CHAPTER X

Kate stepped down into the porch with outstretched hands. "I am so glad

it is you, Phil dear. You must have felt me wishing for you. Come, come

in, boy! You don't have half enough of 'high jinks'!"

He shook his head silently.

She made a little grimace. "I forgot--the Cloth does not dance. But

surely the Cloth may look on?"

"From afar off, perhaps, out of the way of temptation."

He spoke smilingly, but she reproached herself for thoughtlessness.

Philip was very careful not to present himself anywhere that his

presence might cause restraint or embarrassment, he never forgot, no

matter if others forgot, that he was the son of a convict.

"Then I shall sit out here with you." As she drew closer to him, she saw

his face clearly in the light that streamed from the open doorway. It

was very pale. "Oh!" she cried. "What is the matter, Philip?"

"My father--"

Her hand went to her heart.

"Not bad news," he said quickly. "Good news. To-day I had a letter from

the Governor."

The newly elected Governor of the State had been the presiding judge at

Jacques Benoix' trial.

"The Governor! Well? Well?"

"He said--it was a personal letter, you understand, nothing official. He

said that he had always entertained grave doubts as to the justice of

father's sentence, and that if I could secure the signature of certain

men in the State, he would be glad to consider a petition for pardon."

* * * * *

In the house, James Thorpe, waiting for Mrs. Kildare's return, after

some time became aware that he was not the only person in the room not

dancing. A girl in apple-green sat, with a rather fixed smile on her

lips, watching three of the young men teaching Jacqueline a new step,

while Percival Channing produced upon the piano a tune too recent for

the resources of the graphophone. It occurred to him that Jemima's party

might leave something to be desired on the part of its instigator. He

crossed the room.

Jemima withdrew her eyes from the dancers with an effort. She had

evidently forgotten his existence. "But what have you done with mother?"

she demanded. "I thought you were having such a nice time with her all

to yourself."

He explained.

"Oh, Philip, of course! Mother does spoil Philip dreadfully, poor

fellow! She was a great friend of his mother's, you know, and his father

is--but of course you know about his father. Phil simply worships

mother, and I think she likes it. Any woman does," said Jemima, with the

air of elderly wisdom which always amused Professor Thorpe. "Still, it's

too bad of her to go off with him to-night, when I'd promised you a

whole evening with her alone."

He winced. He was beginning to realize that evenings alone profited him

no more than evenings in company.

"Since you've broken your promise," he said severely, "I think you will

have to make me some reparation. This new dancing, now"--he mastered a

certain trepidation--"it looks easy, if unbeautiful. Do you think you

could teach it to me?"

She rose with alacrity. "Of course I could! I always learn things much

quicker than Jacky. You see it's taking three of them to teach her--two

to dance for her and one to dance with her--and I know the steps

already. Professor Jim," she said irrelevantly, with a faint sigh, "do

you think it pays to be clever?"

If Mrs. Kildare had noticed, she would have been more than a little

astonished by the vision of shy and awkward James Thorpe, one of the

leading psychologists of the country, capering nimbly in a lady's

chamber under the guidance of her eldest child. But she did not notice.

* * * * *

"Do you know what this means?" she said, after a long silence. "It means

that we have won, my dear. The very judge who tried him!"

Philip nodded, without speaking.

Her hand groped for his and clung to it. As the sisters of Lazarus must

have felt when he who was dead came to them out of the tomb in his

cere-cloths, so these two felt now. After seventeen years, the thing

they had vainly hoped and striven for was about to be granted--not

justice (it was too late for that), but mercy, freedom. And after

seventeen years, what was a man to do with freedom?

"I am--frightened, a little," Philip said at last, turning to her. "What

am I to do with father?"

"You are to bring him straight to me. No, I will go with you and bring

him home myself."

"_Home?_ To Basil Kildare's house?"

She lifted her head, "What matter whose house? We shall be married at

once."

He said in a low voice, "Have you forgotten--the will?"

"Forgotten it?" she laughed. "Do you think that likely? Why do you

suppose I have worked as I have, scheming, saving, paring corners--done

my own selling and buying and overseeing, driven my men and myself to

the limit of endurance, got for myself the reputation of a female

Shylock? Because I like that sort of thing? Because I enjoy making

money? No, my dear. When I rob my girls of their inheritance, as rob

them I must, I shall be able to give them each a little fortune to take

its place. I am a rich woman now, aside from the Storm property. Basil

Kildare had the right, perhaps, to do as he chose with his property.

Thank God he cannot lay a finger on mine!"

She stared out straight in the direction of the little cornfield

graveyard, as if defying some ghostly presence there to do its worst.

Philip lifted the hand he held to his lips. When he spoke there was

trouble in his voice. "Do you think that when my father hears the terms

of Kildare's will, he will consent to such a sacrifice?"

She turned on him sharply. "He does not know about the will, and he must

not, certainly until after we are married. Who would tell him--you,

Philip?" Her eyes met his. "Philip! What do you mean?"

"Suppose," he said very low, "it were a matter of my conscience?"

"Then I ask you not to listen to your conscience, but to me!" She put

her hands on his shoulders. "If, as you say, you owe me anything--if you

value my friendship--if you love me, Philip--promise that you will never

tell your father!"

It was a great temptation through which he passed at that moment; a

temptation all the more subtle in that he could tell himself truly it

was for her sake he hesitated. One word to Jacques Benoix, and the thing

he dreaded, the thing suddenly so near, would never come to pass.

"Don't you know it will hurt you to give up Storm?" His voice was

hoarse. "It has been your life so long. You love the land, every stick

and stone of it."

"And every twig and grass-blade. But," she said quietly, "I love Jacques

more. Promise, dear."

He promised.

The silence fell again. Across Kate's face a moonbeam strayed and

rested, and the young man sitting in the shadow a little behind her

could not take his eyes away. He had the strange feeling that he was

looking for the last time on the woman he loved, who belonged now

irrevocably to his father. It was a glowing face, with eyes as lovely,

and lips as tremulous, as those of a dreaming bride. Before Philip she

made no attempt to conceal her thoughts. They had been confidantes too

long.

It came to him that his father must be a remarkable man to have held

through years of absence such a love as this.

"I wish I knew him better," he said, thinking aloud. "To me he is almost

a stranger."

"A stranger!" She smiled incredulously. "I should think you would find

it difficult to write those long weekly letters of yours to a

'stranger.'"

Philip had never found it difficult, because from the first the subject

of those letters had been herself.

At the last meeting between Jacques and his son, the man in his

extremity had turned to the boy for aid, pleading with the terrified,

bewildered little fellow as if with a man who understood. And Philip,

already old beyond his years, born with the instinct of the priest and

confessor, had understood.

"You will tell me of her?" Jacques had pleaded. "I have no friend but

you, boy. You will take care of her? You will write me how she does?"

Philip had not failed his father. Every detail of Kate's life was known

to the man in prison, her comings and goings, her daily habits, her

work, her successes and failures, the very color of the gowns she wore.

There had been from the first a sort of glamour about her, to the

imagination of a lonely, dreaming boy. Even at fourteen he had been a

little in love with Kate Kildare, as a page may be in love with a queen.

With the passing years, more of Philip's self than he knew had crept

into those weekly letters to his father; so that if Jacques Benoix was a

stranger to him now, he was no stranger to his father.

"It is queer, though," he mused, still thinking aloud. "Often as I write

to him, he rarely answers. Once a year, on my birthday, and again at

Christmas. It is as if he wanted me to forget him!"

"I think he does," she said. "That is why he never writes to me at all.

I have had only one letter, begging me never to come there, nor to allow

you to come there. He even asked me not to write to him, and I have not

written. But--forget Jacques!" She smiled proudly. "He does not know us,

does he? Nor himself. Why, there is not a man or woman in the county who

has forgotten him!"

Philip was staring at her in amaze. "You mean to say that _you_ never

hear from him, either, and that you have never seen him--?"

Her face paled. "Yes, I have seen him. Once. There were convicts working

on one of the roads near Frankfort. I spoke to them as I passed--men in

that dress always interest me now. One of them did not answer me, did

not even lift his head to look at me. I looked more closely--"

"It was he?"

She nodded. "Working on the road like a common laborer, a negro! Oh, I

went to the warden about it myself. I railed at him, asked him how he

dared put such a man at that work, a gentleman. He heard me through

patiently enough--after all, what business was it of mine? When I

finished, he explained that he had put Jacques on the road at his own

request, granted as a reward for help during an epidemic in the prison.

Jacques had chosen it."

"Chosen it! Why?"

"Because it was out of doors, beyond the walls. Because he wanted to see

the sky, and trees, and birds. He always loved birds...."

She felt Philip shaking, and with a gesture of infinite tenderness, drew

his head down on her shoulder.

"He had changed so little, dear, so little. But it was years ago. Now he

must seem older. Have you forgotten how he looks? You were such a child

when he went. Glance into your mirror and you will see him again. The

same eyes that flash blue in your dark face, the same smile, the same

look of gentleness; strong gentleness. You are simply your father over

again. That is why I love you so." She laid her cheek on his hair.

If the words brought a stab of pain that was almost unendurable, she did

not guess it. From the moment her first child was laid in her arms,

Kate, like many another woman, regarded herself as a mother to all

mankind. For her, this was the boy Jacques had left in her care, the

husband she had chosen for her own little girl; doubly, therefore, her

son. That she was less than ten years his senior, the one beautiful

woman in his world, the heroine of all a young man's idealism--of these

things she was as unaware as of the fact that Jacques' boy had long ago

left boyhood behind him.

He stayed where she lightly held him, his head rigid upon her shoulder,

conscious in every fiber of his being of the cheek pressing his hair,

the warmth and fragrance of her, the rise and fall of her soft

bosom--praying with all the strength that was in him to become to this

beloved woman only the son she thought him, nothing more, never anything

more. The Benoix men came of a race of great lovers.

She released him presently and he rose, moving with a curious stiffness

as of muscles consciously controlled.

"What, going so soon? I have so much more to say to you about him--but

there! You look tired--you look not quite happy, Philip. What is it? Are

you still wondering what to do with him? Don't! Leave that to me, dear.

And now go straight to bed and get a good night's rest. To-morrow we

shall begin on the petition--our last, thank God! I will see the men the

Governor mentions myself."

When he was gone, she sat a while longer in the dark. She was not quite

ready yet to face strangers, to face even her daughters. Jacques was

coming back to her! She said the words over and over to herself, till

they rang through her head like the refrain of a song. All the years

between them, the long, lonely, weary years, filled with work and with

the sort of happiness that comes from successful endeavor,--these were

suddenly as naught, and she was a girl again, a wistful, dreaming girl

with a baby in her arms, listening there in her garden for the

pit-a-patter of her lover's horse.

She closed her eyes. Presently the voice of the graphophone broke in

upon her dreams, and she became aware of the dancers that passed and

repassed the lighted windows; among them a man in spectacles, guiding

and being guided by a determined young person in apple-green, his face

flushed and earnest, his grizzled hair somewhat awry. "Why--it's Jim

Thorpe!" she thought, with a stab of remorse. "I'd forgotten him. But

he's dancing, he's enjoying himself like a boy. Bless that thoughtful

girl of mine! She's made him look ten years younger. Dear, faithful old

Jim!"

Her heart was open to all the world just then. She went to the window

and smiled in at him tenderly.

Perhaps it was just as well that James Thorpe could not see that smile,

and misunderstand it.

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