Sec. 16

So soon as Trafford could spare an afternoon amidst his crowded

engagements he went to talk to Solomonson, who was now back in London.

"Solomonson," he said, "you were talking about rubber at Vevey."

"I remember," said Solomonson with a note of welcome.

"I've thought it over."

"I _thought_ you would."

"I've thought things over. I'm going to give up my professorship--and

science generally, and come into business--if that is what you are

meaning."

Solomonson turned his paper-weight round very carefully before replying.

Then he said: "You mustn't give up your professorship yet, Trafford. For

the rest--I'm glad."

He reflected, and then his bright eyes glanced up at Trafford. "I knew,"

he said, "you would."

"I didn't," said Trafford. "Things have happened since."

"Something was bound to happen. You're too good--for what it gave you. I

didn't talk to you out there for nothing. I saw things.... Let's go

into the other room, and smoke and talk it over." He stood up as he

spoke.

"I thought you would," he repeated, leading the way. "I knew you would.

You see,--one _has_ to. You can't get out of it."

"It was all very well before you were married," said Solomonson,

stopping short to say it, "but when a man's married he's got to think.

He can't go on devoting himself to his art and his science and all

that--not if he's married anything worth having. No. Oh, I understand.

He's got to look about him, and forget the distant prospect for a bit. I

saw you'd come to it. _I_ came to it. Had to. I had ambitions--just as

you have. I've always had an inclination to do a bit of research on my

own. I _like_ it, you know. Oh! I could have done things. I'm sure I

could have done things. I'm not a born money-maker. But----." He became

very close and confidential. "It's----_them_. You said good-bye to

science for a bit when you flopped me down on that old croquet-lawn,

Trafford." He went off to reminiscences. "Lord, how we went over! No

more aviation for me, Trafford!"

He arranged chairs, and produced cigars. "After all--this of

course--it's interesting. Once you get into the movement of it, it takes

hold of you. It's a game."

"I've thought over all you said," Trafford began, using premeditated

phrases. "Bluntly--I want three thousand a year, and I don't make eight

hundred. It's come home to me. I'm going to have another child."

Solomonson gesticulated a congratulation.

"All the same, I hate dropping research. It's stuff I'm made to do.

About that, Solomonson, I'm almost superstitious. I could say I had a

call.... It's the maddest state of affairs! Now that I'm doing

absolutely my best work for mankind, work I firmly believe no one else

can do, I just manage to get six hundred--nearly two hundred of my eight

hundred is my own. What does the world think I could do better--that

would be worth four times as much."

"The world doesn't think anything at all about it," said Solomonson.

"Suppose it did!"

The thought struck Sir Rupert. He knitted his brows and looked hard

obliquely at the smoke of his cigar. "Oh, it won't," he said, rejecting

a disagreeable idea. "There isn't any world--not in that sense. That's

the mistake you make, Trafford."

"It's not what your work is worth," he explained. "It's what your

advantages can get for you. People are always going about

supposing--just what you suppose--that people ought to get paid in

proportion to the good they do. It's forgetting what the world is, to do

that. Very likely some day civilization will get to that, but it hasn't

got to it yet. It isn't going to get to it for hundreds and hundreds of

years."

His manner became confidential. "Civilization's just a fight,

Trafford--just as savagery is a fight, and being a wild beast is a

fight,--only you have paddeder gloves on and there's more rules. We

aren't out for everybody, we're out for ourselves--and a few friends

perhaps--within limits. It's no good hurrying ahead and pretending

civilization's something else, when it isn't. That's where all these

socialists and people come a howler. Oh, _I_ know the Socialists. I see

'em at my wife's At Homes. They come along with the literary people and

the artists' wives and the actors and actresses, and none of them take

much account of me because I'm just a business man and rather dark and

short, and so I get a chance of looking at them from the side that isn't

on show while the other's turned to the women, and they're just as

fighting as the rest of us, only they humbug more and they don't seem to

me to have a decent respect for any of the common rules. And that's

about what it all comes to, Trafford."

Sir Rupert paused, and Trafford was about to speak when the former

resumed again, his voice very earnest, his eyes shining with purpose. He

liked Trafford, and he was doing his utmost to make a convincing

confession of the faith that was in him. "It's when it comes to the

women," said Sir Rupert, "that one finds it out. That's where _you've_

found it out. You say, I'm going to devote my life to the service of

Humanity in general. You'll find Humanity in particular, in the shape of

all the fine, beautiful, delightful and desirable women you come across,

preferring a narrower turn of devotion. See? That's all. _Caeteris

paribus_, of course. That's what I found out, and that's what you've

found out, and that's what everybody with any sense in his head finds

out, and there you are."

"You put it--graphically," said Trafford.

"I feel it graphically. I may be all sorts of things, but I do know a

fact when I see it. I'm here with a few things I want and a woman or so

I have and want to keep, and the kids upstairs, bless 'em! and I'm in

league with all the others who want the same sort of things. Against any

one or anything that upsets us. We stand by the law and each other, and

that's what it all amounts to. That's as far as my patch of Humanity

goes. Humanity at large! Humanity be blowed! _Look_ at it! It isn't that

I'm hostile to Humanity, mind you, but that I'm not disposed to go

under as I should do if I didn't say that. So I say it. And that's about

all it is, and there you are."

He regarded Trafford over his cigar, drawing fiercely at it for some

moments. Then seeing Trafford on the point of speaking, he snatched it

from his lips, demanded silence by waving it at his hearer, and went on.

"I say all this in order to dispose of any idea that you can keep up the

open-minded tell-everybody-every-thing scientific attitude if you come

into business. You can't. Put business in two words and what is it?

Keeping something from somebody else, and making him pay for it--"

"Oh, look here!" protested Trafford. "That's not the whole of business."

"There's making him want it, of course, advertisement and all that, but

that falls under making him pay for it, really."

"But a business man organizes public services, consolidates,

economizes."

Sir Rupert made his mouth look very wide by sucking in the corners.

"Incidentally," he said, and added after a judicious pause:

"Sometimes ... I thought we were talking of making money."

"Go on," said Trafford.

"You set me thinking," said Solomonson. "It's the thing I always like

about you. I tell you, Trafford, I don't believe that the majority of

people who make money help civilization forward any more than the smoke

that comes out of the engine helps the train forward. If you put it to

me, I don't. I've got no illusions of that sort. They're about as much

help as--fat. They accumulate because things happen to be arranged so."

"Things will be arranged better some day."

"They aren't arranged better now. Grip that! _Now_, it's a sort of

paradox. If you've got big gifts and you choose to help forward the

world, if you choose to tell all you know and give away everything you

can do in the way of work, you've got to give up the ideas of wealth and

security, and that means fine women and children. You've got to be a

_deprived_ sort of man. 'All right,' you say, 'That's me!' But how about

your wife being a deprived sort of woman? Eh? That's where it gets you!

And meanwhile, you know, while _you_ make your sacrifices and do your

researches, there'll be little mean sharp active beasts making money all

over you like maggots on a cheese. And if everybody who'd got gifts and

altruistic ideas gave themselves up to it, then evidently only the mean

and greedy lot would breed and have the glory. They'd get everything.

Every blessed thing. There wouldn't be an option they didn't hold. And

the other chaps would produce the art and the science and the

literature, as far as the men who'd got hold of things would let 'em,

and perish out of the earth altogether.... There you are! Still, that's

how things are made...."

"But it isn't worth it. It isn't worth extinguishing oneself in order to

make a world for those others, anyhow. Them and their children. Is it?

Eh? It's like building a temple for flies to buzz in.... There is such a

thing as a personal side to Eugenics, you know."

Solomonson reflected over the end of his cigar. "It isn't good enough,"

he concluded.

"You're infernally right," said Trafford.

"Very well," said Solomonson, "and now we can get to business."

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