CHAPTER XVII

There stood, in the ravine which separated Storm hill from the property

that had formerly belonged to Jacques Benoix, a roofless, tumbledown

stone cabin which had been from childhood Jacqueline's own particular

playground, as sacred to her as the eyrie to her mother. She called it,

grandiloquently, the Ruin. The place had a sinister reputation, and was

sedulously avoided by both negroes and whites of the neighborhood; which

suited Jacqueline's purposes excellently. All dreamers feel the need of

a hidden place where they may retire, free from the gaze of a not too

sympathetic world; and the Ruin made a strong appeal to the imagination

of Jacqueline.

If the place was haunted, as the neighborhood averred, it was perhaps

not without reason. The cabin had once been a slave-house where an

earlier Kildare kept certain human livestock to be fattened like hogs

for the market, overcrowding and neglecting them, however, as he would

not have dared to neglect and overcrowd hogs, so that the venture was

not altogether successful. Recently, workmen laying drainage pipes

through the ravine had uncovered a long trench filled with many bones,

ghastly witness to the folly of neglecting livestock, human or

otherwise. Cholera was the first ghost to haunt that spot, but it had

left others which were heard about the cabin on windy nights, moaning

and rattling chains and, because they were the ghosts of negroes,

singing.

Jacqueline, unaware of this episode in the proud Kildare history, had

nevertheless been faithfully warned by the negroes of "ha'nts" in the

ravine, which added materially to her pleasure in the place. Not every

budding genius has at her private disposal a haunted ruin; and at this

period of her career Jacqueline was being a budding genius.

Their mother had recently taken both girls to a near-by city for their

first taste of grand opera, completing the effect by the purchase of a

graphophone and opera records. Since that time Jacqueline had nourished

the more or less secret ambition of becoming the world's greatest

_diva_. She had taken to singing in church with an impassioned ardor

which startled, even while it titillated, the ear of the congregation.

As Mrs. Sykes put it, "Folks hadn't ought to sing hymns as if they was

love-songs, no matter how nice it sounds."

Jacqueline had not taken her family, even her adored mother, entirely

into her confidence, having a shrewd conviction that her ambition would

meet with slight encouragement from them. Of late, since the disturbance

about Philip's father, both Jemima and her mother were too _distrait_,

too absorbed in their own affairs, to pay much attention to Jacqueline.

Whatever confidences trembled on her lips, remained unsaid. She felt

that they had more important things to think about. Once, indeed, she

had ventured to join her voice to that of the Victrola in the mad scene

from "Lucia," acting at the same time her conception of the part; and

her family, staring in amazement, had suddenly roared with laughter, the

first laughter heard in that house for many a day.

So Jacqueline and her hurt dignity sought refuge in the Ruin, there to

rehearse her art hereafter untroubled by the jeers of an untemperamental

world. Her faithful audience and inseparable companion was Mag's baby,

who crowed and gurgled impartially over the woes of _La Tosca_,

_Camille_ or _Manon_, having inherited the easy-going placidity of her

mother. Sometimes Kate, coming and going about her work, paused to

listen, smiling at the arias soaring up out of the ravine, and thought,

"It is a good thing that child has all outdoors at her disposal!

Whatever should I do with her between four walls?"

Here, on the afternoon following her raid upon the raiders, Jacqueline

posed and strutted happily, making the welkin ring with the piteousness

of _Madame Butterfly_. From without came distant, languid, sounds of

late summer, grass-mowers whirring in the hay-meadows, a stallion

nickering in his stall for the freedom of the pasture, crickets and

katydids shrilling their cheerful dirge for the summer that was passing.

All of these sounds the girl knew and savored in the intervals between

her singing. Now and then a bird hopped down from the branches that hung

over the roofless cabin, and searched fearlessly for provender at her

very feet. Mag's baby, on a bed of moss and leaves, crooned to herself,

kicking fat legs toward heaven and clutching at stray sunbeams with

futile hands.

Jacqueline broke off. "Oh, dear, I could sing so much better if somebody

would listen!" she complained aloud to the birds and the baby and the

world at large. "It takes two to make real music, a singer and a

listener."

She began again. Suddenly, just outside, a very passable tenor took up

the air just where a tenor should. Jacqueline was startled but not

nonplussed; she had been hoping a miracle might occur that day. At

seventeen, the age of miracles has not passed. She finished her share of

the duet with a flourish, and on the last note of his, Percival Channing

appeared in the doorway.

"Weren't we splendid together?" she greeted him. "Just like the

Victrola. Let's do it again!"

They did it again, and afterwards shook hands in mutual congratulation.

"What you said was quite true--music without some one to share it is

only half music," he remarked. "But whom did you say it to?" He looked

about him curiously.

"Oh, to my familiars!" She waved an airy hand. "This place is haunted,

you know; but the ghosts run when they see a stranger.--You _do_ make

unexpected appearances, Mr. Channing!"

"Nothing compared with yours. The banister-rail, riding bareback 'out of

the night,' as the romantics love to say--But unexpected? Come now, Miss

Jacqueline--" he smiled quizzically--"surely you did expect me to

inquire for your health?"

She dimpled. "Yes--but not quite so soon."

"You do yourself an injustice!" He added, with an air of formality, "I

have come to make my dinner call. Is your mother at home?"

"You know very well that she's away, because you heard Philip say so

last night! There's Jemima, though."

"Is your sister at home?" he asked politely.

"She's making pickle this afternoon, and she's always rather cross when

she makes pickle. But I'm sure she'll see you, if you wish."

"I don't," said Channing.

"I thought not," murmured Jacqueline, and made a place for him to sit

down beside her. "Look out--you'll squash the baby!"

Channing jumped. "A baby? Beg pardon, infant--" he poked a finger toward

young Kitty, who promptly conveyed it to her mouth. "It's biting me," he

said plaintively. "Call it off--What are you doing with a baby?"

"I'm winning it away from its mother so that she'll let me keep it for

good," said Jacqueline in confidence.

"Humph! Rather a high-handed proceeding, that."

"Oh, no--I don't think Mag really wants a baby much, not like I do.

She's fond of it in a way, just as cats are fond of their kittens; but

they soon outgrow it, you know. Why, once we had a cat who ate her

kittens!"

"Shocking of her," said Channing.

"I suppose it was because she didn't want to have them--any more than

Mag did. She never had a husband, you see, and that makes it so

awkward."

"Meaning the cat?" murmured Channing.

The author of erotic novels was rather pink about the gills. He wondered

how much of the girl's naïveté was natural and how much pose. On the

whole, judging from her antecedents and environment, he decided that it

was largely pose, but thought none the less of her for that. The

artificial always interested him more than the natural.

He looked at the baby again with a certain distaste. He had heard from

Farwell the story of Mag's adoption into the Storm household, and it had

rather shocked him. What was the woman thinking of to surround her young

daughters with such influences? Naturally one would not expect prudery,

conventionality, from the mistress of Storm, but in his experience quite

_declasée_ women guarded more carefully than this the morals of their

young.

"I can't think why you want to keep the infant," he said.

Jacqueline looked at him in surprise. "Why, she's perfectly sweet! Look

at her precious little curls, and her chubby feet, and all!" She

gathered the small Kitty up in her arms protectively. "Didn't the bad

old man admire her, then? Bless its heart! Just shows what a stupid he

is--Why, Mr. Channing, everybody wants a baby!"

He murmured, "Yes? But in the natural course of events, surely--"

"I might have some of my own, you mean? I hope so--oh, I do hope so!

Lots and lots of them. But I might not, you know. The natural course of

events doesn't always happen. I might be an old maid. Or I might be

wedded to my Art. 'A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush.' Have

you ever thought how perfectly _awful_ it would be to go through life

without any children at all?"

Mr. Channing admitted that he had not, and changed the subject. "What

particular Art are you thinking of being wedded to?"

Jacqueline looked at him reproachfully, hurt. "I should think you'd

know. Didn't you hear me practising?"

The author did not smile. Crude and untrained as it was, he had

recognized in that young contralto a quality that made him start. He was

always very quick to recognize talent.

"I was going to speak to you about that," he said seriously. "Do you

know that you have quite a remarkable voice, Miss Jacqueline?"

"Of course I know it! But what's the use if nobody else does? A voice

with nobody to listen to it is--is like being pretty with nobody to tell

you so."

"Does nobody tell you _that_?" he murmured.

She dimpled again, flushing under his frank gaze. "They think I'm too

young for compliments! As for my voice, it's getting so strong that

Mummy and the Blossom are always saying to me, 'Not so loud.' If I let

it out in the house, they put their fingers in their ears. If I let it

out in church, Jemmy says I'm drowning the soprano--and so I am. What

can I do?"

"Learn to use it," said Channing. "You must have lessons, of course."

"Oh, I've had them. The best singing-teacher in Lexington came here once

a week all last winter."

"Lexington!" Channing smiled.

"You think I ought to have one from Louisville or Cincinnati?" she asked

anxiously. "I didn't really seem to learn very much from the Lexington

one."

Channing smiled again. "I'm afraid you won't get the sort of training

you need this side of Europe. Your mother must send you to Germany, or

at least to New York."

She made a gesture of despair. "Then there's no use talking about it.

I'll never leave mother, never! I'll just have to go on practising out

here as best I can, with nobody to listen to me."

"I'll listen to you," consoled Channing, "whenever you'll let me."

"But you'll be going away soon."

"Not very soon," he said. He did not add that he had decided on the

moment to remain Farwell's guest until he had exhausted this new

interest thoroughly. Channing was not the man to deny himself the luxury

of any passing sensation.

He had found himself pleasurably wakeful during the night, thinking of

the picture the girl made as she rode into the glare of lamplight,

skirts and hair in disarray, laughing like a young Bacchante, the spirit

of youth and joy incarnate. Now he drew her out very skilfully, so that

he might watch the changing expressions on her vivid face as she talked,

or smiled, or bent broodingly over the child in her arms. Here, he

thought, was temperament as well as talent. Properly handled, the girl

had a career before her.

Nor was his curiosity about her entirely impersonal. Channing, as a

rule, felt rather at a loss with girls. Occasionally in his work he

found it necessary to introduce the young person, chiefly by way of

contrast, and then he did extravagant justice to her rose-white flesh

and her budding curves, and got her as speedily as possible into the

arms of the villain; after which she became interesting. His natural

taste in heroines was for the lady with a past, preferably several

pasts. The blot on the woman's character was as piquant to him as the

mole upon her shoulder. He had spent an impressionable youth in Paris.

But this Bouncing Bet of the Banister, as he had called her, this young

wildwoods creature with all the instincts and none of the experience of

his own class, gave an effect of warmth, of vitality, that thrilled him.

His gaze kindled as he watched her. She promised to be even lovelier

than she was, never as beautiful as the mother, perhaps, but quite

beautiful enough to be disturbing, with her soft, thick-lashed eyes, her

tender mouth, her slender, straight, finely molded body; no finished

product this, but a bit of virgin soul-clay waiting to be modeled; an

empty, exquisite vase waiting to be filled with life.

He thought suddenly of that matchless nude of Ingres', "La Source."

Young Jacqueline Kildare might have posed for it.

Percival Channing; at thirty-four, had moments of regretting that he had

not conserved his energies more carefully, been more truly "wedded to

his Art," to use the girl's quaint phrase. He felt latterly a little

stale, a little jaded and world-worn. It had occurred to him during the

night that contact with so vital a personality might refresh him, might

do for him what contact with the earth did for the giant Antæus. Indeed,

to his imagination she suggested the earth, field and pasture and wooded

stream, nature in her abundance, promise. She was the very essence of

this Kentucky, this half-tamed wilderness that he had come to study and

to portray.

There is no more charming companion than your temperamentalist, when

once the spark is struck. Jacqueline for the first time in her life

enjoyed that most subtle flattery of being understood. Here was a

person, a thoroughly "grown-up" person, who did not pet and humor her,

and tease her as if she were a child; who on the other hand did not

demand of her the impossible formalities of young ladyhood. Famous

author as he was, he accepted her just as he found her, and liked her

that way. She compared him with Philip, always suggesting some change,

always trying to improve her; and after all Philip was nothing but a

country clergyman!

When she had exhausted her own eager confidences, Mr. Channing paid her

the compliment of talking about himself. He made confidences in return.

She learned that he, like her, had suffered and was still suffering from

a lack of sympathy on the part of his family. They failed completely to

appreciate the necessities, the difficulties, of the artistic

temperament. In fact, he had practically given up his family, and was a

homeless wanderer upon the face of the earth, seeking his encouragement

among strangers.

"But surely they must appreciate you now," cried Jacqueline. "Why, you

are famous!"

He admitted it, rather sadly. "Famous--and lonely," he said.

She gave him an impulsive hand by way of sympathy. "I'd be willing to be

lonely, if I could be famous. But I wouldn't be willing to have mother

lonely," she added. "I never could make up my mind to leave her here

alone."

"Alone? But there's your sister."

"No, there isn't. Not now. She's here, of course, but--" The girl's face

shadowed, but she did not explain. The shock of that terrible scene

between the two beings she loved best was a thing that did not bear

thinking of, much less speaking of. Sometimes at night she woke

trembling and sobbing with the memory of it, as from a nightmare. But by

day she put it from her determinedly, and tried to pretend that

everything was as it always had been in her home.

"Have you told your mother about this ambition of yours?" he asked

curiously.

She shook her head. "No. I've hinted, but they--they laughed at me, and

Jemmy said that it wouldn't be lady-like to go on the stage, even in

grand opera."

Channing smiled. "The standards of the world, fortunately, vary somewhat

from the standards of rural Kentucky. Some of the greatest 'ladies' I

have known happened to be on the stage, and not always in grand opera."

He went on to speak of various singers and actors and painters and

writers of his acquaintance, of studios and greenrooms, customs in

European countries, famous friendships between royalty and artists; and

she had her first glimpse of a world that made her own seem as barren

and desolate as some desert isle.

Certain racial inheritances awoke in her and clamored. Her mother's

family had been people of culture and travel and wide social

affiliations. It had not occurred to her before that her life was

singularly empty. She would have said that her friends were legion. The

horses, the dogs, the negroes, the humbler country folk of the

neighborhood, the tenants on her mother's property--all accepted the

Madam's youngest daughter as one of themselves, and loved her

accordingly. But of intercourse with her own kind, she had none. Her

mother, Philip, Professor Thorpe, even Jemima--regarded Jacqueline as a

playful, happy, charming tomboy, whose sole duty in life was to amuse

herself and them. Philip, indeed, was beginning to observe the deeper

instincts stirring in her; but Charming was the first of her equals to

treat her quite as an equal, and the fact that she looked upon him as a

dazzlingly superior order of being made his recognition of her as a

kindred spirit a rather heady thing. Jacqueline was capable, as only

seventeen may be, of a vast and uncritical hero-worship, that gave with

both hands and never tired of giving.

"Oh!" she said at last, with a long sigh. "Listening to you is just like

reading the most exciting book, all about crowned heads, and far

countries, and society, and things like that. Jemmy ought to hear you. I

wonder why Professor Jim has never sent us any of your novels? He is

always giving us books."

"I told you," remarked Charming, "that my family did not appreciate me."

He was not quite sure whether it was a disappointment or a relief to

realize that this wide-eyed girl had not, after all, read his books.

"Will you send me some?" she asked eagerly.

"I will not," he said decidedly. "But if you care for verse--" he

hesitated.

"What? You write poetry, too?" Jacqueline clasped her hands. "Recite

some for me at once!"

He chose one of his less erotic sonnets, and spoke it well and simply,

with the diffidence which occasionally besets the most confident of

authors with regard to their own performances.

Jacqueline listened dreamily. At last she said, "That's very musical.

I'd like to sing it."

The comment pleased him exceedingly, musical phrases being his

specialty. "You shall," he said. "I'll set it to music for you."

Her eyes opened wide. "You don't mean to say you're a composer as well

as an author and a poet, Mr. Charming? That's _too_ much! It isn't

fair."

He blushed quite boyishly. It is a curious fact that people are often

more avid of praise for the thing they cannot do, than for the thing

they can. Channing, who had met with no small success as a novelist,

secretly yearned to win impossible laurels as a composer of parlor

music. "Talents usually go in pairs," he said modestly.

She commanded an instant performance, which he refused, explaining that

his songs were never written for men's voices. "They have no thrill, no

appeal. Who wants to hear a bull bellowing?"

"Or a cow lowing, for that matter?" she laughed.

"But that is very different. A cow lowing makes one think of twilight

and the home pastures, of little stumbling, nosing calves, of the

loveliest thing in life, maternity--"

She smiled, drawing the sleeping Kitty close. "You can say things like

that, and yet you wonder why I want to keep this baby! You're a fraud,

Mr. Channing!"

"A poet--The same thing," he murmured cynically. "We wear our sentiments

on our sleeves for publishers to peck at." (he made a mental note of

this epigram for future use.) "I've an idea! Suppose you run home with

me now and try over some of my songs, will you? There's a lot of stuff

that might interest you. I've got one of Farwell's machines down in the

road."

"Go over to Holiday Hill in an automobile?" Her eyes sparkled. "But

could I take the baby?"

His face fell. "Why--er--won't it have to be fed or something? I'm

afraid Farwell's bachelor establishment, complete as it is, offers no

facilities for the feeding of infants."

"Oh, it's a bottle baby," she said casually. "But perhaps you're

right--I'll take her up to the house.--No, if I do that, Jemmy'll want

to know where I'm going, and stop me."

"Don't tell her."

"You don't know Jemmy!--I have it. Lige shall come and get the baby."

Cupping her hands about her mouth she let out a peculiar, clear yodel

that promptly brought an answering call from the top of the ravine. In

response to Jacqueline's peremptory, "Come here!" her faithful

lieutenant descended with manifest reluctance.

Ten yards from the cabin he halted. "I dassent come no furder, Miss

Jacky, not for nobody," he pleaded.

"Don't be a coward! The ha'nts won't hurt you. I come here every day,

and they never hurt me."

"No 'm, reck'n dey knows dere place--Dey's culled ha'nts," explained

Lige, and stayed where he was.

But as Jacqueline put the child in his arms, he suddenly let out a

frightened yell. "I sees smoke--oh, my Lawd! I sees smoke an' fire an'

brimstone comin' out'n dat cabin!" he gasped, and fled, clutching the

placid Kitty.

Jacqueline chuckled. "He saw the smoke from your cigarette," she

explained to Channing. "Naturally he thought that it was a little

manifestation from hell for his benefit. He's got religion, you see. So

much the better. Now we'll never be disturbed here!"

The "we" amused Channing. It was evident that he was expected to call

again at the Ruin.

Kildares of Storm · 第 17 / 52 章