Sec. 5

Mrs. Pope was of course among the first to visit the new home so soon as

it was open to inspection. She arrived, looking very bright and neat in

a new bonnet and some new black furs that suited her, bearing up bravely

but obviously in a state of dispersed and miscellaneous emotion....

In many ways Marjorie's marriage had been a great relief to her mother.

Particularly it had been a financial relief. Marjorie had been the most

expensive child of her family, and her cessation had led to increments

both of Mrs. Pope's and Daphne's all too restricted allowances. Mrs.

Pope had been able therefore to relapse from the orthodox Anglicanism

into which poverty had driven her, and indulge for an hour weekly in the

consolations of Higher Thought. These exercises in emancipated

religiosity occurred at the house of Mr. Silas Root, and were greatly

valued by a large circle of clients. Essentially they were orgies of

vacuity, and they cost six guineas for seven hours. They did her no end

of good. All through the precious weekly hour she sat with him in a

silent twilight, very, very still and feeling--oh! "higher" than

anything, and when she came out she wore an inane smile on her face and

was prepared not to worry, to lie with facility, and to take the easiest

way in every eventuality in an entirely satisfactory and exalted manner.

Moreover he was "treating" her investments. Acting upon his advice, and

doing the whole thing quietly with the idea of preparing a pleasant

surprise for her husband, she had sold out of certain Home Railway

debentures and invested in a company for working the auriferous waste

which is so abundant in the drainage of Philadelphia, a company whose

shareholders were chiefly higher thought disciples and whose profits

therefore would inevitably be greatly enhanced by their concerted mental

action. It was to the prospective profits in this that she owed the new

black furs she was wearing.

The furs and the bonnet and the previous day's treatment she had had,

all helped to brace her up on Marjorie's doorstep for a complex and

difficult situation, and to carry her through the first tensions of her

call. She was so much to pieces as it was that she could not help

feeling how much more to pieces she might have been--but for the grace

of Silas Root. She knew she ought to have very strong feelings about

Trafford, though it was not really clear to her what feelings she ought

to have. On the whole she was inclined to believe she was experiencing

moral disapproval mixed up with a pathetic and rather hopeless appeal

for the welfare of the tender life that had entrusted itself so

recklessly to these brutal and discreditable hands, though indeed if she

had really dared to look inside her mind her chief discovery would have

been a keenly jealous appreciation of Trafford's good looks and generous

temper, and a feeling of injustice as between her own lot and

Marjorie's. However, going on her assumed basis she managed to be very

pale, concise and tight-lipped at any mention of her son-in-law, and to

put a fervour of helpless devotion into her embraces of her daughter.

She surveyed the house with a pained constrained expression, as though

she tried in vain to conceal from herself that it was all slightly

improper, and even such objects as the Bokhara hangings failed to extort

more than an insincere, "Oh, very nice, dear--_very_ nice."

In the bedroom, she spoke about Mr. Pope. "He was dreadfully upset," she

said. "His first thought was to come after you both with a pistol.

If--if _he_ hadn't married you----"

"But dear Mummy, of _course_ we meant to marry! We married right away."

"Yes, dear, of course. But if he hadn't----"

She paused, and Marjorie, with a momentary flush of indignation in her

cheeks, did not urge her to conclude her explanation.

"He's _wounded_," said Mrs. Pope. "Some day perhaps he'll come

round--you were always his favourite daughter."

"I know," said Marjorie concisely, with a faint flavour of cynicism in

her voice.

"I'm afraid dear, at present--he will do nothing for you."

"I don't think Rag would like him to," said Marjorie with an unreal

serenity; "_ever_."

"For a time I'm afraid he'll refuse to see you. He just wants to

forget----. Everything."

"Poor old Dad! I wish he wouldn't put himself out like this. Still, I

won't bother him, Mummy, if you mean that."

Then suddenly into Mrs. Pope's unsystematic, unstable mind, started

perhaps by the ring in her daughter's voice, there came a wave of

affectionate feeling. That she had somehow to be hostile and

unsympathetic to Marjorie, that she had to pretend that Trafford was

wicked and disgusting, and not be happy in the jolly hope and happiness

of this bright little house, cut her with a keen swift pain. She didn't

know clearly why she was taking this coldly hostile attitude, or why she

went on doing so, but the sense of that necessity hurt her none the

less. She put out her hands upon her daughter's shoulders and whimpered:

"Oh my dear! I do wish things weren't so difficult--so very difficult."

The whimper changed by some inner force of its own to honest sobs and

tears.

Marjorie passed through a flash of amazement to a sudden understanding

of her mother's case. "Poor dear Mummy," she said. "Oh! poor dear Mummy.

It's a shame of us!"

She put her arms about her mother and held her for awhile.

"It _is_ a shame," said her mother in a muffled voice, trying to keep

hold of this elusive thing that had somehow both wounded her and won her

daughter back. But her poor grasp slipped again. "I knew you'd come to

see it," she said, dabbing with her handkerchief at her eyes. "I knew

you would." And then with the habitual loyalty of years resuming its

sway: "He's always been so good to you."...

But Mrs. Pope had something more definite to say to Marjorie, and came

to it at last with a tactful offhandedness. Marjorie communicated it to

Trafford about an hour later on his return from the laboratory. "I say,"

she said, "old Daffy's engaged to Magnet!"

She paused, and added with just the faintest trace of resentment in her

voice: "She can have him, as far as I'm concerned."

"He didn't wait long," said Trafford tactlessly.

"No," said Marjorie; "he didn't wait long.... Of course she got him on

the rebound."...

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