VI.

But, as it happened, they were not separated. The crowd, pouring down

either staircase, soon thinned. There was better breathing-space, and a

fairer chance as well, for the more demoralized to push and struggle.

Slocumb kept close behind Claire. He warded off from her a number of

desperate thrusts. She was not aware of these defensive tactics; she

paid no further heed to her former champion; as her sense of danger

lessened, the idea of re-meeting Josie took shape and strength. When the

first step of the staircase was reached, she stumbled, and then regained

herself. She had no suspicion, at this moment, what actually doughty

work Slocumb was doing, just in her rear. He was a man of unusual

muscular power, and, like not a few of his rough, pugnacious species,

endowed with dogged physical courage. At sight Claire had keenly

attracted him; her recent aversion had piqued him into liking her still

more. If the occasion had grown one of sharper immediate jeopardy, it is

by no means doubtful that he might have shown intrepid heroism as her

rescuer. He was gross, coarse, unprincipled, but he had that quality of

stubbornly defending what he liked which we often see in the finest of

brutes and sometimes in the least fine of men.

Up to this time the prevailing affright had meant bitter ill to all

whom it had seized. The threat of a hideous destruction had by no means

passed when the crowd about Claire grew less dense; for not far behind

her were two opposite streams of life that had met and were each

destroying the other's progress by their very madness of encounter.

Below stairs, and at one of the intermediate landings, numerous people

had already been severely hurt; limbs had been broken, and acute

injuries of other kinds had been dealt. The cries heard here and there

were made as much by pain as fear.

But powers of good were working with ardor among the lower quarters of

the building. A man had sprung forth upon the stage, and was imploring

order amid the smoke which partly enveloped him, while at the same time

he shouted to the multitude that the fire was now under perfect control.

Two policemen and two ushers were abetting him further on, where neither

his entreaties nor explanations could reach. Suddenly, with the same

speed shown by the panic at its origin, an orderly lull was manifest in

its haphazard turmoil. A few caught the sense of the cheering

intelligence, and these spread it swiftly from tongue to tongue. At the

moment when this change began to be clearly assertive, Claire and

Slocumb had almost gained the last landing of the stairs. By the time

they were in the lower part of the theatre, not a few persons who

desired to air their bravery, now that safety seemed certain, were

returning to their seats in dress-circle or parquette. "It's on'y a

hoax, after all," said Slocumb. "There's a heap more scared nor hurt.

S'pose we git upstairs again? Hey? What d'yer think?"

Claire shook her head. "No, I want to find Josie," she answered. "I

don't care to go back. I think she will not, either."

"All right," said Slocumb; "jus' take my hook, an' we'll git out o'

here, an' watch fur Jim an' her where they're mos' likely to be."

He extended an arm to Claire as he spoke, and pointed at the same time

toward a spacious outer hallway, in which the terrified multitude had

already become much more tractable. But Claire resolutely refused to see

the offered arm. She had begun to tremble; now that the cause for fright

had passed, she was made to realize with how strong a wrench she had

screwed her nerves to the sticking-point. A touch of giddiness came upon

her; then a knot rose in her throat, and she fought transiently, but

with silent success, against a novel sensation that only slight

self-surrender might have encouraged into turbid hysteria. Still, she

preserved her repugnance, as it were. She would not accept Slocumb's

arm. She had made up her mind that he was a vulgar and worthless

creature, and moreover she had a distressing instinct that he had thus

stayed at her side because of some new-born personal enticement.

He saw plainly her rebuff, though she did not put it in any salient way,

choosing to let him suppose it a mere unconscious omission. But he

preferred not to let it pass unnoticed.

"Oho," he said, with surly force, while still keeping his arm crooked,

and shoving it so prominently toward her that no further subterfuge was

possible. "So y' ain't goin' to ketch on, hey? W'at's the reason? We can

git 'long better. Come, now, _let's_."

"No," said Claire, driven to bay. "I am very much obliged to you, but I

don't need any help."

"Oh! You'll go it alone. All right."

But Mr. Slocumb did not look as if he thought it by any means right. His

hard, brown face had clouded with sulky disapprobation. A little gleam

of teeth had stolen out under his crisp, short mustache, with an effect

not unlike what we see when an angry dog snarls. He felt offended, and

this meant that he should either sting with his tongue or smite with his

fists. But in the present case a fresh glance at Claire, whose profile

was turned to him, made his spleen swiftly perish. Her cheek had got a

deep tint of rose; he saw the liquid sparkle of one dark-blue eye, and

the dense, rippling hair, chestnut threaded with gold, flowing above one

faint-veined temple.

'_Ain't_ she a stunner!' he thought. After that he forgot to be

offended. They were now in a spacious hallway leading directly to the

street. The panic had quite subsided. Knots of people were standing here

and there, loudly discussing their late alarms. Some of the women looked

and acted as if they were midway between mirth and tears. Most of the

men seemed grave; a few were laughing, but in a nervous, furtive way.

Along the centre of the broad passage pressed a line of people whom the

shock had left too dispirited for further sojourn in the house.

Claire, with her adherent, was among these latter. In quest of Josie,

she scanned every face within her field of vision. She had already

caught sight of more than one injured unfortunate, further back, where

the rush on the lower floor had been most disastrous, and just before

she and Slocumb had gained their present open quarters. On this account,

rather than because of the wild stampede itself, she had quite lost

desire to wait through the rest of the play. It was now her fixed design

to regain Josie and urge the plan of an immediate return to Greenpoint.

Her sense of having met her father's known wishes with overt disrespect

had become an assailant self-reproach. The very harshness of the event

which had so rudely broken in upon her enjoyment seemed to have borrowed

its disrelish from the rebuke that she had known as waiting all along to

shame her. Providence, for the time, had gone with her father; it had

abetted him; it had been telling her, in stern terms of personal threat,

how flagrant was her filial disloyalty.

She searched for Josie, but found her nowhere visible. She had soon

reached the limit of the large passage. A gate now confronted her, where

a man waited, ready to give those who sought egress a strip of cardboard

insuring their readmission.

Claire took this guarantee of further diversion unconsciously. The man

had stood at his post through all the furor that had just ended. He was

a sort of new Horatius at the bridge, though possibly with less sublime

motive, his wage being a permanent annuity, and his position one of easy

proximity to Broadway.

Claire stood in the vestibule of the theatre, and felt the breeze from

the street blow on her heated face, before she was well aware just what

vantage of exit she had secured. Still she had not seen Josie. And she

now began to realize that there was a very strong chance of not seeing

Josie. True, the girl might have returned with Mr. MacNab to their

former seats in the second gallery of the theatre. But Claire's

reluctance to place herself again within the walls of the building had

by this time grown a fierce distaste. Meanwhile, Slocumb had maintained

an unrelenting nearness to her. She knew this perfectly well. If

possible, a more meagre means than the extreme corner of each eye had

told her of it; for so great was her repugnance that she had thus far

grudged him even the knowledge of receiving the most minute regard. But

now she was forced to turn and look at him.

"Do you think Josie can have gone back into the theatre?" she asked, not

being herself aware just what frost and distance she had put into voice

and manner.

"Dunno," said Slocumb. "Guess she ain't, though. Guess her an' him's out

there in the crowd." The crowd to which he referred was already dense,

and every moment increasing. It flooded the flag-stones and a portion of

the middle street. Three or four policemen were stirring it to the

needful sense of decorum, no less by application than menace of their

clubs.

"I am afraid I should never find her there," Claire said, hopelessly.

"That's so," quickly returned Slocumb. "You'd better come inside agin.

The scare'll be over in a minnit. The piece'll go on, 'fore long,

certain sure."

"I don't care for the piece," replied Claire, with a little toss of the

head, more anxious than imperious. "I don't want to see the rest of it.

I want to find Josie, and have her take me home at once."

"All right. Jus' step inside an' wait fur 'em both."

Claire looked straight at the speaker. She did not know of the droop in

each full-fringed lid of her beautiful eyes. It was an unconscious token

of her abhorrence.

"Suppose that they should not return," she said.

"All right," replied Slocumb, brutally impervious. "_I'll_ take yer

home, if they don't."

"Thank you," faltered Claire. This view of the question gave her a new

shock. It was like hearing that the ferry-boats between New York and

Greenpoint had stopped running for the night. "But I won't trouble you,"

she added, trying to make her voice and mien indifferently calm. "I will

wait here a little while, and then, if I don't find Josie, I will go

home alone."

"Go home alone?" repeated Slocumb, with a sort of sympathetic

interrogation that was detestable to her. "Why, how far is it?"

"Oh, not very far," she replied, turning her back on him, and feeling

that in another moment she might treat his offensive persistence with

the blunt rigor it deserved.

"I thought you was livin' over to Greenpoint," said Slocumb, shifting

with tough pertinacity round to her side.

What a man of cleaner life and thought would simply have praised as

sweet and chaste about her fired in this corrupt oaf his one gross

substitute for sentiment. She could no more appeal to him by her

fineness of line, coloring, or movement than the field-flower when

cropped by the brute mouth whose appetite its very grace and perfume may

perhaps whet. And Claire divined this. Pure things know impure ones, all

through the large scheme of nature. There are nicer grades of

intelligence, of course, as we move along the upward scale of such

antagonisms. The milk will not cloud till we dilute it with the

ink-drop, but a white soul can usually note a black one by earlier and

wiser signals of alarm.

"Why should I not go home alone?" Claire had been saying to herself. "No

one would know me--I could reach the Tenth Street Ferry--I could ask

some one, and get the right car--Yes, I will try no more to find

Josie--I will break away from this low creature--I have enough money to

bring me safely home--I don't care; I will take my chances and slip

off--he will not follow me when he sees me shun him like that."

She ignored his last remark. She did not even glance at him where he now

stood. Her gaze was fixed on the crowd, and she was watching to find a

brief break in its edge, through which she might flit and be lost. The

next instant such a chance came. Claire seized it. She made an oblique

dart through the large doorway, slanted her nimble steps across the

pavement, and was soon breasting the adverse tide, so to speak, of a

little human sea. Each man or woman stood in the place of a choppy,

obstructive wave. At every moment poor Claire found herself gently

buffeting a new impediment, male or female, as the case might be. Since

she wanted to move in a course different from that of nearly every one

before or beside her, the carrying out of her object involved a good

amount of determined propulsion. But she at length gained the open, as

it were. She had now only to strike along in a northerly direction until

she reached the point at which a certain line of small cars crossed

Broadway. She was not sure at just what street this intersection

occurred; she knew that it was by no means near by. A cumbrous omnibus

rolled clamorously toward her, and for a moment she was inclined to

hail it; but a swift look into its lighted space, well freighted with

passengers, made her shrink from the concentration of stares that her

sex and loneliness must equally provoke. The publicity of the long,

lamp-fringed sidewalk, with its incidents of potential if not always

tangible policemen, expressed, after all, a more secure privacy. When

she took one of the little trundling cars which would bring her eastward

to the ferry, she would not be forced to clamber and stoop and stagger

before getting a seat. Their mode of conveyance, too, would be somehow

more safely plebeian; they would hold their last fragments of the

work-a-day world going back to Greenpoint; in case of insult, she might

have her final appeal to some reputable occupant bound for the same

destination as herself.

Meanwhile, the big-bodied omnibus clattered by. Claire had resolved to

walk. The high-perched driver had not seen her pause, hurry to the

curbstone, and then lift a hand which was straightway dropped at the

bidding of her changed mood. But this action, while it wrought delay in

her progress, rendered somewhat earlier her meeting with one who still

obstinately pursued her. Just as she had again started, with slightly

quickened pace, the inexterminable Slocumb appeared at her side. He

seemed to have used no effort in catching up with her. There was a

terrible ease in the way his length of limb accommodated its free stride

to Claire's more repressed motions. He had not immediately given chase.

She had got rather deep into the crowd about the theatre-doors before

his impudence, positive as it always was, had trumped up sufficient real

nerve to follow her. Claire continued walking; but she looked at him

with fixity as she said, "I suppose you saw that I wanted to go alone."

"'T aint right, nohow," he replied, peering into her face with his bad,

hard eyes. "A putty gal like you hadn't ought t' walk the streets all by

herself after dark. You lemme go along. Don' look scared; I wouldn't

hurt ye fur a cent."

"Oh, I am not afraid of you," said Claire, between her teeth. "Why

should I be?"

"That's the ticket. W'y should ye be?"

"I don't want your company. I have shown this to you, and now I tell it

to you."

Slocumb laughed. It seemed to Claire that his laugh had the cold of ice

and the thrust of steel in it. His lowered arm touched hers with

intentional pressure, but she swerved sideways, at once thwarting the

contact. He, however, promptly narrowed the distance thus made between

them.

"Say!" he now broke forth, in peculiar, confidential undertone, as

though a third party were listening. "W'at ye mad fur, hey? You was

along with Jimmy MacNab, wasn't ye? An' wasn't we intrerdooced all

reg'lar? I'm a better feller 'n Jim, any day in the year. Jus' gimme a

show. Won't ye? Say, now, _won't_ ye? I took a dead shine to you the

minnit I clapped eyes on them two nice pink cheeks--blowed if I didn't!

I sez to myself, 'She can walk round any gal I've seen fur a devil of a

time,' I sez."

Claire looked straight ahead. She still went quickly along. Her feet and

limbs felt light, almost void of sense. Fear had to do with this, and

she was keenly frightened. For the first time in her life she knew the

terror that feminine honesty has when fronted with the close chance of

physical insult.

Slocumb justified her dread. He had no more regard for common laws of

restraint than the majority of untamed brutes, when conscious, as in his

case, of firm thews and active bulk. As for moral bravery, his nature

harbored no concern with such nicer elements. The only vices he did not

possess were those for which he had never known an hour of temptation.

His father had drank himself to death, and he inherited what was perhaps

an embryo taste in the same direction. He got drunk once a fortnight,

now, in his twenty-seventh year, whereas, two years ago, these

diversions had been much rarer; in a decade, under his uncontrolled

conditions, there was a fair chance of his becoming a sot. To speak more

generally, the vast social momentum of heredity, which seems to be so

plainly understood and so ill appreciated in our golden century, had

Slocumb well in its stern grip. There were no outward incident forces,

as the philosophic phrase goes, to make his case in any way a hopeful

one. He had seen Claire; he had exchanged a word with her; he had liked

her. If his liking were put in the baldest form of explanation it would

have to deal with rather darksome realisms. And it is always preferable

that the pursuant satyr and the unwilling nymph be treated wholly from

the poetic and picturesque point of view.

Claire would not speak. She was very frightened, as before has been

recorded: she seemed to see, between the gloomy interspaces of the

lamps, a phantasmal semblance of her father, looking untold rebuke at

her, and then vanishing only to reappear. She walked onward with fleet

energy. An idea shot through her mind that she might call a policeman to

rid her of this incubus. But she dismissed the idea at once. It was too

savagely desperate even for the confronting dilemma.

By this time Slocumb had begun to see plainly that Claire was proof

against all his known methods of conquest. But she was unprotected, and

he had a dogged dislike of giving up the siege. The silence continued

for nearly five blocks. During this time his eyes scarcely once left her

face, gleaming distinct or dim as the lamplight waxed or waned.

"Say!" he at length re-addressed her. "Ain't ye hungry? I was thinkin' a

stew would go putty good, just now, or a dish o' ice-cream. P'r'aps ye'd

rather tackle sumpn sweet. Hey?"

She made no answer. He peered closer into her face, and repeated the

last odious little interrogative monosyllable a good many times. But

Claire remained as mute and irresponsive as though it had fallen on

stone-deaf ears.

This lure suddenly held out to appetite was his last persuasive stroke.

It sprang naturally enough from the man who dealt it. It expressed in

the most exhaustive terms just how narrow and barren his conception was

of Claire's reasons for shunning him. He stood as the hideous result of

a hideous phase of society; and he could no more divine or imagine

higher and richer levels of life than if to know of these had meant to

be familiar with the soil and climates of a remote star.

He was disappointed and chagrined, but not angry. Anger could not

consort with his present state; another kind of heat already filled his

veins; one flush kept the other aloof. He had now decided that Claire

was not to be conciliated, and yet the perfect lawlessness of his past

made him in a manner unable to snap the bond of attraction and leave

her. Self-control was a sealed book to him; he had not even opened its

cover, apart from learning its rudimentary lessons.

When they had gone five or six blocks further, and the street at which

Claire would take the cross-town car was by no means far away, he

abruptly caught her arm and drew it close to his side, so holding it

with an exertion of purely muscular strength, beside which her own

resistance counted for little more than the flutter of a bird.

Even at this most trying juncture she still moved on. He continued to

walk, as well. She veered her face toward his, however, forced out of

all her previous pitiful disdain, and he saw that she had grown pale as

death.

"Let me go," she said. "Don't dare to hold me like this!"

"Look here!" he returned, his tones taking a nasal whisper, and his

breath sweeping so close to her nostrils that she caught in it a stale

taint, as of liquor drank some time ago. "I wouldn't harm a hair o' your

head; you can jus' bet on that. I've took a likin' to you, an' I'll

treat ye good. If you wus a lady livin' up t' Fifth Avenyer, ye wouldn't

git more respectfuller behaved to nur I'll do."

"If you don't let me go," said Claire, gasping a little as she got out

the words, "I'll complain to the first policeman we meet."

He dropped her arm at once, stopping short. "D' ye mean it?" he asked,

with great show of reproach. "Say! d' ye mean it?"

But Claire hurried on. She had a wild momentary hope that she had hit at

random upon a blessed source of deliverance. Here, however, she had

quite miscalculated. Slocumb's outburst had merely formed a bit of the

cheap sentimentality which one of his race and stamp would select as the

lame makeshift in a forlorn cause.

It chanced that when Claire reached the desired corner a car was

opportunely passing. She signaled to it; the driver saw her; it stopped,

and she entered it. Meanwhile Slocumb had kept at her side, though with

the distance between them materially widened. She paid no heed to the

question of whether or not he entered with her. The car was entirely

empty as she took her seat. A little later she slipped a five-cent piece

into the small glass repository for passengers' fares--that touching

proof of the confidence reposed in drivers by those who employ them.

Shortly afterward she saw Slocumb standing on the outer platform. Her

heart and courage almost failed her, then. He presently walked inside

the car, and paid his fare, as she had done. She expected him to sit

down and resume his persecutions, but he did neither. He went out again

and stood on the platform.

The little car jingled along Eighth Street. It passed the grim, bastard

architecture of the Mercantile Library, once, long ago, an opera house,

in which Steffenone sang to assemblages where a gentleman in

evening-dress or a lady without her bonnet was a rare enough incident,

and nothing prophesied the horse-shoe of resplendent boxes before which

Patti and Nilsson have since revealed their vocal charms. Soon afterward

it came to Third Avenue, easily betrayed by the flare of gaslight in

beer-saloon or liquor-shop, and a thoroughfare in which night revelry

seems to have claimed especial stronghold. Near at hand, that hideous

monument of philanthropy, the Cooper Union, frowns its unavailing

displeasure upon the malt of Schneider and the alcohol of Moriarty, both

of which project their noxious forces southward through the Bowery to

the City Hall, and northward across many reputable side streets on to

the shabby vulgarity of Harlem.

But Claire was naturally unprepared, just now, either to recognize or

ponder the importance of this great popular boulevard which we call

Third Avenue; how it blends our ruling Irish and German elements in one

huge strand of commercial interests, each petty by itself, yet all, when

massed together, of enormous metropolitan note; how its very name is

pronounced with a mild sneer by our so-called better classes; how it is

held common and of ill repute; how one must not speak of it in a Fifth

Avenue drawing-room, lest he shall be suspected of having trodden its

tainted pavements; and yet how there pulses through its big, tough

artery nearly all the hot, impure political blood that feeds the

venality of our elective systems, making it for this reason a fact to be

always deplored but never lightly dismissed. Should the sombre growl

against that sin of over-possession which we term monopoly ever grow

into a revolutionary roar, it is very thinkable that the Robespierre of

such an event would be born in Third Avenue; but if not, he might safely

be depended on for having near relations there. The little car presently

crossed Second Avenue, at its most quiet portion. All the garish

brilliance had now quite vanished. Once beloved of respectability, this

broad street, here in what we designate its lower portion, has preserved

abundant souvenirs of perished fame. Many of the roomy old mansions

that line it may be dispeopled of their pristine Knickerbockers, but

even these retain much of their old stately repose. Up beyond, the

tenement-house thrives, and the tavern flaunts a bottle-decked casement;

but here, within generous limits, it remains a quarter full of decent

though not dismal gloom, and touched with an occasional solid grandeur.

The car soon advanced into a very different region. It had reached one

of the two long if not deep river-edges which skirt the central domain

of our wealth and thrift. That squalor which dogs the heel of poverty

was everywhere manifest. The very street-lamps seemed to burn with a

dejected flicker. Night, however, was kind, and spared from view much

unsightly soilure. The high brick houses, thronged with inmates whom all

degrees of want and all modes of toil oppressed, lost themselves in

shadow; but now and then you caught glimpses of the liquid filth

clogging the gutters, and perhaps of a half-submerged cabbage-leaf or a

more buoyant egg-shell, to fleck its slime with baleful color. Here

spoke a crying municipal disgrace. The prosperous part of our city has

its streets kept cleanly throughout the year, but dread injustice is

wreaked upon these that are skirted by abodes of penury and need. Fat

appropriations are of no avail; the tax-money slips into fingers that

are deft in legerdemain; fraud and mismanagement meet as friends; it is

not enough that our beautiful island must crowd her shores with all the

disfeaturing accompaniments of commerce; she is forced, as well, to see

them polluted, far inland, by the foulness born of bad legislation. This

is one of the too frequent cases where, in our enlightened polity,

democracy plays wantonly into the hands of monarchism.

A little later the car came into a wide, airy expanse, along two of

whose sides it journeyed for a considerable distance. Here was Tompkins

Square, now lighted with innumerable lamps, but only a few years ago a

dark horror to all decent citizens living near it. By day set aside as a

parade-ground for the city militia, which paraded there scarcely twice a

year, its lampless lapse of earth was by night at least four good acres

of brooding gloom, which he who ventured to cross stood the risk of

thievish assault, if nothing more harmful. What added to the unique

repulsiveness of the place for peace-loving denizens of its near

streets, was an occasional concourse of growling and saturnine German

socialists, held with stormy harangues and blood-thirsty diatribes under

moon or star, and amid the congenial environing shadow, which was

relieved, on these lurid occasions, by torches whose fitful flames

typified the feverish theories disclosed.

But the car now passed a very different Tompkins Square from that of

old. The grim blank has become, since then, a bright-lit realm where the

tramp may fall prone on some of its many neat-built benches, but where

the highwayman will find slim chance to ply his fell trade. When this

region had been passed there remained only a brief space to be traversed

before the ferry was reached. The avenues by this time had ceased to be

numerically named; they had become alphabetical. But Avenues A, B, C,

and D are all quite homogeneous as regards dolorous discomfort. The city

here hides some of its worst lairs, and many a desperado infests them.

After a little journey, such as Claire now took, you gain the small,

dull-looking ferry.

Meanwhile seven or eight new passengers had entered the car. They were

mostly Germans, and of both sexes. Claire felt a sense of protection.

One stout woman, of truly colossal build, with a sleeping baby in her

arms and an evident husband so hollow-cheeked and slight that it seemed

wrong for him even to assume the responsibility of paying their double

fare, especially reassured her. The rest were commonplace people enough.

One was a weary work-girl; one was a collier, grimy with his trade and

drowsy from drink; one was a dapper, bejeweled Hebrew, with oily amber

whiskers and large, loose red lips; still another was a handsome young

woman, smartly geared, who had said good-night, on entering, to a male

escort, and who now glanced uneasily about her at intervals, as though

fearful of being known. All this while Slocumb remained on the outer

platform.

Presently the car stopped. Everybody alighted. The Tenth Street Ferry

was close at hand. Claire knew that her hateful adherent was close at

hand also. She paid her toll to the ferryman and glided through the

narrow bit of passage-way forth upon the long dark dock beyond. She

expected, at every new step, to be re-accosted by Slocumb. A boat had

landed, and was soon to disembark again. From the opposite dimness came

an ominous clank of chains, made by the men at either of the two wheels,

and a sudden "All aboard!" flung out in gruff tones as a stimulating

monition. The other passengers all hastened forward. Claire was among

them, though in the rear of the hurry. The foremost had gained the boat,

when she felt a strong clutch upon her arm. Compelled by sheer force to

pause, now, she turned, meeting Slocumb's face quite near her own. He

at once spoke, in the same intimate sort of whisper that she had before

found so distressing.

"Say! 'T ain't right t' shake me like this. I ain't goin' t' stand it,

either. Come, change your mind. Treat me square. Will ye?"

Claire, driven to bay, did what her sex is sometimes held by a few

renowned cynics as having a special talent for doing; she employed

stratagem.

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