It is not My Crime
Owen and his family occupied the top floor of a house that had once
been a large private dwelling but which had been transformed into a
series of flats. It was situated in Lord Street, almost in the centre
of the town.
At one time this had been a most aristocratic locality, but most of the
former residents had migrated to the newer suburb at the west of the
town. Notwithstanding this fact, Lord Street was still a most
respectable neighbourhood, the inhabitants generally being of a very
superior type: shop-walkers, shop assistants, barber’s clerks, boarding
house keepers, a coal merchant, and even two retired jerry-builders.
There were four other flats in the house in which Owen lived. No. 1
(the basement) was occupied by an estate agent’s clerk. No. 2—on a
level with the street—was the habitat of the family of Mr Trafaim, a
cadaverous-looking gentleman who wore a top hat, boasted of his French
descent, and was a shop-walker at Sweater’s Emporium. No. 3 was
tenanted by an insurance agent, and in No. 4 dwelt a tallyman’s
traveller.
Lord Street—like most other similar neighbourhoods—supplied a striking
answer to those futile theorists who prate of the equality of mankind,
for the inhabitants instinctively formed themselves into groups, the
more superior types drawing together, separating themselves from the
inferior, and rising naturally to the top, while the others gathered
themselves into distinct classes, grading downwards, or else isolated
themselves altogether; being refused admission to the circles they
desired to enter, and in their turn refusing to associate with their
inferiors.
The most exclusive set consisted of the families of the coal merchant,
the two retired jerry-builders and Mr Trafaim, whose superiority was
demonstrated by the fact that, to say nothing of his French extraction,
he wore—in addition to the top hat aforesaid—a frock coat and a pair of
lavender trousers every day. The coal merchant and the jerry builders
also wore top hats, lavender trousers and frock coats, but only on
Sundays and other special occasions. The estate agent’s clerk and the
insurance agent, though excluded from the higher circle, belonged to
another select coterie from which they excluded in their turn all
persons of inferior rank, such as shop assistants or barbers.
The only individual who was received with equal cordiality by all
ranks, was the tallyman’s traveller. But whatever differences existed
amongst them regarding each other’s social standing they were unanimous
on one point at least: they were indignant at Owen’s presumption in
coming to live in such a refined locality.
This low fellow, this common workman, with his paint-bespattered
clothing, his broken boots, and his generally shabby appearance, was a
disgrace to the street; and as for his wife she was not much better,
because although whenever she came out she was always neatly dressed,
yet most of the neighbours knew perfectly well that she had been
wearing the same white straw hat all the time she had been there. In
fact, the only tolerable one of the family was the boy, and they were
forced to admit that he was always very well dressed; so well indeed as
to occasion some surprise, until they found out that all the boy’s
clothes were home-made. Then their surprise was changed into a somewhat
grudging admiration of the skill displayed, mingled with contempt for
the poverty which made its exercise necessary.
The indignation of the neighbours was increased when it became known
that Owen and his wife were not Christians: then indeed everyone agreed
that the landlord ought to be ashamed of himself for letting the top
flat to such people.
But although the hearts of these disciples of the meek and lowly Jewish
carpenter were filled with uncharitableness, they were powerless to do
much harm. The landlord regarded their opinion with indifference. All
he cared about was the money: although he also was a sincere Christian,
he would not have hesitated to let the top flat to Satan himself,
provided he was certain of receiving the rent regularly.
The only one upon whom the Christians were able to inflict any
suffering was the child. At first when he used to go out into the
street to play, the other children, acting on their parents’
instructions, refused to associate with him, or taunted him with his
parents’ poverty. Occasionally he came home heartbroken and in tears
because he had been excluded from some game.
At first, sometimes the mothers of some of the better-class children
used to come out with a comical assumption of superiority and dignity
and compel their children to leave off playing with Frankie and some
other poorly dressed children who used to play in that street. These
females were usually overdressed and wore a lot of jewellery. Most of
them fancied they were ladies, and if they had only had the sense to
keep their mouths shut, other people might possibly have shared the
same delusion.
But this was now a rare occurrence, because the parents of the other
children found it a matter of considerable difficulty to prevent their
youngsters from associating with those of inferior rank, for when left
to themselves the children disregarded all such distinctions.
Frequently in that street was to be seen the appalling spectacle of the
ten-year-old son of the refined and fashionable Trafaim dragging along
a cart constructed of a sugar box and an old pair of perambulator
wheels with no tyres, in which reposed the plebeian Frankie Owen, armed
with a whip, and the dowdy daughter of a barber’s clerk: while the
nine-year-old heir of the coal merchant rushed up behind...
Owen’s wife and little son were waiting for him in the living room.
This room was about twelve feet square and the ceiling—which was low
and irregularly shaped, showing in places the formation of the roof—had
been decorated by Owen with painted ornaments.
There were three or four chairs, and an oblong table, covered with a
clean white tablecloth, set ready for tea. In the recess at the right
of the fireplace—an ordinary open grate—were a number of shelves filled
with a miscellaneous collection of books, most of which had been bought
second-hand.
There were also a number of new books, mostly cheap editions in paper
covers.
Over the back of a chair at one side of the fire, was hanging an old
suit of Owen’s, and some underclothing, which his wife had placed there
to air, knowing that he would be wet through by the time he arrived
home...
The woman was half-sitting, half lying, on a couch by the other side of
the fire. She was very thin, and her pale face bore the traces of much
physical and mental suffering. She was sewing, a task which her
reclining position rendered somewhat difficult. Although she was really
only twenty-eight years of age, she appeared older.
The boy, who was sitting on the hearthrug playing with some toys, bore
a strong resemblance to his mother. He also, appeared very fragile and
in his childish face was reproduced much of the delicate prettiness
which she had once possessed. His feminine appearance was increased by
the fact that his yellow hair hung in long curls on his shoulders. The
pride with which his mother regarded this long hair was by no means
shared by Frankie himself, for he was always entreating her to cut it
off.
Presently the boy stood up and walking gravely over to the window,
looked down into the street, scanning the pavement for as far as he
could see: he had been doing this at intervals for the last hour.
“I wonder wherever he’s got to,” he said, as he returned to the fire.
“I’m sure I don’t know,” returned his mother. “Perhaps he’s had to work
overtime.”
“You know, I’ve been thinking lately,” observed Frankie, after a pause,
“that it’s a great mistake for Dad to go out working at all. I believe
that’s the very reason why we’re so poor.”
“Nearly everyone who works is more or less poor, dear, but if Dad
didn’t go out to work we’d be even poorer than we are now. We should
have nothing to eat.”
“But Dad says that the people who do nothing get lots of everything.”
“Yes, and it’s quite true that most of the people who never do any work
get lots of everything, but where do they get it from? And how do they
get it?”
“I’m sure I don’t know,” replied Frankie, shaking his head in a puzzled
fashion.
“Supposing Dad didn’t go to work, or that he had no work to go to, or
that he was ill and not able to do any work, then we’d have no money to
buy anything. How should we get on then?”
“I’m sure I don’t know,” repeated Frankie, looking round the room in a
thoughtful manner, “The chairs that’s left aren’t good enough to sell,
and we can’t sell the beds, or your sofa, but you might pawn my velvet
suit.”
“But even if all the things were good enough to sell, the money we’d
get for them wouldn’t last very long, and what should we do then?”
“Well, I suppose we’d have to go without, that’s all, the same as we
did when Dad was in London.”
“But how do the people who never do any work manage to get lots of
money then?” added Frankie.
“Oh, there’s lots of different ways. For instance, you remember when
Dad was in London, and we had no food in the house, I had to sell the
easy chair.”
Frankie nodded. “Yes,” he said, “I remember you wrote a note and I took
it to the shop, and afterwards old Didlum came up here and bought it,
and then his cart came and a man took it away.”
“And do you remember how much he gave us for it?”
“Five shillings,” replied Frankie, promptly. He was well acquainted
with the details of the transaction, having often heard his father and
mother discuss it.
“And when we saw it in his shop window a little while afterwards, what
price was marked on it?”
“Fifteen shillings.”
“Well, that’s one way of getting money without working.”
Frankie played with his toys in silence for some minutes. At last he
said:
“What other ways?”
“Some people who have some money already get more in this way: they
find some people who have no money and say to them, ‘Come and work for
us.’ Then the people who have the money pay the workers just enough
wages to keep them alive whilst they are at work. Then, when the things
that the working people have been making are finished, the workers are
sent away, and as they still have no money, they are soon starving. In
the meantime the people who had the money take all the things that the
workers have made and sell them for a great deal more money than they
gave to the workers for making them. That’s another way of getting lots
of money without doing any useful work.”
“But is there no way to get rich without doing such things as that?”
“It’s not possible for anyone to become rich without cheating other
people.”
“What about our schoolmaster then? He doesn’t do any work.”
“Don’t you think it’s useful and necessary and also very hard work
teaching all those boys every day? I don’t think I should like to have
to do it.”
“Yes, I suppose what he does is some use,” said Frankie thoughtfully.
“And it must be rather hard too, I should think. I’ve noticed he looks
a bit worried sometimes, and sometimes he gets into a fine old wax when
the boys don’t pay proper attention.”
The child again went over to the window, and pulling back the edge of
the blind looked down the deserted rain washed street.
“What about the vicar?” he remarked as he returned.
Although Frankie did not go to church or Sunday School, the day school
that he had attended was that attached to the parish church, and the
vicar was in the habit of looking in occasionally.
“Ah, he really is one of those who live without doing any necessary
work, and of all the people who do nothing, the vicar is one of the
very worst.”
Frankie looked up at his mother with some surprise, not because he
entertained any very high opinion of clergymen in general, for, having
been an attentive listener to many conversations between his parents,
he had of course assimilated their opinions as far as his infant
understanding permitted, but because at the school the scholars were
taught to regard the gentleman in question with the most profound
reverence and respect.
“Why, Mum?” he asked.
“For this reason, dearie. You know that all the beautiful things which
the people who do nothing have are made by the people who work, don’t
you?”
“Yes.”
“And you know that those who work have to eat the very worst food, and
wear the very worst clothes, and live in the very worst homes.”
“Yes,” said Frankie.
“And sometimes they have nothing to eat at all, and no clothes to wear
except rags, and even no homes to live in.”
“Yes,” repeated the child.
“Well, the vicar goes about telling the Idlers that it’s quite right
for them to do nothing, and that God meant them to have nearly
everything that is made by those who work. In fact, he tells them that
God made the poor for the use of the rich. Then he goes to the workers
and tells them that God meant them to work very hard and to give all
the good things they make to those who do nothing, and that they should
be very thankful to God and to the idlers for being allowed to have
even the very worst food to eat and the rags, and broken boots to wear.
He also tells them that they mustn’t grumble, or be discontented
because they’re poor in this world, but that they must wait till
they’re dead, and then God will reward them by letting them go to a
place called Heaven.”
Frankie laughed.
“And what about the Idlers?” he asked.
“The vicar says that if they believe everything he tells them and give
him some of the money they make out of the workers, then God will let
them into heaven also.”
“Well, that’s not fair doos, is it, Mum?” said Frankie with some
indignation.
“It wouldn’t be if it were true, but then you see it’s not true, it
can’t be true.”
“Why can’t it, Mum?”
“Oh, for many reasons: to begin with, the vicar doesn’t believe it
himself: he only pretends to. For instance, he pretends to believe the
Bible, but if we read the Bible we find that Jesus said that God is our
father and that all the people in the world are His children, all
brothers and sisters. But the vicar says that although Jesus said
‘brothers and sisters’ He really ought to have said ‘masters and
servants’. Again, Jesus said that His disciples should not think of
tomorrow, or save up a lot of money for themselves, but they should be
unselfish and help those who are in need. Jesus said that His disciples
must not think about their own future needs at all, because God will
provide for them if they only do as He commands. But the vicar says
that is all nonsense.
“Jesus also said that if anyone tried to do His disciples harm, they
must never resist, but forgive those who injured them and pray God to
forgive them also. But the vicar says this is all nonsense too. He says
that the world would never be able to go on if we did as Jesus taught.
The vicar teaches that the way to deal with those that injure us is to
have them put into prison, or—if they belong to some other country—to
take guns and knives and murder them, and burn their houses. So you see
the vicar doesn’t really believe or do any of the things that Jesus
said: he only pretends.”
“But why does he pretend, and go about talking like that, Mum? What
does he do it for?”
“Because he wishes to live without working himself, dear.”
“And don’t the people know he’s only pretending?”
“Some of them do. Most of the idlers know that what the vicar says is
not true, but they pretend to believe it, and give him money for saying
it, because they want him to go on telling it to the workers so that
they will go on working and keep quiet and be afraid to think for
themselves.”
“And what about the workers? Do they believe it?
“Most of them do, because when they were little children like you,
their mothers taught them to believe, without thinking, whatever the
vicar said, and that God made them for the use of the idlers. When they
went to school, they were taught the same thing: and now that they’re
grown up they really believe it, and they go to work and give nearly
everything they make to the idlers, and have next to nothing left for
themselves and their children. That’s the reason why the workers’
children have very bad clothes to wear and sometimes no food to eat;
and that’s how it is that the idlers and their children have more
clothes than they need and more food than they can eat. Some of them
have so much food that they are not able to eat it. They just waste it
or throw it away.”
“When I’m grown up into a man,” said Frankie, with a flushed face, “I’m
going to be one of the workers, and when we’ve made a lot of things, I
shall stand up and tell the others what to do. If any of the idlers
come to take our things away, they’ll get something they won’t like.”
In a state of suppressed excitement and scarcely conscious of what he
was doing, the boy began gathering up the toys and throwing them
violently one by one into the box.
“I’ll teach ’em to come taking our things away,” he exclaimed,
relapsing momentarily into his street style of speaking.
“First of all we’ll all stand quietly on one side. Then when the idlers
come in and start touching our things, we’ll go up to ’em and say,
‘’Ere, watcher doin’ of? Just you put it down, will yer?’ And if they
don’t put it down at once, it’ll be the worse for ’em, I can tell you.”
All the toys being collected, Frankie picked up the box and placed it
noisily in its accustomed corner of the room.
“I should think the workers will be jolly glad when they see me coming
to tell them what to do, shouldn’t you, Mum?”
“I don’t know dear; you see so many people have tried to tell them, but
they won’t listen, they don’t want to hear. They think it’s quite right
that they should work very hard all their lives, and quite right that
most of the things they help to make should be taken away from them by
the people who do nothing. The workers think that their children are
not as good as the children of the idlers, and they teach their
children that as soon as ever they are old enough they must be
satisfied to work very hard and to have only very bad food and clothes
and homes.”
“Then I should think the workers ought to be jolly ashamed of
themselves, Mum, don’t you?”
“Well, in one sense they ought, but you must remember that that’s what
they’ve always been taught themselves. First, their mothers and fathers
told them so; then, their schoolteachers told them so; and then, when
they went to church, the vicar and the Sunday School teacher told them
the same thing. So you can’t be surprised that they now really believe
that God made them and their children to make things for the use of the
people who do nothing.”
“But you’d think their own sense would tell them! How can it be right
for the people who do nothing to have the very best and most of
everything that’s made, and the very ones who make everything to have
hardly any. Why even I know better than that, and I’m only six and a
half years old.”
“But then you’re different, dearie, you’ve been taught to think about
it, and Dad and I have explained it to you, often.”
“Yes, I know,” replied Frankie confidently. “But even if you’d never
taught me, I’m sure I should have tumbled to it all right by myself;
I’m not such a juggins as you think I am.”
“So you might, but you wouldn’t if you’d been brought up in the same
way as most of the workers. They’ve been taught that it’s very wicked
to use their own judgement, or to think. And their children are being
taught so now. Do you remember what you told me the other day, when you
came home from school, about the Scripture lesson?”
“About St Thomas?”
“Yes. What did the teacher say St Thomas was?”
“She said he was a bad example; and she said I was worse than him
because I asked too many foolish questions. She always gets in a wax if
I talk too much.”
“Well, why did she call St Thomas a bad example?”
“Because he wouldn’t believe what he was told.”
“Exactly: well, when you told Dad about it what did he say?”
“Dad told me that really St Thomas was the only sensible man in the
whole crowd of Apostles. That is,” added Frankie, correcting himself,
“if there ever was such a man at all.”
“But did Dad say that there never was such a man?”
“No; he said HE didn’t believe there ever was, but he told me to just
listen to what the teacher said about such things, and then to think
about it in my own mind, and wait till I’m grown up and then I can use
my own judgement.”
“Well, now, that’s what YOU were told, but all the other children’s
mothers and fathers tell them to believe, without thinking, whatever
the teacher says. So it will be no wonder if those children are not
able to think for themselves when they’re grown up, will it?”
“Don’t you think it will be any use, then, for me to tell them what to
do to the Idlers?” asked Frankie, dejectedly.
“Hark!” said his mother, holding up her finger.
“Dad!” cried Frankie, rushing to the door and flinging it open. He ran
along the passage and opened the staircase door before Owen reached the
top of the last flight of stairs.
“Why ever do you come up at such a rate,” reproachfully exclaimed
Owen’s wife as he came into the room exhausted from the climb upstairs
and sank panting into the nearest chair.
“I al-ways-for-get,” he replied, when he had in some degree recovered.
As he lay back in the chair, his face haggard and of a ghastly
whiteness, and with the water dripping from his saturated clothing,
Owen presented a terrible appearance.
Frankie noticed with childish terror the extreme alarm with which his
mother looked at his father.
“You’re always doing it,” he said with a whimper. “How many more times
will Mother have to tell you about it before you take any notice?”
“It’s all right, old chap,” said Owen, drawing the child nearer to him
and kissing the curly head. “Listen, and see if you can guess what I’ve
got for you under my coat.”
In the silence the purring of the kitten was distinctly audible.
“A kitten!” cried the boy, taking it out of its hiding-place. “All
black, and I believe it’s half a Persian. Just the very thing I
wanted.”
While Frankie amused himself playing with the kitten, which had been
provided with another saucer of bread and milk, Owen went into the
bedroom to put on the dry clothes, and then, those that he had taken
off having been placed with his boots near the fire to dry, he
explained as they were taking tea the reason of his late homecoming.
“I’m afraid he won’t find it very easy to get another job,” he
remarked, referring to Linden. “Even in the summer nobody will be
inclined to take him on. He’s too old.”
“It’s a dreadful prospect for the two children,” answered his wife.
“Yes,” replied Owen bitterly. “It’s the children who will suffer most.
As for Linden and his wife, although of course one can’t help feeling
sorry for them, at the same time there’s no getting away from the fact
that they deserve to suffer. All their lives they’ve been working like
brutes and living in poverty. Although they have done more than their
fair share of the work, they have never enjoyed anything like a fair
share of the things they have helped to produce. And yet, all their
lives they have supported and defended the system that robbed them, and
have resisted and ridiculed every proposal to alter it. It’s wrong to
feel sorry for such people; they deserve to suffer.”
After tea, as he watched his wife clearing away the tea things and
rearranging the drying clothing by the fire, Owen for the first time
noticed that she looked unusually ill.
“You don’t look well tonight, Nora,” he said, crossing over to her and
putting his arm around her.
“I don’t feel well,” she replied, resting her head wearily against his
shoulder. “I’ve been very bad all day and I had to lie down nearly all
the afternoon. I don’t know how I should have managed to get the tea
ready if it had not been for Frankie.”
“I set the table for you, didn’t I, Mum?” said Frankie with pride; “and
tidied up the room as well.”
“Yes, darling, you helped me a lot,” she answered, and Frankie went
over to her and kissed her hand.
“Well, you’d better go to bed at once,” said Owen. “I can put Frankie
to bed presently and do whatever else is necessary.”
“But there are so many things to attend to. I want to see that your
clothes are properly dry and to put something ready for you to take in
the morning before you go out, and then there’s your breakfast to pack
up—”
“I can manage all that.”
“I didn’t want to give way to it like this,” the woman said, “because I
know you must be tired out yourself, but I really do feel quite done up
now.”
“Oh, I’m all right,” replied Owen, who was really so fatigued that he
was scarcely able to stand. “I’ll go and draw the blinds down and light
the other lamp; so say good night to Frankie and come at once.”
“I won’t say good night properly, now, Mum,” remarked the boy, “because
Dad can carry me into your room before he puts me into bed.”
A little later, as Owen was undressing Frankie, the latter remarked as
he looked affectionately at the kitten, which was sitting on the
hearthrug watching the child’s every movement under the impression that
it was part of some game:
“What name do you think we ought to call it, Dad?”
“You may give him any name you like,” replied Owen, absently.
“I know a dog that lives down the road,” said the boy, “his name is
Major. How would that do? Or we might call him Sergeant.”
The kitten, observing that he was the subject of their conversation,
purred loudly and winked as if to intimate that he did not care what
rank was conferred upon him so long as the commisariat department was
properly attended to.
“I don’t know, though,” continued Frankie, thoughtfully. “They’re all
right names for dogs, but I think they’re too big for a kitten, don’t
you, Dad?”
“Yes, p’raps they are,” said Owen.
“Most cats are called Tom or Kitty, but I don’t want a COMMON name for
him.”
“Well, can’t you call him after someone you know?”
“I know; I’ll call him after a little girl that comes to our school; a
fine name, Maud! That’ll be a good one, won’t it Dad?”
“Yes,” said Owen.
“I say, Dad,” said Frankie, suddenly realizing the awful fact that he
was being put to bed. “You’re forgetting all about my story, and you
promised that you’d have a game of trains with me tonight.”
“I hadn’t forgotten, but I was hoping that you had, because I’m very
tired and it’s very late, long past your usual bedtime, you know. You
can take the kitten to bed with you tonight and I’ll tell you two
stories tomorrow, because it’s Saturday.”
“All right, then,” said the boy, contentedly; “and I’ll get the railway
station built and I’ll have the lines chalked on the floor, and the
signals put up before you come home, so that there’ll be no time
wasted. And I’ll put one chair at one end of the room and another chair
at the other end, and tie some string across for telegraph wires.
That’ll be a very good idea, won’t it, Dad?” and Owen agreed.
“But of course I’ll come to meet you just the same as other Saturdays,
because I’m going to buy a ha’porth of milk for the kitten out of my
penny.”
After the child was in bed, Owen sat alone by the table in the draughty
sitting-room, thinking. Although there was a bright fire, the room was
very cold, being so close to the roof. The wind roared loudly round the
gables, shaking the house in a way that threatened every moment to hurl
it to the ground. The lamp on the table had a green glass reservoir
which was half full of oil. Owen watched this with unconscious
fascination. Every time a gust of wind struck the house the oil in the
lamp was agitated and rippled against the glass like the waves of a
miniature sea. Staring abstractedly at the lamp, he thought of the
future.
A few years ago the future had seemed a region of wonderful and
mysterious possibilities of good, but tonight the thought brought no
such illusions, for he knew that the story of the future was to be much
the same as the story of the past.
The story of the past would continue to repeat itself for a few years
longer. He would continue to work and they would all three continue to
do without most of the necessaries of life. When there was no work they
would starve.
For himself he did not care much because he knew that at the best—or
worst—it would only be a very few years. Even if he were to have proper
food and clothing and be able to take reasonable care of himself, he
could not live much longer; but when that time came, what was to become
of THEM?
There would be some hope for the boy if he were more robust and if his
character were less gentle and more selfish. Under the present system
it was impossible for anyone to succeed in life without injuring other
people and treating them and making use of them as one would not like
to be treated and made use of oneself.
In order to succeed in the world it was necessary to be brutal, selfish
and unfeeling: to push others aside and to take advantage of their
misfortunes: to undersell and crush out one’s competitors by fair means
or foul: to consider one’s own interests first in every case,
absolutely regardless of the wellbeing of others.
That was the ideal character. Owen knew that Frankie’s character did
not come up to this lofty ideal. Then there was Nora, how would she
fare?
Owen stood up and began walking about the room, oppressed with a kind
of terror. Presently he returned to the fire and began rearranging the
clothes that were drying. He found that the boots, having been placed
too near the fire, had dried too quickly and consequently the sole of
one of them had begun to split away from the upper: he remedied this as
well as he was able and then turned the wetter parts of the clothing to
the fire. Whilst doing this he noticed the newspaper, which he had
forgotten, in the coat pocket. He drew it out with an exclamation of
pleasure. Here was something to distract his thoughts: if not
instructive or comforting, it would at any rate be interesting and even
amusing to read the reports of the self-satisfied, futile talk of the
profound statesmen who with comical gravity presided over the working
of the Great System which their combined wisdom pronounced to be the
best that could possibly be devised. But tonight Owen was not to read
of those things, for as soon as he opened the paper his attention was
riveted by the staring headline of one of the principal columns:
TERRIBLE DOMESTIC TRAGEDY
Wife And Two Children Killed
Suicide of the Murderer
It was one of the ordinary poverty crimes. The man had been without
employment for many weeks and they had been living by pawning or
selling their furniture and other possessions. But even this resource
must have failed at last, and when one day the neighbours noticed that
the blinds remained down and that there was a strange silence about the
house, no one coming out or going in, suspicions that something was
wrong were quickly aroused. When the police entered the house, they
found, in one of the upper rooms, the dead bodies of the woman and the
two children, with their throats severed, laid out side by side upon
the bed, which was saturated with their blood.
There was no bedstead and no furniture in the room except the straw
mattress and the ragged clothes and blankets which formed the bed upon
the floor.
The man’s body was found in the kitchen, lying with outstretched arms
face downwards on the floor, surrounded by the blood that had poured
from the wound in his throat which had evidently been inflicted by the
razor that was grasped in his right hand.
No particle of food was found in the house, and on a nail in the wall
in the kitchen was hung a piece of blood-smeared paper on which was
written in pencil:
“This is not my crime, but society’s.”
The report went on to explain that the deed must have been perpetrated
during a fit of temporary insanity brought on by the sufferings the man
had endured.
“Insanity!” muttered Owen, as he read this glib theory. “Insanity! It
seems to me that he would have been insane if he had NOT killed them.”
Surely it was wiser and better and kinder to send them all to sleep,
than to let them continue to suffer.
At the same time he thought it very strange that the man should have
chosen to do it that way, when there were so many other cleaner, easier
and more painless ways of accomplishing the same object. He wondered
why it was that most of these killings were done in more or less the
same crude, cruel messy way. No; HE would set about it in a different
fashion. He would get some charcoal, then he would paste strips of
paper over the joinings of the door and windows of the room and close
the register of the grate. Then he would kindle the charcoal on a tray
or something in the middle of the room, and then they would all three
just lie down together and sleep; and that would be the end of
everything. There would be no pain, no blood, and no mess.
Or one could take poison. Of course, there was a certain amount of
difficulty in procuring it, but it would not be impossible to find some
pretext for buying some laudanum: one could buy several small
quantities at different shops until one had sufficient. Then he
remembered that he had read somewhere that vermillion, one of the
colours he frequently had to use in his work, was one of the most
deadly poisons: and there was some other stuff that photographers used,
which was very easy to procure. Of course, one would have to be very
careful about poisons, so as not to select one that would cause a lot
of pain. It would be necessary to find out exactly how the stuff acted
before using it. It would not be very difficult to do so. Then he
remembered that among his books was one that probably contained some
information about this subject. He went over to the book-shelf and
presently found the volume; it was called The Cyclopedia of Practical
Medicine, rather an old book, a little out of date, perhaps, but still
it might contain the information he wanted. Opening it, he turned to
the table of contents. Many different subjects were mentioned there and
presently he found the one he sought:
Poisons: chemically, physiologically and
pathologically considered.
Corrosive Poisons.
Narcotic Poisons.
Slow Poisons.
Consecutive Poisons.
Accumulative Poisons.
He turned to the chapter indicated and, reading it, he was astonished
to find what a number of poisons there were within easy reach of
whoever wished to make use of them: poisons that could be relied upon
to do their work certainly, quickly and without pain. Why, it was not
even necessary to buy them: one could gather them from the hedges by
the road side and in the fields.
The more he thought of it the stranger it seemed that such a clumsy
method as a razor should be so popular. Why almost any other way would
be better and easier than that. Strangulation or even hanging, though
the latter method could scarcely be adopted in that house, because
there were no beams or rafters or anything from which it would be
possible to suspend a cord. Still, he could drive some large nails or
hooks into one of the walls. For that matter, there were already some
clothes-hooks on some of the doors. He began to think that this would
be an even more excellent way than poison or charcoal; he could easily
pretend to Frankie that he was going to show him some new kind of play.
He could arrange the cord on the hook on one of the doors and then
under pretence of play, it would be done. The boy would offer no
resistance, and in a few minutes it would all be over.
He threw down the book and pressed his hands over his ears: he fancied
he could hear the boy’s hands and feet beating against the panels of
the door as he struggled in his death agony.
Then, as his arms fell nervelessly by his side again, he thought that
he heard Frankie’s voice calling.
“Dad! Dad!”
Owen hastily opened the door.
“Are you calling, Frankie?”
“Yes. I’ve been calling you quite a long time.”
“What do you want?”
“I want you to come here. I want to tell you something.”
“Well, what is it dear? I thought you were asleep a long time ago,”
said Owen as he came into the room.
“That’s just what I want to speak to you about: the kitten’s gone to
sleep all right, but I can’t go. I’ve tried all different ways,
counting and all, but it’s no use, so I thought I’d ask you if you’d
mind coming and staying with me, and letting me hold your hand for a
little while and then p’raps I could go.”
The boy twined his arms round Owen’s neck and hugged him very tightly.
“Oh, Dad, I love you so much!” he said. “I love you so much, I could
squeeze you to death.”
“I’m afraid you will, if you squeeze me so tightly as that.”
The boy laughed softly as he relaxed his hold. “That WOULD be a funny
way of showing you how much I love you, wouldn’t it, Dad? Squeezing you
to death!”
“Yes, I suppose it would,” replied Owen huskily, as he tucked the
bedclothes round the child’s shoulders. “But don’t talk any more, dear;
just hold my hand and try to sleep.”
“All right,” said Frankie.
Lying there very quietly, holding his father’s hand and occasionally
kissing it, the child presently fell asleep. Then Owen got up very
gently and, having taken the kitten out of the bed again and arranged
the bedclothes, he softly kissed the boy’s forehead and returned to the
other room.
Looking about for a suitable place for the kitten to sleep in, he
noticed Frankie’s toy box, and having emptied the toys on to the floor
in a corner of the room, he made a bed in the box with some rags and
placed it on its side on the hearthrug, facing the fire, and with some
difficulty persuaded the kitten to lie in it. Then, having placed the
chairs on which his clothes were drying at a safe distance from the
fire, he went into the bedroom. Nora was still awake.
“Are you feeling any better, dear?” he said.
“Yes, I’m ever so much better since I’ve been in bed, but I can’t help
worrying about your clothes. I’m afraid they’ll never be dry enough for
you to put on the first thing in the morning. Couldn’t you stay at home
till after breakfast, just for once?”
“No; I mustn’t do that. If I did Hunter would probably tell me to stay
away altogether. I believe he would be glad of an excuse to get rid of
another full-price man just now.”
“But if it’s raining like this in the morning, you’ll be wet through
before you get there.”
“It’s no good worrying about that dear: besides, I can wear this old
coat that I have on now, over the other.”
“And if you wrap your old shoes in some paper, and take them with you,
you can take off your wet boots as soon as you get to the place.”
“Yes, all right,” responded Owen. “Besides,” he added, reassuringly,
“even if I do get a little wet, we always have a fire there, you know.”
“Well, I hope the weather will be a little better than this in the
morning,” said Nora. “Isn’t it a dreadful night! I keep feeling afraid
that the house is going to be blown down.”
Long after Nora was asleep, Owen lay listening to the howling of the
wind and the noise of the rain as it poured heavily on the roof...