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"Shall we go and look at the aviary?" said Mr. Magnet, reverting to a

favourite idea of his, and then remembered she did not like to see caged

birds.

"Perhaps we might see the Water Garden?" he said. "The Water Garden is

really very delightful indeed--anyhow. You ought to see that."

On the spur of the moment, Marjorie could think of no objection to the

Water Garden, and he led her off.

"I often think of that jolly walk we had last summer," said Mr. Magnet,

"and how you talked about your work at Oxbridge."

Marjorie fell into a sudden rapture of admiration for a butterfly.

Twice more was Mr. Magnet baffled, and then they came to the little pool

of water lilies with its miniature cascade of escape at the head and

source of the Water Garden. "One of Lady Petchworth's great successes,"

said Mr. Magnet.

"I suppose the lotus is like the water-lily," said Marjorie, with no

hope of staving off the inevitable----

She stood very still by the little pool, and in spite of her pensive

regard of the floating blossoms, stiffly and intensely aware of his

relentless regard.

"Marjorie," came his voice at last, strangely softened. "There is

something I want to say to you."

She made no reply.

"Ever since we met last summer----"

A clear cold little resolution not to stand this, had established itself

in Marjorie's mind. If she must decide, she _would_ decide. He had

brought it upon himself.

"Marjorie," said Mr. Magnet, "I love you."

She lifted a clear unhesitating eye to his face. "I'm sorry, Mr.

Magnet," she said.

"I wanted to ask you to marry me," he said.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Magnet," she repeated.

They looked at one another. She felt a sort of scared exultation at

having done it; her mother might say what she liked.

"I love you very much," he said, at a loss.

"I'm sorry," she repeated obstinately.

"I thought you cared for me a little."

She left that unanswered. She had a curious feeling that there was no

getting away from this splashing, babbling pool, that she was fixed

there until Mr. Magnet chose to release her, and that he didn't mean to

release her yet. In which case she would go on refusing.

"I'm disappointed," he said.

Marjorie could only think that she was sorry again, but as she had

already said that three times, she remained awkwardly silent.

"Is it because----" he began and stopped.

"It isn't because of anything. Please let's go back to the others, Mr.

Magnet. I'm sorry if I'm disappointing."

And by a great effort she turned about.

Mr. Magnet remained regarding her--I can only compare it to the

searching preliminary gaze of an artistic photographer. For a crucial

minute in his life Marjorie hated him. "I don't understand," he said at

last.

Then with a sort of naturalness that ought to have touched her he said:

"Is it possible, Marjorie--that I might hope?--that I have been

inopportune?"

She answered at once with absolute conviction.

"I don't think so, Mr. Magnet."

"I'm sorry," he said, "to have bothered you."

"_I'm_ sorry," said Marjorie.

A long silence followed.

"I'm sorry too," he said.

They said no more, but began to retrace their steps. It was over.

Abruptly, Mr. Magnet's bearing had become despondent--conspicuously

despondent. "I had hoped," he said, and sighed.

With a thrill of horror Marjorie perceived he meant to _look_ rejected,

let every one see he had been rejected--after encouragement.

What would they think? How would they look? What conceivably might they

not say? Something of the importance of the thing she had done, became

manifest to her. She felt first intimations of regret. They would all be

watching, Mother, Daffy, Lady Petchworth. She would reappear with this

victim visibly suffering beside her. What could she say to straighten

his back and lift his chin? She could think of nothing. Ahead at the end

of the shaded path she could see the copious white form, the agitated

fair wig and red sunshade of Lady Petchworth----

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