He paused. "Now it will be different perhaps...."

For nearly four weeks indeed they were occupied very closely, and crept

into their bunks at night as tired as wholesome animals who drop to

sleep. At any time the weather might break; already there had been two

overcast days and a frowning conference of clouds in the north. When at

last storms began they knew there would be nothing for it but to keep in

the hut until the world froze up.

There was much to do to the hut. The absence of anything but stunted and

impoverished timber and the limitation of time, had forbidden a log hut,

and their home was really only a double framework, rammed tight between

inner and outer frame with a mixture of earth and boughs and twigs of

willow, pine and balsam. The floor was hammered earth carpeted with

balsam twigs and a caribou skin. Outside and within wall and roof were

faced with coarse canvas--that was Trafford's idea--and their bunks

occupied two sides of the hut. Heating was done by the sheet-iron stove

they had brought with them, and the smoke was carried out to the roof by

a thin sheet-iron pipe which had come up outside a roll of canvas. They

had made the roof with about the pitch of a Swiss chalet, and it was

covered with nailed waterproof canvas, held down by a large number of

big lumps of stone. Much of the canvassing still remained to do when the

men went down, and then the Traffords used every scrap of packing-paper

and newspaper that had come up with them and was not needed for lining

the bunks in covering any crack or join in the canvas wall.

Two decadent luxuries, a rubber bath and two rubber hot-water bottles,

hung behind the door. They were almost the only luxuries. Kettles and

pans and some provisions stood on a shelf over the stove; there was also

a sort of recess cupboard in the opposite corner, reserve clothes were

in canvas trunks under the bunks, they kept their immediate supply of

wood under the eaves just outside the door, and there was a big can of

water between stove and door. When the winter came they would have to

bring in ice from the stream.

This was their home. The tent that had sheltered Marjorie on the way up

was erected close to this hut to serve as a rude scullery and outhouse,

and they also made a long, roughly thatched roof with a canvas cover,

supported on stakes, to shelter the rest of the stores. The stuff in

tins and cases and jars they left on the ground under this; the

rest--the flour, candles, bacon, dried caribou beef, and so forth, they

hung, as they hoped, out of the reach of any prowling beast. And finally

and most important was the wood pile. This they accumulated to the

north and east of the hut, and all day long with a sort of ant-like

perseverance Trafford added to it from the thickets below. Once or

twice, however, tempted by the appearance of birds, he went shooting,

and one day he got five geese that they spent a day upon, plucking,

cleaning, boiling and putting up in all their store of empty cans,

letting the fat float and solidify on the top to preserve this addition

to their provision until the advent of the frost rendered all other

preservatives unnecessary. They also tried to catch trout down in the

river below, but though they saw many fish the catch was less than a

dozen.

It was a discovery to both of them to find how companionable these

occupations were, how much more side by side they could be amateurishly

cleaning out a goose and disputing about its cooking, than they had ever

contrived to be in Sussex Square.

"These things are so infernally interesting," said Trafford, surveying

the row of miscellaneous cans upon the stove he had packed with

disarticulated goose. "But we didn't come here to picnic. All this is

eating us up. I have a memory of some immense tragic purpose----"

"That tin's _boiling!_" screamed Marjorie sharply.

He resumed his thread after an active interlude.

"We'll keep the wolf from the door," he said.

"Don't talk of wolves!" said Marjorie.

"It is only when men have driven away the wolf from the door--oh!

altogether away, that they find despair in the sky? I wonder----"

"What?" asked Marjorie in his pause.

"I wonder if there is nothing really in life but this, the food hunt and

the love hunt. Is life just all hunger and need, and are we left with

nothing--nothing at all--when these things are done?... We're

infernally uncomfortable here."

"Oh, nonsense!" cried Marjorie.

"Think of your carpets at home! Think of the great, warm, beautiful

house that wasn't big enough!--And yet here, we're happy."

"We _are_ happy," said Marjorie, struck by the thought. "Only----"

"Yes."

"I'm afraid. And I long for the children. And the wind _nips_."

"It may be those are good things for us. No! This is just a lark as yet,

Marjorie. It's still fresh and full of distractions. The discomforts are

amusing. Presently we'll get used to it. Then we'll talk out--what we

have to talk out.... I say, wouldn't it keep and improve this goose of

ours if we put in a little brandy?"

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