A VALIANT IGNORANCE
A
VALIANT IGNORANCE
A Novel
BY
MARY ANGELA DICKENS
AUTHOR OF “CROSS CURRENTS,” “A MERE CYPHER,” ETC.
“Thy gold is brass!”
PRINCE HOHENSTIEL SCHWANGAU
_IN THREE VOLUMES_
VOL. I.
London MACMILLAN & CO. AND NEW YORK 1894
A VALIANT IGNORANCE
CHAPTER I
“MY DEAR MAMMA,
“I hope you are quite well. I am quite well, and Smut is quite
well. Her tail is very fat. I hope papa is quite well. I have a box
of soldiers. The captain has a horse. Uncle Richard gave them to
me. There is a hole in the horse, and he sticks in tight. Auntie is
quite well, and so is nurse, and so is cook.
“I am, your loving Son,
“JULIAN.”
It was the table d’hôte room of one of the best hotels in Nice; a large
room, gay and attractive, according to its kind, as fresh paint, bright
decoration, and expanse of looking-glass could make it. From end to end
were ranged small tables, varying in size but uniform in the radiant
spotlessness of their white cloths, and the brightness of their silver,
china, or glass; and to and fro between the tables, and from the tables
to the door, moved active waiters, whose one aim in life seemed to be
the anticipation of the wishes of the visitors for whose pleasure alone
they apparently existed.
It was early, and _déjeuner_ proper was hardly in full swing as yet. But
a good many of the tables were occupied, and a subdued hum of
conversation pervaded the air; a hum compounded of the high-pitched
chatter of American women and the quick, eager volubility of French
tongues, backed by a less pronounced but perfectly perceptible
undercurrent of German and English; the whole diversified now and then
by a light laugh.
The sounds were subdued because the room was large and sparsely filled,
but they were gay. The smiling alacrity of the waiters was apparently at
once a symptom of, and a subtle tribute to, the humour of the hour.
There were sundry strongly-marked faces here and there among the little
groups; middle-aged men to whom neither ambition nor care could have
been empty words; middle-aged women with lines about their faces not
lightly come by; young girls with the vague desire and unrest of youth;
young men with its secrets and its aspirations. But all individuality of
care, anxiety, or desire seemed to be in abeyance for the time being;
enjoyment--somewhat conventional, well-dressed enjoyment, of the kind
that rather covers up trouble as not “the thing” than disperses it--was
evidently the order of the day. It was within three days of the
carnival, and the visitors who were crowding into Nice came one and all
with fixedly and obviously light-hearted intention.
The link between the little letter--not little by any means in a
material sense, since its capitals sprawled and staggered over a large
sheet of foreign letter paper--and the smart, pleasure-seeking
atmosphere of the Nice table d’hôte room, was a woman who sat at a
little table by one of the open windows. And she was much more easily to
be identified, arguing from her appearance and manner, with her present
surroundings than with the images conjured up by the blotted letter in
her hand. She was a small woman, with a very erect little figure, the
trimness of which was accentuated by the conventional perfection of the
dress she wore; it was not such a dress as would commend itself to the
fashionable woman of to-day--at that date, eighteen hundred and
seventy-two, tailor-made garments for ladies were not--but it had won a
glance of respect, nevertheless, from every woman in the room in the
course of the few minutes which had elapsed since its wearer had
entered. Her hair was fair; very plentiful and very fashionably dressed.
Her eyes were blue; her colouring pale. If she had had no other claims
on a critic’s attention, no more marked characteristics, she might have
been called rather pretty. She was rather pretty, as a matter of fact,
but her prettiness was dwarfed, and put out of sight by the stronger
influence of her manner and expression.
As she sat there reading her letter, neither moving nor speaking, she
was stamped from head to foot--as far as externals went--as one of a
type of woman which commands more superficial homage than perhaps any
other--the woman of the world. The self-possession, the quiet,
unquestioning assurance, even the superficiality of her expression in
its total absence of intellectuality or emotionalism, spoke to
character; the narrow character, truly, which is cognisant only of
shallow waters, knows them, and reigns in them. But it was a noticeable
feature about her that even this character had gone to the accentuation
of the type in her. As to her age, it would have been extremely
difficult to guess it from her appearance. Her face was quite
unworn--evidently such emotions as she had known had gone by no means
deep--and yet it was not young; there was too much knowledge of the
world about it for youthfulness. As a matter of fact, she was twenty-six
years old. She was sitting alone at the little table by the window, and
her perfect freedom from nervousness, or even consciousness of the
admiring glances cast at her, emphasized her perfect self-possession.
A waiter, smiling and assiduous even beyond the smiling assiduity with
which he had waited at other tables, appeared with her breakfast, and as
he arranged it on the table, she replaced the blotted letter in its
envelope with a certain lingering touch that was apparently quite
unconscious, and contrasted rather oddly with her self-possessed face.
The envelope was addressed in a woman’s writing to “Mrs. William
Romayne, Hôtel Florian, Nice.” It was one of a pile, and she took up the
others and looked them through. They all bore the same name.
“There are no letters for Mr. Romayne?” she said to the waiter
carelessly.
The voice was rather thin, and, as would have been expected from her
face, slightly unsympathetic, but it was refined and well modulated. Her
French was excellent.
The waiter thus questioned showed a letter--a business-like looking
letter in a blue envelope--which he had brought in on his tray; and
presented it with a torrent of explanation and apology. It had arrived
last night, before the arrival of monsieur and madame, and with
unheard-of carelessness, but with quite amazing carelessness indeed, it
had been placed in a private sitting-room ordered by another English
monsieur, who had arrived only this morning. By the valet of this
English monsieur it had been given to the waiter this moment only; by
the waiter it was now given to madame with ten million desolations that
such an accident should have occurred. Monsieur had seemed so anxious
for letters on his arrival! If madame would have the goodness to
explain!
Madame stopped the flood of protestations with a little gesture. However
it might affect monsieur, the accident did not appear to disturb her
greatly. Indeed, it was inconceivable that she should be easily ruffled.
“Let Mr. Romayne have the letter at once,” she said, “and send him also
a cup of coffee and an English newspaper!”
The waiter signified his readiness to do her bidding with the greatest
alacrity, took the letter from her with an apologetic bow, laid by her
side a newspaper for madame’s own reading, as he said, and retired. Left
once more alone, madame proceeded to breakfast in a dainty, leisurely
fashion, ignoring the newspaper for the present, and drawing from the
envelope in which she had replaced the childish little epistle, a second
letter. It was a long one, and she read it placidly as she went on with
her breakfast.
“MY DEAR HERMIA,” it ran, “Julian has just accomplished the
enclosed with a great deal of pride and excitement. The wild
scrawls that occur here and there were the result of imperative
demands on his part to be allowed to write ‘all by himself’! The
dear pet is very well, and grows sweeter every day, I believe. You
were to meet Mr. Romayne at Mentone, on the second, I think he
said, and to go on to Nice the next day, so I hope you will get
this soon after you arrive there. I hope the change will do Mr.
Romayne good. He came here to see Julian yesterday, and I did not
think him looking well, nor did father. He only laughed when father
told him so. We were so glad to get your last letter. You are not a
very good correspondent, are you? But, of course, you were going
out a great deal in Paris and had not much time for writing. You
seem to have had a delightful time there.
“Dennis Falconer came back last week. He has been away nearly a
year, you know. He is very brown, and has a long beard, which is
rather becoming. The Royal Geographical are beginning to think
rather highly of him, father is told, and he will probably get
something important to do before long. Father wanted him to come
and stay here, but he has gone back to his old chambers. Not very
cousinly of him, I think!
“You don’t say whether you are coming to London for the season? I
asked Mr. Romayne, but he said he did not know what your plans
were. I do so hope you will come, though I am afraid I should not
be pleased if the spirit should move you to settle down in England
and demand Julian! However, I suppose that is not very likely?
“With much love, dear Hermia,
“Your very affectionate Cousin,
“FRANCES FALCONER.”
Mrs. Romayne finished the letter, which she had read with leisurely
calm, as though her interest in it was by no means of a thrilling
nature, and then opened and glanced through, the others which were
waiting their turn. They were of various natures; one or two came from
villas about Nice, and consisted of more or less pressing invitations;
one was from a well-known leader of society in Rome--a long, chatty
letter, which the recipient read with evident amusement and interest.
There were also one or two bills, at which Mrs. Romayne glanced with the
composure of a woman with whom money is plentiful.
Breakfast and correspondence were alike disposed of at last, and by this
time the room was nearly full. The laughter and talk was louder now, the
atmosphere of gaiety was more accentuated. Outside in the sunshine in
the public gardens a band was playing. Mrs. Romayne was alone, it is
true, and her voice consequently added nothing to the pervading note,
but her presence, solitary as it was, was no jarring element. She was
not lonely; her solitude was evidently an affair of the moment merely;
she was absolutely in touch with the spirit of the hour, and no
laughing, excited girl there witnessed more eloquently or more
unconsciously to the all-pervading dominion of the pleasures of life
than did the self-possessed looking little woman, to whom its pleasures
were also its businesses--the only businesses she knew.
She had gathered her letters together, and was rising from her seat with
a certain amount of indecision in her face, when a waiter entered the
room and came up to her. “Some ladies wishing to see madame were in the
salon,” he said, and he handed her as he spoke a visiting-card bearing
the name, “Lady Cloughton.” Underneath the name was written in pencil,
“An unconscionable hour to invade you, but we are going this afternoon
to La Turbie, and we hope we may perhaps persuade you to join us.”
“The ladies are in the salon, you say?” said Mrs. Romayne, glancing up
with the careless satisfaction of a woman to whom the turn of events
usually does bring satisfaction; perhaps because her demands and her
experience are alike of the most superficial description.
“In the salon, madame,” returned the waiter. “Three ladies and two
gentlemen.”
He was conducting her obsequiously across the room as he spoke, and a
moment later he opened the door of the salon and stood aside to let her
pass in.
A little well-bred clamour ensued upon her entrance; greetings,
questions and answers as between acquaintances who had not met for some
time, and met now with a pleasure which seemed rather part and parcel of
the gaiety to which the atmosphere of the dining-room had witnessed than
an affair of the feelings. All Mrs. Romayne’s five visitors were
apparently under five-and-thirty, the eldest being a man of perhaps
three or four-and-thirty, addressed by Mrs. Romayne as Lord Cloughton;
the youngest a pretty girl who was introduced by the leader of the
party, presumably Lady Cloughton, herself quite a young woman, as “my
little sister.” They were all well-dressed; they were all apparently in
the best possible spirits, and bent upon enjoyment; and gay little
laughs interspersed the chatter, incessantly breaking from one or the
other on little or no apparent provocation. Eventually Lady Cloughton’s
voice detached itself and went on alone.
“We heard you were here,” she said, “from a man who is staying here. We
are at the Français, you know. And we said at once, ‘Supposing Mrs.
Romayne is not engaged for to-morrow’--so many people don’t come, you
see, until the day before the carnival, and consequently, of course, one
has fewer friends and fewer engagements, and this week is not so full,
don’t you know--‘supposing she has no engagement for to-morrow,’ we
said, ‘how pleasant it would be if she would come with us to La Turbie.’
We have to make Mr. Romayne’s acquaintance, you know. So charmed to have
the opportunity! I hope he is well?”
“Fairly well, thanks,” replied his wife. “He has been in London all the
winter--his business always seems to take him to the wrong place at the
wrong time--and either the climate or his work seems to have knocked him
up a little. He seems to have got into a shocking habit of sitting up
all night and staying in bed all day. At least he has acted on that
principle during the week we have been together. He is actually not up
yet.”
Mrs. Romayne smiled as she spoke; her husband’s “shocking habits”
apparently sat very lightly on her; in fact, there was something
singularly disengaged and impersonal in her manner of speaking of him,
altogether. Her visitor received her smile with a pretty little
unmeaning laugh, and went on with much superficial eagerness:
“He may, perhaps, be up in time for our expedition, though! We thought
of starting in about two hours’ time. They say the place is perfectly
beautiful at this time of year. Perhaps you know it.”
“No,” returned Mrs. Romayne. “Oddly enough I have never been to Nice
before. I have often talked of wintering here, but I have always
eventually gone somewhere else! Are you here for the first time?” she
added, turning to the young man, whom she had received as Mr. Allan, and
who evidently occupied the position of mutual acquaintance between
herself and her other visitors. He was answering her in the affirmative
when Lord Cloughton struck in with a cheery laugh.
“He’s been here two days, and he has come to the conclusion that Nice is
a beastly hole, Mrs. Romayne!” he said. “This afternoon’s expedition is
really a device on our part for cheering him up. He let himself be
persuaded into putting some money into a new bank, and the new bank has
smashed. Have you seen the papers? Now, Allan hasn’t lost much,
fortunately; it isn’t that that weighs upon him. But he is oppressed by
a sense of his own imbecility, aren’t you, old fellow?”
The young man laughed, freely enough.
“Perhaps I am,” he said. “So would you be, Cloughton, wouldn’t he, Mrs.
Romayne? And don’t tell me you wouldn’t have done the same, because any
fellow would, in my place. However, if Mrs. Romayne is more likely to
join us this afternoon if the proceedings are presented to her in the
light of a charity, I’m quite willing to pose as an object! Take pity on
me, Mrs. Romayne, do!”
“I shan’t pity you,” answered Mrs. Romayne lightly. “You don’t seem to
me to be much depressed, and your misfortunes appear to be of your own
making. But I shall be delighted to go with you this afternoon,” she
continued, turning to Lady Cloughton. “And I feel sure that Mr. Romayne
will also be delighted.”
“That is quite charming of you!” exclaimed Lady Cloughton, rising as she
spoke. “Well, then, I think if we were to call for you--yes, we will
call for you in two hours from now. So glad you can come! The little boy
quite well? So glad. In two hours, then! Au revoir.”
There was a flutter of departure, a chorus of bright, meaningless, last
words, and Mrs. Romayne stood at the head of the great staircase, waving
her hand in farewell as her visitors, with a last backward glance and
parting smiles and gestures, disappeared from view. She stood a moment
watching some people in the hall below, whose appearance had struck her
at dinner on the previous evening, and as she looked idly at them she
saw a man come in--an Englishman, evidently just off a journey, and “not
a gentleman” as she decided absently--and go up to a waiter who was
standing in the dining-room doorway. The Englishman evidently asked a
question and then another and another, and finally the waiter glanced
up the stairs to where Mrs. Romayne stood carelessly watching, and
obviously pointed her out to his interlocutor, asking a question in his
turn. The Englishman, after looking quickly in Mrs. Romayne’s direction,
shook his head in answer and walked into the dining-room.
With a vague feeling of surprise and curiosity Mrs. Romayne turned and
moved away. She retraced her steps, evidently intending to go upstairs,
but as she passed the open door of the drawing-room she hesitated; her
eyes caught by the bright prospect visible through the open windows
which looked out over the public gardens and the blue Mediterranean; her
ears caught by the sounds from the band still playing outside. She
re-entered the room, crossed to the window and stood there, looking out
with inattentive pleasure, the dialogue she had witnessed in the hall
quite forgotten as she thought of her own affairs. She thought of the
immediate prospects of the next few weeks; wholly satisfactory prospects
they were, to judge from her expression. She thought of the letters she
had received that morning, mentally answering the invitations she had
received. She thought of the acquaintances who had just left her, and of
the engagement she had made for that afternoon; and then, as if the
necessity for seeing her husband on the subject had by this means become
freshly present to her, she turned away from the window and went out of
the room and up the staircase. On her way she chanced to glance down
into the hall and noticed the Englishman to whom the waiter had pointed
her out, leaning in a reposeful and eminently stationary attitude
against the entrance. She would ask who he was, she resolved idly. She
went on until she came to a door at the end of a long corridor, outside
which stood a dainty little pair of walking shoes and a pair of man’s
boots. She glanced at them and lifted her eyebrows slightly--a
characteristic gesture--and then opened the door.
It led into a little dressing-room, from which another doorway on the
left led, evidently, into a larger room beyond. The glimpse of the
latter afforded by the partly open door showed it dim and dark by
contrast with the light outside; apparently the blind was but slightly
raised. There was no sunshine in the dressing-room, either, though it
was light enough; and as Mrs. Romayne went in and shut the door she
seemed to pass into a silence that was almost oppressive. The band, the
strains of which had reached her at the very threshold, was not audible
in the room; in shutting the door she seemed to shut out all external
sounds, and within the room was absolute stillness.
The contrast, however, made no impression whatever upon Mrs. Romayne.
She was by no means sensitive, evidently, to such subtle influence. She
glanced carelessly through the doorway into the dim vista of the bedroom
beyond, and going to the other end of the dressing-room knelt down by a
portmanteau, and began to search in it with the uncertainty of a woman
whose packing is done for her by a maid. She found what she wanted;
sundry dainty adjuncts to out-of-door attire, one of which, a large lace
sunshade, required a little attention. She took up an elaborate little
case for work implements that lay on the table, and selected a needle
and thread, and a thimble; and perhaps the dead silence about her
oppressed her a little, unconsciously to herself, for she hummed as she
did so a bar or two of the waltz she had shut out as she shut the door.
Then with the needle moving deftly to and fro in her white, well-shaped
hands, she moved down the dressing-room, and standing in the light for
the sake of her work, she spoke through the doorway into the still, dark
bedroom.
“The Cloughtons have been here, William,” she said. “The people I met in
Rome this winter; I think I told you, didn’t I? They wanted us to go to
La Turbie with them this afternoon, and I said we would. That is to say,
I only answered conditionally for you, of course. Will you go?”
There was no answer, no sound of any kind. Not so much as a stir or a
rustle to indicate that the sleep of the man hidden in the dimness
beyond--and only sleep surely could account for his silence--was even
broken by the words addressed to him. Yet the voice which proceeded from
the serene, well-appointed little figure standing in the sombre light of
the dressing-room, with its attention more or less given to the trivial
work in its hands, was penetrating in its quality, though not loud.
Mrs. Romayne paused a moment, listening. Then, with that expressive
movement of her eyebrows, she went back again to the dressing-table she
had left, took up a little pair of scissors which were necessary to give
the finishing touch to her work, gave that finishing touch with careless
deliberation, studied the effect with satisfaction, and then laid down
the sunshade, and returned to the doorway into the bedroom. She stood on
the threshold this time, and the darkness before her and the sombre
light behind her seemed to meet upon her figure; the silence and
stillness all about her seemed to claim even the space she occupied.
“William!” she said crisply. “William!”
Again there was no answer; no sound or stir of any sort or kind. And for
the first time the silence seemed to strike her. She moved quickly
forward into the dimness.
“William! Are you asleep----”
Her eyes had fallen on the bed, and she stopped suddenly. For it was
empty. She paused an instant, and in that instant the silence seemed to
rise and dominate the atmosphere as with a grim and mighty presence,
before which everything shallow or superficial sank into insignificance.
All that was typical and conventional about the woman standing in the
midst of the stillness, arrested by she knew not what, suddenly seemed
to stand out jarring and incongruous, as though unreality had been met
and touched into self-revelation by a great reality. Then it subsided
altogether, and only the simplest elements of womanhood were left--the
womanhood common to the peasant and the princess--as the wife took two
or three quick steps forward. She turned the corner of the bed that hid
the greater part of the room from her, and then staggered back with a
sharp cry. At her feet, partly dressed, there lay the figure of the man
to whom she had been talking; his right hand, dropped straight by his
side, clenched a revolver; his face--a handsome face probably an hour
ago--was white and fixed; his eyes were glassy. On the floor beside him
lay an open letter--a letter written on blue paper.
William Romayne was asleep indeed. His wife might tear at the bell-rope;
the hotel servants might hurry and rush to and fro; even the
recently-arrived Englishman might render his assistance. But it was all
in vain. William Romayne was beyond their reach.