III

And it was upon this gentle, solitary household that suddenly Mánya

Petrovski descended with her presence of wonder and of magic. Out of

a clear blue sky she dropped upon him and made herself deliciously at

home. Only daughter of his widowed sister, married to a Russian, she

was fourteen at the time of her mother’s death; and the duty seemed

forced upon him with a conviction that admitted of no denial. He had

never seen the child in his life, for she was born in the year that

he returned to England, family relations simply non-existent; but he

had heard of her, partly from Mrs. Coove, his housekeeper, and partly

from tentative letters his sister wrote from time to time, aiming

at reconciliation. He only knew that she was backward to the verge

of being stupid, that she ‘loved Nature and life out of doors,’ and

that she shared with her strange father a certain sulking moodiness

that seemed to have been so strong in his own half-civilised Slav

temperament. He also remembered that her mother, a curious mixture of

puritanism and weakly dread of living, had brought her up strictly in

the manufacturing city of the midlands where they dwelt ‘wealthily,’

surrounded by an atmosphere of artificiality that he deemed almost

criminal. For his sister, fostering old-fashioned religious

tendencies, believed that a visible Satan haunted the frontiers of

her narrow orthodoxy, and would devour Mánya as soon as look at her

once she strayed outside. She too had claimed, he remembered, to love

Nature, though her love of it consisted solely in looking cleverly

out of windows at passing scenery she need never bother herself to

reach. Her husband’s violent tempers she had likewise ascribed to

his possession by a devil, if not by _the_--her own personal--devil

himself. And when this letter, written on her death-bed, came begging

him, as the only possible relative, to take charge of the child, he

accepted it, as his character was, unflinchingly, yet with the greatest

possible reluctance. Significant, too, of his character was the detail

that, out of many others surely far more important, first haunted him:

‘She’ll love Nature (by which he meant the Place) in the way her mother

did--artificially. We shan’t get on a bit!’--thus, instinctively,

betraying what lay nearest to his heart.

None the less, he accepted the position without hesitation. There was

no money; his sister’s property was found to be mortgaged several times

above its realisable value, and the child would come to him without

a penny. He went headlong at the problem, as at so many other duties

that had faced him--puzzling, awkward duties--with a kind of blundering

delicacy native to his blood. ‘Got to be done, no good dreaming about

it,’ he said to himself within a few hours of receiving the letter; and

when a little later the telegram came announcing his sister’s death,

he added shortly with a grim expression, ‘Here goes, then!’ In this

plucky, yet not really impulsive decisiveness, the layer of character

acquired in Arizona asserted itself. Action ousted dreaming.

And in due course the preparations for the girl’s reception were

concluded. She would make the journey south alone, and Mrs. Coove would

meet her. Moreover, evidence to himself at least of true welcome, Mánya

should have the bedroom which had been for years unoccupied--his wife’s.

For all that, he dreaded her arrival unspeakably. ‘She’ll be bored

here. She’ll dislike the Place--perhaps hate it. And I shall dislike

her too.’

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