. The form of the ideal Astarte floats before

his imagination; he calls to her in vain: the echo of the rocks

alone repeats her name. Thoughts and memories burn in his brain and

prey upon him; he implores the forgetfulness that none can give him

(F♯ minor, second theme D major and F♯ minor).

“_Second Movement._ In complete contrast to the first. Programme:

The customs of the Alpine hunters: patriarchal, full of simplicity

and good humour. Adagio Pastorale (A major). Manfred drops into

this simple life and stands out in strong contrast to it. Naturally

at the beginning a little hunting theme must be introduced, but in

doing this _you must take the greatest care not to descend to the

commonplace_. For God’s sake avoid copying the common German

fanfares and hunting music.

“_Third Movement._ Scherzo fantastique (D major). Manfred sees an

Alpine fairy in the rainbow above a waterfall.

“_Fourth Movement._ Finale (F♯ minor). A wild Allegro

representing the caves of Ariman, whither Manfred has come to try

and see Astarte once more. The appearance of Astarte’s wraith will

form the contrast to these infernal orgies (the same theme which

was employed in the first movement in D major now reappears in D♭

major; in the former it dies away like a fleeting memory, and is

immediately lost in Manfred’s phase of suffering--but now it can be

developed to its fullest extent). The music must be light,

transparent as air, and ideally virginal. Then comes the repetition

of Pandemonium, and finally the sunset and Manfred’s death.

“Is it not a splendid programme? I am quite convinced that if you

summon up all your powers it will be your _chef-d’œuvre_.

“The subject is not only very deep, but in accordance with

contemporary feeling; for all the troubles of the modern man arise

from the fact that he does not know how to preserve his ideals.

They crumble away and leave nothing but bitterness in the soul.

Hence all the sufferings of our times.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _June_ 13_th_ (25_th_), 1885.

“DEAR FRIEND.--I can at last congratulate you on the beautiful

weather. I should enjoy it twice as much if Maidanovo were more

congenial to me. But alas! the lovely park, the beautiful views,

and the splendid bath, are all alike spoiled by the _summer

visitors_. I cannot take a step in the park without coming across

some neighbour. It was beautiful in the winter, but I ought to have

thought of the summer and the summer tourist.

“I am deep in the composition of a new symphonic work. Shpajinsky

could not send me the first act of _The Enchantress_ at the date

agreed upon, so without losing any time, in April I set to work

upon the sketches for a programme Symphony, upon the subject of

Byron’s _Manfred_. I am now so deep in the composition of this work

that the opera will probably have to be laid aside for some time.

The Symphony gives me great trouble. It is a very complicated and

serious work. There are times when it seems to me it would be wise

to cease from composing for a while; to travel and rest. But an

unconquerable desire for work gains the upper hand and chains me to

my desk and piano.”

_To E. K. Pavlovskya._

“MAIDANOVO, _July_ 20_th_ (_August_ 1_st_), 1885.

“ ... I have been playing through some numbers from _Harold_. A

very interesting work and a clever one, well thought out and full

of talent. But are you not surprised that Napravnik, who is so

against Wagner, should have written a genuine Wagnerian opera? I

was filled with astonishment.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _August_ 3_rd_ (15_th_), 1885.

“The horizon has been shrouded for days in thick mist, caused, they

say, by forest fires and smouldering peat-mosses. This mist gets

thicker and thicker, and I begin to fear we shall be suffocated. It

has a very depressing effect. In any case my mental condition has

been very gloomy of late. The composition of the _Manfred_

Symphony--a work highly tragic in character--is so difficult and

complicated that at times I myself become a Manfred. All the same,

I am consumed with the desire to finish it as soon as possible, and

am straining every nerve: result--extreme exhaustion. This is the

eternal _cercle vicieux_ in which I am for ever turning without

finding an issue. If I have no work, I worry and bore myself; when

I have it, I work far beyond my strength.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _August_ 31_st_ (_September_ 12_th_), 1885.

“ ... My fate, that is to say the question of my future home, is at

last decided. After a long and unsuccessful search I have agreed to

my landlady’s proposal to remain at Maidanovo. I shall not stay in

the uncomfortable and unsuitable house in which I have been living,

but in one which she herself has occupied. This house stands

somewhat apart from the others, and a large piece of the garden is

to be fenced in and kept for my especial use; the house itself was

thoroughly done up last summer. Although the neighbourhood is not

what I could wish, yet, taking into consideration the proximity of

a large town with station, shops, post, telegraph office, doctor

and chemist--and also my dislike for searching further--I have

decided to take this place for two years. It is pleasant and

comfortable, and I think I shall feel happy there. I am now

starting to furnish, and shall enter on my tenancy on September

15th. If during the next two years I feel comfortably settled, I

shall not search any more, but remain there to the end of my days.

It is indeed time that I had a settled home.”

V

1885-1886

All the important epochs in Tchaikovsky’s life were preceded by a

transition period in which he tried, as it were, whether the proposed

change would be feasible or not. From 1861-2, before he became a student

at the Conservatoire, he was half-musician, half-official; in 1866,

before he became a professor at the Conservatoire, and entirely a

Muscovite, he was for eight months half-Petersburger and half-Muscovite;

in 1877, before he gave up his professorship and started on what he

called “the nomadic life” of the last seven years, he was half-professor

and half-tourist; now, from February to September, 1885, he was rather a

summer visitor than an inhabitant of the village of Maidanovo, but he

had proved the firmness of his decision to remain there. It was only in

the beginning of September that he became the true “hermit of Klin,”

who, alas, was often compelled to leave his hermitage. As he had now

decided to settle down in a home of his own, he proceeded to make it

comfortable.... With a school-girl’s _naïveté_ in all practical

questions of life, Tchaikovsky could not do much himself towards

furnishing his little home, and handed over the task to his servant

Alexis. He himself only helped by purchasing the most unnecessary things

(for example, he bought two horses, which he sold again with great

difficulty, also an old English clock, which proved quite useless), or

by furnishing his library with books and music. He was as pleased as a

child, and was never tired of talking of “my cook,” “my washerwoman,”

“my silver,” “my tablecloths,” and “my dog.” He considered all these to

be of the very best, and praised them to the skies. With the exception

of some portraits and ikons, all the remainder of Tchaikovsky’s movable

property dates its existence from this time.

In comparison with the luxurious houses of other men in his position,

painters, writers, and artists, Tchaikovsky’s home was very modest. It

contained only what was absolutely necessary. He did not possess

beautiful or luxurious things, because his means were decidedly smaller

than those of his colleagues in Western Europe, and also because he paid

but little attention to outward appearances. If tables, cupboards, or

curtains fulfilled their purpose fairly well, he was quite content.

Workmanship and material were matters of indifference to him. He also

troubled very little about “style” (he could not distinguish one style

from another); even if a table was shaky, or the door of a cupboard

refused to close, he took it all quite calmly. He would not surround

himself with luxury, because his money belonged less to himself than to

others, and because, even at the close of his life, when his income was

20,000 roubles a year, he remained free from all pretentious notions.

Little as Tchaikovsky troubled about buying furniture, he cared still

less about the placing of it. He entrusted the matter entirely to the

will of his servant, who, knowing and taking into consideration his

little fancies and habits, arranged everything just as “his master liked

it,” without paying any heed to beauty or tastefulness. Tchaikovsky

preferred that nothing should be altered in his surroundings; he found

it most disagreeable to have to accustom himself to anything new, still

more to miss any of his old friends. Henceforth a certain tradition

which surrounded every piece of furniture was always considered, if

possible, at each removal, so that wherever Tchaikovsky might be, the

appearance of his room remained the same. The division of his time in

Klin was never changed to the end of his life.

Tchaikovsky rose between seven and eight a.m. Took tea (generally

without anything to eat) between eight and nine, and then read the

Bible. After which he occupied himself with the study of the English

language, or with reading such books as provided not only recreation,

but instruction. In this way he read Otto Jahn’s _Life of Mozart_ in the

original, the philosophical writings of Spinoza, Schopenhauer, and many

others. He next took a walk for about three-quarters of an hour. If

Tchaikovsky talked while taking his morning tea, or took his walk in

company with a visitor, it signified that he did not intend to compose

that day, but would be scoring, writing letters, or making corrections.

During his life at Klin, when engaged on a new work, he could not endure

company, not only in the morning, but also during the day. In earlier

days in Moscow, abroad, or in Kamenka, he had to content himself with

the solitude of his room during his hours of active work. The presence

of his servant Alexis did not in any way disturb him. The latter, the

sole witness of the creative process of the majority of his master’s

works, did not even appear to hear them, and only once unexpectedly gave

expression to his enthusiasm for the Chorus of Maidens in the third

scene of _Eugene Oniegin_, to the great astonishment and perturbation of

his master. To his “perturbation,” because he feared in future to be

continually overheard and criticised. But this was fortunately the only

flash of enlightenment which penetrated Safronov’s musical darkness.

_Manfred_ was the last work Tchaikovsky composed in anything but

complete isolation, and this is probably the reason why the task proved

so difficult, and cost him such moments of depression. The principal

advantage of his new surroundings was the enjoyment of complete solitude

during his hours of work.

We may mention that his reserve as to his compositions dates from this

time. In the earlier days of his musical life Tchaikovsky had been very

communicative about his work; even before his compositions were finished

he was ready to discuss them. In the evening he would ask the opinion of

those with whom he lived upon what he had composed in the morning, and

was always willing to let them hear his work. In course of time,

however, the circle of those to whom he communicated the fruits of his

inspiration became ever smaller, and when he played any of his

compositions he begged his hearers to keep their opinions to themselves.

From 1885 he ceased to show his works to anyone. The first to make

acquaintance with them was the engraver at Jurgenson’s publishing house.

Tchaikovsky never wasted time between 9.30 and 1 p.m., but busied

himself in composing, orchestrating, making corrections, or writing

letters. Before he began a pleasant task he always hastened to get rid

of the unpleasant ones. On returning from a journey he invariably began

with his correspondence, which, next to proof-correcting, he found the

most unpleasant work. In the nineties his correspondence had attained

such volume that Tchaikovsky was frequently engaged upon it from morning

till night, and often answered thirty letters a day.

Tchaikovsky dined punctually at 1 p.m., and, thanks to his excellent

appetite, always enjoyed any fare that was set before him, invariably

sending a message of thanks to the cook by Safronov. As he was always

very abstemious and plain in his meals, it often happened that his

guests, instead of complimenting the cook, felt inclined to do just the

contrary. Wet or fine, Tchaikovsky always went for a walk after dinner.

He had read somewhere that, in order to keep in health, a man ought to

walk for two hours daily. He observed this rule with as much

conscientiousness and superstition as though some terrible catastrophe

would follow should he return five minutes too soon. Solitude was as

necessary to him during this walk as during his work. Not only a human

being, but even a favourite dog was a bother.

Every witness of his delight in nature spoilt his enjoyment; every

expression of rapture destroyed the rapture itself, and in the very

moment when he said to his companion, “How beautiful it is here!” it

ceased to be beautiful in his eyes.

Most of the time during these walks was spent in composition. He thought

out the leading ideas, pondered over the construction of the work, and

jotted down fundamental themes. In Klin there are carefully preserved

many little exercise books, which he had used for this purpose. If in

absence of mind Tchaikovsky had left his note-book at home, he noted

down his passing thoughts on any scrap of paper, letter, envelope, or

even bill, which he chanced to have with him. The next morning he looked

over these notes, and worked them out at the piano. With the exception

of two scenes in _Eugene Oniegin_, some piano pieces, and songs, he

always worked out his sketches at the piano, so that he should not trust

entirely to his indifferent memory. He always wrote out everything very

exactly, and here and there indicated the instrumentation. In these

sketches the greater part of a work was generally quite finished. When

it came to the orchestration he only copied it out clearly, without

essentially altering the first drafts. When he was not busy with music

during his walks, he recited aloud or improvised dramatic scenes (almost

always in French). Sometimes he occupied himself by observing insects.

In the garden at Grankino was an ant-hill, to which he played the part

of benefactor, providing it with insects from the steppe.

During the first year of his life at Maidanovo Tchaikovsky himself

ruined the charm of these walks. Like every good-hearted summer visitor

he had given tips lavishly to the village children. At first it was a

pleasure, but afterwards turned into a veritable nuisance. The children

waited for him at every corner, and when they noticed that he began to

avoid them, they surprised him in the most unexpected places in the

forest. This quest of pennies spread from the children to the young

people of the village, nay, even to the men and women, so that at last

he could hardly take a step without being waylaid by beggars. There was

nothing left for Tchaikovsky but to keep within the precincts of his

park.

About 4 p.m. Tchaikovsky went home to tea, read the papers if he was

alone, but was very pleased to talk if he had visitors. At five he

retired once more and worked till seven. Before supper, which was served

at 8 p.m., Tchaikovsky always took another constitutional. This time he

liked to have company, and generally went into the open fields to watch

the sunset. In the autumn and winter he enjoyed playing the piano either

alone, or arrangements for four hands if Laroche or Kashkin were there.

After supper he sat with his guests till 11 p.m., playing cards or

listening while one of them read aloud. Laroche was his favourite

reader, not because he showed any particular talent that way, but

because at every phrase his face expressed his enjoyment, especially if

the author of the book happened to be Gogol or Flaubert. When there were

no visitors, Tchaikovsky read a number of historical books dealing with

the end of the eighteenth or beginning of the nineteenth century, or

played patience--and was a little bored. At 11 p.m. he went to his room,

wrote up his diary, and read for a short time. He never composed in the

evening after the summer of 1866.

Unexpected guests were treated most inhospitably, but to invited guests

he was amiability itself, and often gave himself the pleasure of

gathering together his Moscow friends--Kashkin, Hubert, Albrecht,

Jurgenson, and Taneiev. But those who stayed with him longest and most

frequently were Laroche, Kashkin, and myself.

VI

In the beginning of the eighties Tchaikovsky’s fame greatly increased in

Europe and America, not only without any co-operation on his part, but

even without his being aware of it. More and more frequently came news

of the success of one or other of his works, and letters from various

celebrated artists who had played his compositions, or wished to do so.

The Committees of the Paris “Sebastian Bach Society” and the Association

for the National Edition of Cherubini’s works both elected him an

honorary member. Nevertheless it surprised him greatly to learn that a

Paris publisher (Félix Mackar) had proposed to P. Jurgenson to buy the

right of bringing out his works in France. The sum which Jurgenson

received was not indeed excessive, but it testified to the fact that

Tchaikovsky’s fame had matured and reached the point when it might bring

him some material advantage. Incidentally it may be mentioned that P.

Jurgenson, without any legal obligation, handed over to Tchaikovsky half

the money he received from F. Mackar, so that the former became quite

suddenly and unexpectedly a capitalist, although at the end of the year

he was not a single kopek to the good. After F. Mackar had become the

representative of Tchaikovsky’s interests in Paris he pushed his works

with great zeal. First of all he induced him to become a member of the

Society of Composers and Publishers, the aim of which was to enforce a

certain fee for every work by one of its members performed in public.

The yearly sum which Tchaikovsky now began to draw from France can be

taken as an authentic proof of the growth of his popularity in that

country. This sum increased every year until 1893. After Tchaikovsky’s

death it suddenly decreased in a very marked manner. Elsewhere I will

give some explanation of this curious fact.

Mackar also started his gratuitous _Auditions_ of Tchaikovsky’s works.

These _Auditions_, in spite of the free admission, were not very well

patronised by the Paris public, who were satiated with music. But they

produced one very important result. The best artists (Marsick, Diemer,

and others) willingly took part in them, and henceforth Tchaikovsky’s

name appeared more often in the programmes of the Paris concerts.

_To E. K. Pavlovskaya._

“MAIDANOVO, _September_ 9_th_ (21_st_), 1885.

“ ... _Manfred_ is finished, and I have set to work upon the opera

without losing an hour.... The first act (the only one in hand) is

splendid: life and action in plenty. If nothing prevents me I hope

to have the sketch ready by the spring: so that I may devote next

year to the instrumentation and working out. The opera can then be

produced in the season 1887-8. Dear E. K., do please say a good

word on every possible occasion for _The Enchantress_.”

_To A. P. Merkling._

“MAIDANOVO, _September_ 13_th_ (25_th_), 1885.

“ ... Annie, first of all I am going to flatter you a little and

then ask you to do something for me. After much searching and

trouble I have rented a very pretty house here in Maidanovo.... I

am now furnishing this house ... now ... some good people ... have

promised ... if I am not mistaken ... that is, how shall I express

myself?... to sew ... woollen _portières_ ... or curtains ... that

is, I would like to know ... perhaps at once ... if you would ...

I, in a word ... oh! how ashamed I am ... write please, how what

... now, I hope, I have made myself understood....”[108]

_To A. S. Arensky._

“MAIDANOVO, _September_ 25_th_ (_October_ 7_th_), 1885.

“DEAR ANTON STEPANOVICH,--Pardon me if I force my advice upon you.

I have heard that 5/4 time appears twice in your new Suite. It

seems to me that the mania for 5/4 time threatens to become a habit

with you. I like it well enough if it is indispensable to the

musical idea, that is to say if the time signature and rhythmic

accent respectively form no hindrance. For example, Glinka, in the

chorus of the fourth act of _A Life for the Tsar_, clearly could

not have written in anything else but 5/4 time: here we find an

actual 5/4 rhythm that is a continual and uniform change from 2/4

to 3/4:

[Illustration: musical notation]

“It would be curious, and certainly ‘an effort to be original,’ to

write a piece with a simple rhythm of 2/4 or 3/4 time in 5/4 time.

You will agree with me that it would have been very stupid of

Glinka to have written his music thus:

[Illustration: musical notation]

“It would be the same to the ear whether 2/4 or 3/4: it would not

be a mathematical blunder, but a very clumsy musical one.

“You have made just such a mistake in your otherwise beautiful

_Basso ostinato_. I made the discovery yesterday that in this

instance 5/4 time was not at all necessary. You must own that a

series of three bars of 5/4 is mathematically equal to a similar

series of 3/4 time;[109] in music, on the contrary, the difference

between them is quite as sharp as between 3/4 and 6/8.

“In my opinion, your _Basso ostinato_ should be written in 3/4 or

6/4 time, but not in 5/4.

[Illustration: musical notation]

“I cannot imagine a more distinct five-bar rhythm in 3/4 time. What

do you think?”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _September_ 27_th_ (_October_ 9_th_), 1885.

“The first act of _The Enchantress_ lies finished before me, and I

am growing more and more enthusiastic over the task in prospect.

“Dear friend, I like your arrogant views upon my opera. You are

quite right to regard this insincere form of art with suspicion.

But for a composer opera has some irresistible attraction; it alone

offers him the means of getting into touch with the great public.

My _Manfred_ will be played once or twice, and then disappear; with

the exception of a few people who attend symphony concerts, no one

will hear it. Opera, on the contrary--and opera alone--brings us

nearer to our fellows, inoculates the public with our music, and

makes it the possession, not only of a small circle, but--under

favourable circumstances--of the whole nation. I do not think this

tendency is to be condemned; that is to say, Schumann, when he

wrote _Genoveva_, and Beethoven, when he wrote _Fidelio_, were not

actuated by ambition, but by a natural desire to increase the

circle of their hearers and to penetrate as far as possible into

the heart of humanity. Therefore we must not only pursue what is

merely effective, but choose subjects of artistic worth which are

both interesting and touching.”

_To M. Tchaikovsky._

“MAIDANOVO, _October_ 1_st_ (13_th_), 1885.

“What a wretch Zola is!! A few weeks ago I accidentally took up his

_Germinal_, began to read it, got interested, and only finished it

late at night. I was so upset that I had palpitations, and sleep

was impossible. Next day I was quite ill, and now I can only think

of the novel as of some fearful nightmare....”

_To P. Jurgenson._

“MAIDANOVO, _October_ 9_th_ (21_st_), 1885.

“DEAR FRIEND,--Hubert tells me you do not think it possible to

publish _Manfred_ this season. Is this true? The question is this,

I cannot allow two opportunities to slip: (1) Bülow is conducting

in Petersburg; (2) Erdmannsdörfer is conducting in Moscow--perhaps

his last season--and, in spite of all, he is one of the few people

on whom I can depend. On the other hand, I am not in a position to

spend an incredible amount of trouble on a work which I regard as

one of my very best, and then wait till it is played _some time_.

As far as I am concerned, it is all the same to me whether it is

played from written or printed notes--so long as it is done. I

believe it might be ready by February. But if you think that this

is quite impossible, then I propose that you decline _Manfred_

altogether (this will not offend me at all, for I know you cannot

do the impossible for the sake of my whims). Only understand that I

cannot on any account wait till next season, and cost what it may,

I will see _Manfred_ produced. Do not take my caprice (if it is a

caprice) amiss, and answer me at once.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _October_ 11_th_ (23_rd_), 1885.

“ ... As regards the lofty significance of symphony and chamber

music in comparison with opera, let me only add that to refrain

from writing operas is the work of a hero, and we have one such

hero in our time--Brahms. Cui has justly remarked in one of his

recent articles that Brahms, both as man and artist, has only

followed the highest ideals--those which were worthy of respect and

admiration. Unfortunately his creative gift is poor, and does not

correspond to his great aspirations. Nevertheless he is a hero.

This heroism does not exist in me, for the stage with all its

glitter attracts me irresistibly.”

VII

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _November_ 19_th_ (_December_ 1_st_), 1885.

“ ... I spent a week in Moscow, and was present at three concerts.

The first, given by Siloti, who has just returned from abroad to

serve his time in the army. He has made great progress. Then the

Musical Society gave a concert and quartet-matinée, at which the

celebrated Paris violinist, Marsick, played. All three concerts

gave me great pleasure, as I have not heard any good music for so

long. For a musician who writes as much as I do it is very

necessary and refreshing to hear foreign music from time to time.

Nothing inspires me more than listening to a great foreign work:

immediately I want to write one equally beautiful.

“I have also been once or twice to the Conservatoire, and was very

pleased to notice that Taneiev is just the Director we wanted under

the circumstances. His work shows resolution, firmness, energy, and

also capability. I hear nothing about _Les Caprices d’Oxane_, and

begin to fear the work will not be produced this season.”

The following letter was written after Ippolitov-Ivanov had communicated

the success of _Mazeppa_ in Tiflis.

_To M. M. Ippolitov-Ivanov._[110]

“_December_ 6_th_ (18_th_), 1885.

“ ...As to _Mazeppa_, accept my warmest thanks. My brother and his

wife, who live in Tiflis, and had seen the opera in Moscow and

Petersburg, tell me it went splendidly.

“For some time I have been longing to find a subject--not too

dramatic--for an opera, and then to write a work suitable to the

resources of the provincial stage. Should God grant me a long life,

I hope to carry out this plan, and thus to obliterate the

unpleasant recollections of the immeasurable trouble which the

rehearsals of _Mazeppa_ must have left with you. But the harder

your task, the warmer my thanks.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“MAIDANOVO, _December_ 9_th_ (21_st_), 1885.

“I am going to Moscow on December 14th (26th), principally to

decide the fate of _Les Caprices d’Oxane_. I shall make heroic

efforts to have my opera produced. I am advised to conduct it

myself, and it is possible I may decide to do so. In any case, I

shall spend the holidays in Petersburg.... I am working very hard

at the corrections of _Manfred_. I am still convinced it is my best

work. Meanwhile _The Enchantress_ is laid aside, but the first act

is quite finished. The libretto is splendid. In this I am lucky.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _December_ 11_th_ (23_rd_), 1885.

“ ... My Third Suite was played at the last concert. The public

gave me an enthusiastic ovation.... Lately we have had such lovely

moonlight nights, without a breath of wind. O God, how beautiful

they are! The Russian winter has a particular charm for me, but

that does not prevent me from planning a journey to Italy in the

spring. I am thinking of going by sea from Naples to

Constantinople, then to Batoum, and thence by train to Tiflis to

visit my brother Anatol, who is already expecting me.”

_To S. I. Taneiev._

“MAIDANOVO, _December_ 11_th_ (23_rd_), 1885.

“ ... Imagine! I am rejoicing at the thought of hearing Beethoven’s

First Symphony. I had no suspicion that I liked it so much. The

reason is perhaps that it is so like my idol, Mozart. Remember that

on October 27th, 1887, the centenary of _Don Juan_ will be

celebrated.”

_To P. Jurgenson._

“_December_ 22_nd_ (_January_ 3_rd_), 1885.

“ ... I have only just now been able to consider this question of

_Manfred_, of Mackar, and the fee, and this is my decision: Even

were _Manfred_ a work of the greatest genius, it would still remain

a symphony which, on account of its unusual intricacy and

difficulty, would only be played once in ten years. This work

cannot therefore bring any profit either to you or Mackar. On the

other hand, I value it highly. How is the material value of such a

work to be decided? I may be wrong, but it seems to me my best

composition, and a few hundred roubles would not repay me for all

the work and trouble I have put into it. If you were very rich, I

would unhesitatingly demand a very large sum, on the grounds that

you could recover your outlay on other things--but you are not at

all rich. As for Mackar--to speak frankly--I am greatly touched by

his cheerful self-sacrifice, for certainly he can have made very

little out of my works in France. After having just received 20,000

francs from him, we must not show ourselves too grasping,

especially as we know that there is not much to be made out of

_Manfred_.”

“In short, I have made up my mind to claim nothing from Mackar, or

from you, and have already told him this. I tell you also, so that

you should not demand the promised thousand francs from him. The

demanding of payment for restoration of his copy--is your affair.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _January_ 13_th_ (25_th_), 1886.

“DEAR FRIEND,-- ... This time I have not brought back any pleasant

impressions with me from Petersburg. My operas--I do not know

why--have not been given lately, and I feel this the more bitterly

because, owing to the unusual success of _Oniegin_, it appears that

the Direction has been urging that it should be given with greater

frequency. The new symphony _Manfred_ is completely ignored, for no

preparations for its production are being made. In all this I do

not recognise any enmity towards me personally, for in truth I have

no enemies, but a kind of contempt which is a little wounding to my

artistic vanity. Certainly this is an unfavourable year for me.

They have decided not to give _Les Caprices d’Oxane_ in Moscow this

season, and I had been expecting it so impatiently!

“I have a piece of news for you to-day, which pleased me very much.

I had observed that here in Maidanovo the village children are

constantly idle and run about without any occupation, which induced

me to consult with the local priest about the founding of a school.

This has proved to be possible, so long as I assure them an annual

sum. I have consented to do so, and the priest began to take the

necessary steps about two months ago. The official permission to

open a school has arrived and the instruction can begin this week.

I am very glad.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _January_ 14_th_ (26_th_), 1886.

“ ... The priest came to see me to-day, and brought me an

invitation to the opening of the school on the 19th. I am proud to

have initiated this work. I hope some good will come of it. In

spite of the greatest care and moderation, I suffer from dyspepsia.

It is not serious, and I have no doubt a cure at Vichy will

completely set me up.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MOSCOW, _February_ 4_th_ (16_th_), 1886.

“How difficult it is after receiving your money to say in the

baldest way,‘Money received, many thanks!’ If only you had an

inkling of all the happiness I owe you, and the whole meaning of

that ‘independence and freedom’ which are the result of my liberty.

Life is an unbroken chain of little unpleasantnesses and collision

with human egoism and pride, and only he can rise above these

things who is free and independent. How often do I say to myself:

_Well that it is so, but how if it were otherwise?_

“Just lately I had some very unpleasant frictions which only just

fell short of open quarrels, but failed to upset me because I could

appear to ignore the wrong inflicted upon me. Yes, in the last few

years of my life there have been many occasions on which I have

sincerely felt the debt of gratitude I owe to you. And yet I

usually send you the receipt as if it were a matter of course. My

gratitude has no limits, my dear.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _February_ 6_th_ (18_th_), 1886.

“.... To-day I returned from Moscow, where I have been attending

Rubinstein’s concerts once a week. Were it only a question of

listening to that marvellous pianist, I should not have found the

journeys at all tedious, in spite of my dislike of leaving home.

But I had to go to all the dinners and suppers which were held in

his honour, which I generally found intolerably wearisome and most

injurious to my health. At the last concert Rubinstein played

pieces by Henselt, Thalberg, Liszt, and others. There was very

little artistic choice, but the performance was indeed

astonishing.”

_To N. F. von Meck._

“MAIDANOVO, _February_ 14_th_ (26_th_), 1886.

“ ... The festival which the town of Moscow held in Rubinstein’s

honour was a great success. He was visibly touched by the energy

and warmth with which the Muscovites expressed their affection for

him. Indeed, everyone must recognise that Rubinstein is worthy of

all such honour. He is not only a gifted artist, but also a most

honourable and generous man.”

_Diary._

“MAIDANOVO, _February_ 22_nd_ (March 8_th_), 1886.

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