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And then our two young people went out to their first dinner-parties

together. They began with Trafford's rich friend Solomonson, who had

played so large and so passive a part in their first meeting. He had

behaved with a sort of magnanimous triumph over the marriage. He made it

almost his personal affair, as though he had brought it about. "I knew

there was a girl in it," he insisted, "and you told me there wasn't.

O-a-ah! And you kept me in that smell of disinfectant and things--what a

chap that doctor was for spilling stuff!--for six blessed days!..."

Marjorie achieved a dress at once simple and good with great facility by

not asking the price until it was all over. (There is no half-success

with dinner-dresses, either the thing is a success and inestimable, or

not worth having at any price at all.) It was blue with a thread of

gold, and she had a necklace of blueish moonstones, gold-set, and her

hair ceased to be copper and became golden, and her eyes unfathomable

blue. She was radiant with health and happiness, no one else there had

her clear freshness, and her manner was as restrained and dignified and

ready as a proud young wife's can be. Everyone seemed to like her and

respect her and be interested in her, and Trafford kissed her flushed

cheek in the hansom as they came home again and crowned her happiness.

It had been quite a large party, and really much more splendid and

brilliant than anything she had ever seen before. There had been one old

gentleman with a coloured button and another with a ribbon; there had

been a countess with historical pearls, and half-a-dozen other people

one might fairly call distinguished. The house was tremendous in its

way, spacious, rich, glowing with lights, abounding in vistas and fine

remote backgrounds. In the midst of it all she had a sudden thrill at

the memory that less than a year ago she had been ignominiously

dismissed from the dinner-table by her father for a hiccup....

A few days after Aunt Plessington suddenly asked the Traffords to one of

her less important but still interesting gatherings; not one of those

that swayed the world perhaps, but one which Marjorie was given to

understand achieved important subordinate wagging. Aunt Plessington had

not called, she explained in her note, because of the urgent demands the

Movement made upon her time; it was her wonderful hard-breathing way

never to call on anyone, and it added tremendously to her reputation;

none the less it appeared--though here the scrawl became illegible--she

meant to shove and steer her dear niece upward at a tremendous pace.

They were even asked to come a little early so that she might make

Trafford's acquaintance.

The dress was duly admired, and then Aunt Plessington--assuming the

hearthrug and forgetting the little matter of their career--explained

quite Napoleonic and wonderful things she was going to do with her

Movement, fresh principles, fresh applications, a big committee of all

the "names"--they were easy to get if you didn't bother them to do

things--a new and more attractive title, "Payment in Kind" was to give

way to "Reality of Reward," and she herself was going to have her hair

bleached bright white (which would set off her eyes and colour and the

general geniality of appearance due to her projecting teeth), and so

greatly increase her "platform efficiency." Hubert, she said, was

toiling away hard at the detail of these new endeavours. He would be

down in a few minutes' time. Marjorie, she said, ought to speak at their

meetings. It would help both the Traffords to get on if Marjorie cut a

dash at the outset, and there was no such dash to be cut as speaking at

Aunt Plessington's meetings. It was catching on; all next season it was

sure to be the thing. So many promising girls allowed themselves to be

submerged altogether in marriage for a time, and when they emerged

everyone had forgotten the promise of their debut. She had an air of

rescuing Marjorie from an impending fate by disabusing Trafford from

injurious prepossessions....

Presently the guests began to drop in, a vegetarian health specialist, a

rising young woman factory inspector, a phrenologist who was being

induced to put great talents to better uses under Aunt Plessington's

influence, his dumb, obscure, but inevitable wife, a colonial bishop, a

baroness with a taste rather than a capacity for intellectual society, a

wealthy jam and pickle manufacturer and his wife, who had subscribed

largely to the funds of the Movement and wanted to meet the lady of

title, and the editor of the Movement's organ, _Upward and On_, a young

gentleman of abundant hair and cadaverous silences, whom Aunt

Plessington patted on the shoulder and spoke of as "one of our

discoveries." And then Uncle Hubert came down, looking ruffled and

overworked, with his ready-made dress-tie--he was one of those men who

can never master the art of tying a bow--very much askew. The

conversation turned chiefly on the Movement; if it strayed Aunt

Plessington reached out her voice after it and brought it back in a

masterful manner.

Through soup and fish Marjorie occupied herself with the inflexible

rigour of the young editor, who had brought her down. When she could

give her attention to the general conversation she discovered her

husband a little flushed and tackling her aunt with an expression of

quiet determination. The phrenologist and the vegetarian health

specialist were regarding him with amazement, the jam and pickle

manufacturer's wife was evidently deeply shocked. He was refusing to

believe in the value of the Movement, and Aunt Plessington was

manifestly losing her temper.

"I don't see, Mrs. Plessington," he was saying, "that all this amounts

to more than a kind of Glorious District Visiting. That is how I see it.

You want to attack people in their homes--before they cry out to you.

You want to compel them by this Payment in Kind of yours to do what you

want them to do instead of trying to make them want to do it. Now, I

think your business is to make them want to do it. You may perhaps

increase the amount of milk in babies, and the amount of whitewash in

cottages and slums by your methods--I don't dispute the promise of your

statistics--but you're going to do it at a cost of human self-respect

that's out of all proportion----"

Uncle Hubert's voice, with that thick utterance that always suggested a

mouthful of plums, came booming down the table. "All these arguments,"

he said, "have been answered long ago."

"No doubt," said Trafford with a faint asperity. "But tell me the

answers."

"It's ridiculous," said Aunt Plessington, "to talk of the self-respect

of the kind of people--oh! the very dregs!"

"It's just because the plant is delicate that you've got to handle it

carefully," said Trafford.

"Here's Miss Gant," said Aunt Plessington, "_she_ knows the strata we

are discussing. She'll tell you they have positively _no_

self-respect--none at all."

"_My_ people," said Miss Gant, as if in conclusive testimony, "actually

conspire with their employers to defeat me."

"I don't see the absence of self-respect in that," said Trafford.

"But all their interests----"

"I'm thinking of their pride."...

The discussion lasted to the end of dinner and made no headway. As soon

as the ladies were in the drawing-room, Aunt Plessington, a little

flushed from the conflict, turned on Marjorie and said, "I _like_ your

husband. He's wrong-headed, but he's young, and he's certainly spirited.

He _ought_ to get on if he wants to. Does he do nothing but his

researches?"

"He lectures in the spring term," said Marjorie.

"Ah!" said Aunt Plessington with a triumphant note, "you must alter all

that. You must interest him in wider things. You must bring him out of

his shell, and let him see what it is to deal with Affairs. Then he

wouldn't talk such nonsense about our Work."

Marjory was at a momentary loss for a reply, and in the instant's

respite Aunt Plessington turned to the jam and pickle lady and asked in

a bright, encouraging note: "Well! And how's the Village Club getting

on?"...

She had another lunge at Trafford as he took his leave. "You must come

again soon," she said. "I _love_ a good wrangle, and Hubert and I never

want to talk about our Movement to any one but unbelievers. You don't

know the beginnings of it yet. Only I warn you they have a way of

getting converted. I warn you."...

On this occasion there was no kissing in the cab. Trafford was

exasperated.

"Of all the intolerable women!" he said, and was silent for a time.

"The astounding part of it is," he burst out, "that this sort of thing,

this Movement and all the rest of it, does really give the quality of

English public affairs. It's like a sample--dredged. The--the

_cheapness_ of it! Raised voices, rash assertions, sham investigations,

meetings and committees and meetings, that's the stuff of it, and

politicians really have to attend to it, and silly, ineffective,

irritating bills really get drafted and messed about with and passed on

the strength of it. Public affairs are still in the Dark Ages. Nobody

now would think of getting together a scratch committee of rich old

women and miscellaneous conspicuous people to design an electric tram,

and jabbering and jabbering and jabbering, and if any one objects"--a

note of personal bitterness came into his voice--"jabbering faster; but

nobody thinks it ridiculous to attempt the organization of poor people's

affairs in that sort of way. This project of the supersession of Wages

by Payment in Kind--oh! it's childish. If it wasn't it would be

outrageous and indecent. Your uncle and aunt haven't thought for a

moment of any single one of the necessary consequences of these things

they say their confounded Movement aims at, effects upon the race, upon

public spirit, upon people's habits and motives. They've just a queer

craving to feel powerful and influential, which they think they can best

satisfy by upsetting the lives of no end of harmless poor people--the

only people they dare upset--and that's about as far as they go.... Your

aunt's detestable, Marjorie."

Marjorie had never seen him so deeply affected by anything but herself.

It seemed to her he was needlessly disturbed by a trivial matter. He

sulked for a space, and then broke out again.

"That confounded woman talks of my physical science," he said, "as if

research were an amiable weakness, like collecting postage stamps. And

it's changed human conditions more in the last ten years than all the

parliamentary wire-pullers and legislators and administrative experts

have done in two centuries. And for all that, there's more clerks in

Whitehall than professors of physics in the whole of England."...

"I suppose it's the way that sort of thing gets done," said Marjorie,

after an interval.

"That sort of thing doesn't get done," snapped Trafford. "All these

people burble about with their movements and jobs, and lectures and

stuff--and _things happen_. Like some one getting squashed to death in a

crowd. Nobody did it, but anybody in the muddle can claim to have done

it--if only they've got the cheek of your Aunt Plessington."

He seemed to have finished.

"_Done!_" he suddenly broke out again. "Why! people like your Aunt

Plessington don't even know where the handle is. If they ventured to

look for it, they'd give the whole show away! Done, indeed!"

"Here we are!" said Marjorie, a little relieved to find the hansom

turning out of King's Road into their own side street....

And then Marjorie wore the blue dress with great success at the

Carmels'. The girls came and looked at it and admired it--it was no mere

politeness. They admitted there was style about it, a quality--there was

no explaining. "You're _wonderful_, Madge!" cried the younger Carmel

girl.

The Carmel boy, seizing the opportunity of a momentary seclusion in a

corner, ended a short but rather portentous silence with "I say, you

_do_ look ripping," in a voice that implied the keenest regret for the

slacknesses of a summer that was now infinitely remote to Marjorie. It

was ridiculous that the Carmel boy should have such emotions--he was six

years younger than Trafford and only a year older than Marjorie, and yet

she was pleased by his manifest wound....

There was only one little thing at the back of her mind that alloyed her

sense of happy and complete living that night, and that was the ghost of

an addition sum. At home, in her pretty bureau, a little gathering pile

of bills, as yet unpaid, and an empty cheque-book with appealing

counterfoils, awaited her attention.

Marjorie had still to master the fact that all the fine braveries and

interests and delights of life that offer themselves so amply to the

favoured children of civilization, trail and, since the fall of man at

any rate, have trailed after them something--something, the

justification of morality, the despair of all easy, happy souls, the

unavoidable drop of bitterness in the cup of pleasure--the Reckoning.

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