PART III

I

Tchaikovsky’s first impressions of Moscow practically resolve themselves

into his association with a few Muscovites, with whom he was destined to

be linked to the end of his days. His subsequent life is so inseparably

connected with the narrow circle of his friends in the old capital, that

the reader needs to be introduced to some of them individually, before I

pass on to my brother’s career as a teacher and composer.

At the head of these musical friends stands Nicholas Rubinstein, of whom

it is no exaggeration to say that he was the greatest influence

throughout Tchaikovsky’s after career. No one, artist or friend, did so

much for the advancement of his fame, gave him greater support and

appreciation, or helped him more to conquer his first nervousness and

timidity, than the Director of the Moscow Conservatoire. Nicholas

Rubinstein is intimately associated with every event in Tchaikovsky’s

private and public life. Everywhere we shall come upon traces of his

helpful influence. It is not too much to assert that, during the first

years of Tchaikovsky’s life there, all Moscow was personified in

Nicholas Rubinstein.

* * * * *

Laroche, in his _Reminiscences_, gives the following sketch of the

director:--

“Nicholas Rubinstein was born June 2nd (14th), 1835. Like his

celebrated brother, he showed a remarkable and precocious talent

for music. It is said he learnt quicker, and was considered to have

more genius than Anton. But while the latter devoted himself

entirely to music and studied in Berlin, Nicholas elected for a

university education.... As a student at the Moscow University, and

even later--until the establishment of the Russian Musical

Society--he earned his living by teaching the pianoforte. He had a

number of pupils, and, as he himself told me, earned at one time as

much as 7,000 roubles (over £700) a year. On his marriage he was

compelled to give up playing in public, on account of the

objections raised by his wife’s relations. His domestic life was

not happy, and the differences of opinion between himself and his

wife’s family led to a rupture two years later. His unusual powers

were first recognised when he succeeded in founding the Moscow

Conservatoire. Besides being a most gifted pianist, he had great

talent as a conductor, and organiser of many schemes. He could

represent all branches of musical society in his own person.

Although he spent all his nights at the ‘English Club,’ playing

cards for high stakes, he managed to take part in every social

event, and was acquainted with all circles of Moscow society,

commercial, official, artistic, scientific, and aristocratic.”

“As regards art,” says Kashkin, “Nicholas Rubinstein was purely an

idealist; he admitted no compromise, and was entirely above personal

likes or dislikes. He was always ready to help a fellow-artist,

especially a Russian, and, without stopping to consider his means,

simply gave whatever he had by him at the moment.

“Externally he differed greatly from his brother Anton. Nicholas

Rubinstein was short and stoutly built; fair-complexioned, with curly

hair. He had a dreamy expression, a languor of speech, and an air of

aristocratic weariness, which was contradicted by the indefatigable

energy of his temperament. Probably this languor proceeded from the fact

that he scarcely ever slept.

“He was Tchaikovsky’s senior by five years only; but in these early days

of their intercourse the difference between their ages seemed much

greater. This was partly accounted for by the fact that Tchaikovsky came

to Moscow in a somewhat subordinate position, whereas the name of

Rubinstein was one of the most popular in the town; but the difference

in character was also very great. Rubinstein belonged to the class of

dominating and ruling personalities; his was a forceful character which

impressed all who came in contact with him. Tchaikovsky, on the

contrary, was yielding and submissive in matters of daily existence,

although inwardly he protested against all attempts to influence and

coerce him, and generally preserved his freedom of opinion, at least as

regards music. This self-assertion did not, however, come naturally to

him, and for that reason he loved solitude. He avoided his fellow-men,

because he did not know how to hold his own among them; while at the

same time he disliked submitting to the will of others, but this was not

his attitude in 1866. At this time he was grateful for Nicholas

Rubinstein’s almost paternal care, and bowed to his decision, even in

the matter of dress.

“Their friendly relations were sometimes strained, but never broken,

although Peter Ilich was occasionally irritated by Rubinstein’s

masterful guidance, and was scolded in return for not being sufficiently

docile.”

* * * * *

“Rubinstein’s right hand,” says Laroche, “was Constantine Albrecht, the

Inspector of the Conservatoire. He was about five years older than

Tchaikovsky, and had held the post of ‘cellist at the Opera House since

the age of fifteen. Albrecht was a very capable and, in many respects, a

very interesting man, although he was not popular with the public.

Tchaikovsky was strongly attracted to him, and soon after his arrival in

Moscow arranged to take his meals daily at his house. Albrecht’s views,

or rather convictions, were extraordinarily paradoxical.

“In politics he took the Conservative side, but as regards music he was

probably the most advanced radical in Moscow. Wagner, Liszt, Beethoven

in his last period, and certain things of Schumann, were all he would

acknowledge. I must add, by way of an eccentricity, his admiration for

Dargomijsky’s _Roussalka_. He was an admirable choral conductor, and did

good work in this branch of his art, for many of the pupils trained by

him turned out excellent teachers. Besides music, Albrecht took great

interest in natural science and mathematics. In summer he was an

enthusiastic hunter of beetles and butterflies. But for the subjects in

which a musician should be interested--history, poetry, _belles-lettres_

he showed the most complete indifference. I doubt if he had ever read a

novel....”

* * * * *

Tchaikovsky had a very high opinion of Albrecht as a composer, and often

regretted that so much talent should be wasted. But it was his

kindliness of heart, and above all his innate sense of humour, which

appealed most to Peter Ilich.

Very different, and far more important, were Tchaikovsky’s relations

with P. I. Jurgenson, the first--and always the chief--publisher of his

works.

Peter Ivanovich Jurgenson was born at Reval in 1836, and his childhood

was spent in very poor and depressing circumstances. At nineteen he

entered a music warehouse in Petersburg, where he soon won his

employer’s confidence, and rose to be manager to the firm of Schildbach,

in Moscow. Two years later, in 1861, he made a daring venture and set up

business on his own account. In Nicholas Rubinstein he found a powerful

friend and ally, who supported his enterprise for twenty years with

unfailing energy. By 1866 Jurgenson had passed through his worst

experiences, and began to play a prominent part in the musical life of

Moscow. Courageous and enterprising, he was one of the most active

adherents of Nicholas Rubinstein, that “Peter the Great” of musical

Moscow, to whom he rendered valuable assistance in founding the

Conservatoire. Jurgenson was the first Russian publisher to bring out

the works of the classical school in cheap editions, and also the

compositions of young native composers, including those of Tchaikovsky.

Although he came from the Baltic provinces, Jurgenson was an ardent

Russian patriot, and soon won the affection of Peter Ilich, who was

always a welcome guest in his house.

At the present moment the firm of Jurgenson is almost the sole possessor

of Tchaikovsky’s compositions. Among the 200,000 engraving-plates which

are preserved in their fireproof safes more than 70,000 belong to the

works of this composer.

The fourth of Tchaikovsky’s intimate friends, Nicholas Kashkin, received

him on his arrival with the cordiality of an old comrade, for he already

knew him from Laroche’s enthusiastic description.

“ ... Nicholas Dmitrievich Kashkin was the son of a well-known and

respected bookseller in the town of Voronejh,” says Laroche in his

reminiscences. From childhood he displayed great aptitude for the piano,

and by dint of self-teaching, made such progress that he could execute

difficult music, and was highly thought of in his native place. Yet he

was conscious that he lacked proper training, and at twenty-two went to

study with Dubuque, in Moscow.

Although Kashkin had no influence on Tchaikovsky’s development, their

relations were very friendly. When the latter came to Moscow, Kashkin

was already married and a professor at the Conservatoire. He and his

young wife took a great liking to the lonely composer, and the intimacy

ripened very quickly. All the teachers at the Conservatoire, including

Nicholas Rubinstein, valued Kashkin’s advice. All his friends regarded

him as a critic _par excellence_. Many years later he gave up teaching

at the Conservatoire, and became a professional critic. But even in this

difficult calling, which so often leads to misunderstanding and bitter

enmities, he managed to keep all his old friends, and even to make new

ones.

If I add to the names of N. Rubinstein, Albrecht, Jurgenson, and

Kashkin, two fellow-students already mentioned--Laroche and Hubert--the

list of Tchaikovsky’s intimate friends is complete. This little circle

was destined to give unfailing support to the growing reputation of the

composer, and to remain in the closest personal relations with him to

the end of his life. Amid these friends he found encouragement and

sympathy at the time when he stood most in need of them.

II

Tchaikovsky left St. Petersburg early in January, 1866.

At this time his letters show his depth of tenderness for his own

people, his first feelings of loneliness in the strange city, his

indifference to his surroundings, and finally his gradual attachment to

Moscow, which ended in being “the dearest town in the world.”

_To Anatol and Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“3.30 _p.m._, _January_ 6_th_ (18_th_).

“MY DEAR BROTHERS,--My journey, although sad, is safely over. I

thought about you the whole way, and it grieved me to think that

lately I had overshadowed you with my own depression, although I

fought hard against it. Do not, however, doubt my affection, even

if I do not always show it outwardly. I am staying at the Hotel

Kokorev. I have already seen Rubinstein and been introduced to two

directors of the Musical Society. Rubinstein was so pressing in his

invitation to me to live with him that I could not refuse, and

shall go there to-morrow.... I hug you both. Do not cease to love

me. Give my remembrances to everyone. Write! I will write again

soon. I have just written to Dad. You must also do so.”

_To the same._

“MOSCOW, _January_ 10_th_ (22_nd_).

“DEAR BROTHERS,--I am now living with Nicholas Rubinstein. He is a

very kind and sympathetic man. He has none of his brother’s

unapproachable manner, but in other respects he is not to be

compared with Anton--as an artist. I have a little room next to his

bedroom, and, truth to tell, I am afraid the scratching of my pen

must disturb him after he goes to bed, for our rooms are only

divided by a thin partition. I am very busy (upon the orchestration

of the C minor overture composed during the summer). I sit at home

nearly all day, and Rubinstein, who leads rather an excitable life,

cannot sufficiently marvel at my industry. I have been to both

theatres. The opera was very bad, so for once I did not get as much

artistic enjoyment from it as from the play.... I have hardly made

any new acquaintances except Kashkin, a friend of Laroche’s and a

first-rate musician, whom I have got to know very well indeed.

“Sometimes I feel rather melancholy, but as a rule I am possessed

by an insatiable craving for work, which is my greatest

consolation.... I have promised Rubinstein my overture shall be

performed here before I send it to Petersburg. Yesterday at bedtime

I thought a great deal about you both. I pictured to myself all the

horrors of the first night after the holidays, and fancied how Modi

would hide his nose under the bed-clothes and cry bitterly. How I

wish I could have comforted him! It is not a meaningless phrase,

Modi, when I tell you to grind and grind and grind, and to make

friends with your respectable companions, but not with that crazy

fellow X.... I am afraid you will be left behind in your class and

be one of those who get into the master’s black books. I have no

fears for Toly, so I send him no advice. Toly, my dear, conquer

your indolence as a correspondent and write to me. Hearty kisses!”

The overture in C minor, referred to in this letter, was submitted to

Nicholas Rubinstein a few days later. His opinion, however, was

unfavourable, and he declared the work unsuitable for performance by the

Musical Society. Tchaikovsky then sent the work to Petersburg, in order

that Laroche might ask Anton Rubinstein to perform it there. “I have

left your overture with Rubinstein,” Laroche wrote in reply, “and

repeated your request _verbatim_. He replied by a low, ironical bow. But

this is just his way.” The overture was not approved by Anton

Rubinstein, nor did it meet with a happier fate when Laroche tried to

persuade Liadov to give it a place at one of the opera concerts. Long

afterwards Tchaikovsky himself shared this adverse opinion of the work,

and wrote upon the cover of the manuscript, “Awful rubbish.”

_To his sister, Alexandra Davidov._

“_January_ 15_th_ (27_th_).

“ ... I have nothing particular to tell you about my life and work.

I am to teach the theory of music, and yesterday I held the

preliminary examination. Many pretty girls presented themselves....

I like Moscow very well, but I doubt if I shall ever get accustomed

to it; I have been too long rooted in Petersburg.”

_To A. and M. Tchaikovsky._

“_January_ 15_th_ (27_th_).

“MY DEAR BROTHERS,--Do not waste your money on stamps. It would be

better to write only once a week, a long letter in the form of a

diary....

“I get on very well with everyone, especially with Rubinstein,

Kashkin, Albrecht, and Osberg.[12] I have also made friends with a

family of the name Tchaikovsky.[13] I have eaten a great deal at

their house, but I did not take part in the dancing, although I was

attired in Rubinstein’s dress-coat. The latter looks after me like

a nurse, and insists upon doing so. To-day he forced me to accept

half a dozen new shirts (you need not mention this to the Davidovs

or anyone else), and to-morrow he will carry me off to his tailor

to order me a frock-coat. He is a wonderfully kind man, but I

cannot understand how he has won his great reputation as a

musician. He is rather ordinary in this respect, not to be compared

to his brother.[14]

“In mentioning my friends here, I must not omit Rubinstein’s

servant Alexander. He is a worthy old man, and possesses a splendid

white cat which is now sitting on my lap, while I stroke it gently.

My pleasantest pastime is to think of the summer. Lately I have

felt drawn to Sasha, Leo, and their children, and have now decided

to spend the summer with you at their house.”

_To A. and M. Tchaikovsky._

“_Sunday, January_ 30_th_ (_February_ 11_th_).

“ ... I laugh heartily over Dickens’s _Pickwick Papers_, with no

one to share my mirth; but sometimes this thought incites me to

even wilder hilarity. I recommend you to read this book; when one

wants to read fiction it is best to begin with such an author as

Dickens. He has much in common with Gogol; the same inimitable and

innate humour and the same masterly power of depicting an entire

character in a few strokes. But he has not Gogol’s depth....

“The idea of an opera begins to occupy my attention. All the

libretti Rubinstein has given me are utterly bad. I have found a

subject, and intend to write words myself. It will simply be the

adaptation of a tragedy. The poet Plestcheiev is living here, and

has promised to help me.”

_To his sister, Alexandra Davidov._

“_February_ 7_th_ (19_th_).

“I am gradually becoming accustomed to Moscow, although sometimes I

feel very lonely. My classes are very successful, to my great

astonishment; my nervousness is vanishing completely, and I am

gradually assuming the airs of a professor. My home-sickness is

also wearing off, but still Moscow is a strange place, and it will

be long before I can contemplate without horror the thought of

remaining here for years--perhaps for ever....”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

(_The middle of February._)

“MY DEAR FRIEND MODI,--I have been very busy lately, and therefore

have not written for a long while. Rubinstein has entrusted me with

some important work which has to be finished by the third week in

Lent....

“Life glides on quietly and monotonously, so that I have hardly

anything to tell you. I often visit the Tarnovskys, whose niece is

the loveliest girl I ever saw in my life. I am very much taken with

her, which causes Rubinstein to be a perfect nuisance. The moment

we arrive at the house the others begin to tease us and leave us

together. At home she is called ‘Mufka,’ and just now I am

wondering whether I dare use this name for her too. I only need to

know her a little better. Rubinstein has also been in love with

her, but his sentiments have now grown cooler.

“My nerves are in good condition; I am very calm and even cheerful.

I often console myself with thoughts of Easter, spring, and the

summer holidays.”

The work to which Tchaikovsky refers at the beginning of this letter was

the instrumentation of his overture in F major, which had been

originally scored for the small orchestra of the Petersburg

Conservatoire. In later years the composer must have destroyed the

fuller arrangement of the work, although at this time he seems to have

been satisfied with the result.

_To A. and M. Tchaikovsky._

“_March_ 6_th_ (18_th_).

“ ... My overture was performed on Friday, and had a good success.

I was unanimously recalled, and--to be grandiloquent--received with

applause that made the welkin ring. More flattering still was the

ovation I met with at the supper which Rubinstein gave after the

concert.... After supper he proposed my health amid renewed

applause. I go into these details because it is my first public

success, and consequently very gratifying.”

At the end of March Tchaikovsky, eager as a schoolboy at the beginning

of his holidays, left Moscow for Petersburg, where he stayed until April

4th (16th).

_To A. and M. Tchaikovsky._

“MOSCOW, _April_ 7_th_ (19_th_).

“Brothers! Forgive me for not having written before. The journey

was safely accomplished. The news of the attempt upon the Emperor’s

life reached us at the station where we stopped for tea, but only

in a very vague form.[15] We pictured to ourselves that he was

actually dead, and one lady wept bitterly, while another began to

extol all the virtues of the new sovereign. Only at Moscow I learnt

the true account. The rejoicings here were beyond belief; yesterday

at the Opera, where I went to hear _A Life for the Tsar_, when the

Poles appeared on the stage the entire public began to shout, ‘Down

with the Poles!’ In the last scene of the fourth act, in which the

Poles put Sousanin to death, the singer who was taking this part

resisted with such realistic violence that he knocked down several

of the ‘Polish’ chorus-singers. When the rest of the ‘Poles’ saw

that this outrage to art and to the truth delighted the public,

they promptly fell down of their own accord, and the triumphant

Sousanin walked away, shaking his fists at them, amid the

vociferous applause of the Muscovites. At the end of the opera the

Emperor’s portrait was brought on the stage, and an indescribable

tumult followed.”

_To Alexandra Davidov._

“_April_ 18_th_ (20_th_).

“I am going to act as advocate for two mortals who are just crazy

about Kamenka. You write that Toly and Modi might be left in

Petersburg, but I am determined not to tell them your point of

view. They would utterly lose heart--especially Toly. One of my

chief reasons for caring to spend the summer at Kamenka is to be

with them, and your house is the only place where we can be

together for a time. If you only knew how these little fellows

cling to me (and I return their love a hundredfold), you would not

find it in your heart to separate us. Arrange, my dear, for this

visit to come off. Very likely I shall be able to take part of the

expense off your hands.”

Before the summer holidays came, Tchaikovsky’s health was in an

unsatisfactory condition. He complains in his letters of insomnia,

nervousness, and the throbbing sensations in his head, to which he often

refers as “my apoplectic symptoms.” At the end of April his depression

became very apparent, and he wrote to his brother Anatol:--

“My nerves are altogether shaken. The causes are: (1) the symphony,

which does not sound satisfactory; (2) Rubinstein and Tarnovsky

have discovered that I am easily startled, and amuse themselves by

giving me all manner of shocks all day long; (3) I cannot shake off

the conviction that I shall not live long, and shall leave my

symphony unfinished. I long for the summer and for Kamenka as for

the Promised Land, and hope to find rest and peace, and to forget

all my troubles there. Yesterday I determined to touch no more

wine, spirits, or strong tea.

“I hate mankind in the mass, and I should be delighted to retire

into some wilderness with very few inhabitants. I have already

secured my ticket in the _diligence_ for May 10th (22nd).”

The visit to Kamenka, to which he had looked forward through the winter

and spring, did not actually come to pass. In consequence of the state

of the high-roads, the diligence was unable to run beyond Dovsk; the

remainder of the journey had to be undertaken, at the traveller’s own

risk and expense, in a private post-chaise. Tchaikovsky’s funds did not

permit of this extra strain, and the visit to his sister was abandoned.

With the assistance of his father, Anatol was sent to Kamenka, while

Peter Ilich, with Modeste, went for a time to his sister’s mother-in-law

at Miatlev, near Petersburg.

In spite of the beauty of scenery and his pleasure in being with his

excellent friends, Elizabeth and Vera Davidov, in spite of being near

his father and the poetical impression derived from a trip to Lake

Ladoga, Tchaikovsky did not altogether enjoy his holiday at Miatlev. The

cause of this was his G minor symphony, afterwards known as _Winter Day

Dreams_. Not one of his compositions gave him so much trouble as this

symphony.

He began this work in Moscow during the spring, and it was the cause of

his nervous disorders and numerous sleepless nights. These difficulties

were partly caused by his want of experience in composition, and partly

by his habit of working by night as well as by day. At the end of June

he had a terrible nervous breakdown, and the doctor who was called in to

see him declared he had narrowly escaped madness, and that his condition

was very serious. The most alarming symptoms of the illness were his

hallucinations and a constant feeling of dread. That he suffered

intensely is evident from the fact that he never again attempted to work

through the night.

In consequence of his illness, Tchaikovsky was unable to finish the

symphony during the summer. Nevertheless, before his return to Moscow he

resolved to submit it to his former masters, Anton Rubinstein and

Zaremba, hoping they might offer to let it be heard at the Musical

Society.

Once more he was doomed to disappointment. His symphony was severely

criticised, rejected, and pronounced unworthy of performance. It was the

first completely independent work which he had composed after leaving

the Petersburg Conservatoire. The only other work upon which he was

engaged at this time was the orchestration of his F major and C minor

overtures, which still remain unpublished.

III

1866-1867

At the end of August Tchaikovsky returned to Moscow without any trace of

the hostile feeling with which he had gone there in the previous

January. In this change of attitude his artistic sensibility

unquestionably played a part. After the severe judgment of the

authorities in Petersburg upon his symphony, he could not fail to

contrast this reception unfavourably with the acknowledgments of the

Moscow musical world. He had learnt, too, the value of his colleagues,

N. Rubinstein, Albrecht and Kashkin, and looked forward to meeting them

again. Finally, he had the pleasant prospect of an increased salary,

commencing from September. He must have rejoiced to feel his extreme

poverty had touched its limits, and an income of over £120 a year seemed

almost wealth to him. “I have money enough and to spare,” he wrote to

his brothers in November.

The ties which bound him to Petersburg were slackening. His attachment

to his father remained unchanged, but he was growing accustomed to his

separation; moreover, the twins stood less in need of his tender

solicitude, since they were once more living at home with their father.

And yet he still hankered after the recognition of St. Petersburg;

Moscow was still “a strange city”; a provincial town, the appreciation

of which was hardly worth the conquest.

In 1866 the Conservatoire outgrew its quarters in Rubinstein’s house,

and it became necessary to locate it in a larger building. Rubinstein

now moved into quarters nearer the new Conservatoire, and Tchaikovsky

continued to live with him.

The opening of the buildings took place on September 1st (13th), and was

attended by most of the leaders of Moscow society. The consecration

service was followed by a banquet at which many toasts were given, and

even Tchaikovsky himself drank to the health of Rubinstein, after making

a cordial and eloquent speech in his honour. Kashkin, the only witness

of the event now living, writes:--

“The banquet was followed by music, and Tchaikovsky, who was

determined that the first music to be heard in the hall of the

Conservatoire should be Glinka’s, opened the impromptu concert by

playing the overture to _Russlan and Lieudmilla_ from memory.”

The influx of new colleagues which followed the enlargement of the

Conservatoire made very little difference to Tchaikovsky’s intimate

circle. He admired Laub’s incomparable playing without entering into

closer relations with him. He had more in common with Kossmann, an

excellent musician and a man of culture. His acquaintance with the

violinist Wieniawsky was of short duration, since at the end of six

months the latter resigned his post as teacher, and they never met

again. He often spent the evening with Dubuque, a most hospitable man,

and a famous pianist, who was considered the finest interpreter of

Field’s Nocturnes and other works which were accounted modern in those

days. To these acquaintances we may add Anton Door, the well-known

pianist, now residing in Vienna.

Among such of Tchaikovsky’s friends as did not belong to the musical

profession, the generous art patron Prince Vladimir Odoevsky takes the

first place. Peter Ilich was grateful for the interest which this

enlightened man took in him and his work. In 1878 he says in one of his

letters:--

[Illustration: TCHAIKOVSKY (IN WINTER DRESS), 1867]

“He was the personification of kindness, and combined the most

all-embracing knowledge, including the art of music.... Four days

before his death he came to the concert to hear my orchestral

fantasia, _Fatum_. How jovial he was when during the interval he

came to give me his opinion! The cymbals which he unearthed and

presented to me are still kept at the Conservatoire. He did not

like the instruments himself, but thought I had a talent for

introducing them at the right moment. So the charming old fellow

searched all Moscow until he discovered a pair of good ‘piatti,’

and sent them to me with a precious letter.”

In the literary and dramatic world Tchaikovsky had two good friends--the

dramatist Ostrovsky and Sadovsky. He won the sympathy of these

distinguished men entirely by his own personality, since neither of them

cared greatly for music.

During the season 1866-7 the composer made another friendship which was

of great importance to his future career. Vladimir Petrovich Begichev,

Intendant of the Imperial Opera, Moscow, enjoyed a considerable

reputation--first as an elderly Adonis, secondly as the hero of many

romantic episodes in the past, and thirdly as the husband of his wife, a

lady once renowned for her singing and for her somewhat sensational

past. By her first husband Madame Begichev had two sons--Constantine and

Vladimir Shilovsky. These young men were strongly attracted to art and

literature, and played a considerable part in Tchaikovsky’s subsequent

career.

Soon after his arrival in Moscow Tchaikovsky began to compose an

overture on the Danish National Hymn, which N. Rubinstein had requested

him to have ready for the approaching marriage of the Tsarevitch with

the Princess Dagmar, to be played in the presence of the royal pair

during their visit to Moscow.

As with all his commissioned works, Tchaikovsky had completed this

overture before the appointed day, although he had to compose under the

most unfavourable conditions. Rubinstein’s house was beset all day long

by professors from the Conservatoire and other visitors, who did not

hesitate to intrude into Tchaikovsky’s room, so that he found no peace

at home, and had to take refuge in a neighbouring inn, “The Great

Britain,” which was very little frequented during the daytime. When

finished, he dedicated the overture to the Tsarevitch, and received in

return a pair of jewelled sleeve-links, which he immediately sold to

Dubuque. Tchaikovsky, who generally judged his early works very

severely, kept a favourable recollection of this overture, and wrote to

Jurgenson, in 1892:--

“My Danish Overture may become a popular concert work, for, as far

as I can remember, it is effective and, from a musical standpoint,

far superior to ‘1812.’”

After making some alterations in his symphony--undertaken at the desire

of Anton Rubinstein and Zaremba--Tchaikovsky, setting aside N.

Rubinstein, desired to hear the judgments of his old teachers, so

greatly was he still under the influence of Petersburg opinion. He only

permitted the least important movement to be heard at a Moscow Symphony

Concert in December--the scherzo, which had very little success. In

Petersburg the work was once more refused, but afterwards the two middle

movements (adagio and scherzo) were performed in February, 1867. The

reception was not encouraging, only one anonymous critic speaking warmly

in praise of the music.

In Tchaikovsky’s nature, side by side with his gentle and benevolent

attitude towards his fellow-men, there existed an extraordinary memory

for any injury; not in the ordinary sense of a desire for revenge, but

in the more literal meaning of unforgetfulness. He hardly ever forgot a

slight to his artistic pride. If it was offered by one whom he had

hitherto loved, he grew suddenly cold to him--and for ever. Not only for

months or years, but for decades, he would bear such a wound unhealed

in his heart, and it took a great deal to make him forget an

inconsiderate word, or an unfriendly action. It was no doubt the result

of having been spoilt as a child. From his earliest infancy he had been

kept from all unpleasantness, or even indifference, so that what would

have appeared a pin-prick to many seemed to him a mortal blow.

Not only the episode of the symphony--which afterwards won a fair

measure of success in St. Petersburg--but many other events contributed

to estrange Tchaikovsky from the city of his first affections. Gradually

the circle of his friends there decreased, and the most intimate of them

all, Laroche, was appointed Professor at the Moscow Conservatoire in

December, 1867. Besides which that little school of gifted “young

Russians,” under the leadership of Balakirev, and the protection of

Dargomijsky, which included Moussorgsky, Cui, Borodin and

Rimsky-Korsakov, were gaining more and more acknowledgment and weight in

Petersburg. This circle, supported by the pens of Cui and Stassov, who

held extremely modern views and were opposed to the Conservatoire and

Anton Rubinstein, made a very unsympathetic impression upon Tchaikovsky.

The hostility with which he regarded this group of composers had its

origin in his distrustful attitude towards society generally. He met all

strangers with dislike, but at the first friendly advance, or kind word,

he forgave them, and even thought them sympathetic.

So it was with his intercourse with the members of the New School in St.

Petersburg. Until 1868 none of them were known to him personally, but

all the same he was hostile to them. This was sufficient to awaken in

him the notion that they were all disposed to be his enemies, and when

in 1867 Anton Rubinstein resigned the conductorship of the Symphony

Concerts, and it passed into the hands of this school, he decided that

Petersburg was now a hostile camp, whereas in reality they were simply

neutral, or indifferent, to him.

Meanwhile, by closer acquaintance with Nicholas Rubinstein, Tchaikovsky

had begun to recognise his worth as an executant, a conductor, and an

indefatigable worker; while the presence of such musicians as Laub and

Kossmann, and such intimate friends as Kashkin, Albrecht and Laroche,

reconciled him to Moscow as a musical centre where it was worth while to

be appreciated.

The earliest of Tchaikovsky’s letters in 1867 is dated May 2nd (14th);

therefore it is difficult to fix the precise date at which he began to

compose his opera, _The Voyevode_. In any case he received the first

part of the libretto from Ostrovsky in March or April. I remember that

in the summer the first act was not even finished. At the very outset he

was delayed in his work because he lost the manuscript, and Ostrovsky

had to rewrite it from memory.

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

“_May_ 2_nd_(14_th_), 1867.

“All last week I was out of humour; first, because of the bad

weather; secondly, from shortness of money; and thirdly, from

despair of ever again finding the libretto.... Recently I made the

acquaintance of Professor Bougaiev at his house. He is an

extraordinarily learned man. He talked until late into the night

about astronomy and its latest discoveries. Good God! How ignorant

we are when we leave school! I shudder when I chance to come across

a really well-read and enlightened man!...”

In the summer of 1867 Tchaikovsky decided to visit Finland with one of

the twins, his funds not being sufficient to allow of his taking both of

them. With his usual _naïveté_ as regards money matters, he set off with

Anatol, taking about £10 in his pocket, which he believed would suffice

for the trip. At the end of a few days in Viborg, finding themselves

nearly penniless, they took the first boat back to Petersburg. There a

great disappointment awaited them. Their father, from whom they hoped to

obtain some assistance, had already left for a summer holiday in the

Ural Mountains. The brothers then spent their last remaining shillings

in reaching Hapsal by steamer, where they were certain of finding their

faithful friends the Davidovs. They travelled as “between deck”

passengers and suffered terribly from the cold. But notwithstanding

these misadventures, out of which they derived more amusement than

discomfort, Peter Ilich enjoyed the summer holidays. His spirits were

excellent, and he worked hard at _The Voyevode_, while his leisure was

spent in the society of his dear friends. The evenings were devoted to

reading, and they were particularly interested in the dramatic works of

Alfred de Musset. This kind of life entirely satisfied Tchaikovsky’s

simple and steadfast nature, and his happy frame of mind is reflected in

the _Chant sans paroles_, which he composed at this time and

dedicated--with two additional pieces for piano--to Vera Vassilievna

Davidov, under the title of _Souvenir de Hapsal_.

On August 15th (27th), Tchaikovsky left Hapsal for Moscow, spending a

week in Petersburg on his way.

IV

1867-1868

“Perhaps you may have observed”--writes Tchaikovsky to his

sister--“that I long intensely for a quiet, peaceful life, such as

one lives in the country. Vera Davidov may have told you how we

often spoke in fun of our future farm, where we intended to end our

days. As regards myself it is no joke. I am really attracted to

this idea because, although I am far from being old, I am already

very tired of life. Do not laugh; if you always lived with me you

would see it for yourself. The people around me often wonder at my

taciturnity and my apparent ill-temper, while actually I do not

lead an unhappy existence. What more can a man want whose prospects

are good, who is liked, and whose artistic work meets with

appreciation? And yet, in spite of these favourable circumstances,

I shrink from every social engagement, do not care to make

acquaintances, love solitude and silence. All this is explained by

my weariness of life. In those moments when I am not merely too

lazy to talk, but too indolent even to think, I dream of a calm,

heavenly, serene existence, and only realise this life in your

immediate neighbourhood. Be sure of this: you will have to devote

some of your maternal devotion to your tired old brother. Perhaps

you may think such a frame of mind naturally leads a man to the

consideration of matrimony. No, my dear future companion! My

weariness has made me _too indolent_ to form new ties, _too

indolent_ to found a family, _too indolent_ to take upon myself the

responsibility of wife and children. In short, marriage is to me

inconceivable. How I shall come to be united with your family I

know not as yet; whether I shall become the owner of a plot of

ground in your neighbourhood, or simply your boarder, only the

future can decide. One thing is clear: my future happiness is

impossible apart from you.”

Tchaikovsky never gives the true reason for his yearning after solitude

and a life of “heavenly quiet and serenity,” but it certainly did not

proceed from “misanthropy,” “indolence,” or weariness of life.

He was no misanthropist, for, as everyone who knew him must agree, it

would be difficult to find any man who gave out more sympathy than he

did. Laroche says:--

“The number of people who made a good impression on him, who

pleased him, and of whom he spoke in their absence as ‘good’ and

‘sympathetic,’ sometimes astounded me. The power of seeing the best

side of people and of things was a gift inherited from his father,

and it was precisely this love of his fellow-creatures which made

him so beloved in return. He was no misanthropist, rather a

philanthropist in the true sense of the word. Neither is there

greater justice in his self-accusation of ‘indolence.’ Those who

have followed him through his school-life, his official career, and

his student days at the Conservatoire, will be of my opinion. But a

glance at the number of his works, which reaches seventy-six,

including ten operas and three ballets; at his letters (I possess,

in all, four thousand); at his literary work (sixty-one articles);

at his translations and arrangements, and his ten years’ teaching,

will suffice to convince the most sceptical that his nature knew no

moods of _dolce far niente_.”

As regards his “weariness of life,” he himself disposes of it in the

same letter, when he speaks of yearning for a calm and happy existence.

Those who are really world-weary have no longing for any kind of

existence. Neither misanthropy, indolence, nor weariness were his

permanent moods. His indefinite craving for an easier life was caused by

his creative impulse, which, waxing ever stronger and stronger, awoke

the desire for more leisure to devote to it. This longing for freedom

reached a climax in 1877, and brought about a complete change in his

life.

For the time being it was useless to think of solitude or freedom. All

he could hope for was the comparative liberty of his summer vacation.

Town life was a necessity to him from the material and moral point of

view, and although he complained of its being oppressive, I believe that

had he been compelled by fate to reside in the country--as he did some

years later--he would, at this earlier period of his career, have had

much more cause for complaint.

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

“_August_ 31_st_, 1867 (_September_ 12_th_).

“ ... At present I have nothing to do, and loaf about the town all

day.... Ostrovsky still keeps me on the trot. I read in the

Petersburg papers that he had completed my libretto, but it is not

so. I had some difficulty in dragging the first half of the lost

act out of him. I am wandering about with the intention of buying a

large writing-table to make my room more comfortable, so that I can

work at my opera at home. I am determined to finish it during the

winter. Last night we celebrated Dubuque’s birthday, and I came

back rather the worse for liquor.

“I have spent two evenings running at the ‘English Club.’ What a

delightful club! It would be jolly to belong to it, but it costs

too much....”

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

(_About the end of October._)

“I am getting along all right. On Saturday our first concert takes

place, to which I look forward, for, generally speaking, the people

here prefer carnal to spiritual entertainments, and eat and drink

an incredible amount. The concert will supply me with a little

musical food, of which I am badly in need, for I live like a bear

in his cave, upon my own substance, that is to say, upon my

compositions, which are always running in my head. Try as I may, it

is impossible to lead a quiet life in Moscow, where one must

over-eat and drink. This is the fifth day in succession that I have

come home late with an overloaded stomach. But you must not imagine

I am idle: from breakfast till the midday meal I work without a

break.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“_November_ 25_th_ (_December_ 7_th_).

“Our mutual friend Klimenko is in Moscow, and visits us almost

daily.

“The Opera is progressing fairly well. The whole of the third act

is finished, and the dances from it--which I orchestrated at

Hapsal--will be given at the next concert.”

Ivan Alexandrovich Klimenko, whose name will often occur in the course

of this book, had previously made Laroche’s acquaintance at one of

Serov’s “Tuesday evenings.” An architect by profession, Kashkin

describes him as a very gifted amateur. He was devotedly attached to

Tchaikovsky, and one of the first to prophesy his significance for

Russian music.

At the second symphony concert, which took place early in December, “The

Dances of the Serving Maids,” from _The Voyevode_, were given. They had

an undeniable success, and were twice repeated in Moscow during the

season.

On December 12th (24th) Tchaikovsky wrote to his brother Anatol as

follows:--

“You ask if I am coming to Petersburg. Wisdom compels me to say no.

In the first place I have not money for the journey, and secondly,

Berlioz is coming here at Christmas, and will give two

concerts--one popular, and another in the place of our fourth

symphony evening. I shall put off my visit until the Carnival or

Lent....”

Berlioz went to Moscow about the end of December, 1867, direct from St.

Petersburg, where he had been invited by the directors of the Musical

Society--chiefly at the instigation of Dargomijsky and Balakirev--to

conduct a series of six concerts.

This was not his first visit to Russia. As early as 1847 he had been

welcomed in Petersburg, Moscow and Riga, by the instrumentality of

Glinka, who regarded him as “the greatest of contemporary musicians.” He

then met with an enthusiastic reception from the leaders of the Russian

musical world, Prince Odoevsky and Count Vielgorsky, and not only made a

large sum, but was equally fêted by the public. It is interesting to

note that not only Berlioz himself, but his Russian admirers seem to

have deluded themselves into the belief that he was “understood” and

“appreciated” in Russia. Prince Odoevsky, who published an article

extolling Berlioz’s genius the very day before his first concert in

Petersburg, exclaims in one of his letters to Glinka:--

“Where are you, friend? Why are you not with us? Why are you not

sharing our joy and pleasure? Berlioz has been ‘understood’ in St.

Petersburg!! Here, in spite of the scourge of Italian cavatina,

which has well-nigh ruined Slavonic taste, we showed that we could

still appreciate the most complicated contrapuntal music in the

world. There must be a secret sympathy between his music and our

intimate Russian sentiment. How else can this public enthusiasm be

explained?”

I am of opinion that it is more easily explicable by the fact that

Berlioz was a gifted conductor, and that the public had been

prepossessed in his favour by the laudatory articles of Prince Odoevsky

himself. Judging from the neglect of this famous composer in the present

day (_Faust_ is the only one of his works which is still popular), this

is surely the right point of view.

Twenty years later, in 1867, the enthusiastic welcome he received here

was chiefly due to his attraction as a conductor, and to the enthusiasm

of that small group of Russian musicians to whom he owed his invitation

to our country.

Tchaikovsky, whose views were entirely opposed to those of this circle,

held “his own opinions” in this, as in other matters. Although he fully

appreciated the important place which Berlioz filled in modern music,

and recognised him as a great reformer of the orchestra, he felt no

enthusiasm for his music. On the other hand, he had the warmest

admiration for the man, in whom he saw “the personification of

disinterested industry, of ardent love for art, of a noble and energetic

combatant against ignorance, stupidity, vulgarity, and routine....” He

also regarded him as “an old and broken man, persecuted alike by fate

and his fellow-creatures,” whom he cordially desired to console and

cheer--if only for the moment--by the expression of an ungrudging

sympathy.

On February 3rd (15th) Tchaikovsky’s G minor symphony was given at the

Musical Society, when its success surpassed all expectations. “The

adagio pleased best,” Tchaikovsky wrote to his brothers. The composer

was vociferously recalled, and, according to Countess Kapnist, appeared

upon the platform in rather untidy clothes, hat in hand, and bowed

awkwardly.

On February 19th (March 2nd) a charity concert was given in the Opera

House in aid of the Famine Fund. This was an event in Tchaikovsky’s

life, for he made his first public appearance as a conductor, the

“Dances” from _The Voyevode_, being played under his bâton. On this

occasion, too, he first became acquainted with the work of

Rimsky-Korsakov, whose “Serbian Fantasia” was included in the programme.

Tchaikovsky’s opinion of himself as a conductor we have learnt already

from Laroche. Kashkin gives the following account of this concert:--

“When I went behind the scenes to see how the _débutant_ was

feeling, he told me that to his great surprise he was not in the

least nervous. Before it came to his turn I returned to my place.

When Tchaikovsky actually appeared on the platform, I noticed that

he was quite distracted; he came on timidly, as though he would

have been glad to hide, or run away, and, on mounting to the

conductor’s desk, looked like a man who finds himself in some

desperate situation. Apparently his composition was blotted out

from his mind; he did not see the score before him, and gave all

the leads at the wrong moment, or to the wrong instruments.

Fortunately the band knew the music so well that they paid no

attention whatever to Tchaikovsky’s beat, but laughing in their

sleeves, got through the dances very creditably in spite of him.

Afterwards Peter Ilich told me that in his terror he had a feeling

that his head would fall off his shoulders unless he held it

tightly in position.”

That he had no faith in his powers of conducting is evident from the

fact that ten years elapsed before he ventured to take up the bâton

again.

In a notice of the concert, which appeared in _The Entr’acte_,

Tchaikovsky was spoken of as a “mature” musician, whose work was

remarkable for “loftiness of aim and masterly thematic treatment”; while

Rimsky-Korsakov’s “Serbian Fantasia” was dismissed as “colourless and

inanimate.”

Had such a judgment been pronounced a few months earlier, at a time when

Tchaikovsky knew nothing of the composer, and regarded the entire

Petersburg School as his enemies, who knows whether he would not have

felt a certain satisfaction--a kind of “Schadenfreude”--at its

appearance? Now, however, circumstances were altered. Not only had he

become well acquainted with the “Serbian Fantasia” at rehearsal, and

learnt to regard both the work and its composer with respect, but during

the last two or three months he had been more closely associated with

the leader of the New School, Mily Balakirev, and had become convinced

that, far from being his enemies, the Petersburg set were all interested

in his career.

The result of this pleasing discovery was a burning desire to show his

sympathy for a gifted colleague, and he wrote an article in direct

contradiction to the criticism of the _Entr’acte_. This was the

beginning of his literary activity. The article aroused considerable

attention in Moscow, and was warmly approved. Nor did it escape

observation in St. Petersburg. Consequently, when Tchaikovsky visited

his father at Easter, he was received in a very friendly spirit by “The

Invincible Band.”[16]

The rallying-point of “The Band” was Dargomijsky’s house. The composer,

although confined to his bed by a mortal illness, was working with fire

and inspiration at his opera, _The Stone Guest_. His young friends

regarded this work as the foundation-stone of the great temple of “The

Music of the Future,” and frequently assembled at the “Master’s” to note

the progress of the new creation and show him their own works. Even

Tchaikovsky, who had already met Dargomijsky at Begichev’s in Moscow,

found himself more than once among the guests, and made many new

acquaintances on these occasions.

At Balakirev’s, too, he met many musicians who held the views of the New

Russian School. Although Tchaikovsky entered into friendly relations

with the members of “The Invincibles,” he could not accept their tenets,

and with great tact and skill remained entirely independent of them.

While he made friends individually with Balakirev, Rimsky-Korsakov, Cui

and Vladimir Stassov, he still regarded their union with some hostility.

He laughed at their ultra-progressive tendencies and regarded with

contempt the naïve and crude efforts of some members of “The Band”

(especially Moussorgsky). But while making fun of these “unheard-of

works of genius,” which “throw all others into the shade,” and indignant

at their daring attacks upon his idol Mozart, Tchaikovsky was also

impressed by the force and vitality displayed in some of their

compositions, as well as by their freshness of inspiration and

honourable intentions, so that far from being repulsed, he learnt to

feel a certain degree of sympathy and a very great respect for this

school.

This dual relationship reacted in two different ways. Tchaikovsky never

hesitated to express quite openly his antipathy to the tendencies of

these innovators, while he refused to recognise the dilettante

extravagances of Moussorgsky as masterpieces, and always made it evident

that it would be distasteful to him to win the praise of Stassov and

Cui, and with it the title of “genius,” by seeking originality at the

expense of artistic beauty. At the same time he acted as the

propagandist of “The Band” in Moscow, was their intermediary with the

Moscow section of the Musical Society, and busied himself with the

performance or publication of their works. When in 1869 the Grand

Duchess Helena Paulovna desired to carry out a change in the management

of the symphony concerts, and Balakirev retired from the conductorship,

Tchaikovsky appeared for the second time as the champion of “The Band,”

and protested against the proceedings of the Grand Duchess in an

energetic article, in which he displayed also his sympathy with the

leader of the New Russian School. During the period when he was engaged

in musical criticism, he lost no opportunity of giving public expression

to his respect and enthusiasm for the works of Balakirev and

Rimsky-Korsakov.

But the most obvious sign of his sympathy with “The Band” is the fact

that he dedicated three of his best works to individual members--_Fatum_

and _Romeo and Juliet_ to Balakirev and _The Tempest_ to Vladimir

Stassov. Here undoubtedly we may see the indirect influence which the

New School exercised upon Tchaikovsky. He would not amalgamate with

them; nor would he adopt their principles. But to win their sympathy,

without actually having recourse to a compromise; to accept their advice

(_Romeo and Juliet_ was suggested by Balakirev and _The Tempest_ by

Stassov); to triumph over the tasks they set him and to show his

solidarity with “The Band,” only in so far as they both aimed at being

earnest in matters of art--all this seemed to him not only interesting,

but worthy of his vocation.

“The Invincible Band” repaid Tchaikovsky in his own coin. They

criticised some of his works as pedantic, “behind the times,” and

_routinier_, but at the outset of his career they took the greatest

interest in him, respected him as a worthy rival, strove to win him over

to their views, and continued to consider him “among the elect,” even

after the failure of their efforts at conversion.

The relations between Tchaikovsky and “The Band” may be compared to

those existing between two friendly neighbouring states, each leading

its independent existence, meeting on common grounds, but keeping their

individual interests strictly apart.

During the summer of this year Tchaikovsky went abroad with his

favourite pupil Vladimir Shilovsky, accompanied by the lad’s guardian,

V. Begichev, and a friend named De Lazary. In spite of a lingering wish

to spend his holidays with his own people in some quiet spot, the

opportunity seemed too good to be lost. His travelling companions were

congenial, and his duties of the lightest--merely to give music lessons

to young Shilovsky.

From Paris he wrote to his sister on July 20th (August 1st), 1868:--

“Originally we intended to visit the most beautiful places in

Europe, but Shilovsky’s illness, and the need of consulting a

certain great doctor with all possible speed, brought us here, and

has kept us against our will.... The theatres are splendid, not

externally, but as regards the staging of pieces and the skill with

which effects are produced by the simplest means. They know how to

mount and act a play here in such a way that, without any

remarkable display of histrionic talent, it is more effective than

it would be with us, since it would probably lack rehearsal and

_ensemble_.

“As regards music, too, in the operas I have heard I remarked no

singer with an exceptional voice, and yet what a splendid

performance! How carefully everything is studied and thought out!

What earnest attention is given to every detail, no matter how

insignificant, which goes to make up the general effect! We have no

conception of such performances.... The noise and bustle of Paris

is far less suited to a composer than the quiet of such a lake as

the Thuner See, not to mention the stinking, but beloved,

Tiasmin,[17] which is happy in flowing by the house that holds

some of my nearest and dearest. How have they passed this summer?”

Tchaikovsky returned to his duties at Moscow about the end of August.

V

1868-1869

Externally, Tchaikovsky’s life had remained unchanged during this

period. His lessons at the Conservatoire slightly increased, and his

salary consequently rose to over 1,400 roubles (£140). Under these

circumstances he began to think of finding separate quarters, since his

life with Nicholas Rubinstein was unfavourable to his creative work. The

latter, however, would not consent to this, and Tchaikovsky himself had

doubts as to whether his income would suffice for a separate

establishment.

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

“_September_ 3_rd_ (15_th_).

“I have been working like a slave to-day. The day before yesterday

I received an unexpected summons to attend at the theatre. To my

great surprise I found two choral rehearsals of my opera (_The

Voyevode_) had already been given, and the first solo rehearsal was

about to take place. I have undertaken the pianoforte accompaniment

myself. I doubt the possibility of getting up such a difficult work

in a month, and already I shiver with apprehension at all the

hurry-skurry and confusion which lie before me. The rehearsals will

take place almost daily. The singers are all pleased with the

opera....”

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

“_September_ 25_th_ (_October_ 7_th_).

“ ... When I saw that it was impossible to study my opera in so

short a time, I informed the directors that so long as the Italian

company remained in Moscow and absorbed the time of both chorus and

orchestra, I would not send in the score of my work. I wrote to

Gedeonov to this effect. In consequence, the performance is

postponed until the Italians leave Moscow. I have a little more

leisure now. Besides, Menshikova already knows the greater part of

her rôle by heart. I lunched with her to-day, and she sang me

several numbers from the opera, by no means badly. Time, on the

whole, goes quickly and pleasantly.

“I have some good news to give you about my future work. A few days

ago I was lunching with Ostrovsky, and he proposed, entirely of his

own accord, to write a libretto for me. The subject has been in his

mind for the last twenty years, but he has never spoken of it to

anyone before; now his choice has fallen upon me.

“The scene is laid in Babylon and Greece, in the time of Alexander

of Macedon, who is introduced as one of the characters. We have

representatives of two great races of antiquity: the Hebrews and

the Greeks. The hero is a young Hebrew, in love with one of his own

race, who, actuated by ambitious motives, betrays him for the sake

of Alexander. In the end the young Hebrew becomes a prophet. You

have no idea what a fine plot it is! Just now I am writing a

symphonic sketch, _Fatum_.[18] The Italian opera is creating a

furore. Artôt is a splendid creature. She and I are good friends.”

“Early in 1868,” says Laroche, “an Italian opera company visited Moscow

for a few weeks, at the head of which was the impresario Merelli. Their

performances at the Opera drew crowded houses. The company consisted of

fifth-rate singers, who had neither voices nor talent; the one exception

was a woman of thirty, not good-looking, but with a passionate and

expressive face, who had just reached the climax of her art, and soon

afterwards began to go off, both in voice and appearance.

“Désirée Artôt, a daughter of the celebrated horn-player Artôt, and a

niece of the still more renowned violinist, had been trained by Pauline

Viardot-Garcia. Her voice was powerful, and adapted to express intense

dramatic pathos, but unfortunately it had no reserve force, and began to

deteriorate comparatively early, so that six or seven years after the

time of which I am speaking it had completely lost its charm. Besides

its dramatic quality, her voice was suitable for florid vocalisation,

and her lower notes were so good that she could take many mezzo-soprano

parts; consequently her repertory was almost unlimited.... It is not too

much to say that in the whole world of music, in the entire range of

lyrical emotion, there was not a single idea, or a single form, of which

this admirable artist could not give a poetical interpretation. The

timbre of her voice was more like the oboe than the flute, and was

penetrated by such indescribable beauty, warmth, and passion, that

everyone who heard it was fascinated and carried away. I have said that

Désirée Artôt was not good-looking. At the same time, without recourse

to artificial aids, her charm was so great that she won all hearts and

turned all heads, as though she had been the loveliest of women. The

delicate texture and pallor of her skin, the plastic grace of her

movements, the beauty of her neck and arms, were not her only weapons;

under the irregularity of her features lay some wonderful charm of

attraction, and of all the many ‘Gretchens’ I have seen in my day, Artôt

was by far the most ideal, the most fascinating.

“This was chiefly due to her talent as an actress. I have never seen

anyone so perfectly at home on the stage as she was. From the first

entrance, to the last cry of triumph or despair, the illusion was

perfect. Not a single movement betrayed intention or pre-consideration.

She was equally herself in a tragic, comic, or comedy part.”

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

“_October_ 21_st_ (_November_ 2_nd_).

“I am very busy writing choruses and recitatives to Auber’s _Domino

Noir_, which is to be given for Artôt’s benefit. Merelli will pay

me for the work. I have become very friendly with Artôt, and am

glad to know something of her remarkable character. I have never

met a kinder, a better, or a cleverer woman.

“Anton Rubinstein has been here. He played divinely, and created an

indescribable sensation. He has not altered, and is as nice as

ever.

“My orchestral fantasia _Fatum_ is finished.”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

(_November._)

“Oh, Moding, I long to pour my impressions into your artistic soul.

If only you knew what a singer and actress Artôt is!! I have never

experienced such powerful artistic impressions as just recently.

How delighted you would be with the grace of her movements and

poses!”

_To Modeste Tchaikovsky._

(_December._)

“ ... I have not written to you for a long while, but many things

now make it impossible for me to write letters, for all my leisure

is given to one--of whom you have already heard--whom I love

dearly.

“My musical situation is as follows: Two of my pianoforte pieces

are to be published in a day or two. I have arranged twenty-five

Russian folksongs for four hands, which will be published

immediately, and I have orchestrated my fantasia _Fatum_ for the

fifth concert of the Musical Society.

“Recently a concert was given here for the benefit of poor

students, in which ‘the one being’ sang for the last time before

her departure, and Nicholas Rubinstein played my pianoforte piece

dedicated to Artôt.”

_To his father._

“_December_ 26_th_ (_January_ 7_th_, 1869).

“MY DEAR, KIND DAD!--To my great annoyance, circumstances have

prevented my going to Petersburg. This journey would have cost me

at least a hundred roubles, and just now I do not possess them.

Consequently I must send my New Year’s wishes by letter. I wish

you happiness and all good things. As rumours of my engagement will

doubtless have reached you, and you may feel hurt at my silence

upon the subject, I will tell you the whole story. I made the

acquaintance of Artôt in the spring, but only visited her once,

when I went to a supper given after her benefit performance. After

she returned here in autumn I did not call on her for a whole

month. Then we met by chance at a musical evening. She expressed

surprise that I had not called, and I promised to do so, a promise

I should never have kept (because of my shyness with new friends)

if Anton Rubinstein, in passing through Moscow, had not dragged me

there. Afterwards I received constant invitations, and got into the

way of going to her house daily. Soon we began to experience a

mutual glow of tenderness, and an understanding followed

immediately. Naturally the question of marriage arose at once, and,

if nothing hinders it, our wedding is to take place in the summer.

But the worst is that there are several obstacles. First, there is

her mother, who always lives with her, and has considerable

influence upon her daughter. She is not in favour of the match,

because she considers me too young, and probably fears lest I

should expect her daughter to live permanently in Russia. Secondly,

my friends, especially N. Rubinstein, are trying might and main to

prevent my marriage. They declare that, married to a famous singer,

I should play the pitiable part of ‘husband of my wife’; that I

should live at her expense and accompany her all over Europe;

finally, that I should lose all opportunities of working, and that

when my first love had cooled, I should know nothing but

disenchantment and depression. The risk of such a catastrophe might

perhaps be avoided, if she would consent to leave the stage and

live entirely in Russia. But she declares that in spite of all her

love for me, she cannot make up her mind to give up the profession

which brings her in so much money, and to which she has grown

accustomed. At present she is on her way to Moscow. Meanwhile we

have agreed that I am to visit her in summer at her country house

(near Paris), when our fate will be decided.

“If she will not consent to give up the stage, I, on my part,

hesitate to sacrifice my future; for it is clear that I shall lose

all opportunity of making my own way, if I blindly follow in her

train. You see, Dad, my situation is a very difficult one. On the

one hand, I love her heart and soul, and feel I cannot live any

longer without her; on the other hand, calm reason bids me to

consider more closely all the misfortunes with which my friends

threaten me. I shall wait, my dear, for your views on the subject.

“I am quite well, and my life goes on as usual--only I am unhappy

now she is not here.”

Tchaikovsky received the following letter in reply:--

“_December_ 29_th_, 1868 (_January_ 10_th_, 1869).

“MY DEAR PETER,--You ask my advice upon the most momentous event in

your life.... You are both artists, both make capital out of your

talents; but while she has made both money and fame, you have

hardly begun to make your way, and God knows whether you will ever

attain to what she has acquired. Your friends know your gifts, and

fear they may suffer by your marriage--I think otherwise. You, who

gave up your official appointment for the sake of your talent, are

not likely to forsake your art, even if you are not altogether

happy at first, as is the fate of nearly all musicians. You are

proud, and therefore you find it unpleasant not to be earning

sufficient to keep a wife and be independent of her purse. Yes,

dear fellow, I understand you well enough. It is bitter and

unpleasant. But if you are both working and earning together there

can be no question of reproach; go your way, let her go hers, and

help each other side by side. It would not be wise for either of

you to give up your chosen vocations until you have saved enough to

say: ‘This is _ours_, we have earned it in common.’

“Let us analyse these words: ‘In marrying a famous singer you will

be playing the pitiable part of attendant upon her journeys; you

will live on her money and lose your own chances of work.’ If your

love is not a fleeting, but solid sentiment, as it ought to be in

people of your age; if your vows are sincere and unalterable, then

all these misgivings are nonsense. Married happiness is based upon

mutual respect, and you would no more permit your wife to be a kind

of servant, than she would ask you to be her lackey. The travelling

is not a matter of any importance, so long as it does not prevent

your composing--it will even give you opportunities of getting your

operas or symphonies performed in various places. A devoted friend

will help to inspire you. When all is set down in black and white,

with such a companion as your chosen one, your talent is more

likely to progress than to deteriorate. (2) Even if your first

passion for her does cool somewhat, will ‘nothing remain but

disenchantment and depression’? But why should love grow cold? I

lived twenty-one years with your mother, and during all that time I

loved her just the same, with the ardour of a young man, and

respected and worshipped her as a saint.... There is only one

question I would ask you; have you proved each other? Do you love

each other truly, and for all time? I know your character, my dear

son, and I have confidence in you, but I have not as yet the

happiness of knowing the dear woman of your choice. I only know her

lovely heart and soul through you. It would be no bad thing if you

proved each other, not by jealousy--God forbid--but by time....

“Describe her character to me in full, my dear. Does she translate

that tender word ‘Désirée’? A mother’s wish counts for nothing in

love affairs, but give it your consideration.”

_Tchaikovsky to his brother Anatol._

(_January._)

“Just now I am very much excited. _The Voyevode_ is about to be

performed. Everyone is taking the greatest pains, so I can hope for

a good performance. Menshikova will do very well; she sings the

‘Nightingale’ song in the second act beautifully. The tenor is not

amiss, but the bass is bad. If the work goes well I shall try to

arrange for you both to come here in the Carnival Week, so that you

may hear it.

“I have already begun upon a second opera, but I must not tell you

about the subject, because I want to keep it a secret that I have

anything in hand. How astonished they will be to find in summer

that half the opera is already put together! (I hope in summer I

shall have some chance of working)....

“With regard to the love affair I had early in the winter, I may

tell you that it is very doubtful whether I shall enter Hymen’s

bonds or not. Things are beginning to go rather awry. I will tell

you more about it later on. I have not time now.”

During this month (January) Désirée Artôt, without a word of explanation

to her first lover, was married to the baritone singer Padilla at

Warsaw.

The news reached Tchaikovsky at a moment when his whole mind, time, and

interests were absorbed by the production of his first opera, and,

judging from the tone of his letters, it was owing to these

circumstances that it affected him less painfully than might have been

expected.

In any case, after the first hours of bitterness, Tchaikovsky bore no

grudge against the faithless lady. She remained for him the most perfect

artist he had ever known. As a woman she was always dear to his memory.

A year later he had to meet her again, and wrote of the prospect as

follows:--

“I shall have very shortly to meet Artôt. She is coming here, and I

cannot avoid a meeting, because immediately after her arrival we

begin the rehearsals for _Le Domino Noir_ (for which I have written

recitatives and choruses), which I shall be compelled to attend.

This woman has caused me to experience many bitter hours, and yet I

am drawn to her by such an inexplicable sympathy that I begin to

look forward to her coming with feverish impatience.”

They met as friends. All intimate relations were at an end.

“When, in 1869, Artôt reappeared at the Moscow Opera,” says

Kashkin, “I sat in the stalls next to Tchaikovsky, who was greatly

moved. When the singer came on, he held his opera glasses to his

eyes and never lowered them during the entire performance; but he

must have seen very little, for tear after tear rolled down his

cheeks.”

Twenty years later they met once more. Youthful love and mutual sympathy

had then given place to a steady friendship, which lasted the rest of

their lives.

On January 30th (February 11th), 1869, _The Voyevode_ was given for the

first time for the singer Menshikova’s benefit.

The opera was very well received. The composer was recalled fifteen

times and presented with a laurel wreath. The performance, however, was

not without mishaps. Rapport, who took the lover’s part, had been kept

awake all night by an abscess on his finger, and was nearly fainting.

“If Menshikova had not supported him in her arms, the curtain must have

been rung down,” wrote Tchaikovsky to his brothers.

Kashkin says the chorus on a folksong, which occurred early in the

opera, pleased at once, and the “Nightingale” song became a favourite.

The tenor solo, “Glow, O Dawn-light,” based upon the pentatonic scale,

and the duet between Olona and Maria, “The moon sails calmly,” and the

last quartet all met with great success.

But the stormy ovation at the first performance, the enthusiasm of the

composer’s friends, and the appreciation of one or two specialists,

could not create a lasting success. The opera was only heard five times,

and then disappeared from the repertory for ever.

The first words of disapprobation and harsh criticism came from an

unexpected quarter--from Laroche. It was not only his “faint praise” of

this work, but the contemptuous attitude which Laroche now assumed

towards Tchaikovsky’s talent as a whole, which wounded the composer so

deeply that he broke off all connection with his old friend.

[Illustration: TCHAIKOVSKY IN 1868]

Soon after the production of _The Voyevode_ Tchaikovsky’s symphonic

fantasia _Fatum_ (or _Destiny_) was given for the first time at the

eighth concert of the Musical Society. By way of programme for this

work, which he dedicated to Balakirev, Tchaikovsky chose the following

lines from Batioushkov:--

“Thou knowest what the white-haired Melchisedek

Said when he left this life: Man is born a slave,

A slave he dies. Will even Death reveal to him

Why thus he laboured in this vale of tears,

Why thus he suffered, wept, endured--then vanished?”

To the choice of this motto attaches a history in which a certain

Sergius Rachinsky played a part. This gentleman, Professor of Botany at

the Moscow University, was one of Tchaikovsky’s earliest and most

enthusiastic admirers. Rachinsky was a lover of music and literature,

but held the most unusual views upon these, as upon all other subjects.

For instance, he saw nothing in Ostrovsky, then at the height of his

fame, but discerned in Tchaikovsky, who was hardly known to the world,

the making of a “great” composer.

When, in 1871, the musician dedicated to Rachinsky his first quartet,

the latter exclaimed with enthusiasm: “C’est un brevet d’immortalité que

j’ai reçu.”

Originally _Fatum_ had no definite programme.

“When the books for the concert were about to be printed,” relates

Rachinsky, “Rubinstein, who was always very careful about such

details, considered the bare title _Fatum_ insufficient, and

suggested that an appropriate verse should be added. It chanced

that I, who had not heard a note of the new work, had dropped in

upon Rubinstein, and the verses of Batioushkov flashed across my

mind. Rubinstein asked me to write them down at once, and added

them to the programme-book with the composer’s consent.”

The quotation, therefore, has not the significance of a programme, but

was merely an epigraph added to the score.

The composer declared that _Fatum_ had a “distinct success” with the

public, and added that he “considered it the best work he had written so

far,” and “others are of my opinion.” From this we may gather that, with

the exception of Laroche, Tchaikovsky’s musical friends were pleased

with this composition.

_Fatum_ was given almost simultaneously by the Petersburg section of the

Musical Society, under Balakirev’s direction. But here the fantasia fell

flat, and pleased neither the public nor the musicians.

Nevertheless, Cui did not handle the young composer so severely as on

the occasion of his Diploma Cantata. He found fault with a good deal in

_Fatum_, but described the music as being on the whole “agreeable, but

not inspired,” the instrumentation “somewhat rough,” and the harmonies

“bold and new, if not invariably beautiful.”

Balakirev--to whom the work was dedicated--did not admire it, and his

feelings were shared by the rest of the “Invincible Band.” He wrote to

Tchaikovsky as follows:--

“Your _Fatum_ has been played, and I venture to hope the

performance was not bad--at least everyone seemed satisfied with

it. There was not much applause, which I ascribe to the hideous

crash at the end. The work itself does not please me; it is not

sufficiently thought out, and shows signs of having been written

hastily. In many places the joins and tacking-threads are too

perceptible. Laroche says it is because you do not study the

classics sufficiently. I put it down to another cause: you are too

little acquainted with modern music. You will never learn freedom

of form from the classical composers. You will find nothing new

there. They can only give you what you knew already, when you sat

on the students’ benches and listened respectfully to Zaremba’s

learned discourses upon ‘The Connection between Rondo-form and

Man’s First Fall.’

“At the same concert _Les Préludes_ of Liszt was performed. Observe

the wonderful form of this work; how one thing follows another

quite naturally. This is no mere motley, haphazard affair. Or take

Glinka’s _Night in Madrid_; in what a masterly fashion the various

sections of this overture are fused together! It is just this

organic coherence and connection that are lacking in _Fatum_. I

have chosen Glinka as an example because I believe you have studied

him a great deal, and I could see all through _Fatum_ you were

under the influence of one of his choruses.

“The verse you chose as an epigraph is altogether beneath

criticism. It is a frightful specimen of manufactured rhyme. If you

are really so attracted to Byronism, why not have chosen a suitable

quotation from Lermontov? With the object of making the verse run

smoother I left out the first two lines (Melchisedek seemed really

too absurd!), but apparently I perpetrated a blunder. Our entire

circle dropped upon me and assured me that the whole of the

introduction to _Fatum_ was intended to express the awful utterance

of Melchisedek himself. Perhaps they are right. If so, you must

forgive my excellent intention.... I write to you quite frankly,

and feel sure you will not on this account abandon your intention

of dedicating _Fatum_ to me. This dedication is very precious, as

indicating your regard for me, and on my part I reciprocate your

feeling.”

Tchaikovsky did not resent Balakirev’s opinion, although it may have

wounded him. That he was grateful for the friendly tone of the letter,

in which Balakirev’s confidence in his talent was clearly perceptible,

is evident from the fact that three months later he appeared in the

press as the champion of the leader of the “Invincible Band.” Moreover,

after a short time, he shared Balakirev’s opinion of his work, and

destroyed the score of _Fatum_.

Early in the season Tchaikovsky began to look out for material for a new

opera. The chief requisite he asked was that the scene should not be

laid in Russia. The discussion with Ostrovsky of a plot from the period

of Alexander the Great, mentioned in his letter of September 25th, had

come to nothing. Without applying to another librettist, he began to

search for a ready-made text. Great was his joy to discover a book among

the works of Count Sollogoub, based upon his favourite poem, Joukovsky’s

“Undine.”

Without reflection, or closer inspection of the libretto, he began to

compose with fervour, even in the midst of the rehearsals for _The

Voyevode_; that is in January, 1869. By February he had already written

most of the first act. The two following acts he wrote in April, and

began the orchestration in the course of the same month. He hoped to

complete the first act in May, and the remainder during the summer, and

to send the whole score to the Direction of the Petersburg Opera by

November, when Gedeonov had given him a formal promise to produce it.

This feverish work, the many excitements of the winter season, his

anxiety about the elder of the twins, who had to pass his final

examination at the School of Jurisprudence, and all the trouble and

correspondence involved in trying to find him an opening in Moscow, told

upon Tchaikovsky’s nerves. His health was so far impaired that he

gradually lost strength, until he became quite exhausted, and the doctor

ordered him to the seaside, or to an inland watering-place, enjoining

absolute repose.

The summer was spent with his sister at Kamenka, where the whole family

was gathered together, with the exception of Nicholas. In June they

celebrated the wedding of his brother, Hyppolite, to Sophia Nikonov, and

Tchaikovsky, having recovered his spirits, took a leading part in all

the festivities.

The score of _Undine_ was finished by the end of July, and the composer

returned to Moscow earlier than usual--about the beginning of August.

VI

1869-1870

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

“_August_ 11_th_ (23_rd_), 1869.

“ ... We have taken new quarters; my room is upstairs, and there is

a place for you too. I made every possible pretext for living

alone, but I could not manage it. However, now I shall pay my own

expenses and keep my own servant.... Begichev has taken my opera to

Petersburg. Whether it is produced or not, I have finished with it

and can turn to something else. Balakirev is staying here. We often

meet, and I always come to the conclusion that--in spite of his

worthiness--his society weighs upon me like a stone. I particularly

dislike the narrowness of his views, and the persistence with which

he upholds them. At the same time his short visit has been of

benefit to me in many respects.”

_To Anatol Tchaikovsky._

“_August_ 18_th_ (30_th_).

“I have no news to give. Balakirev leaves to-day. Although he has

sometimes bored me, I must in justice say that he is a good,

honourable man, and immeasurably above the average as an artist. We

have just taken a touching farewell of each other....

“I gave an evening party not long since. Balakirev, Borodin,

Kashkin, Klimenko, Arnold and Plestcheiev were among the guests.

“I met Laroche in The Hermitage and said ‘Good-day,’ but I have no

intention of making it up with him.”

Towards the end of September, 1869, Tchaikovsky set to work upon his

overture to _Romeo and Juliet_, to which he had been incited by

Balakirev’s suggestions. Indeed, the latter played so important a part

in the genesis of this work that it is necessary to speak of it in

detail.

Balakirev not only suggested the subject, but took such a lively

interest in the work that he kept up a continuous current of good advice

and solicitations. In October he wrote:--

“It strikes me that your inactivity proceeds from your lack of

concentration, in spite of your ‘snug workshop.’ I do not know your

method of composing, mine is as follows: when I wrote my _King

Lear_, having first read the play, I felt inspired to compose an

overture (which Stassov had already suggested to me). At first I

had no actual material, I only warmed to the project. An

Introduction, ‘maestoso,’ followed by something mystical (Kent’s

Prediction). The Introduction dies away and gives place to a stormy

allegro. This is Lear himself, the discrowned, but still mighty,

lion. By way of episodes the characteristic themes of Regan and

Goneril, and then--a second subject--Cordelia, calm and tender. The

middle section (storm, Lear and the Fool on the heath) and

repetition of the allegro: Regan and Goneril finally crush their

father, and the overture dies away softly (Lear over Cordelia’s

corpse), then the prediction of Kent is heard once more, and

finally the peaceful and solemn note of death. You must understand

that, so far, I had no definite musical ideas. These came later and

took their place within my framework. I believe you will feel the

same, if once you are inspired by the project. Then arm yourself

with goloshes and a walking-stick and go for a constitutional on

the Boulevards, starting with the Nikitsky; let yourself be

saturated with your plan, and I am convinced by the time you reach

the Sretensky Boulevard some theme or episode will have come to

you. Just at this moment, thinking of your overture, an idea has

come to me involuntarily, and I seem to see that it should open

with a fierce ‘allegro with the clash of swords.’ Something like

this:

[Illustration]

“I should begin in this style. If I were going to write the

overture I should become enthusiastic over this germ, and I should

brood over it, or rather turn it over in my mind until something

vital came of it.

“If these lines have a good effect upon you I shall be very

pleased. I have a certain right to hope for this, because your

letters do me good. Your last, for instance, made me so unusually

light-hearted that I rushed out into the Nevsky Prospect; I did not

walk, I danced along, and composed part of my _Tamara_ as I went.”

When Balakirev heard that Tchaikovsky was actually at work, he wrote in

November:--

“I am delighted to hear that the child of your fancy has quickened.

God grant it comes to a happy birth. I am very curious to know what

you have put into the overture. Do send me what you have done so

far, and I promise not to make any remarks--good or bad--until the

thing is finished.”

After Tchaikovsky had acceded to Balakirev’s request, and sent him the

chief subjects of his overture, he received the following answer, which

caused him to make some modifications in the work:--

“ ... As your overture is all but finished, and will soon be

played, I will tell you what I think of it quite frankly (I do not

use this word in Zaremba’s sense). The first subject does not

please me at all. Perhaps it improves in the working out--I cannot

say--but in the crude state in which it lies before me it has

neither strength nor beauty, and does not sufficiently suggest the

character of Father Lawrence. Here something like one of Liszt’s

chorales--in the old Catholic Church style--would be very

appropriate (_The Night Procession_, _Hunnenschlacht_, and _St.

Elizabeth_); your motive is of quite a different order, in the

style of a quartet by Haydn, that genius of “burgher” music which

induces a fierce thirst for beer. There is nothing of old-world

Catholicism about it; it recalls rather the type of Gogol’s

_Comrade Kunz_, who wanted to cut off his nose to save the money he

spent on snuff. But possibly in its development your motive may

turn out quite differently, in which case I will eat my own words.

“As to the B minor theme, it seems to me less a theme than a lovely

introduction to one, and after the agitated movement in C major,

something very forcible and energetic should follow. I take it for

granted that it will really be so, and that you were too lazy to

write out the context.

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