Sec. 5

He found his mother still up. She had been re-reading "The Old Wives'

Tale," and she sat before a ruddy fire in the shadow beyond the lit

circle of a green-shaded electric light thinking, with the book put

aside. In the dimness above was his father's portrait. "Time you were in

bed, mother," he said reprovingly, and kissed her eyebrow and stood

above her. "What's the book?" he asked, and picked it up and put it

down, forgotten. Their eyes met. She perceived he had something to say;

she did not know what. "Where have you been?" she asked.

He told her, and they lapsed into silence. She asked another question

and he answered her, and the indifferent conversation ended again. The

silence lengthened. Then he plunged: "I wonder, mother, if it would put

you out very much if I brought home a wife to you?"

So it had come to this--and she had not seen it coming. She looked into

the glowing recesses of the fire before her and controlled her voice by

an effort. "I'd be glad for you to do it, dear--if you loved her," she

said very quietly. He stared down at her for a moment; then he knelt

down beside her and took her hand and kissed it. "_My dear_," she

whispered softly, stroking his head, and her tears came streaming. For a

time they said no more.

Presently he put coal on the fire, and then sitting on the hearthrug at

her feet and looking away from her into the flames--in an attitude that

took her back to his boyhood--he began to tell her brokenly and

awkwardly of Marjorie.

"It's so hard, mother, to explain these things," he began. "One doesn't

half understand the things that are happening to one. I want to make you

in love with her, dear, just as I am. And I don't see how I can."

"Perhaps I shall understand, my dear. Perhaps I shall understand better

than you think."

"She's such a beautiful thing--with something about her----. You know

those steel blades you can bend back to the hilt--and they're steel! And

she's tender. It's as if someone had taken tears, mother, and made a

spirit out of them----"

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