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Or, in plain writing:

“I do not want to die, but I surely will if--”

Finish the sentence for me. That is the problem I offer you. It is not a

case for the police but one well worth your attention, if you succeed in

reaching the heart of this mystery and saving this young girl.

Only, let no delay occur. The doom, if doom it is, is immanent. Remember

that the will is signed.

“She is too small; I did not ask you to send me a midget.”

Thus spoke Mrs. Postlethwaite to her doctor, as he introduced into her

presence a little figure in nurse’s cap and apron. “You said I needed

care,--more care than I was receiving. I answered that my old nurse

could give it, and you objected that she or someone else must look after

Miss Postlethwaite. I did not see the necessity, but I never contradict

a doctor. So I yielded to your wishes, but not without the proviso (you

remember that I made a proviso) that whatever sort of young woman you

chose to introduce into this room, she should not be fresh from the

training schools, and that she should be strong, silent, and capable.

And you bring me this mite of a woman--is she a woman? she looks more

like a child, of pleasing countenance enough, but who can no more lift

me--”

“Pardon me!” Little Miss Strange had advanced. “I think, if you will

allow me the privilege, madam, that I can shift you into a much more

comfortable position.” And with a deftness and ease certainly not to

be expected from one of her slight physique, Violet raised the helpless

invalid a trifle more upon her pillow.

The act, its manner, and the smile accompanying it, could not fail to

please, and undoubtedly did, though no word rewarded her from lips not

much given to speech save when the occasion was imperative. But Mrs.

Postlethwaite made no further objection to her presence, and, seeing

this, the doctor’s countenance relaxed and he left the room with a much

lighter step than that with which he had entered it.

And thus it was that Violet Strange--an adept in more ways than

one--became installed at the bedside of this mysterious woman, whose

days, if numbered, still held possibilities of action which those

interested in young Helena Postlethwaite’s fate would do well to

recognize.

Miss Strange had been at her post for two days, and had gathered up the

following:

That Mrs. Postlethwaite must be obeyed.

That her step-daughter (who did not wish to die) would die if she knew

it to be the wish of this domineering but apparently idolized woman.

That the old man of the clocks, while senile in some regards, was very

alert and quite youthful in others. If a century old--which she began

greatly to doubt--he had the language and manner of one in his prime,

when unaffected by the neighbourhood of the clocks, which seemed in

some non-understandable way to exercise an occult influence over him. At

table he was an entertaining host; but neither there nor elsewhere would

he discuss the family, or dilate in any way upon the peculiarities of a

household of which he manifestly regarded himself as the least important

member. Yet no one knew them better, and when Violet became quite

assured of this, as well as of the futility of looking for explanation

of any kind from either of her two patients, she resolved upon an effort

to surprise one from him.

She went about it in this way. Noting his custom of making a complete

round of the clocks each night after dinner, she took advantage of Mrs.

Postlethwaite’s inclination to sleep at this hour, to follow him from

clock to clock in the hope of overhearing some portion of the monologue

with which he bent his head to the swinging pendulum, or put his ear

to the hidden works. Soft-footed and discreet, she tripped along at his

back, and at each pause he made, paused herself and turned her ear his

way. The extreme darkness of the halls, which were more sombre by night

than by day, favoured this attempt, and she was able, after a failure

or two, to catch the No! no! no! no! which fell from his lips in seeming

repetition of what he heard the most of them say.

The satisfaction in his tone proved that the denial to which he

listened, chimed in with his hopes and gave ease to his mind. But

he looked his oldest when, after pausing at another of the many

time-pieces, he echoed in answer to its special refrain, Yes! yes! yes!

yes! and fled the spot with shaking body and a distracted air.

The same fear and the same shrinking were observable in him as he

returned from listening to the least conspicuous one, standing in a

short corridor, where Violet could not follow him. But when, after

a hesitation which enabled her to slip behind the curtain hiding the

drawing-room door, he approached and laid his ear against the great

one standing, as if on guard, at the foot of the stairs, she saw by

the renewed vigour he displayed that there was comfort for him in its

message, even before she caught the whisper with which he left it and

proceeded to mount the stairs:

“It says No! It always says No! I will heed it as the voice of Heaven.”

But one conclusion could be the result of such an experiment to a mind

like Violet’s. This partly touched old man not only held the key to the

secret of this house, but was in a mood to divulge it if once he could

be induced to hear command instead of dissuasion in the tick of this

one large clock. But how could he be induced? Violet returned to Mrs.

Postlethwaite’s bedside in a mood of extreme thoughtfulness.

Another day passed, and she had not yet seen Miss Postlethwaite. She was

hoping each hour to be sent on some errand to that young lady’s room,

but no such opportunity was granted her. Once she ventured to ask the

doctor, whose visits were now very frequent, what he thought of the

young lady’s condition. But as this question was necessarily put in Mrs.

Postlethwaite’s presence, the answer was naturally guarded, and possibly

not altogether frank.

“Our young lady is weaker,” he acknowledged. “Much weaker,” he added

with marked emphasis and his most professional air, “or she would be

here instead of in her own room. It grieves her not to be able to wait

upon her generous benefactress.”

The word fell heavily. Had it been used as a test? Violet gave him a

look, though she had much rather have turned her discriminating eye upon

the face staring up at them from the pillow. Had the alarm expressed by

others communicated itself at last to the physician? Was the charm which

had held him subservient to the mother, dissolving under the pitiable

state of the child, and was he trying to aid the little detective-nurse

in her effort to sound the mystery of her condition?

His look expressed benevolence, but he took care not to meet the gaze of

the woman he had just lauded, possibly because that gaze was fixed upon

him in a way to tax his moral courage. The silence which ensued was

broken by Mrs. Postlethwaite:

“She will live--this poor Helena--how long?” she asked, with no break in

her voice’s wonted music.

The doctor hesitated, then with a candour hardly to be expected from

him, answered:

“I do not understand Miss Postlethwaite’s case. I should like, with your

permission, to consult some New York physician.”

“Indeed!”

A single word, but as it left this woman’s thin lips Violet recoiled,

and, perhaps, the doctor did. Rage can speak in one word as well as in

a dozen, and the rage which spoke in this one was of no common order,

though it was quickly suppressed, as was all other show of feeling when

she added, with a touch of her old charm:

“Of course you will do what you think best, as you know I never

interfere with a doctor’s decisions. But” and here her natural

ascendancy of tone and manner returned in all its potency, “it would

kill me to know that a stranger was approaching Helena’s bedside. It

would kill her. She’s too sensitive to survive such a shock.”

Violet recalled the words worked with so much care by this young girl on

a minute piece of linen, I do not want to die, and watched the doctor’s

face for some sign of resolution. But embarrassment was all she saw

there, and all she heard him say was the conventional reply:

“I am doing all I can for her. We will wait another day and note the

effect of my latest prescription.”

Another day!

The deathly calm which overspread Mrs. Postlethwaite’s features as this

word left the physician’s lips warned Violet not to let another day go

by without some action. But she made no remark, and, indeed, betrayed

but little interest in anything beyond her own patient’s condition. That

seemed to occupy her wholly. With consummate art she gave the appearance

of being under Mrs. Postlethwaite’s complete thrall, and watched with

fascinated eyes every movement of the one unstricken finger which could

do so much.

This little detective of ours could be an excellent actor when she

chose.

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