XXI.

Is there, at this moment, any boy of twenty, fairly educated, but without

means, without help, with nothing but the glow in his brain and steadfast

courage in his heart, who sits in a London garret, and writes for dear

life? There must be, I suppose; yet all that I have read and heard of

late years about young writers, shows them in a very different aspect. No

garretteers, these novelists and journalists awaiting their promotion.

They eat--and entertain their critics--at fashionable restaurants; they

are seen in expensive seats at the theatre; they inhabit handsome

flats--photographed for an illustrated paper on the first excuse. At the

worst, they belong to a reputable club, and have garments which permit

them to attend a garden party or an evening "at home" without attracting

unpleasant notice. Many biographical sketches have I read, during the

last decade, making personal introduction of young Mr. This or young Miss

That, whose book was--as the sweet language of the day will have

it--"booming"; but never one in which there was a hint of stern struggle,

of the pinched stomach and frozen fingers. I surmise that the path of

"literature" is being made too easy. Doubtless it is a rare thing

nowadays for a lad whose education ranks him with the upper middle class

to find himself utterly without resources, should he wish to devote

himself to the profession of letters. And there is the root of the

matter; writing has come to be recognized as a profession, almost as cut-

and-dried as church or law; a lad may go into it with full parental

approval, with ready avuncular support. I heard not long ago of an

eminent lawyer, who had paid a couple of hundred per annum for his son's

instruction in the art of fiction--yea, the art of fiction--by a not very

brilliant professor of that art. Really, when one comes to think of it,

an astonishing fact, a fact vastly significant. Starvation, it is true,

does not necessarily produce fine literature; but one feels uneasy about

these carpet-authors. To the two or three who have a measure of

conscience and vision, I could wish, as the best thing, some calamity

which would leave them friendless in the streets. They would perish,

perhaps. But set that possibility against the all but certainty of their

present prospect--fatty degeneration of the soul; and is it not

acceptable?

I thought of this as I stood yesterday watching a noble sunset, which

brought back to my memory the sunsets of a London autumn, thirty years

ago; more glorious, it seems to me, than any I have since beheld. It

happened that, on one such evening, I was by the river at Chelsea, with

nothing to do except to feel that I was hungry, and to reflect that,

before morning, I should be hungrier still. I loitered upon Battersea

Bridge--the old picturesque wooden bridge, and there the western sky took

hold upon me. Half an hour later, I was speeding home. I sat down, and

wrote a description of what I had seen, and straightway sent it to an

evening newspaper, which, to my astonishment, published the thing next

day--"On Battersea Bridge." How proud I was of that little bit of

writing! I should not much like to see it again, for I thought it then

so good that I am sure it would give me an unpleasant sensation now.

Still, I wrote it because I enjoyed doing so, quite as much as because I

was hungry; and the couple of guineas it brought me had as pleasant a

ring as any money I ever earned.

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