THE HEATH FIRE

[Illustration: THE HEATH FIRE]

The men at luncheon in Rennie’s Surrey cottage that September day were

discussing, of course, the heat. All agreed it had been exceptional.

But nothing unusual was said until O’Hara spoke of the heath fires.

They had been rather terrific, several in a single day, devouring trees

and bushes, endangering human life, and spreading with remarkable

rapidity. The flames, too, had been extraordinarily high and vehement

for heath fires. And O’Hara’s tone had introduced into the commonplace

talk something new--the element of mystery; it was nothing definite

he said, but manner, eyes, hushed voice and the rest conveyed it. And

it was genuine. What he _felt_ reached the others rather than what he

said. The atmosphere in the little room, with the honeysuckle trailing

sweetly across the open windows, changed; the talk became of a sudden

less casual, frank, familiar; and the men glanced at one another across

the table, laughing still, yet with an odd touch of constraint marking

little awkward, unfilled pauses. Being a group of normal Englishmen,

they disliked mystery; it made them feel uncomfortable; for the things

O’Hara hinted at had touched that kind of elemental terror that lurks

secretly in all human beings. Guarded by ‘culture,’ but never wholly

concealed, the unwelcome thing made its presence known--the hint of

primitive dread that, for instance, great thunder-storms, tidal waves,

or violent conflagrations rouse.

And instinctively they fell at once to discussing the obvious causes of

the fires. The stockbroker, scenting imagination, edged mentally away,

sniffing. But the journalist was full of brisk information, ‘simply

given.’

‘The sun starts them in Canada, using a dewdrop as a lens,’ he said,

‘and an engine’s spark, remember, carries an immense distance without

losing its heat.’

‘But hardly miles,’ said another, who had not been really listening.

‘It’s my belief,’ put in the critic keenly, ‘that a lot were done on

purpose. Bits of live coal wrapped in cloth were found, you know.’ He

was a little, weasel-faced iconoclast, dropping the acid of doubt and

disbelief wherever he went, but offering nothing in the place of what

he destroyed. His head was turret-shaped, lips tight and thin, nose

and chin running to points like gimlets, with which he bored into the

unremunerative clays of life.

‘The general unrest, yes,’ the journalist supported him, and tried to

draw the conversation on to labour questions. But their host preferred

the fire talk. ‘I must say,’ he put in gravely, ‘that some of the

blazes hereabouts were uncommonly--er--queer. They started, I mean, so

oddly. You remember, O’Hara, only last week that suspicious one over

Kettlebury way----?’

It seemed he wished to draw the artist out, and that the artist,

feeling the general opposition, declined.

‘Why seek an unusual explanation at all?’ the critic said at length,

impatiently. ‘It’s all natural enough, if you ask me.’

‘Natural! Oh yes!’ broke in O’Hara, with a sudden vehemence that

betrayed feeling none had as yet suspected; ‘provided you don’t

limit the word to mean only what we understand. There’s nothing

anywhere--unnatural.’

A laugh cut short the threatened tirade, and the journalist expressed

the general feeling with ‘Oh _you_, Jim! You’d see a devil in a

dust-storm, or a fairy in the tea-leaves of your cup!’

‘And why not, pray? Devils and fairies are every bit as true as

formulæ.’

Some one tactfully guided them away from a profitless discussion, and

they talked glibly of the damage done, the hideousness of the destroyed

moors, the gaunt, black, ugly slopes, fifty-foot flames, roaring

noises, and the splendour of the enormous smoke-clouds that had filled

the skies. And Rennie, still hoping to coax O’Hara, repeated tales

the beaters had brought in that crying, as though living things were

caught, had been heard in places, and that some had seen tall shapes of

fire passing headlong through the choking smoke. For the note O’Hara

had struck refused to be ignored. It went on sounding underneath the

commonest remark; and the atmosphere to the end retained that curious

tinge that he had given to it--of the strange, the ominous, the

mysterious and unexplained. Until, at last, the artist, having added

nothing further to the talk, got up with some abruptness and left the

room. He complained briefly that the fever he had suffered from still

bothered him and he would go and lie down a bit. The heat, he said,

oppressed him.

A silence followed his departure. The broker drew a sigh as though

the market had gone up. But Rennie, old, comprehending friend, looked

anxious. ‘Excitement,’ he said, ‘not oppression, is the word he meant.

He’s always a bit strung up when that Black Sea fever gets him. He

brought it with him from Batoum.’ And another brief silence followed.

‘Been with you most of the summer, hasn’t he?’ enquired the journalist,

on the trail of a ‘par,’ ‘painting those wild things of his that

no one understands.’ And their host, weighing a moment how much he

might in fairness tell, replied--among friends it was--‘Yes; and this

summer they have been more--er--wild and wonderful than usual--an

extraordinary rush of colour--splendid schemes, “conceptions,” I

believe you critics call ’em, of fire, as though, in a way, the unusual

heat had possessed him for interpretation.’

The group expressed its desultory interest by uninspired interjections.

‘That was what he meant just now when he said the fires had been

mysterious, required explanation, or something--the way they started,

rather,’ concluded Rennie.

Then he hesitated. He laughed a moment, and it was an uneasy,

apologetic little laugh. How to continue he hardly knew. Also,

he wished to protect his friend from the cheap jeering of

miscomprehension. ‘He is very imaginative, you know,’ he went on,

quietly, as no one spoke. ‘You remember that glorious mad thing he

did of the Fallen Lucifer--driving a star across the heavens till the

heat of the descent set a light to half the planets, scorched the old

moon to the white cinder that she now is, and passed close enough

to earth to send our oceans up in a single jet of steam? Well, this

time--he’s been at something every bit as wild, only truer--finer.

And what is it? Briefly, then, he’s got the idea, it seems, that the

unusual heat from the sun this year has penetrated deep enough--in

places--especially on these unprotected heaths that retain their

heat so cleverly--to reach another kindred expression--to waken a

response--in sympathy, you see--from the central fires of the earth.’

He paused again a moment awkwardly, conscious how clumsily he expressed

it. ‘The parent getting into touch again with its lost child, eh? See

the idea? Return of the Fire Prodigal, as it were?’

His listeners stared in silence, the broker looking his obvious relief

that O’Hara was not on ‘Change, the critic’s eyes glancing sharply down

that pointed, boring nose of his.

‘And the central fires have felt it and risen in response,’ continued

Rennie in a lower voice. ‘You see the idea? It’s big, to say the least.

The volcanoes have answered too--there’s old Etna, the giant of ’em

all, breaking out in fifty new mouths of flame. Heat is latent in

everything, only waiting to be called out. That match you’re striking,

this coffee-pot, the warmth in our bodies, and so on--their heat comes

first from the sun, and is therefore an actual part of the sun, the

origin of all heat and life. And so O’Hara, you know, who sees the

universe as a single homogeneous _One_ and--and--well, I give it up.

Can’t explain it, you see. You must get him to do that. But somehow

this year--cloudless--the protecting armour of water all gone too--the

sun’s rays managed to sink in and reach their kind buried deep below.

Perhaps, later, we may get him to show us the studies that he’s

made--whew!--the most--er--amazing things you ever saw!’

The ‘superiority’ of unimaginative minds was inevitable, making Rennie

regret that he had told so much. It was almost as if he had been untrue

to his friend. But at length the group broke up for the afternoon. They

left messages for O’Hara. Two motored, and the journalist took the

train. The critic followed his sharp nose to London, where he might

ferret out the failures that his mind delighted in. And when they were

gone the host slipped quickly upstairs to find his friend. The heat was

unbearable to suffocation, the little bedroom like an oven. But Jim

O’Hara was not in it.

* * * * *

For, instead of lying down as he had said, a fierce revolt, stirred by

the talk of those unvisioned minds below, had wakened, and the deep,

sensitive, poet’s soul in him had leaped suddenly to the acceptance of

an impossible thing. He had escaped, driven forth by the secret call of

wonder. He made full speed for the destroyed moors. Fever or no fever,

he must see for himself. Did no one understand? Was he the only one?...

Walking quickly, he passed the Frensham Ponds, came through that spot

of loneliness and beauty, the Lion’s Mouth, noting that even there

the pool of water had dried up and the rushes waved in the hot air

over a bed of hard, caked mud, and so reached within the hour the wide

expanse of Thursley Common. On every side the world stretched dark and

burnt, a cemetery of cinders. Great thrills rushed through his heart;

and with the power of a tide that yet came at flashing speed the truth

rose up in him.... Half running now, he plunged forward another mile

or two, and found himself, the only living thing, amid the great waste

of heather-land. The blazing sunlight drenched it. It lay, a sheet of

weird dark beauty, spreading like a black, enormous garden as far as

the eye could reach.

Then, breathless, he paused and looked about him. Within his heart

something, long smouldering, ran into sudden flame. Light blazed

upon his inner world. For as the scorch of vehement passion may

quicken tracts of human consciousness that lie ordinarily inert and

unproductive, so here the surface of the earth had turned alive. He

knew; he saw; he understood.

Here, in these open sun-traps that gathered and retained the heat, the

fire of the Universe had dropped and lain, increasing week by week.

These parched, dry months, the soil, free from rejecting and protective

moisture, had let it all accumulate till at length it had sunk

downwards, inwards, and the sister fires below, responding to the touch

of their ancient parent source, too long unfelt, had answered with a

swift uprising roar. They had come up with answering joy, and here and

there had actually reached the surface, and had leaped out with dancing

cry, wild to escape from an age-long prison back to their huge, eternal

origin.

This sunshine, ah! what was it? These farthing dips of heat men

complained about in their tiny, cage-like houses! It scorched the grass

and fields, yes; but the surface never held it long enough to let it

sink to union with its kindred of the darker fires beneath! These

cried for it, but union was ever denied and stifled by the weight of

cooled and cooling rock. And the ages of separation had almost cooled

remembrance too--fire--the kiss and strength of fire--the flaming

embrace and burning lips of the father sun himself.... He could have

cried with the fierce delight of it all, and the picture he would

paint rose there before him, burnt gloriously into the canvas of the

entire heavens. Was not his own heat and life also from the sun?...

He stared about him in the deep silence of the afternoon. The world was

still. It basked in the windless heat. No living thing stirred, for

the common forms of life had fled away. Earth waited. He, too, waited.

And then some touch of intuition, blown to white heat, supplied the

link the pedestrian intellect missed, and he knew that what he waited

for was on the way. For he would _see_. The message he should paint

would come before his outer eye as well, though not, as he had first

stupidly expected, on some grand, enormous scale. Rather would it be

the equivalent of that still, small voice that once had inspired an

entire nation....

The wind passed very softly across the unburnt patch of heather where

he lay; he heard it rustling in the skeletons of scorched birch trees,

and in the gorse and furze bushes that the flame had left so ghostly

pale. Farther off it sang in the isolated pines, dying away like surf

upon some far-off reef. He smelt the bitter perfume of burnt soil, the

pungent, acrid odour of beaten ashes. The purple-black of the moors

yawned like openings in the side of the earth. In all directions for

miles stretched the deep emptiness of the heather-lands, an immense,

dark, magic garden, still black with the feet of wonder that had

flown across it and left it so beautifully scarred. The shadow of the

terrible embrace still trailed and lingered as though Midnight had

screened a time of passion with this curtain of her softest plumes.

And _they_ had called it ugly, had spoken of its marred beauty, its

hideousness! He laughed exultantly as he drank it in, for the weird

and savage splendour everywhere broke loose and spread, passing from

the earth into the receptive substance of his own mind. Even the roots

of gorse and heather, like petrified, shadow-eating snakes, charged

with the mystery of that eternal underworld whence they had risen, lay

waiting for the return of the night of sleep whence Fire had wakened

them. Lost ghosts of a salamander army that the flame had swept above

the ground, they lay anguished and frightened in the glare of the

unaccustomed sun....

And waiting, he stared about him in the deep silence of the afternoon.

Hazy with distance he saw the peak of Crooksbury, dim in its sheet of

pines, waving a blue-plumed crest into the sky for signal; and close

about him rose the more sombre glory of the lesser knolls and boulders,

still cloaked in the swarthy magic of the smoke. Amid pools of ashes in

the nearer hollows he saw the blue beauty of the fire-weed that rushes

instantly into life behind all conflagrations. It was blowing softly

in the wind. And here and there, set like emeralds upon some dusky

bosom, lay the brilliant spires of young bracken that rose to clap a

thousand tiny hands in the heart of exquisite desolation. In a cloud of

green they rustled in the wind above the sea of black.... And so within

himself O’Hara realised the huge excitement of the flame this fragment

of the earth had felt. For Fire, mysterious symbol of universal life,

spirit that prodigally gives itself without itself diminishing, had

passed in power across this ancient heather-land, leaving the soul of

it all naked and unashamed. The sun had loved it. The fires below had

risen up and answered. They had known that union with their source

which some call death....

And the fires were rising still. The poet’s heart in him became

suddenly and awfully aware. Ye stars of fire! This patch of unburnt

heather where he lay had been untouched as yet, but now the flame in

his soul had brought the little needed link and he would _see_. The

thing of wonder that the Universe should teach him how to paint was

already on the way. Called by the sun, tremendous, splendid parent, the

central fires were still rising.

And he turned, weakness and exultation racing for possession of him.

The wind passed softly over his face, and with it came a faint, dry

sound. It was distant and yet close beside him. At the stir of it there

rose also in himself a strange vast thing that was bigger than the

bulk of the moon and wide as the extension of swept forests, yet small

and gentle as a blade of grass that pricks the lawn in spring. And he

realised then that ‘within’ and ‘without’ had turned one, and that

over the entire moorland arrived this thing that was happening too in

a white-hot point of his own heart. He was linked with the sun and the

farthest star, and in his little finger glowed the heat and fire of the

universe itself. In sympathy _his own fires were rising too_.

The sound was born--a faint, light noise of crackling in the heather

at his feet. He bent his head and searched, and among the obscure and

tiny underways of the roots he saw a tip of curling smoke rise slowly

upwards. It moved in a thin, blue spiral past his face. Then terror

took him that was like a terror of the mountains, yet with it at the

same time a realisation of beauty that made the heart leap within him

into dazzling radiance. For the incense of this fairy column of thin

smoke drew his soul out with it--upwards towards its source. He rose to

his feet, trembling....

He watched the line rise slowly to the sky and vanish into blue. The

whole expanse of blackened heather-land watched too. Wind sank away;

the sunshine dropped to meet it. A sense of deep expectancy, profound

and reverent, lay over all that sun-baked moor; and the entire sweep of

burnt world about him knew with joy that what was taking place in that

wee, isolated patch of Surrey heather was the thing the Hebrew mystic

knew when the Soul of the Universe became manifest in the bush that

burned, yet never was consumed. In that faint sound of crackling, as he

stood aside to listen and to watch, O’Hara knew a form of the eternal

Voice of Ages. There was no flame, but it seemed to him that all his

inner being passed in fiery heat outwards towards its source.... He saw

the little patch of dried-up heather sink to the level of the black

surface all about it--a sifted pile of delicate, pale-blue ashes. The

tiny spiral vanished; he watched it disappear, winding upwards out of

sight in a little ghostly trail of beauty. So small and soft and simple

was this wonder of the world. It was gone. And something in himself had

broken, dropped in ashes, and passed also outwards like a tiny mounting

flame.

* * * * *

But the picture O’Hara had thought himself designed to paint was never

done. It was not even begun. The great canvas of ‘The Fire Worshipper’

stood empty on the easel, for the artist had not strength to lift

a brush. Within two days the final breath passed slowly from his

lips. The strange fever that so perplexed the doctor by its rapid

development and its fury took him so easily. His temperature was

extraordinary. The heat, as of an internal fire, fairly devoured him,

and the smile upon his face at the last--so Rennie declared--was the

most perplexingly wonderful thing he had ever seen. ‘It was like a

great, white flame,’ he said.

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