WALTER'S JOURNAL.

Ali seemed as anxious as I was to obtain a nautilus, and we agreed early

in the morning to set off in search of one. I found that he had brought

several bamboos full of water, as also a supply of sago-cake and rice.

We had our fish-pots with long lines ready to lower in deep water, with

fishing-lines and hooks and a supply of small fish for bait. We first

hauled up the pots which had been lowered a short distance from the

shore; but though there were several fine fish in them, no nautilus was

found. Ali now made me understand that we should be more likely to

obtain what we wanted near a reef at a considerable distance from the

shore, and taking the oars, he pulled away lustily out to sea. In a

short time a breeze sprang up, when we hoisted our little lugsail, and

skimmed merrily over the water, just rippled into wavelets by the brisk

breeze. Ali's countenance was at no time very prepossessing. I could

not help thinking that it had a more than usually sinister expression.

Still I persuaded myself that this was fancy, and, ashamed of my

suspicions, resolved to do as he proposed. At length I caught sight of

a part of the reef rising a few feet out of the water. By the white

line of the surf which extended on either side, I saw that it was of

considerable length under the surface. Lowering our sail, we pulled

round to leeward of it, where we found the water sufficiently shallow to

enable us to lower the pots. Ali made signs to me that we should be

sure to catch a nautilus at this point if we waited long enough. Having

put down the pots, we pulled a little distance along the reef, where he

proposed fishing with our lines. We had soon hauled in several fine

fish, one an enormous fellow, which must have weighed nearly two hundred

pounds. We had great difficulty in hauling it in; but believing that it

would be acceptable at home, I was unwilling to let it go. The fish

struggled violently, and in our efforts to get it in, one of our oars

slipped overboard. I was so eager to get the fish, that I scarcely

thought of the oar. We then got it into the boat; but it seemed

inclined to take it from us, and send us overboard. Ali hammered away

at its head and tail till at last he quieted it; not, however, till the

oar had been driven by a current to a considerable distance. Scarcely

had we got the fish in, when we had another bite, and this was also a

large fish, and occupied us some time. When I at length looked about

for the oar, I could not see it. We, however, hoisted up the stone

which served as an anchor, and Ali sculled in the direction we supposed

it had gone. He thought he saw it; but when we got up to the spot we

found only a piece of sea-weed floating on the surface.

The weather, as you remember, had begun to change, and I saw it was time

for us to return to the shore. Without an oar, however, this was no

easy task, as the wind had begun to blow directly from the shore. It

now came in strong gusts, and though there was not much sea, still it

was sufficient to try the boat, and we were obliged to continue bailing

to keep her free of water. I now perceived clearly the dangerous

position in which we were placed. With only one oar, should the wind

continue blowing from the shore, we must inevitably be driven off. I

proposed getting back under the lee of the reef and anchoring. This we

did, and for some time held on. Our fish-pots had been lowered, and I

proposed hauling one of the nearest to us up. Great was my delight, on

getting it on board, to find that a nautilus had been caught. The shell

and creature were perfect, although it was very different from the

graceful one I had seen pictured in books, with its tentaculi spread

out, and apparently employed in rowing over the water; but in reality,

as Mr Hooker had told me, used as fishing-lines, or, at all events, for

catching its prey. Another pot was at some little distance, and so

delighted was I at catching this one, that I hoped we might find another

nautilus. We therefore hauled in our anchor. Scarcely had we done so,

when a tremendous blast came over the land, and before we could regain

the reef, we were out of soundings. The boat was now tossed about

violently, and I saw, and so did Ali, that our only prospect of

preserving our lives was to hoist the sail and keep before the wind.

The sea had changed greatly, and came dancing and foaming up round us.

Where we should drive to, we knew not. My heart sank within me at the

thought of being driven away from Emily and my friends, and I knew, too,

the great anxiety my absence would cause them. I could not tell also to

what dangers we might be exposed. If the boat escaped being swamped,

she might be cast upon a reef. We had, providentially, a good supply of

water and an abundance of food. Our fish, however, would not keep many

days; but while it lasted, we had no fear of starving.

Whether Ali had intended to get away from the island or not I could not

tell. If he did, his purpose was answered. I saw him cut some of the

fish into strips, and hang them up to the mast. This he did for the

sake of drying them, and thus preserving them longer. All we could do

now was to keep the boat directly before the wind, for I dreaded lest

she should broach to and be immediately overturned. I cast a look back

at our island, which seemed gradually to sink into the sea, till at

length it was altogether lost to sight. Here we were in this small boat

tossing on the waves out of sight of land, and not knowing where we were

going. Perhaps Ali knew better than I did. He, at all events, did not

seem to be alarmed, and when unemployed, he continued humming melancholy

Malay airs, which certainly did not tend to raise my spirits. There is

a great difference in reading of an adventure and going through it. I

confess I should have felt less anxiety had Oliver been with me; but as

I could not exchange ideas with my companion, and we could only very

imperfectly understand each other, it was very trying. During the day I

had managed to steer pretty well, so that with occasional bailing we

kept the boat free of water; but at night it was far more difficult.

Still, we had for present safety to run on before the gale. Often I

fancied that I heard voices calling to me across the water. More than

once it appeared to me that tall ships were passing us; but as we could

not alter our course, there was no hope of nearing them; indeed, I

believe that they were phantoms of my imagination. The Malay did not

offer to steer. He seemed contented with the way I was doing so. In

spite of the dangerous position in which we were placed, I was every

moment becoming more and more sleepy, and felt that I would have given

anything to be able to go to sleep for a few minutes. At length I made

Ali understand that he must take the helm. He came carefully aft, and I

changed places with him. I had every reason to suppose that he knew

well how to steer, from the way I had seen him manage the boat, and I

therefore confided the helm to him without fear. Scarcely had I lain

with my back against the mast than I was fast asleep. It appeared to me

that the boat was flying on as before, though sometimes tossed even more

violently than at first.

When I at length awoke the grey dawn was breaking, clouds were overhead,

and the dark seas rolled up on either side, foaming and hissing as if to

overwhelm our small boat. It appeared wonderful that she should be able

to ride over such tempestuous seas. Still, on she went, Ali steering as

carefully as I had done. I felt very thirsty, and took a draught of

water from one of the bamboos. Ali signed to me to give him another,

which he drank off; and I then handed him a little sago-bread and some

dried fish. He, however, preferred the fresh fish, which he ate raw.

I, as yet, had no inclination to do that, and preferred biting away at a

dried piece with my sago. I became more anxious when I saw how far we

were getting from the island, as I knew the difficulty we should have in

returning. After a time I offered to relieve Ali, and he then lay down

and went to sleep. In the course of the morning the sea had gone down

considerably; but we still continued running before the breeze. The

time seemed very, very long, and my only consolation was that the wind

was decreasing, and that, at all events, we might be able to direct our

course for the island. I forgot for the moment that the wind might have

changed, and that not knowing how we had been steering, even with the

aid of the sun we should be unable to find our way back. I was thankful

when Ali awoke and offered to take the helm.

When I again opened my eyes, I found that Ali had been eating some fish

and sago and drinking the water. I had taken a draught, when, looking

to our supply, I found to my dismay that only one bamboo cask of water

remained. Ali, however, made no remark; indeed, my suspicions were

confirmed of his wish to get away from the island, and he, at all

events, seemed to know more nearly whereabouts we were than I did. I

knew that nothing caused so much dreadful suffering as want of water,

and I feared that we should be exposed to it unless we could fall in

with land. I was now able to stand up in the boat and scan the horizon,

but nowhere was land to be seen. The sun rising enabled us to steer

more steadily, and we continued to proceed towards the north. I now

tried to make Ali understand that we must economise our water to the

utmost. He took the bamboo, and I saw, instead of returning it to its

place, that he put it down by his side. I could not help thinking from

this that he intended to appropriate it to himself. However, as I had

lately had a draught, and was not thirsty, I made no remark. The sun

soon struck down with great heat upon our heads, and gave me an

increased desire for water. I made signs to Ali that I wished for some,

but he shook his head, as if to signify that I must wait some time

longer. I did so patiently, thinking that perhaps he was right.

However, at length I could brook no longer delay, and springing up,

seized the bamboo. He cast an angry glance at me, but even had he had a

weapon in his hand, I should not have been prevented from drinking the

water. I could have swallowed the whole of it, but refrained, and

merely took a small draught, barely sufficient to quench my burning

thirst. I then made signs to him that when he was equally thirsty he

might also have some, but kept it in my own possession. I suspected,

however, that when I was again compelled to go to sleep he would seize

it, and perhaps drink the whole of the contents. Now and then the

dreadful thought came across me that he might perhaps murder me, or

throw me overboard. I might be wronging the man; but I knew he had been

a pirate, and was not likely to be very particular as to what he would

do.

Again daylight departed, and when at length I fell asleep, I was

dreaming of fountains and lakes and sparkling streams and draughts of

crystal water. I awoke to find my mouth parched with thirst, and on

lifting the bamboo, I discovered that every drop had been drained. I

felt sure that unless we could fall in with land death must be our

portion--at least, for my own part, I believed I could not go through a

whole day without water. The sun had not been up long before I began to

feel the suffering I had expected. I knew that drinking salt water was

dangerous in the extreme. I saw, however, that Ali was continually

chewing a little dried fish, and sometimes a few grains of rice, a

handful of which had been in the boat. I followed his example, but

found but little relief. Again and again I looked round in the hope of

seeing land. At length I caught sight ahead of a long line of white

breakers. I pointed them out to Ali, that we might avoid them,

supposing that a reef existed in that direction. He stood up and

examined them, and then altered the course of the boat a little. As we

approached, I saw beyond the breakers a line of white sand. It was, I

judged, a lately made coral island. We continued on till we got on the

lee side of it, when we ran close into the rocks. It appeared, as far

as I could judge, to be about a mile and a half in circumference, the

shore so steep that a big ship might have run in alongside it. The

whole was covered with fine white sand, without a vestige of vegetation.

I was unwilling to land, though I thought it possible water might be

obtained, for I had a dread that Ali might leave me there and go off by

himself. He seemed to understand my suspicions, and jumping out, made

the boat fast, and led the way over the sand. I saw that it was covered

with a great variety of sea-birds, some of which rose immediately we

advanced, and began shrieking and uttering loud cries as they hovered

over our heads, disputing our advance. We had literally to defend

ourselves with the boat-stretchers which we carried, and knocked over

several of them while on the wing as they flew towards us. They were

incited, we discovered, to attack us in defence of their young, numbers

of which, from the little gaping nudity just out of the shell to

well-fledged bantlings, covered the ground. There was also a great

number of eggs, many of which were newly laid. Of these we got a large

store, besides half filling the boat with the birds we had killed. In

vain, however, we searched all the island round for water. Not a drop

could we discover. Even the hollows in the rocks were dry. It was

evident that no rain had fallen there for a long time. The blood of the

birds, however, somewhat quenched our thirst. At first Ali would not

touch it, but on seeing me take it, he at length overcame his scruples.

I confess that when we returned to the boat I endeavoured to keep first,

still feeling that he was very likely to leave me. I think, however, I

wronged him there, as he made no attempt to get off without me.

Once more we were steering to the north. All day long I kept a bright

look-out, in the hope of seeing some other island. Two days passed.

Oh, how fearfully did I suffer from thirst during the last of them; I

would have given everything I possessed for a draught of cold water. We

were gliding on during the night, when it seemed to me as if suddenly a

tall grove had sprung out of the water. I rubbed my eyes, and looked,

and looked again. Yes; there could be no doubt of it; we were passing a

palm-covered island. I awoke Ali, who had just before fallen asleep.

To land at night was dangerous. However some risk must be run. We

therefore continued close to the shore, in the hope of finding some

sheltered bay into which we might run the boat. The dawn was just

breaking, and at length, with the help of daylight, we discovered a

place where we thought we could venture to land. We ran in on a soft

white sand; but the sea following, almost filled the boat with water,

and we had to jump out and haul her up to escape a second wave, which

came rolling slowly in after the first. So eager were we to find water,

that the instant we had hauled the boat up out of reach of the seas, we

began running along the beach.

The island was a small one, with numerous palm and other trees growing

on it. I eagerly looked out for the sago-palm, remembering that it was

in a grove of one of these trees we had found water on our island. We

searched and searched in vain. Already our tongues were clinging to the

roofs of our mouths. The birds had soon grown putrid, so that many

hours had passed since we had moistened our lips. I felt ready to drop,

and Ali also was almost overcome. We eagerly chewed the leaves of

trees, but they gave us no relief. Oh, how delightful would have been

the sound of a bubbling fountain! No sago-trees, no sign of water could

we discover. I found my knees shaking, my strength leaving me. At

length I could no longer stand. I leant against the trunk of a tall

tree, and gradually sank down to the ground. I began to dread that

death would overtake me, and what a fearful death! I had read of such,

but never supposed that I should realise it myself. Ali cast a look at

me. He could do nothing to help me. He was going to desert me, I

thought. My voice was failing. I tried to call him back, but I could

no longer articulate, and a dreamy, half-conscious state of feeling came

over me. "I shall thus sink calmly into death," I thought. I tried to

pray, I tried to collect my thoughts, but in vain. How long I thus

continued I know not, when I heard a voice shouting. It was Ali's. I

opened my eyes, and saw that he was running towards a tall tree. At

last I saw him ascend the trunk. It seemed wonderful how he could get

up. Presently I heard something drop. It was a bunch of cocoa-nuts;

another and another followed. I tried to crawl towards them, but had no

strength to move. Ali descended the tree. He seized a cocoa-nut, broke

it open, and drank the contents. Once more I tried to cry out. Then I

saw him running towards me. Oh, how delicious was the draught which he

poured down my throat! In a few seconds I felt like another being. My

strength returned. I sat up and eagerly clutched another cocoa-nut

which he handed me. In a wonderfully short time I felt perfectly

recovered.

We hunted about, but could find very few more trees. We should soon, we

knew, consume the young fruit. We remained, however, on the island all

the day, and as we wandered along the beach, we came to some soft hot

sand, in which we discovered a number of turtles' eggs. We had now

sufficient to support life, but I well knew that our provisions would

not last long, and that we must once more put to sea. Ali also clearly

understood this. We quickly got a light with pieces of bamboo, and

cooked our eggs, and having loaded ourselves with as many cocoa-nuts as

we could carry, set off to return to the boat. As we went along, the

fear seized me that we had not hauled her up sufficiently, and that

perhaps she had been washed away. I could scarcely refrain from setting

off running, so eager was I to ascertain the truth. I soon, however,

found that my strength was not sufficiently restored for active

movement. On we went, till we had reached the beach where I thought we

had left the boat. She was nowhere to be seen. I looked about

anxiously. I was giving way to despair, when, casting my eyes along the

sand, I observed that it had been undisturbed. There were no traces of

our feet. I knew therefore that we could not have been at the spot.

Ali pointed along the beach, and we proceeded some way, when at length I

caught sight of a dark object in the distance. Yes, it was our boat;

but already the water had reached her stern, and in another minute she

would have floated away. We drew her up still further, and secured her

by her painter to a stone high up the beach.

My suspicions about Ali had not been altogether removed, but still, the

way he had treated me in bringing the cocoa-nuts when he might have left

me to die, showed me that he could not have any sinister intentions. I

therefore proposed that we should sleep on shore that night, and proceed

to sea early the following morning. We accordingly built a hut high up

on the dry sand, and made ourselves comfortable beds with leaves, on

which we could stretch our limbs and rest at ease during the night. We

first, however, lighted a large fire, though there was not much fear of

any creatures disturbing us on that small island.

Next morning we made a further search for turtles' eggs, and having

found a good supply, we placed them and our cocoa-nuts on board the

boat, and then launching her, once more put to sea, steering as before

to the northward, where we hoped to find land with food and water on it.

Our stock of sago-cake was getting low, but that mattered little, I

thought, as without water I found it very difficult to masticate. On,

on we sailed. I had miscalculated distances, for though, looking at the

chart, as I frequently had done on board the _Dugong_, the sea did not

appear of great width, yet when sailing across it in a small boat the

matter was very different. For two dreary days we glided on over the

calm sea, looking out for land, or for some passing vessel which might

take us on board; but neither appeared. I recollected Macco's wonderful

voyage in his frail canoe, and felt that I ought not to despair. The

Malay sat passive. What he was thinking of I could not tell.

Occasionally he offered to take the helm when I grew weary, and I soon

fell asleep. When I awoke, there he was sitting like a statue, scarcely

moving limb or eye. On we sailed. The sun rose and sank again, and

still we were in the midst of the circling horizon. Our stock of

cocoa-nuts was getting low; indeed, though the juice is very refreshing

for a draught, it cannot take the place of pure water. Our sago-cake

was exhausted. We had but three eggs remaining. It might be many days

more before we could reach another island, I feared, and if so, could we

support existence till then? These thoughts were passing across my mind

as the sun was reaching the horizon. I saw Ali bending forward and

looking under the sail. He said not a word, however. I gazed in the

same direction, but could see nothing. The sun sank beneath the water,

and darkness came on. I had been at the helm for some time, when I

found Ali taking it out of my hands, for I had dropped to sleep. I lay

down, and in an instant was unconscious of all that was taking place.

When I awoke it was broad daylight. A dark shadow was passing across my

face. I looked up, and saw that we were gliding under some tall

mangrove bushes. I sprang up eagerly. We were entering the mouth of a

river. Astern, the blue sea shone in the beams of the rising sun. On

either side were dark trees. "Soon get water and food," said Ali. On

we glided. I felt my spirits and strength greatly restored, and

returned thanks to Heaven for bringing us into so promising a region.

We were soon amidst the most luxuriant vegetation. Tall trees rose up

on either side of the river, with thick underwood, which here and there

gave place to small patches of grass. From the banks we occasionally

saw huge alligators gliding slowly off into the water, or watching us as

we passed with their cruel-looking yellow eyes. Curiously shaped

lizards crawled along the banks, or lay extended on the boughs of the

trees, gazing at us, and occasionally puffing themselves up into

extraordinary shapes. From either side also came strange sounds--the

shrill call of pea-hens, the cooing of pigeons, high above all of which

was the pertinacious chattering of monkeys, while parrots and other

gaily-coloured birds flew from bough to bough, and gigantic butterflies

with brilliant wings skimmed over the surface of the stream. The

monkeys followed us as we proceeded, or else the banks must have been

thickly inhabited with them; some throwing themselves frantically from

bough to bough, coming close down to our heads, others uttering hoarse

cries, as if to frighten us away from their neighbourhood. Oftentimes I

could not help fancying that some natives were watching us, so

human-like did the faces of the larger monkeys appear. Now and then we

interrupted a little family enjoying themselves in a clear space at the

base of a tree, the patriarch sitting calmly watching the proceedings of

his progeny, while the mother was gambolling with her young one, or

seeking food among the grass, or under the roots of a tree; and then she

would come with her prize, and commence playing with her infant, and

caressing him like any human mother, tumbling about perhaps in rather a

strange fashion. As we came more in sight, the whole family would

scamper off, a few remaining to the last, grinning fiercely at us,

hooting and chattering hoarsely, and shaking the boughs in their

indignation at our unwelcome appearance. Anxious as I was, I could not

help being amused at these things; but Ali was utterly indifferent to

them.

On we glided, till at a fresh turn of the river I saw rising above the

bank some buildings on poles, extending a considerable way along it.

The buildings we were approaching were raised eight or ten feet above

the water on strong posts. There were wide platforms of bamboo before

them, over part of which projected the roofs of the verandahs. Several

ladders hung down from the platforms to enable the inhabitants to ascend

from their boats. They were somewhat similar to those we had seen in

Papua, but far more substantial, and built in a much more elegant style.

The inhabitants, apparently, had only lately risen, and came out on the

platforms as we approached. The men were dressed in waistcloths of blue

cotton, hanging down behind, mostly bordered with red, blue, and white.

Some had handkerchiefs of the same colour bound round their heads, and

one or two were ornamented with gold lace. They wore also ear-rings of

brass, and moon-shaped, with heavy necklaces of white and black beads.

On their arms were numbers of rings made of brass or white shells, while

over their shoulders hung their long black shiny hair, which set off to

advantage their pure brown skin. Some of them held knife-headed spears

in their hands, while to a belt round the waist hung a long slender

knife and a pouch with materials for betel-chewing. One man, who seemed

to be the chief, wore on his head a bunch of large gaily-coloured

feathers secured by a circle round it. They were mostly

pleasant-looking people, and seemed ready to welcome us as we

approached. The women had far more covering than the men. Round the

waist they wore coils of ratan, stained red, to which their petticoats

were attached. Below it one whom we took to be a chief's wife wore a

girdle of small silver coins. Others had additional ornaments of

brass-wire, but most of them wore a large number of brass rings round

not only their arms, but their legs, from the knee to the ankle, while

curiously shaped hats adorned with beads ornamented their heads.

Altogether they were far superior in appearance to the savages I had

expected to see in these regions, and I had little doubt that we had

arrived at the mainland of Borneo, and that they were a tribe of Dyaks.

We made signs that we were very thirsty, pointing to our lips, and the

chief, coming forward, beckoned us to ascend the ladder. This I did

first, Ali following with not so much confidence behind me. He was at

once perceived to be a Malay, and he must have known that his countrymen

are apt to ill-treat the Dyaks, and consequently he could scarcely have

expected to be received by them as a friend. From the looks of the

people, however, I had no fears of them, especially when one of the

girls, running off, brought back a large bamboo full of cool water. Oh,

how delicious it was! the first which had passed my lips for many days.

I handed it to Ali, whom they did not seem to treat so courteously as

they did me. When I signified that I should be glad of more, instantly

a fresh supply was brought me. The chief now addressed Ali, who, I

found, fully understood their language, and he seemed to be giving an

account of the cause which had brought us to their country. The chief

appeared satisfied; and now giving orders to some of the women, a basket

containing some pork and rice and some fine-looking bananas was brought

to us. I felt no great inclination to eat the pork and rice, for my

throat was hot and parched, but I got through a portion; and oh, how

delicious were the bananas! No sooner had I got them into my mouth than

they seemed to melt away. They were of the colour of the finest yellow

butter, and of an exquisite flavour. I felt as I ate that I could never

take enough of them. I saw in the open space behind the house a

plantation of them, showing that they were carefully cultivated. The

Dyaks showed me a corner of a room where I might rest, for they

perceived that I was sleepy and weary, and I believe most of the men

went out either to cultivate the ground or on a hunting expedition.

What became of Ali I could not tell; but as, after a little time,

notwithstanding his cool reception, he seemed to be at home with the

people, I concluded he would take care of himself.

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