CHAPTER XXX

The shrieks stuck to Yevsey, to the back of his neck, like leeches. They

filled him with insane horror, and drove him on, on, and on. Behind him

a crowd of people were gathering, it seemed to him, noiselessly, their

feet never touching the ground. They ran after him stretching out scores

of long clutching hands, which reached his neck, and touched his hair.

They played with him, mocked him, disappearing and reappearing. He took

cabs, rode for a while, jumped out, ran along the streets, and rode

again. For the crowd was near him all the time unseen, yet so much the

more horrible.

He felt more at ease when he saw before him the dark patterned wall of

bare boughs, which stretched to meet him. He dived into the thicket of

trees, and walked in between them, strangely moving his hands behind his

back, as if to draw the trees together more compactly behind him. He

descended into a ravine, seated himself on the cold soil, and rose

again. Then he walked the length of the ravine, breathing heavily,

perspiring, drunk with fear. Soon he saw an opening between the trees.

He listened carefully, noiselessly advanced a few steps further, and

looked. In front of him stretched the earthwork of a railroad, beyond

which rose more trees. These were small and far-between. Through the

network of their branches shone the grey roof of a building.

He walked back quickly up the channel of the ravine, to where the woods

were thicker and darker.

"They'll catch me," the cold assurance pushed him on. "They'll catch

me--they must be looking for me already--they're running."

A soft ringing sound strayed through the woods. It came from anear, and

shook the thin branches, which swayed in the dusk of the ravine, filling

the air with their rustle. Under his feet crackled thin ice, which

covered the grey dried-out little pits of the bed of a stream with white

skin.

Klimkov sat down, bent over, and put a piece of ice in his mouth. The

next instant he jumped to his feet, and clambered up the steep slope of

the ravine. Here he removed his belt and suspenders, and began to tie

them together, at the same time carefully examining the branches over

his head.

"I don't have to take my overcoat off," he reflected without self-pity.

"The heavier, the quicker."

He was in a hurry, his fingers trembled, and his shoulders involuntarily

rose, as if to conceal his neck. In his head a timorous thought kept

knocking.

"I won't have time. I'll be too late."

A train passed along the edge of the woods. The trees hummed in

displeasure, and the ground quivered. The white vapor threaded its way

between the branches. It stole through the air, and melted away, as

though to get a look at this man, and then disappear from his eyes.

Titmice came flying and whistling boldly. They gleamed in the dark nets

of the branches, and their quick bustle hastened the movements of

Yevsey's cold and disobedient fingers.

He made a slipknot in the strap, threw it over a branch, and tugged at

it. It was firm. Then, just as hurriedly, he began to make a slipknot in

his suspenders, which he had twisted into a braid. When everything was

ready, he heaved a sigh.

"Now I ought to say my prayers."

But no prayer came to him. He thought for a few seconds. The words

flashed up, but were instantly extinguished, without forming themselves

into a prayer.

"Rayisa knew my fate," he recalled unexpectedly.

Thrusting his head into the noose, he said quietly, simply, and without

a quiver in his breast:

"In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost--"

He pushed the ground with his feet, and jumped into the air, doubling

his legs under him. There was a painful tug at his ears, a strange

inward blow hit his head, and stunned him. He fell. His entire body

struck the hard earth, turned over, and rolled down the declivity. His

arms caught in the roots of trees, his head knocked against trunks. He

lost consciousness.

When he recovered his senses, he found himself sitting at the bottom of

the ravine, the torn suspenders dangling over his breast. His trousers

were burst, his scratched, blood-stained knees looked through the cloth

pitifully. His body was a mass of pain, especially his neck; and the

cold seemed to be flaying his skin. Throwing himself on his back Yevsey

looked up the incline. There under a white birch branch the strap swung

in the air like a thin serpent, and lured him to itself.

"I can't," he said to himself in despair. "I can't--nothing--I don't

know how."

He began to cry fine tears of impotence and insult. He lay with his back

on the ground, and through his tears saw over him the one-toned dim sky,

streaked by the dry designs of the dark branches.

He lay for a long time muffled in his overcoat, suffering from cold and

pain. Without his willing it, his strange senseless life passed before

him like a chain of smoke-dark rings. It passed by him impetuously. It

trampled pitilessly upon his half-dead soul, crushing it finally with

heavy blows, which prevented one spark of hope from glimmering in his

heart. It pressed him to the ground.

A dismal chord hummed and trembled brokenly in his breast. Its

lugubrious song spread through his bones. His little dry body, quivering

with a sickly tremor, shrivelled up in the cold of the twilight into a

shelterless heap, pressed itself more and more closely to the ground, so

firm and so powerful.

Trains passed the woods several times, filling it with a creaking and

rumbling, with clouds of steam and rays of light. The rays glided by the

trunks of the trees, as if feeling them, as if in search of somebody

there. Then they hastily disappeared, quick, trembling, and cold.

When they found Yevsey and touched him, he raised himself to his feet

with difficulty, and plunged into the obscurity of the woods in pursuit

of them. He stopped at the edge, and leaned against a tree, waiting and

listening to the distant angry hum of the city. It was already evening,

the sky had grown purple. Over the city quietly flared a dim red. The

lights were being kindled to meet the night.

From a distance sprang up a howling noise and a drone. The rails began

to sing and ring. A train was passing over them, its red eyes twinkling

in the twilight. And the dusk quickly sailed after it, growing ever

thicker and darker. Yevsey went to the roadbed as fast as he could, sank

on his knees, then laid his side across the road, with his back to the

train, and his neck upon the rail. He enveloped his head closely in the

skirts of his overcoat.

For some seconds it was pleasant to feel the burning contact of the

iron. It appeased the pain in his neck, but the rail trembled and sang

louder, more alarmingly. It filled his whole body with an aching groan.

The earth, too, now quivered with a fine tremor, as if swimming away

from under his body and pushing him from itself.

The train rolled heavily and slowly, but the clang of its couplings, the

even raps of the wheels upon the joinings of the rails were already

deafening. Its snorting breath pushed Klimkov in the back. Everything

round about him and with him shook in tempestuous agitation, and tore

him from the ground.

He could wait no longer. He jumped to his feet, ran along the rails, and

shouted in a high screech:

"I am guilty--I will--everything--I will, I will!"

Along the smoothly polished metal of the rails darted reddish rays of

light, outstripping Klimkov. They glared more and more fiercely. Now

glowing strips to each side of him ran impetuously into the distance,

directing his course.

"I will--" he yelled, waving his hands.

Something hard and wide struck his back. He fell across the sleepers

between the red cords of rail, and the harsh iron rumble crushed his

feeble screams.

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