CHAPTER XXIII

It is not easy for one unaccustomed to the woods to remain

undeviatingly upon his course even in the daytime; at night it can

be accomplished only by a miracle. Carmel, in a state of agitation

which was not distant from hysteria, had paused neither to consider

nor to take her bearings. Of herself she was utterly careless. The

only thought in her mind was to reach, and in some manner to give aid

to, Evan Pell if he remained alive. Instinct alone moved her to turn

off the road and seek the protection of the forest. Once engulfed

in its blackness she stumbled alone, tripping, falling, turning,

twisting--hurrying, always hurrying.... The physical exertion cleared

her brain, reduced her to something like rationality.

She paused, leaned panting against the bole of a great beech ... and

discovered she was lost.

The evening had been cloudy, but now the clouds were being dissipated

by an easterly breeze--a chilly breeze--and from time to time the

moon peered through to turn the blackness of the woods into a cavern,

dim-lit, filled with moving, grotesque alarming shadows. The shape of

fear lurks always in the forest. It hides behind every tree, crouches

in every thicket, ready to leap out upon the back of him who shall for

an instant lay aside the protective armor of his presence of mind. The

weapon of fear is panic.... Fear perches upon the shoulder, whispering:

“You are lost. You know not which way to go.... You have lost your

way.” Then there arises in the heart and brain of the victim a

sensation so horrible that words cannot describe it; it can be realized

only by those who have experienced it. It is a combination of emotions

and fears, comparable to nothing.... It is a living, clutching,

torturing horror. First comes apprehension, then bewilderment. A

frenzied effort to discover some landmark, to tear from the forest

the secret of the points of the compass. One determines to sit calmly

and reflect; to proceed coolly.... The thing is impossible. One sits

while the watch ticks fifty times, and is sure he has rested for hours.

He arises, takes two steps with studied deliberation, and finds he

is running, bursting through slashings and underbrush in unreasoning

frenzy. And frenzy thrives upon itself. One wishes to shout, to

scream.... Fear chokes him, engulfs him. Reason deserts utterly, and

there remains nothing but horror, panic....

Carmel experienced this and more. Throbbing, rending terror was hers,

yet, even at the height of her panic, there lay beneath it, making it

more horrible, her fear for Evan Pell. She uttered his name. Sobbing,

she called to him--and always, always she struggled forward under

the urge of panic. Even the little nickel-plated electric flash in

her pocket was forgotten. That would have been something--light!

It would have been a comfort, a hope.... How long she ran and fell,

picked herself up to stagger onward to another fall, she did not

know. For minutes the woods were an impenetrable gulf of blackness;

then the moon would emerge to permit its eerie light to trickle

through the interlacing foliage, and to paint grotesque patterns upon

the ground beneath her feet. Threatening caverns loomed; mysterious

sounds assailed her.... She was sobbing, crying Evan Pell’s name. And

then--with startling suddenness--the woods ceased to be, and light

was.... The heavens were clean swept of clouds, and the moon, round

and full, poured down the soft silver of its radiance--a radiance

reflected, mirrored, turned to brighter silver by the rippled waters of

the lake.... Carmel sank in a pitiful little heap and cried--they were

tears of relief. She had reached the lake.

It was possible to reason now. She had turned from the road to the

right. The Lakeside Hotel was to the left of the road, and, therefore,

she had but to skirt the shore of the lake, traveling to leftward, and

she must reach her destination.

She arose, composed herself, and, womanlike, arranged her hat and

hair. Then, keeping close to the water for fear she might again become

bewildered and so lose this sure guide, she started again toward her

objective.

As she turned a jutting point of land she saw, a quarter of a mile

distant, the not numerous lights which indicated the presence of

Bangs’s ill-reputed hostelry. This sure realization of the nearness of

danger awakened caution. It awakened, too, a sense of her futility. Now

that she was where something must be done, what was there possible for

her to do? What did she mean to do?... She could not answer, but, being

an opportunist, she told herself that events should mold her actions;

that some course would open before her when need for it became imminent.

Small things she noted--inconsequential things. The lake had fallen

during the dry weather. She noted that. It had receded to leave at

its edge a ribbon of mud, sometimes two feet, sometimes six feet

wide.... This was one of those inconsequential, extraneous facts which

appear so sharply and demand attention when the mind is otherwise

vitally occupied.... She noted the thick-growing pickerel grass

growing straight and slender and thrusting its spears upward through

the scarcely agitated water. It was lovely in the moonlight.... She

noted the paths upon the water, paths which began without reason and

wound off to no destination.... Her eyes were busy, strangely busy,

photographically occupied. No detail of that nocturne but would be

printed indelibly upon the retina of her brain so long as she should

live.... Details, details, details!

Then she stopped! Her hand flew to her breast with sudden gesture and

clutched the bosom of her waist. She started back, trembling.... Was

that a log lying half upon the muddy ribbon, half submerged in the

receded waters of the lake? She hoped it was a log, but there was

something--_something_ which arrested her, compelled her.... If it were

a log it was such a log as she never had seen before.... It had not a

look of hard solidity, but rather of awful limpness, of softness. It

sprawled grotesquely. It was still, frightfully still.... She gathered

her courage to approach; stood upon the grassy shelf above this shape

which might have been a log but seemed not to be a log, and bent to

peer downward upon it....

She thought she screamed, but she did not. No sound issued from her

throat, although her lips opened.... She fell back, covering her

face.... The log was no log; it was no twisted, grotesque drift

wood.... It was the body of a man, the limbs of a man fearfully

extended....

Carmel felt ill, dizzy. She struggled against faintness. Then the

searing, unbearable thought--was it Evan?... She must know, she must

determine....

Alone with the thing beneath her, with the fearsome woods behind her,

with the lonely, coldly glittering lake before her, it was almost

beyond belief that she should find the courage to determine....

Something within her, something stronger than horror, than terror, laid

its hand upon her and compelled her. She could not, dared not, believe

it was Evan Pell.

From her pocket she drew the little, nickel-plated flashlight and

pressed its button. Then, covering her eyes, she forced herself inch

by inch to approach the lip of the grassy shelf.... She could not look,

but she must look.... First she pointed the beam of the light downward,

her eyes tight-closed. Clenching her fist, biting her lips, she put

every atom of strength in her body to the task of forcing the lids of

her eyes to open--and she looked, looked full upon the awful thing at

her feet.

For an instant sickness, frightful repulsion, horror, was held at bay

by relief.... It was not Evan. Those soggy garments were not his; that

bulk was not his.... She dared to look again, and let none decry the

courage required to perform this act.... It was a terrible thing to

see.... Her eyes dared not remain upon the awful, bearded face. They

swept downward to where the coat, lying open, disclosed the shirt....

Upon the left bosom of the shirt was a metal shape. Carmel stared at

it--and stared.... It was a star, no longer bright and glittering, but

unmistakably a star....

Then, instantly, Carmel Lee knew what had become of Sheriff

Churchill....

It was enough; she was required to look no more.... The spot was

accursed, unendurable, and she fled from it; fled toward the lights of

the Lakeside Hotel.... That they were lights of which she could not beg

shelter she did not think; that she was safer with the thing which the

lake had given up she did not consider. That the living to whom she

fled were more frightful than the dead whom she deserted was not for

her to believe in that moment. She must have light; she must feel the

presence of human beings, hear human voices--it mattered not whose they

were.

Presently, forcing her way through a last obstruction of baby spruces,

she reached the thoroughfare, and there, hidden by the undergrowth,

she stood, looking for the first time upon this group of buildings so

notorious in the county, so important in her own affairs. The hotel

itself, a structure of frame and shingles, stretched along the lake--a

long, low, squatting, sinister building. A broad piazza stretched from

end to end, and from its steps a walk led down to a wharf jutting into

the water. To the rear were barns and sheds and an inclosure hidden

from the eye by a high lattice--a typical roadhouse of the least

desirable class.... She searched such of its windows as were lighted.

Human figures moved to and fro in the room which must have been the

dining room. An orchestra played....

She had been on the spot but a moment when she heard the approaching

engine of some motor vehicle. She waited. A huge truck, loaded high and

covered with a tarpaulin, drew up to the gate at the rear of the hotel.

Its horn demanded admittance, the gate opened and it rolled in....

She waited, uncertain. Another truck appeared--high loaded as the

first--and was admitted.... Then, in quick succession, three others....

Five trucks loaded to capacity--and Carmel knew well what was their

load!... Contraband!... Its value to be counted not by thousands of

dollars, but by tens of thousands!

The facts were hers now, but what was she to do with them? To whom

report them?... And there was Evan. What mattered contraband whisky

when his fate was in doubt? Evan Pell came first--she realized now

that he came first, before everything, before herself!... She asked no

questions, but accepted the fact.

Keeping to the roadside in the shadows, she picked her way along for

a couple of hundred feet, meaning to cross the road and to make her

way to the rear of the hotel’s inclosure. There must be some opening

through which she might observe what passed and so make some discovery

which might be of use to her in her need.... She paused, undecided,

determined a sudden, quick crossing would be safest, and, lifting her

skirts, ran out upon the roadway....

There was a shout, a rush of feet. She felt ungentle hands, and,

dropping such inhibitions as generations of civilization had imposed

upon her, Carmel fought like a wildcat, twisting, scratching,

tearing.... She was crushed, smothered. Her arms were twisted behind

her, a cloth jerked roughly over her face, and she felt herself lifted

in powerful arms.... They carried her to some door, for she heard them

rap for admission.

“Who’s there?” said a voice.

“Fetch Peewee,” said one of her captors. “Quick.” Then came a short

wait, and she heard Peewee Bangs’s nasal voice. “What’s up?” he

demanded.

“We got her. What’ll we do with her?”

“Fetch her in,” said Peewee. “Up the back stairs. I’ll show ye the way.”

Carmel, not struggling now, was carried up a narrow flight of steps;

she heard a key turn in a lock. Then she was thrust into a room,

pushed so that she stumbled and went to her knees. The door slammed

behind her and was locked again.... She got to her feet, trembling,

wavering, snatched the cloth from her face, and looked before her....

There, in the dim light, she saw a man. He stood startled, staring with

unbelieving eyes.

“Evan!...” she cried. “Evan!... Thank God you’re alive.”

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