THE LAST DREAM OF BWONA KHUBLA

From steaming lowlands down by the equator, where monstrous orchids

blow, where beetles big as mice sit on the tent-ropes, and fireflies

glide about by night like little moving stars, the travelers went

three days through forests of cactus till they came to the open plains

where the oryx are.

And glad they were when they came to the water-hole, where only one

white man had gone before, which the natives know as the camp of Bwona

Khubla, and found the water there.

It lies three days from the nearest other water, and when Bwona Khubla

had gone there three years ago, what with malaria with which he was

shaking all over, and what with disgust at finding the water-hole dry,

he had decided to die there, and in that part of the world such

decisions are always fatal. In any case he was overdue to die, but

hitherto his amazing resolution, and that terrible strength of

character that so astounded his porters, had kept him alive and moved

his safari on.

He had had a name no doubt, some common name such as hangs as likely

as not over scores of shops in London; but that had gone long ago, and

nothing identified his memory now to distinguish it from the memories

of all the other dead but "Bwona Khubla," the name the Kikuyus gave

him.

There is not doubt that he was a fearful man, a man that was dreaded

still for his personal force when his arm was no longer able to lift

the kiboko, when all his men knew he was dying, and to this day though

he is dead.

Though his temper was embittered by malaria and the equatorial sun,

nothing impaired his will, which remained a compulsive force to the

very last, impressing itself upon all, and after the last, from what

the Kikuyus say. The country must have had powerful laws that drove

Bwona Khubla out, whatever country it was.

On the morning of the day that they were to come to the camp of Bwona

Khubla all the porters came to the travelers' tents asking for dow.

Dow is the white man's medicine, that cures all evils; the nastier it

tastes, the better it is. They wanted down this morning to keep away

devils, for they were near the place where Bwona Khubla died.

The travelers gave them quinine.

By sunset the came to Campini Bwona Khubla and found water there. Had

they not found water many of them must have died, yet none felt any

gratitude to the place, it seemed too ominous, too full of doom, too

much harassed almost by unseen, irresistible things.

And all the natives came again for dow as soon as the tents were

pitched, to protect them from the last dreams of Bwona Khubla, which

they say had stayed behind when the last safari left taking Bwona

Khubla's body back to the edge of civilization to show to the white

men there that they had not killed him, for the white men might not

know that they durst not kill Bwona Khubla.

And the travelers gave them more quinine, so much being bad for the

nerves, and that night by the camp-fires there was no pleasant talk;

all talking at once of meat they had eaten and cattle that each one

owned, but a gloomy silence hung by every fire and the little canvas

shelters. They told the white men that Bwona Khubla's city, of which

he had thought at the last (and where the natives believed he was once

a king), of which he had raved till the loneliness rang with his

raving, had settled down all about them; and they were afraid, for it

was so strange a city, and wanted more dow. And the two travelers

gave them more quinine, for they saw real fear in their faces, and

knew they might run away and leave them alone in that place, that

they, too, had come to fear with an almost equal dread, though they

knew not why. And as the night wore on their feeling of boding

deepened, although they had shared three bottles or so of champagne

that they meant to keep for days when they killed a lion.

This is the story that each of those two men tell, and which their

porters corroborate, but then a Kikuyu will always say whatever he

thinks is expected of him.

The travelers were both in bed and trying to sleep but not able to do

so because of an ominous feeling. That mournfullest of all the cries

of the wild, the hyæna like a damned soul lamenting, strangely enough

had ceased. The night wore on to the hour when Bwona Khubla had died

three or four years ago, dreaming and raving of "his city"; and in the

hush a sound softly arose, like a wind at first, then like the roar of

beasts, then unmistakably the sound of motors--motors and motor

busses.

And then they saw, clearly and unmistakably they say, in that lonely

desolation where the equator comes up out of the forest and climbs

over jagged hills,--they say they saw London.

There could have been no moon that night, but they say there was a

multitude of stars. Mists had come rolling up at evening about the

pinnacles of unexplored red peaks that clustered round the camp. But

they say the mist must have cleared later on; at any rate they swear

they could see London, see it and hear the roar of it. Both say they

saw it not as they knew it at all, not debased by hundreds of

thousands of lying advertisements, but transfigured, all its houses

magnificent, its chimneys rising grandly into pinnacles, its vast

squares full of the most gorgeous trees, transfigured and yet London.

Its windows were warm and happy, shining at night, the lamps in their

long rows welcomed you, the public-houses were gracious jovial places;

yet it was London.

They could smell the smells of London, hear London songs, and yet it

was never the London that they knew; it was as though they had looked

on some strange woman's face with the eyes of her lover. For of all

the towns of the earth or cities of song; of all the spots there be,

unhallowed or hallowed, it seemed to those two men then that the city

they saw was of all places the most to be desired by far. They say a

barrel organ played quite near them, they say a coster was singing,

they admit that he was singing out of tune, they admit a cockney

accent, and yet they say that that song had in it something that no

earthly song had ever had before, and both men say that they would

have wept but that there was a feeling about their heartstrings that

was far too deep for tears. They believe that the longing of this

masterful man, that was able to rule a safari by raising a hand, had

been so strong at the last that it had impressed itself deeply upon

nature and had caused a mirage that may not fade wholly away, perhaps

for several years.

I tried to establish by questions the truth or reverse of this story,

but the two men's tempers had been so spoiled by Africa that they were

not up to cross-examination. They would not even say if their

camp-fires were still burning. They say that they saw the London

lights all round them from eleven o'clock till midnight, they could

hear London voices and the sound of the traffic clearly, and over

all, a little misty perhaps, but unmistakably London, arose the great

metropolis.

After midnight London quivered a little and grew more indistinct, the

sound of the traffic began to dwindle away, voices seemed farther off,

ceased altogether, and all was quiet once more where the mirage

shimmered and faded, and a bull rhinoceros coming down through the

stillness snorted, and watered at the Carlton Club.

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