CHAPTER XI

NATURE'S IDEAL

If we have been right so far, we have arrived at the position that

Nature is a Personal Being in process of realising an ideal operating

within herself. We have now to satisfy ourselves as to the character

of that ideal. What is the full ideal working in the whole of Nature

we cannot possibly know. We can only know so much of it as can be

detected with our imperfect faculties on this minute atom of the

Universe on which we dwell. We cannot be sure we have even

discerned the highest levels of the ideal. For there may be higher

beings than ourselves on the planets of the stars, and among those

higher beings higher qualities than any we know of, or can conceive,

may have emerged. Love is the highest quality we know. But love in

any true sense of the word--love as a self-conscious activity--has

only emerged with man, and man has only appeared within the last

half-million of the Earth's four or five hundred million years of

existence as the Earth. We cannot, therefore, presume to say what is

the ideal in its highest development for the whole of Nature.

But from our experience here we can see what that ideal is up to

(what for us is) a very high level, and we can make out what is

apparently its fundamental characteristic. I obtained my best

conception of it on the evening I left Lhasa at the conclusion of my

Mission to Tibet in 1904, when I had an experience of such value

for determining Nature's ideal, and, for me at any rate, so

convincingly corroborative of the conclusions which others who

have had similar experiences have drawn from them as to Nature's

ideal, that I hope I may be excused for relating in some detail the

circumstances in which it came to me.

These circumstances, though not the experience itself, were

somewhat exceptional. I was at that particular moment at the highest

pitch of existence--that is to say, of my own existence. I had had an

unusually wide experience of the wild countries of that most

interesting and varied of the continents--Asia, and for that reason

had been specially selected for the charge of a Mission to Tibet.

However ill-qualified I might be for other tasks, for this particular

business of establishing neighbourly relations with a very secluded

and seclusive Asiatic people, difficult of approach both on account

of their natural disposition and of the mighty mountain barrier which

stood between them and the rest of the world, I was esteemed to

have peculiar qualifications. My comrades were also men selected

for their special qualifications--one for his knowledge of the

Tibetans, another for his knowledge of the Chinese, another for his

knowledge of geology, and so on. The troops engaged were selected

for their experience in frontier warfare, and each man had had to

pass a medical test. We were at the top of our physical fitness and

ripe in experience.

Besides British officers and a few British troops, there were among

the soldiers Sikhs, Pathans, Gurkhas, a few Bengalis, a few Rajputs

and Dogras; and among the followers were Bhutias and Lepchas

from Sikkim, Baltis from Kashmir, Bhutanese from Bhutan. There

were thus Christians, Mohammedans, Hindus, and Buddhists: men

from an island in the Atlantic, and men from the remotest valleys of

the Himalaya. And our destination had been a sacred city hidden

two hundred miles behind the loftiest range of mountains in the

world.

On our way we had had to battle with the elements of Nature in very

nearly their extremest forms and in every variety. We started in the

sweltering heat of the plains of India in the hottest season. We

passed the lower outer ranges of the Himalaya in the midst of

torrential rain, like the heaviest thunder-shower in England,

continuing all day long and day after day with scarcely a break, and

penetrating through a waterproof coat as if it were paper. Following

this we had to cross the main axis of the Himalaya in January, to

pass the winter at an altitude of 15,000 feet above sea-level, and face

blizzards which cut through heavy fur coats and left us as if we were

standing before it in our bare bones.

We had also had to battle with the Tibetans--not only in actual

fighting, but in diplomacy as well. I had deliberately risked my life

in order to effect a settlement by persuasion and without resort to

arms. Officers and men at my request had done the same.

Subsequently we had both attacked and been attacked. Five hundred

of us had for two months to face the attacks of eight thousand

Tibetans. Later, again, we had had a long, tough, diplomatic contest

with the Tibetans.

Besides battling with the elements and with the Tibetans, I had also

had to battle with my own people--as is always and inevitably the

case on such occasions. Military and political considerations had to

contend against each other. This local question between India and

Tibet was part of the general international question of the relations

of European nations, Russia, France, Germany, Italy, America, with

China, for Tibet was under the suzerainty of China. Local

considerations had therefore to contend with international

considerations. Then from the local point of view the permanent

settlement of this particular question was desirable, whereas those

responsible for the international situation would not object to a

temporary arrangement of this single question as long as the whole

general situation could be favourably secured. The Tibetan question

was part of the whole question of our relations with Russia. Our

relations with Russia were connected with our relations with France.

We were coming to an arrangement with France as regards Egypt

and Morocco. If we did anything in Tibet which vexed Russia she

might be troublesome as regards Egypt, and make it difficult to

come to an arrangement with France and to bring off the

Anglo-French Entente. Of all these international considerations I was kept

aware by Government even in the heart of Tibet. But my position

required that I should stand up for the political as against the

military, the local as against the international, and the permanent

settlement as against the temporary arrangement. It was my duty

vigorously to battle for this--as it was equally the duty of the

military and those responsible for international affairs to battle for

their own point of view. And of course I had to submit, after

contesting my standpoint, to the decision of those in authority;

though I had to contend for the particular, it was the general which

had to prevail.

In the end a settlement was reached, and in this remote city we had

received congratulations from many different people in many

different lands. The troops, my staff, and all about me were filled

with delight at the success of our enterprise. Even the Tibetans

themselves seemed pleased at the settlement; at any rate, they asked

to be taken under our protection. On the morning we left Lhasa the

Lama Regent, who in the absence of the Dalai Lama had conducted

negotiations with us, paid us a farewell visit and gave us the

impression of genuine goodwill towards us. We and the Tibetans

had contended strongly against one another. But it seemed that a

way had been found by which good relations between us could be

maintained. We had discovered that fundamentally we were

perfectly well-disposed towards each other, and means had been

found for composing our differences. Throughout the Mission we

had kept before us the supreme importance of securing this goodwill

eventually. The Tibetan frontier runs with the Indian frontier for a

thousand miles, and it would have been the height of folly to have

stirred up in the Tibetans a lasting animosity. Far more important,

then, than securing the actual treaty we regarded securing the

permanent goodwill; and when I felt that through the exertion of my

Staff and the good behaviour of the troops as well as through my

own efforts the goodwill of the Tibetans really had been secured, my

satisfaction was profound.

It was after enduring all these hardships, after running all these risks,

and after battling in all these controversies, that this deep

satisfaction came upon me. For though at times I felt, as every

leader feels in like circumstances, that success must have been due

to everyone else besides myself--to the backing and firm direction I

had received from Government, to the sound advice and help of my

Staff, to the bravery and endurance of the troops, without all or any

one of which aids success would have been unattainable--yet I could

not help also feeling that I had often on my own responsibility to

make decisions and run risks, and to give advice to Government;

and that if I had erred in my decisions or in the advice I gave or in

taking the risks, success most assuredly would not have been

achieved, however much support I received from elsewhere. I had,

therefore, that satisfaction a man naturally feels when his special

qualifications and training and the experience he has gained during

the best part of his life have proved of acknowledged good to his

country. And this was the frame of mind in which I rode out of

Lhasa on our march homeward.

These were the circumstances in which I had the experience I now

venture to describe. After arrival in camp I went off into the

mountains alone. It was a heavenly evening. The sun was flooding

the mountain slopes with slanting light. Calm and deep peace lay

over the valley below me--the valley in which Lhasa lay. I seemed

in tune with all the world and all the world seemed in tune with me.

My experiences in many lands--in dear distant England; in India and

China; in the forests of Manchuria, Kashmir, and Sikkim; in the

desert of Gobi and the South African veldt; in the Himalaya

mountains; and on many an ocean voyage; and experiences with

such varied peoples as the Chinese and Boers, Tibetans and

Mahrattas, Rajputs and Kirghiz--seemed all summed up in that

moment. And yet here on the quiet mountain-side, filled as I was

with the memories of many experiences that I had had in the high

mountain solitudes and in the deserts of the world away from men, I

seemed in touch with the wide Universe beyond this Earth as well.

After the high tension of the last fifteen months, I was free to let my

soul relax. So I let it open itself out without restraint. And in its

sensitive state it was receptive of the finest impressions and quickly

responsive to every call. I seemed to be truly in harmony with the

Heart of Nature. My vision seemed absolutely clear. I felt I was

seeing deep into the true heart of things. With my soul's eye I

seemed to see what was really in men's hearts, in the heart of

mankind as a whole and in the Heart of Nature as a whole.

And my experience was this--and I try to describe it as accurately as

I can. I had a curious sense of being literally in love with the world.

There is no other way in which I can express what I then felt. I felt

as if I could hardly contain myself for the love which was bursting

within me. It seemed to me as if the world itself were nothing but

love. We have all felt on some great occasion an ardent glow of

patriotism. This was patriotism extended to the whole Universe. The

country for which I was feeling this overwhelming intensity of love

was the entire Universe. At the back and foundation of things I was

certain was love--and not merely placid benevolence, but active,

fervent, devoted love and nothing less. The whole world seemed in a

blaze of love, and men's hearts were burning to be in touch with one

another.

It was a remarkable experience I had on that evening. And it was not

merely a passing roseate flush due to my being in high spirits, such

as a man feels who has had a good breakfast or has heard that his

investments have paid a big dividend. I am not sure that I was at the

moment in what are usually called high spirits. What I felt was more

of the nature of a deep inner soul-satisfaction. And what I saw

amounted to this--that evil is the superficial, goodness the

fundamental characteristic of the world; affection and not animosity

the root disposition of men towards one another. Men are inherently

good not inherently wicked, though they have an uphill fight of it to

find scope and room for their goodness to declare itself, and though

they are placed in hard conditions and want every help they can to

bring their goodness out. Fundamentally men are consuming with

affection for one another and only longing for opportunity to exert

that affection. They want to behave straightly, honourably, and in a

neighbourly fashion towards one another, and are only too thankful

when means and conditions can be found which will let them

indulge this inborn feeling of fellowship. Wickedness, of course,

exists. But wickedness is not the essential characteristic of men. It is

due to ignorance, immaturity, and neglect, like the naughtinesses of

children. It springs from the conditions in which men find

themselves, and not from any radical inclination within themselves.

With maturity and reasonable conditions the innate goodness which

is the essential characteristic will assert itself. This is what came to

me with burning conviction. And it arose from no ephemeral sense

of exhilaration, nor has it since evaporated away. It has remained

with me for fifteen years, and so I suppose will last for the rest of

my life. Of course in a sense there has been disillusionment, both as

to myself and as to the world. As one comes into the dull round of

everyday life the glow fades away and all seems grey and colourless.

Nevertheless, the conviction remains that the glow was the _real,_

and that the grey is the superficial. The glow was at the heart and is

what some day _will_ be--or, anyhow, _might_ be.

An additional ground I have for believing it to be true is that on that

mountain-side near Lhasa I had a specially favourable opportunity

of looking at the world from, as it were, a proper focal distance. And

it is only from a proper focal distance that we can see what things

really are. If we put ourselves right up against a picture in the

National Gallery we cannot possibly see its beauty--see what the

picture really is. No man is a hero to his own valet. And that is not

because a man is not a hero, but because the valet is too close to see

the real man. Cecil Rhodes at close quarters was peevish, irritable,

and like a big spoilt child. Now at a distance we know him, with all

his faults, to have been a great-souled man. Social reformers near at

hand are often intolerable bores and religious fanatics frequently a

pestilential nuisance. We have to get well away from a man to see

him as he really is. And so it is with mankind as a whole.

So I become more and more certain that my vision was true. And the

experience of the Great War strengthens my conviction. As we

recede from it, what will stand out, we may be sure, are not the

crimes and cruelties that have been committed and the suffering that

has been caused, but the astounding heroism which was displayed,

the self-sacrifice, the devotion and love of country that were

shown--heroism and devotion such as have never before in the world's

history been approached, and which was manifested by common

everyday men and women in every branch of life and in every

country.

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The conclusion I reach from this experience is that I was, at the

moment I had it, intimately in touch with the true Heart of Nature. In

my exceptionally receptive mood I was directly experiencing the

genius of Nature in the very act of inspiring and vitalising the whole.

I was seeing the Divinity in the Heart streaming like light and heat

through every part of Nature, and with the dominating forcefulness

of love lifting each to its own high level.

And my experience was no unique experience. It was an experience

the like of which has come to many men and many women in every

land in all ages. It may not be common; but it is not unusual. And in

all cases it gives the same certainty of conviction that the Heart of

Nature is _good,_ that men are not the sport of chance, but that

Divine Love is a real, an effectively determining and the dominant

factor in the processes of Nature, and Divine fellowship the essence

of the ideal which is working throughout Nature and compelling all

things unto itself.

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