Mamma said, "Can't you see what I'm doing?"

"No."

She was not interested in the thin white stuff and the lace--Mamma's

needle-work.

"Well, then, look in the basket."

The basket was full of tiny garments made of the white stuff, petticoats,

drawers and nightgown, sewn with minute tucks and edged with lace. Mamma

unfolded them.

"New clothes," she said, "for your new dolly."

"Oh--oh--oh--I love you so much that I can't bear it; you little holy

Mamma!"

Mamma said, "I'm not holy, and I won't be called holy. I want deeds, not

words. If you love me you'll learn your lessons properly the night

before, not just gabble them over hot from the pan."

"I will, Mamma, I will. Won't you say it?"

"No," Mamma said, "I won't."

She sat there with a sort of triumph on her beautiful face, as if she

were pleased with herself because she hadn't said it. And Mary would

bring the long sheet that dragged on her wrist, and the needle that

pricked her fingers, and sit at Mamma's knee and sew, making a thin trail

of blood all along the hem.

"Why do you look at me so kindly when I'm sewing?"

"Because I like to see you behaving like a little girl, instead of

tearing about and trying to do what boys do."

And Mamma would tell her a story, always the same story, going on and on,

about the family of ten children who lived in the farm by the forest.

There were seven boys and three girls. The six youngest boys worked on

the farm with their father--yes, he was a _very_ nice father--and the

eldest boy worked in the garden with his mother, and the three girls

worked in the house. They could cook and make butter and cheese, and bake

bread; and even the youngest little girl could knit and sew.

"Had they any children?"

"No, they were too busy to think about having children. They were all

very, very happy together, just as they were."

The story was like the hem, there was never any end to it, for Mamma was

always finding something else for the three girls to do. She smiled as

she told it, as if she saw something that pleased her.

Mary felt that she could go on sewing at the hem and pricking her finger

for ever if Mamma would only keep that look on her face.

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