X.

It may well be that what we call the unknowable will be for ever the

unknown. In that thought is there not a pathos beyond words? It may be

that the human race will live and pass away; all mankind, from him who in

the world's dawn first shaped to his fearful mind an image of the Lord of

Life, to him who, in the dusking twilight of the last age, shall crouch

before a deity of stone or wood; and never one of that long lineage have

learnt the wherefore of his being. The prophets, the martyrs, their

noble anguish vain and meaningless; the wise whose thought strove to

eternity, and was but an idle dream; the pure in heart whose life was a

vision of the living God, the suffering and the mourners whose solace was

in a world to come, the victims of injustice who cried to the Judge

Supreme--all gone down into silence, and the globe that bare them

circling dead and cold through soundless space. The most tragic aspect

of such a tragedy is that it is not unthinkable. The soul revolts, but

dare not see in this revolt the assurance of its higher destiny. Viewing

our life thus, is it not easier to believe that the tragedy is played

with no spectator? And of a truth, of a truth, what spectator can there

be? The day may come when, to all who live, the Name of Names will be

but an empty symbol, rejected by reason and by faith. Yet the tragedy

will be played on.

It is not, I say, unthinkable; but that is not the same thing as to

declare that life has no meaning beyond the sense it bears to human

intelligence. The intelligence itself rejects such a supposition; in my

case, with impatience and scorn. No theory of the world which ever came

to my knowledge is to me for one moment acceptable; the possibility of an

explanation which would set my mind at rest is to me inconceivable; no

whit the less am I convinced that there is a Reason of the All; one which

transcends my understanding, one no glimmer of which will ever touch my

apprehension; a Reason which must imply a creative power, and therefore,

even whilst a necessity of my thought, is by the same criticized into

nothing. A like antinomy with that which affects our conception of the

infinite in time and space. Whether the rational processes have reached

their final development, who shall say? Perhaps what seem to us the

impassable limits of thought are but the conditions of a yet early stage

in the history of man. Those who make them a proof of a "future state"

must necessarily suppose gradations in that futurity; does the savage,

scarce risen above the brute, enter upon the same "new life" as the man

of highest civilization? Such gropings of the mind certify our

ignorance; the strange thing is that they can be held by any one to

demonstrate that our ignorance is final knowledge.

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