CHAPTER XXI.

It was past nightfall when Major Keene returned to Dorade. As he drove

past the hotel where the Tresilyans lodged he looked up at the windows

of their apartments, and was somewhat surprised to _see_ no light there;

but no suspicion of the truth crossed his mind. He had made all

preparations for the intended flight with his habitual skill and

foresight. The Levantine steamer left Marseilles early on the third

morning from this, and relays were so ordered along the road as to

prevent the possibility of being overtaken, and just to hit the hour of

the vessel's sailing. So far every thing seemed to promise favorably for

the accomplishment of his purposes, and Royston could not have explained

even to himself the reason of his feeling so moody and discontented. He

went straight to his own rooms, without looking in at the Molyneuxs';

for he was heated and travel-stained; and, under such circumstances, was

wont to postpone the greeting of friends to the exigencies of the

toilet. This was scarcely concluded when his servant brought him Mark

Waring's card, with a request penciled on it for an immediate interview.

Even the Cool Captain started perceptibly when he read the name. He was

well acquainted with the episode connected with it; for Cecil had kept

back none of her secrets from him, and this was among the earliest

confidences. _Then_ he had felt no inclination to sneer; but now his lip

began to curl cynically.

"_Coramba!_" he muttered; "the plot begins to thicken. What brings the

old lover _en scène_? I hope he does not mean to make himself

disagreeable. I haven't time to quarrel just now; and, besides, it would

worry Cecil. Well, we'll find out what he wants. Tell Mr. Waring that I

am disengaged, and shall be happy to see him."

The major advanced to meet his visitor with a manner that was perfectly

courteous, though it retained a tinge of haughty surprise.

"I can not guess to what I am indebted for this pleasure," he said.

"Pardon me, if I ask you to explain your object as briefly as possible.

I have much to do this evening, and my time is hardly my own."

Waring gazed fixedly at the speaker for a few seconds before he replied.

Like most of his profession, he was an acute physiognomist, and in that

brief space he fathomed much of the character of the man who had rivaled

him successfully. He confessed honestly to himself that there were

grounds, if not excuse, for Cecil's infatuation; but he shrank from

thinking of the danger which she had escaped so narrowly.

"Yes, I will be as brief as possible," Mark answered at length. "Neither

of us will be tempted to prolong this interview unnecessarily. I have

promised to deliver a letter to you, and when you have read it I shall

have but very few words to say."

A stronger proof than Keene had ever yet given of superhuman control

over his emotions was the fact that, neither by quivering of eyelid,

change of color, or motion of muscle, did he betray the faintest

astonishment or concern as he took the letter from Waring, and

recognized Cecil's hand on the cover. It was not a long epistle, for it

scarcely extended beyond two sides of a note-sheet. The writing was

hurried, and in places almost illegible: it had entirely lost the firm,

even character which usually distinguished it, from which a very

moderate graphiologist might have drawn successful auguries. Perhaps

this was the reason that Royston read it through twice slowly. As he did

so his countenance altered fearfully; the deadly white look of dangerous

passion overspread it all, and his eyes began to gleam. Yet still he

spoke calmly--"You knew of this being written?"

"I am happy to say I was more than passively conscious of it," Mark

replied. "I did all in my power to bring about the result that you are

now made aware of, and I thank God that I did not fail."

While the other was speaking Royston was tearing up the paper he held

into the smallest shreds, and dropping them one by one. The act might

have been involuntary, but seemed to have a savage viciousness about it,

as if a living thing were being tortured by those cruel fingers. (The

poor letter! whatever its faults might have been, it surely deserved a

better fate: it was doubtless not a model of composition, but some of

the epistles which have moved us most in our time, either for joy or

sorrow, might not in this respect emulate Montague or Chapone.) Still he

controlled himself, with a mighty effort, enough to ask, steadily, "Were

you weary of your life, to have done all this, and then come here to

tell me so?"

Waring laughed drearily.

"Weary? So weary that, if it had not been for scruples you can not

understand, I would have got rid of it long ago. But I need not inflict

my confidences on you, and I don't choose to see the drift of your

question."

The devil had so thoroughly by this time possessed Royston Keene, that

even his voice was changed into a hoarse, guttural whisper. "I asked,

because I mean to kill you."

Mark's gaze met the savage eyes that gleamed like a famished panther's,

with an expression too calm for defiance, though there might have been

perhaps a shade of contempt.

"Of course I shall guard my own life as best I may, either here or

elsewhere, but I do not apprehend it is in great danger. There is an old

proverb about 'threatened men;' they are not killed so easily as women

are betrayed. Beyond the simplest self-defense, I warn you that I shall

not resent any insult or attack. I will not meet you in the field; and

as for any personal struggle, I don't think that even you would like to

make Cecil Tresilyan the occasion for a broil that might suit two

drunken peasants."

Though shorter by half a head, and altogether cast in a less colossal

mould, as he stood there, with his square, well-knit frame, and bold

Saxon face, he looked no contemptible antagonist to confront the swarthy

giant. In utter insensibility to fear and carelessness of consequences

(so far as they could affect a steady resolve), the Cool Captain had met

his match at last. Even then, in the crisis of his stormy passion, he

was able to appreciate a hardihood so congenial to his own character;

pondering upon these things afterward, he always confessed that at this

juncture, and indeed all throughout, his opponent had very much the best

of it. Ferocity and violence seemed puerile and out of place when

contrasted with that tranquil audacity. He covered his eyes with his

hand for a moment or so, and when he raised his face it had recovered

its natural impassibility, though the ghastly pallor still remained.

Besides, the truth of Waring's last words struck him forcibly. He

muttered under his breath, "By G--d, he's right _there_, at all events;"

then he said aloud, "Well, it appears you won't fight, so there is

little more to be said between us. You think you can thwart my purposes

or mould them as you like. We'll try it. I told you I had many things to

do to-night: I have one more than I dreamed of on hand. I wish to be

alone."

Mark gazed wistfully at the speaker without stirring from his seat. "I

know what your intention is perfectly well. You mean to follow her. I

believe it would be quite in vain; you have misjudged Cecil Tresilyan,

if you fancy that she would alter her determination twice. But you might

give her great pain, and compromise her more cruelly than you have done

already. There are obstacles now in your way that you could not

encounter without causing open scandal. Her brother's suspicions are

fairly roused by this time, and he can not help doing his duty: he may

be weak and credulous, but he is no coward. There is no fear of farther

interference from me: my part is played. But I do beseech you to pause.

Supposing the very worst--that you could still succeed in persuading

Cecil to her ruin--are you prepared deliberately to accept the

consequences of the crime? You are far more experienced in such matters

than I: do you know a single instance of such guilt being accomplished

where _both_, before the year was ended, did not wish it undone? I do

not pretend to be interested about your future; but I believe I am

speaking now as your dearest friend might speak. You both delude

yourselves miserably if you think that Cecil could live under disgrace.

I do you so much justice. You would find it unendurable to see her

withering away day by day, with no prospect before her but a hopeless

death. In God's name, draw back while there is time. It is only a sharp

struggle, and self-command and self-denial will come. Loneliness is

bitter to bear: _I_ know that; but what is manhood worth if it can not

bear its burdens? I have put every thing on the lowest grounds, and I

will ask you one question more--you might guard her from some suffering

by hiding her from the world's scorn--could you guard yourself against

satiety?"

He spoke without a trace of anger or animosity, and the grave, kind

tones made some way in the winding avenues leading to Royston's heart.

Besides this, the last word struck the chord of the misgiving that had

haunted him ever since he proposed the flight, and had already made him

half repent it. But the fortress did not yet surrender.

"All this while you have had some idea of improving your own position

with Cecil. It is natural enough: yet I fancy you will find yourself

mistaken there."

Instead of flushing at the taunt, Waring's face grew paler, and there

shot across it a sharp spasm of pain.

"So you can not understand disinterestedness," he said. "Before I

ventured on interference, I was aware of the certain consequences, and

weighed them all. Miss Tresilyan thought she had done me some wrong; and

I trusted to her generosity to help me when I spoke for the right. But I

knew that the spell could only be used once, and that the canceled debt

could not be revived. I shall never speak to her--perhaps never see

her--on earth again. Do you imagine I love her less for that? Hear this:

I suppose I have as much pride as most men; but I would kneel down here

and set your foot on my neck if I thought the humiliation would save her

one iota of shame or sorrow."

Keene was fairly vanquished. He was filled with a great contempt for his

own guilty passion, compared with the pure self-sacrifice of Mark's

simple chivalry. He raised his eyes from the ground, on which they had

been bent gloomily while the other was speaking, and answered without

hesitation, "I owe you some amends for much that has been said to-night;

and I will not keep you in suspense a moment unnecessarily. I shall

leave Dorade to-morrow; but it will not be to follow Cecil Tresilyan.

More than this: if there is any chance of our meeting hereafter, on my

honor, I will avoid it. I wish many things could be unsaid and undone;

but nothing has occurred that is past remedy. As far as any future

intentions of mine are concerned, I swear she is as safe as if she were

my sister."

Waring drew a long breath, as if a ponderous weight had been lifted from

his chest. "I believe you," he said simply: then he rose to go. He had

almost reached the door, when he turned suddenly and stretched out his

hand. It was a perfectly unaccountable and perhaps involuntary impulse;

for he still could not absolve the other from dark and heavy guilt. The

major held it for a few seconds in a gripe that would have paralyzed

weaker fingers: even Mark's tough joints and muscles were long in

forgetting it. He muttered these words between his teeth as he let it

go--"_You_ were worthy of her." So the interview ended--in peace.

Nevertheless, there was little peace that night for Royston Keene; he

passed it alone--how, no mortal can know; but the next morning his

appearance fully bore out the truth of the ancient aphorism, "There is

no rest for the wicked." His face was set in the stoniest calmness, but

the features were haggard and drawn, and fresh lines and furrows were

there deeper than should have been engraved by half a score of years. A

violent, passionate nature does not lightly resign the one object of

its aims and desires. Larches and firs will bear moving cautiously, for

they are well-regulated plants, and natives of a frigid zone; but

transplanting rarely succeeds in the tropics.

Harry Molyneux came to his friend's apartments early on the following

day, in a very uncomfortable and perplexed frame of mind. In the first

place, he was sensible of that depression of spirits which is always the

portion of those who are left behind when any social circle is broken up

by the removal of its principal elements. There is no such nuisance as

having to stay and put the lights out. Besides this, he was quite

uncertain in what temper Royston would be found; and apprehended some

desperate outbreak from the latter, which would bring things, already

sufficiently complicated, into a more perilous coil.

Keene's first abrupt words in part reassured him.

"Well, it is all over; and I am going straight back to England."

Harry felt so relieved that he forgot to be considerate: he could not

repress his exultation.

"Is it really all over? I am so very glad!"

"And I am not sorry," was the reply. The speaker probably persuaded

himself that he was uttering the truth; but the dreary, hopeless

expression of his stricken face gave his words the lie. It cut deep into

Molyneux's kind heart; he felt more painfully than he had ever done the

difficulty of reconciling his evident duty with the demand of an ancient

friendship; on the whole, a guilty consciousness of treachery

predominated. He was discreet enough to forbear all questions, and it

was not till long afterward that he heard an outline of part of what had

happened in the past night; it was told in a letter from Miss Tresilyan

to his wife. Had he been more inquisitive, his curiosity would scarcely

have been gratified. To do Keene justice, he guarded the secrets of

others more jealously than he kept his own: and he would have despised

himself for revealing one of Cecil's, even to his old comrade, without

her knowledge and leave. If the feeling which prompted such reticence

was not a high and delicate sense of honor, it was at least a very

efficient substitute for a profitable virtue.

"You go to England?" Molyneux went on, after a brief pause. "When do you

start? and what do you mean to do?"

Royston looked up, and saw his own discontent reflected in the

countenance of his faithful subaltern; he knew he had found there the

sympathy that he was too proud to ask of any living man.

"I start to-night," he replied; "so you see I have no time to lose. I

can hardly tell you what I mean to do, Hal. Do you remember what we said

about the best way of spending our resources? Well--I have broken into

my last large note; and I suppose I must get rid somehow of the change."

Harry's answer was not very ready, nor very distinct when it came. "I

wish--I wish, I could help you!"

For one moment, there returned to Keene's disciplined face a good,

natural expression, which had been a stranger there since the days of

his hot youth; when he first went forth to buckle with the world--frank,

and honest, and fearless; his voice, too, had softened almost to

tenderness. "Old friend, the time has come to say good-by. Our roads

have been the same--for longer than I like to think of: but henceforth

they must lie so far apart, that I doubt if they will ever cross again.

You will see me off, I know; but I may not be able to say then a dozen

words that I should be sorry to leave unsaid. I'll do you this

justice--in no one instance have I ever seen you flinch when I wanted

your help; though often you had no object of your own to serve. I

believe no man ever had a cheerier comrade, or a better backer. I don't

like you the worse for standing aloof during the last five weeks. I

never had one unpleasant word from you; but if any of mine have vexed or

offended you--see now--I ask your forgiveness from the bottom of my

heart."

It is no shame to Harry's manhood that he could not answer intelligibly;

but ten sentences of elaborate sentiment would hardly have been so

eloquent as the pressure of his honest hand.

Later in the day, Keene went to take leave of _la mignonne_. He did so

with pain and reluctance. Men, utterly hard and merciless toward their

own species, have been very fond of their pets; even when these last

belonged to an inferior order of creation. Couthon would fondle his

spaniel while he was signing a sheaf of death-warrants; and the Prophet,

who could contemplate placidly a dozen cities in flames, and watch human

hecatombs falling under the sword of Omar or Ali, cut off the sleeve of

his robe rather than disturb a favorite cat in her slumbers.

Nevertheless, when two people agree to ignore carefully the one subject

that is uppermost in the thoughts of both, the result must be an

uncomfortable constraint and reserve. So the adieus, up to a certain

point, were rather formal. But just as he was going, the same impulse

overcame Royston which had affected him in his interview with Harry

Molyneux. Considering that the age of miracles is past, it was

remarkable that twice in one day the Cool Captain should have approached

so near to the verge of sentimentalism.

"I hope that I shall see you again before long," he said, "but nothing

seems certain--not even the meeting of friends. I should like to thank

you now for some pleasant days and evenings. You have brought a good

deal of sunshine into my life, since I knew you first. I like to think

that, neither in deed nor intention, I have ever deliberately done you

or Harry any harm. I hope you will go on taking as much care of him, and

making him as perfectly happy as you have done. Perhaps I have vexed you

both, lately; but all that is over, and I fancy the punishment will be

proportionate to the offense before it is ended. Farewell. Don't forget

me sooner than you can help; and while you do remember me, think of me

as kindly as you can."

He leaned over her as he finished speaking, and his lips just brushed

her smooth forehead. When Charles the martyr embraced his children an

hour before his death, they received no purer or more sinless kiss. A

sob choked Fanny's voice when she would have replied; and the beautiful

brown eyes were so dim with rushing tears, that they never saw him go.

Keene's last visit in Dorade was to the Vicomte de Châteaumesnil. The

latter manifested no surprise at the sudden departure, and expressed his

regrets with a perfectly calm courtesy. But, at the moment of

leave-taking, he detained the other's hand for a second or so and said,

looking wistfully in his face, "Ainsi, vous partez seul? je ne l'aurais

pas cru; et, je l'avoue franchement, ça me contrarie. N'importe; je

connois votre jeu; et je ne vous tiens pas pour battu, quand c'est

manche à. Ce serait une bêtise, de dire--'au revoir.' Adieu; amusez vous

bien."

Royston shook his head impatiently; he was too proud to save his credit

by dissembling a defeat; and his reply was quick and decisive.

"Vous me flattez, M. le Vicomte. Quand on perd, on doit, au moins

l'avouer loyalement, et payer l'en jeu. Cette fois j'ai tant perdu, que

je ne prendrai pas la revanche."

Not another word was exchanged between them; but Armand had accepted

repulses in his time with more equanimity than he could muster when

ruminating afterward on the discomfiture of Royston Keene.

Some days later the subject was discussed at the Cercle, and one of the

_habitués_ hazarded several cunning conjectures, and more than cynical

surmises. (Did you ever hear a thoroughly profligate Frenchman sneer a

woman's character away? It is almost worth while overcoming your disgust

to listen to the diabolical ingenuity of his innuendoes. The scandal of

our bitterest dowagers sounds charitable by comparison.) The savage

outbreak of the Algerian's temper, that every one had long been

expecting, came at last with a vengeance.

"Tu mens, canaille! C'est le meilleur éloge de M. Keene, que les marans

comme toi, ne puissent le comprendre. Quand à Mademoiselle--elle vaut

mille fois tes soeurs, et ta mère. Si tu as le coeur de pousser

l'affaire, je te donnerai raison sur mes béquilles. Pour le pistolet, ma

main n'est pas encore percluse." He held it out, as steady and strong as

it was in the old days when it could sway the sabre from dawn to

twilight and never know weariness.

If the other persuaded himself that consideration for the invalid's

infirmities made him patient under the insult, his friends were less

romantically credulous: the stigma of that night cleaves to him still.

Brazen it out as he may, the hang-dog look remains, telling us that the

barriers have been at least once broken down which separate the man from

the serf. There would be, perhaps, less mischief abroad if slander were

always so promptly and amply avenged.

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