Chapter 6.IV. We Obtain What We Seek, and Know it Not.

In the fiercest heat of the day, and on foot, Adrian returned to

Florence. As he approached the city, all that festive and gallant scene

he had quitted seemed to him like a dream; a vision of the gardens and

bowers of an enchantress, from which he woke abruptly as a criminal

may wake on the morning of his doom to see the scaffold and the

deathsman;--so much did each silent and lonely step into the funeral

city bring back his bewildered thoughts at once to life and to death.

The parting words of Mariana sounded like a knell at his heart. And

now as he passed on--the heat of the day, the lurid atmosphere, long

fatigue, alternate exhaustion and excitement, combining with the

sickness of disappointment, the fretting consciousness of precious

moments irretrievably lost, and his utter despair of forming any

systematic mode of search--fever began rapidly to burn through his

veins. His temples felt oppressed as with the weight of a mountain; his

lips parched with intolerable thirst; his strength seemed suddenly to

desert him; and it was with pain and labour that he dragged one languid

limb after the other.

“I feel it,” thought he, with the loathing nausea and shivering dread

with which nature struggles ever against death; “I feel it upon me--the

Devouring and the Viewless--I shall perish, and without saving her; nor

shall even one grave contain us!”

But these thoughts served rapidly to augment the disease which began to

prey upon him; and ere he reached the interior of the city, even thought

itself forsook him. The images of men and houses grew indistinct and

shadowy before his eyes; the burning pavement became unsteady and

reeling beneath his feet; delirium gathered over him, and he went on his

way muttering broken and incoherent words; the few who met fled from

him in dismay. Even the monks, still continuing their solemn and sad

processions, passed with a murmured bene vobis to the other side from

that on which his steps swerved and faltered. And from a booth at the

corner of a street, four Becchini, drinking together, fixed upon him

from their black masks the gaze that vultures fix upon some dying

wanderer of the desert. Still he crept on, stretching out his arms like

a man in the dark, and seeking with the vague sense that yet struggled

against the gathering delirium, to find out the mansion in which he

had fixed his home; though many as fair to live, and as meet to die in,

stood with open portals before and beside his path.

“Irene, Irene!” he cried, sometimes in a muttered and low tone,

sometimes in a wild and piercing shriek, “where art thou? Where? I come

to snatch thee from them; they shall not have thee, the foul and ugly

fiends! Pah! how the air smells of dead flesh! Irene, Irene! we will

away to mine own palace and the heavenly lake--Irene!”

While thus benighted, and thus exclaiming, two females suddenly emerged

from a neighbouring house, masked and mantled.

“Vain wisdom!” said the taller and slighter of the two, whose mantle, it

is here necessary to observe, was of a deep blue, richly broidered with

silver, of a shape and a colour not common in Florence, but usual in

Rome, where the dress of ladies of the higher rank was singularly bright

in hue and ample in fold--thus differing from the simpler and more

slender draperies of the Tuscan fashion--“Vain wisdom, to fly a

relentless and certain doom!”

“Why, thou wouldst not have us hold the same home with three of the

dead in the next chamber--strangers too to us--when Florence has so many

empty halls? Trust me, we shall not walk far ere we suit ourselves with

a safer lodgment.”

“Hitherto, indeed, we have been miraculously preserved,” sighed the

other, whose voice and shape were those of extreme youth; “yet would

that we knew where to fly--what mount, what wood, what cavern, held my

brother and his faithful Nina! I am sick with horrors!”

“Irene, Irene! Well then, if thou art at Milan or some Lombard town, why

do I linger here? To horse, to horse! Oh, no! no!--not the horse with

the bells! not the death-cart.” With a cry, a shriek, louder than

the loudest of the sick man’s, broke that young female away from her

companion. It seemed as if a single step took her to the side of Adrian.

She caught his arm--she looked in his face--she met his unconscious eyes

bright with a fearful fire. “It has seized him!”--(she then said in a

deep but calm tone)--“the Plague!”

“Away, away! are you mad?” cried her companion; “hence, hence,--touch me

not now thou hast touched him--go!--here we part!”

“Help me to bear him somewhere, see, he faints, he droops, he

falls!--help me, dear Signora, for pity, for the love of God!”

But, wholly possessed by the selfish fear which overcame all humanity

in that miserable time, the elder woman, though naturally kind, pitiful,

and benevolent, fled rapidly away, and soon vanished. Thus left alone

with Adrian, who had now, in the fierceness of the fever that preyed

within him, fallen on the ground, the strength and nerve of that young

girl did not forsake her. She tore off the heavy mantle which encumbered

her arms, and cast it from her; and then, lifting up the face of her

lover--for who but Irene was that weak woman, thus shrinking not from

the contagion of death?--she supported him on her breast, and called

aloud and again for help. At length the Becchini, in the booth before

noticed, (hardened in their profession, and who, thus hardened,

better than the most cautious, escaped the pestilence,) lazily

approached--“Quicker, quicker, for Christ’s love!” said Irene. “I have

much gold; I will reward you well: help me to bear him under the nearest

roof.”

“Leave him to us, young lady: we have had our eye upon him,” said one of

the gravediggers. “We’ll do our duty by him, first and last.”

“No--no! touch not his head--that is my care. There, I will help you;

so,--now then,--but be gentle!”

Assisted by these portentous officers, Irene, who would not release

her hold, but seemed to watch over the beloved eyes and lips, (set and

closed as they were,) as if to look back the soul from parting, bore

Adrian into a neighbouring house, and laid him on a bed; from which

Irene (preserving as only women do, in such times, the presence of mind

and vigilant providence which make so sublime a contrast with their

keen susceptibilities) caused them first to cast off the draperies and

clothing, which might retain additional infection. She then despatched

them for new furniture, and for whatsoever leech money might yet bribe

to a duty, now chiefly abandoned to those heroic Brotherhoods who,

however vilified in modern judgment by the crimes of some unworthy

members, were yet, in the dark times, the best, the bravest, and the

holiest agents, to whom God ever delegated the power to resist the

oppressor--to feed the hungry--to minister to woe; and who, alone,

amidst that fiery Pestilence, (loosed, as it were, a demon from the

abyss, to shiver into atoms all that binds the world to Virtue and to

Law,) seemed to awaken, as by the sound of an angel’s trumpet, to that

noblest Chivalry of the Cross--whose faith is the scorn of self--whose

hope is beyond the Lazar-house--whose feet, already winded for

immortality, trample, with a conqueror’s march, upon the graves of

Death!

While this the ministry and the office of love,--along that street in

which Adrian and Irene had met at last--came singing, reeling, roaring,

the dissolute and abandoned crew who had fixed their quarters in the

Convent of Santa Maria de’ Pazzi, their bravo chief at their head, and

a nun (no longer in nun’s garments) upon either arm. “A health to the

Plague!” shouted the ruffian: “A health to the Plague!” echoed his

frantic Bacchanals.

“A health to the Plague, may she ever, as now, Loose the rogue from his

chain, and the nun from her vow; To the gaoler a sword--to the captive a

key, Hurrah for Earth’s Curse! ‘tis a blessing to me.”

“Holla!” cried the chief, stopping; “here, Margherita; here’s a brave

cloak for thee, my girl: silver enow on it to fill thy purse, if it ever

grow empty; which it may, if ever the Plague grow slack.”

“Nay,” said the girl, who, amidst all the havoc of debauch, retained

much of youth and beauty in her form and face; “nay, Guidotto; perhaps it

has infection.”

“Pooh, child, silver never infects. Clap it on, clap it on. Besides,

fate is fate, and when it is thine hour there will be other means

besides the gavocciolo.”

So saying, he seized the mantle, threw it roughly over her shoulders,

and dragged her on as before, half pleased with the finery, half

frightened with the danger; while gradually died away, along the lurid

air and the mournful streets, the chant of that most miserable mirth.

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