CHAPTER VII

Eighteen years lay between the events which Lady Bracondale recalled so

hazily and the Mrs. Romayne who crossed the threshold of Mrs. Pomeroy’s

drawing-room as the footman spoke her name. Those eighteen years had

changed her at once curiously more and curiously less than the years

between six-and-twenty and four-and-forty usually change a woman. She

looked at the first glance very little older than she had done eighteen

years ago; younger, indeed, than she had looked during those early days

of her widowhood. Such changes as time had made in her appearance seemed

mainly due to the immense difference in the styles of dress now

obtaining. The dainty colouring, the cut of her frock, the pose of her

bonnet, the arrangement of her hair, with its fluffy curls, all seemed

to accentuate her prettiness and to bring out the youthfulness which a

little woman without strongly marked features may keep for so long. The

fluffy hair was a red-brown now, instead of a pale yellow, and the

change was becoming, although it helped greatly, though very subtly, to

alter the character of her face. The outline of her features was perhaps

a trifle sharper than it had been, and there were sundry lines about the

mouth and eyes when it was in repose. But these were obliterated, as a

rule, by a characteristic to which all the minor changes in her seemed

to have more or less direct reference; a characteristic which seemed to

make the very similarity between the woman of to-day and the woman of

eighteen years before, seem unreal; the singular brightness and vivacity

of her expression. Her features were animated, eager, almost restless;

her gestures and movements were alert and quick; her voice, as she spoke

to an acquaintance here and there, as she moved up Mrs. Pomeroy’s

drawing-room, was brisk and laughing. Her dress and demeanour were the

dress and demeanour of the day to the subtlest shade; she had been a

typical woman of the world eighteen years before; she was a typical

woman of the world now. But in the old days the personality of the woman

had been dominated by and merged in the type. Now the type seemed to be

penetrated by something from within, which was not to be wholly

suppressed.

She came quickly down the long drawing-room, smiling and nodding as she

came, and greeted Mrs. Pomeroy with a little exaggerated gesture of

despair and apology.

“Have you really finished?” she cried. “Is everything settled? How

shocking of me!” Then, as she shook hands with Mrs. Halse, she added,

with a sweetness of tone which seemed to cover an underlying tendency

which was not sweet: “However, we have such a host in our secretary that

really one voice more or less makes very little difference.”

“Well, really, I don’t know that we have settled anything!” said Mrs.

Pomeroy. “We have talked things over, you know. It is such a mistake to

be in a hurry! Don’t you think so?”

“I’ve not a doubt of it,” was the answer, given with a laugh. “My dear

Mrs. Pomeroy, I have been in a hurry for the last six weeks, and it’s a

frightful state of things. You’ve had a capital meeting, though. Why, I

believe I am actually the only defaulter!”

The hard blue eyes were moving rapidly over the room as Mrs. Romayne

spoke; there was an eager comprehensive glance in them as though the

survey taken was in some sense a survey of material or--at one

instant--of a battle-ground; and it gave a certain unreality to their

carelessness.

“The only defaulter. Yes,” agreed Mrs. Pomeroy comfortably. “And now,

Mrs. Romayne, you must let me introduce you to a new member of our

committee; quite an acquisition! Why, where--oh!” and serenely oblivious

of the stony stare with which Lady Bracondale, a few paces off, was

regarding the opposite wall of the room just over the newcomer’s bonnet,

Mrs. Pomeroy, with her kind fat hand on Mrs. Romayne’s arm, approached

the exclusive acquisition. “Let me introduce Mrs. Romayne, dear Lady

Bracondale!” she said with unimpaired placidity.

The stony stare was lowered an inch or two until it was about on a level

with Mrs. Romayne’s eyebrows, and Lady Bracondale bowed icily; but at

the same moment Mrs. Romayne held out her hand with a graceful little

exclamation of surprise. It was not genuine, though it sounded so; those

keen, quick, blue eyes had seen Lady Bracondale and recognised her in

the course of their owner’s progress up the room, and had observed her

withdrawal of herself those two or three paces from Mrs. Pomeroy’s

vicinity; and it was as they rested for an instant only on her in their

subsequent survey of the room that that subtle change suggestive of a

sense of coming battle had come to them. They looked full into Lady

Bracondale’s face now with a smiling ease, which was just touched with a

suggestion of pleasure in the meeting.

“I hardly know whether we require an introduction,” said Mrs. Romayne;

she spoke with cordiality which was just sufficiently careless to be

thoroughly “good form.” “It is so many years since we met, though, that

perhaps our former acquaintanceship must be considered to have died a

natural death. I am very pleased that it should have a resurrection!”

She finished with a little light laugh, and Lady Bracondale found,

almost to her own surprise, that they were shaking hands. If she had

been able to analyse cause and effect--which she was not--she would have

known that it was that carelessness in Mrs. Romayne’s manner that

influenced her. A powerful prompter to a freezing demeanour is withdrawn

when the other party is obviously insensible to cold.

“It is really too bad of me to be so late!” continued Mrs. Romayne,

proceeding to pass over their past acquaintance as a half forgotten

recollection to which they were both indifferent, and taking up matters

as they stood with the easy unconcern and casual conversationalism of a

society woman. “At least it would be if my time were my own just now.

But as a matter of fact my sole _raison d’être_ for the moment is the

getting ready of our little place for my boy. I ought to have shut

myself up with carpenters and upholsterers until it was done! I assure

you I can’t even dine out without a guilty feeling that I ought to be

seeing after something or other connected with chairs and tables!”

She finished with a laugh about which there was a touch of

artificiality, as there had been about her tone as she alluded to her

“boy.” Perhaps the only thoroughly genuine point about her, at that

moment, was a certain intent watchfulness, strongly repressed, in the

eyes with which she met Lady Bracondale’s gorgon-like stare; and

something about the spirited pose of her head and the lines of her face,

always recalling, vaguely and indefinitely, that idea of single combat.

Lady Bracondale, however, was not a judge of artificiality, and Mrs.

Romayne’s manner, with its perfect assurance and careless assumption of

a position and a footing in society, affected her in spite of herself.

The stony stare relaxed perceptibly as she said, stiffly enough, but

with condescending interest:

“You are expecting your son in town?”

“I am expecting him every day, I am delighted to say!” answered Mrs.

Romayne, with a little conventional gush of superficial enthusiasm.

“Really, you have no idea how forlorn I am without him! We are quite

absurdly devoted to one another, as I often tell him, stupid fellow. But

I always think--don’t you?--that a man is much better out of the way

during the agonies of furnishing, so I insisted on his making a little

tour while I plunged into the fray. He was very anxious to help, of

course, dear fellow. But I told him frankly that he would be more

hindrance than help, and packed him off--and made a great baby of myself

when he was gone. Of course I have had to console myself by making our

little place as perfect as possible, as a surprise for him! You know how

these things grow! One little surprise after another comes into one’s

head, and one excuses oneself for one’s extravagance when it’s for one’s

boy.”

“Are you thinking of settling in London?” enquired Lady Bracondale.

She was unbending moment by moment in direct contradiction of her

preconceived determination. Mrs. Romayne was so bright and so

unconscious. She ran off her pretty maternal platitudes with such

careless confidence, that iciness on Lady Bracondale’s part would have

assumed a futile and even ridiculous appearance.

“Yes!” was the answer. “We are going to settle down a regular cosy

couple. It has been our castle in the air all the time his education has

been going on. He is to read for the bar, and I tell him that he will

value a holiday more in another year or two, poor fellow. But I’m afraid

I bore about him frightfully!” she added, with another laugh. “And it is

rather hard on him, poor boy, for he really is not a bore! I think you

will like him, Lady Bracondale. I remember young men always adored you!”

Lady Bracondale smiled, absolutely smiled, and said

graciously--graciously for her, that is to say:

“You must bring him to see me! I should like to call upon you if you

will give me your card.”

Mrs. Romayne was in the act of complying--complying with smiling

indifference, which was the very perfection of society manner--when Mrs.

Pomeroy, evidently moved solely by the impetus of the excited group of

ladies of which she was the serenely smiling centre, bore cheerfully

down upon them.

“Perhaps we ought to vote about the fancy dress before we separate this

afternoon,” she suggested, “or shall we talk it over a little more at

the next meeting? Perhaps that would be wiser. Mrs. Romayne----”

She looked invitingly at Mrs. Romayne as if for her opinion on the

subject, and the invitation was responded to with that ever-ready little

laugh.

“Oh, let us put it off until the next meeting,” she said. “I am ashamed

to say that I really must run away now. But at the next meeting I

promise faithfully to be here at the beginning and stay until the very

end.”

Whereupon it became evident that the greater part of the committee was

anxious to postpone the decision on the knotty point in question, and

was conscious of more or less pressing engagements. A general exodus

ensued, Mrs. Halse alone remaining to expound her views to Mrs. Pomeroy

all by herself and in a higher and more conclusive tone than before.

A neat little coupé was waiting for Mrs. Romayne. She gave the coachman

the order “home” at first, and then paused and told him to go to a

famous cigar merchant’s. She got into the carriage with a smiling

gesture of farewell to Lady Bracondale, whose brougham passed her at the

moment; but as she leant back against the cushions the smile died from

her lips with singular suddenness. It left her face very intent; the

eyes very bright and hard, the lips set and a little compressed. The

lines about them and about her eyes showed out faintly under this new

aspect of her face in spite of the eager satisfaction which was its

dominant expression. The battle had evidently been fought and won and

the victor was ready and braced for the next.

She got out at the cigar merchant’s, and when she returned to her

carriage there was that expression of elation about her which often

attends the perpetration of a piece of extravagance. But as she was

driven through the fading sunlight of the March afternoon towards

Chelsea, her face settled once more into that intent reflection and

satisfaction.

It was a narrow slip of a house at which her coupé eventually stopped,

wedged in among much more imposing-looking mansions in the most

fashionable part of Chelsea. But what it lacked in size it made up in

brightness and general smartness. It had evidently been recently done up

with all the latest improvements in paint, window-boxes, and fittings

generally, and it presented a very attractive appearance indeed.

Mrs. Romayne let herself in with a latch-key, and went quickly across

the prettily decorated hall into a room at the back of what was

evidently the dining-room. She opened the door, and then stood still

upon the threshold.

The light of the setting sun was stealing in at the window, the lower

half of which was filled in with Indian blinds; and as it fell in long

slanting rays across the silent room, it seemed to emphasize and, at the

same time, to soften and beautify an impression of waiting and of

expectancy that seemed to emanate from everything that room contained.

It was furnished--it was not large--as a compromise between a

smoking-room and a study, and its every item, from the bookcases and

the writing-table to the bronzes on the mantelpiece, was in the most

approved and latest style, and of the very best kind. Every conceivable

detail had evidently been thought out and attended to; the room was

obviously absolutely complete and perfect--only on the writing-table

something seemed lacking, and some brown paper parcels lay there waiting

to be unfastened--and it had as obviously never been lived in. It was

like a body without a soul.

The lingering light stole along the wall, touching here and there those

unused objects waiting, characterless, for that strange character which

the personality of a man impresses always on the room in which he lives,

and its last touch fell upon the face of the woman standing in the

doorway. The artificiality of its expression was standing out in strong

relief as if in half conscious, half instinctive struggle with something

that lay behind, something which the aspect of that empty room had

developed out of its previous intentness and excitement. With a little

affected laugh, as though some one else had been present--or as though

affectation were indeed second nature to her--Mrs. Romayne went up to

the writing-table and began to undo the parcels lying there. They

contained a very handsome set of fittings for a man’s writing-table, and

she arranged them in their places, clearing away the paper with

scrupulous care, and with another little laugh.

“What a ridiculous woman!” she said half aloud, with just the intonation

she had used in speaking to Lady Bracondale of her “little surprises”

for “her boy.” “And what a spoilt fellow!”

She turned away, went out of the room, with one backward glance as she

closed the door, and upstairs to the drawing-room. She had just entered

the room when a thought seemed to strike her.

“How utterly ridiculous!” she said to herself. “I quite forgot to notice

whether there were any letters!”

She was just crossing the room to ring for a servant when the front-door

bell rang vigorously and she stopped short. With an exclamation of

surprise she went to the door and stood there listening, that she might

prepare herself beforehand for the possible visitor, for whom she

evidently had no desire. “How tiresome!” she said to herself. “Who is

it, I wonder?” She heard the parlourmaid go down the hall and open the

door.

“Mrs. Romayne at home?”

With a shock and convulsion, which only the wildest leap of the heart

can produce, the listening face in the drawing-room doorway, with the

conventional smile which might momently be called for just quivering on

it, half in abeyance, half in evidence, was suddenly transformed. Every

trace of artificiality fell away, blotted out utterly before the swift,

involuntary flash of mother love and longing with which those hard blue

eyes, those pretty, superficial little features were, in that instant,

transfigured. The elaborately dressed figure caught at the door-post, as

any homely drudge might have done; the woman of the world, startled out

of--or into--herself, forgot the world.

“It’s Julian!” the white, trembling lips murmured. “Julian!”

As she spoke the word, up the stairs two steps at a time, there dashed a

tall, fair-haired young man who caught her in his arms with a delighted

laugh--her own laugh, but with a boyish ring of sincerity in it.

“I’ve taken you by surprise, mother!” he cried. “You’ve never opened my

telegram!”

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