CHAPTER XXIX

LOADING FOR HOME--A SURPRISE--LAST OF AN OLD FRIEND--THE LAST HIDE--A

HARD CASE--UP ANCHOR, FOR HOME!--HOMEWARD BOUND

We turned-in early, knowing that we might expect an early call; and

sure enough, before the stars had quite faded, "All hands ahoy!" and we

were turned-to, heaving out ballast. A regulation of the port forbids

any ballast to be thrown overboard; accordingly, our long-boat was

lined inside with rough boards and brought alongside the gangway, but

where one tub-full went into the boat, twenty went overboard. This is

done by every vessel, for the ballast can make but little difference in

the channel, and it saves more than a week of labor, which would be

spent in loading the boats, rowing them to the point, and unloading

them. When any people from the Presidio were on board, the boat was

hauled up and ballast thrown in; but when the coast was clear, she was

dropped astern again, and the ballast fell overboard. This is one of

those petty frauds which every vessel practises in ports of inferior

foreign nations, and which are lost sight of, among the countless deeds

of greater weight which are hardly less common. Fortunately a sailor,

not being a free agent in work aboard ship, is not accountable; yet the

fact of being constantly employed, without thought, in such things,

begets an indifference to the rights of others.

Friday, and a part of Saturday, we were engaged in this work, until we

had thrown out all but what we wanted under our cargo on the passage

home; when, as the next day was Sunday, and a good day for smoking

ship, we cleared everything out of the cabin and forecastle, made a

slow fire of charcoal, birch bark, brimstone, and other matters, on the

ballast in the bottom of the hold, calked up the hatches and every open

seam, and pasted over the cracks of the windows, and the slides of the

scuttles, and companionway. Wherever smoke was seen coming out, we

calked and pasted, and, so far as we could, made the ship smoke tight.

The captain and officers slept under the awning which was spread over

the quarter-deck; and we stowed ourselves away under an old

studding-sail, which we drew over one side of the forecastle. The next

day, from fear that something might happen, orders were given for no

one to leave the ship, and, as the decks were lumbered up with

everything, we could not wash them down, so we had nothing to do, all

day long. Unfortunately, our books were where we could not get at them,

and we were turning about for something to do, when one man recollected

a book he had left in the galley. He went after it, and it proved to

be Woodstock. This was a great windfall, and as all could not read it

at once, I, being the scholar of the company, was appointed reader. I

got a knot of six or eight about me, and no one could have had a more

attentive audience. Some laughed at the "scholars," and went over the

other side of the forecastle, to work, and spin their yarns; but I

carried the day, and had the cream of the crew for my hearers. Many of

the reflections, and the political parts, I omitted, but all the

narrative they were delighted with; especially the descriptions of the

Puritans, and the sermons and harangues of the Round-head soldiers.

The gallantry of Charles, Dr. Radcliffe's plots, the knavery of "trusty

Tompkins,"--in fact, every part seemed to chain their attention. Many

things which, while I was reading, I had a misgiving about, thinking

them above their capacity, I was surprised to find them enter into

completely.

I read nearly all day, until sundown; when, as soon as supper was over,

as I had nearly finished, they got a light from the galley; and by

skipping what was less interesting, I carried them through to the

marriage of Everard, and the restoration of Charles the Second, before

eight o'clock.

The next morning, we took the battens from the hatches, and opened the

ship. A few stifled rats were found; and what bugs, cockroaches,

fleas, and other vermin, there might have been on board, must have

unrove their life-lines before the hatches were opened. The ship being

now ready, we covered the bottom of the hold over, fore and aft, with

dried brush for dunnage, and having levelled everything away, we were

ready to take in our cargo. All the hides that had been collected

since the California left the coast, (a little more than two years,)

amounting to about forty thousand, were cured, dried, and stowed away

in the house, waiting for our good ship to take them to Boston.

Now began the operation of taking in our cargo, which kept us hard at

work, from the grey of the morning till star-light, for six weeks, with

the exception of Sundays, and of just time to swallow our meals. To

carry the work on quicker, a division of labor was made. Two men threw

the hides down from the piles in the house, two more picked them up and

put them on a long horizontal pole, raised a few feet from the ground,

where they were beaten, by two more, with flails, somewhat like those

used in threshing wheat. When beaten, they were taken from this pole

by two more, and placed upon a platform of boards; and ten or a dozen

men, with their trowsers rolled up, were constantly going, back and

forth, from the platform to the boat, which was kept off where she

would just float, with the hides upon their heads. The throwing the

hides upon the pole was the most difficult work, and required a sleight

of hand which was only to be got by long practice. As I was known for

a hide-curer, this post was assigned to me, and I continued at it for

six or eight days, tossing, in that time, from eight to ten thousand

hides, until my wrists became so lame that I gave in; and was

transferred to the gang that was employed in filling the boats, where I

remained for the rest of the time. As we were obliged to carry the

hides on our heads from fear of their getting wet, we each had a piece

of sheepskin sewed into the inside of our hats, with the wool next to

our heads, and thus were able to bear the weight, day after day, which

would otherwise have soon worn off our hair, and borne hard upon our

skulls. Upon the whole, ours was the best berth; for though the water

was nipping cold, early in the morning and late at night, and being so

continually wet was rather an exposure, yet we got rid of the constant

dust and dirt from the beating of the hides, and being all of us young

and hearty, did not mind the exposure. The older men of the crew, whom

it would have been dangerous to have kept in the water, remained on

board with the mate, to stow the hides away, as fast as they were

brought off by the boats.

We continued at work in this manner until the lower hold was filled to

within four feet of the beams, when all hands were called aboard to

commence steeving. As this is a peculiar operation, it will require a

minute description.

Before stowing the hides, as I have said, the ballast is levelled off,

just above the keelson, and then loose dunnage placed upon it, on which

the hides rest. The greatest care is used in stowing, to make the ship

hold as many hides as possible. It is no mean art, and a man skilled

in it is an important character in California. Many a dispute have I

heard raging high between professed "beach-combers," as to whether the

hides should be stowed "shingling," or "back-to-back, and

flipper-to-flipper;" upon which point there was an entire and bitter

division of sentiment among the savans. We adopted each method at

different periods of the stowing, and parties ran high in the

forecastle, some siding with "old Bill" in favor of the former, and

others scouting him, and relying upon "English Bob" of the Ayacucho,

who had been eight years in California, and was willing to risk his

life and limb for the latter method. At length a compromise was

effected, and a middle course, of shifting the ends and backs at every

lay, was adopted, which worked well, and which, though they held it

inferior to their own, each party granted was better than that of the

other.

Having filled the ship up, in this way, to within four feet of her

beams, the process of steeving commenced, by which an hundred hides are

got into a place where one could not be forced by hand, and which

presses the hides to the utmost, sometimes starting the beams of the

ship, resembling in its effects the jack-screws which are used in

stowing cotton. Each morning we went ashore, and beat and brought off

as many hides as we could steeve in the course of the day, and, after

breakfast, went down into the hold, where we remained at work until

night. The whole length of the hold, from stem to stern, was floored

off level, and we began with raising a pile in the after part, hard

against the bulkhead of the run, and filling it up to the beams,

crowding in as many as we could by hand and pushing in with oars; when

a large "book" was made of from twenty-five to fifty hides, doubled at

the backs, and put into one another, like the leaves of a book. An

opening was then made between two hides in the pile, and the back of

the outside hide of the book inserted. Two long, heavy spars, called

steeves, made of the strongest wood, and sharpened off like a wedge at

one end, were placed with their wedge ends into the inside of the hide

which was the centre of the book, and to the other end of each, straps

were fitted, into which large tackles were hooked, composed each of two

huge purchase blocks, one hooked to the strap on the end of the steeve,

and the other into a dog, fastened into one of the beams, as far aft as

it could be got. When this was arranged, and the ways greased upon

which the book was to slide, the falls of the tackles were stretched

forward, and all hands tallied on, and bowsed away until the book was

well entered; when these tackles were nippered, straps and toggles

clapped upon the falls, and two more luff tackles hooked on, with dogs,

in the same manner; and thus, by luff upon luff, the power was

multiplied, until into a pile in which one hide more could not be

crowded by hand, an hundred or an hundred and fifty were often driven

in by this complication of purchases. When the last luff was hooked

on, all hands were called to the rope--cook, steward, and all--and

ranging ourselves at the falls, one behind the other, sitting down on

the hides, with our heads just even with the beams, we set taut upon

the tackles, and striking up a song, and all lying back at the chorus,

we bowsed the tackles home, and drove the large books chock in out of

sight.

The sailor's songs for capstans and falls are of a peculiar kind,

having a chorus at the end of each line. The burden is usually sung,

by one alone, and, at the chorus, all hands join in,--and the louder

the noise, the better. With us, the chorus seemed almost to raise the

decks of the ship, and might be heard at a great distance, ashore. A

song is as necessary to sailors as the drum and fife to a soldier.

They can't pull in time, or pull with a will, without it. Many a time,

when a thing goes heavy, with one fellow yo-ho-ing, a lively song, like

"Heave, to the girls!" "Nancy oh!" "Jack Cross-tree," etc., has put

life and strength into every arm. We often found a great difference in

the effect of the different songs in driving in the hides. Two or

three songs would be tried, one after the other; with no effect;--not

an inch could be got upon the tackles--when a new song, struck up,

seemed to hit the humor of the moment, and drove the tackles "two

blocks" at once. "Heave round hearty!" "Captain gone ashore!" and the

like, might do for common pulls, but in an emergency, when we wanted a

heavy, "raise-the-dead" pull, which should start the beams of the ship,

there was nothing like "Time for us to go!" "Round the corner," or

"Hurrah! hurrah! my hearty bullies!"

This was the most lively part of our work. A little boating and beach

work in the morning; then twenty or thirty men down in a close hold,

where we were obliged to sit down and slide about, passing hides, and

rowsing about the great steeves, tackles, and dogs, singing out at the

falls, and seeing the ship filling up every day. The work was as hard

as it could well be. There was not a moment's cessation from Monday

morning till Saturday night, when we were generally beaten out, and

glad to have a full night's rest, a wash and shift of clothes, and a

quiet Sunday. During all this time,--which would have startled Dr.

Graham--we lived upon almost nothing but fresh beef; fried beefsteaks,

three times a day,--morning, noon, and night. At morning and night we

had a quart of tea to each man; and an allowance of about a pound of

hard bread a day; but our chief article of food was the beef. A mess,

consisting of six men, had a large wooden kid piled up with beefsteaks,

cut thick, and fried in fat, with the grease poured over them. Round

this we sat, attacking it with our jack-knives and teeth, and with the

appetite of young lions, and sent back an empty kid to the galley.

This was done three times a day. How many pounds each man ate in a

day, I will not attempt to compute. A whole bullock (we ate liver and

all) lasted us but four days. Such devouring of flesh, I will venture

to say, was seldom known before. What one man ate in a day, over a

hearty man's allowance, would make a Russian's heart leap into his

mouth. Indeed, during all the time we were upon the coast, our

principal food was fresh beef, and every man had perfect health; but

this was a time of especial devouring; and what we should have done

without meat, I cannot tell. Once or twice, when our bullocks failed

and we were obliged to make a meal upon dry bread and water, it seemed

like feeding upon shavings. Light and dry, feeling unsatisfied, and,

at the same time, full, we were glad to see four quarters of a bullock,

just killed, swinging from the fore-top. Whatever theories may be

started by sedentary men, certainly no men could have gone through more

hard work and exposure for sixteen months in more perfect health, and

without ailings and failings, than our ship's crew, let them have lived

upon Hygeia's own baking and dressing.

Friday, April 15th. Arrived, brig Pilgrim, from the windward. It was a

sad sight for her crew to see us getting ready to go off the coast,

while they, who had been longer on the coast than the Alert, were

condemned to another year's hard service. I spent an evening on board,

and found them making the best of the matter, and determined to rough

it out as they might; but my friend S---- was determined to go home in

the ship, if money or interest could bring it to pass. After

considerable negotiating and working, he succeeded in persuading my

English friend, Tom Harris,--my companion in the anchor watch--for

thirty dollars, some clothes, and an intimation from Captain Faucon

that he should want a second mate before the voyage was up, to take his

place in the brig as soon as she was ready to go up to windward.

The first opportunity I could get to speak to Captain Faucon, I asked

him to step up to the oven and look at Hope, whom he knew well, having

had him on board his vessel. He went to see him, but said that he had

so little medicine, and expected to be so long on the coast, that he

could do nothing for him, but that Captain Arthur would take care of

him when he came down in the California, which would be in a week or

more. I had been to see Hope the first night after we got into San

Diego this last time, and had frequently since spent the early part of

a night in the oven. I hardly expected, when I left him to go to

windward, to find him alive upon my return. He was certainly as low as

he could well be when I left him, and what would be the effect of the

medicines that I gave him, I hardly then dared to conjecture. Yet I

knew that he must die without them. I was not a little rejoiced,

therefore, and relieved, upon our return, to see him decidedly better.

The medicines were strong, and took hold and gave a check to the

disorder which was destroying him; and, more than that, they had begun

the work of exterminating it. I shall never forget the gratitude that

he expressed. All the Kanakas attributed his escape solely to my

knowledge, and would not be persuaded that I had not all the secrets of

the physical system open to me and under my control. My medicines,

however, were gone, and no more could be got from the ship, so that his

life was left to hang upon the arrival of the California.

Sunday, April 24th. We had now been nearly seven weeks in San Diego,

and had taken in the greater part of our cargo, and were looking out,

every day, for the arrival of the California, which had our agent on

board; when, this afternoon, some Kanakas, who had been over the hill

for rabbits and to fight rattlesnakes, came running down the path,

singing out, "Kail ho!" with all their might. Mr. H., our third mate,

was ashore, and asking them particularly about the size of the sail,

etc., and learning that it was "Moku--Nui Moku," hailed our ship, and

said that the California was on the other side of the point.

Instantly, all hands were turned up, the bow guns run out and loaded,

the ensign and broad pennant set, the yards squared by lifts and

braces, and everything got ready to make a good appearance. The

instant she showed her nose round the point, we began our salute. She

came in under top-gallant sails, clewed up and furled her sails in good

order, and came-to, within good swinging distance of us. It being

Sunday, and nothing to do, all hands were on the forecastle,

criticising the new-comer. She was a good, substantial ship, not quite

so long as the Alert, and wall-sided and kettle-bottomed, after the

latest fashion of south-shore cotton and sugar wagons; strong, too, and

tight, and a good average sailor, but with no pretensions to beauty,

and nothing in the style of a "crack ship." Upon the whole, we were

perfectly satisfied that the Alert might hold up her head with a ship

twice as smart as she.

At night, some of us got a boat and went on board, and found a large,

roomy forecastle, (for she was squarer forward than the Alert,) and a

crew of a dozen or fifteen men and boys, sitting around on their

chests, smoking and talking, and ready to give a welcome to any of our

ship's company. It was just seven months since they left Boston, which

seemed but yesterday to us. Accordingly, we had much to ask, for

though we had seen the newspapers that she brought, yet these were the

very men who had been in Boston and seen everything with their own

eyes. One of the green-hands was a Boston boy, from one of the public

schools, and, of course, knew many things which we wished to ask about,

and on inquiring the names of our two Boston boys, found that they had

been schoolmates of his. Our men had hundreds of questions to ask

about Ann street, the boarding-houses, the ships in port, the rate of

wages, and other matters.

Among her crew were two English man-of-war's-men, so that, of course,

we soon had music. They sang in the true sailor's style, and the rest

of the crew, which was a remarkably musical one, joined in the

choruses. They had many of the latest sailor songs, which had not yet

got about among our merchantmen, and which they were very choice of.

They began soon after we came on board, and kept it up until after two

bells, when the second mate came forward and called "the Alerts away!"

Battle-songs, drinking-songs, boat-songs, love-songs, and everything

else, they seemed to have a complete assortment of, and I was glad to

find that "All in the Downs," "Poor Tom Bowline," "The Bay of Biscay,"

"List, ye Landsmen!" and all those classical songs of the sea, still

held their places. In addition to these, they had picked up at the

theatres and other places a few songs of a little more genteel cast,

which they were very proud of; and I shall never forget hearing an old

salt, who had broken his voice by hard drinking on shore, and bellowing

from the mast-head in a hundred northwesters, with all manner of

ungovernable trills and quavers in the high notes, breaking into a

rough falsetto--and in the low ones, growling along like the dying away

of the boatswain's "all hands ahoy!" down the hatch-way, singing, "Oh,

no, we never mention him."

"Perhaps, like me, he struggles with

Each feeling of regret;

But if he's loved as I have loved,

He never can forget!"

The last line, being the conclusion, he roared out at the top of his

voice, breaking each word up into half a dozen syllables. This was very

popular, and Jack was called upon every night to give them his

"sentimental song." No one called for it more loudly than I, for the

complete absurdity of the execution, and the sailors' perfect

satisfaction in it, were ludicrous beyond measure.

The next day, the California commenced unloading her cargo; and her

boats' crews, in coming and going, sang their boat-songs, keeping time

with their oars. This they did all day long for several days, until

their hides were all discharged, when a gang of them were sent on board

the Alert, to help us steeve our hides. This was a windfall for us, for

they had a set of new songs for the capstan and fall, and ours had got

nearly worn out by six weeks' constant use. I have no doubt that this

timely reinforcement of songs hastened our work several days.

Our cargo was now nearly all taken in; and my old friend, the Pilgrim,

having completed her discharge, unmoored, to set sail the next morning

on another long trip to windward. I was just thinking of her hard lot,

and congratulating myself upon my escape from her, when I received a

summons into the cabin. I went aft, and there found, seated round the

cabin table, my own captain, Captain Faucon of the Pilgrim, and Mr.

R----, the agent. Captain T---- turned to me and asked abruptly--

"D----, do you want to go home in the ship?"

"Certainly, sir," said I; "I expect to go home in the ship."

"Then," said he, "you must get some one to go in your place on board

the Pilgrim."

I was so completely "taken aback" by this sudden intimation, that for a

moment I could make no reply. I knew that it would be hopeless to

attempt to prevail upon any of the ship's crew to take twelve months

more upon the California in the brig. I knew, too, that Captain T----

had received orders to bring me home in the Alert, and he had told me,

when I was at the hide-house, that I was to go home in her; and even if

this had not been so, it was cruel to give me no notice of the step

they were going to take, until a few hours before the brig would sail.

As soon as I had got my wits about me, I put on a bold front, and told

him plainly that I had a letter in my chest informing me that he had

been written to, by the owners in Boston, to bring me home in the ship,

and moreover, that he had told me that I was to go in the ship.

To have this told him, and to be opposed in such a manner, was more

than my lord paramount had been used to.

He turned fiercely upon me, and tried to look me down, and face me out

of my statement; but finding that that wouldn't do, and that I was

entering upon my defence in such a way as would show to the other two

that he was in the wrong,--he changed his ground, and pointed to the

shipping papers of the Pilgrim, from which my name had never been

erased, and said that there was my name,--that I belonged to her,--that

he had an absolute discretionary power,--and, in short, that I must be

on board the Pilgrim by the next morning with my chest and hammock, or

have some one ready to go in my place, and that he would not hear

another word from me. No court or star chamber could proceed more

summarily with a poor devil, than this trio was about to do with me;

condemning me to a punishment worse than a Botany Bay exile, and to a

fate which would alter the whole current of my future life; for two

years more in California would have made me a sailor for the rest of my

days. I felt all this, and saw the necessity of being determined. I

repeated what I had said, and insisted upon my right to return in the

ship.

I "raised my arm, and tauld my crack,

Before them a'."

But it would have all availed me nothing, had I been "some poor body,"

before this absolute, domineering tribunal. But they saw that I would

not go, unless "vi et armis," and they knew that I had friends and

interest enough at home to make them suffer for any injustice they

might do me. It was probably this that turned the matter; for the

captain changed his tone entirely, and asked me if, in case any one

went in my place, I would give him the same sum that S---- gave Harris

to exchange with him. I told him that if any one was sent on board the

brig, I should pity him, and be willing to help him to that, or almost

any amount; but would not speak of it as an exchange.

"Very well," said he. "Go forward about your business, and send

English Ben here to me!"

I went forward with a light heart, but feeling as angry, and as much

contempt as I could well contain between my teeth. English Ben was

sent aft, and in a few moments came forward, looking as though he had

received his sentence to be hung. The captain had told him to get his

things ready to go on board the brig the next morning; and that I would

give him thirty dollars and a suit of clothes. The hands had "knocked

off" for dinner, and were standing about the forecastle, when Ben came

forward and told his story. I could see plainly that it made a great

excitement, and that, unless I explained the matter to them, the

feeling would be turned against me. Ben was a poor English boy, a

stranger in Boston, and without friends or money; and being an active,

willing lad, and a good sailor for his years, was a general favorite.

"Oh, yes!" said the crew, "the captain has let you off, because you are

a gentleman's son, and have got friends, and know the owners; and taken

Ben, because he is poor, and has got nobody to say a word for him!" I

knew that this was too true to be answered, but I excused myself from

any blame, and told them that I had a right to go home, at all events.

This pacified them a little, but Jack had got a notion that a poor lad

was to be imposed upon, and did not distinguish very clearly; and

though I knew that I was in no fault, and, in fact, had barely escaped

the grossest injustice, yet I felt that my berth was getting to be a

disagreeable one. The notion that I was not "one of them," which, by a

participation in all their labor and hardships, and having no favor

shown me, had been laid asleep, was beginning to revive. But far

stronger than any feeling for myself, was the pity I felt for the poor

lad. He had depended upon going home in the ship; and from Boston, was

going immediately to Liverpool, to see his friends. Beside this,

having begun the voyage with very few clothes, he had taken up the

greater part of his wages in the slop-chest, and it was every day a

losing concern to him; and, like all the rest of the crew, he had a

hearty hatred of California, and the prospect of eighteen months or two

years more of hide-droghing seemed completely to break down his spirit.

I had determined not to go myself, happen what would, and I knew that

the captain would not dare to attempt to force me. I knew, too, that

the two captains had agreed together to get some one, and that unless I

could prevail upon somebody to go voluntarily, there would be no help

for Ben. From this consideration, though I had said that I would have

nothing to do with an exchange, I did my best to get some one to go

voluntarily. I offered to give an order upon the owners in Boston for

six months' wages, and also all the clothes, books, and other matters,

which I should not want upon the voyage home. When this offer was

published in the ship, and the case of poor Ben was set forth in strong

colors, several, who would not have dreamed of going themselves, were

busy in talking it up to others, who, they thought, might be tempted to

accept it; and, at length, one fellow, a harum-scarum lad, whom we

called Harry Bluff, and who did not care what country or ship he was

in, if he had clothes enough and money enough--partly from pity for

Ben, and partly from the thought he should have "cruising money" for

the rest of his stay,--came forward, and offered to go and "sling his

hammock in the bloody hooker." Lest his purpose should cool, I signed

an order for the sum upon the owners in Boston, gave him all the

clothes I could spare, and sent him aft to the captain, to let him know

what had been done. The skipper accepted the exchange, and was,

doubtless, glad to have it pass off so easily. At the same time he

cashed the order, which was endorsed to him,[1] and the next morning,

the lad went aboard the brig, apparently in good spirits, having shaken

hands with each of us and wished us a pleasant passage home, jingling

the money in his pockets, and calling out, "Never say die, while

there's a shot in the locker." The same boat carried off Harris, my

old watchmate, who had previously made an exchange with my friend S----.

I was sorry to part with Harris. Nearly two hundred hours (as we had

calculated it) had we walked the ship's deck together, at anchor watch,

when all hands were below, and talked over and over every subject which

came within the ken of either of us. He gave me a strong gripe with

his hand; and I told him, if he came to Boston again, not to fail to

find me out, and let me see an old watchmate. The same boat brought on

board S----, my friend, who had begun the voyage with me from Boston,

and, like me, was going back to his family and to the society which we

had been born and brought up in. We congratulated one another upon

finding what we had long talked over and wished for, thus brought

about; and none on board the ship were more glad than ourselves to see

the old brig standing round the point, under full sail. As she passed

abreast of us, we all collected in the waist, and gave her three loud,

hearty cheers, waving our hats in the air. Her crew sprang into the

rigging and chains, answered us with three as loud, to which we, after

the nautical custom, gave one in return. I took my last look of their

familiar faces as they got over the rail, and saw the old black cook

put his head out of the galley, and wave his cap over his head. The

crew flew aloft to loose the top-gallant sails and royals; the two

captains waved their hands to one another; and, in ten minutes, we saw

the last inch of her white canvas, as she rounded the point.

Relieved as I was to see her well off, (and I felt like one who had

just sprung from an iron trap which was closing upon him) I had yet a

feeling of regret at taking the last look at the old craft in which I

had spent a year, and the first year, of my sailor's life--which had

been my first home in the new world into which I had entered--and with

which I had associated so many things,--my first leaving home, my first

crossing the equator, Cape Horn, Juan Fernandez, death at sea, and

other things, serious and common. Yet, with all this, and the feeling

I had for my old shipmates, condemned to another term of California

life, the thought that we were done with it, and that one week more

would see us on our way to Boston, was a cure for everything.

Friday, May 6th, completed the taking of our cargo, and was a memorable

day in our calendar. The time when we were to take in our last hide,

we had looked forward to, for sixteen months, as the first bright spot.

When the last hide was stowed away, and the hatches calked down, the

tarpaulins battened on to them, the long-boat hoisted in and secured,

and the decks swept down for the night,--the chief mate sprang upon the

top of the long-boat, called all hands into the waist, and giving us a

signal by swinging his cap over his head,--we gave three long, loud

cheers, which came from the bottom of our hearts, and made the hills

and valleys ring again. In a moment, we heard three, in answer, from

the California's crew, who had seen us taking in our long-boat,

and--"the cry they heard--its meaning knew."

The last week, we had been occupied in taking in a supply of wood and

water for the passage home, and bringing on board the spare spars,

sails, etc. I was sent off with a party of Indians to fill the

water-casks, at a spring, about three miles from the shipping, and near

the town, and was absent three days, living at the town, and spending

the daytime in filling the casks and transporting them on ox-carts to

the landing-place, whence they were taken on board by the crew with

boats. This being all done with, we gave one day to bending our sails;

and at night, every sail, from the courses to the skysails, was bent,

and every studding-sail ready for setting.

Before our sailing, an unsuccessful attempt was made by one of the crew

of the California to effect an exchange with one of our number. It was

a lad, between fifteen and sixteen years of age, who went by the name

of the "reefer," having been a midshipman in an East India Company's

ship. His singular character and story had excited our interest ever

since the ship came into the port. He was a delicate, slender little

fellow, with a beautiful pearly complexion, regular features, forehead

as white as marble, black haired, curling beautifully, rounded,

tapering, delicate fingers, small feet, soft voice, gentle manners,

and, in fact, every sign of having been well born and bred. At the

same time there was something in his expression which showed a slight

deficiency of intellect. How great the deficiency was, or what it

resulted from; whether he was born so; whether it was the result of

disease or accident; or whether, as some said, it was brought on by his

distress of mind, during the voyage, I cannot say. From his own

account of himself, and from many circumstances which were known in

connection with his story, he must have been the son of a man of

wealth. His mother was an Italian woman. He was probably a natural

son, for in scarcely any other way could the incidents of his early

life be accounted for. He said that his parents did not live together,

and he seemed to have been ill treated by his father. Though he had

been delicately brought up, and indulged in every way, (and he had then

with him trinkets which had been given him at home,) yet his education

had been sadly neglected; and when only twelve years old, he was sent

as midshipman in the Company's service. His own story was, that he

afterwards ran away from home, upon a difficulty which he had with his

father, and went to Liverpool, whence he sailed in the ship Rialto,

Captain Holmes, for Boston. Captain Holmes endeavored to get him a

passage back, but there being no vessel to sail for some time, the boy

left him, and went to board at a common sailor's boarding-house, in Ann

street, where he supported himself for a few weeks by selling some of

his valuables. At length, according to his own account, being desirous

of returning home, he went to a shipping-office, where the shipping

articles of the California were open. Upon asking where the ship was

going, he was told by the shipping-master that she was bound to

California. Not knowing where that was, he told him that he wanted to

go to Europe, and asked if California was in Europe. The

shipping-master answered him in a way which the boy did not understand,

and advised him to ship. The boy signed the articles, received his

advance, laid out a little of it in clothes, and spent the rest, and

was ready to go on board, when, upon the morning of sailing, he heard

that the ship was bound upon the North-west Coast, on a two or three

years' voyage, and was not going to Europe. Frightened at this

prospect, he slipped away when the crew was going aboard, wandered up

into another part of the town, and spent all the forenoon in straying

about the common, and the neighboring streets.

Having no money, and all his clothes and other things being in the

chest, on board, and being a stranger, he became tired and hungry, and

ventured down toward the shipping, to see if the vessel had sailed. He

was just turning the corner of a street, when the shipping-master, who

had been in search of him, popped upon him, seized him, and carried him

on board. He cried and struggled, and said he did not wish to go in

the ship, but the topsails were at the mast-head, the fasts just ready

to be cast off, and everything in the hurry and confusion of departure,

so that he was hardly noticed; and the few who did inquire about the

matter were told that it was merely a boy who had spent his advance and

tried to run away. Had the owners of the vessel known anything of the

matter, they would have interfered at once; but they either knew

nothing of it, or heard, like the rest, that it was only an unruly boy

who was sick of his bargain. As soon as the boy found himself actually

at sea, and upon a voyage of two or three years in length, his spirits

failed him; he refused to work, and became so miserable, that Captain

Arthur took him into the cabin, where he assisted the steward, and

occasionally pulled and hauled about decks. He was in this capacity

when we saw him; and though it was much better for him than the life in

the forecastle, and the hard work, watching, and exposure, which his

delicate frame could not have borne, yet, to be joined with a black

fellow in waiting upon a man whom he probably looked upon as but

little, in point of education and manners, above one of his father's

servants, was almost too much for his spirit to bear. Had he entered

upon his situation of his own free will, he could have endured it; but

to have been deceived, and, in addition to that, forced into it, was

intolerable. He made every effort to go home in our ship, but his

captain refused to part with him except in the way of exchange, and

that he could not effect. If this account of the whole matter, which

we had from the boy, and which was confirmed by all the crew, be

correct, I cannot understand why Captain Arthur should have refused to

let him go, especially being a captain who had the name, not only with

that crew, but with all whom he had ever commanded, of an unusually

kind-hearted man.

The truth is, the unlimited power which merchant captains have, upon

long voyages on strange coasts, takes away a sense of responsibility,

and too often, even in men otherwise well-disposed, substitutes a

disregard for the rights and feelings of others. The lad was sent on

shore to join the gang at the hide-house; from whence, I was afterwards

rejoiced to hear, he effected his escape, and went down to Callao in a

small Spanish schooner; and from Callao, he probably returned to

England.

Soon after the arrival of the California, I spoke to Captain Arthur

about Hope; and as he had known him on the voyage before, and was very

fond of him, he immediately went to see him, gave him proper medicines,

and, under such care, he began rapidly to recover. The Saturday night

before our sailing, I spent an hour in the oven, and took leave of my

Kanaka friends; and, really, this was the only thing connected with

leaving California which was in any way unpleasant. I felt an interest

and affection for many of these simple, true-hearted men, such as I

never felt before but for a near relation. Hope shook me by the hand,

said he should soon be well again, and ready to work for me when I came

upon the coast, next voyage, as officer of the ship; and told me not to

forget, when I became captain, how to be kind to the sick. Old "Mr.

Bingham" and "King Mannini" went down to the boat with me, shook me

heartily by the hand, wished us a good voyage, and went back to the

oven, chanting one of their deep monotonous songs, the burden of which

I gathered to be about us and our voyage.

Sunday, May 8th. This promised to be our last day in California.

Our forty thousand hides, thirty thousand horns, besides several

barrels of otter and beaver skins, were all stowed below, and the

hatches calked down. All our spare spars were taken on board and

lashed; our water-casks secured; and our live stock, consisting of four

bullocks, a dozen sheep, a dozen or more pigs, and three or four dozen

of poultry, were all stowed away in their different quarters: the

bullocks in the long-boat, the sheep in a pen on the fore-hatch, and

the pigs in a sty under the bows of the long-boat, and the poultry in

their proper coop; and the jolly-boat was full of hay for the sheep and

bullocks. Our unusually large cargo, together with the stores for a

five months' voyage, brought the ship channels down into the water. In

addition to this, she had been steeved so thoroughly, and was so bound

by the compression of her cargo, forced into her by so powerful

machinery, that she was like a man in a straight-jacket, and would be

but a dull sailer, until she had worked herself loose.

The California had finished discharging her cargo, and was to get under

weigh at the same time with us. Having washed down decks and got our

breakfast, the two vessels lay side by side, in complete readiness for

sea, our ensigns hanging from the peaks, and our tall spars reflected

from the glassy surface of the river, which, since sunrise, had been

unbroken by a ripple. At length, a few whiffs came across the water,

and, by eleven o'clock, the regular north-west wind set steadily in.

There was no need of calling all hands, for we had all been hanging

about the forecastle the whole forenoon, and were ready for a start

upon the first sign of a breeze.

All eyes were aft upon the captain, who was walking the deck, with,

every now and then, a look to windward. He made a sign to the mate,

who came forward, took his station, deliberately between the

knight-heads, cast a glance aloft, and called out, "All hands, lay

aloft and loose the sails!" We were half in the rigging before the

order came, and never since we left Boston were the gaskets off the

yards, and the rigging overhauled, in a shorter time. "All ready

forward, sir!"--"All ready the main!"--"Cross-jack yards all ready,

sir!"--"Lay down, all hands but one on each yard!" The yard-arm and

bunt gaskets were cast off; and each sail hung by the jigger, with one

man standing by the tie to let it go. At the same moment that we

sprang aloft, a dozen hands sprang into the rigging of the California,

and in an instant were all over her yards; and her sails, too, were

ready to be dropped at the word. In the mean time our bow gun had been

loaded and run out, and its discharge was to be the signal for dropping

sails. A cloud of smoke came out of our bows; the echoes of the gun

rattled our farewell among the hills of California; and the two ships

were covered, from head to foot, with their white canvas. For a few

minutes, all was uproar and apparent confusion: men flying about like

monkeys in the rigging; ropes and blocks flying; orders given and

answered, and the confused noises of men singing out at the ropes. The

top-sails came to the mast-heads with "Cheerily, men!" and, in a few

minutes, every sail was set; for the wind was light. The head sails

were backed, the windlass came round "slip-slap" to the cry of the

sailors;--"Hove short, sir," said the mate;--"Up with him!"--"Aye, aye,

sir."--A few hearty and long heaves, and the anchor showed its head.

"Hook cat!"--The fall was stretched along the decks; all hands laid

hold;--"Hurrah, for the last time," said the mate; and the anchor came

to the cat-head to the tune of "Time for us to go," with a loud chorus.

Everything was done quick, as though it were for the last time. The

head yards were filled away, and our ship began to move through the

water on her homeward-bound course.

The California had got under weigh at the same moment; and we sailed

down the narrow bay abreast and were just off the mouth, and finding

ourselves gradually shooting ahead of her, were on the point of giving

her three parting cheers, when, suddenly, we found ourselves stopped

short, and the California ranging fast ahead of us. A bar stretches

across the mouth of the harbor, with water enough to float common

vessels, but, being low in the water, and having kept well to leeward,

as we were bound to the southward, we had stuck fast, while the

California, being light, had floated over.

We kept all sail on, in the hope of forcing over, but failing in this,

we hove aback, and lay waiting for the tide, which was on the flood, to

take us back into the channel. This was somewhat of a damper to us,

and the captain looked not a little mortified and vexed. "This is the

same place where the Rosa got ashore," observed the redheaded second

mate, most mal-a-propos. A malediction on the Rosa, and him too, was

all the answer he got, and he slunk off to leeward. In a few minutes,

the force of the wind and the rising of the tide backed us into the

stream, and we were on our way to our old anchoring-place, the tide

setting swiftly up, and the ship barely manageable, in the light

breeze. We came-to, in our old berth, opposite the hide-house, whose

inmates were not a little surprised to see us return. We felt as

though we were tied to California; and some of the crew swore that they

never should get clear of the bloody coast.

In about half an hour, which was near high water, the order was given

to man the windlass, and again the anchor was catted; but not a word

was said about the last time. The California had come back on finding

that we had returned, and was hove-to, waiting for us, off the point.

This time we passed the bar safely, and were soon up with the

California, who filled away, and kept us company.

She seemed desirous of a trial of speed, and our captain accepted the

challenge, although we were loaded down to the bolts of our chain

plates, as deep as a sand-barge, and bound so taut with our cargo

that we were no more fit for a race than a man in fetters;--while our

antagonist was in her best trim. Being clear of the point, the breeze

became stiff, and the royal masts bent under our sails, but we would

not take them in until we saw three boys spring aloft into the rigging

of the California; when they were all furled at once, but with orders

to stay aloft at the top-gallant mastheads, and loose them again at the

word. It was my duty to furl the fore royal; and while standing by to

loose it again, I had a fine view of the scene. From where I stood,

the two vessels seemed nothing but spars and sails, while their narrow

decks, far below, slanting over by the force of the wind aloft,

appeared hardly capable of supporting the great fabrics raised upon

them. The California was to windward of us, and had every advantage;

yet, while the breeze was stiff, we held our own. As soon as it began

to slacken, she ranged a little ahead, and the order was given to loose

the royals. In an instant the gaskets were off and the bunt dropped.

"Sheet home the fore royal!--Weather sheet's home!"--"Hoist away, sir!"

is bawled from aloft. "Overhaul your clew-lines!" shouts the mate.

"Aye, aye, sir, all clear!"--"taut leech! belay! Well the lee brace;

haul taut to windward"--and the royals are set. These brought us up

again; but the wind continuing light, the California set hers, and it

was soon evident that she was walking away from us. Our captain then

hailed, and said that he should keep off to his course; adding--"She

isn't the Alert now. If I had her in your trim, she would have been

out of sight by this time." This was good-naturedly answered from the

California, and she braced sharp up, and stood close upon the wind up

the coast; while we squared away our yards, and stood before the wind

to the south-south-west. The California's crew manned her weather

rigging, waved their hats in the air, and gave up three hearty cheers,

which we answered as heartily, and the customary single cheer came back

to us from over the water. She stood on her way, doomed to eighteen

months' or two years' hard service upon that hated coast, while we were

making our way to our home, to which every hour and every mile was

bringing us nearer.

As soon as we parted company with the California, all hands were sent

aloft to set the studding-sails. Booms were rigged out, tacks and

halyards rove, sail after sail packed upon her, until every available

inch of canvas was spread, that we might not lose a breath of the fair

wind. We could now see how much she was cramped and deadened by her

cargo; for with a good breeze on her quarter, and every stitch of

canvas spread, we could not get more than six knots out of her. She

had no more life in her than if she were water-logged. The log was

hove several times; but she was doing her best. We had hardly patience

with her, but the older sailors said--"Stand by! you'll see her work

herself loose in a week or two, and then she'll walk up to Cape Horn

like a race-horse."

When all sail had been set, and the decks cleared up, the California

was a speck in the horizon, and the coast lay like a low cloud along

the north-east. At sunset they were both out of sight, and we were

once more upon the ocean where sky and water meet.

[1] When the crew were paid off in Boston, the owners answered the

order, but generously refused to deduct the amount from the pay-roll,

saying that the exchange was made under compulsion. They also allowed

S---- his exchange money.

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