CHAPTER XXVIII

The newcomer asked no questions, then or afterwards, but busied himself

with a little satchel he carried. "Drink this, please," he said to

Jacqueline in a moment.

It was aromatic ammonia, and she spluttered over it and stopped crying.

Then he forced some between Channing's lips; and presently the wounded

man's eyes opened, to Jacqueline's almost sick relief.

"There! Now you will do nicely, though you will not feel like climbing

my hill, perhaps," the stranger said to him. He eyed Jacqueline

speculatively. "Are you a muscular young lady? I think so."

"Yes, indeed!" She doubled up her arm boyishly to exhibit the swelling

biceps.

He nodded. "Excellent. Then we must make him a ladies' chair, you and I.

Fortunately he is not a large man."

Channing, however, was heavier than he looked. He was only conscious

enough to keep his arms over their shoulders, otherwise unable to help

them at all. They made slow progress. Frequently they had to put him

down and rest, more for the stranger's sake than for Jacqueline's.

"I fear my biceps are less creditable than yours," he smiled once,

panting a little. "Or it is the breath, perhaps. One grows older,

unfortunately."

As he spoke he coughed slightly, and Jacqueline looked with quick

understanding at his thin face. She had heard such a cough before. The

White Plague was one of the enemies which Mrs. Kildare fought untiringly

and unceasingly in her domain.

"I am afraid this effort is not good for you," she murmured.

He shrugged deprecatingly, as if to say, "What does it matter?"

The gesture was oddly familiar to Jacqueline. She had seen Philip Benoix

shrug in just that way. Indeed, there were other things about this man

that seemed oddly familiar. She looked at him, puzzled. The lantern

showed him dressed in coarse jeans, unkempt, unshaven. Yet his clear,

well-modulated, slightly accented speech proved him no genuine

mountaineer. Perhaps the cough accounted for his presence in the

mountains.--But his appearance of familiarity?

Suddenly Jacqueline placed him. It was the man she had seen outside the

window of the meeting-house, listening so absorbedly to Philip's sermon.

"You're the school-teacher, aren't you?" she asked.

"At your service," he replied with a slight, courteous formality that

again reminded her of Philip.

"I saw you at church to-night, and wondered why you did not come in."

"I am not a Christian," he explained.

"Oh, but that doesn't matter! That is just why Philip--Mr. Benoix, I

mean--has come up here. To make Christians."

The other smiled faintly. "The few Christians of my acquaintance have

been born, and not made.--Now, shall we start again?"

They came at last to the first of two small cabins, whose door the man

kicked open. They deposited their now unconscious burden upon a bed, one

of several that stood in a neat, white row, each with curtains about it.

"Why, it's a regular dormitory! Is yours a boarding-school?"

He shook his head. "My hospital extension. It is easier to take care of

sick scholars here than at their homes, and I have often sick scholars.

None at present, however. We have room here for several patients, as you

see, and soon I hope to be able to build another house for women.

Obstetrical cases," he explained, rather absently. While he spoke he was

removing Channing's bandage. "Hum! The shot has fortunately missed the

patella, but it must come out." He rose and began to build a fire in a

small cook-stove at one end of the room. "When I have sterilized these

instruments, young lady, we shall have a try for that bullet."

Jacqueline paled. "You mean you are going to--to cut him? Are you sure

you know how?"

He smiled at her, "Quite sure. We mountain teachers have opportunity to

learn many things."

"Including cooking," she said, with a wan attempt at raillery,

remembering Brother Bates' gossip.

"Including cooking," he admitted gravely. "Wait until this coffee has

boiled, and you shall see that I know one branch, at least, of my

profession thoroughly."

He brought her a steaming cup in a moment, which she drained gratefully.

"It's heavenly! May I have some more? Where did you learn to cook--from

books?"

"From necessity. When I first came to the mountains, it seemed safer to

cook than to be cooked for."

The girl was paying little attention. She watched Channing fearfully. He

was still unconscious, livid; but the school-teacher appeared to feel no

alarm. He went deftly and quite unhurried about his preparations,

getting out a hypodermic syringe, a bottle of chloroform, placing

certain instruments in the oven, others in boiling water.

Jacqueline shivered; but she went on with the conversation gallantly,

striving to face the situation as her mother or Jemima would have faced

it.

"I know one other man who can cook, but he's a minister, and they're

always different, somehow. He learned in the mountains, too, by the way,

because there was nobody but himself and his father to take care of his

sick mother. He learned all sorts of things to help her ... how to sew

on buttons, and mend clothes, and sweep--He can even darn stockings! And

he's not a bit ashamed of it."

"I should think," murmured the other, "that he might be even proud of

it. You find him unmanly, perhaps?"

"Unmanly! Philip?" The tone of her voice answered him. "Why, he's the

manliest man I know!"

The teacher said nothing further; but she got the impression that he was

listening, waiting for her to go on.

"Do you know," she said, "I feel as if I knew you, as if I might have

known you all my life. Have I never seen you before?"

"I think not," he replied, in a low voice.--Who can tell how much is

seen by little eyes newly opened upon the world? Perhaps vision is

clearer then than afterwards, when speech and sound and crowding

thoughts come to obscure it.

"Have you always lived in these mountains?"

He answered with a slight hesitation. "I came here seventeen years ago."

"And do you never go down to the lowlands?"

"No."

"Then I can't have known you before," she said disappointedly, "because

I am only seventeen myself."

A shrewder observer--Jemima for instance--might have noted his

hesitancy, might have realized that coming to a place does not imply

remaining there continuously.

But Jacqueline was not shrewd. She took people literally, and understood

just what they intended her to understand. The art of prevarication was

unknown to her; though, as has been seen, she could lie upon occasion,

with a large and primitive simplicity.

"Now then," said the teacher briskly. "If you are ready, young lady, we

shall go after that bullet."

She shrank away, quivering, all her fine pretense at composure

shattered. "O-oh, but you don't expect _me_ to help you? I can't, I

never can help with things like that! I'm not like mother and Jemmy. I

couldn't bear it. He might groan! I can't stand it when they groan!"

The other frowned. "You are not a coward, I think, afraid of a little

blood?"

"It's not the blood--though I don't like that a bit. It's the pain. It's

when they groan. Please, please!--It's horrible enough when you don't

care for them, but when you do--"

His face softened wonderfully. "Ah!--Yes. It is worse when you care, my

dear; but all the more reason for helping. Come, I have no one else. You

shall keep me from hurting him by holding this little cone over his

face--see, how simple. He will certainly groan, and you will certainly

bear it. Come, then!"

Jacqueline, sick and shivering, stuck to her post. "If Jemmy could only

see me now!" was the thought with which she stiffened herself. She tried

not to listen to the moaning voice--"They're killing me! Take it away.

Oh, _don't_ hurt me any more--"

"You said it wouldn't hurt him!" she muttered once, fiercely.

"And it does not--only his imagination. He has a vivid imagination, this

chap."

"Of course he has!" She scented disrespect, and was quick to resent it.

"He's a very famous author,--Mr. Percival Channing."

"So?" But the school-teacher did not appear to be greatly impressed. "A

healthy-looking author, at least, which is in his favor. This should not

give him any trouble.--Aha! Now we have it."

He held up the bullet for her to see.

"Now then," he added in a moment, "you shall go into my little

guest-room there while I watch over our patient, and sleep like the

heroine you are for many hours."

Jacqueline demurred indignantly. "Leave him? Indeed I won't! It's my

place to nurse him, not yours. Go to sleep yourself!"

He did not venture to drive Woman out of her natural sphere.

"As you like. Just rest on one of these cots, then, while I attend to

some further matters. I shall rouse you when I am ready to leave."

"You won't go far?"

"Oh, no. I shall be within call."

Jacqueline stretched herself luxuriously. The cot was very comfortable.

"I shan't go to sleep, of course," she said....

Once during the night she stirred suddenly. "Philip will be worried,"

she murmured.

A quiet voice answered beside her, "No, I shall send word to him."

She lifted her heavy lids. "Oh, is that you, Phil?" she muttered

contentedly, and dozed off again....

It was not such an odd mistake. The school-teacher, sitting there beside

her, had taken off his spectacles, and the eyes she met when hers

opened, were eyes she had known and trusted all her life; gleaming,

kindly, quizzical eyes, astonishingly blue by contrast with a dark face.

He tried not to cough for fear of disturbing her. Until dawn and

afterwards he sat there between the two beds, sometimes rising quietly

to minister to Channing's needs, but for the most part gazing at the

sleeping girl, hungrily, wistfully, often through a mist of tears;

searching for resemblances, and finding them.

"Her child!" he whispered to himself. "Her little girl, the babe that

was on her breast!--So like, and yet unlike. A hint of pliancy here, of

weakness perhaps, that is not Kate. Wilfulness with Kate, never

weakness--And already a woman, already come to the time of sacrifice.

Her little girl!--"

He leaned over Channing, studying intently and anxiously the nervous,

sensuous, intelligent face in its betraying relaxation of slumber. He

shook his head presently, as if in doubt.

"But she will not see; perhaps she will never see. Yes, she is Kate's

own child!" He sighed, and shrugged.

"At least there is Philip on guard," he said to himself, finally. "My

sturdy, pious young Atlas, with the world so heavy on his shoulders!--"

The smile on the teacher's lips was mocking and sad, and very tender.

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