CHAPTER X

It was six o'clock in the morning when Innstetten returned home from

Varzin. He made Rollo omit all demonstrations of affection and then

retired as quietly as possible to his room. Here he lay down in a

comfortable position, but would not allow Frederick to do more than

cover him up with a traveling rug. "Wake me at nine." And at this hour

he was wakened. He arose quickly and said: "Bring my breakfast."

"Her Ladyship is still asleep."

"But it is late. Has anything happened?"

"I don't know. I only know that Johanna had to sleep all night in her

Ladyship's room."

"Well, send Johanna to me then."

She came. She had the same rosy complexion as ever, and so seemed not

to have been specially upset by the events of the night.

"What is this I hear about her Ladyship? Frederick tells me something

happened and you slept in her room."

"Yes, Sir Baron. Her Ladyship rang three times in very quick

succession, and I thought at once it meant something. And it did, too.

She probably had a dream, or it may perhaps have been the other

thing."

"What other thing?"

"Oh, your Lordship knows, I believe."

"I know nothing. In any case we must put an end to it. And how did you

find her Ladyship?"

"She was beside herself and clung to Rollo's collar with all her

might. The dog was standing beside her Ladyship's bed and was

frightened also."

"And what had she dreamed, or, if you prefer, what had she heard or

seen? What did she say?"

"That it just slipped along close by her."

"What? Who?"

"The man from upstairs. The one from the social hall or from the small

chamber."

"Nonsense, I say. Over and over that same silly stuff. I don't want to

hear any more about it. And then you stayed with her Ladyship?"

"Yes, your Lordship. I made a bed on the floor close by her. And I had

to hold her hand, and then she went to sleep."

"And she is still sleeping?"

"Very soundly."

"I am worried about that, Johanna. One can sleep one's self well, but

also ill. We must waken her, cautiously, of course, so that she will

not be startled again. And tell Frederick not to bring the breakfast.

I will wait till her Ladyship is here. Now let me see how clever you

can be."

Half an hour later Effi came. She looked charming, but quite pale, and

was leaning on Johanna. The moment she caught sight of Innstetten she

rushed up to him and embraced and kissed him, while the tears streamed

down her face. "Oh, Geert, thank heaven, you are here. All is well

again now. You must not go away again, you must not leave me alone

again."

"My dear Effi--Just put it down, Frederick, I will do the rest--my

dear Effi, I am not leaving you alone from lack of consideration or

from caprice, but because it is necessary. I have no choice. I am a

man in office and cannot say to the Prince, or even to the Princess:

Your Highness, I cannot come; my wife is so alone, or, my wife is

afraid. If I said that it would put us in a rather comical light, me

certainly, and you, too. But first take a cup of coffee."

Effi drank her coffee and its stimulating effect was plainly to be

seen. Then she took her husband's hand again and said: "You shall have

your way. I see, it is impossible. And then, you know, we aspire to

something higher. I say we, for I am really more eager for it than

you."

"All wives are," laughed Innstetten.

"So it is settled. You will accept invitations as heretofore, and I

will stay here and wait for my 'High Lord,' which reminds me of Hulda

under the elder tree. I wonder how she is getting along?"

"Young ladies like Hulda always get along well. But what else were you

going to say?"

"I was going to say, I will stay here, and even alone, if necessary.

But not in this house. Let us move out. There are such handsome houses

along the quay, one between Consul Martens and Consul Grützmacher, and

one on the Market, just opposite Gieshübler. Why can't we live there?

Why here, of all places? When we have had friends and relatives as

guests in our house I have often heard that in Berlin families move

out on account of piano playing, or on account of cockroaches, or on

account of an unfriendly concierge. If it is done on account of such a

trifle--"

"Trifle? Concierge? Don't say that."

"If it is possible because of such things it must also be possible

here, where you are district councillor and the people are obliged to

do your bidding and many even owe you a debt of gratitude. Gieshübler

would certainly help us, even if only for my sake, for he will

sympathize with me. And now say, Geert, shall we give up this

abominable house, this house with the--"

"Chinaman, you mean. You see, Effi, one can pronounce the fearful word

without his appearing. What you saw or what, as you think, slipped

past your bed, was the little Chinaman that the maids pasted on the

back of the chair upstairs. I'll wager he had a blue coat on and a

very flat-crowned hat, with a shining button on top."

She nodded.

"Now you see, a dream, a hallucination. And then, I presume, Johanna

told you something last night, about the wedding upstairs."

"No."

"So much the better."

"She didn't tell me a word. But from all this I can see that there is

something queer here. And then the crocodile; everything is so uncanny

here."

"The first evening, when you saw the crocodile, you considered it

fairy-like--"

"Yes, then."

"And then, Effi, I can't well leave here now, even if it were possible

to sell the house or make an exchange. It is with this exactly as with

declining an invitation to Varzin. I can't have the people here in the

city saying that District Councillor Innstetten is selling his house

because his wife saw the little pasted-up picture of a Chinaman as a

ghost by her bed. I should be lost, Effi. One can never recover from

such ridiculousness."

"But, Geert, are you so sure that there is nothing of the kind?"

"That I will not affirm. It is a thing that one can believe or,

better, not believe. But supposing there were such things, what harm

do they do? The fact that bacilli are flying around in the air, of

which you have doubtless heard, is much worse and more dangerous than

all this scurrying about of ghosts, assuming that they do scurry

about, and that such a thing really exists. Then I am particularly

surprised to see _you_ show such fear and such an aversion, you a

Briest. Why, it is as though you came from a low burgher family.

Ghosts are a distinction, like the family tree and the like, and I

know families that would as lief give up their coat of arms as their

'Lady in white,' who may even be in black, for that matter."

Effi remained silent.

"Well, Effi; no answer?"

"What do you expect me to answer? I have given in to you and shown

myself docile, but I think you in turn might be more sympathetic. If

you knew how I long for sympathy. I have suffered a great deal, really

a very great deal, and when I saw you I thought I should now be rid of

my fear. But you merely told me you had no desire to make yourself

ridiculous in the eyes either of the Prince or of the city. That is

small comfort. I consider it small, and so much the smaller, since, to

cap the climax, you contradict yourself, and not only seem to believe

in these things yourself, but even expect me to have a nobleman's

pride in ghosts. Well, I haven't. When you talk about families that

value their ghosts as highly as their coat of arms, all I have to say

is, that is a matter of taste, and I count my coat of arms worth more.

Thank heaven, we Briests have no ghosts. The Briests were always very

good people and that probably accounts for it."

The dispute would doubtless have gone on longer and might perhaps have

led to a first serious misunderstanding if Frederick had not entered

to hand her Ladyship a letter. "From Mr. Gieshübler. The messenger is

waiting for an answer."

All the ill-humor on Effi's countenance vanished immediately. It did

her good merely to hear Gieshübler's name, and her cheerful feeling

was further heightened when she examined the letter. In the first

place it was not a letter at all, but a note, the address "Madame the

Baroness von Innstetten, _née_ Briest," in a beautiful court hand, and

instead of a seal a little round picture pasted on, a lyre with a

staff sticking in it. But the staff might also be an arrow. She handed

the note to her husband, who likewise admired it.

"Now read it."

Effi broke open the wafer and read: "Most highly esteemed Lady, most

gracious Baroness: Permit me to join to my most respectful forenoon

greeting a most humble request. By the noon train a dear friend of

mine for many years past, a daughter of our good city of Kessin, Miss

Marietta Trippelli, will arrive here to sojourn in our midst

till tomorrow morning. On the 17th she expects to be in St.

Petersburg, where she will give concerts till the middle of January.

Prince Kotschukoff is again opening his hospitable house to her. In

her immutable kindness to me, Miss Trippelli has promised to spend

this evening at my house and sing some songs, leaving the choice

entirely to me, for she knows no such thing as difficulty. Could

Madame the Baroness consent to attend this soirée musicale, at seven

o'clock? Your husband, upon whose appearance I count with certainty,

will support my most humble request. The only other guests are Pastor

Lindequist, who will accompany, and the widow Trippel, of course.

Your most obedient servant. A. Gieshübler."

"Well," said Innstetten, "yes or no?"

"Yes, of course. That will pull me through. Besides, I cannot decline

my dear Gieshübler's very first invitation."

"Agreed. So, Frederick, tell Mirambo, for I take it for granted he

brought the letter, that we shall have the honor."

Frederick went out. When he was gone Effi asked: "Who is Mirambo?"

"The genuine Mirambo is a robber chief in Africa,--Lake Tanganyika, if

your geography extends that far--but ours is merely Gieshübler's

charcoal dispenser and factotum, and will this evening, in all

probability, serve as a waiter in dress coat and cotton gloves."

It was quite apparent that the little incident had had a favorable

effect on Effi and had restored to her a good share of her

light-heartedness. But Innstetten wished to do what he could to hasten

the convalescence. "I am glad you said yes, so quickly and without

hesitation, and now I should like to make a further proposal to you to

restore you entirely to your normal condition. I see plainly, you are

still annoyed by something from last night foreign to my Effi and it

must be got rid of absolutely. There is nothing better for that than

fresh air. The weather is splendid, cool and mild at the same time,

with hardly a breeze stirring. How should you like to take a drive

with me? A long one, not merely out through the "Plantation." In the

sleigh, of course, with the sleigh-bells on and the white snow

blankets. Then if we are back by four you can take a rest, and at

seven we shall be at Gieshübler's and hear Trippelli."

Effi took his hand. "How good you are, Geert, and how indulgent! For I

must have seemed to you very childish, or at least very childlike,

first in the episode of fright and then, later, when I asked you to

sell the house, but worst of all in what I said about the Prince. I

urged you to break off all connection with him, and that would be

ridiculous. For after all he is the one man who has to decide our

destiny. Mine, too. You don't know how ambitious I am. To tell the

truth, it was only out of ambition that I married you. Oh, you must

not put on such a serious expression. I love you, you know. What is it

we say when we pluck a blossom and tear off the petals? 'With all my

heart, with grief and pain, beyond compare.'" She burst out laughing.

"And now tell me," she continued, as Innstetten still kept silent,

"whither shall we go?"

"I thought, to the railway station, by a roundabout way, and then back

by the turnpike. We can dine at the station or, better, at

Golchowski's, at the Prince Bismarck Hotel, which we passed on the day

of our return home, as you perhaps remember. Such a visit always has a

good effect, and then I can have a political conversation with the

Starost by the grace of Effi, and even if he does not amount to much

personally he keeps his hotel in good condition and his cuisine in

still better. The people here are connoisseurs when it comes to eating

and drinking."

It was about eleven when they had this conversation. At twelve Kruse

drove the sleigh up to the door and Effi got in. Johanna was going to

bring a foot bag and furs, but Effi, after all that she had juat

passed through, felt so strongly the need of fresh air that she took

only a double blanket and refused everything else. Innstetten said to

Kruse: "Now, Kruse, we want to drive to the station where you and I

were this morning. The people will wonder at it, but that doesn't

matter. Say, we drive here past the 'Plantation,' and then to the left

toward the Kroschentin church tower. Make the horses fly. We must be

at the station at one."

Thus began the drive. Over the white roofs of the city hung a bank of

smoke, for there was little stir in the air. They flew past Utpatel's

mill, which turned very slowly, and drove so close to the churchyard

that the tips of the barberry bushes which hung out over the lattice

brushed against Effi, and showered snow upon her blanket. On the other

side of the road was a fenced-in plot, not much larger than a garden

bed, and with nothing to be seen inside except a young pine tree,

which rose out of the centre.

"Is anybody buried there?" asked Effi.

"Yes, the Chinaman."

Effi was startled; it came to her like a stab. But she had strength

enough to control herself and ask with apparent composure: "Ours?"

"Yes, ours. Of course, he could not be accommodated in the community

graveyard and so Captain Thomsen, who was what you might call his

friend, bought this patch and had him buried here. There is also a

stone with an inscription. It all happened before my time, of course,

but it is still talked about."

"So there is something in it after all. A story. You said something of

the kind this morning. And I suppose it would be best for me to hear

what it is. So long as I don't know, I shall always be a victim of my

imaginations, in spite of all my good resolutions. Tell me the real

story. The reality cannot worry me so much as my fancy."

"Good for you, Effi. I didn't intend to speak about it. But now it

comes in naturally, and that is well. Besides, to tell the truth, it

is nothing at all."

"All the same to me: nothing at all or much or little. Only begin."

"Yes, that is easy to say. The beginning is always the hardest part,

even with stories. Well, I think I shall begin with Captain Thomsen."

"Very well."

"Now Thomsen, whom I have already mentioned, was for many years a

so-called China-voyager, always on the way between Shanghai and

Singapore with a cargo of rice, and may have been about sixty when he

arrived here. I don't know whether he was born here or whether he had

other relations here. To make a long story short, now that he was here

he sold his ship, an old tub that he disposed of for very little, and

bought a house, the same that we are now living in. For out in the

world he had become a wealthy man. This accounts for the crocodile and

the shark and, of course, the ship. Thomsen was a very adroit man, as

I have been told, and well liked, even by Mayor Kirstein, but above

all by the man who was at that time the pastor in Kessin, a native of

Berlin, who had come here shortly before Thomsen and had met with a

great deal of opposition."

"I believe it. I notice the same thing. They are so strict and

self-righteous here. I believe that is Pomeranian."

"Yes and no, depending. There are other regions where they are not at

all strict and where things go topsy-turvy--But just see, Effi, there

we have the Kroschentin church tower right close in front of us. Shall

we not give up the station and drive over to see old Mrs. von

Grasenabb? Sidonie, if I am rightly informed, is not at home. So we

might risk it."

"I beg you, Geert, what are you thinking of? Why, it is heavenly to

fly along thus, and I can simply feel myself being restored and all my

fear falling from me. And now you ask me to sacrifice all that merely

to pay these old people a flying visit and very likely cause them

embarrassment. For heaven's sake let us not. And then I want above all

to hear the story. We were talking about Captain Thomsen, whom I

picture to myself as a Dane or an Englishman, very clean, with white

stand-up collar, and perfectly white linen."

"Quite right. So he is said to have looked. And with him lived a young

person of about twenty, whom some took for his niece, but most people

for his grand-daughter. The latter, however, considering their ages,

was hardly possible. Beside the grand-daughter or the niece, there was

also a Chinaman living with him, the same one who lies there among the

dunes and whose grave we have just passed."

"Fine, fine."

"This Chinaman was a servant at Thomsen's and Thomsen thought a great

deal of him, so that he was really more a friend than a servant. And

it remained so for over a year. Then suddenly it was rumored that

Thomsen's grand-daughter, who, I believe, was called Nina, was to be

married to a captain, in accordance with the old man's wish. And so

indeed it came about. There was a grand wedding at the house, the

Berlin pastor married them. The miller Utpatel, a Scottish Covenanter,

and Gieshübler, a feeble light in church matters, were invited, but

the more prominent guests were a number of captains with their wives

and daughters. And, as you can imagine, there was a lively time. In

the evening there was dancing, and the bride danced with every man and

finally with the Chinaman. Then all of a sudden the report spread that

she had vanished. And she was really gone, somewhere, but nobody knew

just what had happened. A fortnight later the Chinaman died. Thomsen

bought the plot I have shown you and had him buried in it. The Berlin

Pastor is said to have remarked: 'The Chinaman might just as well have

been buried in the Christian churchyard, for he was a very good man

and exactly as good as the rest.' Whom he really meant by the rest,

Gieshübler says nobody quite knew."

"Well, in this matter I am absolutely against the pastor. Nobody ought

to say such things, for they are dangerous and unbecoming. Even

Niemeyer would not have said that."

"The poor pastor, whose name, by the way, was Trippel, was very

seriously criticised for it, and it was truly a blessing that he soon

afterward died, for he would have lost his position otherwise. The

city was opposed to him, just as you are, in spite of the fact that

they had called him, and the Consistory, of course, was even more

antagonistic."

"Trippel, you say? Then, I presume, there is some connection between

him and the pastor's widow, Mrs. Trippel, whom we are to see this

evening."

"Certainly there is a connection. He was her husband, and the father

of Miss Trippelli."

Effi laughed. "Of Miss Trippelli! At last I see the whole affair in a

clear light. That she was born in Kessin, Gieshübler wrote me, you

remember. But I thought she was the daughter of an Italian consul. We

have so many foreign names here, you know. And now I find she is good

German and a descendant of Trippel. Is she so superior that she could

venture to Italianize her name in this fashion?"

"The daring shall inherit the earth. Moreover she is quite good. She

spent a few years in Paris with the famous Madame Viardot, and there

made the acquaintance of the Russian Prince. Russian Princes, you

know, are very enlightened, are above petty class prejudices, and

Kotschukoff and Gieshübler--whom she calls uncle, by the way, and one

might almost call him a born uncle--it is, strictly speaking, these

two who have made little Marie Trippel what she is. It was Gieshübler

who induced her to go to Paris and Kotschukoff made her over into

Marietta Trippelli."

"Ah, Geert, what a charming story this is and what a humdrum life I

have led in Hohen-Cremmen! Never a thing out of the ordinary."

Innstetten took her hand and said: "You must not speak thus, Effi.

With respect to ghosts one may take whatever attitude one likes. But

beware of 'out of the ordinary' things, or what is loosely called out

of the ordinary. That which appears to you so enticing, even a life

such as Miss Trippelli leads, is as a rule bought at the price of

happiness. I know quite well how you love Hohen-Cremmen and are

attached to it, but you often make sport of it, too, and have no

conception of how much quiet days like those in Hohen-Cremmen mean."

"Yes I have," she said. "I know very well. Only I like to hear about

something else once in a while, and then the desire comes over me to

have a similar experience. But you are quite right, and, to tell the

truth, I long for peace and quiet."

Innstetten shook his finger at her. "My dear, dear Effi, that again

you only imagine. Always fancies, first one thing, then another."

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