CHAPTER XXII.

Two days after these events, the lady portion of visiters quitted

Uplands--some went one way, some another. Lady Lysson's chaperonage was

over, so she, too, quitted her bachelor nephew's, and left him to his

male companions, dogs and horses, for a while longer. Dalby remained,

and a worse than himself returned--Marmaduke Burton; worse too, that he

was more on an equality with their host than Dalby. He could work

openly; yet, too, the coward trembled lest Tremenhere should ever

discover his share in the nefarious plot--which plot we shall now permit

to work itself out, without further explanation.

Lady Dora's better genius triumphed when she quitted Uplands. Something

remained painfully on her mind after her conversation with Miles. His

indignant pride debased her to her true littleness of conduct, and the

really good-nature, had it not been biased by a worldly mother,

triumphed; and one day her quiet, well-appointed brougham, which she

chose in preference to their britscha, as being less ostentatious, and

in better taste for her expedition, drove up to Tremenhere's pretty

cottage at Chiswick. Minnie was alone; he had gone to town on business.

She, all affection and forgiveness, had a singular memory in these times

of heartlessness and calculation; she always forgot the bad, and held a

bright sunny spot for the good deeds of all. In an instant she was in

Dora's arms, her own round the other's neck, and her bright face,

dimpling like a child's, and as innocent, held upwards for the kiss of

peace.

"Dear, dear, Dora!" she cried, while on the setting of fringe which we

have spoken of round her soft eyes, hung gems of tears, like May morning

dew on hawthorn, "I knew you would come some day and see me." Here the

joyous tears burst forth. "And Miles thinks so too, I know; for,

whenever he returns, he always asks has any one called? well knowing no

one would so, unless it were you; and when I say, 'No one, dear,' he

takes me to his arms, and says, embracing me, 'Never mind, Minnie, I

always come back to you--never mind the world, dear child!' Oh! he is

_so_ kind, dearest Dora!" exclaimed the loving wife, "and I am so _very_

happy!"

"Long may it last, dear Minnie," said her cousin, as she returned the

caress; "I have been very cruel not to come sooner, but--but----"

"Don't speak of it, dear Dora," cried Minnie, ever anxious to save

another any pain; "I know it was not your fault--my aunt wouldn't let

you; but, now you are here, _do_ stay all day, Miles will return at

five, 'tis scarcely two yet," and she drew her beside her on an ottoman,

and encircled her with her arms.

"I cannot Minnie, mamma does not know I have come; I shall have to tell

her cautiously, for----"

"Oh! I know, I know, I've been a very naughty girl, but why did they

lock me up? and why was my uncle going to take me to that odious Miss

Burton's? If he had confided in my honour, I _never_ should have ran

away."

"Are you sure, Minnie--quite sure? Mr. Tremenhere is very persuasive, I

make no doubt, and handsome too; I think him much improved since his

marriage," she spoke constrainedly.

"How do you know?" asked her cousin, amazed; "when did you see him--and

where?"

"Did he not tell you," inquired the other, much confused, "I met him at

Uplands. Oh! I have perhaps done wrong in telling you." A strange

sensation, half triumph, half pleasure, shot through her heart; it was

one of those involuntary promptings of the evil one, which we cannot

always master. "Why," prompted this fiend, "did Tremenhere deceive his

wife? Dares he not trust himself to name me?"

"Oh! I see it all!" cried that pure-hearted wife; "it is just like my

own dear Miles--he feared to pain me." She was sincere in this thought

_then_.

"Come, Minnie," cried Lady Dora, hastily rising, "put on your bonnet, we

will have a quiet drive, we can then speak of all; I love a nice chat in

a cosy, half-sleepy, jog-trot pace--my country pace, I call it. Come, we

will go out for half an hour." She wished to break the thread of the

conversation, and have a little time to recover herself.

"And then you will return with me, and remain?"

"I don't promise; we shall see."

The delighted Minnie was soon shawled and bonneted. It was a fine, clear

day, almost frosty; they drove on till they arrived at Kensington

Gardens; Minnie had told all, her flight, how accomplished--of her

happiness she needed not to speak; it breathed in every glance, every

tone, when his name fell from her lips. Dora more than once checked a

sigh--this might have been hers but for her pride; the soul whispered

this, the woman disavowed the thought; yet she had never loved him, or

she would have sacrificed all, and even then have sighed over the

poverty of the all she had to give. To check these thoughts, she drew

the check-string at Kensington Gardens.

"Let us have a walk, Minnie," she cried suddenly; "the air is

refreshing."

In an instant they were side by side, walking at a brisk pace through

the walks. Lady Dora turned off towards the Palace, to avoid any

rencontres. We often turn to avoid meeting something which is following

us.

By chance, it so happened that Lord Randolph was riding down the road;

he recognized Lady Dora's brougham, inquired, and in less than five

minutes overtook her and her companion. What was to be done? Lady Dora

was scarlet; nothing could more have annoyed her than this. Introduce

her cousin she could not, as Mrs. Tremenhere; it would betray all. Had

she had time to think, it would have been infinitely better to have said

nothing than what she said. Pressing Minnie's arm, who, poor child,

thought all Dora did must be right, she said, "Miss Dalzell, Lord

Randolph Gray." Nevertheless, Minnie did start, and visibly; then a deep

flush rose, and added still more to her extreme beauty. He was perfectly

paralyzed. In overtaking Lady Dora, he expected in her companion to see

some familiar face. Here he met a person whose name even was unknown to

him; her confusion did not escape him either. Had they met before? Was

she an humble companion? But, no: he assuredly must have then seen her

before. And, to confirm him in the certainty of this not being the case,

this fair girl called the proud daughter of Lady Ripley "Dora," and

"dear Dora." She stood far below this latter in stature, though above

middle height; but there was a fairy grace, lightness, and exquisite

beauty about her, even his far-travelled eye had never before seen

equalled; and when she smiled, or laughed with her light, joyous,

modulated laugh, the face lit up so strangely bright, that she looked

like some inspired spirit.

When a man or woman tries to be pleasant, he or she generally, not

_always_, is constrained, and seen to disadvantage. What with her

beauty, the surprise of the meeting, and curiosity about her, Lord

Randolph, never too brilliant, became downright enigmatical in speech,

which, together with her embarrassment, so annoyed Lady Dora, that,

hastily turning, she said--

"It is later than I imagined; let us return."

"Return!" thought he; "but whither? I would give worlds to know. Oh! I

shall find out; doubtless she will often accompany Lady Dora; 'tis some

young friend, not 'out' yet. Shall I escort you?" he asked, after

handing them to the brougham.

"'Tis useless--I thank you," answered Lady Dora, coldly; "we have a call

to make." He bowed, and they drove off. He sat round on his horse,

watching them out of sight; politeness forbade his following. It was an

immense relief to his half-affianced wife when they drove off; every

instant she had dreaded to hear Minnie talk of Miles: he was ever on her

lip. But though much pained and astonished at first at the untruth Dora

had told; afterwards, though still reprehending it, she felt assured her

cousin had done it for some good motive, so she held her tongue about

her husband. Miss Dalzell could not acknowledge one.

"I thought it better to say you were a Miss Dalzell," said Lady Dora;

"men are so inquisitive. Who would have dreamed of meeting Lord Randolph

in Kensington Gardens? It was a fatality; I thought him still at

Uplands."

"He said he was only in town for a day," suggested her cousin.

"So much the better; he will forget all about you, and no one will know

you by that name, unless indeed----" She paused, looking greatly

annoyed, as Dalby and Marmaduke Burton crossed her mind. Minnie

questioned her; but turning the subject, they conversed about something

else until they reached home. Lady Dora had taken the precaution of

ascertaining whether they were followed. Minnie could not prevail upon

her to remain; she left her compliments for Tremenhere, and promised her

delighted cousin to return again soon. Lord Randolph had been found on

that road not without motive; he was going to Tremenhere's cottage on an

excuse, intending to see the reputed beauty, if possible. After the

meeting with Minnie, he changed his mind: "I will not go to-day," he

thought; "I shall be disgusted with any woman I could possibly see,

after this beautiful girl. I must find out who she is; she realized all

one's ideas of a fairy." Thus thinking, he turned his horse-homewards.

When Tremenhere returned to his cottage, he was assailed by a variety of

feelings on hearing the events which had occurred during his absence. Of

Lady Dora's coming, he was pleased; it gratified Minnie, but he would

rather it had been done with her mother's cognizance, and in her

company. There was something galling in this secret visit, but he

forbore to say so to his little wife, she looked so joyous and happy;

not one word of annoyance that her cousin had so long deferred it, not a

harsh thought for even her aunt. All was forgiveness and sunshine in her

sweet face.

"Verily, Minnie," said her enraptured husband, bending his fine eyes in

fondest love upon her, "you are not fit for this cold world; you must

live on a sunbeam, dearest, and be enwrapped at eve in the gorgeous

clouds fringed with gold, in which the day-god sinks to rest."

"No, Miles," she answered laughing, her whole bright soul in his face,

robed in smiles and dimples; "_you_ shall be the day-god, rising at peep

of day, higher and higher until you arrive at meridian splendour, and

_then_ I will be the dial to mark your course, and live in your rays."

"I will accept that position, darling, for then I shall know you only

live by my light. Minnie, Minnie, it would kill me to think any one even

approached your heart, where I must reign alone!"

"How could that ever be possible?" she said, fondling his hand in both

her own, and then kissing it almost with reverence.

"Now, tell me all about your drive," he inquired after a pause. Minnie

had reserved this for the last; somehow her woman's unerring wit told

even her unsophisticated nature, that it would pain Miles, and it

grieved her so much to see a cloud on his brow. Even with this

foresight, she was ill prepared for the annoyance which assailed him; he

was most indignant at Lady Dora's introducing Minnie as Miss Dalzell.

"In your position," he cried, "she should have been doubly guarded;

better not have named you at all, and to Lord Randolph Gray, of all

persons, I am sorely perplexed how to act."

She tried as much as possible to soothe him, but there was a sting in

his heart--a sting of anticipated trouble arising out of this. He knew

Lord Randolph so well, that he felt convinced he would seek every

possible means of discovering who Minnie was: she was not a creature to

be passed in a crowd--her beauty was too rare and remarkable. He thought

at first of seeking him, and confiding the truth to him and his honour

for secresy. Well would it have been had he done so; this would have

shown the affair, when well explained, in a different light to the one

in which the other now viewed it. Had he known Marmaduke Burton and

Dalby were guests at Uplands, he would not have hesitated; but in

ignorance of much, he at last grew calmer under the erroneous idea that

perhaps Lord Randolph would think no more about her; besides, how could

he trace her--how hear any thing of her? And, to crown all, he knew the

other was leaving England on a tour in a month; so he resolved to let

matters take their natural course, and, comforted by Minnie's assurance

that his Lordship had not followed them, he dropped the subject, on her

promising to go out no more with Lady Dora, at present.

Poor Tremenhere little imagined how much Lord Randolph really thought of

Minnie; that evening he called at Lady Ripley's, and to his surprise was

requested to enter a boudoir solely belonging to Lady Dora, where even

he had seldom been admitted. He found her sitting alone, evidently

awaiting his arrival.

"Lord Randolph," she said with more cordiality than was usual on her

part, "I have a favour to solicit at your hands."

"At mine?" he said, gallantly kissing the fair one she extended towards

him. "Thus let me thank the lovely messenger pleading to its companions.

I shall indeed esteem myself happy in obliging you in any way."

"Thank you. Will you then do so by not naming to my mother, or indeed

any one, our rencounter to-day? I mean so far as regards Miss----"

"Miss Dalzell?" he interrupted her in increased surprise.

"I see you have a retentive memory," she answered, with slight

annoyance. She had hesitated at the name, hoping he might have forgotten

it. "The fact is, for the present, I do not wish even my mother to know

that I have seen Miss Dalzell."

"Is the fair lady some fairy, destined to take the whole world by

surprise, in an unexpected, unannounced _début_ shortly?" he asked.

"Decidedly not," she replied, vexed at the evident interest he

displayed; not from jealousy of the man, but fear, lest this interest

might lead to research. "Miss Dalzell," she continued, "will be shortly

leaving town for the Continent with her--friends."

"Indeed! 'tis a pity; she would have been a constellation of the highest

order in our spherical circle, where so few beauties are seen, next

season."

"She seems to have captivated you, Lord Randolph."

"Captivated! no, my heart is not free," and he bowed conventionally to

the fair speaker; "but I thought her of rare beauty. By Heavens!" he

exclaimed, as a sudden idea struck him, "that dilatory fellow,

Tremenhere, complains that he cannot meet with a model for his

'Aurora'--I wish he could see Miss Dalzell! I wonder whether she would

sit to him? Pray, ask her, dear Lady Dora: does she live in town? I'll

speak to Tremenhere about it." He was forgetting every thing she had

been asking him. Lady Dora felt dreadfully embarrassed--her colour

rose.

"Pray," she cried, "my lord, do not do a thing which would pain and

annoy me excessively. I have requested you to forget all about Miss

Dalzell, and you talk of her sitting for some foolish picture, and of

all men on earth to Mr. Tremenhere."

Her last words awoke other thoughts in his mind. "I am very forgetful,"

he answered. "Rest assured, Lady Dora, no one shall hear her name or the

meeting from me; but may I in return ask, why less to Mr. Tremenhere

than any other person?"

"Oh!" she answered, evasively, "artists will dare any thing for a face

which exactly meets their wants and wishes. I _particularly_ desire all

which passed to-day, forgotten by you."

"You shall be obeyed."

"Some day possibly, you may know all; 'tis now a most painful mystery."

"You may rely upon me," he replied. "And now, may I ask, as one _much_

interested in you, Lady Dora, have you not recently met Mr. Tremenhere

in the country? I do not mean at Uplands--in Yorkshire?"

In an instant her face became extremely pale, even to the lips, which

quivered; then indignant pride at his questioning drove back the blood

in flushing bounds. "Pardon me, my lord, I do not see the right you have

to question. I was in Yorkshire with my mother."

"I too crave pardon," he replied, "for presuming too much on hopes for

the future. I see you did meet him; the rest is no stranger to my

knowledge--I am satisfied."

There was a calm dignity about him which she had never before seen. She

would have given worlds to know what he alluded to--what he had heard.

But she durst not do so, even _her_ pride scarcely restrained her from

questioning; her mind was in a complete maze of fears. What could he

mean? Individually, his opinion was of not the slightest importance to

her, but, as transmitted perhaps by him to the world, it was altogether

different; yet what could she say? Already she felt humbled at having

been forced to ask so great a favour as silence from him; what was still

more remarkable in this interview was, that he made no attempt whatever,

beyond the most commonplace gallantry, to hint at his own suit, he

seemed absorbed in other thoughts, and these were occasioned by her

painful confusion at the mention of Tremenhere's name; and a bitter

feeling in consequence arose in his mind against him, for his supposed

impertinent presumption. There was a silence of a few minutes, broken at

last by her coldly saying, "I believe we may now abridge this meeting,

Lord Randolph--I have your promise of silence. You proposed visiting my

mother, I think? Allow me to have you announced. I will rejoin you in

the drawing-room shortly." So saying, she rang the bell.

"You may rely upon my discretion," he said, partially recovering

himself. "And we will leave all to old Time, he unravels wonders and

mysteries; you will not deprive me a long time of the pleasure of your

society?"

She merely bowed, and smiled constrainedly as the servant followed him

to the drawing-room, and announced him to Lady Ripley, who little

imagined all the events of that day.

Man is a changeable, versatile animal, ever forgetful of the old for the

new, more perfectly comprehending the fable of "sour grapes," than any

other.

"I dare say," said Lord Randolph to himself next day, "that this very

mysterious Miss Dalzell would not have proved half so pretty on second

sight; there must be something strange about her, or why this mystery?

There are days our eyes create beauty every where--yesterday was

doubtless one of these; were she really so lovely, and a friend of Lady

Dora's, some one must have seen and spoken of her, whereas I never heard

the name even in my life until yesterday. That fellow Tremenhere," he

continued after a thoughtful pause, "I should like to be revenged on his

insolence; it won't do to cut him without an excuse, he has given me

none, and he is a favourite in many circles where these artists hold a

certain sway. I always thought it bad taste to give them too much

liberty, and the event proves my just judgment." It will be seen that

Lord Randolph was rather _arrière_ in the more genial liberality of

opinion, generally prevalent. He was of the Lady Dora school, which

fosters absurd prejudices and deformities of mind, in the shape of

circumscribing and false pride, reminding one of a village, somewhere in

the Landes, whose inhabitants are all from birth afflicted with goîtres,

which hideous swelling of the throat becomes from habit a beauty in

their eyes; so much so, that 'tis told of them, that one day a healthy

person appearing among them in church, their minister bade them thank

God they were as they were, and not like that afflicted creature before

them!

Lord Randolph's pride was in arms against the painter fellow, who had

dared raise a thought, as he imagined, towards Lady Dora; it was not

from any excessive love for her, but adherence to _caste_. In her

confusion, though it puzzled him at first, he finally thought he read

only indignation, and he awarded to himself the right, to lower his

presumption in some way. What fools we are to undertake perilous

journeys in the dark!

The new idea banished the old: he almost forgot Miss Dalzell, and

resolved to go whither he had been going yesterday, as he mounted his

horse next morning--a fashionable morning--about two o'clock; so he

turned his horse's head towards Chiswick, where he knew Tremenhere

resided. He had never had occasion to call there before, having always

met him either at his club, in society, or his own (Lord Randolph's)

house. He was not quite certain of the cottage, but he inquired, and at

last a pretty little villa was pointed out to him as the one he sought.

"I think the gentleman is not at home," said his informant, who looked

like a tradesman; "for I know him well, and I saw him walking towards

town an hour ago."

This suited the other's views exactly; so, leaving his horse in charge

of a man who was loitering about, he walked quietly up to the cottage.

The front gate stood open; he walked through a prettily arranged

garden, filled with autumnal flowers, to the hall door, and rapped

gently. He came, like a good general, to surprise, not storm the

capital. A neat-looking girl answered the door. "Is Mr. Tremenhere at

home?" inquired the visiter.

"No, sir," was the reply. "He will not return till this evening."

"Very provoking!" exclaimed he; "I am leaving town, and wished

particularly to leave a message, or see him."

The girl made no reply; she was not evidently accustomed to see many

visiters there.

"Could I see any one to leave it with, or write a note?" he asked.

"If you would please to step in, sir; I dare say you can write to

master," she said, drawing back. Lord Randolph wanted no further

invitation. In an instant he was following the girl down the passage.

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