The north window view hurt still worse. The middle distance was dotted

with half a dozen "follies" "for sale," each with its small bunch of

workmen's cottages, some empty, some full, alas! and all treeless and

grassless under the blazing sun. Far beyond to the right, shading away

from green to blue, rose the hills of Widewood--lost Widewood!--hiding

other "tied-up capital" and more stranded labor. For scattered through

those lovely forests were scores, hundreds, of peasants from across

seas, to every separate one of whom the scowling patient in this room,

with fierce tears perpetually in his throat, believed he owed

explanation and restitution.

Garnet!--owned half of Widewood! March's confinement here dated from the

night when he had at length unearthed the well-hid truth of how the

stately Major had acquired it. No sooner had Ravenel and Garnet got the

Land Company into its living grave, than Gamble and Bulger, with Leggett

looming mysteriously in their large shadows, forced the Construction

Company into liquidation by a kind demand upon Mattox, Crickwater, and

Pettigrew for certain call loans of two years' standing, accepted in

settlement their shares of the Widewood lands wrested from the Land

Company, and then somehow privately induced Garnet to take those

cumbersome assets off their hands at a round cash price. That was the

day before March had got home and Bulger had cleared out. Gamble had

departed much more leisurely. Whenever money was at stake Gamble had the

courage of a bear with whelps. Whenever he said, "I can't afford to stay

here," it meant that his milk-pail was full and the cow empty. This time

it meant he had, as Shotwell put it, "broken the record of the three

counties--pulled the wool over Jeff-Jack's eyes;" for he had sold his

railroad to a system hostile to the fortunes of Suez.

The other half of Widewood was public domain.

"Thank Heaven for that!" said March, lying dressed on his bed.

"Suez thanks Mr. Ravenel," melodiously responded his mother. Parson

Tombs had brought her up here and slipped out again on creaking tiptoe.

"Why, mother, it was I made it so in my original plan!"

"O my beloved boy, it was in Mr. Ravenel's original plan when he lent

your poor father the money to send you to school. I have it on good

authority."

The son gave a vexed laugh. "O, as to that, why Cornelius Leggett

suggested it when----"

"John! forbear!" Mrs. March was not prejudiced. She could admit the name

of a colored person in a discussion; but _that_ miscreant had lured her

trusted Jane to the altar and written back that she was one of the best

wives he had had for years.

John forbore. He was profoundly distressed, but tried to speak more

lightly. "Law! mother, one reason urged by Major Garnet for our

privately reserving that trifling scrap of sixty acres on the west side

of the creek was so's to make each half of the company's tract an even

fifty thousand acres, one for the three counties and the other--O!

there's another thing. I never thought to tell you because it was hardly

worth remembering. On Major Garnet's suggestion, and so's to never get

it mixed up with the Company's lands--you know how carelessly our county

records are kept--I made a relinquishment to you of my half of your and

my joint interest in those sixty acres. I never supposed I was going to

make it one day the only piece of Widewood left you."

"Ah!" sighed the hearer, "half as many dollars would be far better for a

helpless widow."

John was scowling in another direction and did not see her pretty blush.

His voice deepened with indignation. "I'll give you double--right

here--now--cash!"

"Will you write the receipt for me to sign?" she sweetly asked.

He started up, wrote, paid, and smiled as he shut his empty purse. His

mother sighed in amiable pensiveness, saying, "This is a mystery to me,

my son."

"No more than it is to me," dryly responded John, angered by this new

sting from his old knowledge of her ways. It was her policy always to

mystify those who had the best right to understand her. "I shall try to

solve it," he added.

"I should rather not have you speak of it at once," she replied, almost

hurriedly. "You'll know why in a few days." Her blush came again. This

time John saw it and marvelled anew. He tossed himself back on his bed,

fevered with irritation.

"Mother"--he fiercely shifted his pillows and looked at the

ceiling--"the chief mystery to me is that you seem to care so little for

the loss of our lands!"

"I thought you told me that Major Garnet considered those sixty acres as

almost worthless."

"I believe he does."

Her voice became faint. "I would gladly explain, son, if you were only

well enough to hear me--patiently."

He lay rigidly still, with every nerve aching. His hands, locked under

his head, grew tight as he heard her rise and draw near. He shut his

eyes hard as she laid on his wrinkling forehead a cold kiss moistened

with a tear, and melted from the room.

"Mother!" he called, appeasingly, as the door was closing; but it

clicked to; she floated down the stairs. He turned his face into the

pillow and clenched his hands. By and by he turned again and exclaimed,

as from some long train of thought, "'Better off without Widewood than

with it,' am I? On my soul! I begin to believe it. But if you can see

that so clearly, O! my poor little unsuspicious mother, why can't you

even now understand that they were thieves and robbed us?

Who--who--_what_--can have so blinded you?"

He left the bed and moved to his most frequent seat, the north window.

Thence, in the western half of the view, he could see the three

counties' "mother of learning and useful arts," fair, large-grown

Rosemont, glistening on her green hills in each day's setting sun, a

lovely frontispiece to the ever-pleasant story of her master's redundant

prosperity. Her June fledglings were but just gone and she was in the

earliest days of her summer rest. "Enlarged and superbly equipped and

embellished," the newspapers said of her in laudatory headlines, and it

was true that "no expense had been spared." Not any other institution in

Dixie spread such royal feasts of reason and information for her

children, at lavish cost to herself, low price to them, and queenly

remuneration to the numerous members of the State Legislature who came

to discourse on Agriculture, Mining, Banking, Trade, Journalism,

Jurisprudence, Taxation, and Government.

How envied was Garnet! Gamble and Bulger were thrifty and successful,

but Gamble and Bulger had fled and envy follows not the fleeing.

Halliday had attained his ambition; was in the United States Senate; but

the boom had sent him there, "regardless of politics," to plead for a

deeper channel in the Swanee, a move that was only part of one of

Ravenel's amusing "deals," whereby he had procured at last the political

extinction of Cornelius Leggett. Moreover, for all the old General's

activities he had kept himself poor; almost as poor as he was

incorruptible; who could envy him? And Ravenel; Ravenel was still the

arbiter of political fortune, but it was part of his unostentatious

wisdom never to let himself be envied. But Garnet, amid all this

business depression upon which March looked down from his sick-room,

wore envy on his broad breast like a decoration. There were spots of

tarnish on his heavy gilding; not merely the elder Miss Kinsington, but

Martha Salter as well, had refused to say good-by to Mademoiselle

Eglantine on the eve of her final return to France; Fanny Ravenel had,

with cutting playfulness, asked Mrs. Proudfit, as that sister was

extolling the Major's vast public value, if she did not know perfectly

well that Rosemont was a political "barrel." And yet it was Garnet who

stood popularly as the incarnation of praiseworthy success.

John March, begrudged him none of his triumphs--at their price. Yet it

was before _this_ window-picture his heart sunk under the heaviest and

cruelest of his exasperations. Other bafflements tormented him; here

alone stood the visible, beautiful emblem of absolute discomfiture. For

here was the silent, lifted hand which forbade him pursue his

defrauders. Follow their man[oe]uvres as he might, always somewhere

short of the end of their windings he found this man's fortune and

reputation lying square across the way like a smooth, new fortification

under a neutral flag. Seven times he had halted before them disarmed and

dumb, and turned away with a chagrin that burnt his brain and gnawed his

very bones.

There came a footstep, a rap at the door, and Parson Tombs entered,

radiant with tidings. "John!" he began, but his countenance and voice

fell to an anxious tenderness; "why, Brother March, I--I didn't

suspicion you was this po'ly, seh. Why, John, you hadn't ought to try to

sit up until yo' betteh!"

"It rests me to get out of bed a little while off and on. How are you,

these days, sir? How's Mrs. Tombs?"

"Oh, we keep a-goin', thank the Lawd. Brother March, I've got pow'ful

good news."

"Is it something about my mother? She was here about an hour ago."

"Yass, it is! The minute she got back to ow house--and O, John, it jest

seems to me like her livin' with us ever since Widewood was divided up

has been a plumb provi_dence_!--I says, s'I, 'Wha'd John say?' and when

she said she hadn't so much as told you, 'cause you wa'n't well enough,

we both of us, Mother Tombs and me, we says, s'I, 'Why, the sicker he is

the mo' it'll help him! Besides, he's sho' to hear it; the ve'y wind'll

carry it; which he oughtn't never to find it out in that hilta-skilta

wa-ay! Sister March, s'I, 'let me go tell him!' And s'she, jestingly,

'Go--if you think it's safe.' So here I am!" The old man laughed

timorously.

"Well?" John kept his hands in his lap, where each was trying to wrench

the fingers off the other. "What is it?"

"Why, John, the Lawd has provided! For one thing and even that the

smallest, Sister March's Widewood lands air as good as hers again!"

"What has happened?" cried the pale youth.

"O, John, the best that ever could! What Mother Tombs and I and the

Sextons and the Coffins and the Graveses and sco'es o' lovin' friends

and relations have been a hopin' faw all this year an' last! Sister

March has engaged her hand to Brother Garnet!"

"I think I'll lie down," said John, beginning to rise. The frightened

Parson clutched him awkwardly, he reeled a step or two, said,

"Don't--trouble"--and fell across the bed with a slam that jarred the

floor. The old man moaned a helpless compassion.

"It's nothing," said March, waving him back. "Only my foot slipped." He

dragged himself to his pillow. "Good-by, sir. I prefer--good-by!" He

waved his visitor to the door. As it closed one of his hands crept under

the pillow. There it seemed to find and rest on some small thing, and

then a single throe wrenched his frame as of an anguish beyond all

tears.

At Rosemont, as night was falling, Doctor Coffin, March's physician, the

same who had attended him in boyhood when he was shot, stood up before

the new Rose of Rosemont, in the greatly changed reception-room where in

former years Bonaparte had tried so persistently to cross the Alps. She

had left the room and returned and was speaking of Johanna, as she said,

"She'll go with you. Have your seat, Doctor; she's getting ready and

will be here in a few minutes."

The Doctor made a glad gesture. "I know how hard it must be for you to

do without her," he said, "but if you can get along somehow for three or

four days, why--you know she's away yonder the best nurse in the three

counties--it'll make a world of difference to my patient."

"I hope he'll like her ways," replied the young mistress. "There's so

much in that."

"Don't fear!" laughed the Doctor. "He hasn't looked so pleased since he

first took sick as he did when I told him I was going to fetch her. By

the bye, how do you sleep since I changed yo' medicine this last time;

no better? Ain't yo' appetite improved any? I still think the secret of

all yo' trouble is malaria; I haven't a doubt you brought it with you

from the North! I wish I could find as good an explanation of yo'

father's condition.--I just declare it's an outrage on the rights of a

plain old family chills-and-fever doctor, for a lot of you folks to be

havin' these here sneakin' nerve and brain things that calomel an'

quinine can't--O! here's Johanna."

On his way through town again, with the black maid beside him in his

battered top buggy, he paused at the Tombses' gate, hailed by the fond

old Parson. "You haven't got her? Why, so you have!--'Howdy, Johanna,

you're a bless'n' here to-night,' as the hymn says. Doctor, I hope an'

trust an' pray Sister Proudfit's attack won't turn out serious----?"

The Doctor was surprised. "_I_ ain't been called to her; didn't know she

was sick."

"Well, I say!" exclaimed the Parson. "Why, it's all over town that you

_wuz_, and that you found her so prostrated with relaxation of the

nerves that her husband couldn't hold her still! You've heard, of co'se,

that he's got back at last? Isn't it pathetic? I've been talkin' about

it to Brother Garnet--you passed him just now, didn't you?--and as he

says, her husband goes off, a walkin' ruin, to be gone three months,

stays twelve, and arrives back totally unexpected on this mawnin's

six-o'clock train, a-callin' himself _cu'ud_! Brother Coffin, _you_

don't believe that, _do_ you? Why, as Brother Garnet says, the drinkin'

habit is as much a moral as a physical sickness, and the man that can

make common talk of it in his own case to ev'y Tom, Dick, and Harry, evm

down to the niggehs, ain't so much as tetched the deepest root uv his

trouble, much less cu'ud! Why, Doctor, Brother Garnet see him,

himself!--a-tellin' that C'nelius Leggett!--and pulled him away! Po'

Brother Garnet! Johanna, I wish, betwixt the Doctor an' you, you could

make him look betteh. His load of usefulness is too great. I declare,

Brother Coffin, he was that tiud this evenin' that evm here, where you'd

expect him to seem fresh and happy in his new joy, he looked as if, if

it wa'n't faw the wrong of the thing, he'd almost be willin' to call

upon the rocks and the mountains to fall on him and hide him.--But I

mustn't detain you!"

The physician drove on, and by and by was leaving directions with

Johanna and her protectors, Tom Hersey and his wife. "And, Tom, mind

you, _no visitors_. It's his own wish. Good-night.--O!--that young Mr.

Fair. March tells me he's expecting him any time within the next few

days, to help lay the corner-stone of this new building up at the

colored college; Fair Hall, yes. Whenever he comes take him right up to

see March. I promised John you would!"

LXXVII.

"LINES OF LIGHT ON A SULLEN SEA"

From the first hour of Johanna's attendance March began to mend. Whence

she came, whither she went, as she moved in and out so pleasantly, he

never thought to ask, and never found out that her bed was a pallet laid

on the stair-landing just at his door.

The young bloods down in the street were keenly amused. "Doctor, if he

was anybody but John March aw she anybody but Johanna"--the rest was too

funny for words. "How is he to-day, anyhow? Improving rap'--well! good

fo' that! Come, gentlemen, let's--Come, Shot. Doctor, won't you--" And

as they went they all agreed that the dark maiden's invincible modesty

was like some "subtle emana-ation," as Shotwell expressed it, which

charmed all evil out of the grossest eye.

True it was in the convalescent's case, that while Johanna's mere doings

had their curative value, her simple presence had more. Yet her greatest

healing was in her words; in what she told him. She only answered

questions; but these he lightly plied on any and every trivial matter

that promised to lead up--or around--to one subject which seemed to

allure him without cessation. Yet always at her first pause after

entering upon any phase of this topic, he would say, "But that's not

what--hem!--I was speaking of," and starting once more, at any distance

away, would begin to steal yet another approach toward the same enticing

theme.

So the brief time of her appointed service came to its end, neither the

Doctor, nor the convalescent, nor even her young mistress, for one

moment imagining what dear delight, yet withal what saintly martyrdom to

Johanna, this three days' task had been.

In its last hour, when she, to end all well, prepared and brought up the

captive's evening meal, she found him sitting up in bed talking to Henry

Fair.

"Doctor thinks I can go down to my office Monday. Yes, I knew what ailed

me better than he did. I began to recover the moment I quit trying to

convince the Lord that He ought to run this world in my private

interest. Ah! Johanna, so this is the last, is it? I'm pow'ful sorry!

Mr. Fair, you remember Johanna, don't you?"

Mr. Fair remembered, the maid courtesied, and March, a trifle unduly

animated, ran on--"Johanna's the salt of the earth, Mr. Fair. Don't

often see best salt that color, do you?" Then dropping his tone--"O! you

know, if my chief concern were still, as it was at first, to recover my

fortunes, or even to vindicate my abilities, I reckon I could make out

to accept defeat--almost. For, really, I'm just about the only

sufferer--outwardly, at least. Of course, there's an awful shrinkage

here, but all our home people have made net gains--unless it is

Proudfit; I--eh--Johanna, you needn't stay in here; only don't go beyond

call."

The maid closed the door after her, took her accustomed rocking-chair

and needle on the stair-landing, and being quite as human as if she had

been white, listened. Fair's words were very indistinct, but March's

came through the thin door-panels as clean as rifle-balls. "O! yes," was

one of his replies, "I know that with even nothing left but the

experiences, I'm a whole world richer, in things that make a real

manhood and life, than when I was land-poor with my hundred thousand

acres. As far as _I_ am concerned, I can afford to deny myself all the

reprisals, and revenges too, that litigations could ever give me. I've

got sixty acres of Widewood to begin over with--By Jo'! Garnet, himself,

began with less!" He let go a feverish laugh.

"If I come to that," he added, "I've got, besides, a love of study and a

talent for teaching, two things he never had." Fair asked a question and

he laughed again. "O! no, it was only a passing thought. If anybody

'busts Rosemont wide open' it'll have to be Leggett. O! no, I----" He

played with his spoon.

Fair's response must have been complimentary. "Thank you," said March;

"why, thank you!" Then the visitor spoke again and the convalescent

replied:

"Ah! a 'diligent and vigilant patience'--yes, I don't doubt it would

serve me best--provided, my dear sir, it didn't turn out simply a virtue

of impotency; or, worse yet, what I once heard called 'the thrifty

discretion of a short-winded courage!'"

When Fair responded this time March let him speak long. Johanna bent her

ear anxiously. Her patient seemed to be neglecting his food; but as he

began to reply she resumed her needle.

"Fair," she heard him say, "--why--why, Fair, that's a mighty handsome

offer to come from such a prudent business man as you. My George! sir,

men don't often put such valuable freight into a boat that's aground.

Why--why, you spoil my talk; I positively don't know what--what to say!"

There was a choke in his voice. Fair made some answer which March

gratefully cut short.

"O! I wish I could! It hurts me all over and through to decline it. But

I must; I've got to! 'Think it over'--O! I've thought it over probably

before you ever thought of it at all! I know my capabilities. I'm not in

such a fierce hurry for things as I used to be, but I've got what brains

I ever had--and spine, too--and I know that even without your offer

there's a better chance for me North than here. But--O! it's no use,

Fair, I just can't go! I mustn't! Yes. Yes. O! yes, I know all that,

but, my dear sir, I can't afford--You know, this Suez soil isn't

something I can shake off my shoes as you might. George! I'm part of it!

I'm not Quixotic--not a bit! I'm only choosing between two sorts of

selfishness, one not quite so narrow as the other; but--I've got to stay

here."

Fair, after a short silence, asked if this was his only reason.

"Only reason? Why--why, yes, that's my only reason! To be sure, there's

a sense in which--why, conscience! isn't it enough? O! of course, I

could _think up_ other considerations, but they're not reasons--I don't

allow them to bias me at all! Fact is, I was never before quite so

foot-free. Why did you ask? Did you fancy I might be contemplating

marriage? O, go 'long! why, my good gracious, Fair, I--it's an honest

fact--I haven't even _been to see_ one marriageable girl since I came

back from Europe! No, the reason I give is _the_ reason. It covers

everything else.

"O! if you are thinking of debts, I could cancel them at least as fast

if I went as if I stayed. They're not large, the money debts. O! no;

it's--Fair--I spent a year in Europe coaxing men to leave their

mother-country for better wages in this. Of course, that was all right.

But it brought one thing to my notice: that when our value is not mere

wages, it isn't every man who's got the unqualified right to pick up and

put out just whenever he gets ready. Look out that window. There's the

college where for five years I got my education--at half price!--and

with money borrowed here in Suez! Look out this one. Mr. Fair, right

down there in those streets truth and justice are lying wounded and

half-dead, and the public conscience is being drugged! We Southerners,

Fair, don't believe one man's as good as another; we think one man in

his right place is worth a thousand who can't fill it. My place is

here!--No! let me finish; I'm not fatigued at all! How I'm to meet this

issue God only knows, but who'll even try to do it if I don't?

Halliday's too far off. Ravenel looks on as silent as a gallows!

Proudfit--poor old Proudfit hasn't been sober since the day he got home.

Father Tombs has grown timid and slow-sighted, and the whole people,

Fair, the whole people! have let themselves be seduced in the purse and

are this day betrayed as foully in their fortunes as in their souls!"

The speaker ended in a high key. He was trembling with nervous

exhaustion. In an effort to jerk higher in the pillow his knee struck

the tray, the crockery slid and crashed, and Johanna found him in the

middle of the room, fiercely shaking the skirt of his dressing-gown.

"O! never mind me; get the milk out of the bed!"

She saw how overwrought he was, yet turned to obey. Fair, to aid her,

snatched away the pillows. A small thing from under them fluttered out

upon the carpet and lay before the three. With a despairing murmur the

invalid picked it up, and the two men stood facing each other. Fair

colored slightly, March slowly crimsoned. Then Fair smiled. March smiled

too, but foolishly. Johanna made herself very busy with the bed, but she

saw all. Fair pushed forward a rocking-chair, into which March sank.

Then with gentle insistence he drew from March's hand the worn

photograph--for such it was--leaned against a window and gazed on it,

while March turned his brow into the cushioned back of his chair and

wept as comfortably as any girl.

Johanna took out the tray and its wreck, and in a moment was back with

fresh sheets. March had lain down on the bare mattress and, with his

cheek on a pillow, was smiling in mild amusement at Fair's account of a

brief talk he had had with Leggett while the train waited at Pulaski

City.

"Yes," said March, moving enough to let the bed be made, "he pretends to

keep a restaurant there now; but where he gets all the money he spends

is more than I can make out, unless it's from men who can't afford to

let him tell what he knows."

A servant of the house tapped at the door and said Major Garnet was in

the office, waiting for Johanna. March rose to his elbow and gave her a

hand.

"Why, I shan't ever know how to be sick without you any mo'!" he said,

as her dark fingers slipped timidly from his friendly hold.

"Johanna!--now--now, don't you go tellin' things you'd oughtn't to; will

you?"

"No, seh," came from the maid slowly, yet with a suspicious readiness

quite out of keeping with the limp diffidence of her attitude.

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