Miss Kendal nodded. "The Doctor has come to tea. To see Miss Mary."

She put her arm in yours and led you into the dining-room, gaily, gaily,

as if she had known you for a long time, as if she were taking you with

her to some brilliant, happy feast.

The smell of rotten apples came towards you through the open door of the

dining-room. You saw the shining of pure white damask, the flashing of

silver, a flower-bed of blue willow pattern cups, an enormous pink and

white cake. You thought it was a party.

Three old men were there.

Old Dr. Kendal, six feet of leanness doubled up in an arm-chair. Old

Wellington face, shrunk, cheeks burning in a senile raddle. Glassy blue

eyes weeping from red rims.

Dr. Charles Kendal, his son; a hard, blond giant; high cheeks, raw

ruddied; high bleak nose jutting out with a steep fall to the long upper

lip; savage mouth under a straight blond fringe, a shark's keen tooth

pointing at the dropped jaw. Arched forehead drooping to the spread ears,

blond eyebrows drooping over slack lids.

And Mr. James.

Mr. James was the only short one. He stood apart, his eyes edging off

from his limp hand-shaking. Mr. James had a red face and high bleak nose

like his brother; he was clean-shaved except for short auburn whiskers

brushed forward in flat curls. His thin Wellington lips went out and in,

pressed together, trying hard not to laugh at you.

He held his arms bowed out stiffly, as if the arm-holes of his coat were

too tight for him.

The room was light at the far end, where the two windows were, and dark

at the door-end where the mahogany sideboard was. The bright, loaded

table stretched between.

Old Dr. Kendal sat behind it by the corner of the fireplace. Though it

was August the windows were shut and a fire burned in the grate. Two

tabby cats sat up by the fender, blinking and nodding with sleep.

"Here's Father," Miss Kendal said. "And here's Johnnie and Minnie."

He had dropped off into a doze. She woke him.

"You know Mrs. Olivier, Father. And this is Miss Olivier."

"Ay. Eh." From a red and yellow pocket-handkerchief he disentangled a

stringy claw-like hand and held it up with an effort.

"Ye've come to see the old man, have ye? Ay. Eh."

"He's the oldest in the Dale," Miss Kendal said. "Except Mr. Peacock of

Sarrack."

"Don't you forget Mr. Peacock of Sarrack, or he'll be so set-up there'll

be no bearing him," Dr. Charles said.

"Miss Mary, will you sit by Father?"

"No, she won't. Miss Mary will sit over here by me."

Though Dr. Charles was not in his own house he gave orders. He took Mr.

James's place at the foot of the table. He made her sit at his left hand

and Mamma at his right; and he slanted Mamma's chair and fixed a basket

screen on its back so that she was shielded both from the fire and from

the presence of the old man.

Dr. Charles talked.

"Where did you get that thin face, Miss Mary? Not in Rathdale, I'll be

bound."

He looked at you with small grey eyes blinking under weak lids and bared

the shark's tooth, smiling. A kind, hungry shark.

"They must have starved you at your school. No? Then they made you study

too hard. Kate--what d'you think Bill Acroyd's done now? Turned this

year's heifers out along of last year's with the ringworm. And asks me

how I think they get it. This child doesn't eat enough to keep a mouse,

Mrs. Olivier."

He would leave off talking now and then to eat, and in the silence

remarkable noises would come from the armchair. When that happened Miss

Kendal would look under the table and pretend that Minnie and Johnnie

were fighting. "Oh, those bad pussies," she would say.

When her face kept quiet it looked dead beside the ruddy faces of the

three old men; dead and very quietly, very softly decomposing into

bleached purple and sallow white. Then her gaiety would come popping up

again and jerk it back into life.

Mr. James sat at her corner, beside Mary. He didn't talk, but his

Wellington mouth moved perpetually in and out, and his small reddish eyes

twinkled, twinkled, with a shrewd, secret mirth. You thought every minute

he would burst out laughing, and you wondered what you were doing to

amuse him so.

Every now and then Miss Kendal would tell you something about him.

"What do you think Mr. James did to-day? He walked all the way to Garth

and back again. Over nine miles!"

And Mr. James would look gratified.

Tea was over with the sacrifice of the pink and white cake. Miss Kendal

took your arm again and led you, gaily, gaily back to the old man.

"Here's Miss Mary come to talk to you, Father."

She set a chair for you beside him. He turned his head slowly to you,

waking out of his doze.

"What did she say your name was, my dear?"

"Olivier. Mary Olivier."

"I don't call to mind anybody of that name in the Dale. But I suppose I

brought you into the world same as the rest of 'em."

Miss Kendal gave a little bound in her chair. "Does anybody know where

Pussy is?"

The claw hand stirred in the red and yellow pocket-handkerchief.

"Ye've come to see the old man, have ye? Ay. Eh."

When he talked he coughed. A dreadful sound, as if he dragged up out of

himself a long, rattling chain.

It hurt you to look at him. Pity hurt you.

Once he had been young, like Roddy. Then he had been middle-aged, with

hanging jaw and weak eyelids, like Dr. Charles. Now he was old, old; he

sat doubled up, coughing and weeping, in a chair. But you could see that

Miss Kendal was proud of him. She thought him wonderful because he kept

on living.

Supposing he was _your_ father and you had to sit with him, all your

life, in a room smelling of rotten apples, could you bear it? Could you

bear it for a fortnight? Wouldn't you wish--wouldn't you wish--supposing

Papa--all your life.

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