III

The joy of finishing and of finishing well! How passionately good men

have coveted for themselves that ecstasy! I think of those pathetic

entries in Livingstone's journal. 'Oh, to finish my work!' he writes

again and again. He is haunted by the vision of the unseen waters, the

fountains of the Nile. Will he live to discover them? 'Oh, to finish!'

he cries; 'if only I could finish my work!' I think of Henry Buckle, the

author of the _History of Civilization_. He is overtaken by fever at

Nazareth and dies at Damascus. In his delirium he raves continually

about his book, his still unfinished book. 'Oh, to finish my book!' And

with the words 'My book! my book!' upon his burning lips, his spirit

slips away. I think of Henry Martyn sitting amidst the delicious and

fragrant shades of a Persian garden, weeping at having to leave the work

that he seemed to have only just begun. I think of Doré taking a sad

farewell of his unfinished _Vale of Tears_; of Dickens tearing himself

from the manuscript that he knew would never be completed; of Macaulay

looking with wistful and longing eyes at the _History_ and _The Armada_

that must for ever stand as 'fragments'; and of a host besides. Life is

often represented by a broken column in the church-yard. Men long, but

long in vain, for the priceless privilege of finishing their work.

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