EMILY'S JOURNAL.

Only yesterday, my dear brother Walter asked me to assist him in writing

his journal from his dictation, begging me to put in any remarks of my

own. Little did I think at the time that the whole would be my work. I

obey his wishes, though sick at heart and full of anxiety. Yesterday

morning he and Ali went off in the boat to fish, saying that they were

sure of bringing back a nautilus, which our uncle and Mr Hooker so long

to possess; but a whole day has passed, and they have not returned.

They were seen to be pulling out to sea further than they have ever

before gone. They had been some time absent, and we were expecting

their return, when a fearful squall, such as has not occurred since the

time when the brig was lost, broke over the island. Mr Thudicumb and

the kind old boatswain tried to persuade me that I need not be alarmed,

but I cannot help feeling most fearful anxiety. The boat is so small,

and not at all calculated to contend with a heavy sea. And then that

Malay Ali--ought he to have been trusted? I have heard that the Malays

are dreadfully treacherous, and he may have taken this opportunity of

getting away to join his own people. I could not have thought that he

had been so heartless and cruel as to injure Walter, and yet I know it

is possible. Poor dear Grace can scarcely lift up her head; she has

been in tears all day, and Oliver feels it dreadfully. If we had

another boat we might go and search for him, and Oliver has been trying

to persuade Mr Thudicumb and the rest to build one; but he says it

would take a long time to do so, as no timber is ready for the purpose.

It would, indeed, take almost as much time to build a boat as it would

to finish the vessel, and he thinks that it is more important to do

that. Our uncle and Mr Hooker are very anxious, I see, notwithstanding

all they say. This morning before daybreak a strange rumbling noise was

heard, and we felt the house shake, and several articles which had been

placed carelessly on shelves fell down. On running out into the

verandah, a bright light was seen towards the mountains in the interior,

caused by flames issuing from a high peak, above which black wreaths of

smoke ascended to the sky. Mr Hooker says that although there might be

an eruption of the mountain, yet, as we are a long way from it, we

should have every prospect of escaping injury. I am nearly certain that

they said this to calm our alarm, for, unintentional, I heard them

talking together, when Mr Hooker observed he did not like the look of

things; that we are living at the mouth of a broad ravine, and that if

any large stream of lava were to come down, it would very likely take

our direction.

"That is what I am afraid of," said my uncle; "but as we have no means

of avoiding it, it would be a pity to put the idea into the minds of the

rest."

"Don't you think that we ought to have a large raft built?" Mr Hooker

observed. "If the lava were to come down, we might get upon that and

escape being burned, for the whole forest would quickly be in a blaze."

Our uncle said he would consult Mr Thudicumb; but he thought it would

take a considerable time to build a raft of sufficient size, and that

the time might be better employed in getting on with the vessel. They

therefore, it appears, have determined to proceed with that.

"But our collections--our cases--what shall we do with them?" said Mr

Hooker.

"Well, my dear Hooker," answered my uncle, "though I would willingly

risk my own life for the sake of attempting to save them, yet I feel we

ought not to imperil the lives of these young people or the others with

us. It is sad enough to have lost young Walter, and I am afraid he is

lost. That fellow Ali is a genuine Malay; had he been a Dyak, I should

have had more confidence, although he might have been a heathen, or a

head hunter, or a cannibal to boot. But those Malays, half Mohammedan

and half idolaters, are very untrustworthy."

Oh, how my heart sank when I heard these words. I wish that I had not

been compelled to listen to them; it shows too clearly what they think.

Oliver, though suffering himself, tries to console me. He tells me that

I must trust in God, and go on trusting, whatever happens; that I must

not suppose, even though Walter should be lost, that we have been

deserted by God; and that we may depend upon it, that he has allowed it

to happen for the best: at the same time, that he may have many ways of

preserving Walter, however great the dangers he may have to go through,

and of restoring him to us. Poor Frau Ursula, after she has been

looking at the mountain, wrings her hands, and wishes that she had never

come to this island. She left Ternate for fear of the burning mountain

there, and now she finds herself in a similar position of danger.

However, to do her justice, she tries to wear a smiling countenance when

she speaks to Grace and me. We are left almost alone at the house, as

the rest of the party are assisting at ship-building. Tanda only comes

occasionally to feed the animals, and to bring us fruit and vegetables

from the garden. We volunteered to go and assist also, as we could at

all events carry the wood, and hold the planks while the others were

nailing them on; but though they thanked us, they said there were enough

hands employed. I believe, however, that only two or three are good

workmen, and I suppose that we should be in the way.

Two more anxious days have passed by, and dear, dear Walter has not come

back. We go down constantly to the sea-shore to watch for his boat, but

it does not appear. I took Mr Hooker's spy-glass, and Grace and I

spent many hours on Flagstaff Rock, looking out over the ocean. First I

took the glass, then she took it; and so we continued, as if looking

would bring him back, till our eyes ached with gazing on the shining

water: indeed, Ursula says we must not do it again, or we might bring on

blindness, which would be very dreadful. If it were not for Oliver I

think we should break down altogether, but he has such a calm, pious,

hopeful spirit. He assures me, and I know he speaks the truth, that he

yet hopes that Walter will return, or, at all events, that he has not

lost his life, and that we may find him some day or other. He has

persuaded our uncle to let him read the Bible to the party before they

go out to work, and he does so now every morning; and then he offers up

a beautiful prayer for our safety, and returns thanks for the care with

which we have hitherto been watched over by our merciful God.

Again to-day we wished to go to the rock, when Ursula took the spy-glass

from my hands, and said that we might go, but that we must not take it

with us; that it could not help Walter to come back, and that we should

see him without it as well as with it. We had been sitting there for

some time when Oliver joined us. He said that my uncle had sent him to

attend upon us, as he thought we ought not to be left to brood over our

anxiety by ourselves. Merlin accompanied him; and he says that in

future we must not go without Merlin. I suspect that there was some

other reason, because Oliver came with a gun. Perhaps some wild beasts

may have been seen lurking about in the neighbourhood, and they are

afraid the creatures may find us out. Oliver brought a book in his

pocket, which he took out and read to us. He reads beautifully, with a

gentle, yet clear musical voice. His mother taught him, and he says

that she is a well-educated woman, and a very excellent reader. It is a

valuable gift--for I think it is a gift, although it is one which may be

greatly improved by study and practice. Two or three times I stopped

him, however, for I thought I saw an object in the distance which I took

to be a boat. Oh, how my heart beat! But when Oliver looked--and his

eyes are keener than mine--he assured me that there was nothing, and

that it must have been fancy. Again and again I deceived myself in the

same way, and so did Grace. Once I felt sure that I saw a boat--she

said she saw something too; but we waited and waited, and Oliver read

on, and yet the object, if object there was, did not approach nearer.

Again I declared I saw a boat. Oliver looked up, and shading his eyes,

gazed in the direction in which I pointed.

"You are mistaken, Miss Emily," he answered quietly. "I wish you were

not. You caught sight of a mass of sea-weed, and your imagination made

it appear to your sight what it is not."

Saying this, he again sat down, and continued reading. Tanda had

manufactured some large parasols of palm-leaves, which sheltered us from

the sun, or we could not have sat out on the rocks. Oliver had come

without one of these, and we thoughtlessly allowed him to sit on with

the hot sun burning down on his back. On a sudden, as I was looking at

him I saw him turn very pale, and before I could spring to his side to

support him, he sunk fainting on the rock. Only then I thought of the

cause of his illness, and, holding up his head, placed the parasol above

him, while Grace ran down with his hat, and brought it up full of water.

The sea-water, however, was very warm. Though we sprinkled his face

with it, it did but little to revive him. Oh, what would I not have

given for some cold fresh water to pour down his throat! As I leaned

over him I was afraid that he would not revive; he looked so deadly

pale, and scarcely breathed. I entreated Grace to run to the house, and

bring the Frau, with a shell of fresh water; and I thought that perhaps

together we might carry Oliver back. Grace set off, followed by Merlin,

who evidently seemed to understand that something had to be done. Oh,

how anxious I felt for poor Oliver. I am sure that I would have given

my own life to save his. He was dear Walter's friend. I am sure Walter

loved him as a brother; indeed, he is well worthy of such regard. No

one also could be more attached to us. I took my bonnet and fanned his

cheek with one hand, while I held the palm-formed parasol over his head

with the other. Still he did not revive. I dreaded lest he should have

received a sun-stroke, which I knew to be a very dangerous thing. It

was very, very thoughtless of us to allow him thus to be exposed, but we

had been so accustomed to see everybody out in the hot sun that we did

not think about it, and used our parasols more for the sake of

preventing our faces being burned than from any fear of danger.

How anxiously I awaited the return of Grace and Ursula! Every now and

then I looked up, hoping to see them, but of course I had to watch

Oliver, in the hope that he might begin to revive. I could not help

occasionally, too, glancing seaward in search of Walter's boat. I

thought I saw a slight movement in Oliver's eyes. I was gazing down

upon his face when I heard a strange noise coming from the forest. I

looked up, but could see nothing. I thought I must have been mistaken.

Again the sounds reached my ears, and then, turning my eyes in the

direction whence they came, I saw, appearing among the boughs of a tall

tree, a hideous countenance. I had not forgotten the appearance of the

monster we had seen at the lake. A second look convinced me that it was

the face of a huge orang-outan. I trembled lest he should discover

Oliver and me. He was at some distance, however, and evidently employed

in eating fruit, as I saw a shower of husks and leaves falling down

beneath him to the ground. Still I could not help dreading that his

eyes were fixed on us. If he were alone, I hoped that there was less

danger; but if accompanied by his wife and young ones, I knew that there

was great risk, should he see us, of his attacking us, lest we might

hurt them. Though anxious to watch Oliver, I could scarcely withdraw my

eyes from the hideous monster, who, as he moved along the bough, now

appeared full in sight. The sounds made me dread, too, that he was not

alone; and presently I saw on another bough a smaller creature, and

then, what I dreaded much, another large one among the boughs on the

same tree. Still, as long as they remained on the boughs, I knew I had

less reason to dread danger.

How long Ursula and Grace seemed in coming! I fancied they would have

been with me in a much shorter time. At last I caught sight of Grace

running along the shore round a point of rock, and when she saw me she

signed that Ursula was following. A new alarm now seized me lest the

orang-outan should see her as she passed by, and descend the tree in

chase. I thought of Oliver's gun, which lay near; but though I knew how

to fire, I had never taken aim at an object, and I had little hope of

shooting the mias. I was afraid, too, of crying out, lest that might

also attract him; indeed, had I done so, Grace would probably not have

known what to do, and was very likely to be pursued. I watched the tree

with greater anxiety even than before, but the mias continued busily

employed in plucking fruit and handing it to the young one; as I

supposed, teaching him how to open it, and take the best parts. My

heart beat as if it would break, so anxious did I become. Oh, how

thankful I felt when Grace at length reached me with the shell of water.

"I could not help spilling some of it," she said, as she put it to

Oliver's lips. "I am sure it will do him good. See! see! he is already

opening his eyes."

He did so, but closed them again. We poured a few drops down his

throat, and then bathed his forehead and head; and in the meantime

Ursula was approaching. She could never move conveniently very fast,

and she was now evidently out of breath from running. This made her

perhaps more inclined to cry out, to let us know that she was coming.

Supposing the mias had not seen her, I dreaded lest her voice should

attract its attention. That it had done so there was soon no doubt, for

I saw him leaning over the bough, and looking eagerly about. Not till

then did I tell Grace what I had seen.

"Oh dear! what shall we do?" she exclaimed. "It will seize poor Ursula,

I am sure. See! see! it is already swinging itself down from the bough!

Yes--there--it has almost reached the ground! Shall we let Ursula know

of her danger, though I am afraid she will faint if she catches sight of

the creature, she has such a dread of them?"

"No; say nothing: she is too far on to run back again, and it will be

better for her to get on the rock, and she may reach it before the mias

can do so."

"But if she does not, I must fire!" exclaimed Grace, seizing Oliver's

gun. "I am not afraid of doing that."

"But you cannot take good aim," I said. "It will be better not till the

last extremity."

"No; I will only do so if the mias gets near Ursula," she answered,

taking up the gun, however, and advancing steadily along the rock.

I had never seen her exhibit so much coolness and courage; indeed, I did

not think that she possessed them. Ursula had stopped at that moment

for want of breath, and the mias also seemed to be sitting on a lower

branch which he had reached, gazing towards us, as if considering

whether the person he saw was coming to attack him. Happily all this

time Ursula was not aware of her danger. Having recovered herself a

little, she again began to hurry on towards the rock. Hoping that, as

the mias stopped when she stopped, it might do so again, I now shouted

out to her. The creature turned a quick glance towards us, and

discovered, as it might suppose, that it had two enemies instead of one.

"Quick! quick, Ursula! quick!" now shouted Grace, pointing to the mias.

The poor Frau showed by her gestures how frightened she was. Still she

managed to run on, while the mias continued descending the tree.

Before, however, it had reached the ground she had got up to the rock,

at no great distance from Grace.

"Run! run!" cried Grace; "get safely on to the rock, good Frau, and I

will defend you."

"No, no, my child," answered the Frau. "It is for me to fight. Give me

the gun. I know how to use it. You run back to Emily and Oliver.

Here, take this shell of water, though. I will fire the gun, I say."

She almost snatched the weapon out of the hand of Grace, who came on

towards us with the water. I saw that the Frau was taking aim at the

mias, and was considering whether she could hit it at so great a

distance. I was afraid that she would not, and entreated her not to

fire.

"No, no, my child," she shouted out; "I will wait till he come nearer."

Our position was truly a dreadful one, for the creature might in a few

minutes have destroyed the good Frau, and then come and attacked us if

it had been so disposed. We were now once more quiet, and this induced

the mias to remain stationary. I wondered why Merlin had not come. I

thought that he might have assisted us at all events; at the same time

it was too probable that should he attack the creature, he would be

speedily worsted.

We now again applied more water to Oliver's brow, and gave him a few

more drops to drink. The effect was satisfactory; and not only did he

open his eyes, but his lips began to move, and a slight colour came back

to his cheeks. At length I heard him speaking, but in so low a voice

that I had to put my ear to his mouth.

"What is it all about?" he asked; "what has happened?"

"Do not be anxious, dear Oliver," I said. "The sun was very hot, and

you fainted." I did not like to tell him of our alarm about the mias.

"But I shall soon be well," he answered. "It is very hot here. I think

I could reach the shade of some tree, where it would be cooler."

"Oh no, no; you must not move," I cried out. "We are safer here."

The exertion of speaking, however, was evidently very great, and with a

gentle sigh he again leaned back. Of course, with that horrid creature

near us, I would not have ventured towards the forest, even had he been

better able to move.

The mias had all the time been watching us, and perhaps, from seeing so

many people together, it thought we were about to attack it. Now, to

our horror, we saw it reach the ground and stand upright, holding on by

one of the boughs, and grinning savagely at us, so we fancied. The Frau

took the gun. "I'll fire! I'll kill him!" she cried out. "He must not

come near to hurt you young people." There was a firmness in her tone I

had seldom heard. She felt herself to be our protectress, and was

prepared to do battle in our behalf. Oliver heard her speak.

"What is it?" he asked in a faint voice.

"Oh, there is a horrid mias near us, and the Frau has taken your gun to

shoot it," answered Grace.

"She cannot aim properly! Let me fire. Don't fire--don't fire, Frau!"

he said, attempting to rise. He was, however, too weak, and again sunk

back on the rock, supported by Grace and me.

With horror we saw the mias let go the bough and begin to walk towards

us on all fours. It advanced towards where a thick shrub grew, when

again catching hold of a bough, it raised itself up on its hind legs.

"Now I'll fire!" cried the Frau. I was afraid even then that had it

been much nearer she would not have hit it, or at all events wounded it

mortally, and I knew that it would become more savage. I cried out to

her to stop till it was nearer, but at that instant she pulled the

trigger. She had missed, we feared, for the mias, uttering a savage

cry, again moved towards us.

"Load again; load again!" Grace and I cried out.

"Bring the gun to me, pray," said Oliver; "I will load it. I can do

that." He felt for his ammunition, which was at his side, but the Frau

took it from him.

"I'll load," she said, beginning to do so. All this time the mias was

advancing. Now and then it turned its head, however, as if to watch

what had become of its family, and this delayed its progress. The Frau,

having had experience of loading at the fort, was soon again ready.

Kneeling down, she raised the fowling-piece to her shoulder. The mias

was still standing upright. At the instant she fired we saw it fall.

"It is hit--it is hit!" cried Grace.

"I have killed the creature!" exclaimed the Frau.

But no, it had merely fallen to its usual walking position, and was once

more approaching us. There appeared no longer time for her to load.

All hope of escaping the savage monster abandoned us. The Frau,

however, grasped the gun, evidently intending to do battle. At that

instant Merlin's loud bark was heard, and we saw him tearing along over

the sand towards us. The mias stopped to look at him, seeming to think

him a more dangerous antagonist than were we three females and our sick

companion. Merlin caught sight of the mias, and bounded towards him. I

now began to fear for our four-footed friend, for I knew the power of

the creature, and how one grasp of its strong hands would in an instant

destroy the dog. Just, however, before Merlin reached it, loud shouts

were heard, and we saw coming round the point of the rock several of our

friends with guns in their hands, evidently understanding that we were

in danger. Mr Tarbox, the boatswain, led the way, followed by Mr

Hooker and Potto Jumbo. The mias now turned round and moved towards the

dog, but Merlin was too sagacious to allow himself to be caught, and

when almost within the creature's reach he bounded on one side, and then

wheeled off, still barking, with the evident intention of drawing it

away from us. How thankful I felt when I saw him do so, for his purpose

was answered. The creature followed him, making springs which at each

bound almost brought it up to him; but on every occasion the dog nimbly

avoided it, till he had brought it within range of the boatswain's

musket. The mias, exasperated by disappointment, made two or three

successive springs towards the dog, which brought it still nearer to our

friends. The boatswain fired, when the creature seemed to discover, for

the first time, how near it was to its enemies. The ball took effect

upon its shoulder. We saw it stand upright, stretching out its huge

arms as if to grasp hold of them and tear them to pieces; but at that

instant Mr Hooker stopped and levelled his gun, and the savage monster

rolled over on the sand. Still it was not dead, and we were even yet

afraid our friends might be injured; but the boatswain stopping,

reloaded his gun, and Potto Jumbo rushing in with a spear thrust it at

the creature. There was another report, and we knew that we were

perfectly safe.

How thankful I felt that we had escaped, for I cannot describe

thoroughly how fearfully alarmed we were. There is something so

dreadful in the appearance of those huge baboons. Our friends arriving,

proposed carrying Oliver into the shade; but we told them that we had

seen another mias and a young one, on which Mr Hooker and the boatswain

set off in search of the creatures, while Potto Jumbo lifted up Oliver

in his powerful arms, almost as if he had been a child, and carried him

off to the edge of the forest, where we could all be sufficiently shaded

from the hot rays of the sun. Potto Jumbo then set off to join Mr

Hooker and the boatswain. Oliver now quickly recovered, and after

taking another draught of water, declared that he was able to walk home.

We persuaded him, however, to wait till the return of our friends. In

a short time we saw them coming through the forest, dragging a prisoner

between them. It appeared to be a largish monkey. It was evident it

was in no way pleased at being taken prisoner, for it turned its head

round now on one side, now on the other, attempting to bite its captors,

but we saw that its snout had been muzzled.

"We have brought a prize for my friend's menagerie," exclaimed Mr

Hooker. "Here is a young mias, and I hope to tame and civilise it,

though at present its manners are far from cultivated. We killed the

mother, who now hangs to the bough of a tree. Potto Jumbo soon

afterwards caught the young gentleman by a noose round the neck."

By this time Oliver, having greatly recovered, was able, with the

assistance of the Frau and Potto Jumbo, to set off for the house. I was

anxious to remain that I might continue watching for Walter, but the

Frau and Mr Hooker would on no account allow me to do so, and at last I

yielded to their wishes and accompanied them home. We reached it

without further adventure, having to stop, however, several times to

rest Oliver, who was far weaker than he had supposed. The fright and

excitement we had gone through made Grace and me very ill; and all night

long I was dreaming that we were pursued by the hideous monster, from

whom we in vain endeavoured to escape.

By the morning, however, we had much recovered. Our small captive

showed its ferocious nature by trying to bite and scratch every one who

approached it. It caught Tanda by the arm when taking it some food, and

not till it had received several blows on the head would it let go. It

was then shut up in a strong cage; but the following morning was found

dead, after having made a vain attempt to force its way out.

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