CHAPTER X

All the rooms in the house in Chelsea were bright and pretty, and by no

means the least attractive was the dining-room. The late breakfast-hour

fixed by Mrs. Romayne, “just for the season,” as she said, gave plenty

of time for the sun to find its way in at the windows; and on the

morning following Julian’s dinner with Lord Garstin the sunshine was

dancing on the walls, and the soft, warm air floating in at the open

windows, as though the thunderstorm of the previous evening had cleared

the air to some purpose.

The two occupants of the room, as they faced one another across the

dainty little breakfast-table, had been laughing and talking after their

usual fashion ever since they sat down; talking of the party of the

night before and of engagements in the future; and finally reverting to

Lord Garstin’s dinner and Marston Loring, of whom Julian had already had

a great deal to say.

“I have a kind of feeling that he and I are going to be chums, mother!”

he said as he carried his coffee-cup round the table to her to be

refilled. “I think he took to me rather, do you know!”

“That’s a very surprising thing, isn’t it?” returned his mother,

laughing. “And you took to him? Well, if you must pick up a chum, you

couldn’t do it under better auspices than Lord Garstin’s.”

“I took to him no end!” answered Julian eagerly. “I do hope you’ll like

him.”

“I think I am pretty sure to like him,” said Mrs. Romayne graciously. “I

remember hearing about him some time ago--that he was quite one of the

rising young men of the day. He was to have been introduced to me then.

I forget why it didn’t come off. There’s your coffee!”

Julian took his cup with a word of thanks and turned back to his chair;

and his mother began again.

“Mr. Loring is a member of the Prince’s, I suppose?” she said. The

“Prince’s” was the name of the club at which Lord Garstin’s dinner had

been given. “I suppose you will want to be setting up a club in no time,

sir?”

Julian laughed, and then replied somewhat eagerly and confidentially, as

though in unconscious response to a certain invitation in his mother’s

tone.

“Well, of course a fellow does want a club, mother,” he said. “One feels

it more and more, don’t you know! Of course I should awfully like to

belong to the Prince’s.”

“And why not?” responded his mother brightly, watching him rather

narrowly as she spoke. “Lord Garstin would put you up, I’ve no doubt, if

I asked him.”

Julian’s eyes sparkled.

“It would be first-rate!” he exclaimed. “Mother, it’s awfully jolly of

you!” He paused a moment and then continued tentatively: “It would be

rather expensive, you know. That’s the only thing!”

“So I suppose!” answered his mother, laughing. “Oh, you’re a very

expensive luxury altogether! However, I imagine another hundred a year

would do?” Then as he broke into vehement demonstrations of delight and

gratitude, she added with another laugh which did not seem to ring quite

true: “I don’t think you need ever run short of money!”

There was a moment’s pause as Julian, the picture of glowing

satisfaction, finished his breakfast, and then Mrs. Romayne rose.

“What are you going to do this morning?” she said. “Read?”

Julian glanced out of the window.

“Well,” he said, “it’s an awfully jolly morning, isn’t it? I promised to

see after some live-stock for Miss Pomeroy’s stall--puppies, and

kittens, and canary birds. Rum idea, isn’t it? What are you doing this

morning, dear?”

It turned out that Mrs. Romayne had nothing particular on her hands

beyond a visit to a jeweller in Bond Street, and accepting very easily

his substitution of Miss Pomeroy’s commission for the legal studies to

which he was supposed to devote himself in the mornings, she took up

his reference to the weather, and suggested that they should drive

together to execute first his business and then her own.

“It will be rather nice driving this morning,” she said. “And we can

take a turn in the Park.”

Certainly there was a certain amount of excuse for those people who had

already begun to say that Mrs. Romayne was never happy without her son

by her side.

She spared no pains, however, to make him happy with her; and as they

drove along there was probably no brighter or brisker talk than theirs

in progress in all London. They drove through the West End streets and

penetrated, in search of Miss Pomeroy’s requirements, into regions into

which Mrs. Romayne had hardly ever penetrated before; regions which

rather amused her to-day in their squalor. When Julian had done his

commission in plenty of time to undo it and do it again before the

bazaar came off, as he remarked with a laugh, they turned back again and

went to Bond Street.

“I have a little private matter to attend to here,” said Julian, as he

followed his mother into the jeweller’s shop. “You just have the

kindness to stop at your end of the shop, will you, please, and leave me

to mine?”

Mrs. Romayne laughed and shook her head at him. It was within a few days

of her birthday, which was always demonstratively honoured by her son.

“Now, you are not to be extravagant,” she said, holding up a slender,

threatening finger with mock severity. “Mind, I will not have it. I

shall descend upon you unawares, and keep you in order.”

She let him leave her with another laugh, and he disappeared to the

other end of the shop, while she followed a shopman to a counter near

the door. Just turning away from it, she met Mrs. Pomeroy and her

daughter.

“Now, this is really most delightful!” exclaimed Mrs. Pomeroy, if any

speech so comfortable and so entirely unexcited may be described as an

exclamation. “It is always charming to see you, dear Mrs. Romayne, of

course; but it really is particularly charming this morning, isn’t it,

Maud?”

“That’s very nice,” said Mrs. Romayne brightly, turning to Maud Pomeroy

with a smile, and pressing the girl’s hand with an affectionate

familiarity developed in her with regard to Miss Pomeroy by the last few

weeks. A hardly perceptible touch of additional satisfaction had come to

her face as she saw the mother and daughter. “Please tell me why?”

“Yes, of course,” said Mrs. Pomeroy placidly; she sat down as she spoke

with that instinct for personal ease under all circumstances, which was

her ruling characteristic. “That is just what I want to do. My dear Mrs.

Romayne, it is the bazaar, of course. It really is a most awkward thing,

isn’t it, Maud? It seems that we have asked twenty-one ladies--all most

important--to become stall-holders, and we can’t possibly make room for

more than eighteen stalls! Now, what would you---- Ah, Mr. Romayne, how

do you do?”

Mrs. Pomeroy had broken off her tale of woe as placidly as she had

begun it, and had greeted Julian with comfortable cordiality. He had

come up hastily, not becoming aware of his mother’s companions until he

was close to them.

“This is awfully lucky for me!” he exclaimed. “I want a lady desperately

for half a minute, and my mother won’t do. Miss Pomeroy,” turning

eagerly to the demure, correct-looking figure standing by Mrs. Pomeroy’s

side, “will you come to the other end of the shop with me for half a

minute? It would be awfully good of you.”

The words were spoken in a tone of fashionable good-fellowship--the

pseudo good-fellowship which passes for the real thing in

society--which, as addressed by Julian Romayne to Miss Pomeroy and her

mother, was one of the results of his work in connection with the

bazaar; and before Miss Pomeroy could answer, Mrs. Romayne interposed.

Somebody very frequently did interpose when Miss Pomeroy was addressed.

No one ever seemed to expect opinions or decisions from her; perhaps

because she was her mother’s daughter; perhaps because of her curiously

characterless exterior; while the fact that she had never been known to

controvert a statement--in words--doubtless accentuated the tendency of

her acquaintance to make statements for her.

“It will be awfully good of you,” Mrs. Romayne said to her now,

laughing, “if you are kind enough to help this silly fellow, to insist

on his remembering that his mother will be very angry indeed if he is

extravagant. I shall have to give up having a birthday, I think.”

Then as Julian, with a gay gesture of repression to his mother, waited

for Miss Pomeroy’s answer with another pleading, “It would be ever so

good of you,” the girl, with a glance at her mother, said, with a

conventional smile, “With pleasure,” and walked away by his side.

Mrs. Pomeroy looked after Julian with an approving smile. He was a

favourite of hers.

“Such a nice fellow,” she murmured amiably; and Mrs. Romayne laughed her

pretty, self-conscious laugh.

“So glad you find him so,” she said. “Oh, by-the-bye, dear Mrs. Pomeroy,

can you tell me anything about a Mr. Marston Loring? He goes everywhere,

doesn’t he? I think I have seen him at your house.”

“Oh, yes,” returned Mrs. Pomeroy, as placidly as ever, but with a

decision which indicated that she was giving expression to a popular

verdict, not merely to an opinion of her own. “He is quite a young man

to know. Very clever, and rising. I don’t know what his people were; he

has been so successful that it really doesn’t signify, you know. He

lives in chambers--I don’t remember where, but it is a very good

address.”

“Has he money?” asked Mrs. Romayne.

“I really don’t know,” said Mrs. Pomeroy. “He is doing extremely well at

the bar. By the way, they say,” and herewith Mrs. Pomeroy lowered her

voice and confided to her interlocutor two or three details in

connection with Marston Loring’s private life--the life which in the

world no one is supposed to recognise--which might have been considered

by no means to his credit. They were not details which affected his

society character in any way, however, and Mrs. Romayne only laughed

with such slight affectation of reprobation as a woman of the world

should show.

“Men are all alike, I suppose,” she said, with that fashionable

indulgence which has probably done as much as anything else towards

making men “all alike.” “By-the-bye, he was Lord Dunstan’s best man,

wasn’t he?”

Mrs. Pomeroy was just confirming to Mr. Marston Loring what was

evidently a certificate of social merit, when Julian and Miss Pomeroy

reappeared, and Mrs. Romayne, with an exclamation at herself as a

“frightful gossip,” turned to the shopman, who had been waiting her

pleasure at a discreet distance, and transacted her business.

“We haven’t settled anything about this trying business of the

twenty-one stall-holders,” said Mrs. Pomeroy plaintively, as she

finished. “Now, I wonder--we were thinking of taking a turn in the Park,

weren’t we, Maud?” Mrs. Pomeroy had a curious little habit of constantly

referring to her daughter. “It would be so kind of you, dear Mrs.

Romayne, if you would send your carriage home and take a turn with us,

you and Mr. Romayne, and I would take you home, of course. I really am

anxious to know what you advise, for there seems to be an idea that I am

in some way responsible for the awkwardness. So absurd, you know. I am

quite sure I have only done as I was told.”

Apparently it had not occurred to Mrs. Pomeroy that to do as you are

told by four or five different people with totally different ends in

view is apt to lead to confusion.

Mrs. Romayne fell in with the plan proposed, after an instant’s demur,

with smiling alacrity, and the “turn in the Park” that followed was a

very gay one. Miss Pomeroy and Julian laughed and talked together--that

is to say, Julian laughed and talked in the best of good spirits, and

Miss Pomeroy put in just the correct words and pretty smiles which were

wanted to keep his conversation in full swing. Mrs. Romayne and Mrs.

Pomeroy, facing them, disposed of the difficulty in connection with the

bazaar, after a good deal of irrelevant discussion, by saying very

often, and in a great many words, that three more stalls must be got in

somewhere; a decision which seemed to Mrs. Pomeroy to make everything

perfectly right, although she had had it elaborately demonstrated to her

that such a course was absolutely impossible.

It was half-past one when Mrs. Romayne and Julian were put down at their

own door, and the barouche drove off amid a chorus of light laughter and

last words. The sunshine, the fresh air, the movement, or something less

simple and less physical, seemed to have had a most exhilarating effect

on Mrs. Romayne. Her face was almost as radiant in its curiously

different fashion as Julian’s was radiant with the unreasoning good

spirits of youth.

“Such nice people!” she said lightly. “I wonder whether lunch is ready?

I’m quite starving! Oh, letters!” taking up three or four which lay on

the hall-table. “Let us trust they are interesting!” She turned into the

dining-room as she spoke, sorting the envelopes in her hand. “One for

you--your friend Von Mühler, isn’t it?” she said, tossing it to Julian

carelessly. “One for me--an invitation obviously. One from Mrs.

Ponsonby, about her stall, I suppose. And one from----”

She stopped suddenly. The last letter of the pile was contained in a

small square envelope, and addressed in what was obviously a man’s

handwriting--a good handwriting, clear and strong, but somewhat cramped

and precise. “Mrs. William Romayne, 22, Queen Anne Street, Chelsea.” A

curious stillness seemed to come over the little alert figure as the

pale blue eyes caught sight of the writing, and then Mrs. Romayne moved

and walked slowly away to the window, still with her eyes fixed on the

envelope. She paused a moment, and then she opened it and drew out a

sheet of note-paper bearing a few lines only in the same small, clear

hand.

“Well, mother, and what have your correspondents got to say? I have had

no end of a screed from Von Mühler.”

Nearly ten minutes had passed, and Mrs. Romayne started violently. She

thrust the letter--still open in her hand, though she was looking

fixedly out of the window--back into its envelope and turned. Her face

had altered curiously and completely. All its colour, all the genuine

animation which had pervaded it as she came into the room, had

disappeared; it was pale and hard-looking, and the lines about the mouth

and eyes were very visible.

“A dinner invitation from Lady Ashton,” she said, “and a long rigmarole

from Mrs. Ponsonby to tell me that she is resigning her stall, and why

she is doing it. Poor Mrs. Pomeroy should be grateful to her!”

Her tone was an exaggeration of her bright carelessness of ten minutes

before, forced and unnatural; her back was towards the window, or even

Julian’s boyish eyes might have noticed the stiff unreality of the smile

with which she spoke.

They sat down to lunch together, but the strange change which had come

to her did not pass away. Julian did most of the talking, though the

readiness of her comments and her smiles--which left her lips always

hard and set, and never seemed to touch her eyes--prevented his being in

the least aware of the fact. Their afternoon was spent apart; but when

they met again there was that about her face which made Julian say with

some surprise:

“Are you tired, mother?”

They were going to a large dinner-party before the very smart “at home”

to which Julian and Mr. Loring had referred on the previous evening as

an opportunity for meeting, and Mrs. Romayne was magnificently dressed.

There were diamonds round her throat and in her hair, and as they

flashed and sparkled, seeming to lend glow and animation to her face as

she laughed at him for a ridiculous boy, Julian thought carelessly that

he must have imagined the drawn look which had struck him--though he had

only recognised it as “tired-looking”--on his mother’s face. As though

his words had startled or even annoyed her, she gave neither Julian nor

any one else any further excuse for taxing her with fatigue. Throughout

the long and rather dull dinner she was vivacity itself; her face always

smiling, her laugh always ready. As the evening went on a flush made

its appearance on her cheeks, as though the mental stimulus under which

that gaiety was produced involved a veritable quickening of the pulses;

and her son, when he met her in the hall after she had uncloaked for

their second party, thought that he had never seen his mother look

“jollier,” as he expressed it.

“We must look out for Loring,” he said eagerly. “Oh, there he is,

mother, just inside the doorway! That clever-looking fellow, do you see,

with a yellow buttonhole?”

It was easier to recognise an acquaintance than to approach within

speaking distance of him; and some time elapsed, during which Mrs.

Romayne and Julian exchanged greetings on all sides, and were received

by Lady Bracondale, before they found themselves also just inside the

doorway. Mrs. Romayne had given one quick, keen glance in the direction

indicated by Julian, and then had become apparently oblivious of Mr.

Marston Loring’s existence until Julian finally exclaimed:

“Well met, Loring! Awfully pleased to see you! Mother, may I introduce

Mr. Marston Loring?”

She turned her head then, and bent it very graciously, holding out her

hand with her most charming smile.

“I have known you by sight for a long time, Mr. Loring!” she said. “I am

delighted to make your acquaintance!”

“The delight is mine!” was the response, spoken with just that touch of

well-bred deference which is never so attractive to a woman as when it

is exhibited in conjunction with such a personality as Loring’s. “It is

one for which I have wished for a long time!”

“Seen the papers to-night?” interposed Julian eagerly. “We’ve lost

Nottingham, you see!”

He was alluding to a bye-election which had led to the political

discussion of the evening before, and Loring nodded.

“I see,” said Loring. “Romayne has told you, no doubt,” he went on,

turning to Mrs. Romayne, “that we foregathered to a considerable extent

last night over politics--and other things.” The last words were spoken

with a glance at the younger man which seemed to ascribe to their

acquaintance an altogether more personal and friendly footing than

political discussion alone could have afforded it, and Mrs. Romayne

laughed very graciously.

“Yes; he has told me!” she said. “I am rather thinking of getting a

little jealous of you, Mr. Loring.”

A few minutes’ more talk followed--talk in which Loring bore himself

with his usual cynical manner, just tempered into even unusual

effectiveness--and then Mrs. Romayne prepared to move on.

“You must come and see us,” she said to Loring. “Julian will give you

the address. I am at home on Fridays; and I hope you will dine with us

before long!”

She gave him a pretty nod and an “_au revoir_,” and turned away.

“He’s awfully jolly, isn’t he, mother?” exclaimed Julian, as soon as

they were out of earshot.

“Very good style,” returned Mrs. Romayne approvingly. “He is just the

kind of man to get on. You have a good deal of discrimination, sir,”

she added.

The mother and son were separated after that, and about half an hour

later Mrs. Romayne caught sight of Julian disappearing with a very

pretty girl, whose face she did not know, in the direction of the

supper-room, just as she herself was greeted by Lord Garstin and pressed

to repair thither.

“Thanks, no,” she said lightly. “There is such a crowd, and I really

don’t want anything.”

She paused. That accentuated vivacity was still about her, as she looked

up at Lord Garstin with a little smile and a gesture which he thought

unusually charming.

“I want a little chat with you, though, very much,” she said with pretty

confidence. “I’m going to ask you to give me some advice, do you know.

Will it bore you frightfully?”

“On the contrary, it will delight me,” was the ready and by no means

insincere response.

Mrs. Romayne made a gracious and grateful movement of her head.

“I would rather take your opinion than that of any other man I know,”

she said confidentially. She stopped and laughed slightly. “It’s about

my boy, of course!” she said. “I want to know what you think of a club

for a young man in his position? Do you think, now, that it is a good

thing?”

“Emphatically, yes,” returned Lord Garstin. “I consider a good club of

the first importance to a young man. Your young man ought to be a member

of the Prince’s.” He paused a moment, looking at her as she nodded her

head softly, waiting as though for further words of wisdom from him, and

thought what a delightful little woman she was. “Suppose I talk to him

about it?” he said pleasantly. “I will see to it with pleasure if you

would like it.”

Nothing, certainly, could have been more delightful than Mrs. Romayne’s

manner, as she spoke just the right words of graceful acknowledgement

and acceptance. Then she made a gaily disparaging comment on club life,

and Lord Garstin’s advocacy of it, and a few minutes’ bantering,

laughing repartee followed--that society repartee of which Mrs. Romayne

was a mistress. From thence she drifted into talk about the party, and a

complaint of the heat of the room.

“It is time we were going, I think!” she remarked, with a gay little

laugh. “But a mother is a miserable slave, you see! I am ‘left until

called for,’ I suppose!”

“If I were not absolutely obliged to go myself,” returned Lord Garstin,

“I shouldn’t encourage such a suggestion on your part. But as that is

the case, unfortunately, shall I find your boy first and send him to

you?”

Mrs. Romayne shook her head with another laugh.

“I saw him retire to the supper-room a little while ago with a very

pretty girl,” she said. “I make it a point never to hurry him under such

circumstances! But if you should meet him you might tell him that I am

quite ready when he is. Good night!”

The room was not by any means crowded now; it was getting late and a

great many people were in the supper-room. The corner of the room in

which Mrs. Romayne was standing happened to be nearly deserted; there

was no one near her, and after Lord Garstin left her, she stood still,

fanning herself and looking straight before her with her bright smile

and animated expression rather stereotyped on her face. Suddenly, as if

involuntarily, she turned her head; she looked across to the other side

of the room and met the eyes of a man standing against the wall, who had

been looking fixedly at her ever since Lord Garstin joined her. For an

instant not the slightest perceptible change of expression touched her

face; only the very absoluteness of its immobility suggested that that

immobility was the result of a sudden and tremendous effort of

self-control; then the colour faded slowly from her cheeks and from her

lips; the smile did not disappear but it gradually assumed a ghastly

appearance of being carved in marble; her eyes widened slightly and

became strangely fixed. The man was Dennis Falconer, and he and she were

looking at one another across the gulf of eighteen years.

It was only for a moment. Then Mrs. Romayne, still quite colourless,

lifted her eyebrows prettily and made a gesture of amazed recognition,

and Falconer moved and came slowly towards her.

“What a surprising thing!” she exclaimed, holding out her hand. “I had

no idea you were here to-night! How do you do? Welcome home!”

Her tone was perfectly easy and gracious; so ultra-easy, indeed, that it

deprived her words of any personal or emotional significance whatever,

and relegated their meeting-place with subtle skill to the most

conventional of society grounds. The rather distinguished-looking man

with the good reserved manner who stood before her accepted the position

with grave readiness.

“Thank you,” he said. He spoke with distant courtesy, about which there

was not even the suggestion of that matter-of-course friendliness, as of

distant kinship, which had made her reception of him nearly perfect as a

work of art. “It is a great pleasure to me to be in England again.”

“You have been away--let me see--two years?” said Mrs. Romayne, with

the vivacious assumption of intelligent interest which the social

situation demanded. “Five, is it? Really? And you have done wonderful

things, I hear. Funnily enough, I have been hearing about you only

to-night. I must congratulate you.”

He bent his head with a courteous gesture of thanks.

“You have had my note, I hope?” he said. “You are settled in London now,

Thomson tells me.”

Thomson was the family lawyer, and he and Dennis Falconer himself were

Mrs. Romayne’s trustees under old Mr. Falconer’s will.

“Oh, yes!” she answered suavely. “I had it to-day, just before lunch. So

nice of you to write to me. Yes, we are settled----”

She had been fanning herself carelessly throughout the short colloquy,

glancing at Falconer or about the room with every appearance of perfect

ease; but now, as her eyes wandered to the other end of the room

something seemed to catch her attention. She hesitated, appeared to

forget what she had intended to say, tried to recover herself, and

failed.

Julian had come into the room, and was just parting gaily from some one

in the doorway. Dennis Falconer did not take up her unfinished sentence;

he followed the direction of her eyes across the room until his own

rested upon Julian, and then he started slightly and glanced down at the

woman by his side.

Mrs. Romayne laughed a rather high, unnatural laugh. She faced him with

her eyes very hard and bright, and her lips smiling; and through all the

artificiality of her face and manner there was something lurking in

those hard, bright eyes as she did it, something not to be caught or

defined, which made the movement almost heroic.

“You recognise him?” she said lightly. “Ridiculously like me, isn’t he?”

At that moment Julian started across the room, evidently to come to his

mother. He came on, stopping incessantly to exchange good-nights,

laughing, bowing, and smiling; and, as though there were a fascination

for them about his gay young figure, the man and woman standing

together at the other end of the room watched him draw nearer and

nearer. Words continued to come from Mrs. Romayne, a pretty,

inconsequent flow of society chatter, but it no more tempered the

strange gaze with which her eyes followed her son than did the unheeding

silence with which Falconer received them as his grave eyes rested also

on the young man. The whole thing was so incongruous; the expression of

those two pair of eyes was so utterly out of harmony with their

surroundings, and with the laughing, unconscious boy on whom they were

fixed; that they seemed to draw him out from the brightly dressed,

smiling groups through which he passed, and isolate him strangely in a

weird atmosphere of his own.

“Here you are, sir!” cried his mother gaily, looking no longer at Julian

as he stood close to her at last, but beyond him.

“Lord Garstin told me you were ready to go, dear,” said Julian

pleasantly. “I hope I haven’t kept you?”

“There was no hurry,” she answered, smiling; her voice was a little

thin and strained. “We will go now, I think, but I want to introduce you

first to some one whose name you know. This is your cousin, Dennis

Falconer.”

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