CHAPTER XI

That same evening, Amanda's curiosity was stirred by receiving a letter

conveyed to her with every appearance of precaution. She struck a

light, and found that it came from Luigi--the first he had ever sent to

her--and thus it ran:

"MY AMANDA,--There is a madman in pursuit of me, and he threatens

my life. An hour ago he got me to swear solemnly, and to put my

hand to the oath, that I would renounce all pretensions to you,

and never even speak to you again. I was a poltroon to submit to

it. I know that well enough, and you cannot despise me more than I

despise myself. But there is this to be said: until I consented to

that declaration I never knew that I loved you. Perhaps, indeed, I

had not done so. At any rate, now I know that I do love you--love

you beyond measure, beyond bounds; and in all the wide world there

is no wretch more miserable than I am at this moment. But I cannot

bring myself to believe that all is over between us, or that this

monstrous agreement can be binding.

"All rests with you, Amanda, if you do not despise me too deeply.

If you love me, then the madman can do nothing to you, and some day

matters will happily mend for us. At present I am like one in a

prison cell. I cannot move to release myself. But this I know: if

you will not help me to escape from the toils I shall die. Amanda,

give me a word, a sign. It is too perilous to write; indeed, I know

not how I shall convey these lines to your hands. At any rate, do

not you attempt to send a letter to me. He might be on our traces

even now.

"But to-morrow is the day of the _fete_. Be there in the

neighbourhood of the band, and stay till I find you. Then, no

words, but speak to me only with your eyes. If _they_ are friendly

I shall know enough. Ah, Amanda, all will come right if you are

mine. My own, my Amanda.

"Till death,

"Your unhappy cousin,

"LUIGI."

No sooner had Amanda read this letter than she felt that she loved

Luigi. Never before had she so much as hinted to herself a thought of

this, but now she loved him with all her soul. She had no doubt on that

point.

As to what Mansana had said about him, that might be based on a

misunderstanding; and as to the promise Luigi had given, that, she

thought, was obviously a matter of no importance. Young girls do not

take a pledge of this kind _au pied de la lettre_, when it seems to

them unreasonable. Besides, Mansana had left the place.

So the next day came--the day of the _fete_. It was a fine warm autumn

morning, and Amanda was up and ready betimes. The bands of music had

marched through the streets at sunrise, and the cannon had thundered a

salute. The churches, decorated outside as well as within, were crowded

for the early service, and our little Amanda was there by her father's

side, tricked out in her best holiday finery. She offered up a prayer

for Luigi, and as she rose from her knees she practised her lips in a

smile, the friendly smile and deeply confiding glance that should bring

hope and comfort to her distressed adorer. After the procession and the

mid-day meal, she hastened to take up her position at the appointed

place. The band had already begun to play in the market square, but

Amanda hurried her father's customarily sedate pace so much that they

were enabled to find room among the very first arrivals, though with

the natural result that after they had been standing there an hour they

found themselves wedged in the thickest of the throng. She looked at

her father's perspiring face, and thought mournfully how unattractive

her own would look in Luigi's eyes. They must make their way out, cost

what it might; that is, provided it did _not_ cost a flower, or a

knot of ribbon, or even a vigorous effort, which last would only have

added to the embarrassing redness of her burning cheeks. So she made

but little progress, and still grew hotter and hotter. She heard the

roll of the big drums and the boom of the trombones through the roar of

voices and laughter all round her. She saw the campanile of the town

hall and the clapper that hung below the great bell, and these last

objects were all she could discern above the billows of living humanity

that surged about and over her. Her father's suffering visage warned

her how flurried and unpresentable she must be growing, and the poor

little thing began to cry.

But Luigi had also been one of the first to find his way to the

neighbourhood of the bandstand, and as the square in front of the

guildhall of the little town was by no means extensive, it came about

in due course that these two, who were seeking one another through the

eddying mass of spectators, at last stood face to face. He glanced at

her, and saw the deep blush and smile that shone through her tears. The

blush he took for one of joy, the tears he thought were those of

sympathy with his trouble, and the smile he welcomed as an earnest of

what was to come. To her father in his distress and anxiety Luigi

seemed like a guardian angel, and he called to him hastily, "Help us to

get out of this, Luigi;" and Luigi applied himself to the task with

vigour. It was a matter of some difficulty, and once or twice both

Amanda and her father were in actual danger, so that the young man felt

that he was acting quite an heroic part. With arms and shoulders at

work he protected them, and with his eyes fixed on Amanda's he hung on

her long, timid gaze. But he spoke no word, so he had not violated his

promise. The consciousness of all this gave him a proud satisfaction.

His bearing might well be noble, and he knew from the approving

reflection in Amanda's eyes that in fact it did seem so to her.

But happiness in this world is doomed to be transient. A quarter of an

hour previously Giuseppe Mansana had marked Luigi in the crowd, and

with the instinct of jealousy he had been watching him from a

distance--an easy enough matter for one of his height. The other, in

his restless search, had constantly pressed forward, and thus had no

suspicion of the danger that threatened him from behind; and now he was

so deeply absorbed in his work of rescue--or rather in seeing his own

gallant image flashed back from Amanda's eyes--that he did not notice

Mansana till the captain's vulturine visage was scowling close beside

his own, and he could feel his hot breath on his cheek.

Amanda uttered one of her little screams, her father was struck dumb

with a sudden alarm, and Luigi contrived to disappear into the crowd.

The next moment Amanda had laid her arm through Mansana's, and he felt

a warm little gloved hand on his, and saw two delicious, half-closed

eyes, full of witchery, apprehension, and appeal, looking up into his

face. They had just made their way out of the thickest of the throng so

that conversation was possible, and he heard a voice, fit to call the

angels into heaven, say: "Papa and I were in great danger. It was

fortunate we had some one to help us," and he felt the gentle pressure

of her hand.

Mansana had seen those same eyes dwelling on Luigi's, and there pulsed

through his brain a thought destined to come back to him often enough

afterwards, though for the moment it passed away as soon as it was

formed. "What a silly, senseless business," he thought, "is all this in

which I am entangled."

But the little prattler at his side ran on: "Poor Luigi found us in the

crowd. Papa asked him to help us, and he did it without a word. Why, we

have never even thanked him." Then directly after: "It is charming that

you have not gone yet. You must come home with us, so that we can have

a comfortable chat. We had such a pleasant one the last time."

Her round, young bosom fluttered under its silken prison, a glimpse of

her dainty wrist showed white above her glove, the points of her tiny

feet stole out provokingly beneath her petticoat, the rosy little mouth

quivered with its burden of prattle and smiles, and the two half shaded

eyes met his with shy confidence. Mansana walked home with them.

He did not mention Luigi's name, though it was fixed like the barb of

an arrow in his heart, and fastened the closer the more exquisite she

seemed. The strife between love and anguish robbed him of speech. But

Amanda's sweet lips only moved the faster, while she made him sit down

and brought out fruit, which she peeled herself and offered to him. She

seemed so glad that their morning meetings need not yet come to an end;

she even suggested an excursion a little farther up the mountains on

which they might adventure the next day, when she would bring breakfast

with her. But still he could only utter a few monosyllables. He could

not cloud this innocent idyll with the shadow of his suffering; and yet

he was so torn by the struggle within him that he felt he could bear it

no longer, and hastily took his departure.

Scarcely had the echo of his footsteps on the staircase died away,

scarcely had the last greeting been waved to him from the balcony, than

his smiling, invincible little charmer hastily shut the verandah

windows and threw herself, sobbing, on her father's knees. The old man

was not in the least surprised. His mind ran on the same thought as

hers. Mansana's parting glance, and indeed his whole bearing and

manner, had filled the room with such an electric atmosphere of storm

that he would hardly have been astonished if an actual explosion had

occurred in the overcharged air. And when the girl whispered through

her tears, "Father, we must get away," he could only reply, "Yes, yes,

my child, indeed we must."

Their departure must be secret, and therefore it was necessary that it

should take place that very night.

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