CHAPTER XXI.

THE CRIMSON RIVER.

At these unexpected words Theos sprang wildly to his feet. An awful

darkness seemed to close in upon him,--and a chaotic confusion of

memories began to whirl and drift through his mind like flotsam and

jetsam tossed upon a storm-swept sea. The aged and shadowy-looking

Zuriel stood motionless, watching him with something of timid pity and

mild patience.

"FIVE THOUSAND YEARS!" he muttered hoarsely, pressing his hands into

his aching brows, while his eyes again fixed themselves yearningly on

the Cross.. "Five thousand years before.... before WHAT?"

He caught the old man's arm, and in spite of himself, a laugh, wild,

discordant, and out of all keeping with his inward emotions, broke from

his parched lips,--"Thou doting fool!" he cried almost furiously,--"Why

dost thou mock me then with this false image of a hope unrealized? ...

Who gave thee leave to add more fuel to my flame of torment? ... What

means this symbol to thine eyes? Speak.. speak! What admonition does it

hold for thee? ... what promise? ... what menace? ... what warning? ...

what love? ... Speak.. speak! O, shall I force confession from thy

throat, or must I die unsatisfied and slain by speechless longing! What

didst thou say? ... FIVE THOUSAND YEARS? ... Nay, by the gods, thou

liest!"--and he pointed excitedly to the sacred Emblem,--"I tell thee

that Holy Sign is as familiar to my suffering soul as the chiming of

bells at sunset! ... as well known to my sight as the unfolding of

flowers in the fields of spring! ... What shall be done or said of it,

in five thousand years, that has not already been said and done?"

Zuriel regarded him more compassionately than ever, with a penetrating,

mournful expression in his serious dark eyes.

"Alas, alas, my son! thou art most grievously distraught!" he said in

troubled tones. "Thy words but prove the dark disorder of thy

wits,--may Heaven soon heal thee of thy mental wound! Restrain thy wild

and wandering fancies? ... for surely thou canst not be familiar, as

thou sayest with this silver Symbol, seeing that it is but the Talisman

[Footnote: The Cross was held in singular veneration in the Temple of

Serapis, and by many tribes in the East, ages before the coming of

Christ] or Badge of the Mystic Brethren of Al-Kyris, and has no

signification whatsoever save for the Elect. It was designed some

twenty years ago by the inspired Chief of our Order, Khosrul, and such

as are still his faithful disciples wear it as a record and constant

reminder of his famous Prophecy."

Theos heard, and a dull apathy stole over him,--his recent excitement

died out under a chilling weight of vague yet bitter disappointment.

"And this Prophecy?" he asked listlessly.. "What is its nature and whom

doth it concern?"

"Nay, in very truth it is a strange and marvellous thing!" replied

Zuriel, his calm voice thrilling with a mellow touch of fervor..

"Khosrul, 'tis said, has heard the angels whispering in Heaven, and his

attentive ears have caught the echo of their distant speech.

"Thus spiritually instructed, he doth powerfully predict Salvation for

the human race,--and doth announce, that in five thousand years or

more, a God shall be moved by wondrous mercy to descend from Heaven,

and take the form of Man, wherein, unknown, despised, rejected, he will

live our life from commencement to finish, teaching, praying, and

sanctifying by His Divine Presence the whole sin-burdened Earth. This

done, He will consent to suffer a most cruel death, . . and the manner

of His death will be that He shall hang, nailed hands and feet to a

Cross, as though He were a common criminal, . . His holy brows shall be

bound about with thorns,--and after hours of agony He, innocent of

every sin, shall perish miserably--friendless, unpitied, and alone. But

afterward, ... and mark you! this is the chiefest glory of all! ... He

will rise again triumphant from the grave to prove his God-head, and to

convince Mankind beyond all doubt an question, that there is indeed an

immortal Hereafter,--an actual, free Eternity of Life, compared with

which this our transient existence is a mere brief breathing-space of

pause and probation, . . and then for evermore His sacred Name shall

dominate and civilize the world..."

"What Name?".. interrupted Theos, with eager abruptness ... "Canst thou

pronounce it?"

Zuriel shook his head.

"Not I, my son"--he answered gravely.. "Not even Khosrul can penetrate

thus far! The Name of Him who is to come, is hidden deep among God's

unfathomed silences! It should suffice thee that thou knowest now the

sum and substance of the Prophecy. Would I might live to see the days

when all shall be fulfilled! ... but alas, my remaining years are few

upon the earth, and Heaven's time is not ours!"

He sighed,--and resumed his slow pacing onwards,--Theos walked beside

him as a man may walk in sleep, uncertainly and with unseeing eyes, his

heart beating loudly, and a sick sense of suffocation in his throat.

What did it all mean? ... Had his life gone back in some strange way?

... or had he merely DREAMED of a former existence different to this

one? He remembered now what Sah-luma had told him respecting Khosrul's

"new" theory of a future religion,--a theory that to him had seemed so

old, so old!--so utterly exhausted and worn threadbare! In what a

cruel problem was he hopelessly involved!--what a useless, perplexed,

confused being he had become! ... he who would once to have staked his

life on the unflinching strength and capabilities of human reason!

After a pause, . .

"Forgive me!" he said in a low tone, and speaking with some effort..

"forgive me and have patience with my laggard comprehension, . . I am

perplexed at heart and slow of thought; wilt thou assure me faithfully,

that this God-Man thou speakest of is not yet born on earth?"

The faintest shadow of a wondering smile flickered over the old man's

wrinkled countenance, like the reflection of a passing taper-flame on a

faded picture.

"My son, my son!" he murmured with compassionate tolerance--"Have I not

told thee that five thousand years and more must pass away ere the

prediction be accomplished? ... I marvel that so plain a truth should

thus disquiet thee! Now, by my soul, thou lookest pallid as the dead!

... Come, let us hasten on more rapidly,--thy fainting spirits will

revive in fresher air."

He hurried his pace as he spoke, and glided along with such a curious,

stealthy noiselessness that by and by Theos began dubiously to wonder

whether after all he were a real personage or a phantom? He noticed

that his own figure seemed to possess much more substantiality and

distinctness of outline than that of this mysterious Zuriel, whose very

garments resembled floating cloud rather than actual, woven fabric. Was

his companion then a fitting Spectre? ...

He smiled at the absurdity of the idea, and to change the drift of his

own foolish fancies he asked suddenly,--"Concerning this wondrous city

of Al-Kyris...is it of very ancient days, and long lineage?"

"The annals of its recorded history reach over a period of twelve

thousand years"--replied Zuriel, . . "But 'tis the present fashion to

count from the Deification of Nagaya or the Snake,--and, according to

this, we are now in the nine hundred and eighty-ninth year of so-called

Grace and Knowledge,--rather say Dishonor and Crime! ... for a crueler,

more bloodthirsty creed than the worship of Nagaya never debased a

people! Who shall number up the innocent victims that have been

sacrificed in the great Temple of the Sacred Python!--and even on this

very day which has just dawned, another holocaust is to be offered on

the Veiled Shrine,--or so it hath been publicly proclaimed throughout

the city,--and the crowd will flock to see a virgin's blood spilt on

the accursed altars where Lysia, in all the potency of triumphant

wickedness, presides. But if the auguries of the stars prevail, 'twill

be for the last time!" Here he paused and looked fixedly at Theos.

"Thou dost return straightway to Sah-luma ... is it not so?"

Theos bent his head in assent.

"Art thou true friend, or mere flatterer to that spoilt child of fair

fame and fortune?"

"Friend!"--cried Theos with eager enthusiasm, ... "I would give my life

to save his!"

"Aye, verily? ... is it so?" ... and Zuriel's melancholy eyes dwelt

upon him with a strange and sombre wistfulness, ... "Then, as thou art

a man, persuade him out of evil into good! ... rouse him to noble shame

and nobler penitence for all those faults which mar his poet-genus and

deprive it of immortal worth! ... urge him to depart from Al-Kyris

while there is yet time ere the bolt of destruction falls! ... and, ...

mark you well this final warning! ... bid him to-day avoid the Temple,

and beware the King!"--

As he said this he stopped and extinguished the lamp he carried. There

was no longer any need of it, for a broad patch of gray light fell

through an aperture in the wall, showing a few rough, broken steps that

led upwards,--and pointing to these he bade the bewildered Theos a

kindly farewell.

"Thou wilt find Sah-luma's palace easily,"--he said--"Not a child in

the streets but knows the way thither. Guard thy friend and be thyself

also on guard against coming disaster,--and if thou art not yet

resolved to die, escape from the city ere to-night's sun-setting.

Soothe thy distempered fancies with thoughts of God, and cease not to

pray for thy soul's salvation! Peace be with thee!"--

He raised his hands with an expressive gesture of benediction, and

turning round abruptly disappeared. Where had he gone? ... how had he

vanished? ... It was impossible to tell! ... he seemed to have melted

away like a mist into utter nothingness! Profoundly perplexed, Theos

ascended the steps before him, his mind anxiously revolving all the

strange adventures of the night, while a dim sense of some unspeakable,

coming calamity brooded darkly upon him.

The solemn admonitions he had just heard affected him deeply, for the

reason that they appeared to apply so specially to Sah-luma,--and the

idea that any evil fate was in store for the bright, beautiful

creature, whom he had, oddly enough, learned to love more than himself,

moved him to an almost womanish apprehension. In case of pressing

necessity, could he exercise any authority over the capricious

movements of the wilful Laureate, whose egotism was so absolute, whose

imperious ways were so charming, whose commands were never questioned?

He doubted it! ... for Sah-luma was accustomed to follow the lead of

his own immediate pleasure, in reckless scorn of consequences,--and it

was not likely he would listen to the persuasions or exhortations,

however friendly, of any one presuming to run counter to his wishes.

Again and again Theos asked himself--"If Sah-luma of his own accord,

and despite all warning, deliberately rushed into deadly peril, could

I, even loving him as I do, rescue him?"--And as he pondered on this, a

strange answer shaped itself unbidden in his brain--an answer that

seemed as though it were spoken aloud by some interior voice..

"No,--no!--ten thousand times no! You could not save him any more than

you could save yourself from the results of your own misdoing! If you

voluntarily choose evil, not all the forces in the world can lift you

into good,--if you voluntarily choose danger, not all the gods can

bring you into safety! FREE WILL is the divine condition attached to

human life, and each man by thought, word, and deed, determines his own

fate, and decides his own future!"

He sighed despondingly, ... a curious, vague contrition stirred within

him, ... he felt as though HE were in some mysterious way to blame for

all his poet-friend's short-comings!

In a few minutes he found himself on the broad marble embankment, close

to the very spot from whence he had first beheld the beautiful High

Priestess sailing slowly by in all her golden pomp and splendor, and as

he thought of her now, a shudder, half of aversion, half of desire,

quivered through him, flushing his brows with the warm uprising blood

that yet burned rebelliously at the remembrance of her witching,

perfect loveliness!

Here too he had met Sah-luma, . . ah Heaven!--how many things had

happened since then! ... how much he had seen and heard! ... Enough, at

any rate, to convince him, that the men and women of Al-Kyris were more

or less the same as those of other great cities he seemed to have known

in far-off, half-forgotten days,--that they plotted against each other,

deceived each other, accused each other falsely, murdered each other,

and were fools, traitors, and egotists generally, after the customary

fashion of human pigmies,--that they set up a Sham to serve as

Religion, Gold being their only god,--that the rich wantoned in

splendid luxury, and wilfully neglected the poor,--that the King was a

showy profligate, ruled by a treacherous courtesan, just like many

other famous Kings and Princes, who, because of their stalwart, martial

bearing, and a certain surface good-nature, manage to conceal their

vices from the too lenient eyes of the subjects they mislead,--and that

finally all things were evidently tending toward some great convulsion

and upheaval possibly arising from discontent and dissension among the

citizens themselves,--or, likelier still, from the sudden invasion of a

foreign foe,--for any more terrific termination of events did not just

then suggest itself to his imagination.

Absorbed in thought, he walked some paces along the embankment, before

he perceived that a number of people were already assembled

there,--men, women, and children, who, crowding eagerly together to the

very edge of the parapet, appeared to be anxiously watching the waters

below.

What unusual sight attracted them? ... and why were they all so silent

as though struck dumb by some unutterable dismay? One or two, raising

their heads, turned their pale, alarmed faces toward Theos as he

approached, their eyes seeming to mutely inquire his opinion,

concerning the alarming phenomenon which held them thus spellbound and

fear-stricken.

He made his way quickly to where they stood, and looking where they

looked, uttered a sharp, involuntary exclamation, ... the river, the

clear, rippling river was RED AS BLOOD. Beneath the slowly breaking

light of dawn, that streaked the heavens with delicate lines of

silver-gray and daffodil, the whole visible length and breadth of the

heaving waters shone with a darkly flickering crimson hue, deeper than

the lustre of the deepest ruby, flowing sluggishly the while as though

clogged with some thick and weedy slime.

As the sky brightened gradually into a pale, ethereal blue, so the tide

became ruddier and more pronounced in color,--and presently, as though

seized by a resistless panic, the group of staring, terrified

bystanders broke up suddenly, and rushed away in various directions,

covering their faces as they fled and uttering loud cries of

lamentation and despair.

Theos alone remained behind, . . resting his folded arms on the

sculptured balustrade, he gazed down, down into those crimson depths

till their strange tint dazzled and confused his sight,--looking up for

relief to the eastern horizon where the sun was just bursting out in

full splendor from a pavilion of violet cloud, the red reflection was

still before his eyes, so much so, that the very air seemed flushed

with spreading fire.

And then like the sound of a tocsin ringing in his ears, the words of

the Prophet Khosrul, as pronounced in the presence of the King,

recurred to his memory with new and suggestive force. "BLOOD--BLOOD!

'TIS A SCARLET SEA WHEREIN LIKE A BROKEN AND EMPTY SHIP AL-KYRIS

FOUNDERS,--FOUNDERS NEVER TO RISE AGAIN!"

Still painfully oppressed by an increasing sense of some

swift-approaching disaster, his thoughts once more reverted anxiously

to Sah-luma. He must be warned,--yes!--even if he disdained all

warning! Yet, . . warn him against what? "BID HIM AVOID THE TEMPLE AND

BEWARE THE KING!"

So had said Zuriel the Mystic,--but to the laurelled favorite of the

monarch, and idol of the people, such an admonition would seem more

than absurd! It was useless to talk to him about the prophecies of

Khosrul,--he had heard them all, and laughed them to scorn.

"How can I"--then mused Theos disconsolately,--"How can I make him

believe that some undeclared evil threatens him, when he is at the very

pinnacle of fame and fortune with all Al-Kyris at his feet? ... He

would never listen to me, ... nor would any persuasions of mine induce

him to leave the city where his name is so glorious and his renown so

firmly established. Of Lysia's treachery I may perhaps convince him,

... yet even in this attempt I may fail, and incur his hatred for my

pains! If I had only myself to consider! ... "--And here his

reflections suddenly took a strange, unbidden turn. If he had only

himself to consider! ... well, what then! Was it not just within the

bounds of probability that, under the same circumstances, he might be

precisely as self-willed and as haughtily opinionated as the friend

whose arrogance he deplored, yet could not alter?

So pointed a suggestion was not exactly suited to his immediate humor,

and he felt curiously vexed with himself for indulging in such a

foolish association of ideas! The positions were entirely different, he

argued, angrily addressing the troublesome inward monitor that every

now and then tormented him,--there was no resemblance whatever between

himself, the unknown, unfamed wanderer in a strange land, and the

brilliant Sah-luma, chosen Poet Laureate of the realm!

No resemblance, . . none at all! ... he reiterated over and over again

in his own mind, . . except ... except, ... well! ... except in perhaps

a few trifling touches of character and temper that were scarcely worth

the noting! At this juncture, his uncomfortable reverie was interrupted

by the sound of a harsh, metallic voice close behind him.

"What fools there are in the world!" said the voice in emphatic accents

of supreme contempt--"What braying asses!--What earth-snouting swine!

Saw you not yon crowd of whimpering idiots flying helter-skelter like

chaff before the wind, weeping, wailing, and bemoaning their miserable

little sins, scattering dust on their addled pates, and howling on

their gods for mercy,--all forsooth! because for once in their

unobserving lives they behold the river red instead of green! Ay me!

'tis a thing to laugh at, this crass, and brutish ignorance of the

multitude,--no teaching will ever cleanse their minds from the cobwebs

of vulgar superstition,--and I, in common with every wise and worthy

sage of sound repute and knowledge, must needs waste all my scientific

labors on a perpetually ungrateful public!"

Turning hastily round Theos confronted the speaker,--a tall, spare man

with a pale, clean-shaven, intellectual face, small, shrewd,

speculative eyes, and very straight, neatly parted locks,--a man on

whose every lineament was expressed a profound belief in himself, and

an equally profound scorn for the opinions of any one who might

possibly presume to disagree with him. He smiled condescendingly as he

met Theos's half-surprised, half-inquiring look, and saluted him with a

gravely pompous air, which however, was not without a saving touch of

that indescribable, easy grace which seemed to distinguish the manners

of all the inhabitants of Al-Kyris. Theos returned the salutation with

equal gravity, whereupon the new-comer waving his hand majestically,

continued:

"You sir, I see, are young, . . and probably you are enrolled among the

advanced students of one or other of our great collegiate

institutions,--therefore the peculiar, though not at all unnatural tint

of the river this morning, is of course no mystery to you, if, as I

presume, you follow the Scientific Classes of Instruction in the

Physiology of Nature, of Manifestation of Simple and Complex Motive

Force, and the Perpetual Evolution of Atoms?"

Theos smiled,--the grandiloquent manner of this self-important

individual amused him.

"Most worthy sir," he replied, "you form too favorable an opinion of my

scholarly attainments! I am a stranger in Al-Kyris,--and know naught of

its educational system, or the interior mechanism of its wondrous

civilization! I come from far-off lands, where, if I remember rightly,

much is taught and but little retained,--where petty pedagogues persist

in dragging new generations of men through old and worn-out ruts of

knowledge that future ages shall never have need of, . . and concerning

even the progress of science, I confess to a certain incredulity,

seeing that to my mind Science somewhat resembles a straight line drawn

clear across country but leading, alas! to an ocean wherein all

landmarks are lost and swallowed up in blankness. Over and over again

the human race has trodden the same pathway of research,--over and over

again has it stood bewildered and baffled on the shores of the same

vast sea,--the most marvellous discoveries are after all mere child's

play compared to the tremendous secrets that must remain forever

unrevealed; and the poor and trifling comprehension of things that we,

after a life-time of study, succeed in attaining, is only just

sufficient to add to our already burdened existence the undesirable

clogs of discontent and disappointed endeavor. We die,--in almost as

much ignorance as we were born, . . and when we come face to face with

the Last Dark Mystery, what shall our little wisdom profit us?"

With his arms folded in an attitude of enforced patience and complacent

superiority, the other listened.

"Curious, . . curious!" he murmured in a mild sotto-voce,--"A would-be

pessimist!--aye, aye,--'tis very greatly the fashion for young men in

these days to assume the manner of elderly and exhausted cynics who

have tried everything and approve of nothing! 'Tis a strange

craze!--but, my good sir, let us keep to the subject at present under

discussion. Like all unripe philosophers, you wander from the point. I

did not ask you for your opinion concerning the uselessness or the

efficiency of learning,--I merely sought to discover whether you, like

the silly throng that lately scattered right and left of you, had any

foolish forebodings respecting the transformed color of this river,--a

color which, however seeming peculiar, arises, as all good scholars

know, from causes that are perfectly simple and easily explainable."

Theos hesitated,--his eyes wandered involuntarily to the flowing tide,

which now with the fully risen sun seemed more than ever brilliant and

lurid in its sanguinary hue.

"Strange things have been said of late concerning Al-Kyris,--" he

answered at last, slowly and after a thoughtful pause,--"Things that,

though wild and vague, are not without certain dark presages and

ominous suggestions. This crimson flood may be, as you say, the natural

effect of purely natural causes,--yet, notwithstanding this, it seems

to me a singular phenomenon--nay, even a weird and almost fatal augury?"

His companion laughed--a gentle, careless laugh of amused disdain.

"Phenomenon! ... augury! ..." he exclaimed shrugging his shoulders

lightly ... "These words, my young friend, are terms that nowadays

belong exclusively to the vocabulary of the uneducated masses; we,--and

by WE, I mean scientists, and men of the highest culture,--have long

ago rejected them as unmeaning and therefore unnecessary. Phenomenon is

a particularly vile expression, serving merely to designate anything

wonderful and uncommon,--whereas to the scientific eye, there is

nothing left in the world that ought to excite so vulgar and barbarous

an emotion as wonder, . . nothing so apparently rare that cannot be

reduced at once from the ignorant exaggerations of enthusiasm to the

sensible level of the commonplace? The so-called 'marvels' of nature

have, thanks to the advancement of practical education, entirely ceased

to affect by either surprise or admiration the carefully matured,

mathematically adjusted, and technically balanced brain of the finished

student or professor of Organic Evolution,--and as for the idea of

'auguries' or portents, nothing could well be more entirely at variance

with our present system of progressive learning, whereby Human Reason

is trained and taught to pulverize into indistinguishable atoms all

supernatural propositions, and to gradually eradicate from the mind the

absurd notion of a Deity or deities, whom it is necessary to propitiate

in order to live well. Much time is of course required to elevate the

multitude above all desire for a Religion,--but the seed has been sown,

and the harvest will be reaped, and a glorious Era is fast approaching,

when the free-thinking, free-speaking people of all nations shall

govern themselves and rejoice in the grand and God-less Light of

Universal Liberty?"

Somewhat heated by the fervor of his declamatory utterance, he passed

his hand among his straight locks, whether to cool his forehead, or to

show off the numerous jewelled rings on his fingers, it was difficult

to say, and continued more calmly:

"No, young sir!--the color of this river,--a color which, I willingly

admit, resembles the tint of flowing human blood,--has naught to do

with foolish omens and forecasts of evil,--'tis simply caused by the

influx of some foreign alluvial matter, probably washed down by storm

from, the sides of the distant mountains whence these waters have their

rising,--see you not how the tide is thick and heavy with an

unfloatable cargo of red sand? Some sudden disturbance of the soil,--or

a volcanic movement underneath the ocean,--or even a distant

earthquake, . . any of these may be the reason."...

"May be?--why not say MUST be," observed Theos half ironically, "since

learning makes you sure!"

His companion pressed the tips of his fingers delicately together, as

though blandly deprecating this observation.

"Nay, nay!--none of us, however wise, can say 'MUST BE'"--he argued

suavely--"It is not,--strictly speaking,--possible in this world to

pronounce an incontestable certainty."

"Not even that two and two are four?" suggested Theos, smiling.

"Not even that!"...replied the other with perfect gravity--"Inasmuch as

in the kingdom of Hypharus, whose borders touch ours, the inhabitants,

also highly civilized, do count their quantities by a totally different

method; and to them two and two are NOT four, the numbers two and four

not being included in their system of figures. Thus,--a Professor from

the Colleges of Hypharus could obstinately deny what to us seems the

plainest fact known to common-sense,--yet, were I to argue against him

I should never persuade him out of his theory,--nor could he move me

one jot from mine. And viewed from our differing standpoints,

therefore, the first simple multiplication of numbers could never be

proved correct beyond all question!"

Theos glanced at him in wonder,--the man must be mad, he thought, since

surely any one in his senses could see that two objects placed with

other two must necessarily make four!

"I confess you surprise me greatly, sir!"--he said, and, in spite of

himself, a little quiver of laughter shook his voice.. "What I asked

was by way of jest,--and I never thought to hear so simple a subject

treated with so much profound and almost doubting seriousness!

See!"--and he picked up four small stones from the roadway--"Count

these one by one, . . how many have you? Surely even a professor from

Hypharus could find no more, and no less than four?"

Very deliberately, and with unruffled equanimity, the other took the

pebbles in his hand, turned them over and over, and finally placed them

in a row on the edge of the balustrade near which he stood.

"There SEEM to be four, . ." he then observed placidly--"But I would

not swear to it,--nor to anything else of which the actuality is only

supported by the testimony of my own eyes and sense of touch."

"Good heavens, man!" cried Theos, in amazement,--"But a moment since,

you were praising the excellence of Reason, and the progressive system

of learning that was to educate human beings into a contempt for the

Supernatural and Spiritual, and yet almost in the same breath you tell

me you cannot rely on the evidence of your own senses! Was there ever

anything more utterly incoherent and irrational!"

And he flung the pebbles into the redly flowing river with a gesture of

irritation and impatience. The scientist,--if scientist he could be

called,--gazed at him abstractedly, and stroked his well-shaven chin

with a somewhat dejected air. Presently heaving a deep sigh, he said:

"Alas, I have again betrayed myself! ... 'tis my fatal destiny! Always,

by some unlooked-for mischance, I am compelled to avow what most I

desire to conceal! Can you not understand, sir,"--and he laid his hand

persuasively on Theos's arm,--"that a Theory may be one thing and one's

own private opinion another? My Theory is my profession,--I live by it!

Suppose I resigned it,--well, then I should also have to resign my

present position in the Royal Institutional College,--my house, my

servants, and my income. I advance the interests of pure Human Reason,

because the Age has a tendency to place Reason as the first and highest

attribute of Man,--and it would not pay me to pronounce my personal

preference for the natural and vastly superior gift of Intellectual

Instinct. I advise my scholars to become atheists, because I perceive

they have a positive passion for Atheism, and it is not my business,

nor would it be to my advantage to interfere with the declared

predilections of my wealthiest patrons. Concerning my own ideas on

these matters, they are absolutely NIL, ... I have no fixed

principles,--because"--and his brows contracted in a puzzled line--"it

is entirely out of my ability to fix anything! The whole world of

manners and morals is in a state of perpetual ferment and consequent

change,--equally restless and mutable is the world of Nature, for at

any moment mountains may become plains, and plains mountains,--the dry

land may be converted into oceans, and oceans into dry land, and so on

forever. In this incessant shifting of the various particles that make

up the Universe, how can you expect a man to hold fast to so unstable a

thing as an idea! And, respecting the testimony offered by sight and

sense, can YOU rely upon such slippery evidence?"

Theos moved uneasily,--a slight shiver ran through his veins, and a

momentary dizziness seized him, as of one who gazing down from some

lofty mountain-peak sees naught below but the white, deceptive

blankness of a mist that veils the deeper deathful chasms from his

eyes. COULD he rely on sight and sense...DARED he take oath that these

frail guides of his intelligence could never be deceived? ...

Doubtfully he mused on this, while his companion continued:

"For example, I look an arm's length into space, . . my eyes assure me

that I behold nothing save empty air,--my touch corroborates the

assertion of my eyes,--and yet, . . Science proves to me that every

inch of that arm's length of supposed blank space is filled with

thousands of minute living organisms that no human vision shall ever be

able to note or examine! Wonder not, therefore, that I decline to

express absolute confidence in any fact, however seemingly obvious,

such as that two and two are four, and that I prefer to say the

blood-red color of this river MAY be caused by an earth-tremor or a

land-slip, rather than positively assert that it MUST be so; though I

confess that, as far as my knowledge guides me, I incline to the belief

that 'MUST be' is in this instance the correct term."

He sighed again, and rubbed his nose perplexedly. Theos glanced at him

curiously, uncertain whether to laugh at or pity him.

"Then the upshot of all your learning, sir, . ." he said, . . "is that

one can never be quite certain of anything?"

"Exactly so!"--replied the pensive sage with a grave shake of his

head,--"Judged by the very finest lines of metaphysical argument, you

cannot really be sure whether you behold in me a Person or a Phantasm!

You THINK you see me,--I THINK I see you,--but after all it is only an

IMPRESSION mutually shared,--an impression which like many another,

less distinct, may be entirely erroneous! Ah, my dear young

sir!--education is advancing at a very rapid rate, and the art of close

analysis is reaching such a pitch of perfection that I believe we shall

soon be able logically to prove, not only that we do not actually

exist, but moreover that we never have existed! ... And herein, as I

consider, will be the final triumph of philosophy!"

"A poor triumph!"--murmured Theos wearily. "What, in such a case, would

become of all the nobler sentiments and passions of man,--love, hope,

gratitude, duty, ambition?"

"They would be precisely the same as before"--rejoined the other

complacently--"Only we should have learned to accept them merely as the

means whereby to sustain the IMPRESSION that we live,--an impression

which would always be agreeable, however delusive!"

Theos shrugged his shoulders. "You possess a peculiarly constituted

mind, sir!"--he said--"And I congratulate you on the skill you display

in following out a somewhat puzzling investigation to almost its last

hand's-breadth of a conclusion,--but.. pardon me,--I should scarcely

think the discussion of such debatable theories conducive to happiness!"

"Happiness!".. and the scientist smiled scornfully,--"'Tis a fool's

term, and designates a state of being that can only pertain to

foolishness! Show me a perfectly happy man, and I will show you an

ignorant witling, light-headed, hardhearted, and of a most powerfully

good digestion! Many such there be now wantoning among us, and the head

and chief of them all is perhaps the most popular numskull in Al-Kyris,

. . the Poet,--bah! ... let us say the braying Jack-ass in office,--the

laurelled Sah-luma!"

Theos gave an indignant start,--the hot color flushed his brows, . .

then he restrained himself by an effort.

"Control the fashion of your speech, I pray you, sir!" he said, with

excessive haughtiness--"The noble Laureate is my friend and host,--I

suffer no man to use his name unworthily in my presence!"

The sage drew back, and spread out his hands in a pacifying manner.

'Oh, I crave your pardon, good stranger!"--he murmured, with a kind of

apologetic satire in his acrid voice,--"I crave it most abjectly! Yet

to somewhat excuse the hastiness of my words, I would explain that a

contempt for poets and poetry is now universal among persons of

profound enlightenment and practical knowledge..."

"I am aware of it!" interrupted Theos swiftly and with passion--"I am

aware that so-called 'wise' men, rooted in narrow prejudice, with a

smattering of even narrower logic, presume, out of their immeasurable

littleness, to decry and make mock of the truly great, who, thanks to

God's unpurchasable gift of inspiration, can do without the study of

books or the teaching of pedants,--who flare through the world

flame-winged and full of song, like angels passing heavenward,--and

whose voices, rich with music, not only sanctify the by-gone ages, but

penetrate with echoing, undying sweetness the ages still to come!

Contempt for poets!--Aye, 'tis common!--the petty, boastful pedagogues

of surface learning ever look askance on these kings in exile, these

emperors masked, these gods disguised! ... but humiliated, condemned,

or rejected, they are still the supreme rulers of the human heart,--and

a Love-Ode chanted in the Long-Ago by one such fire-lipped minstrel

outlasts the history of many kingdoms!"

He spoke with rapid, almost unconscious fervor, and as he ended raised

one hand with an enthusiastic gesture toward the now brilliant sapphire

sky and glowing sun. The scientist looked at him furtively and

smiled,--a bland, expostulatory smile.

"Oh, you are young!--you must be very young!" he said forbearingly..

"In a little time you will grow out of all this ill-judged fanaticism

for an Art, the pursuance of which is really only wasted labor! Think

of the absurdity of it!--what can be more foolish than the writing of

verse to express or to encourage emotion in the human subject, when the

great aim of education at the present day is to carefully eradicate

emotion by degrees, till we succeed in completely suppressing it! An

outburst of feeling is always vulgar,--the highest culture consists in

being impassively equable of temperament, and absolutely indifferent to

the attacks of either joy or sorrow. I should be inclined to ask you to

consider this matter more seriously, and from the strictly common-sense

point of view, did I not know that for you to undertake a course of

useful meditation while you remain is Sah-luma's companionship would be

impossible, . . quite impossible! Nevertheless our discourse has been

so far interesting, that I shall be happy to meet you again and give

you an opportunity for further converse should you desire it, . . ask

for the Head Professor of Scientific Positivism, any day in the

Strangers' Court of the Royal Institutional College, and I will at once

receive you! My name is Mira-Khabur,--Professor Mira Khabur...at your

service!"

And laying one hand on his breast he bowed profoundly.

"A Professor of Positivism who is himself never positive!"--observed

Theos with a slight smile.

"Ah pardon!" returned the other gravely--"On the contrary, I am always

positive! ... of the UNpositiveness of Positivism!"

And with this final vindication of his theories he made another stately

obeisance and went his way. Theos looked after his tall, retreating

figure half in sadness, half in scorn. This proudly incompetent,

learned-ignorant Mira-Khabur was no uncommon character--surely there

were many like him!

Somewhere in the world,--somewhere in far lands of which the memory was

now as indistinct as the outline of receding shores blurred by a

falling mist, Theos seemed painfully to call to mind certain

cold-blooded casuists he had known, who had attempted to explain away

the mysteries of life and death by rule and line calculations, and who

for no other reason than their mathematically argued denial of God's

existence had gained for themselves a temporary, spurious celebrity.

Yes! ... surely he had met such men, . . but WHERE? Realizing, with a

sort of shock, that he was quite as much in the dark as ever with

regard to any real cognizance of his former place of abode and the

manner of life he must have led before he entered this bewildering city

of Al-Kyris, he roused himself abruptly, and resolutely banishing the

heavy thoughts that threatened to oppress his soul, he began without

further delay to direct his steps towards Sah-luma's palace.

He glanced once more at the river before leaving the embankment,--it

was still blood red, and every now and then, between the sluggish

ripples, multitudes of dead fish could be seen drifting along in

shoals, and tangled in nets of slimy weed that at a little distance

looked like the floating tresses of drowned women.

It was an uncanny sight, and though it might certainly be as the wise

Mira Khabur had stated, the purely natural effect of purely natural

causes, still those natural causes were not as yet explained

satisfactorily. An earthquake or land-slip would perhaps account

sufficiently for everything,--but then an inquiring mind would desire

to know WHERE the earthquake or land-slip occurred,--and also WHY these

supposed far-off disturbances should thus curiously affect the river

surrounding Al-Kyris? Answers to such questions as these were not

forthcoming either from Professor Mira-Khabur or any other sagacious

pundit,--and Theos was therefore still most illogically and

unscientifically puzzled as well as superstitiously uneasy.

Turning up a side street, he quickened his pace, in order to overtake a

young vendor of wines whom he perceived sauntering along in front of

him, balancing a flat tray, loaded with thin crystal flasks, on his

head. How gloriously the sunshine quivered through those delicately

tinted glass bottles, lighting up the glittering liquid contained

within them!--why, they look more like soap-bubbles than anything else!

... and the boy who carried them moved with such a lazy, noiseless

grace that he might have been taken for a dream-sylph rather than a

human being!

"Hola, my lad!" called Theos, running after him.. "Tell me,--is this

the way to the palace of the King's Laureate?"

The youth looked up,--what a beautiful creature he was, with his

brilliant, dark eyes and dusky, warm complexion!

"Why ask for the King's Laureate?" he demanded with a pretty

scorn,--"The PEOPLE'S Sah-luma lives yonder!"--and he pointed to a mass

of towering palms from whose close and graceful frondage a white dome

rose glistening in the clear air,--"Our Poet's fame is not the

outgrowth of a mere king's favor, 'tis the glad and willing tribute of

the Nation's love and praise! A truce to monarchs!--they will soon be

at a discount in Al-Kyris!"

And with a flashing glance of defiance, and a saucy smile, he passed

on, easily sauntering as before.

"A budding republican!" though Theos amusedly, as he pursued his course

in the direction indicated. "That is how the 'liberty, equality,

fraternity' system always begins--first among street-boys who think

they ought to be gentlemen,--then among shopkeepers who persuade

themselves that they deserve to be peers,--then comes a time of

topsey-turveydom and fierce contention and by and by everything gets

shaken together again in the form of a Republic, wherein the

street-boys and shopkeepers are not a whit better off than they were

under a monarchy--they become neither peers nor gentlemen, but stay

exactly in their original places, with the disadvantage of finding

their trade decidedly damaged by the change that has occurred in the

national economy! Strange that the inhabitants of this world should

make such a fuss about resisting tyranny and oppression, when each

particular individual man, by custom and usage, tyrannizes over and

oppresses his fellow-man to an extent that would be simply impossible

to the fiercest kings!"

Thus meditating a few steps more brought him to the entrance of

Sah-luma's princely abode,--the gates stood wide open, and a pleasant

murmur of laughter and soft singing floated toward him across the

splendid court where the great fountains were tossing up to the bright

sky their straight, glistening columns of snowy spray. He

listened,--and his heart leaped with an intense relief and

joy,--Sah-luma, the beloved Sah-luma, was evidently at home and as yet

unharmed,--these mirthful sounds betokened that all was well. The vague

trouble and depression that had weighed upon his soul for hours now

vanished completely, and hastening along, he sprang lightly up the

marble stairs, and into the rainbow-colored, spacious hall, where the

first person he saw was Zabastes the Critic.

"Ah, good Zabastes!" he cried gayly,--"Where is thy master Sah-luma?

Has he returned in safety?"

"In safety?" croaked Zabastes with an accent of ironic surprise.. "To

be sure! ... Is he a baby in swaddling-clothes that he cannot be

trusted out alone to take care of himself? In safety?--aye! I warrant

you he is safe enough, and silly enough, and lazy enough to please any

one of his idiot flatterers, . . moreover my 'master!"--and he

emphasized this word with indescribable bitterness--"hath slept as

soundly as a swine, and hath duly bathed with the punctiliousness of a

conceited swan, and being suitably combed, perfumed, attired, and

throned as becomes his dainty puppetship, is now condescending to

partake of vulgar food in the seclusion of his own apartment. Go

thither and you shall find his verse-stringing Mightiness nobly

enshrined as a god among a worshipping crowd of witless maidens,--he

hath inquired for you many times, which is somewhat of a wonder, seeing

that as a rule he concerns his mind with naught save himself!

Furthermore, he is graciously pleased to be in a manner solicitous on

behalf of the maiden Niphrata, who hath suddenly disappeared from the

household, leaving no message to explain the cause of her evanishment.

Hath seen her? ... No?"--and the old man thumped his stick petulantly

on the floor as Theos shook his head in the negative--"'Tis the only

feminine creature I ever had patience to speak with,--a modest wench

and a gentle one, and were it not for her idolatrous adoration of

Sah-luma, she would be fairly sensible withal. No matter!--she has

gone; everything goes, even good women, and nothing lasts save folly,

of which there shall surely never be an end!"

Here apparently conscious that he had shown more feeling in speaking of

Niphrata than was usual with him, he looked up impatiently and waved

his staff toward Sah-luma's study; "In, in, boy! In, to, the Chief of

poets and prince of egotists! He waits your service,--he is all agape

and thirsty for more flattery and delicate cajolement, ... stuff him

with praise, good youth! ... and who knows but a portion of his mantle

may descend on YOU hereafter and make of YOU as conceited and pretty a

bantling bard for the glory of proud posterity!"

And chuckling audibly, he hobbled down a side passage, while Theos,

half angry, half amused, crossed the hall quickly, and arrived at the

door of the Laureate's private sanctum, where, gently drawing aside the

silken draperies, he looked in for a moment without being himself

perceived. What a picture he beheld! ... How perfection every shade of

color in every line of detail! Sah-luma, reclining in a quaintly carved

ebony chair, was toying with the fruit and wine set out before him on

an ivory and gold stand,--his dress, simpler than it had been on the

previous evening, was of fine white linen gathered loosely about his

classic figure,--he wore neither myrtle-wreath nor jewels,--the

expression of his face was serious, even noble, and his attitude was

one of languid grace and unstudied ease that became him infinitely

well. The maidens of his household waited near him,--some of them held

flowers,--one, kneeling at a small lyre, seemed just about to strike a

few chords, when Sah-luma silenced her by a light gesture:

"Peace, Zoralin!" he said softly.. "I cannot listen: thou hast not my

Niphrata's tenderness!"

Zoralin, a beautiful, dark girl, with hair as black as night, and eyes

that looked as though they held suppressed yet ever burning fire, let

her hands instantly drop from the instrument, and sighing, shrank back

a little in abashed silence. At that moment Theos advanced,--and the

Laureate sprang up delightedly:

"Ah, at last, my friend!" he cried, enthusiastically clasping him by

both hands,--"Where, in the name of all the gods, hast thou been

roaming? How did we part?--by my soul I forget!--but no matter!--thou

art here once more, and as I live, we will not separate again so

easily! My noble Theos!" and he threw one arm affectionately around his

neck--"I have missed thee more than I can tell these past few

hours,--thou dost seem so sympathetically conjoined with me, that

verily I think I am but half myself in thine absence! Come,--sit thee

down and break thy fast! ... I almost feared thou hadst met with some

mischance on thy way hither, and that I should have had to sally forth

and rescue thee again even as I did yesternoon! Say, hast thou occupied

thyself with so much friendly consideration on my behalf, as I have on

thine?"

He laughed gayly as he spoke,--and Theos, looking into his bright,

beautiful face, was for a moment too deeply moved by his own strange

inward emotions, to utter a word in reply. WHY did he love Sah-luma so

ardently, he wondered? WHY was it that every smile on that proud mouth,

every glance of those flashing eyes, possessed such singular,

overwhelming fascination for him? He could not tell,--but he readily

yielded to the magic influence of his friend's extraordinary

attractiveness, and sitting down beside him in the azure light and soft

fragrance of his regal apartment, he experienced a sudden sense of

rest, satisfaction, and completeness, such as may be felt by a man AT

ONE WITH HIMSELF, and with all the world!

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