CHAPTER VI.

THE TWO PAIRS.

The next morning, on the way to the village, the brothers overtook

Christina and Mercy, and they walked along together.

The young men felt inclined to be the more friendly with the girls,

that the men of their own family were so unworthy of them. A man who

does not respect a woman because she is a woman, cannot have

thorough respect for his own mother, protest as he pleases: he is

incapable of it, and cannot know his own incapacity. Alas for girls

in a family where the atmosphere of vile thinking, winnowed by the

carrion wings of degraded and degrading judgments, infolds them! One

of the marvels of the world is, that, with such fathers and

brothers, there are so few wicked women. Type of the greater number

stands Ophelia, poor, weak, and not very refined, yet honest, and,

in all her poverty, immeasurably superior to father and brother.

Christina's condescension had by this time dwindled almost to the

vanishing-point, and her talk was in consequence more natural: the

company, conversation, and whole atmosphere of the young men, tended

to wake in the girls what was best and sweetest. Reality appeals at

once to the real, opens the way for a soul to emerge from the fog of

the commonplace, the marsh of platitude, the Sahara of lies, into

the colour and air of life. The better things of humanity often need

the sun of friendship to wile them out. A girl, well-bred, tolerably

clever, and with some genius of accommodation, will appear to a man

possessed of a hundred faculties of which she knows nothing; but his

belief will help to rouse them in her. A young man will see an angel

where those who love her best see only a nice girl; but he sees not

merely what she might be, but what one day she must be.

Christina had been at first rather taken with the ploughman, but she

turned her masked batteries now mainly on the soldier. During the

dinner she had noted how entirely Ian was what she chose to call a

man of the world; and it rendered him in her eyes more worthy of

conquest. Besides, as elder sister, must she not protect the

inexperienced Mercy?

What is this passion for subjugation? this hunger for homage? Is it

of hell direct, or what is there in it of good to begin with?

Apparently it takes possession of such women as have set up each

herself for the object of her worship: she cannot then rest from the

effort to bring as many as possible to worship at the same shrine;

and to this end will use means as deserving of the fire as any

witchcraft.

Christina stopped short with a little cry, and caught Ian's arm.

"I beg your pardon," she said, "but I cannot bear it a moment

longer! Something in my boot hurts me so!"

She limped to the road-side, sat down, accepted the service of Ian

to unlace her boot, and gave a sigh of relief when he pulled it off.

He inverted and shook it, then searched and found a nail which must

have hurt her severely.

But how to get rid of the cruel projection! Ian's slender hand could

but just reach with its finger-tips the haunted spot. In vain he

tried to knock it down against a stone put inside. Alister could

suggest nothing. But Mistress Conal's cottage was near: they might

there find something to help! Only Christina could not be left

behind, and how was she to walk in a silk stocking over a road

frozen hard as glass? The chief would have carried her, but she

would not let him. Ian therefore shod her with his Glengarry bonnet,

tying it on with his handkerchief.

There was much merriment over the extemporized shoe, mingled with

apologetic gratitude from Christina, who, laughing at her poulticed

foot, was yet not displeased at its contrast with the other.

When the chief opened the door of the cottage, there was no one to

be seen within. The fire was burning hot and flameless; a

three-footed pot stood half in it; other sign of presence they saw

none. As Alister stooped searching for some implement to serve their

need, in shot a black cat, jumped over his back, and disappeared.

The same instant they heard a groan, and then first discovered the

old woman in bed, seemingly very ill. Ian went up to her.

"What is the matter with you, Mistress Conal?" he asked, addressing

her in English because of the ladies.

But in reply she poured out a torrent of Gaelic, which seemed to the

girls only grumbling, but was something stronger. Thereupon the

chief went and spoke to her, but she was short and sullen with him.

He left her to resume his search.

"Let alone," she cried. "When that nail leaves her brog, it will be

for your heart."

Ian sought to soothe her.

"She will bring misery on you all!" she insisted.

"You have a hammer somewhere, I know!" said Alister, as if he had

not heard her.

"She shall be finding no help in MY house!" answered the old woman

in English.

"Very well, Mistress Conal!" returned the chief; "the lady cannot

walk home; I shall have to carry her!"

"God forbid!" she cried. "Go and fetch a wheelbarrow."

"Mistress Conal, there is nothing for it but carry her home in my

arms!"

"Give me the cursed brog then. I will draw the nail."

But the chief would not yield the boot; he went out and searched the

hill-side until he found a smooth stone of suitable size, with which

and a pair of tongs, he beat down the nail. Christina put on the

boot, and they left the place. The chief stayed behind the rest for

a moment, but the old woman would not even acknowledge his presence.

"What a rude old thing she is! This is how she always treats us!"

said Christina.

"Have you done anything to offend her?" asked Alister.

"Not that we know of. We can't help being lowlanders!"

"She no doubt bears you a grudge," said Ian, "for having what once

belonged to us. I am sorry she is so unfriendly. It is not a common

fault with our people."

"Poor old thing! what does it matter!" said Christina.

A woman's hate was to her no more than the barking of a dog.

They had not gone far, before the nail again asserted itself; it had

been but partially subjugated. A consultation was held. It resulted

in this, that Mercy and the chief went to fetch another pair of

boots, while Ian remained with Christina.

They seated themselves on a stone by the roadside. The sun clouded

over, a keen wind blew, and Christina shivered. There was nothing

for it but go back to the cottage. The key was in the door, Ian

turned it, and they went in. Certainly this time no one was there.

The old woman so lately groaning on her bed had vanished. Ian made

up the fire, and did what he could for his companion's comfort.

She was not pleased with the tone of his attentions, but the way she

accepted them made her appear more pleased than Ian cared for, and

he became colder and more polite. Piqued by his indifference, she

took it nevertheless with a sweetness which belonged to her nature

as God made it, not as she had spoiled it; and even such a butterfly

as she, felt the influence of a man like Ian, and could not help

being more natural in his presence. His truth elicited what there

was of hers; the true being drew to the surface what there was of

true in the being that was not true. The longer she was in his

company, the more she was pleased with him, and the more annoyed

with her failure in pleasing him.

It is generally more or less awkward when a young man and maiden

between whom is no convergent rush of spiritual currents, find

themselves alone together. Ian was one of the last to feel such

awkwardness, but he thought his companion felt it; he did his best,

therefore, to make her forget herself and him, telling her story

after story which she could not but find the more interesting that

for the time she was quieted from self, and placed in the humbler

and healthier position of receiving the influence of another. For

one moment, as he was narrating a hair's-breadth escape he had had

from a company of Tartar soldiers by the friendliness of a young

girl, the daughter of a Siberian convict, she found herself under

the charm of a certain potency of which he was himself altogether

unconscious, but which had carried away hearts more indifferent than

hers.

In the meantime, Alister and Mercy were walking toward the New

House, and, walking, were more comfortable than those that sat

waiting. Mercy indeed had not much to say, but she was capable of

asking a question worth answering, and of understanding not a

little. Thinking of her walk with Ian on Christmas day,--

"Would you mind telling me something about your brother?" she said.

"What would you like to know about him?" asked Alister.

"Anything you care to tell me," she answered.

Now there was nothing pleased Alister better than talking about Ian;

and he talked so that Mercy could not help feeling what a brother he

must be himself; while on his part Alister was delighted with the

girl who took such an interest in Ian: for Ian's sake he began to

love Mercy. He had never yet been what is called in love--had

little opportunity indeed of falling in love. His breeding had been

that of a gentleman, and notwithstanding the sweetness and

gentleness of the maidens of his clan, there were differences which

had as yet proved sufficient to prevent the first approaches of

love, though, once entertained, they might have added to the depth

of it. At the same time it was by no means impossible for Alister to

fall in love with even an uneducated girl--so-called; neither would

he, in that case, have felt any difficulty about marrying her; but

the fatherly relation in which he stood toward his clan, had tended

rather to prevent the thing. Many a youth falls to premature

love-making, from the lack in his daily history of the womanly

element. Matrons in towns should be exhorted to make of their houses

a refuge. Too many mothers are anxious for what they count the

welfare of their own children, and care nothing for the children of

other women! But can we wonder, when they will wallow in meannesses

to save their own from poverty and health, and damn them into

comfort and decay.

Alister told Mercy how Ian and he used to spend their boyhood. He

recounted some of their adventures in hunting and herding and

fishing, and even in going to and from school, a distance of five

miles, in all weathers. Then he got upon the poetry of the people,

their legends, their ballads and their songs; and at last came to

the poetry of the country itself--the delights of following the

plough, the whispers and gleams of nature, her endless appeal

through every sense. The mere smell of the earth in a spring

morning, he said, always made him praise God.

"Everything we have," he went on, "must be shared with God. That is

the notion of the Jewish thank-offering. Ian says the greatest word

in the universe is ONE; the next greatest, ALL. They are but the two

ends of a word to us unknowable--God's name for himself."

Mercy had read Mrs. Barbauld's Hymns, and they had been something to

her; but most of the little poetry she had read was only platitude

sweetened with sound; she had never read, certainly never understood

a real poem. Who can tell what a nature may prove, after feeding on

good food for a while? The queen bee is only a better fed working

bee. Who can tell what it may prove when it has been ploughed with

the plough of suffering, when the rains of sorrow, the frosts of

pain, and the winds of poverty have moistened and swelled and dried

its fallow clods?

Mercy had not such a sweet temper as her sister, but she was not so

selfish. She was readier to take offence, perhaps just because she

was less self-satisfied. Before long they might change places. A

little dew from the eternal fountain was falling upon them.

Christina was beginning to be aware that a certain man, neither rich

nor distinguished nor ambitious, had yet a real charm for her. Not

that for a moment she would think seriously of such a man! That

would be simply idiotic! But it would be very nice to have a little

innocent flirtation with him, or perhaps a "Platonic friendship!

"--her phrase, not mine. What could she have to do with Plato, who,

when she said I, was aware only of a neat bundle of foolish desires,

not the God at her heart!

Mercy, on the other hand, was being drawn to the big, strong,

childlike heart of the chief. There is always, notwithstanding the

gulf of unlikeness between them, an appeal from the childish to the

childlike. The childish is but the shadow of the childlike, and

shadows are little like the things from which they fall. But to what

save the heavenly shall the earthly appeal in its sore need, its

widowhood, its orphanage? with what shall the childish take refuge

but the childlike? to what shall ignorance cry but wisdom? Mercy

felt no restraint with the chief as with Ian. His great, deep, yet

refined and musical laugh, set her at ease. Ian's smile, with its

shimmering eternity, was no more than the moon on a rain-pool to

Mercy. The moral health of the chief made an atmosphere of conscious

safety around her. By the side of no other man had she ever felt so.

With him she was at home, therefore happy. She was already growing

under his genial influence. Every being has such influence who is

not selfish.

When Christina was re-shod, and they were leaving the cottage, Ian,

happening to look behind him, spied the black cat perched on the

edge of the chimney in the smoke.

"Look at her," he said, "pretending innocence, when she has been

watching you all the time!"

Alister took up a stone.

"Don't hurt her," said Ian, and he dropped it.

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