Emerson's _Merlin._

Lyddy had very few callers during her first month as a property owner

in Edgewood. Her appearance would have been against her winning friends

easily in any case, even if she had not acquired the habits of a

recluse. It took a certain amount of time, too, for the community to get

used to the fact that old Mrs. Butterfield was dead, and her niece

Lyddy Ann living in the cottage on the river road. There were numbers

of people who had not yet heard that old Mrs. Butterfield had bought the

house from the Thatcher boys, and that was fifteen years ago; but this

was not strange, for, notwithstanding aunt Hitty's valuable services in

disseminating general information, there was a man living on the Bonny

Eagle road who was surprised to hear that Daniel Webster was dead, and

complained that folks were not so long-lived as they used to be.

Aunt Hitty thought Lyddy a Goth and a Vandal because she took down

the twenty silver coffin plates and laid them reverently away. “Mis'

Butterfield would turn in her grave,” she said, “if she knew it. She

ain't much of a housekeeper, I guess,” she went on, as she cut over

Dr. Berry's old trousers into briefer ones for Tommy Berry. “She gives

considerable stuff to her hens that she'd a sight better heat over and

eat herself, in these hard times when the missionary societies can't

hardly keep the heathen fed and clothed and warmed--no, I don't mean

warmed, for most o' the heathens live in hot climates, somehow or

'nother. My back door's jest opposite hers; it's across the river, to

be sure, but it's the narrer part, and I can see everything she does as

plain as daylight. She washed a Monday, and she ain't taken her clothes

in yet, and it's Thursday. She may be bleachin' of 'em out, but it

looks slack. I said to Si last night I should stand it till 'bout

Friday,--seein' 'em lay on the grass there, but if she didn't take 'em

in then, I should go over and offer to help her. She has a fire in the

settin'-room 'most every night, though we ain't had a frost yet; and

as near's I can make out, she's got full red curtains hangin' up to her

windows. I ain't sure, for she don't open the blinds in that room till

I get away in the morning, and she shuts 'em before I get back at night.

Si don't know red from green, so he's useless in such matters. I'm going

home late to-night, and walk down on that side o' the river, so't I can

call in after dark and see what makes her house light up as if the sun

was settin' inside of it.”

As a matter of fact, Lyddy was reveling in house-furnishing of a humble

sort. She had a passion for color. There was a red-and-white straw

matting on the sitting-room floor. Reckless in the certain possession

of twenty dollars a month, she purchased yards upon yards of turkey red

cotton; enough to cover a mattress for the high-backed settle, for long

curtains at the windows, and for cushions to the rockers. She knotted

white fringes for the table covers and curtains, painted the inside

of the fireplace red, put some pots, of scarlet geraniums on the

window-sills, filled newspaper rack with ferns and tacked it over an

ugly spot in the wall, edged her work-basket with a tufted trimming of

scarlet worsted, and made an elaborate photograph case of white crash

and red cotton that stretched the entire length of the old-fashioned

mantelshelf, and held pictures of Mr. Reynolds, Miss Elvira Reynolds,

George, Susy, Anna, John, Hazel, Ella, and Rufus Reynolds, her former

charges. When all this was done, she lighted a little blaze on the

hearth, took the red curtains from their hands, let them fall gracefully

to the floor, and sat down in her rocking-chair, reconciled to her

existence for absolutely the first time in her forty years.

I hope Mrs. Butterfield was happy enough in Paradise to appreciate and

feel Lyddy's joy. I can even believe she was glad to have died, since

her dying could bring such content to any wretched living human soul.

As Lydia sat in the firelight, the left side of her poor face in shadow,

you saw that she was distinctly harmonious. Her figure, clad in plain

black-and-white calico dress, was a graceful, womanly one. She had

beautifully sloping shoulders and a sweet wrist. Her hair was soft

and plentiful, and her hands were fine, strong, and sensitive. This

possibility of rare beauty made her scars and burns more pitiful, for

if a cheap chrome has smirch across its face, we think it a matter of no

moment, but we deplore the smallest scratch or blur on any work of real

art.

Lydia felt a little less bitter and hopeless about life when she sat in

front of her own open fire, after her usual twilight walk. It was her

habit to wander down the wooded road after her simple five-o'clock

supper, gatherings ferns or goldenrod or frost flowers for her vases;

and one night she heard, above the rippling of the river, the strange,

sweet, piercing sound of Anthony Croft's violin.

She drew nearer, and saw a middle-aged man sitting in the kitchen

doorway, with a lad of ten or twelve years leaning against his knees.

She could tell little of his appearance, save that he had a high

forehead, and hair that waved well back from it in rather an unusual

fashion. He was in his shirt-sleeves, but the gingham was scrupulously

clean, and he had the uncommon refinement of a collar and necktie. Out

of sight herself, Lyddy drew near enough to hear; and this she did every

night without recognizing that the musician was blind. The music had

a curious effect upon her. It was a hitherto unknown influence in her

life, and it interpreted her, so to speak, to herself. As she sat on

the bed of brown pine needles, under a friendly tree, her head resting

against its trunk, her eyes half closed, the tone of Anthony's violin

came like a heavenly message to a tired, despairing soul. Remember that

in her secluded life she had heard only such harmony as Elvira Reynolds

evoked from her piano or George Reynolds from his flute, and the

Reynolds temperament was distinctly inartistic.

Lyddy lived through a lifetime of emotion in these twilight concerts.

Sometimes she was filled with an exquisite melancholy from which there

was no escape; at others, the ethereal purity of the strain stirred her

heart with a strange, sweet vision of mysterious joy; joy that she had

never possessed, would never possess; joy whose bare existence she never

before realized. When the low notes sank lower and lower with their soft

wail of delicious woe, she bent forward into the dark, dreading that

something would be lost in the very struggle of listening; then, after

a, pause, a pure human tone would break the stillness, and soaring,

bird-like, higher and higher, seem to mount to heaven itself, and,

“piercing its starry floors,” lift poor scarred Lydia's soul to the very

grates of infinite bliss. In the gentle moods that stole upon her in

those summer twilights she became a different woman, softer in her

prosperity than she had ever been in her adversity; for some plants only

blossom in sunshine. What wonder if to her the music and the musician

became one? It is sometimes a dangerous thing to fuse the man and his

talents in this way; but it did no harm here, for Anthony Croft was his

music, and the music was Anthony Croft. When he played on his violin,

it was as if the miracle of its fashioning were again enacted; as if the

bird on the quivering bough, the mellow sunshine streaming through the

lattice of green leaves, the tinkle of the woodland stream, spoke in

every tone; and more than this, the hearth-glow in whose light the

patient hands had worked, the breath of the soul bending itself in

passionate prayer for perfection, these, too, seemed to have wrought

their blessed influence on the willing strings until the tone was laden

with spiritual harmony. One might indeed have sung of this little red

violin--that looked to Lyddy, in the sunset glow, as if it were veneered

with rubies--all that Shelley sang of another perfect instrument:--

“The artist who this viol wrought

To echo all harmonious thought,

Fell'd a tree, while on the steep

The woods were in their winter sleep,

Rock'd in that repose divine

Of the wind-swept Apennine;

And dreaming, some of Autumn past,

And some of Spring approaching fast,

And some of April buds and showers,

And some of songs in July bowers,

And all of love; and so this tree--

O that such our death may be!--

Died in sleep, and felt no pain,

To live in happier form again.”

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