CHAPTER XIII--A GHOST

I think that in the trees, the dryads, the leaf-haunters invisible, so

sad in childlessness, ceased their swinging to look upon the boy and

girl so enviable in their innocence and happiness. Gilian knelt and

gathered up the flowers. It was, perhaps, more to hide his vexation than

from courtesy that he did so, but the act was so unboylike, so deferring

in its manner, that it restored to Nan as much of her good humour as her

laughter had not brought back with it. As he lifted the flowers and put

them together, there seemed to come from the fresh lush stalks of them

some essence of the girl whose hands had culled and grasped them, a

feeling of her warm palm. And when handing her the re-gathered flowers

he felt the actual touch of her fingers, his head for a second swam. He

wondered. For in the touch there had been something even more potent

and pleasing than in the mother-touch of Miss Mary’s hand that day when

first he came to the town, the mother-touch that revealed a world not

of kindness alone--for that was not new, he had it from the little old

woman whose face was like a nut--but of understanding and sympathy.

“Have you any more wonders to show?” said Nan, now all in the humour of

adventure.

“Nothing you would care for,” he said. “There are lots of places just

for thinking at, but----”

“I would rather them to be places to be seeing at,” said Nan.

Gilian reflected, and “You know the Lady’s Linn?” he said.

She nodded.

“Well,” said he. “Do you know the story of it, and why it is called the

Lady’s Linn?”

Nan confessed her ignorance; but a story--oh, that was good enough!

“Come to the Linn and I’ll show you the place, then,” said Gilian, and

he led her among the grasses, among the tall commanding brackens, upon

the old moss that gave no whisper to the footfall, so that, for

the nymphs among the trees, the pair of them might be comrades too,

immortal. A few moments brought them to the Linn, a deep pool in the

river bend, lying so calm that the blue field of heaven and its wisps

of cloud astray like lambs were painted on its surface. Round about, the

banks rose steep, magnificent with flowers.

“See,” said Gilian, pointing to the reflection at their feet. “Does it

not look like a piece of the sky tumbled among the grasses? I sometimes

think, to see it like that, that to fall into it would be to tangle with

the stars.”

Nan only laughed and stooped to lift a stone.

She threw it into the very midst of the pool, and the mirror of the

heavens was shattered.

“I never thought I could throw into the sky so far,” she said

mischievously, pleased as it seemed to spoil the illusion in so sudden

and sufficient a manner.

“Oh!” he cried, pained to the quick, “you should not have done that, it

will spoil the story.”

“What is the story?” she said, sitting and looking down upon the

troubled pool.

“You must wait till the water is calm again,” said he, seating himself a

little below her on the bank, and watching the water-rings subside.

Then when the pool had regained its old placidity, with the flecked sky

pictured on it, he began his Gaelic story.

“Once upon a time,” said he, in the manner of the shealing tales, “there

was a lady with eyes like the sea, and hair blowing like the tassel of

the fir, and she was a daughter of the King in Knapdale, and she looked

upon the world and she was weary. There came a little man to her from

the wood and he said, ‘Go seven days, three upon water and four upon

land, and you will come to a place where the moon’s sister swims, and

there will be the earl’s son and the husband.’ The lady travelled seven

days, three upon water and four upon land, and she came to the Linn

where the sister of the moon was swimming. ‘Where is my earl’s son

that is to be-my husband?’ she asked: and the moon’s sister said he was

hunting in the two roads that lie below the river bed. The lady, who was

the daughter of the King of Knapdale, shut her eyes that were like the

sea, and tied in a cushion above her head her hair that was like the

tassel of the fir, and broke the crystal door of dream and reached the

two hunting roads in the bed of the river. ‘We are two brothers,’ said

the watchers, standing at the end of the roads, ‘and we are the sons of

earls.’ She thought and thought ‘I am Sir Sleep,’ said the younger. ‘And

will you be true?’ said she. ‘Almost half the time, he answered. She

thought and thought. ‘I am very weary,’ she said. ‘Then come with

me,’ said the other, ‘I am the Older Brother.’ She heard above her the

clanging at the door of dream as she went with the Older Brother. And

she was happy for evermore.”

“Oh, that is a stupid story,” said Nan. “It’s not a true story at all.

You could tell it to me anywhere, and why should we be troubled walking

to the Linn?”

“Because this is the Lady’s Linn,” said Gilian, “and to be telling a

story you must be putting a place in it or it will not sound true. And

Gillesbeg Aotram who told me the story--”

“Gillesbeg Aotram!” she said in amaze. “He’s daft. If I thought it was a

daft man’s story I had to hear I----”

“He’s not daft at all,” protested Gilian. “He’s only different from his

neighbours.”

“That is being daft,” said she. “But it is a very clever tale and you

tell it very well. You must tell me more stories. Do you know any more

stories? I like soldier stories. My father tells me a great many.”

“The Cornal tells me a great many too,” said Gilian, “but they are all

true, and they do not sound true, and I have to make them all up again

in my own mind. But this is not the place for soldier stories; every

place has its own kind of story, and this is the place for fairy stories

if you care for them.”

“I like them well enough,” she answered dubiously, “though I like better

the stories where people are doing things.”

They rose from their seat of illusion beside the Linn where the King of

Knapdale’s daughter broke the gate of sleep and dream. They walked into

the Duke’s flower garden. And now the day was done, the sun had gone

behind Creag Dubh while they were sitting by the river; a grey-brown

dusk wrapped up the country-side. The tall trees that were so numerous

outside changed here to shorter darker foreign trees, and yews that

never waved in winds, but seemed the ghosts of trees, to thickets

profound, with secrets in their recesses. In and out among these

unfamiliar growths walked Nan and her companion, their pathway crooking

in a maze of newer wonders on either hand. One star peered from the sky,

the faint wind of the afternoon had sunk to a hint of mingled and moving

odours.

Gilian took the girl’s hand, and thus together they went deeper into the

garden among the flowers that perfumed the air till it seemed drugged

and heavy. They walked and walked in the maze of intersecting roads

whose pebbles grated to the foot, and, so magic the place, there seemed

no end to their journey.

Nan became alarmed. “I wish I had never come,” said she. “I want home.”

And the tears were very close upon her eyes.

“Yes, yes,” said Gilian, leading her on through paths he had never seen

before. “We will get out in a moment. I know--I think I know, the road.

It is this way--no, it is this way--no, I am wrong.”

But he did not cease to lead her through the garden. The long unending

rows of gay flowers stretching in the haze of evening, the parterres

spread in gaudy patches, the rich revelation of moss and grass between

the trees and shrubs were wholly new to him; they stirred to thrills of

wonder and delight.

“Isn’t it fine, fine?” he asked her in a whisper lest the charm should

fly.

She answered with a sob he did not hear, so keen his thrall to the

enchantment. No sign of human habitation lay around except the gravelled

walks; the castle towers were hid, the boat-strewn sea was on their

left no more. Only the clumps of trees were there, the mossy grass, the

flowers whose beauty and plenteousness mocked the posie in the girl’s

hands. They walked now silent, expectant every moment of the exit that

somehow baffled, and at last they came upon the noble lawn. It stretched

from their feet into a remote encroaching eve, no trees beyond visible,

no break in all its grey-green flatness edged on either hand by wood.

And now the sky had many stars.

Their gravelled path had ceased abruptly; before them the lawn spread

like a lake, and they were shy to venture on its surface.

“Let us go on; I must go home, I am far from home,” said Nan, in a

trepidation, her flowers shed, her eyes moist with tears. And into

her voice had come a strain of dependence on the boy, an accent more

pleasing than any he had heard in her before.

“We must walk across there,” he said, looking at the far-off vague edge;

but yet he made no move to meet the wishes of the girl now clinging to

his arm.

“Come, come,” said she, and pressed him gently at the arm; but yet he

stood dubious in the dusk.

“Are you afraid?” she asked, herself whispering, she could not tell why.

He felt his face burn at the reflection; he shook her hand off

almost angrily. “Afraid!” said he. “Not I; what makes you think that?

Only--only----” His eyes were staring at the lawn.

“Only what?” she whispered again, seeking his side for the comfort of

his presence.

“It is stupid,” he confessed, shame in his accent, “but they say the

fairies dance there, and I think we might be looking for another way.”

At the confession, Nan’s mood of fear that Gilian had conferred on her

was gone. She drew back and laughed with as much heartiness as at his

story of the heron’s nest. The dusk was all around and they were all

alone, lost in a magic garden, but she forgot all in this new revelation

of her companion’s strange belief. She turned and ran across the lawn,

crying as she went, “Follow me, follow me!” and Gilian, all the ecstasy

of that lingering moment on the edge of fancy gone, ran after her,

feeling himself a child of dream, and her the woman made for action.

A sadden opening in the thicket revealed the shore, the highway, the

quay with its bobbing lamps, the town with its upper windows lighted. At

the gateway of the garden the Cornal met them, He was close on them in

the dusk before he knew them, and seeing Gilian he peered closely in

the girl face.

“Who’s this?” said he abruptly.

Gilian hesitated, vaguely fearing to reveal her identity, and Nan shrank

back, all her memories of conversation in Maam telling her that here was

an enemy.

Again the Cornal bent and looked more closely, lifting her chin up that

he might see the better. She flashed a glance of defiance in his scarred

old parchment face, and he drew his hand back as if he had been stung.

“Nan! Nan!” cried he, with a curious voice. “What witchery is this?” He

was in a tremble, Then he started and laughed bitterly. “Oh no, not

Nan!” said he. “Oh no, not Nan!” with the most rueful accent, almost

chanting it as if it were a dirge.

“‘It _is_ Nan,” said Gilian.

“It is her breathing image,” said the old man. “It is Nan, no doubt, but

not the Nan I knew.”

She turned and sped home by the seaside, without farewell, alarmed at

this oddity, and Gilian and the Cornal stood alone, the Cornal looking

after her with a wistfulness in his very attitude.

“The same, the same, the very same!” said he to himself, in words the

boy could plainly hear. “Her mother to the very defiance of her eye.”

He clutched Gilian rudely by the shoulder. “What,” said he; “were you

wandering about with that girl for? Answer me that. They told me you

were off after the soldiers, and I came up here hoping it true. It would

have been the daft but likeable cantrip I should have forgiven in any

boy of mine; it would have shown some sign of a sogerly emprise. And

here you are, with a lass wandering! Where were you?”

Gilian explained.

“In the flower garden? Ay! ay! A lassie on the roadside met your fancy

more than Geordie’s men of war. Thank God, I was never like that! And

Turner’s daughter above all! If she’s like her mother in her heart

as she’s like her in the face, it might be a bitter notion for your

future.”

He led the way home, muttering to himself. “Nan! Nan! It gave me the

start! It was nearly a stroke for me! The same look about her! She is

dead, dead and buried, and in her daughter she defies us still!”

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