"Thar's two things it don't pay to worry 'bout,--those ye
can help 'n' and those ye can't."--Old Cy Walker.
When Old Cy and Ray once more made their way up the Beaver Brook valley,
it was with the feeling that this lone and sinister trapper might be
met at any moment. They dared not leave their canoe where it might be
easily found, but adopting Indian tactics, Old Cy cunningly hid it in a
rank growth of swamp grass, and oft doubling on their own tracks and
wading the shallow stream, left only a confusing trail.
When the deadfalls had been visited and they began gum-gathering again,
they watched constantly for an enemy.
A dense forest of tall spruces is at best a weird and ill-omened spot.
Its vastness appalls, its shadows seem spectral, and every natural object
becomes grotesque and distorted. An overturned stump with bleaching
roots appears like a hideous devilfish with arms ready to entwine and
crush. A twisted tree trunk, prone, rotting, and coated with moss, looks
like a huge green serpent, and even a knot in the side of a big spruce
will resemble a grinning gnome. Even the sunlight flitting through the
dense canopy plays fantastic tricks, and every breath of wind becomes
the moan of troubled spirits.
Something of this weird impress now assailed Old Cy and more especially
Ray, and after two days of unpleasant work in this part of the
wilderness, they gave it up.
"I don't like feelin' I'm bein' watched," Old Cy observed when
they once more started for home, "an' to-morrer I guess we'd best
go 'nother way. Thar's a good spruce growth over beyond the hog-back,
'n' I'd feel safer leavin' the canoe whar Amzi kin keep an eye on't.
We kin come up now once a week 'n' tend the deadfalls 'n' not leave
the canoe more'n an hour."
Little did Old Cy realize how groundless his fears now were, or that
fathoms deep, in a cold, mountain-hid lake, the thieving McGuire and
the implacable half-breed were now locked in the clasp of death.
A change of location, however, banished somewhat of this spectral
presence, and although Old Cy was ever alert and watchful, he showed
no sign of it.
Ray, more volatile and with implicit faith in his protector, soon
returned to normal condition of mind and once more entered into the
spirit of their work and sport with a keen zest.
The traps gave increased returns, the little bin where they stored their
gum was filling slowly but surely, and their life at this wildwood home
became enjoyable.
Neither was it all labor, for the ducks now migrating southward were
alighting in the lake by thousands, a few hours' shooting at them from
ambush made glorious sport, and what with all the partridges they had
secured and these additions, their ice-house was soon unable to hold
another bird.
But the halcyon days of autumn were fast passing and signs of nearing
winter were now visible. Ice began to form in little coves, the ducks
ceased coming, soon the last of them had departed, the leaves of all
hardwood trees were now joining in a hurry-scurry dance with every
passing breeze, the days were of a suggestive shortness, and soon the
grim and merciless snow--the White Spirit of Old Tomah--would be sweeping
over the wilderness.
And then one night the Frost King silently touched that rippled lake
with his wand and the next morning Old Cy and Ray looked out upon its
motionless expanse of black ice. The sky was also leaden, an ominous
stillness brooded over forest, lake, and mountain, and midway of that
day, the first snowfall came.
Old Cy and Ray were a mile away from the cabin, busy at gum-gathering,
when the first flakes sifted down through the canopied spruce tops. Soon
the carpet of needles began to whiten, and by mid-afternoon they had to
abandon work and return.
"I guess we come pretty clus to bein' prisoners now," Old Cy
ejaculated when he shook himself free from the white coating on the
cabin porch, "but we've got to make the best on't. We'll git warm
fust 'n' then go 'n' fetch our canoe up 'n' stow it in the
shed. We ain't like to want it ag'in 'fore spring. One thing is
sartin," he added, when the fire began to blaze in the open fireplace,
"we are sure o' keepin' warm 'n' 'nuff to eat this winter, 'n'
that's all we really need in life, anyway. The rest on't is mostly
imagination."
But in spite of his serene philosophy, Old Cy had dreaded the coming
of winter more than Ray could guess, and all on account of that lad. He
himself knew what a winter meant in this wilderness cabin, while Ray did
not. Separated as they were from civilization by a full hundred miles,
and from Tim's place by forty, they were, as he stated, practically
prisoners for the next five months.
To escape on snow-shoes was possible, of course, if the need arose, and
yet it would be a pretty serious venture, after all.
They were in no particular danger, however. With plenty of food and
fuel, they need not suffer. If the cabin burned, they could erect another
shelter or use the old one. Something of diversion could be obtained
from ice-fishing or gum-gathering on warm days; but not enough, as Old
Cy feared, to keep Ray content and free from the megrims.
None of these fears escaped Old Cy, however. He was too wise for that;
and moreover, in order to inspire Ray, he now began to affect an almost
boyish interest in the snow coming and its enjoyments.
"We can't do much more trappin'," he said that first winter evening
beside the fire while the snow beat against the windows, "but we kin
hev some fun keepin' warm an' cookin', 'n' when the snow hardens a
bit we kin go fer gum again, or set tip-ups. We've got more'n a million
shiners in the cage up the brook, 'n' 'fore it gits too cold, we'll
ketch a lot o' trout."
It was this faculty for adaptation to the situation, this making the
best of all circumstances and seizing all opportunities for pleasure
or profit, that was Old Cy's woodwise characteristic. No matter if
it stormed, he knew that the sun shone behind the clouds. No matter
if they were utterly isolated in this wilderness, he still saw ways
of enjoyment, and even when snowbound, or shut in by zero weather, he
would still find interest in cooking, keeping warm, or getting ready
to fish, or in gathering gum, when the chance came.
But winter had now come upon them with a sudden swoop. The next day snow
fell incessantly, and when the sun shone again, a two-foot level of it
hid the lake.
Then, as if to test Ray's spirits, the temperature kept well below
freezing for the next week, the wind blew continuously, sweeping the
snow into drifts, and all the three could do, as Old Cy said, was to
"cook vittles and keep warm."
And now for the first time, Ray began to show homesickness. From the day
Chip had left, not once had he mentioned her or his aunt or uncle in any
way. He had kept step, as it were, with Old Cy in all things adventurous
as well as labor and sport.
The possible, even certain gain in the money value of the furs and gum
which they had secured, coupled with their adventurous life, had occupied
his every thought; but now that he could only help Old Cy indoors, he
began to mope.
"I wonder what they are doing now down in Greenvale," he said one
evening after they had gathered about the fire. "I wish we could hear
from 'em."
It was the first sign of homesickness which Old Cy had so long dreaded
to see in him.
"Oh, they ain't havin' half the fun we are," Old Cy answered
cheerfully. "Jest now I callate Chip's studyin' 'longside o' Aunt
Comfort's fire; mebbe Angie 'n' Martin's over to Dr. Sol's,
swappin' yarns. To-morrer Chip'll go ter school, ez usual, 'n' when
Sunday comes they'll all dress up 'n' go ter meetin'. One thing
is sartin, they ain't takin' any more comfort'n we are, or gittin'
better things to eat. If the weather warms up, ez I callate it will in a
day or two, we'll pull some trout out o' the lake that 'ud make
all Greenvale stare. They allus bite sharp arter a cold spell. Ez fer
Chip," he continued, eying Ray's sober face, "she ain't goin'
to fergit ye, never fear, an' when I take ye out o' the woods in the
spring 'n' start ye fer Greenvale with five hundred dollars in yer
inside pocket, ez I callate, ye'll feel's though ye owned the hull
town when ye git thar, an' Chip'll feel ez tho' she owned ye."
"I wish I could hear how they are once in a while," Ray rejoined.
"They may be sick."
That "they" meant Chip was self-evident.
Once a mood comes upon a person, it is hard to change it, and of all
the moods that torture poor human beings, the love mood is the most
implacable. While the zest of trapping was upon Ray, he was himself and a
cheerful enough lad. There had also been the spice of danger from this
unknown, thieving trapper; but when both had vanished, and all that was
left for excitement was the monotony of indoor life, with occasional
half-days when fishing through the ice was permissible, his spirits
fell to low tide.
Old Cy had feared this from the outset, but believing that the
experience here was the best possible for the boy, to say nothing of the
financial side, he had brought it about. And now he had his hands full.
But he was equal to it. Next to sport, work, he knew, was the best
panacea for any mental disorder, and work a-plenty he now found for
Ray. First, it had been the making of tip-ups for use on the lake, then
snow-shoes for both of them, and then cutting and splitting more wood.
They had an ample supply already, piled high in a lean-to alongside the
big cabin, but Old Cy asserted that it was not enough, and so more was
added.
The paths, one to the lake to obtain water and one to the ice-house, were
allotted to Ray to keep open.
A few days were consumed in filling the ice-house once more, and when
a warm day came, Old Cy led the way to the sheltered side of the lake,
as enthusiastic as a boy, to begin cutting holes and setting lines for
fishing.
This especially interested Ray, and one good day with a fine catch of
trout would revive his spirits for some time.
Each and every evening, also, when the social side came, Old Cy, always a
prolific story-teller, would engage in his favorite pastime for a purpose.
And what a marvellous fund he had to draw from! All the years when he,
a sailor boy, had sailed afar, all the strange countries and people he
had visited, and all the mishaps he had met were now levied upon.
When these failed--and it was not soon--his wilderness wanderings before
he settled down at Greenvale furnished tales, and when facts became
scarce, his fancies came into play, and many a thrilling shipwreck and
hair-breadth escape that never happened, held Ray's attention for a
long evening.
The banjo also helped out for many an hour. The old hermit with his
jews'-harp joined in, and although Ray's fingers were prone to stray
to "solemn" tunes, Old Cy persisted in his calls for livelier songs,
even to the extent of adding his voice; and so the first few weeks of
winter wore away.
When Christmas neared, however, Ray had a "spell." It had been a
calendar day in his memory, and he had been one of the crowd of young
folks who made merry in the usual ways; but now no cheer was possible,
he believed, and once more he began to look glum.
It may seem rank foolishness and doubtless was, yet Ray, like all
humanity, must be measured by his years and judged by his surroundings.
In Greenvale he had been one of fifty schoolmates whose lives and moods
were akin, and whose enjoyments must be much the same. Here he was, in a
way, utterly alone so far as age means companionship, and worse than
that, one of his two companions was morose and misanthropic. True, he
twanged his jews'-harp in tune with Ray's plantation melodies, but
when that bond of feeling ceased, he lapsed into chill silence once more.
But Old Cy, wise philosopher that he was, saw and felt every mood and
tense that came to Ray, and, seeing thus, forestalled each and every one.
"Christmas is 'most here," he said to Ray, a few days before, "an'
I've been figgerin' we three ought to celebrate it 'cordin' to
the best o' our means. We can't do much in the way o' gifts, but we
kin bust ourselves with vittles 'n' have some fun, just the same.
I've kinder mapped out the day sorter this way, if it's pleasant.
Fust, we'll hev an arly breakfast, then pack a lot o' things on the
hand-sled, go 'cross the lake 'n' round to the cove facin' the south.
Here we'll cut a few holes, set some lines, 'n' while you're tendin'
'em, Amzi 'n' me'll clear a spot under the bank, build a bough
lean-to facin' the sun, spread blankets in it, 'n' when noon comes,
cook a meal fit fer the gods. We kin hev briled venison, fried trout
jist out o' the water, boiled taters, hot coffee, 'n' an appetite
that'll make ye lick yer fingers 'n' holler fer more. If only the
sun shines, we kin hev a heap o' fun."
It was all a boyish diversion as planned by Old Cy, and the sole object
was to tide Ray over a day that might add to his homesickness. The
weather favored this kindly interest.
Christmas morn opened warm, and but for the deep snow it might have
been an October day. Old Cy's romantic plan also materialized to the
fullest, and when his green bough shed, with carpet of the same, was
completed, the fire in front blazing cheerfully and dinner cooking, it
was all a picture well worth a study.
Then as if to prove that good luck trots in double harness, about this
time the trout began to bite, and the line of tip-ups across the cove
were flagging exciting signals that kept Ray and the old hermit on the
jump. Even when their picturesque Christmas dinner was spread upon an
improvised table in front of the bough shelter, Ray could hardly leave
the sport to eat, and Old Cy had to interfere.
"We ain't ketchin' fish to sell," he said to Ray, "but jist fer fun.
You've got more'n we kin eat in two weeks, so give 'em a rest."
When dinner was over there came a lazy lounging hour on the fir boughs in
the warm sun, while Old Cy smoked his pipe of content.
Ray, however, could not resist the signal flags any longer, and as soon
as the meal was eaten he was out tending them again.
When the sun was halfway down, again the happy trio broke camp and
returned to the cabin, carrying fish enough to feed a multitude. That
evening Old Cy told stories as usual, Ray picked his banjo and sang
lively songs, and so ended Christmas in the wilderness.
Our lives are but a succession of moods, varying ever as our surroundings
change; and so it was with Ray, isolated as he was with two old men for
companions. With work or sport to interest him, he was cheerful and
content. But when, as now happened, another long and heavy snowfall
succeeded that mellow Christmas Day, he grew morose. It was selfish,
perhaps, and thoughtless, as youth ever is, and yet not surprising; for
when the sun shone again, they were practically buried under snow. It
took an entire day, with all three working, to shovel paths to the lake
and ice-house, and when that was done there was naught else except to
cook and keep the fire going. A few days of this bore heavily on
Ray's spirits, and he became so glum that Old Cy took him to task.
"You've got to brace up, my boy," he said one evening, "an' likewise
count yer blessin's. We are shut up fer a spell, but think how much
worse off ye might be. We've got plenty to eat 'n' keep warm with,
thar's a good three hundred pounds o' gum we got, an' it's worth over
four hundred dollars, say nothin' o' the furs, 'n' all yourn. Then,
'nother thing, ye mustn't keep broodin' over yer own lonesomeness
so much. I'll 'low ye're kind o' anxious to see the little gal
ag'in, as is nat'ral; but s'pose it was two years ye hed to look
forrard to, a-waitin', an' then on top o' that, arter waitin' so
long, ye hed to face three more, with never a chance to larn whether
she was dead or alive!"
And now Old Cy paused, and watched the low-burning fire as if living once
more in bygone days.
"It seems a long time, these months," he continued at last, glancing
at Ray, "an' so 'tis; but I had a longer spell on't once, an' it
ended the way I hope your waitin' won't. It all happened more'n forty
years ago, 'n' I've never told nobody 'bout it since.
"I was born in Bayport, that's a seaport town, an' me 'n' my only
brother took to the sea at an arly age. We had sweethearts, too, and,
curislike, they was sisters. Mine was Abbie Grey--sweet Abbie Grey they
used to call her, an' she well desarved it.
"Wal, I used to see her 'tween viages, mebbe a week or two, onct in
six or twelve months o' waitin', an' them was spells I've lived over
hundreds o' times, I kin tell ye. We 'greed to hitch up finally arter
I made one more viage, 'n' I went off, feelin' life ahead was all
apple orchards 'n' sunshine."
He paused, looked long at the dying embers once more, and then continued:
"Life is all a mix-up o' hopes 'n' disapp'intments, tho', an' the
brighter the hopes the more sartin they are to be upset. I started on
that viage feelin' heaven was waitin' fer me at shore, 'n' I seemed
to 'a' sailed right into the other place, fer our ship sprung a
leak 'n' foundered. We took to the boats, ez I told ye onct. Most
o' my crew died afore I was picked up, 'n' then the whaler that
took me aboard was bound on a four years' viage. That was bad enough,
but worse was possible, fer she fetched up on a coral island one
night toward the last on't, and 'twas plumb six years 'fore I heard
from home 'n' Abbie. Things had happened thar in that time, too, an' I
was told my brother had been given up ez lost, 'n' Abbie, believin'
we both was dead, had married 'nother man. I was so upsot I never let
her know I was alive, 'n' she don't know it to-day, if she's
still livin', which I hope she is."
For a long time now Old Cy remained silent, his head bowed, his eyes
closed, as that long-ago page of memories returned, while Ray watched him.
"Life is a curis puzzle," he added at last, "an' we all live in
to-morrers. Fust we are like boys chasin' Jack-lanterns, rushin' on all
the time, 'spectin' most o' the trouble is past 'n' the future
is all rosy. We don't figger much on to-day, but callate next week, next
month, next year, is goin' to be more sunshiny, till we get old 'n'
gray 'n' grumpy, 'n' nobody wants us 'round."
Once more he ceased speaking, and once more his eyes closed. Five, ten,
twenty minutes passed while Ray watched Old Age in repose and the fire
quite died away.
"It's gittin' chilly," Old Cy said at last, suddenly rousing himself
from his dream of the long ago and sweet Abbie Grey, "an' we'd best
turn in."