When I say that I was the immediate witness of his seizure, I mean that I

was the first on the scene. The thing happened at the Harlow Technical

College, just beyond the Highgate Archway. He was alone in the larger

laboratory when the thing happened. I was in a smaller room, where the

balances are, writing up some notes. The thunderstorm had completely upset

my work, of course. It was just after one of the louder peals that I

thought I heard some glass smash in the other room. I stopped writing, and

turned round to listen. For a moment I heard nothing; the hail was playing

the devil's tattoo on the corrugated zinc of the roof. Then came another

sound, a smash--no doubt of it this time. Something heavy had been knocked

off the bench. I jumped up at once and went and opened the door leading

into the big laboratory.

I was surprised to hear a queer sort of laugh, and saw Davidson standing

unsteadily in the middle of the room, with a dazzled look on his face. My

first impression was that he was drunk. He did not notice me. He was

clawing out at something invisible a yard in front of his face. He put out

his hand, slowly, rather hesitatingly, and then clutched nothing. "What's

come to it?" he said. He held up his hands to his face, fingers spread

out. "Great Scott!" he said. The thing happened three or four years ago,

when every one swore by that personage. Then he began raising his feet

clumsily, as though he had expected to find them glued to the floor.

"Davidson!" cried I. "What's the matter with you?" He turned round in my

direction and looked about for me. He looked over me and at me and on

either side of me, without the slightest sign of seeing me. "Waves," he

said; "and a remarkably neat schooner. I'd swear that was Bellow's voice.

_Hullo_!" He shouted suddenly at the top of his voice.

I thought he was up to some foolery. Then I saw littered about his feet

the shattered remains of the best of our electrometers. "What's up, man?"

said I. "You've smashed the electrometer!"

"Bellows again!" said he. "Friends left, if my hands are gone. Something

about electrometers. Which way _are_ you, Bellows?" He suddenly came

staggering towards me. "The damned stuff cuts like butter," he said. He

walked straight into the bench and recoiled. "None so buttery that!" he

said, and stood swaying.

I felt scared. "Davidson," said I, "what on earth's come over you?"

He looked round him in every direction. "I could swear that was Bellows.

Why don't you show yourself like a man, Bellows?"

It occurred to me that he must be suddenly struck blind. I walked round

the table and laid my hand upon his arm. I never saw a man more startled

in my life. He jumped away from me, and came round into an attitude of

self-defence, his face fairly distorted with terror. "Good God!" he cried.

"What was that?"

"It's I--Bellows. Confound it, Davidson!"

He jumped when I answered him and stared--how can I express it?--right

through me. He began talking, not to me, but to himself. "Here in broad

daylight on a clear beach. Not a place to hide in." He looked about him

wildly. "Here! I'm _off_." He suddenly turned and ran headlong into

the big electro-magnet--so violently that, as we found afterwards, he

bruised his shoulder and jawbone cruelly. At that he stepped back a pace,

and cried out with almost a whimper, "What, in Heaven's name, has come

over me?" He stood, blanched with terror and trembling violently, with his

right arm clutching his left, where that had collided with the magnet.

By that time I was excited and fairly scared. "Davidson," said I, "don't

be afraid."

He was startled at my voice, but not so excessively as before. I repeated

my words in as clear and as firm a tone as I could assume. "Bellows," he

said, "is that you?"

"Can't you see it's me?"

He laughed. "I can't even see it's myself. Where the devil are we?"

"Here," said I, "in the laboratory."

"The laboratory!" he answered in a puzzled tone, and put his hand to his

forehead. "I _was_ in the laboratory--till that flash came, but I'm

hanged if I'm there now. What ship is that?"

"There's no ship," said I. "Do be sensible, old chap."

"No ship!" he repeated, and seemed to forget my denial forthwith. "I

suppose," said he slowly, "we're both dead. But the rummy part is I feel

just as though I still had a body. Don't get used to it all at once, I

suppose. The old shop was struck by lightning, I suppose. Jolly quick

thing, Bellows--eigh?"

"Don't talk nonsense. You're very much alive. You are in the laboratory,

blundering about. You've just smashed a new electrometer. I don't envy you

when Boyce arrives."

He stared away from me towards the diagrams of cryohydrates. "I must be

deaf," said he. "They've fired a gun, for there goes the puff of smoke,

and I never heard a sound."

I put my hand on his arm again, and this time he was less alarmed. "We

seem to have a sort of invisible bodies," said he. "By Jove! there's a

boat coming round the headland. It's very much like the old life after

all--in a different climate."

I shook his arm. "Davidson," I cried, "wake up!"

II.

It was just then that Boyce came in. So soon as he spoke Davidson

exclaimed: "Old Boyce! Dead too! What a lark!" I hastened to explain that

Davidson was in a kind of somnambulistic trance. Boyce was interested at

once. We both did all we could to rouse the fellow out of his

extraordinary state. He answered our questions, and asked us some of his

own, but his attention seemed distracted by his hallucination about a

beach and a ship. He kept interpolating observations concerning some boat

and the davits, and sails filling with the wind. It made one feel queer,

in the dusky laboratory, to hear him saying such things.

He was blind and helpless. We had to walk him down the passage, one at

each elbow, to Boyce's private room, and while Boyce talked to him there,

and humoured him about this ship idea, I went along the corridor and asked

old Wade to come and look at him. The voice of our Dean sobered him a

little, but not very much. He asked where his hands were, and why he had

to walk about up to his waist in the ground. Wade thought over him a long

time--you know how he knits his brows--and then made him feel the couch,

guiding his hands to it. "That's a couch," said Wade. "The couch in the

private room of Professor Boyce. Horse-hair stuffing."

Davidson felt about, and puzzled over it, and answered presently that he

could feel it all right, but he couldn't see it.

"What _do_ you see?" asked Wade. Davidson said he could see nothing

but a lot of sand and broken-up shells. Wade gave him some other things to

feel, telling him what they were, and watching him keenly.

"The ship is almost hull down," said Davidson presently, _apropos_ of

nothing.

"Never mind the ship," said Wade. "Listen to me, Davidson. Do you know

what hallucination means?"

"Rather," said Davidson.

"Well, everything you see is hallucinatory."

"Bishop Berkeley," said Davidson.

"Don't mistake me," said Wade. "You are alive and in this room of Boyce's.

But something has happened to your eyes. You cannot see; you can feel and

hear, but not see. Do you follow me?"

"It seems to me that I see too much." Davidson rubbed his knuckles into

his eyes. "Well?" he said.

"That's all. Don't let it perplex you. Bellows here and I will take you

home in a cab."

"Wait a bit." Davidson thought. "Help me to sit down," said he presently;

"and now--I'm sorry to trouble you--but will you tell me all that over

again?"

Wade repeated it very patiently. Davidson shut his eyes, and pressed his

hands upon his forehead. "Yes," said he. "It's quite right. Now my eyes

are shut I know you're right. That's you, Bellows, sitting by me on the

couch. I'm in England again. And we're in the dark."

Then he opened his eyes. "And there," said he, "is the sun just rising,

and the yards of the ship, and a tumbled sea, and a couple of birds

flying. I never saw anything so real. And I'm sitting up to my neck in a

bank of sand."

He bent forward and covered his face with his hands. Then he opened his

eyes again. "Dark sea and sunrise! And yet I'm sitting on a sofa in old

Boyce's room!... God help me!"

III.

That was the beginning. For three weeks this strange affection of

Davidson's eyes continued unabated. It was far worse than being blind. He

was absolutely helpless, and had to be fed like a newly-hatched bird, and

led about and undressed. If he attempted to move, he fell over things or

struck himself against walls or doors. After a day or so he got used to

hearing our voices without seeing us, and willingly admitted he was at

home, and that Wade was right in what he told him. My sister, to whom he

was engaged, insisted on coming to see him, and would sit for hours every

day while he talked about this beach of his. Holding her hand seemed to

comfort him immensely. He explained that when we left the College and

drove home--he lived in Hampstead village--it appeared to him as if we

drove right through a sandhill--it was perfectly black until he emerged

again--and through rocks and trees and solid obstacles, and when he was

taken to his own room it made him giddy and almost frantic with the fear

of falling, because going upstairs seemed to lift him thirty or forty feet

above the rocks of his imaginary island. He kept saying he should smash

all the eggs. The end was that he had to be taken down into his father's

consulting room and laid upon a couch that stood there.

He described the island as being a bleak kind of place on the whole, with

very little vegetation, except some peaty stuff, and a lot of bare rock.

There were multitudes of penguins, and they made the rocks white and

disagreeable to see. The sea was often rough, and once there was a

thunderstorm, and he lay and shouted at the silent flashes. Once or twice

seals pulled up on the beach, but only on the first two or three days. He

said it was very funny the way in which the penguins used to waddle right

through him, and how he seemed to lie among them without disturbing them.

I remember one odd thing, and that was when he wanted very badly to smoke.

We put a pipe in his hands--he almost poked his eye out with it--and lit

it. But he couldn't taste anything. I've since found it's the same with

me--I don't know if it's the usual case--that I cannot enjoy tobacco at

all unless I can see the smoke.

But the queerest part of his vision came when Wade sent him out in a

Bath-chair to get fresh air. The Davidsons hired a chair, and got that

deaf and obstinate dependant of theirs, Widgery, to attend to it.

Widgery's ideas of healthy expeditions were peculiar. My sister, who had

been to the Dogs' Home, met them in Camden Town, towards King's Cross,

Widgery trotting along complacently, and Davidson, evidently most

distressed, trying in his feeble, blind way to attract Widgery's

attention.

He positively wept when my sister spoke to him. "Oh, get me out of this

horrible darkness!" he said, feeling for her hand. "I must get out of it,

or I shall die." He was quite incapable of explaining what was the matter,

but my sister decided he must go home, and presently, as they went uphill

towards Hampstead, the horror seemed to drop from him. He said it was good

to see the stars again, though it was then about noon and a blazing day.

"It seemed," he told me afterwards, "as if I was being carried

irresistibly towards the water. I was not very much alarmed at first. Of

course it was night there--a lovely night."

"Of course?" I asked, for that struck me as odd.

"Of course," said he. "It's always night there when it is day here...

Well, we went right into the water, which was calm and shining under the

moonlight--just a broad swell that seemed to grow broader and flatter as I

came down into it. The surface glistened just like a skin--it might have

been empty space underneath for all I could tell to the contrary. Very

slowly, for I rode slanting into it, the water crept up to my eyes. Then I

went under and the skin seemed to break and heal again about my eyes. The

moon gave a jump up in the sky and grew green and dim, and fish, faintly

glowing, came darting round me--and things that seemed made of luminous

glass; and I passed through a tangle of seaweeds that shone with an oily

lustre. And so I drove down into the sea, and the stars went out one by

one, and the moon grew greener and darker, and the seaweed became a

luminous purple-red. It was all very faint and mysterious, and everything

seemed to quiver. And all the while I could hear the wheels of the

Bath-chair creaking, and the footsteps of people going by, and a man in

the distance selling the special _Pall Mall_.

"I kept sinking down deeper and deeper into the water. It became inky

black about me, not a ray from above came down into that darkness, and the

phosphorescent things grew brighter and brighter. The snaky branches of

the deeper weeds flickered like the flames of spirit-lamps; but, after a

time, there were no more weeds. The fishes came staring and gaping towards

me, and into me and through me. I never imagined such fishes before. They

had lines of fire along the sides of them as though they had been outlined

with a luminous pencil. And there was a ghastly thing swimming backwards

with a lot of twining arms. And then I saw, coming very slowly towards me

through the gloom, a hazy mass of light that resolved itself as it drew

nearer into multitudes of fishes, struggling and darting round something

that drifted. I drove on straight towards it, and presently I saw in the

midst of the tumult, and by the light of the fish, a bit of splintered

spar looming over me, and a dark hull tilting over, and some glowing

phosphorescent forms that were shaken and writhed as the fish bit at them.

Then it was I began to try to attract Widgery's attention. A horror came

upon me. Ugh! I should have driven right into those half-eaten--things. If

your sister had not come! They had great holes in them, Bellows, and ...

Never mind. But it was ghastly!"

IV.

For three weeks Davidson remained in this singular state, seeing what at

the time we imagined was an altogether phantasmal world, and stone blind

to the world around him. Then, one Tuesday, when I called I met old

Davidson in the passage. "He can see his thumb!" the old gentleman said,

in a perfect transport. He was struggling into his overcoat. "He can see

his thumb, Bellows!" he said, with the tears in his eyes. "The lad will be

all right yet."

I rushed in to Davidson. He was holding up a little book before his face,

and looking at it and laughing in a weak kind of way.

"It's amazing," said he. "There's a kind of patch come there." He pointed

with his finger. "I'm on the rocks as usual, and the penguins are

staggering and flapping about as usual, and there's been a whale showing

every now and then, but it's got too dark now to make him out. But put

something _there_, and I see it--I do see it. It's very dim and

broken in places, but I see it all the same, like a faint spectre of

itself. I found it out this morning while they were dressing me. It's like

a hole in this infernal phantom world. Just put your hand by mine. No--not

there. Ah! Yes! I see it. The base of your thumb and a bit of cuff! It

looks like the ghost of a bit of your hand sticking out of the darkling

sky. Just by it there's a group of stars like a cross coming out."

From that time Davidson began to mend. His account of the change, like his

account of the vision, was oddly convincing. Over patches of his field of

vision, the phantom world grew fainter, grew transparent, as it were, and

through these translucent gaps he began to see dimly the real world about

him. The patches grew in size and number, ran together and spread until

only here and there were blind spots left upon his eyes. He was able to

get up and steer himself about, feed himself once more, read, smoke, and

behave like an ordinary citizen again. At first it was very confusing to

him to have these two pictures overlapping each other like the changing

views of a lantern, but in a little while he began to distinguish the real

from the illusory.

At first he was unfeignedly glad, and seemed only too anxious to complete

his cure by taking exercise and tonics. But as that odd island of his

began to fade away from him, he became queerly interested in it. He wanted

particularly to go down into the deep sea again, and would spend half his

time wandering about the low-lying parts of London, trying to find the

water-logged wreck he had seen drifting. The glare of real daylight very

soon impressed him so vividly as to blot out everything of his shadowy

world, but of a night-time, in a darkened room, he could still see the

white-splashed rocks of the island, and the clumsy penguins staggering to

and fro. But even these grew fainter and fainter, and, at last, soon after

he married my sister, he saw them for the last time.

V.

And now to tell of the queerest thing of all. About two years after his

cure I dined with the Davidsons, and after dinner a man named Atkins

called in. He is a lieutenant in the Royal Navy, and a pleasant, talkative

man. He was on friendly terms with my brother-in-law, and was soon on

friendly terms with me. It came out that he was engaged to Davidson's

cousin, and incidentally he took out a kind of pocket photograph case to

show us a new rendering of his _fiancée_. "And, by-the-by," said he,

"here's the old _Fulmar_."

Davidson looked at it casually. Then suddenly his face lit up. "Good

heavens!" said he. "I could almost swear----"

"What?" said Atkins.

"That I had seen that ship before."

"Don't see how you can have. She hasn't been out of the South Seas for six

years, and before then----"

"But," began Davidson, and then, "Yes--that's the ship I dreamt of; I'm

sure that's the ship I dreamt of. She was standing off an island that

swarmed with penguins, and she fired a gun."

"Good Lord!" said Atkins, who had now heard the particulars of the

seizure. "How the deuce could you dream that?"

And then, bit by bit, it came out that on the very day Davidson was

seized, H.M.S. _Fulmar_ had actually been off a little rock to the

south of Antipodes Island. A boat had landed overnight to get penguins'

eggs, had been delayed, and a thunderstorm drifting up, the boat's crew

had waited until the morning before rejoining the ship. Atkins had been

one of them, and he corroborated, word for word, the descriptions Davidson

had given of the island and the boat. There is not the slightest doubt in

any of our minds that Davidson has really seen the place. In some

unaccountable way, while he moved hither and thither in London, his sight

moved hither and thither in a manner that corresponded, about this distant

island. _How_ is absolutely a mystery.

That completes the remarkable story of Davidson's eyes. It's perhaps the

best authenticated case in existence of real vision at a distance.

Explanation there is none forthcoming, except what Professor Wade has

thrown out. But his explanation invokes the Fourth Dimension, and a

dissertation on theoretical kinds of space. To talk of there being "a kink

in space" seems mere nonsense to me; it may be because I am no

mathematician. When I said that nothing would alter the fact that the

place is eight thousand miles away, he answered that two points might be a

yard away on a sheet of paper, and yet be brought together by bending the

paper round. The reader may grasp his argument, but I certainly do not.

His idea seems to be that Davidson, stooping between the poles of the big

electro-magnet, had some extraordinary twist given to his retinal elements

through the sudden change in the field of force due to the lightning.

He thinks, as a consequence of this, that it may be possible to live

visually in one part of the world, while one lives bodily in another. He

has even made some experiments in support of his views; but, so far, he

has simply succeeded in blinding a few dogs. I believe that is the net

result of his work, though I have not seen him for some weeks. Latterly I

have been so busy with my work in connection with the Saint Pancras

installation that I have had little opportunity of calling to see him. But

the whole of his theory seems fantastic to me. The facts concerning

Davidson stand on an altogether different footing, and I can testify

personally to the accuracy of every detail I have given.

VIII.

THE LORD OF THE DYNAMOS.

The chief attendant of the three dynamos that buzzed and rattled at

Camberwell, and kept the electric railway going, came out of Yorkshire,

and his name was James Holroyd. He was a practical electrician, but fond

of whisky, a heavy, red-haired brute with irregular teeth. He doubted the

existence of the Deity, but accepted Carnot's cycle, and he had read

Shakespeare and found him weak in chemistry. His helper came out of the

mysterious East, and his name was Azuma-zi. But Holroyd called him

Pooh-bah. Holroyd liked a nigger help because he would stand kicking--a

habit with Holroyd--and did not pry into the machinery and try to learn

the ways of it. Certain odd possibilities of the negro mind brought into

abrupt contact with the crown of our civilisation Holroyd never fully

realised, though just at the end he got some inkling of them.

To define Azuma-zi was beyond ethnology. He was, perhaps, more negroid

than anything else, though his hair was curly rather than frizzy, and his

nose had a bridge. Moreover, his skin was brown rather than black, and the

whites of his eyes were yellow. His broad cheekbones and narrow chin gave

his face something of the viperine V. His head, too, was broad behind, and

low and narrow at the forehead, as if his brain had been twisted round in

the reverse way to a European's. He was short of stature and still shorter

of English. In conversation he made numerous odd noises of no known

marketable value, and his infrequent words were carved and wrought into

heraldic grotesqueness. Holroyd tried to elucidate his religious beliefs,

and--especially after whisky--lectured to him against superstition and

missionaries. Azuma-zi, however, shirked the discussion of his gods, even

though he was kicked for it.

Azuma-zi had come, clad in white but insufficient raiment, out of the

stoke-hole of the _Lord Clive_, from the Straits Settlements and

beyond, into London. He had heard even in his youth of the greatness and

riches of London, where all the women are white and fair, and even the

beggars in the streets are white, and he had arrived, with newly-earned

gold coins in his pocket, to worship at the shrine of civilisation. The

day of his landing was a dismal one; the sky was dun, and a wind-worried

drizzle filtered down to the greasy streets, but he plunged boldly into

the delights of Shadwell, and was presently cast up, shattered in health,

civilised in costume, penniless, and, except in matters of the direst

necessity, practically a dumb animal, to toil for James Holroyd, and to be

bullied by him in the dynamo shed at Camberwell. And to James Holroyd

bullying was a labour of love.

There were three dynamos with their engines at Camberwell. The two that

have been there since the beginning are small machines; the larger one was

new. The smaller machines made a reasonable noise; their straps hummed

over the drums, every now and then the brushes buzzed and fizzled, and the

air churned steadily, whoo! whoo! whoo! between their poles. One was loose

in its foundations and kept the shed vibrating. But the big dynamo drowned

these little noises altogether with the sustained drone of its iron core,

which somehow set part of the ironwork humming. The place made the

visitor's head reel with the throb, throb, throb of the engines, the

rotation of the big wheels, the spinning ball-valves, the occasional

spittings of the steam, and over all the deep, unceasing, surging note of

the big dynamo. This last noise was from an engineering point of view a

defect, but Azuma-zi accounted it unto the monster for mightiness and

pride.

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