III.

Mary's bed stood in a corner of the night nursery, and beside it was the

high yellow linen cupboard. When the doors were opened there was a faint

india-rubbery smell from the mackintosh sheet that had been put away on

the top shelf.

One night she was wakened by Catty coming into the room and opening the

cupboard doors. Catty climbed on a chair and took something from the top

shelf. She didn't answer when Mary asked what she was doing, but hurried

away, leaving the door on the latch. Her feet made quick thuds along the

passage. A door opened and shut, and there was a sound of Papa going

downstairs. Somebody came up softly and pulled the door to, and Mary went

to sleep again.

When she woke the room was full of the grey light that frightened her.

But she was not frightened. She woke sitting up on her pillow, staring

into the grey light, and saying to herself, "Jenny is dead."

But she was not afraid of Jenny. The stillness in her heart spread into

the grey light of the room. She lay back waiting for seven o'clock when

Catty would come and call her.

At seven o'clock Mamma came. She wore the dress she had worn last night,

and she was crying.

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