She rose. "I've got to go."

Panic seized him. "Say, don't drive back to-night, huh? Wherever it is

you've got to go. You ain't driving back to-night?"

She made no answer; parted the bushes, was out on the gravel path in the

sunlight, a slim, short-skirted, almost childish figure. He followed.

They crossed the bridge, left the island, reached the roadway almost in

silence. At the side of the road was a roadster. Its hood was the kind

that conceals power. Its lamps were two giant eyes rimmed in precious

metal. Its line spelled strength. Its body was foreign. Nick's

engine-wise eyes saw these things at a glance.

"That your car?"

"Yes."

"Gosh!"

She unlocked it, threw in the clutch, shifted, moved. "Say!" was wrung

from Nick helplessly. She waved at him. "Good-bye, Pan." He stared,

stricken. She was off swiftly, silently; flashed around a corner; was

hidden by the trees and shrubs.

He stood a moment. He felt bereaved, cheated. Then a little wave of

exaltation shook him. He wanted to talk to someone. "Gosh!" he said

again. He glanced at his wrist. Five-thirty. He guessed he'd go home.

He guessed he'd go home and get one of Ma's dinners. One of Ma's dinners

and talk to Ma. The Sixty-third Street car. He could make it and back in

plenty time.

Nick lived in that section of Chicago known as Englewood, which is not

so sylvan as it sounds, but appropriate enough for a faun. Not only

that; he lived in S. Green Street, Englewood. S. Green Street, near

Seventieth, is almost rural with its great elms and poplars, its frame

cottages, its back gardens. A neighbourhood of thrifty, foreign-born

fathers and mothers, many children, tree-lined streets badly paved. Nick

turned in at a two-story brown frame cottage. He went around to the

back. Ma was in the kitchen.

Nick's presence at the evening meal was an uncertain thing. Sometimes he

did not eat at home for a week, excepting only his hurried early

breakfast. He rarely spent an evening at home, and when he did used the

opportunity for making up lost sleep. Pa never got home from work until

after six. Nick liked his dinner early and hot. On his rare visits his

mother welcomed him like one of the Gracchi. Mother and son understood

each other wordlessly, having much in common. You would not have thought

it of her (forty-six bust, forty waist, measureless hips), but Ma was a

nymph at heart. Hence Nick.

"Hello, Ma!" She was slamming expertly about the kitchen.

"Hello, yourself," said Ma. Ma had a line of slang gleaned from her

numerous brood. It fell strangely from her lips. Ma had never quite lost

a tinge of foreign accent, though she had come to America when a girl. A

hearty, zestful woman, savouring life with gusto, undiminished by

child-bearing and hard work. "Eating home, Dewey?" She alone used his

given name.

"Yeh, but I gotta be back by seven-thirty. Got anything ready?"

"Dinner ain't, but I'll get you something. Plenty. Platter ham and eggs

and a quick fry. Cherry cobbler's done. I'll fix you some." (Cherry

cobbler is shortcake with a soul.)

He ate enormously at the kitchen table, she hovering over him.

"What's the news, Dewey?"

"Ain't none." He ate in silence. Then: "How old was you when you married

Pa?"

"Me? Say, I wasn't no more'n a kid. I gotta laugh when I think of it."

"What was Pa earning?"

She laughed a great hearty laugh, dipping a piece of bread sociably in

the ham fat on the platter as she stood by the table, just to bear him

company.

"Say, earn! If he'd of earned what you was earning now, we'd of thought

we was millionaires. Time Etty was born he was pulling down thirteen a

week, and we saved on it." She looked at him suddenly, sharply. "Why?"

"Oh, I was just wondering."

"Look what good money he's getting now! If I was you, I wouldn't stick

around no old garage for what they give you. You could get a good job in

the works with Pa; first thing you know you'd be pulling down big money.

You're smart like that with engines.... Takes a lot of money nowadays

for feller to get married."

"You _tell_ 'em," agreed Nick. He looked up at her, having finished

eating. His glance was almost tender. "How'd you come to marry Pa,

anyway? You and him's so different."

The nymph in Ma leaped to the surface and stayed there a moment,

sparkling, laughing, dimpling. "Oh, I dunno. I kept running away and he

kept running after. Like that."

He looked up again quickly at that. "Yeh. That's it. Fella don't like to

have no girl chasing him all the time. Say, he likes to do the chasing

himself. Ain't that the truth?"

"You _tell_ 'em!" agreed Ma. A great jovial laugh shook her.

Heavy-footed now, but light of heart.

Suddenly: "I'm thinking of going to night school. Learn something. I

don't know nothing."

"You do, too, Dewey!"

"Aw, wha'd I know? I never had enough schooling. Wished I had."

"Who's doings was it? You wouldn't stay. Wouldn't go no more than sixth

reader and quit. Nothing wouldn't get you to go."

He agreed gloomily. "I know it. I don't know what nothing is.

Uh--Arcadia--or--now--vitality or nothing."

"Oh, that comes easy," she encouraged him, "when you begin once."

He reached for her hand gratefully. "You're a swell cook, Ma." He had a

sudden burst of generosity, of tenderness. "Soon's the bus is fixed I'll

take you joy-riding over to the lake."

Ma always wore a boudoir cap of draggled lace and ribbon for motoring.

Nick almost never offered her a ride. She did not expect him to.

She pushed him playfully. "Go on! You got plenty young girls to take

riding, not your ma."

"Oh, girls!" he said, scornfully. Then in another tone: "Girls."

He was off. It was almost seven. Pa was late. He caught a car back to

Fifty-third Street. Elmer was lounging in the cool doorway of the

garage. Nick, in sheer exuberance of spirits, squared off, doubled his

fists, and danced about Elmer in a semicircle, working his arms as a

prizefighter does, warily. He jabbed at Elmer's jaw playfully.

"What you been doing," inquired that long-suffering gentleman, "makes

you feel so good? Where you been?"

"Oh, nowheres. Bumming round. Park."

He turned in the direction of the stairway. Elmer lounged after him.

"Oh, say, dame's been calling you for the last hour and a half. Like to

busted the phone. Makes me sick."

"Aw, Bauers."

"No, that wasn't the name. Name's Mary or Berry, or something like that.

A dozen times, I betcha. Says you was to call her as soon as you come

in. Drexel 47--wait a min't'--yeh--that's right--Drexel 473----"

"Swell chanst," said Nick. Suddenly his buoyancy was gone. His shoulders

drooped. His cigarette dangled limp. Disappointment curved his lips,

burdened his eyes. "_Swell_ chanst!"

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