I love you always, my pet!

Gertrude.

[_Softly and with emotion_.] But you usually call me "little one," and

to-day nothing but "darling."

Brauer.

Now, then, Pastor, we are ready for the toast! Take up your glass, and

fire away!

Pastor.

I am afraid it will be hardly as wicked and heathenish as you seem to

expect.

Brauer.

Come, come, Pastor, don't keep us waiting!

Pastor.

Well, what shall I say? I am not going to preach you a sermon!

Brauer.

No, no, Pastor; we are content to wait for that till Sunday.

Pastor.

Well, then, you see, on a beautiful and dreamy night like this--may I

say dreamy?

Brauer.

You may, Pastor, you may!

Pastor.

For we all dream at times, more or less, both young and old!

Brauer.

Ah, yes! that is a failing we all have!!!

Pastor.

On such a dreamy night, different emotions are aroused within us. We

seem to be able to look into the future, and imagine ourselves able to

fathom all mystery and heal all wounds. The common becomes elevated,

our wishes become fate; and now we ask ourselves: What is it that

causes all this within us--all these desires and wishes? It is _love_,

brotherly love, that has been planted in our souls, that fills our

lives; and, it is life itself. Am I not right? And now, with one bound,

I will come to the point. In the revelation you will find: "God is

love." Yes, God is love; and that is the most beautiful trait of our

religion--that the best, the most beautiful within us, has been granted

us by _Him_ above. Then how could I, this very evening, so overcome

with feeling for my fellow-man--how could I pass _Him_ by? Therefore,

Mr. Brauer, no matter, whether pastor or layman, I must confess my

inability to grant your wish, and decline to give you a genuine pagan

toast----

Brauer.

[_Grasps his hand_.] That was well spoken, Pastor! Pardon me, I was

only jesting!

George.

No, no, dear uncle, not altogether. There I must defend you against

yourself. A devout and pious man like yourself, t'was not entire

wantonness, your desire to hear something other than religious, and

since the Pastor has so eloquently withdrawn, I will give you a toast.

For, you see, my dear Pastor, something of the old pagan, a spark of

heathenism, is still glowing somewhere within us all. It has outlived

century after century, from the time of the old Teutons. Once every

year that spark is fanned into flame--it flames up high, and then it is

called "The Fires of St. John." Once every year we have "free night."

Then the witches ride upon their brooms--the same brooms with which

their witchcraft was once driven out of them--with scornful laughter

the wild hordes sweep across the tree-tops, up, up, high upon the

Blocksberg! Then it is, when in our hearts awake those wild desires

which our fates could not fulfill--and, understand me well, dared not

fulfill--then, no matter what may be the name of the law that governs

the world on that day, in order that that one single wish may become a

reality, by whose grace we prolong our miserable existence, thousand

others must miserably perish. Part because they were never attainable;

but the others, yes, the others, because we allowed them to escape us

like wild birds, which, though already in our hands, but too listless

to profit by opportunity, we failed to grasp at the right moment. But

no matter. Once every year we have "free night." And yonder tongues of

fire shooting up towards the heavens--do you know what they are? They

are the spirits of our dead and perished wishes! That is the red

plumage of our birds of paradise we might have petted and nursed

through our entire lives, but have escaped us! That is the old chaos,

the heathenism within us; and though we be happy in sunshine and

according to law, to-night is St. John's night. To its ancient pagan

fires I empty this glass. To-night they shall burn and flame up

high--high--and again high! Will no one drink to my toast?

[_Pause_.]

Marie.

[_Trembling_.] I will!

[_They look into each other's eyes and clink glasses_.]

Gertrude.

[_Hesitatingly_.] I, too, George!

George.

[_Stroking her hair sadly, patronizing_.] Yes, yes; you, too.

Brauer.

[_Suddenly bursting out_.] You--you idiots! What do you know about it,

anyway? I--I didn't understand it myself, but I have a presentiment

there is something sinful about it all!

Pastor.

My dear Mr. von Harten, above all your heathenism watches our good old

God, our Father, and therefore I fearlessly drink to your toast.

Brauer.

Well, well, I'll not be the only exception. [_Drinks also. A glow much

nearer, behind the trees. Louder yelling and laughter_.] Well, what is

it now?

Paul.

They are dangerously near the sheds now.

Brauer.

Didn't I tell you to take the proper precautions?

Paul.

I did. They had only three tar-barrels early this evening. Where they

got the fourth from, I don't know.

Brauer.

I'll wager they found the barrel of axle-grease! Why didn't you lock it

up?

Paul.

You know yourself, on this day no lock or key is of any avail.

Brauer.

Don't talk nonsense, but see what's to be done. I will be there myself,

presently. Be quick! [Paul _exits_.] I can't depend on anybody these

days! Where is my hat? [Marie _gets it_.]

Gertrude.

Can't we go, too, papa?

Brauer.

Will you come, wife?

Mrs. Brauer.

Yes, gladly, but stop scolding. There isn't a breath of air stirring,

and therefore no danger.

Brauer.

Come along, Pastor!

[_Exit_ Brauer, George, Gertrude _and_ Mrs. Brauer.]

Pastor.

Won't you accompany us, Miss Marie?

Marie.

No, thank you, Pastor!

Pastor.

Then may I remain with you for a while?

Several Voices.

[_Outside, calling_.] Pastor, Pastor!

Pastor.

[_Speaks through door_.] I will be with you in a moment! [_To_ Marie.]

Well, may I!

Marie.

Why, certainly, if it gives you pleasure!

Pastor.

Pleasure is hardly the proper word. I wanted to thank you for insisting

upon my writing the bridal-poem. It has been a work of pleasure, I

assure you. Do you like it?

Marie.

It is very nice. Pastor!

Pastor.

Have you memorized it already?

Marie.

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